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Nazma: "Chotu... tum..."
Isse pehle ki Nazma apna waakya poora karti, Chotu ne aage badh kar uske kamar mein haath daal kar usko apne se sata liya.
Uski ek majboot baanh Nazma ki patli kamar par kas gayi, jisse un dono ke jism ke beech ka faasla pal bhar mein khatam ho gaya.
Nazma ne hairani aur sharm se apni aankhein badi kar leen. Uske dono haath apne aap Chotu ke seene par aa tike—use peeche dhakelne ke liye nahi, balki is achanak hue khichav mein apna balance sambhalne ke liye.
Uski saans ek pal ke liye thak se ruk gayi aur unke soft pink lips halke se khul gaye.
Is waqt Nazma ka dil aur dimaag do alag deshon mein bante hue the. Ek taraf uska sanjida, sharmila aur sharafat se bhara dhang tha jo use baar-baar keh raha tha ki yeh sab galat hai—akeli terrace par Chotu ke itne paas hona, ghar walon ke neeche hone ka darr, aur uska wo mature andaaz... aapne saheli ke boyfriend ke saath ye sab karana ..
Lekin dusri taraf, Chotu ke junoon aur uske seene se lage hone ke ehsaas ne uske andar ek anjaani si aag bhadka di thi.
Chotu ki gehri aur sanjida nazar seedhe Nazma ki sharmili brown aankhon mein utar rahi thi. Terrace ke iss shant mahaul mein, baalon mein saja gajra aur kano ke jhumke Nazma ki khoobsurati mein chaar chaand laga rahe the. Nazma ki ghabraahat aur tez chalti saansein uske chehre par saaf dikh rahi thin, lekin Chotu ki itni kareebi ke bawajood woh usse door hatne ki koi koshish nahi kar rahi thi.
Uski laal chudiyan Chotu ke seene par halke se sparsh kar rahi thin, aur dono bas ek doosre ki aankhon mein khoye hue khade the.
Nazma ne hairani aur sharm se apni aankhein badi kar leen..
Uski saans ek pal ke liye thak se ruk gayi aur unke soft pink lips halke se khul gaye.
Chotu ne apni pakad Nazma ki kamar par aur thodi kas li, jisse Nazma ka jism uske aur kareeb aa gaya. Terrace par raat ki halki thandak thi, lekin dono ke beech ki garmath mahsoos ho rahi thi.
Baalon mein saja gajra aur kano ke jhumke Nazma ke sharmate hue chehre ko aur bhi nayaab bana rahe the.Uski kamar par Chotu ki ungliyon ki garmath jaise unke pure jism mein ik bijli si dauda rahi thi. Nazma ki badi-badi brown eyes mein ek anokhi ghabrahat thi, par saath hi ek subtle khichav bhi tha jise wo chhah kar bhi inkaar nahi kar pa rahi thin.
na ab neeche jaane ki jaldi thi, na hi kisi ke aane ka darr.
Chotu ki majboot baanh aab jaise hi Nazma ki patli kamar par aakar thami,pahle dress pai thi aab nange patli kamar usne haath rakha Nazma ka poora wajood ek pal ke liye thithak gaya.Nazma ne ek halki si aah bhari,
"Ahhhhhh..."
Par usne bilkul bhi peeche hatne ki koshish nahi ki. Uski ungliyan Chotu ke chathi par kas gayi. Nazma ki nazar samne thi... Nazma ke kamar mein haath daal ke Chotu usko sata ke khada tha.
Un dono ke beech ka faasla minto mein simat chuka tha. Nazma ke naazuk haath Chotu ke seene par bas tik ke reh gaye—unmein na toh use door dhakelne ki taqat thi, na hi door hone ka irada.
Gajre ki bheeni-bheeni khushboo aur jhumkon ki halki sarsohat ke beech Nazma ne apni palkein uthain. Uski masoom, badi-badi brown eyes mein ek anjaani si ghabraahat aur sharm ka toofan tha, par saath hi ek be-inteha ikrar bhi.
Soft pink lips halke se khule hue the, jisse uski tezz chalti saansein Chotu ke chehre ko chhu rahi thin. Laal chudiyon se bhari kalaiyan Chotu ki shirt par be-bas si tiki thin. Uss terrace par shaam ka tehraav tha, aur Nazma ka har ek ehsaas ab bas Chotu ke iss junooni khichav mein beh raha tha.
Chotu ne aage badhkar apna ek haath Nazma ki baarik thodi ke neeche rakha aur uske chehre ko halke se upar uthaya.
Is achanak hue sparsh se Nazma ka dil zor se dhadak utha.
Unki chalti hui tez saansein unke andar machal rahe toofan ka saboot thin. Unke gaalon par aati-jaati laali aur soft pink lips ka kapkapana unke sharmile swabhav ko bayaan kar raha tha.
Usne apni band hoti palkon ke beech se Chotu ki or dekha, aur unke lips par ek halki, sharmili muskaan tair gayi.
Chotu ki gehri, sanjida nazrein unke chehre par tiki thi, jaise wo Nazma ki har ek sharmili adaa ko apne andar utar lena chahta ho.
Uska innocent aura abhi bhi kayam tha, par Chotu ke is behad paas aane ke dhang ne unke saare defense ko pighla diya tha. Woh jaanti thin ki yeh darr aur sharm ki sarhad hai, par phir bhi, uska jism aur uski rooh silently is kareebi ka lutf utha rahi thi—bina kisi shikayat ke, bina kisi rukawat ke.
Nazma ne apne dono haath Chotu ke seene par mazeed kareeb kar liye. Uske gaalon par aayi aanch aur gardan par Chotu ke haath ki garmath ne uske saare darr ko ek taraf kar diya tha. Dhalti raat ke saaye mein, gajre ki khushboo aur jhumke ki chamak ke beech, Nazma ab poori tarah se uss khoobsurat ehsaas ke aage khud ko saunp chuki thin.
Chotu ne jaise hi Nazma ki kamar ko aur kas ke apne se sataaya,
Nazma ka poora jism ek meethi si sansani se bhar utha. Uske haath ab Chotu ke seene par nahi, balki be-bas ho kar peeche ki taraf chhut gaye. Uski gardan peeche ki or jhuk gayi aur aakash ki taraf chehra karte hue usne apni aankhein dhere se muund leen.
Nazma ki tezz chalti saansein aur uski suhani aah hawa mein ghoondhne lagi. Chotu uske itne kareeb khada tha ki unki har ek dhadkan ek doosre se takra rahi thi. Nazma ke baalon mein laga gajra aur uske kaanon ke jhumke iss jhuki hui posture mein uski khoobsurati ko aur bhi nayaab roop de rahe the.
Uska shy nature aur darr ab poori tarah se pighal chuka tha, aur wo bina kisi rukawat ke Chotu ke iss junooni sparsh mein poori tarah se samarpit ho chuki thi.
Chotu ki majboot pakad Nazma ki kamar par aur bhi gehri ho gayi. Usne dhere se apne haath ki ungliyon ko Nazma ki laal skirt ke waistband ke aandar dali
jisse Nazma ka poora jism ek pal ke liye kaamp utha. Un dono ke beech ab ratti bhar ka bhi faasla nahi bacha tha.
Nazma ne adha-michi aankhon se Chotu ki taraf dekha. Uski gardan halki si peeche ki or jhuki hui thi, aur uski garam saansein seedhe Chotu ke chehre se takra rahi thin. Kaano mein latakte gold jhumke aur baalon mein saja gajra uske iss behad kareeb aaye roop ko ek alag hi adaa de rahe the. Nazma ki dhadkan itni tezz thi ki Chotu use apne seene par saaf mahsoos kar sakta tha. Sharm aur ghabraahat ki saari sarhadein ab toot chuki thin, aur Nazma bas Chotu ke iss majboot sparsh mein silent hoke simat ti ja rahi thi.
Nazma ne aadha-michi aankhon se Chotu ki taraf dekha. Uski gardan halki si peeche ki or jhuki hui thi, aur uski garam saansein seedhe Chotu ke chehre se takra rahi thin.
Kaano mein latakte gold jhumke aur baalon mein saja gajra uske iss behad kareeb aaye roop ko ek alag hi adaa de rahe the. Nazma ki dhadkan itni tezz thi ki Chotu use apne seene par saaf mahsoos kar sakta tha. Sharm aur ghabraahat ki saari sarhadein ab toot chuki thin, aur Nazma bas Chotu ke iss majboot sparsh mein silent hoke simat ti ja rahi thi.
Lekin agle hi pal, jaise kisi soye hue zameer ne achanak dastak de di ho. Chotu ki ungliyan jaise hi uske skirt ke andar, uski naazuk kamar ki taraf badhne lagin, uss ek sparsh ne Nazma ke andar ke uss hisse ko jaga diya jo ek susanskrit, izzatdaar aur bade baap ki laadli beti ka tha.
Uske dimaag mein ek jhatke se Sonu ka chehra aur neeche baithe ghar walon ki aawazein goonj uthin. Yeh ehsaas hote hi ki woh kis sarhad ko laanghne ja rahi hai, uske andar ek gehra darr aur chinta ka sailaab umad aaya.
Ek jhatke mein Nazma ne khud ko uss khumaar se bahar nikala. Usne apne dono haathon se Chotu ke seene par halka sa dhakka diya aur khud ko uski baahon se azaad kar liya.
Woh turant palati aur kuch kadam aage jaakar khadi ho gayi. Uski peeth Chotu ki taraf thi aur uski saansein behad tezz chal rahi thin. Usne jaldi se apne khisak gaye pallu ko dono haathon se kaskar pakda aur thar-tharaate hue hothon se, kaamptee hui aawaz mein boli:
Nazma: "Nahi Chotu... main... main aisi nahi hoon..."
Uski aawaz mein ek ajeeb si kashmakash thi—ek taraf apne jazbaaton par kaabu khone ka darr tha, aur doosri taraf apni uss izzatdaar, sharmili shakhsiyat ko bachane ki jaddojahad.
Woh wahan khadi, apne hi dil ki dhadkanon se lad rahi thi, jabki Chotu peeche khada uski iss nazakat bhari kashmakash ko bas dekhta hi reh gaya.
Nazma aur kuch kadam aage badh kar balcony ke katade ke paas ja khadi hui. Uski saans abhi bhi behad tezz chal rahi thi, par iss baar yeh saans jazbaat ki nahi, balki ek gehre darr aur guilt ki thi. Usne dono haathon se apne uljhe hue dress ke pallu ko kas ke pakad liya aur apni aanchal ko sambhalne lagi.
Uski brown aankhon mein ek ajeeb sa toofan tha—ek taraf Chotu ke liye wo bemisaal khichav aur junoon tha jo uske jism ko pighla raha tha, toh doosri taraf unka wo sharmila, traditional swabhav jo unhein iss be-naam rishte ke age jhukne se roak raha tha.
Wo aage khadi hokar neeche dekhte hue apni kaamptee hui ungliyon se dress ki chunari ko sahi kar rahi thi, iss baat se anjaan ki uska yeh palatna Chotu ke dil mein use paane ki tadap ko aur badha gaya tha.
Chotu thoda aur kareeb aata hai aur Nazma ki jhuki hui nazron ko dekhte hue uske bilkul paas khada ho jata hai. Nazma thodi ghabra jaati hai aur uski saans thodi tez ho jaati hai, lekin woh wahan se hatti nahi.
Tabhi Chotu peeche se aage badhta hai aur Nazma ko apni baahon mein kas ke pakad leta hai.
Usne apne dono haath Nazma ke pet aur kamar ke paas aage se lapet liye, jisse Nazma ka peeth poori tarah Chotu ke seene se sat gaya.
Nazma ne jhatke se apni aankhein muund leen. Uski kaamptee hui ungliyon ne Chotu ke haathon ko thama, par unhein hatane ke liye nahi, balki uss achanak mile sparsh se khud ko sambhalne ke liye.
Chotu ne dhere se apna chehra Nazma ke gaal ke paas laya aur uske soft gaal par ek halka sa sparsh kiya.
Nazma ki saans ek pal ke liye thak se ruk gayi. Uska saara virodh aur guilt iss kareebi mein pighalne laga. Uski tezz chalti saansein aur gaalon par aayi aanch saaf bata rahi thi ki wo iss gehre khichav aur ehsaas ke aage poori tarah be-bas ho chuki thi.
Chotu ne peeche se Nazma ke gaal aur gardan par apne hoth rakhte hue ek behad soft aur garma-garam kiss kiya
aur uski gardan ke paas dhere se fusfusaate hue bola:
Chotu: "Toh... kaise ho?"
Uske hothon ka sparsh Nazma ke gaal par itna gehra aur mitha tha ki Nazma ke poore jism mein ek lehar si daud gayi. Usne apni aankhein poori tarah band kar leen aur uske munh se ek halki, madhur saans nikal gayi.
Chotu ki baahon ki garmath aur uske hothon ka yeh sparsh Nazma ke bache-khuche virodh ko bhi khatam kar raha tha. Nazma ne uski baahon mein apne haathon ki pakad aur kas li, aur bina kuch bole, bas uss achanak mile ehsaas aur Chotu ki iss dhiemi aawaz ke jaadoo mein khoti chali gayi.
Chotu ke hothon ka wo ek sparsh aur uski mardana, dhiemi aawaz Nazma ke dil aur dimaag par kisi bijli ki tarah giri. Pehle jo gehra guilt aur darr use balcony ke katade ke paas le aaya tha, Chotu ke iss sudden kiss ne uss saare darr ko ek pal mein pighla kar rakh diya.
Uske jism mein ek aisi san-sani daud gayi ki uske pair kaampne lage aur agar Chotu ki majboot baahein uski kamar par na hoti, toh shayad wo wahin fisal jaati.
Nazma ki bhavnao mein iss waqt ek behad gehra toofan umad raha tha. Ek taraf uske andar ka sharmila swabhav use iss nazdeeki par sharm se laal kar raha tha, toh doosri taraf Chotu ka yeh junoon aur uski aawaz ka tevar uske andar ek anjaana sa suroor ghol raha tha.
Uski aakhein sharm aur khumaar se aadhi michi hui thin, aur uske gaalon par laali aur aanch aur gehri ho gayi thi.
Uska zameer jo abhi thodi der pehle chikha tha, wo ab Chotu ke iss garma-garam kiss aur dhiemi fusfusaahat ke aage behosh sa hone laga.
Usne apne haath Chotu ki baahon par aur kaskar tika diye. Nazma kuch bolna chahti thi, use rokna chahti thi, par uski zabaan ne bilkul saath nahi diya—wo bas uski baahon mein simat kar uss madhur aur behkaane wale ehsaas ko mahsoos karti rahi.
Chotu ne jaise hi aur ek kiss kiya
Chotu ke hoth ne jaise hi aur ek baar Nazma ke gaal ko chuma , Nazma ke munh se ek behad naazuk aur dhiemi siski nikal gayi—
"Uffh... mmmnnh..."
Yeh aawaz Nazma ke andar machle khumaar aur be-basi ka saboot thi. Uski saans ek pal ke liye aatakk kar reh gayi, aur uske hothon se ek halki si garm aah beh nikli jo Chotu ke chehre ko chhu gayi.
Uss ek siski mein sharm bhi thi aur ek anjaana sukoon bhi. Nazma ne apni aankhein kas ke band kar leen, aur uske gaalon par laali aur gehri ho gayi. Chotu ke iss sparsh ne uske munh se saare alfaz chheen liye the, aur bas yeh dhiemi, madhur siski hi uske dil ke toofan ko bayaan kar rahi thi.
Chotu ne abhi bhi Nazma ko apni baahon mein kas ke jakaad rakha tha. Nazma ne apni gardan thodi tirchi ki aur sharmaye hue nakhre se, kaamptee hui aawaz mein boli:
Nazma: "Chhoro mujhe..."
Uska yeh jhootha nakhra Chotu ko aur bhi pyara laga. Usne Nazma ke kaan ke paas apna chehra jhukaya aur uski gardan par apni aanch mahsoos karate hue dhiemi, madhur aawaz mein fusfusaaya:
Chotu: "Batao na... Rani..."
'Rani'—yeh lafz sunte hi Nazma ke poore jism mein ek bijli si daud gayi. Chotu ne use pehli baar iss naam se pukara tha. Yeh pehli baar tha jab kisi ne use itne haq, itne junoon aur itne pyaar se 'Rani' kaha tha. Us lafz ki garmath Nazma ke dil ke bilkul aar-paar ho gayi.
Nazma ne apni aankhein kas ke band kar leen aur uski saans ek baar phir aatakk gayi. Uske munh se ab nakhra karne ke liye bhi koi alfaz nahi nikle. Uski gardan Chotu ke kandhe ki taraf aur jhuk gayi aur usne Chotu ke haathon par apni pakad aur gehri kar di.
Us 'Rani' lafz ne Nazma ke dil mein ek aisa mitha tehelka macha diya tha ki uska saara virodh ek hi pal mein hawa mein ud gaya.
Chotu ke munh se 'Rani' lafz sunte hi Nazma ke chehre par ek pyari si, mithi muskaan khil gayi. Usne apni gardan thodi aur tirchi ki aur Chotu ke gaal par apne sar ko halke se tikate hue, poore nakhre aur sharmaate hue andaaz mein boli:
Nazma: "Apne sabse achhe dost ko dhokha nahi dene wali..."
Usne yeh baat itne mackhan jaise meethe tevar aur nakhre se kahi ki Chotu ka dil khushi se jhoom utha. Nazma ne aage se Chotu ke dono haathon par apne haath rakhe hue the, aur uski aakhein abhi bhi sharm ke maare adha-michi hui thin. Uski laal-harri chudiyon ki halki khankhanahat aur uski yeh sharmili ada Chotu ke baahon mein use aur bhi pyari lagne lagi.
Nazma ne sonu ke dosti waale rishte par haq bhi jataya aur saath hi yeh bhi saaf kar diya ki uske dil mein Chotu ke liye kya jagah hai. Us raat ki thandak mein, balcony ke paas khade dono ek doosre ke aur bhi kareeb aa gaye the, jahan Nazma ka saara nakhra ab Chotu ke iss bemisaal pyaar ke aage pighal chuka tha.
Chotu ne uski baat sunte hi thoda aur kareeb aakar, uski gardan par halke se kiss karte hue dhiemi aawaz mein kaha:
Chotu: "Toh ban jao na..."
Nazma ne apni aankhein dhere se band ki, chehre par behad khoobsurat sharmaahat aur aanch bharte hue apni gardan ko aur tircha kar liya. Usne apne dono haath Chotu ke haathon par kaskar tikaye aur poori adaa, meethe nakhre aur lad-pyaar se bhari aawaz mein bol uthi:
Nazma: "Nahi banana mujhe..."
Uska yeh bolna aur saath hi apna sar Chotu ke kandhe se tek dena uske andar pighal rahe pyar ko saaf bayan kar raha tha. Uski aadhi michi hui aankhein, hothon par tairti hui mithi muskaan aur chudiyon ki halki khankhanahat ne uss pal ko aur bhi haseen bana diya. Uska yeh inkaar asal mein inkaar nahi, balki Chotu ke iss majboot sparsh aur junoon mein poori tarah simat jaane ka ek behad pyara nakhra tha.
Chotu ne use apne itne kareeb dekh kar, thoda junoon mein use apni taraf khinch diya. Nazma thodi ghabra gayi aur Chotu ke haathon par apne haath rakhte hue use door hatane ki koshish karne lagi. Chotu ke hothon par ek mithi si shararat bhari muskaan thi.
Usne Nazma ke kaan ke paas apna chehra jhukaya aur fusfusaaya:
Chotu: "Hadh mat karo Nazma... meri pyaari si, mithi si 'Rani'..."
Us 'Rani' lafz ko sunte hi Nazma ke poore jism mein jaise ek san-sani daud gayi. Uska nakhra aur bhi mackhan jaise meetha ho gaya. Usne apni aankhein tirchi karte hue, dhere se apne gardan ko Chotu ke taraf kar diya.
Hothon par ek pyari si muskaan tairte hue wo lad-pyaar aur sharmaate hue andaaz mein boli:
Nazma: "Mai nahi hu tumhari rani... Sonu hai tumhari rani."
Uske yeh bolne mein asal mein inkaar nahi, balki Chotu ko satane aur usse thoda aur pyaar paane ka ek behad pyara tevar tha. Uski aadhi michi hui aankhein aur uski chudiyon ki halki khankhanahat ne uss raat ki hawa ko aur bhi haseen bana diya. Uski aur sonu ki dosti aur uske liye Chotu ke dil mein kya jagah thi, yeh baat wo ab poori tarah samajh chuki thi.
Usne isliye yeh baat poori ada se kahi thi..taaki wo sun sake ke Chotu usse aur kya kahta hai. Uska ye nakhra niraala tha. Wo bas ab Chotu ke har mardana nakhre aur pyaar ke aage pighalne ke liye taiyar thi.
Chotu ki ungli uski shoulder se leke gardan par phirti rahi. Fir usne Nazma ka haath apne haathon mein lekar use apni taraf aur ghumaya ..
Is baar Chotu ki aawaz me ek dum naye rang aur ek dam aur bhi gehra ishq tham chuka tha. Wo haqeeqat se uske dil ke kareeb aur badh gaya tha. Nazma ab bas ek ishq ki deewani hote ja rahi thi. Uski aankhon mein ishq ki chamak aur uske hothon par ek be-iraada si muskaan chhaa gayi thi. Bas ab wo Chotu ke saath rehne ke liye machal rahi thi.
Wo chup thi lekin uski saanse jaise keh rahi thi ki use Chotu se ishq ho gaya hai. Uske dil mein Chotu ke liye pyaar ubharta ja raha tha. Wo ab Chotu ki baaho mein apni jannat dhoondh rahi thi.
Chotu ne uska haath chhoda aur apne haathon se uske kamar ko chhua..
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Chotu: "Sonu to meri achi dost hai. ..bas ..Tum mere rani ho... ."
Is baar Chotu ki aawaz me ek dum naye rang aur ek dam aur bhi gehra ishq tham chuka tha. Wo haqeeqat se uske dil ke kareeb aur badh gaya tha. Nazma ab bas ek ishq ki deewani hote ja rahi thi. Uski aankhon mein ishq ki chamak aur uske hothon par ek be-iraada si muskaan chhaa gayi thi. Bas ab wo Chotu ke saath rehne ke liye machal rahi thi.
Chotu aur Nazma balcony mein ek doosre ke behad kareeb khade the .. lagbhag bahi mai . Chotu ne Nazma ko peeche se apni baahon mein kas ke pakada hua hai, aur uske haath Nazma ki kamar par bilkul surakshit aur haq se tike hue hain.
Chotu uske kaan ke paas apna chehra jhukaakar behad pyaar se uski taraf dekh raha hai. Nazma ke hothon par ek halki, mithi si muskaan tair rahi hai aur uske chehre par sharmaahat aur nakhre ka ek behad khoobsurat milan dikh raha hai.
Nazma thodi tirchi ho kar, Chotu ke iss majboot sparsh aur gehre ishq ko mehsoos karte hue, poore adaa ke saath bas itna hi bolti hai:
Nazma: "Achha ji..."
Uski aakhein sharm se aadhi michi hui hain aur uski aawaz ka yeh nakhra saaf bayaan kar raha hai ki wo Chotu ke iss pyaar aur baahon ke ghere mein poori tarah pighal chuki hai.
Nazma ne thode adda aur meethe nakhre ke saath Chotu ki taraf dekha, uski aankhon mein ek shararat bhari chamak thi.
Nazma: "Mujhe toh laga tha tum dono lovebirds ho... aur yahan toh tum keh rahe ho wo bas tumhari friend hai?"
Chotu ne Nazma ko apni baahon mein thoda aur kas liya aur uske behad kareeb aakar, gehri aur shiddat bhari aawaz mein fusfusaaya:
Chotu: "Haan Rani... mere liye wo bas friend hai... Rani toh tum ho."
Chotu ke muh se yeh baat sunte hi Nazma ke dil ki dhadkan tez ho gayi, aur uske hothon par ek be-iraada, mithi si muskaan khil gayi.
Kitane dino ke liye ..koi naye milane tak kya
Chotu ne Nazma ke nakhre aur uske iss tanz par uski baahon mein thoda aur kaskar pighal jane diya. Chotu ne fusfusate hue use kaha:
Chotu: "nahi ..Hamesha ke liye rani..."
Chotu ki yeh baat sunte hi Nazma ke face par ek anokhi si chamak aa gayi. Uski aadhi michi hui aankhein aur Chotu ke kandhe par uska sar tikana uska sabse pyara tevar tha. Usne sonu ke dosti waale rishte par parda dalne ka nakki kiya aur idhar yeh chote ko saaf kar diya ki uske dil mein Chotu ke liye kya jagah hai.
Chotu ne uski sharm aur uske liye apne dil mein kya jagah thi, yeh baat wo ab poori tarah samajh chuka tha. Uski yeh sharmili ada Chotu ke baahon mein use aur bhi pyari lagne lagi.
Uski yeh anokhi aur nakhre se bhari hasi, Chotu ki us mithi fusfusahat par mithi si muskaan, aur Chotu ke kandhe par sar tek dene ka tevar ne us haseen pal ko hamesha ke liye amar kar diya. Chotu ne uska haath aur kas kar pakda..jaise use koi bhi nahi door le ja sakta.
Nazma ne Chotu ki aankhon mein dekhte hue thodi seher kar kaha:
Mujhe nahi lagta..mai tumari hu ..
Chotu ne uski baat par muskurate hue apna sar haan mein hilaaya:
Chotu: "Haan rani...tum mere ho "
Nazma ne apni nazrein thodi uppar utayi aur
chote ke aankho mai dekhte bol diya:
Nazma: "... hamesha ke liye...na
Nazma ke iss tarah poochne ke peeche ek gehra apradh-bodh aur andar hi andar chalne wali uljhan chhupi hui hai. Uske dil mein ek taraf toh Chotu ke liye beinteha mohabbat aur uski baahon ka sukoon hai, lekin doosri taraf apni hi sabse achhi dost Sonu ko dhokha dene ka dar aur sharminda ehsaas bhi chal raha hai.
Apni best friend ke boyfriend ke saath iss tarah kareeb aana use andar se bechain kar raha hai.
Jab woh "Hamesha ke liye... na?" kehti hai, toh woh sirf Chotu se ek vaada nahi maang rahi hoti, balki yeh jaanna chahti hai ki kya uski yeh qurbani aur dosti ko daav par lagana fizool toh nahi chala jayega. Woh bas khud ko yeh yaqeen dilana chahti hai ki itna bada paap aur dost ka dil todne ke baad, kam se kam Chotu ka pyaar uske paas hamesha ke liye rahega aur woh use kabhi akela nahi chhodega.
Yeh sunkar balcony mein ek pal ke liye khamoshi chha gayi. Nazma ab bilkul chup thi, uske paas kehne ko kuch nahi tha, bas uski dhadkano ki aawaz saaf mehsoos ho rahi thi.
Raat ke dhalte saaye mein balcony par aamne-saamne khade Chotu aur Nazma ke beech ka yeh pal behad nazuk aur jazbaati ho gaya tha. Chotu ne jab Nazma ke gaalon ko halka sa chhoote hue, uski aankhon mein aankhein daal kar kaha:
Chotu: "Haan Rani... tum meri ho, hamesha ke liye."
Toh Nazma ka dil ek pal ke liye thak se reh gaya. Chotu ke muh se 'Rani' sunna uske dil ko ek ajeeb sa sukoon toh de raha tha, par wahi sukoon uske liye sabse bada bojh bhi ban raha tha. Uski aakhon mein Chotu ke liye beinteha mohabbat ki chamak thi, par uss chamak ke peeche apni sabse achhi dost Sonu ko dhokha dene ka paap bhi saaf jhalak raha tha.
Nazma ne Chotu ke seene par apna haath rakha, uski dhadkano ko mehsoos kiya aur ahesas hua ki woh iss rishte mein itni door aa chuki hai jahan se waapas lautna ab namumkin hai. Usne Chotu ke chehre ko dekha, apni saare darr aur apradh-bodh ko chhipate hue usne aahiste se apna sar uske seene par tikaya aur bas itna hi kaha:
Nazma: "Bas kabhi mujhe akela mat chhodna..."
Chotu: "Kabhi nahi."
Chotu ki ungliyan Nazma ki kamar se uta kar uski peeth par dheere se chalane lagi—jaise ki waha kuch likh raha ho. Usne Nazma ko apni taraf aur kheencha, itna ke unke seene mil gaye, saanse ek doosre mein ulajh gayi...dono ek dusare ke aankho mai dekhane lage ..
Chotu ne uske baal ke ek ghuchhe ko kaan ke peeche se hataya, honth uske maathe se sataaye
Aur bilkul dheemi aawaz mai bola
Chotu: “Kabhi nahi, Rani. Na aaj… na kal… na kabhi.”
Nazma ki aankhein band ho gayi. Uski saans ruk-si gayi. Chotu ke seene par tikaya hua sar thoda aur dab gaya.
Uske haath Chotu ki shirt ke kapde ko kas ke pakad liye—jaise agar chhod diya to yeh sapna bhi udd jayega.
Thodi der dono chup rahe. Sirf raat ki hawa balcony ke railing se takra rahi thi, door kisi gali se scooter ki awaaz aayi aur phir khamoshi.
Nazma ne aankhein kholi. Chotu ke gale se lipte hue usne dheere se poochha, awaaz mein ab bhi wohi nakhra tha, lekin neeche se ek kaamp bhi:
Nazma: “Agar Sonu… ko pata chal gaya toh?”
Chotu ka haath uski peeth par ruk gaya. Ek pal. Phir usne Nazma ka chehra dono haathon mein liya, anguthe uske gaalon par phere, aankhon mein aankhein daal kar bola—na gussa, na dar, sirf ek gehra, pakka faisla:
Chotu: “Toh main khud bolunga. Tumhe chhupane ki zaroorat nahi. Tum meri ho… baaki duniya baad mein.”
Nazma ki aankhon mein pani aa gaya, lekin wo royi nahi. Muskaan aur aansu dono ek saath. Usne chehare par smile late hui chote ko dekha ..
Usne Chotu ke honthon par apni ungli rakhi, jaise use chup karana chahti ho, lekin khud hi jhuk gayi.
Nazma: “Pagal… itna jaldi mat bol.”
Phir usne apne aap ko Chotu ke gale mein poora daal diya. Baahen uske gardan ke peeche bandh gayi. Chotu ne uski kamar kas li, ek haath uski gardan ke neeche, doosra kamar par—jaise koi use kabhi nahi chheen sakta.
Nazma ke honth Chotu ke kaan ke paas aaye. Saans garam:
Nazma: “Phir… ab se main sirf tumhari. Hamesha..ke liye .”
Chotu ne aankhein band ki. Usne Nazma ko thoda peeche kiya, uske honthon ko dekha, phir dheere se apna maathe se uska maatha sataaya.
Chotu: “Hamesha.. ke liye .. Rani.”
Balcony par raat aur geehri ho gayi. Neeche gaanv ki roshniyan jhilmilati rahi, lekin upar do log ek doosre ke saaye mein khade the—ek dost ke dhokhe ka bojh, doosre taraf ek naya, khatarnak sa ghar.
Nazma ne aankhein band ki aur Chotu ke seene par sar rakh diya.
Nazma (fusfusahat mein):
“Ab mat chhodna…”
Chotu ne uske baalon mein ungliyan daali, honth uske sar par rakha:
Chotu: “Kabhi nahi.”
Chotu ke honth Nazma ke maathe par the, phir dheere se sarakte hue uski aankhon par ruk gaye—ek halka sa, lamba sa kiss.
Nazma ki saans uske seene par ulajh gayi. Usne Chotu ki shirt ko aur kas ke pakad liya.
Chotu ne uska chehra dono haathon mein liya. Anguthe uske gaalon par phire. Aankhon mein aankhein daal kar ek pal ruk gaya—jaise poochh raha ho. .. kar lu kya kiss ..
Nazma ne aankhein band thi, honth halka sa khole, aur bas thoda sa uppar chehara uthaya ..
Phir Chotu ne aapna chehara jhuk liya...aur aapne honth uske honto par rakh diye ..
Chotu ke honth Nazma ke honthon se mile—
Pehla kiss bilkul dheema tha—bilkul dheere ..honth..se honth mile .. Jaise darr ho tut jaane ka. Sirf sparsh hua ..dono ke honto ka ...nazma ke Garam Naram honto ka sparsh chote ke honto ko hua ...
sonu aur heena ke saath chotu ko kiss karne ke liye une bohot bolana pada tha, par nazma ke maamle mein kuch alag hi hua. Bina kuch kahe hi nazma ne chotu ko use kiss karne diya, jisne chote ko thoda hairan kiya . shayad yahi mohabbat ka ehsaas hai...aisa wo sochane laga ..
Nazma ki saans atak gayi. Uske honth kaampe. Chotu ne uski kamar pakdi, ungliyan uski kamariya mein gadh gayi, aur usse apni taraf ek jhatke mein kheench liya. Seene se seena takraaya. Nazma ki dhadkan Chotu ke seene mein utar gayi.Nazma ki saans ruki. Uske haath Chotu ke gardan ke peeche chale gaye, ungliyan uske baalon mein phans gayi. Chotu ne uski kamar aur kas li, Nazma ko apni taraf kheench liya, itna ke unke seene mil gaye.
Upar ka honth dabaya, neeche wale ko dheere se kheecha, phir dono honthon ke beech Nazma ke honth ko apna liya. Gehra. Geela. Bhookha. Nazma ne ek dabi hui siskari nikaali. Uske haath khud-b-khud Chotu ke baalon mein phans gaye, ungliyan jakar pakad li. Usne bhi jawab diya—pehle sharm se, phir deewangi se. Uske honth Chotu ke honthon par hilne lage, dabne lage, jaise saalon se isi pal ka intezaar ho.
Phir kiss badal gayi.
Chotu ke honth ab bheekh nahi maang rahe the—balki aapna haq le rahe the.aab unki kiss
dheere nahi the.
Chotu ke honth Nazma ke honthon ko aapne moo mai leke ruk-ruk kar dabne laga—kabhi upar wala honth to , kabhi neeche wala honth , jaise har baar naya kuch dhoondh raha hon.
Nazma ne ek halki si aah nikaali, jo Chotu ke munh mein kho gayi.
Aab chote ne uske Upar ka honth dabaya,aur neeche wale ko dheere se kheecha, phir dono honthon ke beech Nazma ke honth ko apna liya.
ye chote ka kiss Gehra tha Geela tha aur Bhookha bhi tha.. Nazma ne ek dabi hui siskari nikaali. Uske haath khud-b-khud Chotu ke baalon mein phans gaye, ungliyan jakar pakad li.
Aab nazma bhi jawab dene lagi .. par uska jawab —sharmila tha magar bhookha.
Uske nakhre ab pighal chuke the; ab sirf ek ladki thi jo apne aadmi ke honthon se aapne honth lipat rahi thi. Nazma ka jawab —pehle sharm se tha , phir deewangi se. Uske honth Chotu ke honthon par hilne lage, dabne lage, jaise saalon se isi pal ka intezaar ho.
Chotu ne uski neeche ki hont ko halka sa kaata. Nazma ki kamar hil gayi. Usne Chotu ki shirt ko muththi mein jakar liya. Chotu ka doosra haath uski gardan ke peeche chala gaya, ungliyan uske baalon mein ulajh gayi, thoda sa kheecha—Nazma ka munh upar uth gaya. Ab kiss aur gehri ho gayi. Zubaan mili. Pehle ek pal ke liye sharmili si, phir lipat gayi. Garam saansen ek doosre ke munh mein ghul gayi. Nazma ki aankhein band thi, palkein kaamp rahi thi. Muh se bas toot-ti hui awaaz nikal rahi thi—
“Chotu… hnn…”
Chotu ne jawab mein uske honth aur kas ke choome. Railing se Nazma ki peeth sata di. Apna poora wazan us par daal diya—magar narmi se, jaise sambhaal raha ho. Ek pair se uske pairon ko apne beech le liya. Nazma bilkul usme sama gayi. Uske nakhun Chotu ki peeth par chhilne lage. Kiss ab ruk-ruk kar ho rahi thi—kabhi honth, kabhi saans, kabhi phir honth. Kabhi Chotu uske neeche wale honth ko choos leta, kabhi Nazma uske upar wale ko apne danton se halka sa dabati.
Chotu ne Nazma ko railing ki taraf thoda peeche kiya. Ek haath uski gardan ke neeche, doosra kamar par. Nazma ki peeth halki si balcony ki cold iron se lagi, lekin usse farak nahi pada. Chotu ke honth ab uske honthon ko poori tarah apna rahe the—gehrai se, dheere-dheere, phir thoda tez.
Nazma ki zubaan usse mili, ek pal ke liye, phir sharm se peeche hat gayi, phir wapas aa gayi.
Nazma: “Chotu…” —
awaaz saans mein toot gayi.
Chotu ne jawab mein uske neeche ke honth ko halka sa kaata, phir usi jagah ko choom liya.
Uske honth phir Nazma ke gaal par gaye, phir kaan ke neeche, phir wapas uske honthon par.
Nazma ki aankhein band thi. Uske pairon ke neeche zameen jaise nahi thi. Sirf Chotu ki baahen thi, uski saans thi, uske honth the.
Thodi der baad Chotu ne bas itna sa faasla kiya ki dono saans le saken. Maathe se maatha sata hua. Nazma ke honth geele the, halka sa khule hue. Uske gaal laal the.
Aankhon mein ab sharm nahi thi—sirf ek gehra, kaampata hua ishq.
Chotu ne uske honth ko apne anguthe se chhua, muskuraya:
Chotu: “Ab bol… ab bhi lagta hai tu meri nahi?”
Nazma ne aankhein kholi. Muskaan aayi—meethi, thodi sharmili, thodi deewani. Usne Chotu ke gale mein baahen daal kar usse phir apni taraf kheench liya aur khud uske honthon par apne honth rakh diye—
pehle baar nazma ne thodi himmat se chote ko kiss kiya .. , thoda hi der tak par kiss kiya
Nazma (honthon ke beech se):
“Hamesha…ke liye hu .. bas ab yahin ruk.”
Aage bol nahi payi .. Chotu ne usse aur kas liya aur use jor se kiss karne laga ...
Raat ki hawa nazma ke baalon se khelti rahi. Neeche gaanv jal raha tha apni roshniyon se. Upar balcony par do saansen ek ho chuki thi—aur ek kiss ab bhi unke beech adhoori si, dohraayi jaati si, khatam hone ka naam nahi le rahi thi.
Thook ki ek patli si lakeer unke honthon ke kone se tuti, Nazma ne sharm se munh ferne ki koshish ki, lekin Chotu ne uska chehra pakad liya.
Nazma ki aankhein khuli—geeli, laal, deewani. Uske honth soojhe se, chamakte hue. Usne Chotu ko aankhon hi aankhon mein ghoora, phir khud uske munh pe toot padi. Is baar woh peeche nahi hati. Usne Chotu ke honthon ko aise chooma jaise duniya khatam hone wali ho. Zubaan, honth, saans, dant—sab mil gaya. Chotu ne uski rani ko utha sa liya, kamar se aur upar kheench liya, Nazma ke pair zameen se almost utth gaye. Balcony ki thandi hawa unke garm jismon par pad rahi thi, lekin unhe kuch mehsoos nahi ho raha tha.
Sirf maza. Sirf pyaas. Sirf ek doosre ka zayka.
Jab aakhirkaar dono alag hue, to dor tak sirf saansen thi—bhaari, uljhi hui, ek doosre ke munh par girti hui. Maatha se maatha sata. Nazma ke honth ab bhi khule the, kaamp rahe the. Uske gaal laal. Aankhon ke kone mein paani tha ..
Chotu: “Ab bol, Rani… ab bhi lagta hai tu meri nahi?”
Nazma bol nahi paayi. Bas uske gale mein lipat gayi, honth phir uske honth dhundhne lage—chhote-chhote, bhookhe, adhoore se kisses, jaise ab bhi kam pad rahe hon.
Nazma (honthon ke beech, siskari mein):
“Teri hu … bas teri hu … hamesha ke liye … ab mat chhod… kiss karte reh…”
Chotu ne usse aur kas liya. Neeche gaanv ki battiyaan jhilmilaa rahi thi. Upar raat khamosh thi. Aur balcony par do jism ek doosre mein kho chuke the—honth ab bhi milte-bichhadte, milte-bichhadte…