Update #9
Isi halat main koi 30 min mazeed guzar gy aur mery upr jo aasmaan toot chuka
tha ka us ka andaza aap sb lga he skty hain.
Mera dimagh hr trh k sawaal se khaali tha aur ab main apny bhayanak anjaam ki
tyaari kr rha tha.
Mery aansoo thamny ka naam he nai le rhy thy. Aapi ki movements sunai de rhi
thi lekin mera mu blanket main tha aur aapi ko na he dekh pa rha tha aur na he
muj main aapi ko dekhny ki himmat bachi thi muj main.
Na jaany kitna waqt aisy he guzra aur aapi k gungunany ki awaaz aany lgi.
Room main aur koi shor b nai aa rha tha.
Is ka matlb aapi ab aik jga pe beth gai thi aur yaqeenan wo jga heater k
saamny wala sofa he ho G.
Wo jga jaha main sr rkh k rota rha tha wo baqaida aisy geeli thi jesy ksi
chotay bachy ne peshaab kia hua ho.
Mery jism ne us doraan aik jumbish b nai ho ski.
Aapi k gungunany ki awaaz bnd hui aur bed pe bethny ka ehsaas hua.
Aapi ne bri be dharak ho yakdam blanket utaara. Main bed pe neechy ko mu kr k
leta hua tha.
Mery balo main haath phery ja rhi thi.
Aap yaqeen kry k mjy meri aapi bohat azeez hai. Main us k liye apni jaan b de
skta hu aur us baat ka andaza aapi ko b hai.
Magar jo ghalti main ne ab kr li thi us k baad to mjy shyad mr he jana chahiye
tha.
Aapi ne zor se mery balo main haath daal k mera mu aisy seedha kia jesy
torture cell main investigation officer mujrim k sath krta hai.
Aapi bray sakht aur tanzia lehjy main bolna start hui
Aapi: Han G? Larkio ki trh rona start kr dia? Mera bed ansoo se bhr dia?
Main ne kya bolna tha bhala
Aapi: meri trf dekho gy Arsi?
Phir pause aya lekin aapi ka haath mery balo main usi sakhti k sath pewast rha.
Aapi: 2 min main uth k beth jao warna main is se b zyada buray tareeqy se pesh
aany wali hu
Aapi k lehjy ki sakhti se saaf zahir tha k wo mjy mazeed zaleel krny main zara
b der nai kry G is liye apni baqi bachi khuchi izzat ko brqaraar rkhny k liye
main uth k beth gya aur nazry bed pe he gaary rkhi
Aapi: Meri trf dekho
Main ne ankh utha k dekha to aapi ka serious chehra dekhty sath phir se aansoo
nikal aaye
Aapi: Tobaaaaahhhhhh. Kitny rondooo ho tum
Mery ansoo saaf krny lg gai apny haath se.
Aapi hain to shuru se he bri zaalim mjy sakht se sakht saza de chuki hain.
Itna drr mjy apni maa ki daant ka nai hota tha jitna aapi ki aik dhamki se dr
jata tha lekin sath he saath ye b tha k jitna naram dill aapi ka mery liye tha
shyaad he dunia main ksi k liye ho.
Jitni sakht saza deny ki aadi thi baad main us se double pyaar b deti thi.
Aapi ne kaha k mjy bhook lgi hai, tme b lgi hui ho G. Khana le k aa rhi hu.
Utni der tum apna mu haath dho mood thik kro aur bina kis bakwas k khana kha
lena.
(aapi k lehjy sakhti brkaraar thi. Zaraa c b kami nai aa rhi thi)
Aapi uthi main washroom gya aur mu haath dho k aa k sofay pe beth gya.
Koi 10 minutes he guzry ho gy aapi ne khana la k samny rkha.
Bhoook to itni zoro ki lgi hui thi k hum dono ne pet bhr k khana khyaa.
Khamoshi apny arooj pe Qaim thi.
Aapi ne koi baat nai ki aur baar baar meri trf dekhi ja rhi thi.
Un nazro k tewar kya thy?
Gussa?
Nafrat?
Tanz?
Taras?
Pyaar?
Main to smjny qaasir tha. Lekin khany k doraan aapi baar bar bar bar meri trf
dekh rhi thi.
Shyad wo ksi sawal ka jawab dhund rhi thi.
Khana khatm hua aapi ne brtan uthaye aur kitchen main wapis chali gai aur jab
wapis aai to do cup tea saath thi.
Khamooshi se tea pi.
Is baar aapi table k dusri trf pri chair pe taang pe tang rkh k aik hath main
tea ka cup thaam k meri trf bger ruky dekh rhi thi.
Aik do minutes k liye nazar tea pe le jaati us k baad phir aapi mery chehry pe
gaadh leti.
Ye kya ho rha tha?
Aapi Q aisy zaleel kr rhi thi?
Un ko to chahiye tha k mjy ksi sakht chiz se maar maar k pakora bna deti lekin
ye rawiyya to phansi se b bad tr hai.
Hum dono ne tea aik saath khatm ki aur aapi ne uth k cups carry kr k kitchen
main chali gai.
Aaty he seedhi washroom gai aur phir usi chair pe usi andaaz main beth k mjy
dekhny lgi.
Aapi: Han G Arsalaan sb? Kya ho gya tha aap ko us time?
Main pichly aik ya 1.5 hour se chup he tha aur ab b chup he tha.
Aapi: Tumhary paas ab do options hain,
Aapi ki ye baat sunty he main ne sr utha k aapi trf dekha aur aapi ne baat
jaari rkhi
Aapi: Tumhary paas ab do options hain. Pehla ye k mery saath wadaa kro yr
ghatia harkat dobara nai kro gy aur apna mood pehly jesa kr lo gy aur dusra
option ye hai k mood kharab rkho jitny din b saath hain ab utny din aisy he
gadho (Donkeys) ki trh mu bna k phirty rho.
Main ne aapi ki trf dekha aur uth k aapi k pas zameen pe beth gya aur aapi k
goad main sr rkh k ronay lag gya.
Aapi ne mery sr main haath phera aur kaha k "Hum behan bhai hain, hamary
rishty ki kuch limits hain, agr hum un ko he paar krny lg jaaye gy to hamara
rishta be maani ho jaye ga bhai"
Aapi k lehjy main ab narmi thi.
Main neechy srd zameen pe betha tha hum dono he srdi main bethy thy aapi ne
mjy upr ko utha k mjy glay lga lia aur khud b roany lag gai.
Aapi: Tum mery jism ka hissa ho Arsalan, meri agr aulaad nai b hoti to tum he
mery liye meri aulaad ho, mery dil main tumhary liye siwaye pyar k aur kuch nai
hai. Hum dono kesy aik dusry se apny jism ki hawas poori kr skty hain?"
Aapi ki ye baten mery dil pe bijlia bn k gir rhi thi hum dono ro rhy thy.
Main ehsaas e nadaamat main mr b rha tha aur aapi ki trf se maafi milty huy
dil ko sukoon b mil rha tha.
Aapi ne mjy pakra aur laa k bistr main lita lia aur mery sr pe thapkia deny
lgi jesy ksi bachy ko sulanay k liye kia jata hai.
Us muhabbat aur shafqat me waqi mjy itnaa sukoon dia k main wahi pe so gya.
Subah jab aankh khuli to aapi sofay pe soi hui thi.
Subah k 8 baj chukay thy.
Aapi bri gehri nind main thi. Raat Unho ne mjy to sukoon se sula dia tha lekin
khud yaqeenan saari raat dimaghi tanaao ki wja se jaagti rhi ho g. Aur isi wja
se wo abhi tak jaag nai ski ho G.