Update 07
Sobha m jaldi uth gai or m ne apne liye nashta bnaya or mummy daddy k liye b
Lekin mera kuch b khane ka man nea tha q kal rt sanjeev se hoi bt cheet se. Mera dil bhut hurt hua tha
Pehle mjhe is sb m dala or ab khud jan choda li ha
M ne thora sa khaya jitna mjhse khaya gya
K daddy bahir agye
Daddy, jaldi uth gai aj beta
Main, g daddy bs ankh khul gai
Daddy, acha or ase q kha rahi hun thora thora sahi se khao
Main, bs daddy man nea ha
Daddy, kaya hua ha kisi ne kuch bola ?
Sanjeev ne kuch kaha
Main, nea daddy asi koi bt nea ha
Daddy, btao beta kaya hua ha
Main, daddy main bta deti hun lekin ap apne tk rakhogy ye bt
Daddy, asi kaya bt ha beta btao tu sahi
Main, sanjeev is bache se khush nea ha usko khushi hoi k concieve nea hua or keh raha tha ye wala attempt b waste hi jayega
Main ne itni mushkil se khud ko tayar kiya is sb k liye or ab ase mjhe degrade kiya jaraha ha
Daddy, uski itni himmat m abhi batata hun usko
Main , daddy apko kaha h na apne tk rakhain please
Daddy, theek hai beta, main apne tak hi rakhunga. Tum tension mat lo, sab theek ho jayega. Main tumhare saath hoon, aur hum mil kar is situation ka solution nikal lenge. Tum bas apna khayal rakho aur stress mat lo. Agar tumhe kisi cheez ki zarurat ho, toh mujhe zaroor batana.
Main, lekin daddy apko malom h na is time m mjhe sanjeev ki help or need hai lekin wo ha k apni duniya m khoya ha
Daddy, mujhe samajh hai beta, lekin kabhi kabhi log apni problems mein itna ulajh jaate hain ki unhe samajh nahi aata ke unke actions doosron ko kitna hurt kar rahe hain. Main Sanjeev se baat karunga, lekin tumhe bhi usse calmly baat karni chahiye. Shayad wo tumhari feelings ko samajh sake. Har rishte mein ups and downs aate hain, lekin communication se bahut kuch solve ho sakta hai. Tum apna khayal rakho, aur agar tumhe kisi bhi cheez ki zarurat ho, toh mujhe bina jhijhak batana.
Main, theek hai daddy, main koshish karungi usse calmly baat karne ki. Shayad wo samajh sake ke mujhe is waqt uska support kitna zaroori hai. Main apne emotions ko control karne ki koshish karungi, aur apne aap ko thoda waqt dungi. Aap mere saath hain, ye soch kar mujhe thoda better feel ho raha hai.
Daddy, bilkul beta, tumhe apne dil ki baat khul kar karni chahiye. Main hamesha tumhare saath hoon. Tumhare liye jo best hoga, wahi karunga. Tum bas apne aap ko samjho, aur Sanjeev ko bhi samjhne ki koshish karo. Shayad wo bhi apni taraf se kuch kehna chahta ho.
Main, ji daddy,. Aap mere liye jo kar rahe hain, uske liye main aapki shukraguzar hoon.
Daddy, tumhara khayal rakhna mera farz hai. Tum bas apne dil ko halka karo, aur jo bhi tumhe takleef de raha hai, uska solution milne ki koshish karo. Har problem ka solution hota hai, bas hume usse dhundhna hota hai.
Or tm mjhe btaogi hr bt or agr koi b tmahra khayal nea rkh raha tu m khud rakhonga
Main, jee daddy, main aapko sab batati rahungi. Aapka saath mere liye bahut maayne rakhta hai. Main koshish karungi ki apne aap ko samjhaun aur Sanjeev se bhi aram se baat karun. Mujhe umeed hai ki sab kuch theek ho jayega.
Daddy, bas tum apne dil ko halka rakhna aur khud par vishwas karna. Main hamesha tumhare saath hoon. Tumhe kisi bhi cheez ki zarurat ho, toh mujhe zaroor batana.
Daddy uthy or unho ne mere mathy p kiss kiya ye ak bap beti wala payar tha
Mjhe asa lga jese mere papa ne mjhe payar kiya ha or mjhe bhut sakoon mila or dil ko tasali b hoi
Is ke baare mein sanjeev se phr bt hoi lekin umeed se hat kr sanjeev ne behave kiya. Main apne dil ko halka karne ki koshish kar rahi thi, lekin Sanjeev ka attitude mujhe aur zyada pareshan kar raha tha. Uski rude behavior ke wajah se main apne aap ko aur bhi akela mehsoos karne lagi thi. Maine decide kiya ki main apne focus ko apne khud ke well-being par rakhungi aur apne emotions ko manage karne ki koshish karungi.
Mere liye sabse zaroori tha ki main apne aap ko emotionally strong banau, taaki main kisi bhi situation ka samna kar sakun. Maine kuch waqt apne hobbies aur interests mein invest karne ka socha, taaki mere mann ko thoda sukoon mile. Daddy ka support mere liye bahut important tha, aur unki guidance se mujhe thoda himmat mil raha tha.
Mujhe pata tha ki Sanjeev se baat karne ka ab koi faida nea or na hi zaroori hai, lekin main is waqt thoda waqt lena chahti thi, taaki results k bd hi m bt kron jo b final bt hogi
. Shayad usse baat karne se pehle mujhe apne dil aur dimaag ko thoda relax karna chahiye. Main chahti thi ki jab bhi hum baat karein, toh wo constructive ho aur hum dono apne relationship ko samjhne ki koshish karein.
Maine decide kiya ki main Sanjeev se calmly baat karungi, aur apne dil ki baat usse share karungi. Umeed thi ki wo meri feelings ko samjhega aur hum mil kar is situation ko handle . Har relationship mein challenges aate hain, lekin agar dono taraf se efforts ho, toh unhe overcome kiya ja sakta hai.
Rt hogai or mummy mere pas ai
Beta sobha hospital jana ha jaldi uthna
Daddy k sth chali jana thek ha
Main, mummy ap nea hungi
Last time b ap nea thi tu bht ajeeb laga tha apk hone se tasali hoti h
Mummy, beta phr maid ko off dena parta ha or ghr k kam reh jaty ha
Main, theek hai mummy, main daddy ke saath chali jaungi. Lekin aapko miss karungi. Aapka saath hona mujhe hamesha himmat deta hai.
Mummy, beta, main samajh sakti hoon. Lekin ghar ke kaam bhi zaroori hain. Tumhare liye main apna pyaar aur duaayein bhej rahi hoon. Tum bas apna khayal rakhna aur tension mat lena.
Main, jee mummy, main apna khayal rakhungi. Aap bhi apna dhyan rakhiye. Hospital mein kuch bhi zarurat hui, toh main aapko call kar lungi.
Mummy, bilkul beta, tum mujhe bina jhijhak call kar sakti ho. Main hamesha tumhare saath hoon, chahe main physically wahan na bhi hoon. Tumhare liye meri duaayein hamesha hain.
Main, aapka shukriya mummy. Aapke pyaar aur support se mujhe bahut himmat milti hai. Main koshish karungi ki sab kuch theek se ho jaye.
Mummy, sab theek ho jayega beta. Tum bas apne dil ko halka rakhna aur positive rehna. Har mushkil ka hal hota hai, bas hume usse dhoondhna hota hai.
Raste main daddy ne meri halat dekhty hoye kaha
Abi tk preshan ha meri gudiya
Daddy ne pehli br mjhe gudiya bola tha mjhe bht acha laga or ajeeb b
Main, daddy pehle results dekh lete han phr bt krongi
Result se pehle kuch b bt krna thek nea
Hum hospital ponch gaye or woi doctor ne ultrasound likha or radiology m jakr main ne krwa liya
Hmen ak ghnty ka time diya
Main or daddy baithy wait kr rahe thhy
Thori der m mjhe or daddy ko bulaya or doctor ne kaha congratulations
Result positive ha
Conceive hogya ha
Daddy k chehre ki tara dekha unki tu khushi ka thikana nea tha
Main b khush thi lekin sanjeev ki waja se ab or preshan hogai thi k wo ye nea chahta
Ghr wapis jaty hoye daddy ne mjhse pocha
Diya mera beta tm khush nea lg rahi
Main, main khush hun daddy lekin sanjeev ab ye nea chahty
Jski mjhe umeed nea thi daddy ne wo bt keh di or m sharam k mare pani pani hogai
Daddy ye mera bacha or tm mera sher bacha ho tm dono ka khayal m khud m rkhonga
Ye sunty hi m sharam se laal hogai or smjh m nea aya k daddy ko kaya jawab dhon
Daddy, beta m is kabil hun k tmhara or is bache ka , dono ka khayal rkh skon
Mujh m abhi itni jaan baki ha
Main, daddy mjhe apk payar p koi shaq nea , ap meri soch se zyada khayal krty han lekin mjhe sanjeev ki na ne preshan kr rkha ha
Daddy, bs meri gudiya m bhut khush hun or tmara khayal m khud rkhonga
Khane pine ka , bahir ana jana hoga
Jo b kam hoga ab tmara daddy krega
Main, m daddy ki khushi dekh kr bhut hi khush thi or mere andr b maa banne ka shoq paida hogya tha ab zahir h koi mera khayal krega tbhi ye possible hoga
Hum ghr ponche or m ne hasty hoye mummy ko galy lgaya tu mummy b smjh gai or mjhe congratulations bola or phr
Mummy ne kaha aj se no kam pani b tmko room m milega m ak or maid ka arrangement krti hun
Or daddy ko bola k jb b diya bahir jayega tu apko sth jana ha tu daddy bole
Main hazir hun khidmat k liye
Phr m sone chali gai or ankh khuli tu
Daddy bahir se ane ki awaz ai or mjhe awaz de rahe thy
Mummy unko bta rahi thi m so rahi hun ap shor na kro
M uth k bahir gai lekin unko malom nea hua k main arahi hun
Mummy , ap q itna khush horahe ha
Daddy, khushi ki bt ha is ghr m naya mehman ane wala ha
Mummy, naya mehman ya apka naya mehman
Daddy, ahista bolo jo b ha ab m is ghr m baby chahta hun or m diya ka lakh lakh shukr guzar hun diya ne hamara sth diya tha
Mummy, diya bhut bahadur bachi ha mjhe b naaz ha us p, jo usne kiya h is ghr k liye koi b na krta
Daddy, bilkul wase wo h kahan
Mummy , so rahi h m uth k ati hun
Main jaldi se pichi mudi or apne room m akar baith gai
Mummy ai or kaha uth gai meri bachi ajao bahir kuch kha lo
Main ne kaha ap chalo m ati hun
Mummy, theek hai beta, main bahar intezaar kar rahi hoon. Tum apna time le lo.
Main thodi der tak apne kamre mein bethi rahi, apne dil aur dimaag ko thoda shant karne ki koshish karte hue. Mummy aur daddy ka pyaar aur support mujhe bahut himmat de raha tha, lekin Sanjeev ke saath jo confusion thi, uska hal nikalna bhi zaroori tha. Main soch rahi thi ki Sanjeev se baat karne ka koi na koi tareeqa dhoondhna padega, taaki hum is naye phase ko khushi se shuru kar sakein.
Kuch der baad, main bahar aayi aur mummy ke saath baith kar kuch khane lagi. Mummy ne mere liye mera favorite khana banaya tha, jo unke pyaar ko aur bhi mehsoos kara raha tha. Khana khate waqt mummy ne mujhse kaha, "Beta, tumhe apne liye aur is naye mehman ke liye khush rehna hoga. Har cheez apne waqt par theek ho jayegi."
Main, "Jee mummy, main koshish karungi. Aapka aur daddy ka saath mere liye sabse bada sahara hai."
Mummy ne muskurate hue kaha, "Hum hamesha tumhare saath hain, beta. Tumhe kisi bhi cheez ki zarurat ho, toh bina jhijhak humein batana."
Waqt aage badh raha tha aur main apne aap ko mentally aur emotionally prepare karne ki koshish kar rahi thi. Is naye safar mein mummy aur daddy ka saath mere liye bahut maayne rakhta tha, aur main unka bharosa nahi todna chahti thi. Maine decide kiya ki main Sanjeev se calmly baat karungi aur apne dil ki baat usse share karungi. Shayad wo meri feelings ko samjhe aur hum mil kar is situation ko handle kar sakein.
