nice update..!!Update ::: 29
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12:30 k aas paas hum basti pohnche.... shayad kisi ne humen aate hue dekh liya tha.. aur usne basti me jaa kar sabhi ko bata diya tha..
abhi hum basti me enter hue hi the. k kuch log bhaagte hue dikhe.. ghaur karne par pata chala k sabse aage anju hai aur piche jagan hai.. piche basti k kuch or log bhi aa rahe the, wo sabb tez kadmo se chalte hue aa rahe the..
anju aur jagan bhaagte hue aa rahe the..
anju jald hi hum takk pohnch gai.. kuch kadmo ke faasle aate hi anju ruk gai thi, uski saans phool gai thi, anju ki saanse dhonkni ki tarha se chal rahi thee
hum bhi sabhi ko aate hue dekh kar khade ho gaye the... renu ka ek hath mere hath me tha, renu kar sarr pehle mere kandhe par tika hua tha.. sabhi ko aata dekh kar renu seedhi khadi ho gai thi.. renu anju ko hairat se dekh rahi thi..
raja:- (renu ke kaan me) renu meri jaan, ye anju hai, meri dost, meri behn, aur tumne se milne k liye behadd betaab.... anju ne apne baba ke sath milkar mujhe bachaya tha.. bohut seva ki hai is masoom si ladki ne tumhare raja ki.
renu ne mere hath se apna hath chhudaya aur chalti hui anju k paas jaa pohnchi..
anju ki saans abb kuch theek thi.. wo bade ghuarse renu ko dekh rahi thi..
anju:- (khushi se)aap renu didi han naa..... anju se apni khushi sambhali nahi ja rahi thi..
renu:- haan main renu hi hon meri behn..(renu ne bahen pehla len) aa jaa meri behn, apni didi ki bahon me..... anju tadap kar renu ke gale lag gai.... anju aur renu takreeban ek jitni hi dikh rahi theen.. pata nahi kaun badi hai aur kaun chhoti.... anju fir bhi renu ko didi bol rahi thi..
jagan mere paas aaya aur mere gale lag gaya... mera badla hua huliya dekh kar bhi sabhi ne mujhe pehchaan liya tha.. jagan bade pyaar se mujhse mila..
baaki sabb bhi abb takk pohnch gaye the..baba mujhtak pohnchte .. main pehle hi jagan se alag ho kar baba k paas chala gaya. aur unke gale se lag gaya..
baba badi khushi ka izhaar kar rahe the. main jaldi jo unke pas wapis aa gaya tha.. warna shayad mere wapis aane ke amkaan bohut hi kamm the..
kuch der baad baba mujhse alag hue.. fir main ek ek karke sabb se mila.. zaheer aur chacha ji bhi sabb se mile...
baba:- raja beta ye..... baba zaheer ki taraf ishara karne lage..
raja:- baba ye zaheer hai, maine aapko zaheer k baare me bataya tha naa..
baba:- han beta, mujhe sabb yaad hai.. iski ankh par patti.. abhi tak iski ankh theek nahi hui hai kyaa.?
raja:- basti chalte han, wahi baith kar sabb baten karte han..
baba:- haan, haan.. chalo
fir sab hi basti ki taraf chal diye..main renu ko dekhne laga.. renu aur anju dono bohut khush dikh rahi thee... anju zaheer ki behn aur maa se hi bohut achche se mili thi.. anju ne renu aur zaheer ki behn ka ek ek hath thama hua tha.. anju aaj sach me hi bohut khush thi..
kuch hi der hum sabb baba ki jhonpdi me the... andar ek badi chataai bicha di gai thi... basti wale apne gharu me laut gaye the....
osha shayad kahi gai hui thi, warna wo bhi foran hi aa jaati...
baba:- haan raja beta abb mujhe sabb bataao..
raja:- (tahir chacha se) chacha ji aap batayen baba ko zaheer k baare me..
tahir:- baba, aap sabb to pehle se hi jaante honge, kaise sabb island se wapis aaye the.. zaheer ki halat to pehle bohut kharab thi.. ilaj karwane se kuch theek hua bhi tha.. fir kuch dino baad iski halat kharab rehne lagi thi.. abb doctors ne kuch dino baad dobara se check karne ka kaha ha.. ankh ka to kuch nahi kehte, par bolne ke liye keh rahe the. k kuch dino me test se sahi pata chalega.. kabb takk bolne lagega.. bole ga bhi ya nahi..
baba ne zaheer ko apne paas bulaya..
zaheer mujhe dekhne laga.. to maine zaheer ko sarr hila kar baba k paas jaane ka keh diya..
zaheer baba k paas pohncha.. to baba ne zaheer ko apni ankh ki patti kholne ka kaha.. zaheer ek baar firse meri taraf dekhne laga..
raja:- zaheer baba jo keh rahe han, wo maan lo.. baba koi aam insaan nahi han. mujhe dekho main kaise hatta katta tumhare saamne khada hon.. tum bhi abb jald hi theek ho jaaoge..
zaheer meri baat sun kar shaant ho gaya.. aur apni ankh ki patti khol kar baba ko apni ankh dikhane laga..
baba achchi tarha se zaheer ki ankh ko dekhne lage.. mujhe bhi zaheer ki ankh dikh rahi thi.. zaheer ki ankh se patti khulne ki waja se zaheer ki ankh se paani nikalne lag gaya tha.. baba ne zaheer ki ankh khol kar dekhi.. to
baba:-pata nahi kaise jahil doctor han.. ankh ko sahi karne ki bajaaye kharab karne me lage hue han... anju beta wo peele rang wali sheeshi to utha kar laana..
anju foran hi uthi aur jhonpdi k andar hi ik side me kuch sheeshiyan rakhi hui theen, unme se sheesh utha kar baba ko de di...
sabb hi baba ko dekhne lage...
baba:- beta tum neeche let jaao, daro nahi tumhe kuch nahi hoga..... zaheer let gaya to baba ne mujhe ishara kiya.. jo main sabb samjh gaya......
main zaheer k paas aaya aaya aur zaheer ke pet par chhad kar beth gaya.. bethte hi maine apne dono ghutne mod kar zaheer k kandhe par rakh kar zaheer k dono hatho ko fold karke apne pairon me kass liye, fir zaheer ke sarr ko kass ke pakad liya.. aisa hi kuch baba ne mere saamne hi basti k ek admi k saath bhi kiya tha, jab wo jungle me gaya tha, to uski ankh me kuch chala gaya tha.. isliye main sabb samjh gaya tha.. baba zaheer ke saath bhi kuch aisa hi karne wale han...
ye sabb maine itna achanak se kiya tha, k zaheer ya koi aur samjh nahi saka tha.... zaheer to cheekhne laga, lekin uske mohn se zayada awaz nahi nikla rahi thi.. zaheer apna mohn puri tarha se khol nahi sakta tha..
zaheer ki family me se sabhi member zaheer k saath aisa bartaao dekh kar shocked ho gaye..
zaheer mom:- raja beta ye sabb kya hai..
laiba:- raja please chhoda mere bhai ko.. usay dard ho raha hai...
tahir:- raja beta ye sabb kya hai..
anju:- chacha ji aap sabb shaant rahen.. kuch der me sabb theek ho jayega.. ghabrane ki zarurat nahi hai... baba iska ilaj karne wale han..
baba aur main apne kaam me lage rahe.. maine kisi ko koi jawaab nahi diya.. baba ne zaheer ki ankh ko khol kar sheeshi ko ulta kiya.. uske andar ka peela paani thoda thoda karke zaheer ki ankh me daalne lage.. thoda sa hi paani zaheer ki ankh me gaya tha.. k zaheer ke sarr ko jhatke lagne lage the..
mujhe pata tha k ye peele rang ka paani zaheer ki ek baar to jaan nikaal kar rakh dega.. zaheer pura zor laga kar mere shikanje se nikal jaana chahta tha.. zaheer ke liye ye sabb sehn karna asaan nahi tha.. ye to kisi ke liye asaan nahi tha.. zaheer is waqt dard ki inheta takk pohnchne wala tha..
baba k saare kaam hi ulte hote the.. par result bhi to fir khas ni nikalta tha..
abb zaheer ko jitna dard ho raha tha.. zaheer ko baad me utna hi sakun bhi milta.. zaheer ki jis ankh k baare me keha ja raha tha, wo kabhi theek bhi hogi ya nahi.. baba k paas aa jaane se abb uske theek ho jaane ke amkaan badh gaye the..
zaheer kuch der apne mohn se cheekhne ki awazen nikalta raha.. zaheer ki maa aur behn zaheer ki ye halat dekh kar rone lag gayi theen..
baba thehar thehar ka peela rang zaheer ki ankh me daalta raha... zaheer ki ankh se pehle to paani nikla.. fir thoda sa khoon nikla.. aur bad zaheer ki ankh k andar se gandh nikalne laga... 5 mint takk zaheer ki ankh se gandh nikalta...
baba bhi tabb takk wo peela paani thoda thoda karke zaheer ki ankh me daalte rahe...
baba:- anju beta .. mera thela mujhe la k dena..
anju thela le aai.. baba ne usme se kuch nikala, wo do kisam k khushk patte the.. baba usay apne hatheli me lekar peesne lage.. wo patte baba k hath me churmura gaye.. baba ne ek khali sheeshi apne thele se nikali. fir usme peele rang wala paani daala, usme wo patto ka choora bhi daal diya... baba ne fir thele se koi cheez nikali..
wo ek chota sa kankar tha.. usay sheeshi me daal kar sheeshe kar dhakkan band kiya aur zor se hilane lage.. main ye sabb hote dekh raha tha..
wo kankar sheeshe ke paani me shamil ho gaya tha... sheeshi ka paani abb chamak daar kaale rang me badal gaya tha...
zaheer ka dard abhi bhi vaise hi tha.. parr abb usme cheekhne ki shakti khatam hoti ja rahi thi.. shayad dard zayada hone ki waja se. ya dawa jo uski ankh me gai thi, usne apna kuch aur bhi asar dikhana shuru kar diya tha. zaheer ki dusri ankh me kuch ghadoodgi si mujhe mehsus hui.. shayad zaheer ko nasha sa hone laga tha.. baba k dawa bhi ajeeb ajeeb rang dikhaya karti thee..
baba ne sheeshi ko achche se hilane k baad usay fise zaheer ki ankh me daalna shuru kar diya.. is baar firse zaheer ki ankh me se gandh nikalne laga.. lekin bass 1 mint takk wo sabb zaheer ki ankh se nikla aur uske baad zaheer ki ankh se saaf paani nikalne laga.. baba ne zaheer ki ankh me mehlul daalna band kiya aur zaheer ki ankh se saaf paani nikalte hue dekhne lage..
paani zayada to nahi tha. bass naam ka hi tha... main aur baba kuch der zaheer ki ankh ko dekhte rahe..
jald hi zaheer ki ankh se paani nikalna band hua to.. baba ne sheeshi wapis thele me daali.. aur uske andar se ek chota sa droper nikala.. wo khali tha..
is baar baba khud apne samaan ki taraf bade.. jahan se anju sheeshi utha k laai thi.. kuch der baba usme se kuch dhundte rahe.. fir jab unhe apne matlab ka sabb mil gaya, to usay le kar mere pass wapis aa gaye..
baba:- raja beta abb zaheer ko chhod do.. wo behosh ho chuka hai..
mai baba ko hi dekh raha tha.. zaheer parse mera dhyaan hatt gaya tha.. maine zaheer ko chhoda.. aur ja ke tahir baig k paas baith gaya..
raja:- chacha ji aap pareshan na hon.. baba ke paas bohut kuch aisa hai.. jo zaheer ko jald hi theek kardega.. zaheer ke jo faults doctors theek nahi kar paaye the... wo abb baba k ilaj se theek ho jayenge... zaheer ki dusri ankh bhi theek ho jaayegi aur zaheer abb jald hi bolne bhi lagega...
chacha:- raja beat, ek baar to hum sabb hi andar se hil gaye the.. parr tumhari baat sunke dil ko bohut khushi bhi ho rahi hai... ye sabb hai to bohut hi takleef dene wala.. parr zaheer k jald theek hone ka sun kar sabb bardasht bhi karna padega.. dard ki inteha k baad to chain hi milta hia raja beta..
mehreen:- kitna tadap raha tha mera beta.. kitna dard sehna pada hoga mere bete ko.... zaheer ki maa bhi rote hue apne dil ka haal bayan karne lagi.....
zaheer ki maa ki tadap dekh kar mujhe bhi maa yaad aane lagi..
maa yaad kya aai, maa ke saath saath, maa ke saath beeta akhri samay bhi mujhe yaad aane laga.. aur fir main jo aksar bhulne laga tha.. ya waqt ne mujhe us taraf sochne k liye samay dena hi chhod diya tha.. wo sabb mujhe firse yaad aane laga.. island par mere paas meri yaaden hi theen.. par island se nikalne k baad maine apni yaadon se door ho gaya tha...
island se bhaagna.... jis maqsad k liye main island se bhaaga tha, mai us se hatne laga tha.. mumbai me aate hi akhil kutte ne mujhe uljha diya tha.. renu k sath sath mujhe bhi bohut dard diye the usne... abb mujhe akhil aur sanjay se badle lene ke saath saath khud ki bhi talash karni thi..
pata nahi main bad-naseeb tha, ya mere real maa baap bad-naseeb the.. jo hum sabb hi ek dusre se alag ho gaye the.. mujhe un undekhe maa baap ki yaad aane lagi... jitna main tadap raha hon, kya wo sabb bhi mere liye utna hi tadap rahe honge.. kya jaise main un se milne k liye bechain hon, wo bhi mujhse milne k liye bechain honge.. kya jaise main un sabb ko dhundne k liye jitni mushkilo se gurzar raha hon.. wo bhi mere liye aise hi maare maare fir rahe honge...
ya saalon ke beete samay ne unhe meri talash k liye thamm jaane par majbur kar diya hoga...
koi to aisa raasta hoga, jispar chalte hue wo mujhe dhund sakte the. ya mai un sabb takk pohnch sakta tha...
jaise jaise main ye sabb soch raha tha.. mujhe apne andar se kuch kat'ta hua mehsus hone laga tha.. bachpan me maa ka pyaar dekha tha.. mere liye thekedaar se bheek maanga karti thi.. thekedaar jabb mujhe peeta karta tha, tabb maa thekedaar k pairon me gir kar mere liye daya ki bheek maanga karti thi..
wo meri real maa nahi thi, parr mere liye khud ko zillat me daal diya karti thi.. aur meri asli maa wo mere liye kya kuch nahi kar paati.. wo to shayad mere liye thekedaar ka khoon hi kar deti..
lekin gardish e waqt ne hume ek dusre se alag alag jeene par majbur kar diya. na-jaane wo kitne dard me hogi.. kitna mere liye roti hogi.. raaton ko mujhe yaad karke raat guzaar diya karti hogi....
kahi mere gham me wo is dunya se........ nahi.. nahi.. ye mai kya soch raha hon.. bhagwan unhe meri bhi umar de de.....
kitna ganda khayal mere mann me aaya tha.. zaheer ki maa ko dekh kar main ye imagine karne laga tha.. jab zaheer ko kuch mint k liye dard jhelna pada to zaheer ki maa ki kya halat ho gai thi... zaheer k liye wo 4-5 saal hi tadpi hogi.. maut se badtar zindagi ji hogi zaheer ki maa ne....
meri maa jo mujhe guzre 19 saalo se yaad kar ke tadap rahi hongi.. unki kya halat hogi.. yahi sabb sochte hue mere mann me gande vichaar aane lage the.. saalon tak dard dard sehtre sehte aksar himmat bhi to haar diya karte han..
kahi meri maa ne bhi to himmat nahi haar di.. kuch aisa bhi mere andar mann me chalne laga tha... kitna tadpi hogi meri maa.. island par beete saalon me mujhe bhi tadpa kar rakh diya tha.. faqt khud ko dhundne k liye.. wo to fir bhi ek maa thi.. aur maa ke liye apni aulad se door rehna mumkin nahi hota.. agar ek maa k jigar ka tukda gumm ho jaaye to kaise reh sakti thi wo apne bete k bina..
maine soch liya k mujhe jald hi apni maa apne baap ko dhundna hoga.. khud ki aur unki tadap ko abb jald hi khatam karna hoga.. abb to baba ne aur sandhu ji ne mujhe multi talented bana diya tha.. to abb mujhe der nahi karni chahiye thi. renu bhi abb safe hai.. to mujhe khud ko talash karne k liye nikal jaana hoga.
abbb der karna sahi nahi hai....
pata nahi aisa kya hua tha, jo waqt ne mujhe ek bhikaari maa ki god me laa phenka.. zarur kuch to aisa hua hoga, jo ek maa ne mujhe khud se alag kar diya tha.. wahi mujhe jannaa hoga.. aur agar unki life me kuch aisa vaisa hai, to sabb theek bhi karna hoga...
maa ki ankhen marte samay kuch aisi thee, jaise maa bhi mujhe mere apno me dekhna chahti hon.. maa ne mujhe tabb shayad isliye nahi bataya hoga, k main tabb chhota tha.. warna maa mujhe shayad pehle hi bata deti... maa ka achanak se accident hona maa k liye aur mere liye bohut badi aazmayesh bann gaya tha..
maa ne kabhi socha bhi nahi hoga k achanak se kuch aisa bhi ho sakta hai, k mujhe meri shanakhat bataye bagair is dunya se jaana padega... warna wo mere liye zarur kuch kartee... mujhe na sahi kisi aur ko to sabb bata hi sakti theen..
main apne ek haath se apne dusre baazo ko masal raha tha.. aur soch raha tha k maa ne mujhe pehle hi sabb kyun nahi bata diya..
mere dusre hath me ek taveez bandha hua tha.. jo mere bachpan se hi mere baazo par tha.. aur maa ne mujhe kaha tha k ise khud se kabhi juda matt karna.....
aur main maa ko yaad karne laga.. k maa marte samay mujhe kya kehne wali thee.. aur mujhe kiss taraf ishara kar rahi thee.. pehle bhi maine jabb kabhi bhi is sabb ke baare me socha tha, to mujhe kabhi is baat ki samjh nahi aai thi...
par achanak se mere haath ki ungliyon ne us taveez ko tatola to mere damag ki batti jall uthi....
abb main wo pehle wala raja raha nahi tha.. jo aisi situation ko samjh na sakta...
abb mera damag bohut hi fast ho chuka tha.. aur kuch bhi hatt k ho to mere damag me achanak se hi kuch click hone lagta ha... is baar bhi kuch aisa hi hua..
jaise hi mere mann me maa ke akhri lamhe ki baate aur unke ishare ko lekar yaaden wapis aayen to mere hath ki ungliyon ne us taveez ko touch kar diya tha.
aur taveez k mere paas hone ka reason bhi kuch kuch meri samjh me aane laga.. zarur isme hi kuch aisa hai.. to meri shanakht dhundne me mere kaam aa sakta hai.
meri saanse achanak se hi tez chalne lageen... kuch clue mila tha mujhe khud ko dhundne k liye, to mere dil ki dhadkan mere control se bahar hone lahgi thi..
mere jism k masamon ne paseena ugalna shuru kar diya...
mujhe andar se ye feeling aa rahi thee.. is taveez ka zarur mere maa baap se koi connection hai..
jabb koi sira mile to sabar karna mushkil hone lagta hai.. main abb iss sire ko pakad kar apni manzil tak jaane k liye bechain hone laga tha....
kahan main zaheer ke maa baap se baat kar raha tha.. aur kaha abb mere andar ka sabb kuch hi badalne laga tha.. mujhe khud ko dhundne k liye clue mil gaya tha.
aur abb mujhse sehn karna mushkil hone laga tha..
renu mujhe hi dekh rahi thi.. wo uth kar mere paas aai aur mujhe baazo se thaam kar hilane lagi..
renu:- kya hua raja .. tumhare chehra kyun aisa ho raha hai... aur tumhara sharir achanak se hi itna paseena kyun chhodne laga hai...
main hosh me aaya... mere dil ki dhadkan abb bhi bohut tez chal rahi thi.. maine renu ko jhat se apne gale se laga liya... renu bhi meri halat samjh chuki thi.. hamare dil jo ek the... renu mere gale lagte hue mere sarr k baalo ko sehlane lagi..
sabb hume hi dekhne lage the... shayad baba ne apna kaam kar liya... mere aur renu ke milan me kisi ne madakhlat nahi ki..
hum dono bethe bethe hi ek dusre k gale lage hue the.. maare khushi k meri ankhon ne barasna shuru kar diya tha ... renu k meri life me aane k baad aaj mujhe dusri badi khushi mili thi..
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nice update..!!Update ::: 30
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saalon takk jo raah mujhe nahi dikhi thi.. wo abb dikh chuki thi.. jis manzil ko paane ke liye main salon se tadap raha tha.. us manzil ko paane k liye mujhe raatsa dikhne laga tha.. mere liye khud par kaabu pana asaan nahi raha tha..
kaabu rehta bhi kaise, maine to kabhi socha bhi nahi tha.. mai bhikari maa ka beta nahi hon, zillat bhari zindagi thi, dard tha, torture tha, lekin shanakht to thi.. laa-warsi ka leble to nahi chipka hua tha mere mathe...
fir maa ne mujhe bataya k main unka beta nahi hon, mera bhikair khandan se koi connection nahi hai... main kisi aur ka beta hon, maa mujhe kuch bataye bina hi is dunya se chali gai thi.. khud ko dhundne k liye mere paas koi raasta takk nahi tha.. itna waqt guzar chuka tha, abb jaa k kuch aisa mila tha, jisse main apni talash me nikal sakta tha.. meri halat kharab na hoti to aur kya hota..
meri halat badalne lagi to renu ne mujhe apni bahun me bhar kar apne gale se laga liya tha.. renu ke badan ki khushbu ne mujhe dheere dheere shaant karna shuru kar diya tha.. renu mere sarr ko sehlane lagi thi..
main ankhen band kiye yaadon me gumm tha,. renu ki khusbhu mere andar utri to meri halat me hbi kuch sudhar aane laga..
baba:- kya hua raja beta.. achanak se tum badal kaise gaye ho..
baba ki awaz sun kar maine apni ankhen kholen. aur baba ko dekhne laga.. baba mere paas aa gaye the.. maine nazar ghuma kar sabb ko dekha to sabb hairat bhari nazron se mujhe hi dekh rahe the.
maine zaheer ki taraf dekha to wo niche chataai par behosh pada hua tha..
main renu se alag hua..
raja:- kuch nahi baba, maa yaad aa gayi thi.. to yaadon me bohut aage nikal gaya.....
baba aur tahir baig ne mere kandhe par hath rakh diya.. main betha to chacha ji k pass hi tha.. mujhse baaten karte karte wo zaheer ko dekhne lage the, isliye pehle wo meri badli hui halat ko dekh nahi sake the..
baba:- raja beta, hota rehta hai aisa bhi kabhi kabhi.. apne kabhi bhulte bhi nahi to nahi han..baar baar yaad to aate hi rahenge.. parr aise achanak se kaise sabb yaad a gaya..
raja:- baba chachi ko dekh kar, zaheer ke liye unki tadap dekh kar mujhe bhi apni maa yaad aa gai thi....
meri baat sun kar zaheer ki maa ne mere sarr par apna hath rakh diya..
z maa:- raja beta, tum bhi to mere bete hi ho naa, jaise zaheer hai, vaise hi tum bhi mere bete ho..
chacha:- haan raja beta. tum koi gham matt karo, hume apna hi maano... hum kabhi tumse koi farq nahi karenge..
laiba:- haan bhai, aajse mere do bhai han...
raja:- anju koi churi to lana..
renu:- raja churi kaa kya karne wale ho..
raja:- renu mujhe lagta hai.. mere baazo par jo ye taweez bandha hua hai.. mujhe lagta hia isme kuch aisa hai jo mujhe meri shanakht dhundne me madad dega..
renu:- sach raja, ye to bohut achchi baat hai..
chacha:- raja beta main kuch samjha nahi..
raja:- chacha ji, meri maa ne mujhe bataya tha k wo meri maa nahi hai, mujhe kuch or batane se pehle hi wo marr gai.. maa marte samay mujhe kuch ishare de rahi thi. apne hath ko utha kar mujhe kuch samjha chahti theen... parr us waqt main samjh nahi paaya tha.. aaj achanak se hi mera dhayaan mere baazo par bandhe hue taweez par chala gaya.. mujhe lagta hai, maa is taweez ki taraf ishara kar rahi theee..
anju:- raja, ye churi.... anju ne churi meri taraf badhaai
maine anju se churi le li aur kaanpte haatho se us taweez ki dori ko kaatne laga.. sabb mujhe hi dekh rahe the.. abb baat ek naya rukh badal chuki thi, to sabb hi excited the... sabb janna chahte the, isme kuch vaisa hai, jo main samjh raha hon..
kaanpte hath se maine taweez ki dori kaati, taweez ko apne hath me liya.. aur usay bade pyaar se dekhne laga.. abb dil ki halat firse ajeeb hone lagi thi..
mujhe mere damag ne bata bhi diya tha. k mujhe isse koi na koi raasta zarur milega.. par andar se ek darr bhi tha, kahi ye sabb mera wehm na ho.. taweez ke andar se kuch bhi mere kaam ka nahi niklega..
maine taweez chacha ko de diya.. mere hath kaanp rahe the.. darr tha ise churi se kaat'te hue kahi nuksan hi na kar bethon.. abb takk sabb hi mere aas pass beth gaye the.. aur pandora box ke khulne ka intezar karne lage..
raja:- chacha ji aap hi ise kholen, mujhse ye nahi khulega.. kahi josh me kuch galt na ho jaaye mujhse... mere liye khud par kaabu pana mushkil ho raha hai.
taweez steel ka bana hua tha..
chacha ji ne churi pakdi aur taweez ko kholne ki koshish me lag gaye.. taweez saalon se band tha. aise to wo khulne se raha.. chacha ji badi ehtiyat se usay kholne ki koshish kar rahe the.. sabb ka hi dhyaan chacha ke hatho par tha..
1.5" ka taweez churi se nahi khul raha tha..
baba:- ye aise nahi khulega.. anju beta mujhe aari la ke dena...
anju jhat uthi aur kuch hi der me aari le kar aa gai..
chacha ji ne taweez baba ko dia.. baba ne usay niche rakha aur aari se unke lock ko kaatne lage.. chhota sa taweez tha, badi mushkil ho rahi thi.. steel aari se to katne se raha.. bass kuch ragar hi chahiye thi.. aur baba shayad yahi kar rahe the...
kuch der me hi baba ki mehnat rang laai.. aur taweez ke lock par jama zang hattne laga.. aise 4 lock the chhote chhote.. baba ek ek karke sabhi se zang utaarne lage..
20 mint me hi taweez khul kar baba k hath me tha.. aur sabb aise dekh rahe the. jaise andar se kisi heeron ke zakhire ka naksha nikalne wala ho...
mere liye to ye heeron k dher se bhi badh kar tha.. shayad isse mai khud ko dhund paaon.. aur jaan sakun mere maa baap kaun hai.. mai kiska khoon hon..
baba ne taweez mujhe dia aur maine usay baba se le kar chacha ji ko de diya..
raja:- chacha ji dekhen uske andar kya kuch hai.. main padha likha nahi hon..
chacha ji ne teweez khola.. andar se ek choti si theli nikli.. usay achchi tarha se dhaage se lapeta hua tha.. dhaaga kamzor ho chuka tha, jaise hi usay hath laga wo jaga jaga se toot kar alag hone laga..
dhaga hata to ek chhoti si plastic ki theli saamne aai. aur us theli me ek kagaz tha.. main apne honto par zubaan ferte hue renu ko dekhne laga.. renu pehle taweezz ki taraf hi dekh rahi thi.. mere dekhte hi renu ne mujhe dekha.. renu ka chehra bhi josh se bhara uha tha.. wo bhi jaanna chahti thi.. andar se kya kuch nikalta hai... halat to sab ki hi ek jaisi hi.. par renu ki aur meri halat sabb se zayada kahrab thi..
us theli ko alag kiya gaya to.. uske andar se jo kagaz nikla uski halat dekh kar to ek baar dil ki dhadkan hi thamm si gai.. wo kagaz bhi ghage ke jaise hi apni taqat kho chuka tha.. paani to usay nahi laga tha.. par itne saalon band rehne ki waja se uski umar khatam ho gai thi..
chacha ji ne bohut dhayan se us kagaz ko kholna shuru kiya.. kagaz ke tukde hone shuru ho gaye the.. parr chacha ji ne pure kagaz ko khol hi diya.. aur fir usay niche rakh kar set karne lage.. kagaz k tukde ek sath jod kar uspar likha hua padhne ki koshish karne lage..
19 saal guzar chuke the.. to likha hua sahi kaise reh sakta tha.. 4x4" ka wo kagaz tha..
chacha:- raja beta ispar likha hua to sabb nahi pada ja raha.. par kuch kuch samjh aa raha hai..
raja:-chch..chacha ji...aap..padh..kar..batayen..kya..likha..hai..
bolna mere liye asaan nahi tha.gala khush hone laga tha... jo khushi mujhe pehle mili thi. wo puri nahi ho paayi thi.. kagaz par likha hua mujhe bhi dikh raha tha.. aur jaga jaga se likha hua mita hua tha.. sabb pata chalna mumkin nai raha tha..
renu bhi sabb dekh rahi thi.. renu ne mera hath pakad kar daba dia.. renu mujhe hosla de rahi thi..
chacha:- raja beta jitna samjh me aa raha hai, wo main padhta hon..
udai...........rana................singh................beta.......................sab.......................................................
.......................shirdi................ach................dush........................goliy..............................................judwa...
naina aur tumhe kid. .......................rana...................singh.............. .............. ..................... ............. .............jatin......us.....laila...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... shirdi............... house number
chacha:-raja beta yahi sabb likha hai ... jo maine samjha hai.. wo main tumhe detail me bata deta hon....... udaipur me hi kahi rana family hai.. jin ke tum chashmo chiragh ho.. tumhari puri family shirdi shehar ke kisi mandir me puja ke liye aai hogi.. tabb tumhare papa ke dushmano ne sabb par hamla kar diya hoga.... tumhe aur tumhari judwa behen naina ko aghwa kiya gaya hoga.. ya aghwa karna ki koshish ki gai hogi.......... aage shirdi shehar me hi kisi house ka ek number likha hua hai....... shayad wahan se tumhe kuch pata chal sake... jatin aur laila ka naam bhi likha hua hai.. parr main jatin aur laila ke baare kuch samjh nahi saka..... isliye main is baare me kuch nahi keh sakta..
chacha ji ne letter kya padha tha.. ek bomb phhod diya tha.. itna bada dhamaka hua tha... jisne andar se meri aatma takk ko jhanjhod daala tha.. itna sabb kuch hua tha meri family k saath.. wahi se main sabb se alag ho gaya tha..
kitni badi khushi mili hogi unhe, jo sabb ek saath itni door mandir me khushi manane aaye hoge.. aur dushmano ne achanak se ghaat laga kar unpar hamla kar diya hoga... meri judwaa behen naina uska kya bana hoga.. wo bhi meri hi tarha se dunya me laa-waris ghoom fir rahi hogi, ya usay aghwa hone se bacha liya hoga.
mera dil andar se khoon k aansu rone laga.... sabb k sabb hi ek dumm se shaant se pad gaye the, khamosh to sabb hi the, parr abb mere saath aur meri family ke saath hue incident eko jaan kar sab hi dukhi ho gaye the..
kaise main abb apni family ko dhundoga.. udaipur me kaise mai unhe dhund paaonga.. kaise adhure naamo se main sahi naamo takk pohnch paanga.. kaise pata lagaonga.. wo sabb kaha rehte han.. jaisi un sabb ki dushami thi.. na-jaane kya hua hoga us kaand k baad.. kahi meri hi tarha se koi aur na bichhad gaya ho.. kahi us roz chalne wali goliyon me kisi ki jaan na chali gai ho.. kitne vichaar aa rahe the mere mann ne....... ye sabb sochte sochte mere damag ne kaam karna chhod diya tha...
baba:- raja beta, khud ko sambhalo, abhi tumhe ek lamba safar karna hai, kya tum abhi se hi thak kar baith jaaoge.. khud ko shaant rakho.. shaant renhe se hi sabb samjh me aayega.. abhi sabb pata bhi to nahi hai naa hume.. adhe se zayada to mit chuka hai..
renu:- raja tum pareshan kyun ho rahe ho, baat to dukh ki hi hai, parr wo sabb to beet chuka, guzre waqt ko wapis bhi to nahi laaya ja sakta naa..
ek baat achchi bhi to hui hai, pehle tum sabb baaton se anjaan the.. abb to bohut kuch pata chal chuka hai.. jab itna pata chal hi gaya hai to baaki ka bhi pata chal hi jaayega.. raaste to mil hi gaye han naa.. to dukhi hona chhodo.. aur aage ka socho..
chacha:- raja beta kagaz par adhe se zayada mita hua hai, aur akhir ki teen line to puri tarha se hi mit chuki hai, ho sakta ha, kuch aisa ho jo tumhare liye achcha ho.. jo address likha hua hai.. wahi se baaki ka sabb pata kar sakte ho..
achche ki ummeed rakho.. aur dil chhota matt karo..
sabb mujhse aisi hi baaten karte rahe... sabb mujhe hosla dene ki koshish kar rahe the.... parr ye sabb itna bhi asaan nahi tha.. abhi taza taza zakhm aaye the, khud par kaabu paane me time to lagna hi tha.. dil ki halat itni jaldi to sambhalne wali nahi thi......
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TIME:09:40:PM:
maina ur renu is waqt ek alag jhonpdi me the... zaheer ki family ko bhi ek alag jhonpdi de di gai thi... shaam takk hum baba k paas hi rahe the.. zaheer ko sham ko kuch hosh aaya tha, parr baba ne use firse behosh kar diya tha.. zaheer abb suba se pehle nahi uthne wala tha.. raat ko agar zaheer ko hosh aata hai to baba ne tahir baig ko kuch diya tha, jisse zaheer ko firse behosh kiya ja sakta tha.. baba ne ek droper me zaheer ki ankh k liye kuch tahir baig ko de diya tha... zaheer ki tension ek baar to khatam ho hi gai thi...
main aur renu khatiya ko chhod kar niche zameen par chataai bichha kar lete hue the.. renu ka sarr mere seene par tha, aur hum dono hi kuch der se khamosh the.
main aur renu wahi letter wali baat ko lekar hi soch rahe the.. wo sabb hamare damag se jaa hi nahi raha tha.. itna kuch jo hua tha, guzre hue samay me.. kitna kuch jhela hoga meri maa ne mere papa ne, meri family ne ... aur meri naina wo kis haal me hogi... naina k liye mera dil kuch zayada hi machalne laga..
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nice update..!!Update ::: 31
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renu mere seene par sarr rakhe hue soch me doobi hui thi.. mera hath renu ki peeth kar chal raha tha.. aur main bhi renu ki tarha se socho me gumm tha..'
renu:- raja...
raja:- hmmm
renu:- raja bohut dard ho raha ha na dil me..
raja:- haan renu, itna dard ho raha hai, sehn karna mushkil hai..
renu:- raja tum dard sehn nahi karoge.. khud ko mazbut nahi banaaoge to gharwalu ko kaise dhundoge.. raja, wo sabb bhi to din raat rote rehte honge naa..
raja:- haan renu, mujhe sabb ehsaas ho raha hai, isi liye to dil kuch zayada hi machal raha hai.. na-jaane sabb kis haal me honge..
renu mere upar chhad kar let gai, aur apni dono taango ko side me kar liya..
renu mere honto ko halka choomti hui boli..
renu:- naina kitna payara naam hai naa..
raja:-(main naina naam ko dil me dohrane laga) haan renu naina bohut hi payara naam hai.. wo meri judwa behen hai.. renu meri jaan mera dil naina k liye kuch zayada hi machal raha hai... mann me ulte seedhe vichaar aane lage han.. pata nahi wo kahan hogi, kis haal me hogi..
renu:- (mere honto apr ungli chalate hue) raja bhagwan par bharosa rakho,naina jahan bhi hogi achchi hi hogi..
raja:- haan renu, abb to bhagwan se achche ki ummeed hi rakhi ja sakti ha, jis tarha se haqeeqat khul kar saamne aai hai.. renu usne mujhe hala kar rakh diya hia.. abb aur mujhse raha nahi jaayega.. abb to jald hi mujhe sabb ko dhundna hoga.. agar bhagwan na kare, meri naina bhi meri hi tarha se kahi gumm hai, to usay bhi dhundna padega..
renu:- raja tum aaj ki raat mujhe pura pyaar de do, jiske liye mai tadap rahi ho.. mera dil tumme sana jaane k liye machal raha hai.. mujhe itna sukun de do.. main bhi apne saare gham bhl jaaon.. uske baar tum kal suba hote hi mujhe yahi chhod kar shirdi k liye nikal jaao...
raja:- nahi renu, main yahan se to jaaoga hi.. parr main tumhare liye koi khatra piche nahi chhod kar ja sakta.. mere pichhe kuch ulta seedha ho gaya to, kaise main sabb sehn kar paaonga.. renu tum meri jaan ho.. mujhe apne maa baba ko bhi dhundna ha.. pr agar tum ek baar fir mujhse door hui to meri khushi adhuri reh jaayegi... main pal pal marta rahunga... mai ek baar firse tumhe khona nahi chahta.... aur tumhe pyaar karne ke liye, tumme me sama jaane ke liye, tumhari khushbu ko khud me utaarne k liye, to main bhi kabb se taras raha hon.. mujhe jo bechaini hai wo tumhare pyaaar se kamm ho jaayegi.. renu tum to mere dil ki dhadkan ho.. tum bin bhi to main adhura hi hon naa..
renu mere chehre ko choomne lagi.... aur mai bhi abb yaadon ko side me rakh kar apni renu ke pyaar me doob jaana chahta tha..
mera dil aur meri aatma kabse renu ke lams k liye bechain the.. renu meri thi, parr abhi tak hum ek dusra ka pura pyaar nahi pa sake the.. aaj wo khushi k pal aa gaye the, jabb hum dono hi ek dusre ka pura pyaar paane wale the.. ek dusre me puri tarha se sama jaana chahte the...
mere hath meri renu ki kamar par chalne lage.. hume koi jaldi nahi thi, hum dono hi khud ko puri tarha se mehsus karna chahte the.. ye hamari, hamare dil ki, hamari aatma ki zarurat thi.. renu meri thi aur main renu ka. humen sex ki chaah nahi thi.. hum to bass sharir milan se ek dusre se aatma milan karna chah rahe the.. ye hamari zarurat bhi thi..
sex k liye bhale hi mere andar maujud zeher ne mujhe naya rang de diya tha, naya maza bhi de diya tha.. deepti aur nidhi ko chodte hue mujhe maza bhi bohut aaya tha, par wo mere andar ka zaher tha.. abb bhi mere andar ka zeher active ho gaya tha. parr abb wo bhi jaanta tha, meri bahun me mujhse samai hui meri renu hai, isliye wo bhi sharafat ke libade me tha.. aaj mere andar ka zeher mujhe ek aise anokhe safar par lejaane wala tha.. jis ki misaal nahi milne wali thi...
osha ko choda tha, lazzaton ki inteha tak ja pohncha tha.. deepti aur nidhi ko chodte hue bhi mujhe inteha ka surur mila tha..
par jo baat meri renu me thi, wo kisi aur me mujhe kahan mil sakti thi.. osha deepti aur nishi randi se to sirf jism hi mile the.. aatma milan to abb hone ja raha tha.. wo bhi usse jo meri zindagi thi, jiske hone se mere dil me shehnaiyan si bajne lagti theen...
mere hath renu ki kamar par bohut hi prem se chal rahe the.. renu bhi pure mann se dheere dheere karke mere pure chehre ko choom chaat rahi thi.. abhi renu ne mere honto par kiss nahi kiya tha.. jo meri renu ko bohut zayada pasand tha..
renu ne ek baar kaha tha.."raja jabb tumhare chehre par baal nahi honge to tumhare honto par kiss karne me kitna maza aayega"
aaj wahi samay a gaya tha.. jabb renu k dil ki murad puri hone wali thi.. mera chehra hi saaf nahi hua tha.. mera chehra chamak bhi gaya tha.. abhi takk humne khud ki khubsurti ki baat bhi nahi ki thi.. abhi to hamari aatma piyasi thi. pehle hum dono hi khud ki piyas bujha lena chahte the..
hum andar se toote hue the, khud ko jod lena chahte the.. hum ek dusre k pyaar ke liye taras rahe the.. hamare dil ek dusre ki dhadkan ko ek karne lena chahte the.. jo tadap pichle 2 mahino se hume mili thi.. hum wo tadap mita dena chahte the...
baaton ke liye abhi hamare pass bohut se topic the... khud ki talash ka ek topic tha.. to renu ke baare me jaanne ka bhi ek topic tha.. abhi takk to humen khud ko sahi se time dene ka bhi time nahi mila tha.. pehle island se bhaage the.. to time nahi mila tha.. uske baad akhil kutte ne hume alag karke wo time chhen liya tha.. fir mujhe maar kar phenk diya tha.. hum dono ek dusre se fir alag ho gaye the.. pehle ek dusre ko dekh kar dil ki piyas kisi hadd takk bujha liya karte the.. wo bhi adhuri reh gai thi...
abb firse mujhe khud ko talash karne k liye apni renu se door jaana padega..
aur jaane se pehle mujhe renu ka pura pyaar paa lena tha.. aur apni renu ko pura pyaar dena tha.... khud ke dil ki piyas bhi bujhaani thi.. aur apni renu ke dil ki bhi...
renu ne abb mere honto ko apne honto me le liya tha.. renu ke pair mere side me phele hue the.. renu ki chut puri tarha se mere lund par thi..
pehle to mera lund shaant tha.. parr abb renu ki chut ki khushbu pa ke wo jaagne laga tha.. wo jaagta kyun na.. wo to pehle se hi meri renu ki chut ki khushbu ko khud me basa chuka tha. wo bhi eri renu ki chut ke lams ka aadi ho gaya tha.. wo bhi khush ho gaya tha.. jaise renu meri jaan thi, vaise hi renu ki chut mere lund ki jaan thi..
aaj lund aur chut ke milan se hamari aatma ek hone wali thi...
renu halke halke mere lund par aage piche bhi hone lagi thi..renu ki chut ki garmi se mera lund khush hone laga tha... renu pure mann se mere honto ko slowly slowly choom aur chaat rahi thi.. renu k narm hont mere honto ko kaid kiye apna sawad de rahe the.. renu ke hatho ki ungliyan mere sar ke bolon me chal rahi thee..
maine apne hath se renu ki kameez ko upar sarkana shuru kar diya.. jab renu ki kameez upar hui to maine renu ke chutdon parr apne hath rakh diye.. renu ne panty pehni thi.. jo mere ek angothe ne feel kar li thi.. renu ki loose shalwar ko main renu ke chutdo se upar uthane laga.. renu ne elastic wali shalwar pehni hui thi..
kuch seconds baad hi maine renu ki shalwar me apne dono hath daal kar renu k nange chudton par rakh diye.. renu ne mere hatho ka suparsh apne chutdo par paaya to mujhe kiss karte hue ruk si gai...
aaj ek muddat ke baad maine aur mere hatho ne renu k nange badan ko mehsus kiya tha.. renu ke bahar ko nikle hue chuttad mere hatho me aaye to mujhe bohut sukun mila.... mere andar ek surur ki leher si daud gai... main dheere dheere karke renu k dono chutdo ko dabane laga.. .. renu ne apne pair side me karke mode hue the.... jis waja se renu ke chuttad kuch kasse hue the.. renu ke chuttado ko chune se mere lund ki saari susti khatam ho gai thi.. abb wo pure joban par tha..
jo renu ki chut ke niche daba hua machalne laga tha.. renu mere lund ki uchhal koood ki parwa kiye bina hi mere honto ko apne honto me liye choos rahi thi.. ab renu ki speed kuch badh gai thi.. mere lund ne renu ko mood me la kahda kiya tha..renu ne mere lund par apni chut ki ragad kuch aur bhi sakht kar di thi..... mera lund kuch aur bhi maza me aane laga tha.... renu ki chut ne paani chhodna shuru kar dia tha.. renu ko maza aane laga .. renu thoda kass ke mere honto ko apne honto me liye choos rahi thi.. renu kabhi mere upar wale honto ko apne honto me liye kiss karti to kabhi neeche wale honto ko..
renu k boobs mujhe apne seene par sakht hote hue mehsus hone lage.. renu garam ho rahi thi.. meri renu mere liye kitna tadpi thi.. mera pyaar paane k liye renu ko kitna intezar karna pada tha.. mujhe bhi to apni renu k liye bohut tadpa tha.
mera pyaar renu ko mila to renu usay apna haq samjh kar mujhse wasul kar rahi thi... renu ne mujhe kiss karna band kiya aur mere chehre par gehri gehri sanse chhodne lagi.. renu ki garam saanse mere chehre par padte hu mujhe renu ki betaabi ka ehsaas hone laga tha.. renu hot ho chuki thi.. renu ki tarha renu ki chut bhi garmi chhodne lagi thi.renu ki chut ka garam paani mere lund ko bhigone laga tha.. renu ki panty bhi geeli ho chuki thi.. aur geeli panty mere lund ko bhigo rahi thi.... maine renu ki gaand ki lakeer me ungli daal di aur fir apni ungli ko renu ki gaand ki darar aur gaand ke chhed me hilane laga..
renu ki panty main apni unlgiyon se pehle hi side me hata chuka tha.... meri ungli bohut achche se meri renu ki gaand ko choom rahi thi....
renu:- siiiiiiiiii .. raja.. kitne dino baad aaj firse main tumhara pyaar pa rahi hon.. kitna tadpi thi mai tumhare liye raja.. kitni hi raaten tumhari yaad me maine ro ro kr guzar di theen.. raja mera tumse door rehne ka mann nahi hota.. mear mann karta hai.. hamesha hi aise tumme samai rahun.. kitna sakun hai naa raja tumahri bahun me.............renu imotional ho gai thi..renu ki aankh se aansu tapak kar mere gaalo par girne lage..... main renu ki gaand ke chhed me ungli kar raha tha. meri ungli wahi ruk gai.....
raja:-(renu ke honto ko choomte hue) haan renu tum bohut tadpi ho mere liye... mera dil is baat ka gawah hai.. tumhare dard ko ye bhi to puri tarha se mehsus karta raha hai.. jitna dard tumne saha hai.. mujhe bhi to utna hi dard hua hai.. renu meri jaan ho tumm.. hamare jism zarur alag alag hain.. parr hamare dil aur hamari aatma to ek hi hai naa...
renu maine abhi tumhe bataya nahi hai.. par raat main akhil kutte ki kothi me gaya tha... renu tumhare apmaan ki ek kist maine unse wasul kar li hai... renu meri jaan, mera tumhare bina kisi ke jism ko chhone ka mann nahi hota hai .. kuch aisa hua hai.. jo mujhe karna to nahi chahiye tha.. par mere dil me jo aag lagaai gai hai.. wo mujhse sehn nahi hui isliye maine apna aur tumhara badla lene k liye wo sabb kar liya jo mujhe nahi karna chahiye tha..
renu;- raja aisa kya kiya hai tumne..... renu ke aansu thamm gaye the..
raja:- renu maine raat kothi me ghuskar jatin ka gala kaat kar usay katal kar diya... aur deepti aur nidhi ka rape bhi kar diya.. wo bhi bohut buri tarha se.
renu:- raja sach me tumne ye sabb kar diya ha..
raja- haan renu, main kaise ye bardasht kar sakta tha. koi meri renu ko itna dard de.. uspar itna zulm kare.. meri renu ki izzat ki taraf buri nazar se dekhe.. abhi to main aur bhi bohut kuch karna chahta hon us sabb ke saath..
renu meri baat sun kar khush ho gai thi.. renu mujhpar apna pyaar lutane lagi.. renu mere pure chehre ko choomne lagi.. renu ko khushi bhi bohut mil rahi thi.. renu ki ankhon se ek baar firse aansu behne lage.. parr renu nahi ruki wo aansu bahate hue mere chehre ko choomti rahi...
kuch der baad renu ruki to uski ankhon se aansu beh kar mere gaalo ko firse bhigone lage...
renu:- raja, mere andar ka dard tumhari baat sunkar kamm ho gaya hai... raja tumne bilkul sahi kiya hai. us ghar ki kameeni aurton ke sath aisa hi hona chahiye tha.. raja tum nahi jaante, us khandan k sabhi mard meri hi tarha se aur bhi kai ladkiyon ko pamaal kar chuke han.... raja unme koi bhi daya k layak nahi hai.. deepti ko tumne bhi bohut achche se dekha aur samjha hai. woi bohut badi kameeni hai raja.. uska aur akhil kutte ka apas ke najayaz rishta bhi hai.. aur bhi pata nahi kya kuch us khandan me hota rehta ha..
raja tumne us deeepti kuttiya ke sath aur nidhi randi ke sath bohut achcha bartao kiya hai.. mujhe bhut khushi hui hai raja tumhare aise karne se.. tum
khud ko doshi matt samjho... is sabb se to mere dil ko bohut zayada sukun mila hai.. aur raja hamara pyaar lafzon ka mohtaj bhi nahi hai.. tumhe mujhe kuch bhi batane ki bhi zarurat nahi hai.. tum kuch bhi karoge mera pyaar tumhare liye hamesha hi badhta rahega..kamm hone ki to baat hi nahi ha.. hamara rishta to aatma aur dil ka hai.. tum kabhi bhi kisi bhi baat ko le ke pareshan matt hona... meri taraf se tumhe kabhi koi pareshani nahi hogi......
mujhe pehle se hi pata tha renu k dil k baare me.. humne ek dusre se zayada baaten nahi ki thee. ek dsure ko zayada time bhi nahi tha... par thode se hi samay me hum ek dusre ko puri tarha se jaan gaye the.. fir bhi renu ki baat sunkar mere dil ko bohut dharas mili.. main kuch bhi aisa nahi karna chahta tha, jisse renu ko koi pareshani ho.. renu ne keh diya tha k mere kuch bhi karne se renu ko koi pareshani nahi hogi.. isi liye to renu meri jaan thi.. hamare beech kisi kisam ki koi uljhan nahi thi... kabhi koi waja aisi nahi bann sakti thi, jo hume ek dusre se door karti.. ya hamare dilo me fark laati..
raja:- renu mujhe tumpar kisi kisam ka koi bhi shak nahi hai.. tum to meri dil me basti ho.mere dil ki dhadkan ho.. aur mere khoon ke saath saath mere pure jism me daud rahi ho.... fir bhi tumhara mujhpar pura pura haq hai.. aur main kuch bhi karunga.. wo sabb tume pata hona zaruri hai.. main kuch bhi kabhi bhi tumse chhupana nahi chahta.. renu jabb mujhe maar kar pahari se neeche phenk diya gaya tha to baba aur anju ne mujhe bacha liya tha.. fir baba ne mera ilaj apne hisaab se kiya jiss waja se mere andar zeher shamil hone laga.... us zeher ko nikalne k liye.. baba ne basti ki hi ek aurat ko mujhse chudne k liye keh diya tha.. renu main ye sabb tumhare sath karna chahta tha, parr baba ne keh diya tha.. k wo zeher tumhe nuksan dega.. isliye mujhe pehle us aurat k saath sex karna pada.. osha se to tum mil hi chuki ho.. ek hafte takk maine uske saath sambhog kiya ha renu.. tabb ja ke main apni renu ke layak bana hon.. warna mere andar ka zeher humhe bohut nuksan pohncha sakta tha..... aur bhi kuch aisa hai jo tumhe janna chahiye..
uske baad maine renu ko sabb bata diya.. puri detail k sath.. baba ka pura ilaj.....sandhu ji ki trainning aur anju k saath beeti aakhri raat ka haal bhi maine renu ko bata diya..
renu meri baat pure dhayan se sunn rahi thi.. mere andar zeher hai, ye jaan kar pehle to wo puri jaan se hill si gai thi.. jabb usay pata chala k abb mere andar ka zeher nuksan nahi dene wala to wo shaant ho gai thi.. parr abb renu bohut zayada khush thi...
renu:- raja tumpar bohut bura waqt aaya tha.. parr bura waqt to hum dono par hi aaya tha.. raja bhagwan kisi bhi insaan ko bina tyaag ke khushiyan bhi to nahi deta naa.. dekho raja humne apna tyaag kar diya hai.. abb dekhna bhagwan hume kabhi kisi aur azmayesh me nahi daalega.. abb hamari zindagi me khushiyan hi khushiyan hogi.. raja pehle tum bhikaari maa k paas rahe.. fir island par ja phanse, fir akhil kutte k shikanje me ja phanse.. bhagwan ne tumhe kitni badi azmayesh me daala tha.. abb dekho naa raja bhagwan ne abb us taweez ke zariye tumhe inaam bhi to de diya hai naa.. hume firse mila diya.. tume nayi zindagi bhi mil gai aur tum dunya se ladne layak bhi bann gaye ho.. pehle tumhe dunya ki itni samjh nahi tha.. parr abb baba k ilaj se tum kitne badal gaye ho..
sandhu ji ne tumhe har kisam ki ladai ladna sikha diya hai..tum apne dushamo se haar nahi maano ge.. sabhi ko mohn tod jawab doge...
dekho naa raja bhagwan ne itne dukh diye han.. to inaam bhi to kitne mil gaye han naa... abb to hamari zindagi me khushiyan hi khushiyan hongi.. mujhe bhi bohut dard sehna pada hai raja..meri kahani bhi tumhari kahani se milti julti hai raja.. mere hi chacha ne mere maa pita ko maar kar hamari haveli aur saari jayedaad par kabza kar liya tha.. wo mujhe bhi maarna chahta tha.. par main haveli se bhaag hai... raja main chacha se to bach gai.. par tumhari hi tarha se us island me jaa phansi.. raja hamara dard ek hi hai.. par mere liye khushi ki baat bhi ha raja...( renu itna bol kar mere honto ko achche choomne lagi.. fir renu ne mere mohn me apni jeeb daal di, aur usay mere mohn me ghumane lagi, kuch der renu aise hi karti rahi, fir aage boli) mujhe tum mil gaye ho raja... main to kabhi soch bhi nahi sakti thi.. maa pita ki maut ke baad .. island par phasna.. fir wahan se bhagna aur zinda salamat wahan se bach nikalna... fir tumhara meri zindagi me aana... dekho bhagwan ne mujhe kitna bada inaam diya hai raja... jitne dard maine jhele han raja.. maine bhi kabhi nahi socha tha, tum mujhe mil jaaoge.. parr bhagwan ne mere liye bohut zayada khushiyan likhi hui theen.. tumhe meri zindagi me laa ke bhagwan ne mujhe mere saare dukho ko door kar diya ha raja........
renu khushi se aansu bahane lagi... renu bohut zayada imotional ho gai thi.. par renu ne kitni khubsurat baaten ki theen.. mere andar ka saara dard jo us paper par likhe hue ko jaanne ke baad se musalsal ho raha tha, wo khatam hone laga..
sach hi to tha.. bhagwan ne hum dono se hi bohut bada tyaag liya tha.. wo bhi baar baar, parr bhagwan ne inaam bhi to hum dono ko hi bade bade diye the...
mujhe renu mil gai.. meri zindagi me khushiyan hi khushiyan aa gai.. fir mujhe mere asal ka pata chala.. ye to jaan hi gaya tha.. k main kisi bade khandan se hon.. abhi bhatka hua hon to kya hua.. dil ka dard to kamm ho gaya tha.. shanakht karne layak kuch to mila hi tha mujhe....
aur main na-shukra nahi kehlana chahta tha.. abb mere andar se saara gham dheere dheere karke khatam hone laga... renu aur main kitne khush naseb the, jo hum dono hi ek dusre ko mil gaye the.. aur kitni badi khushi mili thi hume.. jo ek baar marne k baad bhi hum firse mill rahe the.. bhagwan ne jitna dard ka samaan kiya tha mere liye ... rahat ke liye bhi dard se badhkar kar kiya tha..
mujhe khushiyan bhi to abb behisaab milne lagi theen... abhi kuch khushiyan adhuri han.. apr milne ke chance bhi to bann gaye han...
main apne honto se apni renu ke aansuoon ko peene laga.. renu ki ankhon se behne wale khushi ke aansu mere andar utar kar mujhe bhi khushi dene lage... ye raat hum dono k liye hi dheron khushiyan lekar aai thi... humen jitni khushiyan aaj mil rahi theen.. aaj se pehle hamari zindagi me kabhi nahi aai theen..
aaj ki raat hum dono saare gham bhul kar bhagwan ki taraf se di gai khushiyan ko celebrate karne me lagg gaye the...
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