Update:-33
dar kai tarah ka hota hai. insan darinda ban jaaye. wahshi ban jaaye. pathar dil ban jaye.. tab bhi dar uske andar se jata nahi hai. kisi na kisi shakal me insan ke andar rahta hai.. mai saalon se junglee wahshi bana zindagi guzaar raha tha. bad me kaise kaise halaton se main guzar gaya tha. fir bhi main nahi dara tha. ab jab bandron ka ratna par attack dekha to main dar gaya. dar mere andar bhi kisi shakal me maujud tha.. jo ekdum se bahar aa gaya tha. mere ronghte khade ho gaye the. main jahan hairan tha. wahi ghani chinta me bhi aa gaya tha..
mai pyar ka bhuka tha. ratna ka pyar mere liye hawas par adharit hota to kabka wo mujhse apni hawas puri kar chuki thi. jab mai kabile me tha tabhi wo mere niche let kar apni hawas puri kar chuki hoti. apni maa ke liye wo khamoshi rahi thi. shayad ab bhi khamosh rahti. par maine usay dekh lia tha. do boond pyar pane ke liye wo mujhe mana rahi thi. mere gale lagi thi. aur izora ke bandaron ne uspar hamla kar dia tha. izora shayad apne dosto ko sab samjha chuki thi.
main kalpana bhi nahi kar sakta tha. aisa kuch hoga.. koi ladki meri aur akarshit hogi. mera pyar pane ke liye machal uthegi to wo kabhi safal nahi ho payegi. badle me wo jaan se jayegi ya--- ufff isse aage mujhse socha hi nahi gaya..
apne dosto ko samjha kar maine chalta kar dia.. chachi aur ratna ke sath andar ja pohncha. ratna ab bhi dari sahmi apni maa ke sath judi bethi thi. chachi prashn bhari nazron se mujhe dekh rahi thi.
par main kuch nahi bola chachi ke saamne main kya bolta. baad me jab ratna ko shaant karke chachi mere kamre me aai to chachi mujhse boli
chachi:- karan beta ye sab kya tha.
karan:- chachi.. ratna ne hum dono ke prem milan ko dekh lia tha.
chachi ko jhatka laga:- kyaaaaaaa??
karan:- chachi ratna pahle se sab janti thi. wo khamosh rahi. aaj jab maine usay dekhte hue dekh liya to wo apne mann ki bol bethi. mujhse apne prem ka izhaar kar bethi. do boond mujhse pyar pane ko kah bethi..
chachi chinta me aai gumsum si ho gai.. fir sisakne lagi..
chachi:- ye sahi nahi hua karan beta. meri ek hi beti beti. wo bhi teri rohi ban gai. ab kaise wo sukh se ji payegi karan beta. wo bade narm dil wali hai. ziddi nahi hai. par jis chiz ki paane ki chah dil me paa le.. uske liye machalti rahti hai. na milne par andar hi andar kudhti rahti hai. hey bhagwan ye kaisa anarth ho gaya.. kaise sambhalungi main ab meri beti ko.
karan:- chachi! aap ko sharam kam aur chinta zayada ho rahi hai.
chachi:- maa beti ek dusre ki saheliyan bhi hoti han karan beta. meri ek hi beti ha.. usse bhi sharam karungi to jiyongi kaise.. sharam to mujhe bohut aa rahi hai. par uske chinta zayada hai..samjh me nahi aa raha. main kya karun..
karan:- ratna ko mujhse door rahna hoga chachi.. izora ne aapke liye mujhe chhoot di hai. koi aur mere karib bhi aai to dono bandar, dono sher usko cheer phaad kar rakh denge.. aisa pahle mujhe andaza nahi tha. par ab mujhe yakin ho chala hai.. ratna mujhe dividha me dekh kar mere gale lagi to dono bandar jo kuch fasle par hum dono ko dekh rahe the. wo sab samjh gaye. aur ratna par hamla kar bethe. chachi ratna ko mujse door rahne ko bol dena. main nahi chahta.. usay kuch ho..
kuch der tak chachi kuch nahi boli.. kuch sochti rahi.. fir boli..
chachi:- karan beta.. mera tumse door rahna ko mann nahi hai,. par mujhe lagta hai. mujhe kabile wapis laut jana chahiye.. wahi surakshit rah payegi meri beti.
karan:- kya wo aapke sath chali jayegi. kya apne mann ki baat bata kar wo mujhse door ho payegi..
chachi:- ek bat hai. agar wo ho gai to wo mere sath laut sakegi.
karan:- kyaaaa.?
chachi ne meri ankhon me dekha.. fir nazren chura kar boli
karan:- tum ratna ko do boond pyar de do. wo mere sath jane par tyar ho jayegi.
main shocked sa uth khada hua:- chachi. apni beti ke liye aisa bol rahi han. ek to main izora se wada kar chuka hon. dusra main izora ki jaan khatre me nahi daal sakta.
chachi bhi uth khadi hui:- tum apne dil ki bat karo karan
karan:- mere dil ki baat bhi wahi ha chachi. main izora ko kisi surat dhoka nahi de sakta.
chachi:- tum izora se baat karna. ho sakta hai. jaise wo mere liye maan gai thi. aise hi ratna ke liye bhi maan jaye.
karan:- chachi bhagwan ke liye aisi baat na karen. main izora jitni masum hai. utni hi khunkhar bhi.. na mai uska khunkar roop dekh sakta hon aur na hi uske masum chahre ko murjhata hua. main aisi koi baat nahi karunga izora se..
chachi hont bheench gayi.. uske baad humne aur baten nahi kari.. agle din ki subah ratna khud se mere paas aai.. mujhse fasla rakh kar mujhse boli.
ratna:- meri maa se raat bohut si baaten hui han karan. sahi kaha tha maa ne tumse.. main jis chiz ki chah dil me paal loon. wo chah mere andar se nahi jati. mujhe pal pal maarti rahti ha. pahle tumhari chah mere andar dabi rahi thi. ab khul kar bahar aa chuki ha to main chah kar bhi apni chah ko daba nahi sakti.. mita nahi sakti. mujhe lag raha hai. main yahan rahi to tumhare liye pagal ho jaaungi. mujhe maa ke sath yahan se chale hi jana chahiye.. karan main janti hon. tum maa se milne aate raha karoge.. karan ek ladka hai kabile me. jo mujhse prem karta hai. main ja kar usse shadi kar loongi. uske sath khush bhi rahungi. par tum mere dil se kabhi nahi jaaoge. ek tishnagi hamesha rahegi karan.. main hamesha piyasi rahungi.. tan se bhi aur mann se bhi.. tumhara pyar mujhe meri piyas mita dega tan ki bhi aur mann ki bhi.. jitne tum achhe ho. izora bhi utni hi achhi ha.. main izora ka hak nahi marungi karan. haan par main tumhare pyar ki chah me hamesha rahungi. tumhare aane ke intezar me rahungi. tumhare pyar ko pane ki chah me rahungi.. bass mere dil ki yahi aarzo hai karan.. isse badhkar main aur kuch na kahungi. aur kuch na chahungi..
ratna ki baaton par mujhe uspar dher sara pyar aaya. par mai aage nahi badh saka tha. wahin khada raha.. ratna apne dil ki baat bol kar chali gai. baad me chachi se kuch der bat ki. fir chachi kabile ke 3 vyaktiyon ke chali gai.. maine bhi socha. jaisi ladai mai lad raha hon. us ladai me chachi aur ratna khatre me aa sakti han.isliye main unhe nahi roka. par dono ke youn chale jane se dil udas zaroor ho gaya tha..
kuch der thahar kar main bhi nikal gaya. kuch minto me main sabke beech tha. mujhe dekh divya aur izora bhaag kar mere paas aai. dono mujhse lipat gai. divya narazgi jatati hui
divya:- tum kitne badal gaye ho karan. tum jo mujhse do ghadi bhi door nahi raha karte the. ab ghanto mujhse door rahne lage ho. kitne pathar dil ke ho tum karan. meri zara bhi parwa nahi ki tumne.
bua bhi aa gai:- meri konsi parwa hai ise. janta bhi hai. mai bhi iske liye kitni tadapti rahi hon. meri tadap mitaye bina kahan chale gaye the tum karan beta.
divya:- hamari na sahi.. apni nayi naveli dulhan ki to parwa kar leti. bhala koi apni itni sundr patni se bhi itne samay tak door rahta hai koi.
izora buri tarah sharma gai. bua hasti hui usay gale se laga kar uske gaal chum gai..
karan:- kahte han.. jitne samay baad milo. pyar bhi fir utna hi milta hai..
fufa:- hahaha.. fir to tumhe aur kai dino baad aana chahiye tha..
bua:- abhi saalon ki doori ki tadap baki hai.. wo mit jaaye to fir dekha jayega.
aise hi hasi mazak me hum sab andar ja pohnche. andar gaye to pata chala nana parivar aur dusre kuch reletives sabhi kal hi yahan se ja chuke the.
mujhe mami ki betiyon ke chahre yaad aaye.. unki ankhon me apne liye tadap mujhe yaad thi. wo kasurwar nahi thi. wo mujhe pyar nahi de payi thi to nafrat bhi nahi de paayi. aven kuch to mujhse mili hi nai thi. wo jhijhak rahi thi. mujhse baat karne ke liye machal uthi thi. par apne bado ko dekh uske bartav ko yad karte hue wo bhi jhijhakti hui peeche rah gayi thi..
mujhe konsi kisi se nafrat thi. ab jab uske chahre yaad aaye to dil me tadap si jaagi. fir sar jhatak kar khud ko relax bhi kar liya maine...
dada dadi bhi wahin aa kar beth gaye. baaten hone lagi. ranga daku ka bacha sathi wahan se lautte samay gadi ko blast kar gaya tha. uspar baat hone lagi. maine bhi unse hui mudbhed baare detail se bata dia..
fufa:- shabash mere sher.. mujhe tumse yahi umid thi. sher kahin bhi ho sher hi hota hai. akela sher aneko kutton par bhari hota hai. tumne sabat kar dia karan beta. tum sach me sher ho. hum sab ko tumpar garv hai..
dada smile se mujhe dekhne lage..
shaam se kuch pahle haveli ke pichhwade bane baghiche me main divya aur izora bethe baaten kar rahe the. payal didi paridhi aur dusri ab bhi jhijhak rahi thi. paas aa kar khul kar bat nahi karti thi mujhse.. sabke beech kisi baat me apni baat shamil kar dia karti thi..
izora:- karan raat payal didi tumhare liye bohut roi thi.
karan:- acha! lekin kyu..
divya:- tum to jaise bade bhole ho. kya sab nahi samjhte ho.
main sanjeeda ho gaya:- sab samjhta hon didi. ab to sab pahle jaisa nahi raha. fir kyu sab mujhse door han. kya kisi ko mere chahre par unke liye nafrat ya beganapan dikhai deta hai. jo wo mujhse door rahti hai. jaise aap han. wo bhi to mere karib aa kar mujhse baat kar sakti han.
divya:- kya ho gaya ha tumhe karan.. pahle to tum kisi se pyar bhare shabd sunne ke liye machal jaya karte the. ab tumhare andar wo tadap nahi rahi kya..
karan;- hai na. tadap to adhik badh chuki hai mere andar..
izora:- to fir der kaisi karni.. jaao pahle ek ek karke sabse milo. unki jhijhak door karo. karan.. tum wapis laute ho to mere sath sath un sabki duaon ka bhi bohut dakhal hai. sab tumhari wapsi ke liye din raat pray kiya karti thi. wo apne kiye par khud se sharminda han. isliye wo tumse jhaijhak rahi han.. warna wo sab ab tumse bohut pyar karne lagi han. karenge bhi kyu na.. tum unke bhai bhi ho aur angrakshak bhi..
kal jungle me bhi to yahi nirnay lia tha maine. koi aage nahi badha to main khud se himmat karke aage badhunga.. unse baat karunga.
main ek lambi saans lekar chhodta hua:- theek hai didi.. main karunga baat sabke bari bari..
izora:- ye hui na baat.
divya:- izora meri ek wish hai. puri karogi..
izora na samjhi se didi ko dekhne lagi.. samjha to main bhi nahi tha..
divya naughty smile honto par laate hue boli:- mujhe bua banna hai izora.. jaldi se tum mujhe bua bana do.. ek gol matol sa bhatija de do mujhe izora.. bada mann hai mera bua bankar ek baby se khelne ka..
main zor se has pada.. aur izora buri tarah sharma kar wahi se uthi aur bhaagti hui andar jaane lagi. divya didi bhi mere sath milkar hasne lagi.
post kar dia gaya ha dosto...
