raj ka mann nahi ho raha tha, kahin aur jaane ko, raj gaon se bahar jaane laga. goan se bahr baith kr wo sochon me gum ho gaya. noreen ki baton ne uske andar hulchal si macha di thi. chudaai uske liye aam baat thi. par aisa pehle kabhi nahi hua tha uske sath.
raj bohut se vicharo me ulhja raha.
bohut der ho gai thi usay bethe hue. binni daudte hue aaya aur raj ko kandhe se pakd ke jhanjhodne laga.
binni ----- raj tere ghar me koi lafda ho gaya ha. pta chala ha, bohut der se sab ro rahe han. raj j noreen ki baton se uljha ha tha.binni ki baat sunkar jhatke se uth khada hua.
raj---- kya bakwas kar rha ha tu..
binni -- ghabra ke.. muje nhi pata yaar.. raj ne kuch aur nhi pocha, daudta hua ghar jane laga. ghar pohncha toh chacha ke bhi sab wahi the. raj sab ko dekh kar heran nahi hua. sabko dukhi dekh kar heran tha. raj pr sabki nazar padi, par kuch nhi bola.
raj sabke beech pohnch ke waja jaanne laga.
deepika ghusse me aa kar raj ko kuch sunane hi wali thi. aarti ne usay rok dia.
chachi ---- raj beta teri didi ki shadi toot gai ha.
raj --- kyaa.. par kaise.. raj bada heran hua.
deepika khadi hui aur raj ka hath pakad kar andar lejaane lagi. deepika bade ghusse me thi. kamre me pohnchi, bhavna bhi piche hi aa gai thi. aaj woh bhi ghusse me aai hui thi. nandani ansu baha kr raj ko dekh rahi thi.
kamre me pohnche, door ko lock laga kar deepika ne raj ke mohn par 2 thappad laga diye.
deepika--- har ghar me ek mard hua karta ha harami. hamare ghar me ek mard ha, par usay sivaye msti mazak ke kuch aur soojhta hi nahi ha. na apni maa ko maafi deta ha aur na hi apni behno. jab dil chaha, jispar mann bana usay nanga kar diya.
raj ka dimag pehle hi garm tha. deepika ko apni bahun me bhar ke kass liya.
raj--- jo bhi kehna ho didi keh dena. par mujhe pehle sab bata do.
bhavana--- tu sunna hi chahta ha to sun.. anjali ki shadi toot gai ha. raj ne bhavana ko dekha, to deepika ke gird lipti apni bahen dheeli kar baitha. hairat se uska moh khula reh gaya tha.
raj----- kyaaaaaaaa.. ye kese ho sakta didi..
raj ko sab bata dia bhavana aur deepika ne. uski maa ne bhag kar shadi kari thi. ye sunkar raj dop kadam piche hat gaya tha. ek hi din me do baar raj ko bade jhatke lag rahe the.
raj----- chekhta hua.. mujhe pehle kisi ne kyu nahi bataya. mere nanihal wale bhi han.
deepika--- tu kya kar leta harami. tujhe bata ke bhi toh koi fayda nahi tha. tujhe lund chut ke siva kuch dikhta hi kahan tha. paida hua toh maa ki chut me ungli karke tune dunya dekhni shru ki. fir hum sab ke sath chhed chhad karne laga. fir gaon me jise man chaha, pakad liya.
bhavana --- sab bata ke bhi kuch hasil nahi hona tha. kaunsa tune koi teer maar lena tha. rehta to tu vesa hi, jesa tu ab ha.
deepika--- bada maza aata ha na tujhe hum sab ko nanga karke. badi chah ha na tere dil me humen chodne ki.. deepika toh jaise pagal hone lagi thi. anjali didi ki shadi kya tooti thi. uske dimag ka fuse hi ud gaya tha. deepika nangi ho gai aur khattiya par let kar dono pair khol kar raj ko apni chut dikhane lagi. aa chod le mujhe.. aaj tujhe main nahi rokongi.
raj ke dimag ka fuse bhi ud gaya.. uska ghussa hawa ho gaya.. raj zindagi me pehli baar imotional ho raha tha. noreen ki baaton ne, anjali ki tooti shadi ne, apni maa ki haqiqat ne raj ko andar se hila kar rakh dia tha. deepika aur bhavana ki aag ugalti baaten bhi raj se sehn nahi ho rahi thee.
raj ------ sahi kaha aapne didi mujhe sab bata kar hasil bhi kya hona tha. bada preshan kiya ha na maine aap sab ko. raaton ki neend bhi aap sab ki haram ki ha maine. mere kaaran aap sab chain se so bhi nahi sake kabhi. aap sab ko bhi bhogne ka mann bhi ha mera. mujhe aap sab ke jismo se, gaon wale hi kya, dunya ki har nari ke jism ko dekh kar apni bhuk badhti hui mehsus hone lagti ha. aapne taagen khol jaise mujhe meri aukat bati ha aapne didi. mujhe bata dia ha aapne didi, meri soch kabhi is jaga se aage badh hi nahi sakti.
raj ne ek lambi saans li.. fir aage bola.. main kasam khata hon didi, ab aap sab ko main apni surat tab dikhaoga, jab main sab theek kar donga. main na keval didi ki tooti shadi firse joronga. apne nanihal walun ke sath toote rishte bhi jod kar rahunga. maa saalon se apne maa pita se, apne bhai behno se, apne sabhi rishtedaro se door rahi han na. main kuch aisa karunga. sab firse ek ho jaayenge.
raj ke badle bhav, badle vichar dekh kar deepika ne apni khuli tangen band kar le thi. wo uth kar baith gai thi. bhavna ka ghussa bhi thanda padne laga tha. raj ke jaane ka sunkar dono ka ghussa jhag ki tarah beh gaya tha. depika jhatke se uthi aur raj ke moh par thapar maar dia.
dipika rote hue boli... galti mujse hum sab se bhi hui ha bhai. plz tu jane ki baat mat kar. tuje kuch ho gaya to..
bhavna--- na bhai tu kahi nahi jaayega. tu jaayega toh humen har dum dhadka laga rahega.
raj ke jane ki baat par dono pehle ka sab bhul gai. ajeeb mohabbat thi sab ki raj se.
raj dono ko dekhne laga.
raj--- jana padega muje didi. jaunga nahi toh kese sab theek hoga. main nahi janta, main sab theek kar paunga bhi k nhi. par me ab kasam kha chuka hon. jab tak maa ko nana ka parivar maf nhi kar deta, sab mil nahi jate. didi ka toota rishta firse jud nahi jata lautunga nahi.
is bar bhavna ne raj ke moh par thappad maar diaa.
bhavna-- tujhe samjh nahi aa rahi. tu kahin nahi jayega. jaise tera mann kre, kar lena hamare sath. par tu kahin nahi jaayega.
deepika--- bhai hum tumhare bina jine ki adat nahi ha.
raj---- aur anjali didi ka kya. kya woh ab kabhi khush reh payengi. maa ka kya, kya woh ye sehn kar payengi. unke beete kal ke kaaran unki beti ka ghar banne se pehle hi toot gaya. ek nahi char char betian ha unki. sab ki preshani maa ko kahin ka nahi chhodegi didi. muje jaana hi hoga..
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raj--- suno tum sab mai jaa raha hon, meri maa aur behno ka khayal rakhna. kisi ko kuch na toh fir mera tum sab jante hi ho.
raj ko sabne bada roka tha. par raj nahi ruka tha. rat ke 2 baje hi raj ghar se nikal pada tha. apne nanihal walun ke baare me sab jaan liya tha usne. ab railway station par khada apne dosto ko apne parivar ka khayal rakhne ko bol raha tha.
vikki bhi sham ko laut aaya tha. charo lafange ek sath the. raj ko khud se door jate hue dekh kar ansu bahane lage the.
binni-- tu ja raj, tere ghar walun ka hum dhayan rakhenge.
joori--- raj jald laut kar aana yaar. tere bina gaon me maza nahi aayega.
vikki-- saale tune mere ghar me bhi chudaai kar dali. mere ko ghussa nahi aaya. jab bhi tere dil kare tu mere ko bol dena, main ghar walun ko leke nikal jaya karunga. par tu jaldi laut kar aana. tere bina gaon me muje bhi maza nahi aayega.
raj ko bhi apne harami dosto par naz tha. sab uske jaise harami the, par yaron ke yaar the. taj sabse milkar train par sawar ho gaya. train delhi jaane wali thi. aur raj ka gaon UP me tha.
train ne raj ko subah ke 9 baje delhi pohncha dia. train ka pura safar raj ne shareefo ke jaise bitaya tha. rat ka samay bhi tha. raj ne koi bhi haramipan nahi kiya.
ek taxi karke raj delhi se bahri ilake me jaane laga. shehar se bahar hi ek mohalle me uske nanihal wale raha karte the.
raj ke ghar me firse sab ka rona dhona macha hua tha. sab raj ke letter ko padh kar ro rahe the. subah raj ke bed par letter padha mila tha aradhna ko. letter me raj ne woh baten likhi thi. jo raj ne kabhi nahi kari thi. raj ne apni maa behno, chacha, chachi aur sabke liye dheron baten likhi thi. sab padh kar bohut roye the. sabse buri halat toh nandani ki hui thi. woh apne pet par hath fer kar reh gai thi. raj ne nandani ke hone wale bachhe ke liye naam bhi likh dala tha. nandani ka pyar raj ke liye aur bhi badh gaya tha. raj ki doori par woh bhi tadap gai thi.
raj taxi me baitha apne nanihal ke mohalle me pohncha.karaya dekar taxi wale ko rukhsat kar dia. ek chai wale ke paas baith kar chai ka order dia.
chai ke sath cake khate hue raj aas paas bhi sab dekh raha tha. ek ladke ko bula kar raj usse bola... yahan prof sanjay sharma ka ghar kaunsa ha.
ladka 20 saal ka tha. woh raj ke poochhne par sochne laga. fir woh bola.. yahan toh koi prof sanjay sharma nahi rehte.
raj----- tum yahin rehte ho.
ladka--- haan me toh yahi paida hua hon. par yahan koi sanjay sharma nahi rehte.
raj nirash hoke hotel se nikal pada. ek bag tha uske pas, jiske kapde vagera the, bag kandhe par latka kar raj mohalle ki galiyon ke chakkar kaatne laga. ek gali se guzarte hue raj raj ko ek baba charpaai par betha hua dikha.
raj ---- baba ji yahan par prof sanjay sharma raha karte the.
baba ghor se raj ko dekhne laga. raj ko apne sath baithne ko kaha. raj baitha toh baba bola.. beta tum kon ho. aur master saab ke bare me kyu poochh rahe ho.
raj--- baba ji main unka door ka rishtedar hon. unse milne aaya tha, par pata chala is naam ka yahan koi nahi rehta.
baba--- beta woh toh saalon pehle hi yahan se chale gaye the. isi gali me unka ghar tha. baba ek ghar ko dekhte hue bole. toh raj bhi usi ghar ko dekhne laga. ghar bada vip bana hua. 3 floor ka ghar tha.
raj ---- ab kahan rehte han woh baba ji..
baba-- nahi pata beta, woh sab kahan chale gaye.
raj-- aisa kyu baba ji. raj samjh toh gaya tha, zarur uski maa ke bhaag jane ke kaaran hi sabne yahan ka ghar becha hoga.
baba--- beta kya batao, betiyan laad pyar ka galat fayda utha leti han. apne hi maa baap ki izzat mitti me mila deti han. master ji ki beti ne bhi kuch aisa hi kiya tha. kisi ke sath bhaag gai thi. becahre master saab ki nazren jhuk gai thee. kese woh yahan rehte. ghar bech kar sab yahan se chale gaye.
raj preshan ho gaya tha. wo bola.. baba ji kuch toh pata hoga aapko, woh sab kahan gaye honge.
baba sochon me gum ho gaye. jese apni memory ko khangal rahe the. kuch der baad woh bole. beta ...... mohalle me unka ek dost hua karta tha. ab bhi woh wahi rehta ha k nahi, nahi janta. woh zinda bhi han k nahi. ye bhi nahi janta. tum wahan ja ke pata karo.
raj baba ko dhanyavad bol kar nikal pada. ek rickshaw karwa kar raj apne nana ke dost ke mohalle me ja pohncha. logon se poochh kar woh us makan tak ja pohncha, woh wahi rehte the. raj ne door knock kiya toh andar se ek ladki nikli. surat dekh kar hi raj samjh gaya. ghar ke halat sahi nahi han.
raj ----- mujhe master ji se milna ha.. nana ke dost bhi teacher the. ladki ne raj ko ghor se dekha, fir side hoke raj ko andar aane dia. ghar me 4 kamre the, aur saalon se rang nahi kiya gaya tha. jaga jaga se palster bhi ukhda hua tha. raj ladki ke sath ke kamre me ja poncha. andar ek khattiya par ek haddiyon ka dhancha leta hua tha. raj ko master ji ki halat dekh kar dukh hua.
ladki--- yahi han master ji, daddu aapne ye ladka milne aaya ha. master ji ankhen band kar pade hue the. apni poti ki awaz pr ankhen khol kar dekha. ladki bahar chali gai. raj ne kursi ghaseeti aur baba ke pas baith gaya.
master--- kon ho beta tum...
raj--- baba ji mujhe aapke dost prof sanjay sharma ke baare me jaanna ha.
master--- kyu? kon ho tum.. master raj ko ghor se dekhte hue bole
raj--- ji me unka door ka rishtedar hon. saalon bad delhi milne aaya toh pata chala woh purana ghar bech kar kahin aur chale gaye han.
master ke honto par smile a gai.
master -- door ka rishtedar.. unke door ka koi rishtedar aisa nahi jise me na janta hon. tum zarur aradhna ke bete hoge. raj baba ki baat pr heran reh gaya. raj ka mohn khul gaya tha.
raj --- aapne kese andaza lagaya master ji.
master --- 25 saal se upar ho gaye han sanjay ko woh ghar beche hue, pehle kabhi koi uska pata karne nahi aaya. ab tum aaye ho. zarur tum sab theek karne aaye hoge.
raj--- ji master ji. ladki tray me chai le aai.
raj-- iski kya zarurat thi..
ladki kuch nahi boli. master ji bole.
master---- tum mehman ho beta le lo. raj ne cup pakda toh ladki chali gai.
master --- beta achha kiya jo tum aa gaye. tumhari maa ke apni man marzi ki shadi kr lene se sanjay toot gaya tha. uska sar jhuk gaya tha. smaaaj me woh kisi ko moh dikhane layak nahi rahe the. bohut samay woh bimar bhi rahe. aradhna beti ke bhag jaane se apni dusri dono betiyo ki shadi bhi jaldi aur unki marzi ki bina kar di. tumhare nana dar gay kahin wo dono bhi na bhaag jaayen. isliye jaldi jaldi rishte dhund kar dono ki shadi kardi. aise hi faisle sanjaye ne aur bhi kiye, sabpar sakhti badha di. jis karan sab usse door hone lage. mera yaar bohut toot gaya tha, bohut dar gaya tha, aradhana beti ke bhaag jaane se. koi aur sakhti jhel nahi paya. tere teeno mama bhi apni apni patniyo aur bachhon ke sath alag rehne lage. tumhari mausiyan bhi tumhare nana ke faisle se khush nahi thee. unhe bachhe toh ho gaye par unhe unki man marzi ki zindagi naseeb nahi hui. aaj bhi sab apne gharon me bin marzi ki zindagi ji rahi han. tumhare dono mausa paise wale toh ban gaye, par tumhari mausiyo ko khush nahi rakh paye. tum samjh rahe ho bete. tan ka sukh bhi chahiye hota ha ek nari ko. jo sahi se unhe naseeb nahi hua. upar se tumhare nana ne unke bachhon par sakhti badhani shuru kar di. jiska result ye nikla woh bhi sab tumhare nana se door ho gaye. ab tumhare nana aur nani dono ekele ji rahe han. kabhi kabhi khariyat poochhne ke liye aa jaate han. warna toh wo apni zindagi ki akhri saanse hi puri kar rahe han. kya naam ha tumhara beta.
raj--- ji master ji mera naam raj ha.
master : raj beta, mujhe tum dusro se alag dikhte ho. kuch aisa karo raj beta, mera yaar pehle jaisa ho jaye. aradhna beti ne galti karke bhi nahi ki, jeevan me prem kisi ko bhi ho jata ha. aur aisi galti bhi ho jaya karti ha. sunne me aaya tha, aradhna beti ek bar milne bhi aai thi, par sab wahan ka sab bech kar chale gaye the. mere bare me woh nahi janti thi. mere pas aati bhi toh main nahi batata. muje tere nana ne kasam bhi di thi. raj beta main bhi marne se pehle apne dost ko pehle jaisa dekhna chahta hon. bohut dukh jhele han usne. tum chaho toh bohut kuch kar sakte ho.
raj ne ek lambi saans li. fir wo bola... master ji main nahi janta main kya kuch kar sakta hon. par halat ko theek karne ke liye mujhe kuch bhi karna pada main karunga.
apne nana ka pata master ji se lekar raj nikal pada. ghar me koi aur nahi tha, sab kaamo me nikle hue the, ladki ki maa bhi ghar me nahi thi. raj nikla toh ladki jhuk kar ghar ke kamo me lagi hui thi. jhukne se uske dono anar raj ko dikhne lage. raj tha toh bohut bada harami. par yahan woh khud par kabu pa gaya. warna koi na koi harkat kiye bina woh yahan se na jata. ladki bhi raj ko dekh kar khadi ho gai thi.
raj bahar nikal kar chok me gaya, wahan se rickshaw me baitha main road par aaya, wahan se ek taxi kari aur delhi shehar ke dusri orr jaane laga.
raj jab apne nana ke ghar pohncha, jo ek mohalle me tha. raj pura badla hua tha. raste me hi raj ek decent ladka ban gaya tha. master ji ne kaha tha, nana se milna ha toh padhe likhe, suljhe hue student ban kar wahan jana, warna woh dekhenge bhi nahi.
raj ek suljha hua ladka ban kar apne nana ke do manzila makan ke darwaze par khada hoke bell bajane laga. kuch der me ek 10 saal ke ladke ne darwaza khola raj ko dekh ke side ho gaya. raj ki nazar andar padi toh dekha uske nana kuch bachho ko padha rahe the.
nana se kuch fasle par nani bhi baithi hui thi. nani ko dekh kar raj ko laga jese wo apni maa ko dekh raha ho. raj ki maa aur nani ki suraten bohut milti thi ek dusre se.
raj ko dekh ke nana ne sar hila kar andar aane ko kaha.
ran ne jate hi sabse pehle nana ke paon chhuwe fir nani ke bhi pairon ko chhuwa. apni maa, chacha, chachi ya gaon me kisi aur bade ke kabhi paon nahi chhue the raj ne. par yahan aa kar raj sanskari ban gaya tha. surat bhi se raj sanskari hi dikh raha tha. harami tha pure dino ka. itni acting toh kar hi sakta tha. nana aur nani raj ko dekh kar, uske sanskar dekh kar khush hue.
nana --- kese aana hua beta. ek ladki ko kursi lane ko bol dia tha nani ne.
raj---- main delhi me naya ho daddu.. yahan padhna chahta hon. rehne ko koi jaga nahi thi. aapke baare me suna toh dil kiya aapke paas hi reh lon aur aapse muje study me bhi help mil jaayegi.
raj nana ko nana toh bol nahi sakta tha. kahin shak na ho jaaye. bade meethe andaz me woh apne nana ko daddu bol gaya. nani aur nana dono raj ke meethe bol aur daddu ke shabd par mohit ho gaye. kursi aa chuki thi. raj ko kursi par baithne ke liye kaha gaya. raj harami tha koi na haramipan toh usne karna hi tha.
raj kursi par na baith kar apni nani ke pairon me baith gaya aur ghutno par sar dhar ke nana ko dekhne laga. nani aur nana barson se pyar ke liye, samman ke liye taras rahe the. raj ki is nautanki par jazbati ho gaye. nani toh ansu bahane lagi aur nana ankhen bheench kar dusri aur dekhne lage. dard toh raj ke dil me bhi umad aaya tha. harami tha, par dil wala bhi tha. matlab parsat bhi tha. par dusro ka ehsas bhi dil me rakhta tha. sex ka bhuka tha, toh pyar ki bhuk bhi uske andar thi.
nani ka hath raj ke sar par aaya aur raj ke sar ko thapthapne lagi.
nani-- kon ho tum beta. kahan se aaye ho.
raj-- apka hi bachha hon..mm-- mera matlab ha dadi mere dada dadi nahi han. mujhe apna pota hi samjh len aur rehta me .... ke ek goan me hon. raj ne galat pata bata dia.
nana --- beta tumhe aur tumhare sanskar dekh kar achha laga. tum khushi se yahan reh sakte ho, par tumhe mere kuch rules apnane honge. uske bad hi tum yahan reh sakte ho. karaye ki bhi humen koi chinta nahi hai. bhagwan ki kripa se pension aur upar wale postion ka karaya hi bohut ha hamare liye. tumse humen kuch bhi nahi chahiye beta. rehne ke liye kamre bhi faltu han.
nani --- tum mujhe achhe lage ho beta. par apne daddu ko, unke usulon ko pehle samjh lena. tumhare liye aur hamare liye asani bane rahegi. tumhare daddu ko pyar saur samman se hi lagao ha. apne rules tootte hue bhi nahi dekh sakte. ab tumhe kya batayen beta. bohut dukh bhi dekhe han humne aur aaj tak dekh-----
nana ---- malti... nana ne nani ko aage bolne se rok dia..
raj ---- mujhe toh bas aap dono ka pyar chahiye dadi aur kuch nahi. padhai bhi hoti rahegi aur sath me mujhe dada dadi ka pyar bhi milta rahega.
nana, nani ko raj ka kamre dikhane ka bol kar firse bachho ko padhane lage.
nana mann me sochne lage. jaane kyu bachha apna apna sa lag raha ha. dil ko kitna sukun mil raha ha. kitne saalon se dil ko sukun nahi mila, aaj mila ha.
nani raj ko ek kamre me le gai.
nani --- beta tumhara naam toh maine poochha hi nahi.
raj --- ji dadi mera naam raj ha.
nani --- raj beta ye tumhara kamra ha. sukun se raho, bas upar kabhi mat jana. upar parivar rehta ha. tumhare daddu bhi aise maamle me bohut sakht han.
raj -- khush hoke.. zarur khayal rakhunga... nani jaane lagi. raj firse bola.. dadi main aapke hath choom sakta hon. nani toh machal kar piche mudi aur herat se raj ko dekhne lagi. nani ki ankhen firse chilmil karne lagi.
raj aage badha aur bade pyar se nani ke dono hath apne hatho me lekar choom liye.
nani -- bas inta hi bol saki.. sada sukhi raho mere bachhe. nani wapis mudi aur kamre se chal di. nani ki ankhon me ansu behne tez ho gaye the. raj ki ankhen bhi zindagi me dusri baar nam ho gai thee. kamre ko andar se kundi karke raj ne bag ek jaga phenka aur bistar par dher ho gaya.. apna mobile nikal kar dekhne laga. jo silent par tha. ghar se bohut si missed call bhi aai hui thi. raj ne call nahi ki, bas message kar dia. aur call khud se karna ka bol dia tha. koi call karta aur nana nani sun lete toh gadbad ho sakti thi. wahan bhi raj ka message dekh kar sab ko chain mil gaya tha. warna call pick na hone ke kaaran sab behad preshan the.
aradhana--- raj beta safal hoke lautna. mujhse hui bhul ko sudhar sako to sudhar dena. ab wahan pohnch hi chuke ho toh puri koshish karna main firse apne parivar me laut sakun.
charon bhi ankhon me aansu liye aisi hi pararthna karne lagi. raj ki doori par jahan tadap uthi thee. wahi ab raj ki kamyabi ke liye dua kar rahi thi. anjali jo apne rishte ke tootne se ghamzada thi. ab ek aas uske dil me janam le chuki thi. woh bhi apne nanihal walun me shamil hone ke liye betab ho uthi thi.
