Nice updateUpdate ::: 29
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12:30 k aas paas hum basti pohnche.... shayad kisi ne humen aate hue dekh liya tha.. aur usne basti me jaa kar sabhi ko bata diya tha..
abhi hum basti me enter hue hi the. k kuch log bhaagte hue dikhe.. ghaur karne par pata chala k sabse aage anju hai aur piche jagan hai.. piche basti k kuch or log bhi aa rahe the, wo sabb tez kadmo se chalte hue aa rahe the..
anju aur jagan bhaagte hue aa rahe the..
anju jald hi hum takk pohnch gai.. kuch kadmo ke faasle aate hi anju ruk gai thi, uski saans phool gai thi, anju ki saanse dhonkni ki tarha se chal rahi thee
hum bhi sabhi ko aate hue dekh kar khade ho gaye the... renu ka ek hath mere hath me tha, renu kar sarr pehle mere kandhe par tika hua tha.. sabhi ko aata dekh kar renu seedhi khadi ho gai thi.. renu anju ko hairat se dekh rahi thi..
raja:- (renu ke kaan me) renu meri jaan, ye anju hai, meri dost, meri behn, aur tumne se milne k liye behadd betaab.... anju ne apne baba ke sath milkar mujhe bachaya tha.. bohut seva ki hai is masoom si ladki ne tumhare raja ki.
renu ne mere hath se apna hath chhudaya aur chalti hui anju k paas jaa pohnchi..
anju ki saans abb kuch theek thi.. wo bade ghuarse renu ko dekh rahi thi..
anju:- (khushi se)aap renu didi han naa..... anju se apni khushi sambhali nahi ja rahi thi..
renu:- haan main renu hi hon meri behn..(renu ne bahen pehla len) aa jaa meri behn, apni didi ki bahon me..... anju tadap kar renu ke gale lag gai.... anju aur renu takreeban ek jitni hi dikh rahi theen.. pata nahi kaun badi hai aur kaun chhoti.... anju fir bhi renu ko didi bol rahi thi..
jagan mere paas aaya aur mere gale lag gaya... mera badla hua huliya dekh kar bhi sabhi ne mujhe pehchaan liya tha.. jagan bade pyaar se mujhse mila..
baaki sabb bhi abb takk pohnch gaye the..baba mujhtak pohnchte .. main pehle hi jagan se alag ho kar baba k paas chala gaya. aur unke gale se lag gaya..
baba badi khushi ka izhaar kar rahe the. main jaldi jo unke pas wapis aa gaya tha.. warna shayad mere wapis aane ke amkaan bohut hi kamm the..
kuch der baad baba mujhse alag hue.. fir main ek ek karke sabb se mila.. zaheer aur chacha ji bhi sabb se mile...
baba:- raja beta ye..... baba zaheer ki taraf ishara karne lage..
raja:- baba ye zaheer hai, maine aapko zaheer k baare me bataya tha naa..
baba:- han beta, mujhe sabb yaad hai.. iski ankh par patti.. abhi tak iski ankh theek nahi hui hai kyaa.?
raja:- basti chalte han, wahi baith kar sabb baten karte han..
baba:- haan, haan.. chalo
fir sab hi basti ki taraf chal diye..main renu ko dekhne laga.. renu aur anju dono bohut khush dikh rahi thee... anju zaheer ki behn aur maa se hi bohut achche se mili thi.. anju ne renu aur zaheer ki behn ka ek ek hath thama hua tha.. anju aaj sach me hi bohut khush thi..
kuch hi der hum sabb baba ki jhonpdi me the... andar ek badi chataai bicha di gai thi... basti wale apne gharu me laut gaye the....
osha shayad kahi gai hui thi, warna wo bhi foran hi aa jaati...
baba:- haan raja beta abb mujhe sabb bataao..
raja:- (tahir chacha se) chacha ji aap batayen baba ko zaheer k baare me..
tahir:- baba, aap sabb to pehle se hi jaante honge, kaise sabb island se wapis aaye the.. zaheer ki halat to pehle bohut kharab thi.. ilaj karwane se kuch theek hua bhi tha.. fir kuch dino baad iski halat kharab rehne lagi thi.. abb doctors ne kuch dino baad dobara se check karne ka kaha ha.. ankh ka to kuch nahi kehte, par bolne ke liye keh rahe the. k kuch dino me test se sahi pata chalega.. kabb takk bolne lagega.. bole ga bhi ya nahi..
baba ne zaheer ko apne paas bulaya..
zaheer mujhe dekhne laga.. to maine zaheer ko sarr hila kar baba k paas jaane ka keh diya..
zaheer baba k paas pohncha.. to baba ne zaheer ko apni ankh ki patti kholne ka kaha.. zaheer ek baar firse meri taraf dekhne laga..
raja:- zaheer baba jo keh rahe han, wo maan lo.. baba koi aam insaan nahi han. mujhe dekho main kaise hatta katta tumhare saamne khada hon.. tum bhi abb jald hi theek ho jaaoge..
zaheer meri baat sun kar shaant ho gaya.. aur apni ankh ki patti khol kar baba ko apni ankh dikhane laga..
baba achchi tarha se zaheer ki ankh ko dekhne lage.. mujhe bhi zaheer ki ankh dikh rahi thi.. zaheer ki ankh se patti khulne ki waja se zaheer ki ankh se paani nikalne lag gaya tha.. baba ne zaheer ki ankh khol kar dekhi.. to
baba:-pata nahi kaise jahil doctor han.. ankh ko sahi karne ki bajaaye kharab karne me lage hue han... anju beta wo peele rang wali sheeshi to utha kar laana..
anju foran hi uthi aur jhonpdi k andar hi ik side me kuch sheeshiyan rakhi hui theen, unme se sheesh utha kar baba ko de di...
sabb hi baba ko dekhne lage...
baba:- beta tum neeche let jaao, daro nahi tumhe kuch nahi hoga..... zaheer let gaya to baba ne mujhe ishara kiya.. jo main sabb samjh gaya......
main zaheer k paas aaya aaya aur zaheer ke pet par chhad kar beth gaya.. bethte hi maine apne dono ghutne mod kar zaheer k kandhe par rakh kar zaheer k dono hatho ko fold karke apne pairon me kass liye, fir zaheer ke sarr ko kass ke pakad liya.. aisa hi kuch baba ne mere saamne hi basti k ek admi k saath bhi kiya tha, jab wo jungle me gaya tha, to uski ankh me kuch chala gaya tha.. isliye main sabb samjh gaya tha.. baba zaheer ke saath bhi kuch aisa hi karne wale han...
ye sabb maine itna achanak se kiya tha, k zaheer ya koi aur samjh nahi saka tha.... zaheer to cheekhne laga, lekin uske mohn se zayada awaz nahi nikla rahi thi.. zaheer apna mohn puri tarha se khol nahi sakta tha..
zaheer ki family me se sabhi member zaheer k saath aisa bartaao dekh kar shocked ho gaye..
zaheer mom:- raja beta ye sabb kya hai..
laiba:- raja please chhoda mere bhai ko.. usay dard ho raha hai...
tahir:- raja beta ye sabb kya hai..
anju:- chacha ji aap sabb shaant rahen.. kuch der me sabb theek ho jayega.. ghabrane ki zarurat nahi hai... baba iska ilaj karne wale han..
baba aur main apne kaam me lage rahe.. maine kisi ko koi jawaab nahi diya.. baba ne zaheer ki ankh ko khol kar sheeshi ko ulta kiya.. uske andar ka peela paani thoda thoda karke zaheer ki ankh me daalne lage.. thoda sa hi paani zaheer ki ankh me gaya tha.. k zaheer ke sarr ko jhatke lagne lage the..
mujhe pata tha k ye peele rang ka paani zaheer ki ek baar to jaan nikaal kar rakh dega.. zaheer pura zor laga kar mere shikanje se nikal jaana chahta tha.. zaheer ke liye ye sabb sehn karna asaan nahi tha.. ye to kisi ke liye asaan nahi tha.. zaheer is waqt dard ki inheta takk pohnchne wala tha..
baba k saare kaam hi ulte hote the.. par result bhi to fir khas ni nikalta tha..
abb zaheer ko jitna dard ho raha tha.. zaheer ko baad me utna hi sakun bhi milta.. zaheer ki jis ankh k baare me keha ja raha tha, wo kabhi theek bhi hogi ya nahi.. baba k paas aa jaane se abb uske theek ho jaane ke amkaan badh gaye the..
zaheer kuch der apne mohn se cheekhne ki awazen nikalta raha.. zaheer ki maa aur behn zaheer ki ye halat dekh kar rone lag gayi theen..
baba thehar thehar ka peela rang zaheer ki ankh me daalta raha... zaheer ki ankh se pehle to paani nikla.. fir thoda sa khoon nikla.. aur bad zaheer ki ankh k andar se gandh nikalne laga... 5 mint takk zaheer ki ankh se gandh nikalta...
baba bhi tabb takk wo peela paani thoda thoda karke zaheer ki ankh me daalte rahe...
baba:- anju beta .. mera thela mujhe la k dena..
anju thela le aai.. baba ne usme se kuch nikala, wo do kisam k khushk patte the.. baba usay apne hatheli me lekar peesne lage.. wo patte baba k hath me churmura gaye.. baba ne ek khali sheeshi apne thele se nikali. fir usme peele rang wala paani daala, usme wo patto ka choora bhi daal diya... baba ne fir thele se koi cheez nikali..
wo ek chota sa kankar tha.. usay sheeshi me daal kar sheeshe kar dhakkan band kiya aur zor se hilane lage.. main ye sabb hote dekh raha tha..
wo kankar sheeshe ke paani me shamil ho gaya tha... sheeshi ka paani abb chamak daar kaale rang me badal gaya tha...
zaheer ka dard abhi bhi vaise hi tha.. parr abb usme cheekhne ki shakti khatam hoti ja rahi thi.. shayad dard zayada hone ki waja se. ya dawa jo uski ankh me gai thi, usne apna kuch aur bhi asar dikhana shuru kar diya tha. zaheer ki dusri ankh me kuch ghadoodgi si mujhe mehsus hui.. shayad zaheer ko nasha sa hone laga tha.. baba k dawa bhi ajeeb ajeeb rang dikhaya karti thee..
baba ne sheeshi ko achche se hilane k baad usay fise zaheer ki ankh me daalna shuru kar diya.. is baar firse zaheer ki ankh me se gandh nikalne laga.. lekin bass 1 mint takk wo sabb zaheer ki ankh se nikla aur uske baad zaheer ki ankh se saaf paani nikalne laga.. baba ne zaheer ki ankh me mehlul daalna band kiya aur zaheer ki ankh se saaf paani nikalte hue dekhne lage..
paani zayada to nahi tha. bass naam ka hi tha... main aur baba kuch der zaheer ki ankh ko dekhte rahe..
jald hi zaheer ki ankh se paani nikalna band hua to.. baba ne sheeshi wapis thele me daali.. aur uske andar se ek chota sa droper nikala.. wo khali tha..
is baar baba khud apne samaan ki taraf bade.. jahan se anju sheeshi utha k laai thi.. kuch der baba usme se kuch dhundte rahe.. fir jab unhe apne matlab ka sabb mil gaya, to usay le kar mere pass wapis aa gaye..
baba:- raja beta abb zaheer ko chhod do.. wo behosh ho chuka hai..
mai baba ko hi dekh raha tha.. zaheer parse mera dhyaan hatt gaya tha.. maine zaheer ko chhoda.. aur ja ke tahir baig k paas baith gaya..
raja:- chacha ji aap pareshan na hon.. baba ke paas bohut kuch aisa hai.. jo zaheer ko jald hi theek kardega.. zaheer ke jo faults doctors theek nahi kar paaye the... wo abb baba k ilaj se theek ho jayenge... zaheer ki dusri ankh bhi theek ho jaayegi aur zaheer abb jald hi bolne bhi lagega...
chacha:- raja beat, ek baar to hum sabb hi andar se hil gaye the.. parr tumhari baat sunke dil ko bohut khushi bhi ho rahi hai... ye sabb hai to bohut hi takleef dene wala.. parr zaheer k jald theek hone ka sun kar sabb bardasht bhi karna padega.. dard ki inteha k baad to chain hi milta hia raja beta..
mehreen:- kitna tadap raha tha mera beta.. kitna dard sehna pada hoga mere bete ko.... zaheer ki maa bhi rote hue apne dil ka haal bayan karne lagi.....
zaheer ki maa ki tadap dekh kar mujhe bhi maa yaad aane lagi..
maa yaad kya aai, maa ke saath saath, maa ke saath beeta akhri samay bhi mujhe yaad aane laga.. aur fir main jo aksar bhulne laga tha.. ya waqt ne mujhe us taraf sochne k liye samay dena hi chhod diya tha.. wo sabb mujhe firse yaad aane laga.. island par mere paas meri yaaden hi theen.. par island se nikalne k baad maine apni yaadon se door ho gaya tha...
island se bhaagna.... jis maqsad k liye main island se bhaaga tha, mai us se hatne laga tha.. mumbai me aate hi akhil kutte ne mujhe uljha diya tha.. renu k sath sath mujhe bhi bohut dard diye the usne... abb mujhe akhil aur sanjay se badle lene ke saath saath khud ki bhi talash karni thi..
pata nahi main bad-naseeb tha, ya mere real maa baap bad-naseeb the.. jo hum sabb hi ek dusre se alag ho gaye the.. mujhe un undekhe maa baap ki yaad aane lagi... jitna main tadap raha hon, kya wo sabb bhi mere liye utna hi tadap rahe honge.. kya jaise main un se milne k liye bechain hon, wo bhi mujhse milne k liye bechain honge.. kya jaise main un sabb ko dhundne k liye jitni mushkilo se gurzar raha hon.. wo bhi mere liye aise hi maare maare fir rahe honge...
ya saalon ke beete samay ne unhe meri talash k liye thamm jaane par majbur kar diya hoga...
koi to aisa raasta hoga, jispar chalte hue wo mujhe dhund sakte the. ya mai un sabb takk pohnch sakta tha...
jaise jaise main ye sabb soch raha tha.. mujhe apne andar se kuch kat'ta hua mehsus hone laga tha.. bachpan me maa ka pyaar dekha tha.. mere liye thekedaar se bheek maanga karti thi.. thekedaar jabb mujhe peeta karta tha, tabb maa thekedaar k pairon me gir kar mere liye daya ki bheek maanga karti thi..
wo meri real maa nahi thi, parr mere liye khud ko zillat me daal diya karti thi.. aur meri asli maa wo mere liye kya kuch nahi kar paati.. wo to shayad mere liye thekedaar ka khoon hi kar deti..
lekin gardish e waqt ne hume ek dusre se alag alag jeene par majbur kar diya. na-jaane wo kitne dard me hogi.. kitna mere liye roti hogi.. raaton ko mujhe yaad karke raat guzaar diya karti hogi....
kahi mere gham me wo is dunya se........ nahi.. nahi.. ye mai kya soch raha hon.. bhagwan unhe meri bhi umar de de.....
kitna ganda khayal mere mann me aaya tha.. zaheer ki maa ko dekh kar main ye imagine karne laga tha.. jab zaheer ko kuch mint k liye dard jhelna pada to zaheer ki maa ki kya halat ho gai thi... zaheer k liye wo 4-5 saal hi tadpi hogi.. maut se badtar zindagi ji hogi zaheer ki maa ne....
meri maa jo mujhe guzre 19 saalo se yaad kar ke tadap rahi hongi.. unki kya halat hogi.. yahi sabb sochte hue mere mann me gande vichaar aane lage the.. saalon tak dard dard sehtre sehte aksar himmat bhi to haar diya karte han..
kahi meri maa ne bhi to himmat nahi haar di.. kuch aisa bhi mere andar mann me chalne laga tha... kitna tadpi hogi meri maa.. island par beete saalon me mujhe bhi tadpa kar rakh diya tha.. faqt khud ko dhundne k liye.. wo to fir bhi ek maa thi.. aur maa ke liye apni aulad se door rehna mumkin nahi hota.. agar ek maa k jigar ka tukda gumm ho jaaye to kaise reh sakti thi wo apne bete k bina..
maine soch liya k mujhe jald hi apni maa apne baap ko dhundna hoga.. khud ki aur unki tadap ko abb jald hi khatam karna hoga.. abb to baba ne aur sandhu ji ne mujhe multi talented bana diya tha.. to abb mujhe der nahi karni chahiye thi. renu bhi abb safe hai.. to mujhe khud ko talash karne k liye nikal jaana hoga.
abbb der karna sahi nahi hai....
pata nahi aisa kya hua tha, jo waqt ne mujhe ek bhikaari maa ki god me laa phenka.. zarur kuch to aisa hua hoga, jo ek maa ne mujhe khud se alag kar diya tha.. wahi mujhe jannaa hoga.. aur agar unki life me kuch aisa vaisa hai, to sabb theek bhi karna hoga...
maa ki ankhen marte samay kuch aisi thee, jaise maa bhi mujhe mere apno me dekhna chahti hon.. maa ne mujhe tabb shayad isliye nahi bataya hoga, k main tabb chhota tha.. warna maa mujhe shayad pehle hi bata deti... maa ka achanak se accident hona maa k liye aur mere liye bohut badi aazmayesh bann gaya tha..
maa ne kabhi socha bhi nahi hoga k achanak se kuch aisa bhi ho sakta hai, k mujhe meri shanakhat bataye bagair is dunya se jaana padega... warna wo mere liye zarur kuch kartee... mujhe na sahi kisi aur ko to sabb bata hi sakti theen..
main apne ek haath se apne dusre baazo ko masal raha tha.. aur soch raha tha k maa ne mujhe pehle hi sabb kyun nahi bata diya..
mere dusre hath me ek taveez bandha hua tha.. jo mere bachpan se hi mere baazo par tha.. aur maa ne mujhe kaha tha k ise khud se kabhi juda matt karna.....
aur main maa ko yaad karne laga.. k maa marte samay mujhe kya kehne wali thee.. aur mujhe kiss taraf ishara kar rahi thee.. pehle bhi maine jabb kabhi bhi is sabb ke baare me socha tha, to mujhe kabhi is baat ki samjh nahi aai thi...
par achanak se mere haath ki ungliyon ne us taveez ko tatola to mere damag ki batti jall uthi....
abb main wo pehle wala raja raha nahi tha.. jo aisi situation ko samjh na sakta...
abb mera damag bohut hi fast ho chuka tha.. aur kuch bhi hatt k ho to mere damag me achanak se hi kuch click hone lagta ha... is baar bhi kuch aisa hi hua..
jaise hi mere mann me maa ke akhri lamhe ki baate aur unke ishare ko lekar yaaden wapis aayen to mere hath ki ungliyon ne us taveez ko touch kar diya tha.
aur taveez k mere paas hone ka reason bhi kuch kuch meri samjh me aane laga.. zarur isme hi kuch aisa hai.. to meri shanakht dhundne me mere kaam aa sakta hai.
meri saanse achanak se hi tez chalne lageen... kuch clue mila tha mujhe khud ko dhundne k liye, to mere dil ki dhadkan mere control se bahar hone lahgi thi..
mere jism k masamon ne paseena ugalna shuru kar diya...
mujhe andar se ye feeling aa rahi thee.. is taveez ka zarur mere maa baap se koi connection hai..
jabb koi sira mile to sabar karna mushkil hone lagta hai.. main abb iss sire ko pakad kar apni manzil tak jaane k liye bechain hone laga tha....
kahan main zaheer ke maa baap se baat kar raha tha.. aur kaha abb mere andar ka sabb kuch hi badalne laga tha.. mujhe khud ko dhundne k liye clue mil gaya tha.
aur abb mujhse sehn karna mushkil hone laga tha..
renu mujhe hi dekh rahi thi.. wo uth kar mere paas aai aur mujhe baazo se thaam kar hilane lagi..
renu:- kya hua raja .. tumhare chehra kyun aisa ho raha hai... aur tumhara sharir achanak se hi itna paseena kyun chhodne laga hai...
main hosh me aaya... mere dil ki dhadkan abb bhi bohut tez chal rahi thi.. maine renu ko jhat se apne gale se laga liya... renu bhi meri halat samjh chuki thi.. hamare dil jo ek the... renu mere gale lagte hue mere sarr k baalo ko sehlane lagi..
sabb hume hi dekhne lage the... shayad baba ne apna kaam kar liya... mere aur renu ke milan me kisi ne madakhlat nahi ki..
hum dono bethe bethe hi ek dusre k gale lage hue the.. maare khushi k meri ankhon ne barasna shuru kar diya tha ... renu k meri life me aane k baad aaj mujhe dusri badi khushi mili thi..
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superUpdate ::: 29
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12:30 k aas paas hum basti pohnche.... shayad kisi ne humen aate hue dekh liya tha.. aur usne basti me jaa kar sabhi ko bata diya tha..
abhi hum basti me enter hue hi the. k kuch log bhaagte hue dikhe.. ghaur karne par pata chala k sabse aage anju hai aur piche jagan hai.. piche basti k kuch or log bhi aa rahe the, wo sabb tez kadmo se chalte hue aa rahe the..
anju aur jagan bhaagte hue aa rahe the..
anju jald hi hum takk pohnch gai.. kuch kadmo ke faasle aate hi anju ruk gai thi, uski saans phool gai thi, anju ki saanse dhonkni ki tarha se chal rahi thee
hum bhi sabhi ko aate hue dekh kar khade ho gaye the... renu ka ek hath mere hath me tha, renu kar sarr pehle mere kandhe par tika hua tha.. sabhi ko aata dekh kar renu seedhi khadi ho gai thi.. renu anju ko hairat se dekh rahi thi..
raja:- (renu ke kaan me) renu meri jaan, ye anju hai, meri dost, meri behn, aur tumne se milne k liye behadd betaab.... anju ne apne baba ke sath milkar mujhe bachaya tha.. bohut seva ki hai is masoom si ladki ne tumhare raja ki.
renu ne mere hath se apna hath chhudaya aur chalti hui anju k paas jaa pohnchi..
anju ki saans abb kuch theek thi.. wo bade ghuarse renu ko dekh rahi thi..
anju:- (khushi se)aap renu didi han naa..... anju se apni khushi sambhali nahi ja rahi thi..
renu:- haan main renu hi hon meri behn..(renu ne bahen pehla len) aa jaa meri behn, apni didi ki bahon me..... anju tadap kar renu ke gale lag gai.... anju aur renu takreeban ek jitni hi dikh rahi theen.. pata nahi kaun badi hai aur kaun chhoti.... anju fir bhi renu ko didi bol rahi thi..
jagan mere paas aaya aur mere gale lag gaya... mera badla hua huliya dekh kar bhi sabhi ne mujhe pehchaan liya tha.. jagan bade pyaar se mujhse mila..
baaki sabb bhi abb takk pohnch gaye the..baba mujhtak pohnchte .. main pehle hi jagan se alag ho kar baba k paas chala gaya. aur unke gale se lag gaya..
baba badi khushi ka izhaar kar rahe the. main jaldi jo unke pas wapis aa gaya tha.. warna shayad mere wapis aane ke amkaan bohut hi kamm the..
kuch der baad baba mujhse alag hue.. fir main ek ek karke sabb se mila.. zaheer aur chacha ji bhi sabb se mile...
baba:- raja beta ye..... baba zaheer ki taraf ishara karne lage..
raja:- baba ye zaheer hai, maine aapko zaheer k baare me bataya tha naa..
baba:- han beta, mujhe sabb yaad hai.. iski ankh par patti.. abhi tak iski ankh theek nahi hui hai kyaa.?
raja:- basti chalte han, wahi baith kar sabb baten karte han..
baba:- haan, haan.. chalo
fir sab hi basti ki taraf chal diye..main renu ko dekhne laga.. renu aur anju dono bohut khush dikh rahi thee... anju zaheer ki behn aur maa se hi bohut achche se mili thi.. anju ne renu aur zaheer ki behn ka ek ek hath thama hua tha.. anju aaj sach me hi bohut khush thi..
kuch hi der hum sabb baba ki jhonpdi me the... andar ek badi chataai bicha di gai thi... basti wale apne gharu me laut gaye the....
osha shayad kahi gai hui thi, warna wo bhi foran hi aa jaati...
baba:- haan raja beta abb mujhe sabb bataao..
raja:- (tahir chacha se) chacha ji aap batayen baba ko zaheer k baare me..
tahir:- baba, aap sabb to pehle se hi jaante honge, kaise sabb island se wapis aaye the.. zaheer ki halat to pehle bohut kharab thi.. ilaj karwane se kuch theek hua bhi tha.. fir kuch dino baad iski halat kharab rehne lagi thi.. abb doctors ne kuch dino baad dobara se check karne ka kaha ha.. ankh ka to kuch nahi kehte, par bolne ke liye keh rahe the. k kuch dino me test se sahi pata chalega.. kabb takk bolne lagega.. bole ga bhi ya nahi..
baba ne zaheer ko apne paas bulaya..
zaheer mujhe dekhne laga.. to maine zaheer ko sarr hila kar baba k paas jaane ka keh diya..
zaheer baba k paas pohncha.. to baba ne zaheer ko apni ankh ki patti kholne ka kaha.. zaheer ek baar firse meri taraf dekhne laga..
raja:- zaheer baba jo keh rahe han, wo maan lo.. baba koi aam insaan nahi han. mujhe dekho main kaise hatta katta tumhare saamne khada hon.. tum bhi abb jald hi theek ho jaaoge..
zaheer meri baat sun kar shaant ho gaya.. aur apni ankh ki patti khol kar baba ko apni ankh dikhane laga..
baba achchi tarha se zaheer ki ankh ko dekhne lage.. mujhe bhi zaheer ki ankh dikh rahi thi.. zaheer ki ankh se patti khulne ki waja se zaheer ki ankh se paani nikalne lag gaya tha.. baba ne zaheer ki ankh khol kar dekhi.. to
baba:-pata nahi kaise jahil doctor han.. ankh ko sahi karne ki bajaaye kharab karne me lage hue han... anju beta wo peele rang wali sheeshi to utha kar laana..
anju foran hi uthi aur jhonpdi k andar hi ik side me kuch sheeshiyan rakhi hui theen, unme se sheesh utha kar baba ko de di...
sabb hi baba ko dekhne lage...
baba:- beta tum neeche let jaao, daro nahi tumhe kuch nahi hoga..... zaheer let gaya to baba ne mujhe ishara kiya.. jo main sabb samjh gaya......
main zaheer k paas aaya aaya aur zaheer ke pet par chhad kar beth gaya.. bethte hi maine apne dono ghutne mod kar zaheer k kandhe par rakh kar zaheer k dono hatho ko fold karke apne pairon me kass liye, fir zaheer ke sarr ko kass ke pakad liya.. aisa hi kuch baba ne mere saamne hi basti k ek admi k saath bhi kiya tha, jab wo jungle me gaya tha, to uski ankh me kuch chala gaya tha.. isliye main sabb samjh gaya tha.. baba zaheer ke saath bhi kuch aisa hi karne wale han...
ye sabb maine itna achanak se kiya tha, k zaheer ya koi aur samjh nahi saka tha.... zaheer to cheekhne laga, lekin uske mohn se zayada awaz nahi nikla rahi thi.. zaheer apna mohn puri tarha se khol nahi sakta tha..
zaheer ki family me se sabhi member zaheer k saath aisa bartaao dekh kar shocked ho gaye..
zaheer mom:- raja beta ye sabb kya hai..
laiba:- raja please chhoda mere bhai ko.. usay dard ho raha hai...
tahir:- raja beta ye sabb kya hai..
anju:- chacha ji aap sabb shaant rahen.. kuch der me sabb theek ho jayega.. ghabrane ki zarurat nahi hai... baba iska ilaj karne wale han..
baba aur main apne kaam me lage rahe.. maine kisi ko koi jawaab nahi diya.. baba ne zaheer ki ankh ko khol kar sheeshi ko ulta kiya.. uske andar ka peela paani thoda thoda karke zaheer ki ankh me daalne lage.. thoda sa hi paani zaheer ki ankh me gaya tha.. k zaheer ke sarr ko jhatke lagne lage the..
mujhe pata tha k ye peele rang ka paani zaheer ki ek baar to jaan nikaal kar rakh dega.. zaheer pura zor laga kar mere shikanje se nikal jaana chahta tha.. zaheer ke liye ye sabb sehn karna asaan nahi tha.. ye to kisi ke liye asaan nahi tha.. zaheer is waqt dard ki inheta takk pohnchne wala tha..
baba k saare kaam hi ulte hote the.. par result bhi to fir khas ni nikalta tha..
abb zaheer ko jitna dard ho raha tha.. zaheer ko baad me utna hi sakun bhi milta.. zaheer ki jis ankh k baare me keha ja raha tha, wo kabhi theek bhi hogi ya nahi.. baba k paas aa jaane se abb uske theek ho jaane ke amkaan badh gaye the..
zaheer kuch der apne mohn se cheekhne ki awazen nikalta raha.. zaheer ki maa aur behn zaheer ki ye halat dekh kar rone lag gayi theen..
baba thehar thehar ka peela rang zaheer ki ankh me daalta raha... zaheer ki ankh se pehle to paani nikla.. fir thoda sa khoon nikla.. aur bad zaheer ki ankh k andar se gandh nikalne laga... 5 mint takk zaheer ki ankh se gandh nikalta...
baba bhi tabb takk wo peela paani thoda thoda karke zaheer ki ankh me daalte rahe...
baba:- anju beta .. mera thela mujhe la k dena..
anju thela le aai.. baba ne usme se kuch nikala, wo do kisam k khushk patte the.. baba usay apne hatheli me lekar peesne lage.. wo patte baba k hath me churmura gaye.. baba ne ek khali sheeshi apne thele se nikali. fir usme peele rang wala paani daala, usme wo patto ka choora bhi daal diya... baba ne fir thele se koi cheez nikali..
wo ek chota sa kankar tha.. usay sheeshi me daal kar sheeshe kar dhakkan band kiya aur zor se hilane lage.. main ye sabb hote dekh raha tha..
wo kankar sheeshe ke paani me shamil ho gaya tha... sheeshi ka paani abb chamak daar kaale rang me badal gaya tha...
zaheer ka dard abhi bhi vaise hi tha.. parr abb usme cheekhne ki shakti khatam hoti ja rahi thi.. shayad dard zayada hone ki waja se. ya dawa jo uski ankh me gai thi, usne apna kuch aur bhi asar dikhana shuru kar diya tha. zaheer ki dusri ankh me kuch ghadoodgi si mujhe mehsus hui.. shayad zaheer ko nasha sa hone laga tha.. baba k dawa bhi ajeeb ajeeb rang dikhaya karti thee..
baba ne sheeshi ko achche se hilane k baad usay fise zaheer ki ankh me daalna shuru kar diya.. is baar firse zaheer ki ankh me se gandh nikalne laga.. lekin bass 1 mint takk wo sabb zaheer ki ankh se nikla aur uske baad zaheer ki ankh se saaf paani nikalne laga.. baba ne zaheer ki ankh me mehlul daalna band kiya aur zaheer ki ankh se saaf paani nikalte hue dekhne lage..
paani zayada to nahi tha. bass naam ka hi tha... main aur baba kuch der zaheer ki ankh ko dekhte rahe..
jald hi zaheer ki ankh se paani nikalna band hua to.. baba ne sheeshi wapis thele me daali.. aur uske andar se ek chota sa droper nikala.. wo khali tha..
is baar baba khud apne samaan ki taraf bade.. jahan se anju sheeshi utha k laai thi.. kuch der baba usme se kuch dhundte rahe.. fir jab unhe apne matlab ka sabb mil gaya, to usay le kar mere pass wapis aa gaye..
baba:- raja beta abb zaheer ko chhod do.. wo behosh ho chuka hai..
mai baba ko hi dekh raha tha.. zaheer parse mera dhyaan hatt gaya tha.. maine zaheer ko chhoda.. aur ja ke tahir baig k paas baith gaya..
raja:- chacha ji aap pareshan na hon.. baba ke paas bohut kuch aisa hai.. jo zaheer ko jald hi theek kardega.. zaheer ke jo faults doctors theek nahi kar paaye the... wo abb baba k ilaj se theek ho jayenge... zaheer ki dusri ankh bhi theek ho jaayegi aur zaheer abb jald hi bolne bhi lagega...
chacha:- raja beat, ek baar to hum sabb hi andar se hil gaye the.. parr tumhari baat sunke dil ko bohut khushi bhi ho rahi hai... ye sabb hai to bohut hi takleef dene wala.. parr zaheer k jald theek hone ka sun kar sabb bardasht bhi karna padega.. dard ki inteha k baad to chain hi milta hia raja beta..
mehreen:- kitna tadap raha tha mera beta.. kitna dard sehna pada hoga mere bete ko.... zaheer ki maa bhi rote hue apne dil ka haal bayan karne lagi.....
zaheer ki maa ki tadap dekh kar mujhe bhi maa yaad aane lagi..
maa yaad kya aai, maa ke saath saath, maa ke saath beeta akhri samay bhi mujhe yaad aane laga.. aur fir main jo aksar bhulne laga tha.. ya waqt ne mujhe us taraf sochne k liye samay dena hi chhod diya tha.. wo sabb mujhe firse yaad aane laga.. island par mere paas meri yaaden hi theen.. par island se nikalne k baad maine apni yaadon se door ho gaya tha...
island se bhaagna.... jis maqsad k liye main island se bhaaga tha, mai us se hatne laga tha.. mumbai me aate hi akhil kutte ne mujhe uljha diya tha.. renu k sath sath mujhe bhi bohut dard diye the usne... abb mujhe akhil aur sanjay se badle lene ke saath saath khud ki bhi talash karni thi..
pata nahi main bad-naseeb tha, ya mere real maa baap bad-naseeb the.. jo hum sabb hi ek dusre se alag ho gaye the.. mujhe un undekhe maa baap ki yaad aane lagi... jitna main tadap raha hon, kya wo sabb bhi mere liye utna hi tadap rahe honge.. kya jaise main un se milne k liye bechain hon, wo bhi mujhse milne k liye bechain honge.. kya jaise main un sabb ko dhundne k liye jitni mushkilo se gurzar raha hon.. wo bhi mere liye aise hi maare maare fir rahe honge...
ya saalon ke beete samay ne unhe meri talash k liye thamm jaane par majbur kar diya hoga...
koi to aisa raasta hoga, jispar chalte hue wo mujhe dhund sakte the. ya mai un sabb takk pohnch sakta tha...
jaise jaise main ye sabb soch raha tha.. mujhe apne andar se kuch kat'ta hua mehsus hone laga tha.. bachpan me maa ka pyaar dekha tha.. mere liye thekedaar se bheek maanga karti thi.. thekedaar jabb mujhe peeta karta tha, tabb maa thekedaar k pairon me gir kar mere liye daya ki bheek maanga karti thi..
wo meri real maa nahi thi, parr mere liye khud ko zillat me daal diya karti thi.. aur meri asli maa wo mere liye kya kuch nahi kar paati.. wo to shayad mere liye thekedaar ka khoon hi kar deti..
lekin gardish e waqt ne hume ek dusre se alag alag jeene par majbur kar diya. na-jaane wo kitne dard me hogi.. kitna mere liye roti hogi.. raaton ko mujhe yaad karke raat guzaar diya karti hogi....
kahi mere gham me wo is dunya se........ nahi.. nahi.. ye mai kya soch raha hon.. bhagwan unhe meri bhi umar de de.....
kitna ganda khayal mere mann me aaya tha.. zaheer ki maa ko dekh kar main ye imagine karne laga tha.. jab zaheer ko kuch mint k liye dard jhelna pada to zaheer ki maa ki kya halat ho gai thi... zaheer k liye wo 4-5 saal hi tadpi hogi.. maut se badtar zindagi ji hogi zaheer ki maa ne....
meri maa jo mujhe guzre 19 saalo se yaad kar ke tadap rahi hongi.. unki kya halat hogi.. yahi sabb sochte hue mere mann me gande vichaar aane lage the.. saalon tak dard dard sehtre sehte aksar himmat bhi to haar diya karte han..
kahi meri maa ne bhi to himmat nahi haar di.. kuch aisa bhi mere andar mann me chalne laga tha... kitna tadpi hogi meri maa.. island par beete saalon me mujhe bhi tadpa kar rakh diya tha.. faqt khud ko dhundne k liye.. wo to fir bhi ek maa thi.. aur maa ke liye apni aulad se door rehna mumkin nahi hota.. agar ek maa k jigar ka tukda gumm ho jaaye to kaise reh sakti thi wo apne bete k bina..
maine soch liya k mujhe jald hi apni maa apne baap ko dhundna hoga.. khud ki aur unki tadap ko abb jald hi khatam karna hoga.. abb to baba ne aur sandhu ji ne mujhe multi talented bana diya tha.. to abb mujhe der nahi karni chahiye thi. renu bhi abb safe hai.. to mujhe khud ko talash karne k liye nikal jaana hoga.
abbb der karna sahi nahi hai....
pata nahi aisa kya hua tha, jo waqt ne mujhe ek bhikaari maa ki god me laa phenka.. zarur kuch to aisa hua hoga, jo ek maa ne mujhe khud se alag kar diya tha.. wahi mujhe jannaa hoga.. aur agar unki life me kuch aisa vaisa hai, to sabb theek bhi karna hoga...
maa ki ankhen marte samay kuch aisi thee, jaise maa bhi mujhe mere apno me dekhna chahti hon.. maa ne mujhe tabb shayad isliye nahi bataya hoga, k main tabb chhota tha.. warna maa mujhe shayad pehle hi bata deti... maa ka achanak se accident hona maa k liye aur mere liye bohut badi aazmayesh bann gaya tha..
maa ne kabhi socha bhi nahi hoga k achanak se kuch aisa bhi ho sakta hai, k mujhe meri shanakhat bataye bagair is dunya se jaana padega... warna wo mere liye zarur kuch kartee... mujhe na sahi kisi aur ko to sabb bata hi sakti theen..
main apne ek haath se apne dusre baazo ko masal raha tha.. aur soch raha tha k maa ne mujhe pehle hi sabb kyun nahi bata diya..
mere dusre hath me ek taveez bandha hua tha.. jo mere bachpan se hi mere baazo par tha.. aur maa ne mujhe kaha tha k ise khud se kabhi juda matt karna.....
aur main maa ko yaad karne laga.. k maa marte samay mujhe kya kehne wali thee.. aur mujhe kiss taraf ishara kar rahi thee.. pehle bhi maine jabb kabhi bhi is sabb ke baare me socha tha, to mujhe kabhi is baat ki samjh nahi aai thi...
par achanak se mere haath ki ungliyon ne us taveez ko tatola to mere damag ki batti jall uthi....
abb main wo pehle wala raja raha nahi tha.. jo aisi situation ko samjh na sakta...
abb mera damag bohut hi fast ho chuka tha.. aur kuch bhi hatt k ho to mere damag me achanak se hi kuch click hone lagta ha... is baar bhi kuch aisa hi hua..
jaise hi mere mann me maa ke akhri lamhe ki baate aur unke ishare ko lekar yaaden wapis aayen to mere hath ki ungliyon ne us taveez ko touch kar diya tha.
aur taveez k mere paas hone ka reason bhi kuch kuch meri samjh me aane laga.. zarur isme hi kuch aisa hai.. to meri shanakht dhundne me mere kaam aa sakta hai.
meri saanse achanak se hi tez chalne lageen... kuch clue mila tha mujhe khud ko dhundne k liye, to mere dil ki dhadkan mere control se bahar hone lahgi thi..
mere jism k masamon ne paseena ugalna shuru kar diya...
mujhe andar se ye feeling aa rahi thee.. is taveez ka zarur mere maa baap se koi connection hai..
jabb koi sira mile to sabar karna mushkil hone lagta hai.. main abb iss sire ko pakad kar apni manzil tak jaane k liye bechain hone laga tha....
kahan main zaheer ke maa baap se baat kar raha tha.. aur kaha abb mere andar ka sabb kuch hi badalne laga tha.. mujhe khud ko dhundne k liye clue mil gaya tha.
aur abb mujhse sehn karna mushkil hone laga tha..
renu mujhe hi dekh rahi thi.. wo uth kar mere paas aai aur mujhe baazo se thaam kar hilane lagi..
renu:- kya hua raja .. tumhare chehra kyun aisa ho raha hai... aur tumhara sharir achanak se hi itna paseena kyun chhodne laga hai...
main hosh me aaya... mere dil ki dhadkan abb bhi bohut tez chal rahi thi.. maine renu ko jhat se apne gale se laga liya... renu bhi meri halat samjh chuki thi.. hamare dil jo ek the... renu mere gale lagte hue mere sarr k baalo ko sehlane lagi..
sabb hume hi dekhne lage the... shayad baba ne apna kaam kar liya... mere aur renu ke milan me kisi ne madakhlat nahi ki..
hum dono bethe bethe hi ek dusre k gale lage hue the.. maare khushi k meri ankhon ne barasna shuru kar diya tha ... renu k meri life me aane k baad aaj mujhe dusri badi khushi mili thi..
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Abe Mumbai maharashtra ka capital hai.... Aur CM Maharashtra ka hota hai na ki Mumbai ka... Isko thik karo please
Raja : age :19 : Lund Ka Size 8.7" ... 3.5"
hard working ki waja se raja ka jism bohat hi fitt hai
aur lund kabhi use na hone ki waja se
iitna sakht hai kisi lohe ke raad ke jaisa
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khud ki talash me hai... jaise hi raja ko pata chala k
jise wo apni maa samajh raha tha wo uski maa nahi..
raja ki maa raja ko batane se pehle hi mar gai k
raja kaun hai..
abb raja ke liye khud ki talash hi ek msqsad tha iski
zindagi..
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renuka :age:20:
raja ki girlfriend
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kamaal ki sunder aur sexy hai.. raja ke lund ki deewani hai..
lekin pyaar bhi raja se bohat karti hai..........
boobs bohat hi dilkash shape liye huye......
aur raja renka ke boobs aur nipple ka shaidaai hai.
akeli thi to raja ne renuka ko bhi aoni life me shamil kar liya kyunki wo bhi akela hi tha...
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Maaya Singh :age:22:
Ye Bhi Raja ki Girlfriend Hai.. ek rish family se belong karti hai..
raja ne iski ek baar izzat bachai to raja ke pyaar me doob gai..
lekin raja ke lund se apni seel khulwate hi raja ke liye paagal ho gai..
ise renuka se koi tension nahi .. balke dono hi achhe se rehti hai..
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Nirmala Singh.........age:43
Maaya Ki Mother hai.. decent personality ki Maalik lady hain.. raja ko apne bete jaisa hi maanti hain.
nirmala ka pati ek accident me maara gaya tha.. uske baad khud hi apne pati ka bussiness sambhalti hain..
chut ki garmi tang karti hai lekin khud par kaabu rakhe huye hain..
future me inke liye kya banta hai wo story me pata chalega... nirmala apni chut ki aag ko dabaye hi
rakhengi yaa raja ko bolegi k raja beta meri chut ko thand kardo..
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Other Characters...!!
deven verma : CM Mumbai :age:47
akshara verma : deven verma wife :age:45
ameeta verma : daughter :age:23
karan verma : beta :age:22
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mohan kumar : mumbai ka don
arshita kumar : mohan wife
pankaj kumar :age:22 beta
disha kumar :age:20 beti
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avinash khurrana: age:49
Ghatiya aur kameena insaan .. apne dil me keena rakhta hai..
aur waqt aane par apne kisi bhi dushman ko nahi chhodta..
iski detail aage chal kar milegi
Ye The Kuch INtro Baaki Aage Chal Ke Story Ke Hisaab Se