UPDATE 23
maa mere bagal mein soyi hui thi
main humesha ki tarah apne phone mein laga hua tha
woh mujhe bas dekh rahi thi
kuchh der baad meri najar unpe padi
maa ne apni najrein neeche kar li
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kya hua hai maa
maa
kuchh bhi toh nahi
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phir so kyun nahi rahi ho
kal hospital nahi jaana hai kya
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jaana toh hai
lekin neend nahi aarahi hai
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kyun
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dar lagta hai sone se
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kis baat ka dar maa
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tumhein khone ka dar
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mujhe kuchh nahi hoga
aap so jaao
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abhay mere jàane ke baad
kya tum mujhe yaad karoge
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nahi maa
maa ki aankhon mein aansu aagaye
maa
kya main itni buri hoon
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nahi maa
aap toh bahut achchi hain
ek aurat jise pata hai ki uske bete ki wajah se uska pati use chhod gaya
phir bhi uske dil mein apne bete ke liye pyar ek jara bhi kam na hua
woh maa apne bete ke dil mein basti hai
uska beta use yaad is liye nahi karega
kyuki uski maa uske dil ki dhadkan hai
aur dil ki dhadkan ko yaad nahi kiya jaata
maa
badi badi baatein karne lage ho
yeh bolke maa ne apni aankhein band kar li
aur man mein sochne lagi
abhay kaash tum mere dil ki baat jaan paate
kaash tumhein pata hota
ki tumhari maa ke liye tum ab kya ban chuke ho
tumhari maa ka ab man nahi lagta kisi bhi kaam mein
humesha man karta hai tumhare paas Rahu
tumhein dekhti rahu
kuchh der baad maa so gayi
aur phir woh apne sapno ki duniya mein pahunch gayi
jahan unki shaadi mujhse ho rahi thi
aaj woh bahut khush thi
kaanto pe chalne ke baad unhein apna pyar mila tha
jab main kamre mein pahuncha
toh unka dil zoro se dhadakne laga
dheere dheere chalte hue main unke paas pahuncha
aur baith gaya
maa ghughat odhe baithi hui thi
main unka ghughat uthaya
aur jaise hi unka chehra maine dekha
mera dil jhum utha
kitni pyari aur sunder thi woh
aaj swarg ki apsara bhi unke saamne kuchh bhi na thi
itna sunder drishya dekhke main kho gaya
tabhi maa ne kaha
kahan kho gaye aap
main
kahin bhi toh nahi
tumhari khubsurti dekhke soch raha tha
ki maine kitna bhaagyashaali hoon
jo mujhe aap mili
rekha
bhaagyashaali aap nahi main hoon
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main aapse vaada karta hoon
kabhi bhi aapki aankho mein aansu nahi aane dunga
humesha aapko khush rakhkhunga
Rekha
yeh galat baat hai
mere dil ke bol aap bol rahe hain
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hum dono alag hain kya
woh apni gardan naa mein hila ke reh gayi
phir woh apni najrein neeche kiye hue
doodh ka glass uthayi
aur use meri taraf badha di
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khud hi peela do
yeh sunke unhone glass meri munh se laga diya
main doodh peene laga
jab doodh khatam ho gaya
toh unhone glass table pe rakh diya
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is doodh mein utni meethas nahi hai
jitna aapke doodh mein hain
Rekha
dhatt besharam
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main besharam hoon
Rekha
haan aap hain
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apni patni ka doodh peena besharmi hai
Rekha
haan
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toh phir theek hai
mujhe nahi chahiye aapka doodh
yeh bolke main khada ho gaya
unhone mera hath pakad liya
Rekha
mujhe maaf kar dijiye
mujhse galti ho gayi
main jab aapki hoon
toh mera jo bhi hai aapka hi hai
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ab rone kyun lagi
kitni baar bola hai
tumhare aansu dekhte hi mere dil mein dard hone lagta hai
rekha
nahi roti
jaise hi main unki taraf badha mujhe apne seene mein bahut tez dard hua
main apna seena pakad liya
rekha
kya hua
main khoon ki ultiya karna shuru kar diya
rekha rone lagi
Rekha
kya hua aapko
woh gate ke paas gayi gate kholne ki koshish ki
lekin gate nahi khula
Rekha
koi hai
koi toh aao
woh rote hue mere paas aayi
mera sar apni goad mein rakhkha
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mujhe maaf kar do
main apna vachan poora nahi kar paaya
Rekha
aisa mat boliye aapko kuchh nahi hoga
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apna khyal rakhna
aur khush rehna
yeh bolke main unke aansu pochha
aur phir dum tod diya
maa cheekhte hue uth gayi
meri gaand fat gayi
maa ki cheekh sunke
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kya hua maa
maa mujhse lipat gayi rote hue
woh zor zor se ro rahi thi
woh toh achcha hai room sound proof tha
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kitna baar kaha hai aapse
roya mat karo
aapke aansu dekhke
mera dil ro padta hai
unhone meri taraf dekha
Rekha
abhay mujhe chhodke kabhi mat jaana
main tumhare bina mar jaaungi
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kabhi nahi jaaunga
Rekha
tum apna vaada tod dete ho
humesha
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ab naho todunga
maa mujhse lipti rahi
main unhein leke let gaya
woh mujhe chhodne ko tayyar nahi thi
na unhein neend aarahi thi
aur na mujhe
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sapna dekhke dar jaati ho
aur pareshan main hota hoon
Rekha
aur tum jo mujhe sapno mein pareshan karte ho uska kya
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ab main thodi aapko woh sapne dikhata hoon
woh gaand ka lauda dikhata hai
woh raat bhar mujhse lipti rahi
subah jab unki aankh khuli
toh main unhein hi dekh raha tha
maa
tum soye nahi
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apne pati ko tum kaun bolta hai
yeh sunke woh buri tarah se shocked ho gayi
maa
kya keh rahe ho
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kya matlab kya keh rahe ho
aap meri biwi ho
aur biwi pati ko tum karke nahi pukaarti
maa
abhay
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phir naam leke bula rahi ho
maa ka dimag hi hang ho gaya
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kya soch rahi ho
maa
tum hosh mein toh ho
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phir tum
theek hai
jo aapka man kare
woh karo
jab aapko maan na hi nahi hai.toh main bhi kya kar sakta hoon
maa
abhay main tumhari maa hoon
apni maa se aisi baatein karna paap hai
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toh main kahan keh raha hoon
ki aap nahi ho
lekin aap meri patni bhi ho
maa zor se
abhay
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maa kahin aisa na ho
ki sachmein main mar jaaun
aur aap phir zindagi bhar roti raho
yeh pal yaad karke
yeh sunke maa ghabra gayi
aur unhone mere munh pe hath rakh diya
maa
aisi baatein mat karo
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toh phir aap maan kyun nahi leti
jo main keh raha hoon
maa
tum kya keh rahe ho
meri samajh mein nahi aaraha hai
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main samjhata hoon
lekin yeh aakhri baar hai
1865 ki baat hai
ek abhay naam ka ladka tha
gareeb pariwar ka
lekin padha likha bahut tha
ek din use khabar mili
ki thakur ki ek lauti beti ka 18wa janamdin hai
poore gaon waalo ko bulaya gaya tha
woh ladka bhi haveli pahuncha
wahan ek se ek pakwaan bane hue the
saare gaon waale man bharke khaa rahe the
woh ladka bhi ek jagah baitha khaa raha tha
tabhi haathi ke chillane ki awaj aayi
ek jagah thakur uska beta aur beti baithe hue the
hathi paagalo ki tarah chillata unki taraf badha
jab maut saamne aati hai
toh insaan socnna band kar deta hai
thakur aur uska beta toh wahan se hat gaye
lekin rajkumari buri tarah se ghabra gayi thi
bahut der ho chuki thi
wahan aur bhi naukar the
lekin unhein rajkumari ko chhune toh kya dekhne ki bhi anumati nahi thi
bas isi wajah se woh kuchh nahi kar rahe the
tabhi abhay ne rajkumari ko pakda
aur wahan se use leke hat. gaya
hathi us jagah ko barbaad karta hua aage badh gaya
ab haalat yeh thi
ki woh ladka neeche tha
aur rajkumari uske upar
rajkumari ke bhai ne apni behen ko us ladke se door kiya
aur phir use maarne laga
rajkumari ko samajh nahi aaya
ki woh use kyun maar raha hai
tabhi thakur ne apne bete ko roka
aur phir woh ladka apne ghar aagaya
do din baad abhay apne kheto mein kaam kar raha tha
tabhi ek ladki use bulane aayi
abhay ne mana kar diya
ladki ne bahana banaya
aur abhay ko apne sath jungle ke beech le gayi
jahan abhay ne rajkumari ko dekha
rajkumari ne abhay se us din ke liye maafi maangi
aur phir chali gayi
do din aur beet gaye
tabhi woh ladki phir aayi
aur use jungle leke gayi
jahan rajkumari dikhi abhay ko
un dono ke beech thodi baatein hui
phir dono apne apne raaste nikal gaye
har do din pe rajkumari se abhay milne jaata
ek mahina beet gaya
aur phir aakhir mein abhay ne rajkumari se apne dil ki baat keh di
rajkumari ko isi pal ka intezar tha
aur phir woh roz milne lage
ek din rajkumari ke bhai ne un dono ko pakad liya
woh abhay ko maarne laga
rajkumari use rokne lagi
lekin jab usne rajkumari pe hath uthaya
toh abhay ne uski haddiya tod di
yeh baat thakur ko pata chali
toh usne abhay ko haveli bulwaya
aur usse yeh kaha ki meri beti se shaadi kar lo
dono bahut khush hue
usi din dono ki shaadi ho gayi
aur phir raat mein suhagrat ki sej pe abhay ne dum tod diya
jo doodh usne peeya tha
usmein zeher tha
thakur ne abhay ko poore pariwar ko zinda jala diya
jab yeh baat rajkumari ko pata chali
toh usne bhi sucide kar liya
maa ko yakeen nahi ho raha tha yeh sab sunke
woh rone lagi
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woh ladka main hoon
aur woh ladki aap hain
hum dono ka punarjanam hua hai
ab bhi aap agar nahi maan na chahti toh main yahan se chala jaata hoon
dobara kabhi nahi aaunga
maa
nahi nahi mujhe chhodke mat jaao
mat jaao
mar jaaungi main
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main aapka kaun hoon
maa
pati
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lekin main toh aapka beta hoon
maa
pehle aap mere pati hain
phir mere bete
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woh main kya keh raha tha
maa mujhe dekhne lagi
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suhagrat toh mana nahi paaya tha us din
toh aaj mana loon
maa mujhe ghurne lagi
behenchod itni jaldi kya hai
itni mushkil se toh manaya hai
saara plan fail ho jaayega
maa
aapne mujhe samajh kya rakha hai
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sorry
maa
aapko sirf mere jism se pyar hai
main chup raha
kuchh munh se nikal jaata
toh phir kutayi shuru ho jaati
maa
bolte kyun nahi hain
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ab aapka jism aapse alag thodi na hai
yeh sunke woh muskura di
aur phir chali gayi
main so gaya
kuchh der baad Anushka mere room mein aayi
aur mere gaal pe kiss kar di
main use apni baaho mein bhar liya
aur kiss karne laga
Anushka ne koi bhi virodh nahi kiya
aur bas mera sath deti rahi
kuchh uske honton ka ras peene ke baad main uske honton ko chhod diya
Anushka lambi lambi saansein lete hue mujhe dekhne lagi
Anushka
kameene main jaanti hoon
tu jaag raha hai
main apni aankhein khola
aur use dekha
Anushka
maa ko bataungi main
main maa ko awaj dene laga
Anushka buri tarah se ghabra gayi
meri awaj sun ke maa daudi hui aayi
maa
kya hua
kyun awaj de rahe the
Anushka shocked
Anushka ko dekh maa shocked
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Anushka kuchh kehna chahti hai aapse
maa
bolo kya hai
Anushka ki sitti pitti gum
Anushka
kuchh nahi
aur Anushka bhaag gayi
maa jaise hi jaane ke liye mudi main unka hath pakad liya
aur unhein apni baaho mein bhar liya
maa
abhay chhodo
koi aajayega
main
aane dijiye
main darta thodi hoon
maa
please abhay chhod do
main
ek kiss dijiye
phir chhodunga
maa
abbay chhod mujhe
main
soch lijiye
chhod diya toh kabhi hath nahi lagaunga
maa
please chhod dijiye
gate khula hai koi aagaya toh
main
ek kiss
uske baad chhod dunga
maa ne mere gaal pe kiss kar diya
main
maa main koi bachcha hoon
jo mere gaal chum rahi ho
aapka pati hoon
honton pe do
maa
bahut maarungi
main
maar lena
pehle kiss do
maa bechari marti kya na karti
mere honthon ko chum liya
maa
ab chhodiye
main unhein chhod diya
aur phir woh bhaag gayi mujhe aankhein dikhate hue
main apne lund ki taraf dekha
jo boor mein ghusne ke liye mara jaa raha tha
behenchod
isko bhi chain nahi hai....
