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Nice one BiradarUpdate..10
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Black Formula
ashish ka pura chahra pasine se bhig chuka tha. meri power ko jaan kar wo sookhe patte ki tarah larzne laga. ashish kahin gir na jaaye, ye soch kar maine ek hath ashish ke kandhe par rakhne ki sochi.. ashish ghabra kar do kadam piche hat gaya..."nn..nahi..nahi..mujhe..chhuna..matt"
hahaha.. ashish dar gaya tha.
foran hi wo sharminda bhi ho gaya. mujhse dar gaya tha. kuch der pahle kya kuch nahi bol gaya tha mujhse. surbhi ko divorce dene ki baat kar raha tha. mujhe surbhi se shadi karne ke liye bol raha tha. mera ye wala roop dekh kar dahshat me aa gaya tha.
"mujhse dar rahe ho ashish" ab main kisi hadh tak normal tha. apni shakti dekh jaan kar main bohut khush tha. jawalamukhi pathar mere andar puri tarah se sama chuka tha. uski visheshata mujhme parvesh kar chuki thi. mai extraordinary human ban chuka tha.
ashish khud par kabu pane ke bad bola..."surbhi ne mujhse kaha tha arvind normal insan nahi ha. wo extraordinory human ha.. poonam bhi zindagi ki or lautne lagi ha. surbhi jaisi wafadar patni, mujhe dil me basa kar bhi tumhare liye pagal ha.. maine bhi man liya tha. sach me tum dusron se alag ho.. kuch to khas bat ha tumme.. tumhare andar ki heat ka bataya tha mujhe surbhi ne.. surbhi par main itna vishwas karta hon. wo kuch bhi kah de.. main sochta nahi, turant maan leta hon.. ab tumhari takat dekh kar mujhe aur bhi yakin aa gaya ha.. sach me tum dusron se alag ho arvind.."
ashish dhire dhire puri tarah se normal ho gaya tha. uska dar jata raha tha..
"chalo yahan se wapis chalte han"
ashish ne mera hath thaam liya..." arvind tumhare surbhi ko chhu lene ke baad surbhi tumhe kabhi bhul nahi payegi.. tum surbhi ko apna lo.."
main laava stone bare sochne laga tha.. ashish ki baat suni toh" is baare me bhi soch lenge ashish.. surbhi ko divorce dene ki baat mat karo"
"tum samjh nahi rahe ho arvind.. surbhi ke dil me bhale hi main tha. par ab tum uski nas nas me sama chuke ho.. uski aatma jo pahle mere naam ki mala japa karti thi. ab wo tumhare naam ho chuki ha.. aaj dekha ha maine usay.. kitni khush dikhi wo mujhe. kitni santusht dikhi wo mujhe.."
ashish ki awaz me dard aur hasrat dono the.. wo surbhi se alag nahi hona chahta tha. par halat aise rukh par aa rahe the. wo ye faisla lene par majbur tha..
"ghar chalo wahin baat karenge.. koi beech ka rasta sochte han.. waise main heran hon tumhari soch jaan kar. tumhare jaisa bhi koi premi ho sakta ha. mujhe andaza nahi tha.."
ashishi pheeki hasi has pada... kuch minto me hum firse ghar par the.. poonam daud kar aai aur mujhse lipat gayi.. surbhi ajib sa chahra liye kabhi mujhe to kabhi ashish ko dekhne lagi. kabhi wo nazren chura rahi thi.. ab main bhi samjh chuka tha.. surbhi kyun itni zayada bahak uthi thi..
ab main jaan gaya tha ye sab laava pathar ke karan ho raha tha. laava pathar ki heat ne hi surbhi ko sab bhula kar meri bana diya tha.. main ye jaan kar heran tha. laava pathar ki heat ne surbhi jaisi pyar ki devi ko bhi pighala diya tha. hairat ki bat thi. sachi premika kaise apni raah badal sakti ha. kisi gair ki bahun me aane ke liye machal sakti ha.. ab mujhe laava stone ki asli kshamta bare jankari mil rahi thi. aur bhi najane kya kya kar sakta tha laava stone.. mujhe sadhu ji maharaj ya fir aghori baba ke jaise hi kisi aur mahapurush ko dhundna hoga.. wahin mujhe laava stone bare sahi se bata sakte the. ab mujhe is baat ki chinta bhi nahi rahi thi. koi mujhse laava stone chheen sakta tha. sadhu ji maharaj ne kaha tha.
"jwalamukhi pathar ki raksha karo. jab tak ye tumhare andar parvesh na kar jaaye.. iske baare me kabhi kisi ko na batana"
20 saalon me laava stone ring se nikal kar mere sharir me parvesh kar chuka tha. ab ise koi mujhse chheen nahi sakta tha.. par iske chalte dunya meri dushman zarur ban sakti thi. takat kisi ek ke paas zayada ho to dusron ke liye sahn karna mushkil hota ha. koi bhi kisi ko khud se badhkar dekhna nahi chahta.. main ek padha likha vyakti tha.. aisi baaten bohut ache se janta tha.. poonam ko god me bithaye main ye sab soch raha tha.
surbhi aur ashish dono kamre me chale gaye.. ashish ne park me jo hua wo surbhi ko bata diya.. sunkar surbhi bhi shocked ho gayi. wo andar se aur bhi khil uthi thi. main uski ragon me khun bankar daudne laga tha. usay ashish ke baad ek aur premi mila tha.. jo dunya se alag tha. jaisa hamesha wo ashish ke liye socha karti thi. usse kahin badhkar sache mann se wo mere liye soch rahi thi.. ashish surbhi ka chahra dekh raha tha.. jahan uske dil me dard hua.. wahin usay meri baaten yaad aayen to umid ki ek kiran bhi usay dikhai dene lagi.. poonam ke liye apni mohabbat ke liye wo balidan dene ko tyar tha. par surbhi se alag hona nahi chahta tha. koi aur solution nahi tha uske paas mujhe apne paas rakhne ke liye.. poonam ko zindagi dene ke liye.. surbhi ke bechaini ko hamesha ke liye kam karne ke liye.. mere un teeno ki life me aa jane se hulchal mach uthi thi. jahan poonam ki jaan bachne ki umid janam le chuki thi. wahin surbhi ke ang ang me bhi main sama chuka tha. aur ye baat ashish ne bohut gahrayi tak jaan li thi. main hamesha ke liye chala bhi jata to bhi ab surbhi ashish ko pahle jaisi nahi milne wali thi. yahi soch kar ashish dil par pathar rakh kar balidan dene ka faisla kar betha tha..
ashish kuch der me store par chala gaya. main poonam se baaten karne laga.. poonam ab tezi se normal hoti ja rahi thi.. jaisa ki poonam ke baare me suna tha. poonam apni umar ki bachiyon se bohut aage thi.. har tarah ki baat kar leti thi. genius bhi thi.
ab uski baaton se mujhe bhi andaza hone laga tha. poonam ka sath mujhe bohut payara lagne laga.
nisha india laut aayi thi apne parivar ke sath.. prashant ne suna to khushi se uchhal pada.. manoj hasne laga..
"kahan ha wo is samay.. chal yaar chalte han uske paas.. bohut saal beet gaye usay chode hue.. chal milkar uski lete han"
"thand rakh prashant.. usay ek din rest to karne de.. ab wo yahin rahne wali ha.. kahin bhagi nahi ja rahi.. wo hamare liye hi to aayi ha.."
prashant saala apne lund ko sambhal nahi pa raha tha. apni patni ke saamne usay lund ko khada karne ke liye mehnat karni padti thi. nisha ka naam sunte hi bina deri ke akadne lagta tha.. prashant besharmi se hasne laga..
mummy papa kothi ke ek kamre tak seemit ji rahe the. nurses unki seva me lagi hui thi. dono bina kisi aas ke ji rahe the. kis ki aas paalte dil me. mere bare me jante nahi the ki main laut aaya hon..
baki sab taraf shanti thi. shadyatr rachne wale kam par lage hue the. par abhi ke liye mummy papa kaiyon ki pohch se door the, toh kuch kar nahi pa rahe the.
ek baat jo mere mann me aai thi.. pichle 20 saalon se main apne mummy papa se door tha. ab tak bhagwan unki raksha karta aaya tha. meri patni aur betiyon ke sath asal me kya beeti. wo ab kahan hongi. main nahi janta tha. ek baat sochi jaye. main 20 saal pahle hi mar chuka tha. ab jo mar chuka ho, wo kaise kisi ka bhala kar sakta tha. bhagwan ne har kisi ke bhagy me jo likha hota ha. hona to wahi ha. jaise mere bhagy me jo likha tha wo ho gaya tha. main 20 saal ke baad firse ji utha tha. mummy papa ke paas khazana ha.. ye jaan kar mere bhai bahno ka khun pani ho gaya tha. isi ke chalte meri patni aur betiyon par hamla hua.. mere sasural walun ko jaan se maar diya gaya. tab main rahta bhi to kuch nahi kar sakta tha. karta to tab, jab bhagwan mujhe himmat deta.. sabka vinash mere bahgy me likhta.. jo hona tha wo ho chuka tha. mummy papa, sasural walun ke liye apni patni aur betiyon ke liye kuch nahi kar paya tha..
ab lauta tha.. ab main jo karne wala tha.. zarur wo sab mere bhagy me likha ja chuka tha. ye sab ab hi hona tha.. zarur ye bhi likha ja chuka tha. ab mera bhagwan par vishwas pahle se adhik paripoorn tha.
jaldbazi se kam bigadte han. susti se kaam adhure rahte han. main na jaldbazi karna chahta tha aur na hi susti ka. jaldbazi aur susti mere apnu ki maut thi. is bhari dunya me abhi main akela tha.. sharirik power ke siva mere paas aur koi power nahi thi. mujhpar khatra banta to apni suraksha kar sakta tha. apnu par ban aati to problem ban jati.
pahle bohut se log mujhe jante the. ab main mangal singh ke siva koi nahi janta tha. ashish aur surbhi meri asal se anjan the. abhi main kisi ko apni asliyat bata bhi nahi sakta tha. ek bar apne dosto par vishwas karke dhoka kha chuka tha. ashish aur surbhi par shak nahi kar sakta tha. par main nadan nahi tha. nahi janta tha, meri rahen kitni kashin hone wali han. aise me mujhe ek ek step soch samjh kar lena tha..
poonam ko sula kar mai kamre se nikla. surbhi rat ke khane ki tyari me lagi hui thi. mujhe dekha to sharma kar nazren chura gayi. mai usay piche se dekhne laga. dil ek bar firse uske machalne laga. par main wahin khada raha. khud se ladta raha. surbhi jaise jawan aurat se door rahna asambhav tha. jabki main ye bhi janta tha. surbhi bhi meri aghosh me aane ke liye betab ha. ashish ki or se bhi koi rok tok nahi thi. usne khud se apni patni mujhe sonp di thi. aise me kaise main khud par control rakh pata. surbhi ka gadraya sharir mujhe apni aur khench raha tha. par is bar main aage nahi badha. wahin se surbhi ko dekhta tha. surbhi ke sharir me kanpan si hone lagi thi. wo mud kar mujhe dekhne ke liye bechain hone lagi. meri nigahu ki tapish ko surbhi ne apne sharir par pa liya tha. wo janti thi main usay hi taad raha hon. jaise main uske liye machal raha tha. wo bhi mere liye machal rahi thi. kuch der tak usay dekhte rahne ke baad main ghar se nikal pada. aise hi ghumta raha shaam tak.
shaam ke baad ghar lauta to ashish bhi laut chuka tha. poonam uth chuki thi... mere gale me bahen daal kar naraz hote hue mujhse boli...'chachu aap kaha chale gaye the mujhe chhod kar"
"main bhala apni beti ko chhod kar kaise ja sakta hon"
poonam ne khush hokar mere gaal ko chum liya.."i love you chachu" muaahhh..muhaahh..
ashish aur surbhi dono poonam ko khush dekh kar khil uthe the. dono ki jan basti thi poonam me. aur ab meri bhi.. poonam mujhe meri betiyon ke jaise hi pyari ho gayi thi.
poonam kai mahino se chain ki nind nahi so saki thi. ab wo aksar hi meri ashosh me heat paa kar so jaya karti thi. 24 hrs me se 16-17 ghante wo soya karti thi. raat 10 baje wo firse so gayi.. main ek balnket usay odha kar kamer se nikal pada..
dusre kamre ka door khula hua tha. andar ashish aur surbhi baton me lage hue the. dono fasla rakh kar bed par bethe the. kitni hairat ki baat thi. dono pati patni the, dono premi the. fir bhi fasla rakhe hue the ek dusre se. shayad mere intezar me the dono.. mujhe aate dekha to dono bed se utar kar khade ho gaye..
pata nahi yahan mujhe hasna chahiye tha ya afsos karna chahiye tha. nahi janta. dono baten ek hi pal me mere mann me aayi.
"khade kyu ho gaye aap dono.. betho.."
surbhi ne ashish ko dekha. wo ek bar firse nazren chura gayi thi.. kamre me rakhi ek chair mai bed ke karib ghaseet kar beth gaya..
"beth jaiye plz. aapka ghar ha. aur aap dono khade han.. mahman bhi nahi hon main."
dono ek dusre ko dekh kar bethne lage. ab bhi dono ne fasla rakha hua tha. dono khamosh rahe, kuch nahi bole.. mujhe hi bolna pada.
"zindagi behad sundr ha. kabhi kabhi zindagi ki sundrta khatam hoti hui dikhai dene lagti ha... zindagi me jitni khushiyan milti han. utne dard bhi milte han.. kabhi dhoop to kabhi chhaon.. insan kya ha? mitti ka bana ek putla.. kisi bhi insaanme bhaavanaon ka vishesh mahatv hota hai.. usi se insan ki asal ka pata chalta ha. wo sach me insan ha ya keval ek darinda. uske karam uske jazbat insan aur haivan me farq batate han. main mumbai ke liye laut raha tha to nahi janta tha. main aap jaise mahaan logon se milunga. meri mulakat ap jaise premiyo se hogi. jo prem ki inteha ko pohnche hue honge. jo matlab ki is dunya me prem ke siva kuch jante bhi nahi honge. sach me prem ke siva is sansar me kuch ha hi nahi. prem ha to sansar ha. prem nahi to sansar bhi nahi.. prem nahi toh insan bhi nahi.. prem ha to sansar ha insan ha.. prem nahi to sansar nasht ho jaye. insan darinda ban jaye.
"main kon hon, kahan se aaya hon, kahan rahta hon. kon kon meri zindagi me ha. maine abhi apne bare me kuch nahi bataya. main bhi ek insan hon. main bhi prem ka pujari hon. main bhi ek pita hon. meri bhi betiyan han.. ek isnan, ek pita ek premi hote ke nate poonam ke liye ye sab kiya maine.. haivan hota to aisa sab nahi karta.. jaise ki ab aap dono jaan chuke han. main aam manush nahi hon. ye baat bhi mujhe abhi pata chali ha. warna ye baat main pahle nahi janta tha. main kon hon, kahan se hon. ye baat abhi nahi batunga main aapko. ye mat samjhna ki main aap par vishwas nahi kar raha. vishwas asal me kya hota ha. wo aap dono se kahne ki zarurat nahi ha mujhe. aap dono great han.. sache premi hi nahi.. sache mata pita bhi ha.. sache isnan bhi han."
dono pure dhayan se meri baat sun rahe the. surbhi to ek tik mujhe hi dekh rahe thi, wo bhi bina palken jhapkaye. main ruka aur uski ankhon me dekha to ankhen chura gayi.
maine aage bola shuru kiya...."yahan lauta to main nahi janta tha. mere andar kya kuch change aa chuka ha. wahi change poonam ko zindagi lautane laga.. aap dono khushi se jhum uthe. surbhi aur main anjane me ek dusre ke karib hue.. to fir ek aise karib hue. sab bhul bethe.(surbhi ka chahra sharam se laal padne laga. wo nazren jhuka gayi) main ye nahi kahunga, yahan surbhi galat ha. galat to main bhi khud ko nahi manta. jo hua anjane me hua. hum dono hi ek dusre hi ek dusre ke chah dil me pal bethe. jahan hum pachhtava hua. wahin chah bhi aur badh gayi.. ek bar ke baad dusri baar fir wahi hua.. aisa hona nahi chahiye tha. main nahi janta tha, mere sath koi aisa maamla ha. surbhi meri orr aur main surbhi ki orr khincha chala aaonga. ashish ab tumne kaha, surbhi kabhi mujhse door nahi rahna chahegi.. halanki aisa hona nahi chahiye tha. main khud nahi janta, meri zindagi ke aage aane wala halat kaise honge. kaisi kaisi kathnaiyan--- khair main zayada detail me nahi jaunga.. bas itna kahunga. main aisa kuch nahi chahta tha.. par honi kon taal sakta ha. jo niyati ne hamari zindagi me likh diya ha. wo to hokar hi rahna ha. na usay mai taal sakta hon aur na hi aap dono me se koi.. maine prem aur insan ki baat ki.. bhavanaon ki baat ki.. main insan bhi hon.. premi pujari bhi hon.. haivan nahi hon. bhavanon ko samjhta hon. uski kadar karta hon. main chahta to swarthi bankar apna matlab pura kar sakta tha. surbhi ke sath jaisa sab hua, main aage bhi badh sakta tha.. poonam ko chhod kar, aap dono ko chhod kar yahan se ja bhi sakta tha. par hamare bhagy me sath rahna likha ha. ek lambe samay tak sath rahna likha ha. main aise hi khamoshi se yahan se jaa kar na to poonam ki zindagi ko khatre me daal sakta hon. na aap dono ki zindagi ke rango ko pheeka bana sakta hon. pahle mera faisla kuch aur tha.. ab aur ha.. mujhe pata chal gaya ha. kyu surbhi aur main ek dusre ke bar bar itne karib ho rahe the. kyu ek dusre se door nahi ja pa rahe the.. kyu ek dusre ko bhul nahi pa rahe.. main detail me kuch nahi bata paunga. aap dono bhi plz abhi mujhse kuchh mat puchiyega..
itna bol kar main utha aur surbhi ke saamne ja pohncha. surbhi ka tab se niche jhuka chahra upar nahi utha tha.. maare sharam ke wo pani pani hone lagi thi. sharam to mujhe bhi bohut aa rahi thi. par main faisla le chuka tha. ashish surbhi ko chhod dene ki baat kar raha tha. aur main aisa kuch bhi nahi hone dena chahta tha.. baat besharmi ki bhi thi. par jahan baat zindagi ki aa jaye.. wahan thodi si kyaa? bohut zayada besharmi bhi karni pad jati ha.. surbhi ka hath tham kar maine usay bed se utaar kar apne saamne khada kar diya... surbhi kanpne lagi thi... uske pura sharir pasina chhodne laga tha. apne beinteha pyar karne wale pati ke saamne maine usay thaam liya tha.. ashish ko dekha to uske chahre par kuch bhi negetive jaisa mujhe nahi dikha...... haan par wo duvidha me zarur tha.. mera faisla jaanna chahta tha..
"surbhi meri ankhon me dekho" maine kaha to surbhi ki himmat nahi ho pa rahi thi, ashish ke saamne meri ankhon me dekh sake.. "surbhi meri ankhon me dekho"
surbhi ne dhire dhire karke chahra upar uthaya to uski ankhen band thee. uska pura chahra bhi kapkapa raha tha.. hont jaise sookhne lage the.. main jaanta tha, surbhi ki himmat kaise badhai ja sakti ha.. maine surbhi ke chahre ko thaama aur ashish ki parwa kiye bina apne hont surbhi ke honto se laga diye.. surbhi ne mujhe kiss nahi ki.. main hi uske honto ka ras peeta raha tha.. zayada der nahi guzri.. surbhi ki kanpan firse badh gayi. is baar ki kanpan madhoshi ki thi.. wo bhi bawli hui, khud ko bhuli mere honto ko puri shiddat se chusne lagi.. main janta tha, wo pal bhar me hi jhad jayegi.. aur fir hua bhi wahi.. surbhi mere kandhe par sar rakhe jhatke kha rahi thi... maine ashish ko dekha.. to uski ankhon me mujhe surbhi ke liye prem dikha.. usne live dekha tha. jaan gaya tha. kitni jaldi surbhi jhad gayi thi. ye sab meri aag ka kamal tha. warna koi nari itni jaldi kahan jhadti ha. itni jaldi to wo garm bhi nahi hoti. mere sath rahte hue wo pani pani ho gayi thi.. maine surbhi ko gale se laga liya. uski peeth sahlane laga.. thodi hi der me surbhi normal ho gayi.. mujhse lagi hui thi, wo mere nashe me thi..
"surbhi ab bhi nahi bologi tum"
"arvind main kya bolon.."
"ab bhi sharam aa rahi ha tumhe"
"sharam to mere andar se ja hi nahi sakti. kaise sar uthao main arvind.. ashish paas hi to hai.."
main uski peeth sahlate hue.."surbhi ashish ne tumhare liye balidan dene ka soch rakha ha. is bare me tum kya kahti ho"
"main... main ashish se door nahi rah sakti.. maine sacha pyar kiya ha ashish se.. pata nahi ab mujhe kya ho gaya ha.. main aisi to nahi thi.."
"main bhi aisa nahi tha. meri ek patni ha. teen betiyan han. apni patni ke siva main kabhi kisi aur ke sath aisa sab karne ki soch bhi nahi sakta tha. par karna pad raha ha. jaise tum khud ko nahi sambhal pa rahi ho. aise hi maine bhi khud ko nahi sambhal pa raha hon. main bhi bahak raha hon. jaise din ke samay bahak gaya tha.. par ye galat ha na"
"haan arvind ye bohut galat ha"
"to fir itni der se mujhse chipak kar kyu khadi ho.. mujhse alag kyu nahi ho rahi.."
"kya karun arvind.. mera khud par zor nahi chal raha.. aisa lag raha ha.. jaise hum dono ek hi taar se jude han.."
"ek hi taar se to tum aur ashish bhi jude hue ho"
"haan arvind, main aur ashish bhi ek hi taar se jude hue han"
"aur ye taar poonam ke kaaran bohut strong ha"
"haan poonam hum dono ki jaan ha"
"to fir tum teeno me se kisi ek ko bhi kuch hua to taar bhi toot jayegi'
"haan arvind. na main apni ikloti beti ko khona chahti hon aur na hi ashish ko"
"aur mujhe.?"
"ab shayad tumse doori mujhe zayada dard degi"
"uske liye tumhe ek kathin faisla karna hoga surbhi"
"kaisa faisla arvind"
"ashish balidan de raha tha."
"haan arvind, ashish mujhse bohut pyar karta ha. mere liye, poonam ke liye kuch bhi kar sakta ha.. pyar kise kahte han.. ashish se badhkar shayad koi nahi janta.. ashish mahaan ha. ashish ka prem aakash ha.."
"tum nahi de sakti ashish ke liye balidan.. prem me ashish balidan de sakta ha. to tum kyu nahi de sakti.."
"haan arvind.. mujhme itna himmat ha, main prem ke liye, ashish aur poonam ke liye kaisa bhi balidan de sakti hon"
"mujhse aur ashish se door nahi hota chahti to tumhe balidan dena hoga"
"main dungi balidan.. tumhare liye, ashish ke liye, poonam ke liye, prem ke liye"
"balidan hamesha kathin hua karte han surbhi"
"kathin hote han, tabhi to balidan kaha jata ha.. anyatha aam baat ho to usay balidan kon kahe"
"surbhi main bhi prem pujari hon, tum bhi prem pujaran ho, ashish bhi prem pujari ha"
"haan hum teeno prem pujari han"
"hum teeno aur poonam milkar ek taar se bandh jate han"
"haan.. ye sahi ha"
"to balidan ke liye tum tyar ho"
"haan arvind.. main tyar hon"
"tum mere bina nahi rah sakti. ashish ko bhi nahi khona chahti"
"haan mujhe tum dono ki chah ha"
"to hum teeno milkar ek ban jate han"
"kaise?"
"hum teeno ek samman prem pujari ban jate han.. hum teeno apni tahani ke razdar ban jate han.. hum teeno me kuch bhi chhupa nahi rahega.. jaise tumne abhi ashish ke samne mujhse chipak kar charm prapt kiya.. aise hi hum teeno milkar prem ki ek nayi misal kayam karenge.. hum har hadh se guzar kar ek dusre ke prem ko badhayenge.. bolo tum aisa kar paogi. mere aur ashish ke sath milkar wo sab kar jaaogi.. jo ek hindu sanskari nari ke liye mumkin nahi..."
surbhi firse kaanp uthi.. meri ye baat uske liye bohut bhari thi.. wo andar se hil kar rah gayi thi... ek sath do do mardon ke sath milkar relationship me aana.. aisi baat ke liye surbhi jaisi nari ke liye bohut kathin baat thi.."
"yahi ha tumhara balidan surbhi.. tumhe ye balidan dena hi hoga.. dusri surat me mujhe poonam ko yahan se lejana hoga. theek hone tak wo mere sath rahegi. fir main usay tum dono ke paas le aaonga.. aise me kya tum mujhe bhul paogi. meri chah dil se nikal paogi.. bolo jawab do surbhi.."
surbhi foran bol padi.."nahi arvind main tumhe nahi bhul paongi.. main tumse door nahi rah sakti.. par aisa sab kar pana mere liye bohut kathin hoga.."
"uske liye main tumhe time dunga.. ye bhi ho sakta ha, main ashish ke sath milkar tumhe pyar na don. par aisa karne se tumhe ashish ki nazron ka sahi se saamna nahi kar paogi.. mujhse pyar pa kar tum ashish ke saamne jaogi to ashish ki ankhon me pahle ki tarah dekh nahi paogi.. kya tum chahti ho, ek sache premi ke saamne tumhari nazren jhuk jaye.. sar jhuk jaye.."
"nahi.. main aisa nahi chahti.."
"achi baat ha"
maine ashish ko dekha..
"kyu ashish tumhe to koi preshani nahi hogi mere is faisle se"
ashish bhi uth kar hamare barabar aa gaya.."arvind ab jab niyati ne humen mila hi diya ha. meri surbhi ke pyar aur sharir ke bhagedar bana hi diya ha to main kaise koi objection utha sakta hon.. sach kahun to tumhare is faisle se main firse ji utha hon. main bohut khush hon.. hum teeno ek sath milkar life ko khub enjoy karenge.. pyar to badhane se badhta ha. kam nahi hota.."... fir wo kuch naughty naughty hota hua surbhi ki peeth sahlate hue, uske gaal ko chumte hue bola.." kyu surbhi.. pyar ke sare rang humne dekh liye.. ab ke mil rahe rang humne pahle kabhi nahi dekhe the.. ab mile han to is rangon ka bhi khub lutf uthayenge.."
surbhi aur sharam se laal hone lagi.. main has pada.. fir main bola..."meri life me abhi aur bohut se kam karne wale han.. tum dono abhi ek dusre ke sath ache se prem milan karo.. ek dusre se is nayi badli situation par baaten karo.. hum teeno fir kabhi milkar prem milan karnege.. aur haan ashish mere kaaran nikla surbhi ka amrit khub maze lekar peena.. tumne apne mehnat se nikal kar to khub piya hoga.. ab meri mehnat se nikle amrit ka taste karo.. subah main puchunga, pichle saalon se mil raha taste badhiya tha. ya ab ke mile amrit ka taste.. ashish khilkhila kar has pada.. aur surbhi sharmane lagi.. uske honto par badi payari muskan thi..
maine surbhi ka chahra tham kar usay ek kiss kiya.. surbhi ne ankhen band kar li thi.. main surbhi ke honto ka ras pi kar dono ko unke haal par chhod kar kamre se nikal pada....
uffffffffff mere lund ki wat lag chuki thi.. bohut der se surbhi meri bahun me thi.. uske badan ki heat aur mastiyan mere andar transfer hokar meri band bajaye hue thi.. mere andar ki heat me mujhe pagal banaya hua tha. pata nahi kahan se itni shan shakti mere andar aa gayi thi.. warna mere liye control karna bohut mushkil ho gaya tha..
firse bathroom me ghus kar shower ke niche khada ho gaya.. maine ashish ke sath milkar surbhi ko chod sakta tha. jab dono razi the aur mere lund ka bhala hone ja rha tha to mujhe piche nahi hatna chahiye tha.. par main soch samjh kar piche hata tha. abhi surbhi mere badan se lag kar charam par pohch jaya karti thi. jab mera lund aur aur lund ka maal uske andar jayega to uska kya haal hoga.wo to kabhi ashish ko paas bhi na phatakne deti.. aisi awaz mere andar se aa rahi thi.. mujhe pahle laava stone ke baare me ache se samjhna hoga.. aisa surbhi ke sath tha. to mai bahar kisi bhi mahila se lag kar uske pagal ho sakta tha. agar laava stone ka aisa hi result tha. to fir to puri dunya ki ladkiyan mere liye pagal ho jati.. jis jis ko chhu leta. wo mere piche piche hoti.. ye ek nayi samasya thi.. sari jaankari se pahle mujhe kisi bhi chut me lund nahi dalna tha. kisi ki bhi chut me maal nahi chhodna tha.. kuch to karna hi padega. aise baat nahi banegi.. surbhi jaise prem pujaran aur dharmik nari mere liye pagal thi. koi aur kaise khud ko rok pati..
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russia ke ek five star hotel ke compound me ek luxury aa kar ruki.. car ke andar se lara naam ki ek ladki top skirt me niche utri.. wo bade katilana andaz se chalti hotel ke andar jane lagi..wo akeli thi. uske shoes ki thak thak ki awaz par sab usay dekhne lage.. jaise hi sabne usay pahchana.. wo sab hath bandh kar sammaniya khade ho gaye.. lara red colour ka chashma ankhon par lagaye shane beniyazi se chalti hui lift ke paas pohnchi. foran hi lift boy uske sawagat ke liye khada ho gaya.. ek hath utha kar lara ko salute kiya.. lara usay dekhe bina lift me khadi ho gayi.. usi pal lift usay lekar 9th floor ki or badhne lagi..
9th floor par bane ek office room ke andar betha hua ek ganja mota admi jo shakal se hi kharant nazar a raha tha. usay lara ke aane ki khabar mili.. lara aai ha, ye jaan kar wo khush ho gaya. wall mirror ke saamne ja kar khada hua aur khud ko dekhne laga.. ganja 3 piece suit me tha.. santushti ke bad wo chair par aa betha... usi pal door knock hua, foran hi lara door khol kar andar bhi enter kar gayi..
"aao..aao..baby.. bohut dino baad darshan diye apne boss ko"
lara ne tekhi nazar se ganje ko dekha. ganja lara ka 2nd boss bhi tha..lara chair par bethi aur ganje ko dekhne lagi.. lara ki nazar uski dressing par, uske bina sarke baalon par gayi.. ganje ka ek hath bekhayali me sar par gaya aur wo apna takla khujane laga.....
hahaha.. lara has padi...takla sharminda ho gaya.. fir besharmi se hasne laga...
"lara tum jaisi sexy ladki ko dekh kar main bhul jata hon, main tumhara boss hon"
"ye to aapki purani bimari ha.. batayen kis liye yaad kiye mujhe.. aap ko pata bhi tha, main leave par hon.."
"janta hon, tum leave par ho.. par tum ye bhi janti ho, jab bhi koi khas maamla hota ha, tabhi tumhe yaad kiya jata ha. chote mote matters solve karne ke liye hamare pass hazaron han.."
"aur khaas kaam ke liye sirf main.?"
lara bade ghamand se boli...
"haan..ye to hamare liye garv ki bat ha, jo tum hamari organization me ho.."
"mamla kya ha.?"
"black formula"
takla josh se bola...
"black formula.? ye kya bala ha.?"
lara herangi se boli...
takle ne ek file uthayi aur lara ke saamne phenk di...lara file utha kar dekhne lagi.. jaise jaise wo file read karti gayi. uski ankhon aur moh khulta chala gaya..
"unbelieveable"
"haan ha to unbelieveable.. par ise hamare kabze me hona chahiye.. aur ise tum laogi hamare paas.. tumhare siva ye kaam koi aur nahi kar sakta.."
lara file ko band karte hue.."iska matlab ha, mujhe kal hi india jana padega!.. is bar firse meri leave ki band baj gayi"
Bahut hi badhiya update diya hai Ajay Chauhan The Rock bhai....Update..10
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Black Formula
ashish ka pura chahra pasine se bhig chuka tha. meri power ko jaan kar wo sookhe patte ki tarah larzne laga. ashish kahin gir na jaaye, ye soch kar maine ek hath ashish ke kandhe par rakhne ki sochi.. ashish ghabra kar do kadam piche hat gaya..."nn..nahi..nahi..mujhe..chhuna..matt"
hahaha.. ashish dar gaya tha.
foran hi wo sharminda bhi ho gaya. mujhse dar gaya tha. kuch der pahle kya kuch nahi bol gaya tha mujhse. surbhi ko divorce dene ki baat kar raha tha. mujhe surbhi se shadi karne ke liye bol raha tha. mera ye wala roop dekh kar dahshat me aa gaya tha.
"mujhse dar rahe ho ashish" ab main kisi hadh tak normal tha. apni shakti dekh jaan kar main bohut khush tha. jawalamukhi pathar mere andar puri tarah se sama chuka tha. uski visheshata mujhme parvesh kar chuki thi. mai extraordinary human ban chuka tha.
ashish khud par kabu pane ke bad bola..."surbhi ne mujhse kaha tha arvind normal insan nahi ha. wo extraordinory human ha.. poonam bhi zindagi ki or lautne lagi ha. surbhi jaisi wafadar patni, mujhe dil me basa kar bhi tumhare liye pagal ha.. maine bhi man liya tha. sach me tum dusron se alag ho.. kuch to khas bat ha tumme.. tumhare andar ki heat ka bataya tha mujhe surbhi ne.. surbhi par main itna vishwas karta hon. wo kuch bhi kah de.. main sochta nahi, turant maan leta hon.. ab tumhari takat dekh kar mujhe aur bhi yakin aa gaya ha.. sach me tum dusron se alag ho arvind.."
ashish dhire dhire puri tarah se normal ho gaya tha. uska dar jata raha tha..
"chalo yahan se wapis chalte han"
ashish ne mera hath thaam liya..." arvind tumhare surbhi ko chhu lene ke baad surbhi tumhe kabhi bhul nahi payegi.. tum surbhi ko apna lo.."
main laava stone bare sochne laga tha.. ashish ki baat suni toh" is baare me bhi soch lenge ashish.. surbhi ko divorce dene ki baat mat karo"
"tum samjh nahi rahe ho arvind.. surbhi ke dil me bhale hi main tha. par ab tum uski nas nas me sama chuke ho.. uski aatma jo pahle mere naam ki mala japa karti thi. ab wo tumhare naam ho chuki ha.. aaj dekha ha maine usay.. kitni khush dikhi wo mujhe. kitni santusht dikhi wo mujhe.."
ashish ki awaz me dard aur hasrat dono the.. wo surbhi se alag nahi hona chahta tha. par halat aise rukh par aa rahe the. wo ye faisla lene par majbur tha..
"ghar chalo wahin baat karenge.. koi beech ka rasta sochte han.. waise main heran hon tumhari soch jaan kar. tumhare jaisa bhi koi premi ho sakta ha. mujhe andaza nahi tha.."
ashishi pheeki hasi has pada... kuch minto me hum firse ghar par the.. poonam daud kar aai aur mujhse lipat gayi.. surbhi ajib sa chahra liye kabhi mujhe to kabhi ashish ko dekhne lagi. kabhi wo nazren chura rahi thi.. ab main bhi samjh chuka tha.. surbhi kyun itni zayada bahak uthi thi..
ab main jaan gaya tha ye sab laava pathar ke karan ho raha tha. laava pathar ki heat ne hi surbhi ko sab bhula kar meri bana diya tha.. main ye jaan kar heran tha. laava pathar ki heat ne surbhi jaisi pyar ki devi ko bhi pighala diya tha. hairat ki bat thi. sachi premika kaise apni raah badal sakti ha. kisi gair ki bahun me aane ke liye machal sakti ha.. ab mujhe laava stone ki asli kshamta bare jankari mil rahi thi. aur bhi najane kya kya kar sakta tha laava stone.. mujhe sadhu ji maharaj ya fir aghori baba ke jaise hi kisi aur mahapurush ko dhundna hoga.. wahin mujhe laava stone bare sahi se bata sakte the. ab mujhe is baat ki chinta bhi nahi rahi thi. koi mujhse laava stone chheen sakta tha. sadhu ji maharaj ne kaha tha.
"jwalamukhi pathar ki raksha karo. jab tak ye tumhare andar parvesh na kar jaaye.. iske baare me kabhi kisi ko na batana"
20 saalon me laava stone ring se nikal kar mere sharir me parvesh kar chuka tha. ab ise koi mujhse chheen nahi sakta tha.. par iske chalte dunya meri dushman zarur ban sakti thi. takat kisi ek ke paas zayada ho to dusron ke liye sahn karna mushkil hota ha. koi bhi kisi ko khud se badhkar dekhna nahi chahta.. main ek padha likha vyakti tha.. aisi baaten bohut ache se janta tha.. poonam ko god me bithaye main ye sab soch raha tha.
surbhi aur ashish dono kamre me chale gaye.. ashish ne park me jo hua wo surbhi ko bata diya.. sunkar surbhi bhi shocked ho gayi. wo andar se aur bhi khil uthi thi. main uski ragon me khun bankar daudne laga tha. usay ashish ke baad ek aur premi mila tha.. jo dunya se alag tha. jaisa hamesha wo ashish ke liye socha karti thi. usse kahin badhkar sache mann se wo mere liye soch rahi thi.. ashish surbhi ka chahra dekh raha tha.. jahan uske dil me dard hua.. wahin usay meri baaten yaad aayen to umid ki ek kiran bhi usay dikhai dene lagi.. poonam ke liye apni mohabbat ke liye wo balidan dene ko tyar tha. par surbhi se alag hona nahi chahta tha. koi aur solution nahi tha uske paas mujhe apne paas rakhne ke liye.. poonam ko zindagi dene ke liye.. surbhi ke bechaini ko hamesha ke liye kam karne ke liye.. mere un teeno ki life me aa jane se hulchal mach uthi thi. jahan poonam ki jaan bachne ki umid janam le chuki thi. wahin surbhi ke ang ang me bhi main sama chuka tha. aur ye baat ashish ne bohut gahrayi tak jaan li thi. main hamesha ke liye chala bhi jata to bhi ab surbhi ashish ko pahle jaisi nahi milne wali thi. yahi soch kar ashish dil par pathar rakh kar balidan dene ka faisla kar betha tha..
ashish kuch der me store par chala gaya. main poonam se baaten karne laga.. poonam ab tezi se normal hoti ja rahi thi.. jaisa ki poonam ke baare me suna tha. poonam apni umar ki bachiyon se bohut aage thi.. har tarah ki baat kar leti thi. genius bhi thi.
ab uski baaton se mujhe bhi andaza hone laga tha. poonam ka sath mujhe bohut payara lagne laga.
nisha india laut aayi thi apne parivar ke sath.. prashant ne suna to khushi se uchhal pada.. manoj hasne laga..
"kahan ha wo is samay.. chal yaar chalte han uske paas.. bohut saal beet gaye usay chode hue.. chal milkar uski lete han"
"thand rakh prashant.. usay ek din rest to karne de.. ab wo yahin rahne wali ha.. kahin bhagi nahi ja rahi.. wo hamare liye hi to aayi ha.."
prashant saala apne lund ko sambhal nahi pa raha tha. apni patni ke saamne usay lund ko khada karne ke liye mehnat karni padti thi. nisha ka naam sunte hi bina deri ke akadne lagta tha.. prashant besharmi se hasne laga..
mummy papa kothi ke ek kamre tak seemit ji rahe the. nurses unki seva me lagi hui thi. dono bina kisi aas ke ji rahe the. kis ki aas paalte dil me. mere bare me jante nahi the ki main laut aaya hon..
baki sab taraf shanti thi. shadyatr rachne wale kam par lage hue the. par abhi ke liye mummy papa kaiyon ki pohch se door the, toh kuch kar nahi pa rahe the.
ek baat jo mere mann me aai thi.. pichle 20 saalon se main apne mummy papa se door tha. ab tak bhagwan unki raksha karta aaya tha. meri patni aur betiyon ke sath asal me kya beeti. wo ab kahan hongi. main nahi janta tha. ek baat sochi jaye. main 20 saal pahle hi mar chuka tha. ab jo mar chuka ho, wo kaise kisi ka bhala kar sakta tha. bhagwan ne har kisi ke bhagy me jo likha hota ha. hona to wahi ha. jaise mere bhagy me jo likha tha wo ho gaya tha. main 20 saal ke baad firse ji utha tha. mummy papa ke paas khazana ha.. ye jaan kar mere bhai bahno ka khun pani ho gaya tha. isi ke chalte meri patni aur betiyon par hamla hua.. mere sasural walun ko jaan se maar diya gaya. tab main rahta bhi to kuch nahi kar sakta tha. karta to tab, jab bhagwan mujhe himmat deta.. sabka vinash mere bahgy me likhta.. jo hona tha wo ho chuka tha. mummy papa, sasural walun ke liye apni patni aur betiyon ke liye kuch nahi kar paya tha..
ab lauta tha.. ab main jo karne wala tha.. zarur wo sab mere bhagy me likha ja chuka tha. ye sab ab hi hona tha.. zarur ye bhi likha ja chuka tha. ab mera bhagwan par vishwas pahle se adhik paripoorn tha.
jaldbazi se kam bigadte han. susti se kaam adhure rahte han. main na jaldbazi karna chahta tha aur na hi susti ka. jaldbazi aur susti mere apnu ki maut thi. is bhari dunya me abhi main akela tha.. sharirik power ke siva mere paas aur koi power nahi thi. mujhpar khatra banta to apni suraksha kar sakta tha. apnu par ban aati to problem ban jati.
pahle bohut se log mujhe jante the. ab main mangal singh ke siva koi nahi janta tha. ashish aur surbhi meri asal se anjan the. abhi main kisi ko apni asliyat bata bhi nahi sakta tha. ek bar apne dosto par vishwas karke dhoka kha chuka tha. ashish aur surbhi par shak nahi kar sakta tha. par main nadan nahi tha. nahi janta tha, meri rahen kitni kashin hone wali han. aise me mujhe ek ek step soch samjh kar lena tha..
poonam ko sula kar mai kamre se nikla. surbhi rat ke khane ki tyari me lagi hui thi. mujhe dekha to sharma kar nazren chura gayi. mai usay piche se dekhne laga. dil ek bar firse uske machalne laga. par main wahin khada raha. khud se ladta raha. surbhi jaise jawan aurat se door rahna asambhav tha. jabki main ye bhi janta tha. surbhi bhi meri aghosh me aane ke liye betab ha. ashish ki or se bhi koi rok tok nahi thi. usne khud se apni patni mujhe sonp di thi. aise me kaise main khud par control rakh pata. surbhi ka gadraya sharir mujhe apni aur khench raha tha. par is bar main aage nahi badha. wahin se surbhi ko dekhta tha. surbhi ke sharir me kanpan si hone lagi thi. wo mud kar mujhe dekhne ke liye bechain hone lagi. meri nigahu ki tapish ko surbhi ne apne sharir par pa liya tha. wo janti thi main usay hi taad raha hon. jaise main uske liye machal raha tha. wo bhi mere liye machal rahi thi. kuch der tak usay dekhte rahne ke baad main ghar se nikal pada. aise hi ghumta raha shaam tak.
shaam ke baad ghar lauta to ashish bhi laut chuka tha. poonam uth chuki thi... mere gale me bahen daal kar naraz hote hue mujhse boli...'chachu aap kaha chale gaye the mujhe chhod kar"
"main bhala apni beti ko chhod kar kaise ja sakta hon"
poonam ne khush hokar mere gaal ko chum liya.."i love you chachu" muaahhh..muhaahh..
ashish aur surbhi dono poonam ko khush dekh kar khil uthe the. dono ki jan basti thi poonam me. aur ab meri bhi.. poonam mujhe meri betiyon ke jaise hi pyari ho gayi thi.
poonam kai mahino se chain ki nind nahi so saki thi. ab wo aksar hi meri ashosh me heat paa kar so jaya karti thi. 24 hrs me se 16-17 ghante wo soya karti thi. raat 10 baje wo firse so gayi.. main ek balnket usay odha kar kamer se nikal pada..
dusre kamre ka door khula hua tha. andar ashish aur surbhi baton me lage hue the. dono fasla rakh kar bed par bethe the. kitni hairat ki baat thi. dono pati patni the, dono premi the. fir bhi fasla rakhe hue the ek dusre se. shayad mere intezar me the dono.. mujhe aate dekha to dono bed se utar kar khade ho gaye..
pata nahi yahan mujhe hasna chahiye tha ya afsos karna chahiye tha. nahi janta. dono baten ek hi pal me mere mann me aayi.
"khade kyu ho gaye aap dono.. betho.."
surbhi ne ashish ko dekha. wo ek bar firse nazren chura gayi thi.. kamre me rakhi ek chair mai bed ke karib ghaseet kar beth gaya..
"beth jaiye plz. aapka ghar ha. aur aap dono khade han.. mahman bhi nahi hon main."
dono ek dusre ko dekh kar bethne lage. ab bhi dono ne fasla rakha hua tha. dono khamosh rahe, kuch nahi bole.. mujhe hi bolna pada.
"zindagi behad sundr ha. kabhi kabhi zindagi ki sundrta khatam hoti hui dikhai dene lagti ha... zindagi me jitni khushiyan milti han. utne dard bhi milte han.. kabhi dhoop to kabhi chhaon.. insan kya ha? mitti ka bana ek putla.. kisi bhi insaanme bhaavanaon ka vishesh mahatv hota hai.. usi se insan ki asal ka pata chalta ha. wo sach me insan ha ya keval ek darinda. uske karam uske jazbat insan aur haivan me farq batate han. main mumbai ke liye laut raha tha to nahi janta tha. main aap jaise mahaan logon se milunga. meri mulakat ap jaise premiyo se hogi. jo prem ki inteha ko pohnche hue honge. jo matlab ki is dunya me prem ke siva kuch jante bhi nahi honge. sach me prem ke siva is sansar me kuch ha hi nahi. prem ha to sansar ha. prem nahi to sansar bhi nahi.. prem nahi toh insan bhi nahi.. prem ha to sansar ha insan ha.. prem nahi to sansar nasht ho jaye. insan darinda ban jaye.
"main kon hon, kahan se aaya hon, kahan rahta hon. kon kon meri zindagi me ha. maine abhi apne bare me kuch nahi bataya. main bhi ek insan hon. main bhi prem ka pujari hon. main bhi ek pita hon. meri bhi betiyan han.. ek isnan, ek pita ek premi hote ke nate poonam ke liye ye sab kiya maine.. haivan hota to aisa sab nahi karta.. jaise ki ab aap dono jaan chuke han. main aam manush nahi hon. ye baat bhi mujhe abhi pata chali ha. warna ye baat main pahle nahi janta tha. main kon hon, kahan se hon. ye baat abhi nahi batunga main aapko. ye mat samjhna ki main aap par vishwas nahi kar raha. vishwas asal me kya hota ha. wo aap dono se kahne ki zarurat nahi ha mujhe. aap dono great han.. sache premi hi nahi.. sache mata pita bhi ha.. sache isnan bhi han."
dono pure dhayan se meri baat sun rahe the. surbhi to ek tik mujhe hi dekh rahe thi, wo bhi bina palken jhapkaye. main ruka aur uski ankhon me dekha to ankhen chura gayi.
maine aage bola shuru kiya...."yahan lauta to main nahi janta tha. mere andar kya kuch change aa chuka ha. wahi change poonam ko zindagi lautane laga.. aap dono khushi se jhum uthe. surbhi aur main anjane me ek dusre ke karib hue.. to fir ek aise karib hue. sab bhul bethe.(surbhi ka chahra sharam se laal padne laga. wo nazren jhuka gayi) main ye nahi kahunga, yahan surbhi galat ha. galat to main bhi khud ko nahi manta. jo hua anjane me hua. hum dono hi ek dusre hi ek dusre ke chah dil me pal bethe. jahan hum pachhtava hua. wahin chah bhi aur badh gayi.. ek bar ke baad dusri baar fir wahi hua.. aisa hona nahi chahiye tha. main nahi janta tha, mere sath koi aisa maamla ha. surbhi meri orr aur main surbhi ki orr khincha chala aaonga. ashish ab tumne kaha, surbhi kabhi mujhse door nahi rahna chahegi.. halanki aisa hona nahi chahiye tha. main khud nahi janta, meri zindagi ke aage aane wala halat kaise honge. kaisi kaisi kathnaiyan--- khair main zayada detail me nahi jaunga.. bas itna kahunga. main aisa kuch nahi chahta tha.. par honi kon taal sakta ha. jo niyati ne hamari zindagi me likh diya ha. wo to hokar hi rahna ha. na usay mai taal sakta hon aur na hi aap dono me se koi.. maine prem aur insan ki baat ki.. bhavanaon ki baat ki.. main insan bhi hon.. premi pujari bhi hon.. haivan nahi hon. bhavanon ko samjhta hon. uski kadar karta hon. main chahta to swarthi bankar apna matlab pura kar sakta tha. surbhi ke sath jaisa sab hua, main aage bhi badh sakta tha.. poonam ko chhod kar, aap dono ko chhod kar yahan se ja bhi sakta tha. par hamare bhagy me sath rahna likha ha. ek lambe samay tak sath rahna likha ha. main aise hi khamoshi se yahan se jaa kar na to poonam ki zindagi ko khatre me daal sakta hon. na aap dono ki zindagi ke rango ko pheeka bana sakta hon. pahle mera faisla kuch aur tha.. ab aur ha.. mujhe pata chal gaya ha. kyu surbhi aur main ek dusre ke bar bar itne karib ho rahe the. kyu ek dusre se door nahi ja pa rahe the.. kyu ek dusre ko bhul nahi pa rahe.. main detail me kuch nahi bata paunga. aap dono bhi plz abhi mujhse kuchh mat puchiyega..
itna bol kar main utha aur surbhi ke saamne ja pohncha. surbhi ka tab se niche jhuka chahra upar nahi utha tha.. maare sharam ke wo pani pani hone lagi thi. sharam to mujhe bhi bohut aa rahi thi. par main faisla le chuka tha. ashish surbhi ko chhod dene ki baat kar raha tha. aur main aisa kuch bhi nahi hone dena chahta tha.. baat besharmi ki bhi thi. par jahan baat zindagi ki aa jaye.. wahan thodi si kyaa? bohut zayada besharmi bhi karni pad jati ha.. surbhi ka hath tham kar maine usay bed se utaar kar apne saamne khada kar diya... surbhi kanpne lagi thi... uske pura sharir pasina chhodne laga tha. apne beinteha pyar karne wale pati ke saamne maine usay thaam liya tha.. ashish ko dekha to uske chahre par kuch bhi negetive jaisa mujhe nahi dikha...... haan par wo duvidha me zarur tha.. mera faisla jaanna chahta tha..
"surbhi meri ankhon me dekho" maine kaha to surbhi ki himmat nahi ho pa rahi thi, ashish ke saamne meri ankhon me dekh sake.. "surbhi meri ankhon me dekho"
surbhi ne dhire dhire karke chahra upar uthaya to uski ankhen band thee. uska pura chahra bhi kapkapa raha tha.. hont jaise sookhne lage the.. main jaanta tha, surbhi ki himmat kaise badhai ja sakti ha.. maine surbhi ke chahre ko thaama aur ashish ki parwa kiye bina apne hont surbhi ke honto se laga diye.. surbhi ne mujhe kiss nahi ki.. main hi uske honto ka ras peeta raha tha.. zayada der nahi guzri.. surbhi ki kanpan firse badh gayi. is baar ki kanpan madhoshi ki thi.. wo bhi bawli hui, khud ko bhuli mere honto ko puri shiddat se chusne lagi.. main janta tha, wo pal bhar me hi jhad jayegi.. aur fir hua bhi wahi.. surbhi mere kandhe par sar rakhe jhatke kha rahi thi... maine ashish ko dekha.. to uski ankhon me mujhe surbhi ke liye prem dikha.. usne live dekha tha. jaan gaya tha. kitni jaldi surbhi jhad gayi thi. ye sab meri aag ka kamal tha. warna koi nari itni jaldi kahan jhadti ha. itni jaldi to wo garm bhi nahi hoti. mere sath rahte hue wo pani pani ho gayi thi.. maine surbhi ko gale se laga liya. uski peeth sahlane laga.. thodi hi der me surbhi normal ho gayi.. mujhse lagi hui thi, wo mere nashe me thi..
"surbhi ab bhi nahi bologi tum"
"arvind main kya bolon.."
"ab bhi sharam aa rahi ha tumhe"
"sharam to mere andar se ja hi nahi sakti. kaise sar uthao main arvind.. ashish paas hi to hai.."
main uski peeth sahlate hue.."surbhi ashish ne tumhare liye balidan dene ka soch rakha ha. is bare me tum kya kahti ho"
"main... main ashish se door nahi rah sakti.. maine sacha pyar kiya ha ashish se.. pata nahi ab mujhe kya ho gaya ha.. main aisi to nahi thi.."
"main bhi aisa nahi tha. meri ek patni ha. teen betiyan han. apni patni ke siva main kabhi kisi aur ke sath aisa sab karne ki soch bhi nahi sakta tha. par karna pad raha ha. jaise tum khud ko nahi sambhal pa rahi ho. aise hi maine bhi khud ko nahi sambhal pa raha hon. main bhi bahak raha hon. jaise din ke samay bahak gaya tha.. par ye galat ha na"
"haan arvind ye bohut galat ha"
"to fir itni der se mujhse chipak kar kyu khadi ho.. mujhse alag kyu nahi ho rahi.."
"kya karun arvind.. mera khud par zor nahi chal raha.. aisa lag raha ha.. jaise hum dono ek hi taar se jude han.."
"ek hi taar se to tum aur ashish bhi jude hue ho"
"haan arvind, main aur ashish bhi ek hi taar se jude hue han"
"aur ye taar poonam ke kaaran bohut strong ha"
"haan poonam hum dono ki jaan ha"
"to fir tum teeno me se kisi ek ko bhi kuch hua to taar bhi toot jayegi'
"haan arvind. na main apni ikloti beti ko khona chahti hon aur na hi ashish ko"
"aur mujhe.?"
"ab shayad tumse doori mujhe zayada dard degi"
"uske liye tumhe ek kathin faisla karna hoga surbhi"
"kaisa faisla arvind"
"ashish balidan de raha tha."
"haan arvind, ashish mujhse bohut pyar karta ha. mere liye, poonam ke liye kuch bhi kar sakta ha.. pyar kise kahte han.. ashish se badhkar shayad koi nahi janta.. ashish mahaan ha. ashish ka prem aakash ha.."
"tum nahi de sakti ashish ke liye balidan.. prem me ashish balidan de sakta ha. to tum kyu nahi de sakti.."
"haan arvind.. mujhme itna himmat ha, main prem ke liye, ashish aur poonam ke liye kaisa bhi balidan de sakti hon"
"mujhse aur ashish se door nahi hota chahti to tumhe balidan dena hoga"
"main dungi balidan.. tumhare liye, ashish ke liye, poonam ke liye, prem ke liye"
"balidan hamesha kathin hua karte han surbhi"
"kathin hote han, tabhi to balidan kaha jata ha.. anyatha aam baat ho to usay balidan kon kahe"
"surbhi main bhi prem pujari hon, tum bhi prem pujaran ho, ashish bhi prem pujari ha"
"haan hum teeno prem pujari han"
"hum teeno aur poonam milkar ek taar se bandh jate han"
"haan.. ye sahi ha"
"to balidan ke liye tum tyar ho"
"haan arvind.. main tyar hon"
"tum mere bina nahi rah sakti. ashish ko bhi nahi khona chahti"
"haan mujhe tum dono ki chah ha"
"to hum teeno milkar ek ban jate han"
"kaise?"
"hum teeno ek samman prem pujari ban jate han.. hum teeno apni tahani ke razdar ban jate han.. hum teeno me kuch bhi chhupa nahi rahega.. jaise tumne abhi ashish ke samne mujhse chipak kar charm prapt kiya.. aise hi hum teeno milkar prem ki ek nayi misal kayam karenge.. hum har hadh se guzar kar ek dusre ke prem ko badhayenge.. bolo tum aisa kar paogi. mere aur ashish ke sath milkar wo sab kar jaaogi.. jo ek hindu sanskari nari ke liye mumkin nahi..."
surbhi firse kaanp uthi.. meri ye baat uske liye bohut bhari thi.. wo andar se hil kar rah gayi thi... ek sath do do mardon ke sath milkar relationship me aana.. aisi baat ke liye surbhi jaisi nari ke liye bohut kathin baat thi.."
"yahi ha tumhara balidan surbhi.. tumhe ye balidan dena hi hoga.. dusri surat me mujhe poonam ko yahan se lejana hoga. theek hone tak wo mere sath rahegi. fir main usay tum dono ke paas le aaonga.. aise me kya tum mujhe bhul paogi. meri chah dil se nikal paogi.. bolo jawab do surbhi.."
surbhi foran bol padi.."nahi arvind main tumhe nahi bhul paongi.. main tumse door nahi rah sakti.. par aisa sab kar pana mere liye bohut kathin hoga.."
"uske liye main tumhe time dunga.. ye bhi ho sakta ha, main ashish ke sath milkar tumhe pyar na don. par aisa karne se tumhe ashish ki nazron ka sahi se saamna nahi kar paogi.. mujhse pyar pa kar tum ashish ke saamne jaogi to ashish ki ankhon me pahle ki tarah dekh nahi paogi.. kya tum chahti ho, ek sache premi ke saamne tumhari nazren jhuk jaye.. sar jhuk jaye.."
"nahi.. main aisa nahi chahti.."
"achi baat ha"
maine ashish ko dekha..
"kyu ashish tumhe to koi preshani nahi hogi mere is faisle se"
ashish bhi uth kar hamare barabar aa gaya.."arvind ab jab niyati ne humen mila hi diya ha. meri surbhi ke pyar aur sharir ke bhagedar bana hi diya ha to main kaise koi objection utha sakta hon.. sach kahun to tumhare is faisle se main firse ji utha hon. main bohut khush hon.. hum teeno ek sath milkar life ko khub enjoy karenge.. pyar to badhane se badhta ha. kam nahi hota.."... fir wo kuch naughty naughty hota hua surbhi ki peeth sahlate hue, uske gaal ko chumte hue bola.." kyu surbhi.. pyar ke sare rang humne dekh liye.. ab ke mil rahe rang humne pahle kabhi nahi dekhe the.. ab mile han to is rangon ka bhi khub lutf uthayenge.."
surbhi aur sharam se laal hone lagi.. main has pada.. fir main bola..."meri life me abhi aur bohut se kam karne wale han.. tum dono abhi ek dusre ke sath ache se prem milan karo.. ek dusre se is nayi badli situation par baaten karo.. hum teeno fir kabhi milkar prem milan karnege.. aur haan ashish mere kaaran nikla surbhi ka amrit khub maze lekar peena.. tumne apne mehnat se nikal kar to khub piya hoga.. ab meri mehnat se nikle amrit ka taste karo.. subah main puchunga, pichle saalon se mil raha taste badhiya tha. ya ab ke mile amrit ka taste.. ashish khilkhila kar has pada.. aur surbhi sharmane lagi.. uske honto par badi payari muskan thi..
maine surbhi ka chahra tham kar usay ek kiss kiya.. surbhi ne ankhen band kar li thi.. main surbhi ke honto ka ras pi kar dono ko unke haal par chhod kar kamre se nikal pada....
uffffffffff mere lund ki wat lag chuki thi.. bohut der se surbhi meri bahun me thi.. uske badan ki heat aur mastiyan mere andar transfer hokar meri band bajaye hue thi.. mere andar ki heat me mujhe pagal banaya hua tha. pata nahi kahan se itni shan shakti mere andar aa gayi thi.. warna mere liye control karna bohut mushkil ho gaya tha..
firse bathroom me ghus kar shower ke niche khada ho gaya.. maine ashish ke sath milkar surbhi ko chod sakta tha. jab dono razi the aur mere lund ka bhala hone ja rha tha to mujhe piche nahi hatna chahiye tha.. par main soch samjh kar piche hata tha. abhi surbhi mere badan se lag kar charam par pohch jaya karti thi. jab mera lund aur aur lund ka maal uske andar jayega to uska kya haal hoga.wo to kabhi ashish ko paas bhi na phatakne deti.. aisi awaz mere andar se aa rahi thi.. mujhe pahle laava stone ke baare me ache se samjhna hoga.. aisa surbhi ke sath tha. to mai bahar kisi bhi mahila se lag kar uske pagal ho sakta tha. agar laava stone ka aisa hi result tha. to fir to puri dunya ki ladkiyan mere liye pagal ho jati.. jis jis ko chhu leta. wo mere piche piche hoti.. ye ek nayi samasya thi.. sari jaankari se pahle mujhe kisi bhi chut me lund nahi dalna tha. kisi ki bhi chut me maal nahi chhodna tha.. kuch to karna hi padega. aise baat nahi banegi.. surbhi jaise prem pujaran aur dharmik nari mere liye pagal thi. koi aur kaise khud ko rok pati..
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russia ke ek five star hotel ke compound me ek luxury aa kar ruki.. car ke andar se lara naam ki ek ladki top skirt me niche utri.. wo bade katilana andaz se chalti hotel ke andar jane lagi..wo akeli thi. uske shoes ki thak thak ki awaz par sab usay dekhne lage.. jaise hi sabne usay pahchana.. wo sab hath bandh kar sammaniya khade ho gaye.. lara red colour ka chashma ankhon par lagaye shane beniyazi se chalti hui lift ke paas pohnchi. foran hi lift boy uske sawagat ke liye khada ho gaya.. ek hath utha kar lara ko salute kiya.. lara usay dekhe bina lift me khadi ho gayi.. usi pal lift usay lekar 9th floor ki or badhne lagi..
9th floor par bane ek office room ke andar betha hua ek ganja mota admi jo shakal se hi kharant nazar a raha tha. usay lara ke aane ki khabar mili.. lara aai ha, ye jaan kar wo khush ho gaya. wall mirror ke saamne ja kar khada hua aur khud ko dekhne laga.. ganja 3 piece suit me tha.. santushti ke bad wo chair par aa betha... usi pal door knock hua, foran hi lara door khol kar andar bhi enter kar gayi..
"aao..aao..baby.. bohut dino baad darshan diye apne boss ko"
lara ne tekhi nazar se ganje ko dekha. ganja lara ka 2nd boss bhi tha..lara chair par bethi aur ganje ko dekhne lagi.. lara ki nazar uski dressing par, uske bina sarke baalon par gayi.. ganje ka ek hath bekhayali me sar par gaya aur wo apna takla khujane laga.....
hahaha.. lara has padi...takla sharminda ho gaya.. fir besharmi se hasne laga...
"lara tum jaisi sexy ladki ko dekh kar main bhul jata hon, main tumhara boss hon"
"ye to aapki purani bimari ha.. batayen kis liye yaad kiye mujhe.. aap ko pata bhi tha, main leave par hon.."
"janta hon, tum leave par ho.. par tum ye bhi janti ho, jab bhi koi khas maamla hota ha, tabhi tumhe yaad kiya jata ha. chote mote matters solve karne ke liye hamare pass hazaron han.."
"aur khaas kaam ke liye sirf main.?"
lara bade ghamand se boli...
"haan..ye to hamare liye garv ki bat ha, jo tum hamari organization me ho.."
"mamla kya ha.?"
"black formula"
takla josh se bola...
"black formula.? ye kya bala ha.?"
lara herangi se boli...
takle ne ek file uthayi aur lara ke saamne phenk di...lara file utha kar dekhne lagi.. jaise jaise wo file read karti gayi. uski ankhon aur moh khulta chala gaya..
"unbelieveable"
"haan ha to unbelieveable.. par ise hamare kabze me hona chahiye.. aur ise tum laogi hamare paas.. tumhare siva ye kaam koi aur nahi kar sakta.."
lara file ko band karte hue.."iska matlab ha, mujhe kal hi india jana padega!.. is bar firse meri leave ki band baj gayi"
Mast update aisa lagta hai maano pura ghar hi paiso ke peeche paagal hai, kahani me thodi bahut suspence ki kami lag rahi hai ho sake to thoda jyada add karne ki koshish karein, idhar surbhi ka koi blood relation hai kya arvind ke saath? dekhte hai kya hota hai aage, kahani bahut aachi ja rahi hai
Update..8
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Wapsi
surbhi, ashish ke piche bhaagi.. ab usay poonam ki chinta satane lagi thi. jaise hi wo kamre se bahar nikli. usay realize hua, wo niche se keval ek chadi me ha.. maare sharam se wo girti girt bachi. wapis kamre me gayi aur peticoat utha kar pehnne lagi. par tab tak ashish ghar se bahar ja chuka tha. surbhi ansu bahati hui peticoat wapis se utarne lagi. fir almari me dusre kapde utha kar bathroom me ja ghusi. aisi halat me wo ghar se bahar bhi nahi nikal sakti thi.
main bohut der tak wahin betha raha. mann bohut ashant tha. bar bar ek hi baat mann me aa rahi thi. wapis laut jaon poonam ke liye. us masum bechi ke liye. jo zindagi se door hoti ja rahi thi. jiske andar keval mere karan zindagi laut rahi thi. par aisa kar pana asan nahi tha. mai wapis lautta to anarth ho jata. bohut bada paap ho jata. na main apni patni ke siva kisi aur ke sath sambandh banana chahta tha aur na hi ashish ki sukhi zindagi me zeher gholna chahta tha. ek pavitr nari ko apavitr bhi nahi karna chahta tha. main aisa to nahi tha. hawas ka pujari nahi tha main.
bohut der tak main wahan betha raha.. fir wahan se chal pada. mangal singh ka number mere paas tha. usse baat ki aur kuch paison ke liye bol diya. mere apne account me dheron paisa tha. par baat purani ho gayi thi. 20 saalon me account ka jane kya bana hoga.. usme paise honge ya nikal liye gaye honge. haan bank locker ke andar kuch jewellery thi meri. kuch aur bhi aisa tha jo mere kaam aa sakta tha. par main aise hi ab kisi ke samne nahi aa sakta tha. main ab ek aam insan tha aur mere mukable par bohut powerful dushman the. kuch apne to kuch begane. unse mujhe khud ko safe rakhna tha. mummy papa ko bachana tha. apni patni aur betiyon ko dhundna tha. dushman se na keval bachna tha. sabak bhi sikhana tha. mummy papa ke liye mere bhai behne badal gaye the. mere liye kaise kais na badalte. ek aur hissedar laut aya tha. kaise wo sahn kar pate..
mangal singh ka ek janne wala rahta tha mumbai ki bahri orr. uska ek makan khali tha. main wahin rahne laga.. bohut soch samjh kar aage badhna tha. sabse pahle mummy papa ko bachana tha. jaane wo dono kahan the.. bohut taklif me tha main mummy papa ke liye.
mummy papa ko kidnap karne wale manoj aur prashant the.. manoj mummy papa ke samne nahi aaya tha. sirf prashant aya tha. manoj parde ke peeche tha. jab mummy papa ne prashant ko dekha to mummy ghuse se boli..." mujhe pahle hi laga ye tumhara hi kaam ho sakta ha.. sharam nahi aayi apne boodhe maata pita ko kidnap karte hue.."
prashant mummy ke pair chhuta hua.." paai lago mummy ji.. aapne galat samjha mujhe mummy.. ye sab maine aapki suraksha ke liye kiya ha. wahan mujhe aap ke liye khatra laga tabhi aisa karna pada.."
"hum dono ko moorkh samjhte ho tum.. tum bete nahi ho, kasai ho. are nalayak, bete to apne maata pita ke budhape ka sahara bante han. tum to hamari kamar hi tod rahe ho. kitne dukh aur doge tum humen".. papa ghusse se bole..
"kyu aaye ho tum yahan.. jaao chale jaao yahan se.. mujhe tumhari surat bhi nahi dekhni ha.." mummy bhi garajte hue boli..
prashant dheet mitti ka bana hua tha.."mummy papa main aap dono ka iklota waris hon. kyu aap mujhe apne raj me shamil nahi karte.. kyu aap apne bete ki khushiyon ko badhana nahi chahte.. bata den na apne iklote bete ko apka raj"
"jo tera ha hi nahi.. tu uska lalach chhod de.. tujhe tera hissa de to diya ha. ab aur kya chahiye tujhe"
prashant bola" jitna aapne mujhe diya ha. utne se mera kya hoga. aap dono ka sab kuch mera ha.. aap dono kyu sab kuch apne sath lekar jana chahte han.."
mummy ghusse se.." kash tu meri kokh se paida hi na hua hota.. aise din to na dekhne padte..."
prashant ghuse se" mujhe bhi konsa aapki kokh se janam leke sukh mil rahe han. ek hi beta ha aapka. usay apna waris nahi maan rahe han. sab kuch mera ha. fir bhi aap sab mujhe nahi de rahe.. saanp bankar bethe han khazane par.. chita ke sath raj ko bhi swaha karne par tule hue han.. kyu nahi chahte aapka beta dunya ka sabse ameer bankar jiye.."
mummy ne ghuse se prashant ke moh par chanta maar diya..."kahn na jo tera tha, tujhe de diya.. jo teri bahno ka tha, wo unko de diya.. jo tera nahi ha, wo kabhi tujhe nahi mil sakta.. bhul ja usay.. wo na kabhi tera tha, na ha aur na hi kabhi tera hoga.."
prashant bhi ghusse se" dekhta hon, kab tak aap dono khazane ka raaz apne seene me daba kar dekhte han.. marne wala mar gaya. hum bache han, ab hamara haq ha.. fir bhi humen inkar kar rahe han......
prashant ghuse se wahan se jane laga...."socha nahi tha, aisi jallad aulad ko janam dungi.."
"mat baha ansu mansi.. daulat chiz hi aisi ha.. khun ko pani bana deti ha... kaash arvind humen chhod kar na jata.. ek baar. sirf main usay sab bata deta.. aatma to shanti se nikal pati.. kya moh lekar jaonga main apne badon ke paas.." mummy bhi ansu bahane lagi..
main is sab se anjan apne hi vicharon me uljha hua tha. shahar lauta tha, khud ko dhundne ke liye.. aahhh yahan lauta to pata chala, mere apne kho chuke han. kuch nazron se ojhal ho chuke han to kuch khun ko pani bana kar khud ko gum bethe han. 20 saalon me dunya ne kitne rang badal liye the.
wahin rahul ki maut ke baad meri bahan ankita bohut dukhi thi. rahul uska iklota beta tha. wo nahi raha tha. rahul ki doori ankita ke liye bohut bada gham tha.. par daulat ki hawas ek aisi chiz hoti ha, jo sab kuch bhul deti ha. jo mata pita ko bhul jaye, aulad kahan tak yaad rahti ha. ankita ke sath bhi kuch aisa hi hua.. rahul ki maut par jahan usay dard mila.. wahin wo chandi devi ban gayi... shalini meri bhabhi ko ek bazo se pakad kar uski ankhon me ghoorti hui chillayi..." mere iklote bete ko marne wala prashant ke siva koi aur nahi ho sakta.. tere bhi do bete han. main bhi kisi ko zinda nahi rahne dungi.. wo bhi marenge.. samjhi tu.."
shalini sunkar ghusse me aa gayi..."hosh me rah kar bat karo ankita.. rahul ka gham mujhe bhi ha. wo mere bete jaisa tha. par iska ye matlab nahi ha, ye sab humne kiya ha. prashant ne kiye ha. kya pata, hamla karne wale prabhakar ke admi hon. aur rahul galti se mara gaya ho.. prabhakar konsa doodh ka dhula hua ha... daulat ke liye main aur mera pati kisi bhi hadh tak ja sakte han.. to tum, prabhakar aur baki sab kyu nahi.. main to fir bhi is ghar ki bahu hon. tum to sagi beti ho na is ghar ki.. tumhara khun pani ho chuka ha. mummy papa ko apne under lene ke liye, raj ugalwane ke liye tum aur tumhara pati bhi to aisa shadyantr rach sakte han..."
shalini bohut zayada ghuse me boli to ankita jhag ki tarah beth gayi.. uske dil me bhi chor tha. prabhakar bhi bete ki maut par dukhi thi. uske admi bhi hamla karne wale the. par yahan bazi koi aur le gaya tha. prabhakar hath malta rah gaya tha. bada dukh hua tha prabhakar ko.. beta bhi mara gaya aur mummy papa bhi hath nahi lage.. koi aur hi mummy papa ko uda kar le gaya tha.. sab ek sath the, manoj aur prashant bhi sabke sath kuch dino tak rahe the.. sab ek dusre ko shak ki nigah se dekh rahe the.. police ko idhur udhar ki baaten bata kar shant kar diya tha.. apne apne admiyon ke sath milkar gupt tarike se mummy papa ko dhund rahe the..
lavanya ko pata tha uske pati ne aisa kuch nahi kiya ha. uska pati usse kuch nahi chhupata tha. us raat hui ghanta me uske pati ke admi nahi the... par shalini ki bat par wo boli to bas itna hi...."dekho humen apas me ladna nahi chahiye.. aise hum apas me hi ladte rahe to mummy papa ko wapis hasil nahi kar sakenge. jald se jald humen mummy papa ko wapis lana hoga.. bina deri ke mummy papa se raj janna hoga.. kahin aisa na ho, koi aur sara khazana le ude... aur hum khali hath rah jayen. isliye apas me ladne se acha ha. mummy papa ko milkar dhunda jaye.."
prashant bhi wahi tha.." isi kaam me lage hue han hum sab.. agar aise hi hum sab ek dusre se ladte rahe to hamara focus toot jayega.. mummy papa ko jald se jald dhund pana hamare liye mushkil ho jayega.. apas ki ladai ka fayda koi aur utha le jayega.."
prashant mann ki baat mann me rakhe, sabke sath mila mummy papa ke kidnap se anjan bana hua tha.. is baar usne shalini ko bhi kuch nahi bataya tha. ye sari scheme manoj ki thi..
abhijeet ki kismat achi thi. jo kandhe par goli lagi thi. uski halat ab achi thi. wo bhi wahin betha sab ki baten sun raha tha.... mummy papa ke wahan se vilupt ho jane ke baad bhi wo apne apne gharon ko nahi laute the. khazane ka lalach sabko wahan se hilne hi nahi de raha tha.
poonam ek private hospital me thi. jahan pahle bhi uska ilaj hota tha tha. poonam hosh me to aa gayi thi. par wo pahle jaisi ho gayi thi. uske sharir ki garmi firse down hone shuru ho gayi thi.. ashish jab tak hospital me rahta.. surbhi bhi wahin hospital me rahti.. surbhi ke mayke wale bhi wahin hospital me the.. ashish hospital se nikal kar mujhe dhund raha tha.. par main usay kahin nahi mil raha tha.
main usi ghar me do din tak raha.. ghar ke paas ke hotel se khana kha kar wapis laut aata.. main sare halat par ghor kar raha tha. mere liye musibat thi, main foran hi khul kar samne nahi aa sakta tha. apni identity show nahi karwa sakta tha. kisi ko pata chalta to ek naya hungama shuru ho jata.. 20 saal tak soya rahne wala strange human banakr lauta tha main. ajuba tha mai dunya walun ke liye.. apni real identity ke sath saamne aata to media wale mere piche pad jate.. police mujhe dhongi samjhte hue mujhe arrest kar leti.. torture karti.. mujhse mere real identity poochi jati. main arvind thakur hi tha ye sivaye fingerprints ke main show nahi karwa sakta tha. purane id card ke karan mujhe arvind thakur maan liya jata.. uske baad kya hota. mujhe kahin bhi chhup kar rahna nasib na hota.. pura desh, puri dunya mere piche pad jati.. mujhpar experiments karti.. main 20 saal kahan raha.. mai samay ke sath change kyu nahi hua.. ye sari baten mere dimag me aa rahi thi.. main ek padha likha ladka tha. sab janta tha.. ab aise halat me main khul kar sabke saamne nahi aa sakta tha. mujhe koi aur rasta khojna tha.. aur main isi par vichar kar raha tha..
4th day main shahar me ghum raha tha. koi piche se bhagta hua aaya aur mera hath thaam liya. main chalta hua ja raha tha. achanak se apne hath ko kisi ke hath me dekha to hadbada gaya.. wo ashish tha. uski saans buri tarah se phuli hui thi. wo lambi lambi saanse lete hue mujhe dekh raha tha... aise hi uske moh se shabd nikle....."pp..poonam mar rahi ha arvind"
sunkar mera dil uchhal kar halak me aa gaya.. poonam ka masum chahra meri ankhun me samne lahra gaya. dil ki halat kharab hone lagi. itne dino me punam mujhe meri beti lagne lagi thi. uski halat ka jaan kar mujhe bada dukh hua...
"chal yaar mere sath..ek tu hi ha, jo poonam ko bacha sakta ha.. poonam mar gayi to mai aur surbhi bhi mar jayenge.. bacha lo poonam ko... poonam tumhari bhi to beti ha.
ashishi rote hue bola.. mujhe duvidha me dekh kar wo hath jodta hua firse bola...."ye dekh mai tere hath jodta hon. maan le meri baat.. chal mere sath.. bacha le poonam ko."
najane meri betiyan kahan thee. dunya ki is bheed me kahan kho gayi thi.. najane wo kahan kahan ki khak chhaan rahi hongi. achi life ji rahi hongi ya buri.. gurbat me ji rahi hongi ya ameeri me.. khushhaal zindagi ji rahi hongi ya dukhon bhari.. main nahi janta tha.. poonam ko sochta tha to wo sab yaad aane lagti thi. ek baat bar bar mere mann me aa rahi thi. ek beti ko bachaunga to meri patni meri beityan jahan kahin bhi hongi bhagwan zarur unki raksha karega. unhe bhi sukh dega. punya ke kaam karne wale ko sukh milta ha, khushiyan milti han. apne khoye hue bhi mil jate han.. paap karne wale ko dukh milta ha, zillat milti ha. uska koi kho jaye to bure halat me milte han.. poonam ko bachata hon to shayad bhagwan mujhse khush ho jaye aur meri patni meri batiyan jahan kahin bhi han. unki zindagi me agar dukh han to door kar de. unhe mujhse mila de..
ye sochte hue..."kahan ha poonam"
ashish khush ho gaya.. fir dukhi hoke bola...." wo hospital me ha. uski halat pahle se bhi zayada kharab ha."
poonam ke chahre ke sath surbhi ka chahra bhi meri ankhon me lahrane laga tha. uske sath jo hua tha, wo sab yaad ane laga tha. par poonam ke liye mujhe wahan jana tha.. maine mann bana liya, jitna ho sake surbhi se doori banane ki koshish karunga.. ashish apni bike par tha. bike kuch piche usne stand kari thi.
kuch der me hum bike par bethe hospital ki orr badh rahe the. 25 minat me hospital pohnche. wahan surbhi mujhe dekh kar nazren chura gayi. poonam mujhe dekh kar khil uthi. uski ankhon ki chamak laut aayi.. surbhi ke mayke wale mujhe dekh kar ashish aur surbhi se punchne lage.."kon hon mai" surbhi aur ashish ne pahle mere baare me nahi bataya tha..
poonam mujhe dekhte hi mujhse lipat gayi thi. kitni ajib baat thi. mere jaane ke baad pahle jaise ho gayi thi. mere laut aane ke foran baad normal hone lagi thi.. main poonam ki bimari janta tha. hospital se poonam ko discharge karwaya, ghar le aaya. surbhi aur ashish dono khush the. par mujhe ashish aur surbhi ki ankhon me kuch aur bhi dikha.. surbhi ke mayke wale bhi sath aaye the. par mai poonam ko liye kamre me chala gaya.. shaam tak wo sab wahan rahe.. fir chale gaye...
poonam ke sharir ki garmi laut rahi thi. wo ab mujhse kuch kuch baten karne lagi thi....."chachu ab to aap mujhe chhod kar nahi jayenge na"
"nahi janunga ab main apni beti ko chhod kar.." poonam ke gaal par kiss karte hue kaha to poonam mere gale me baahen daal kar meri gaal par kiss karne lagi..
poonam dedh saal pahle achanak se school me gir padi thi. tab pata chala tha. poonam ko koi rare bimari ha. test hue par doctron ki samjh me kuch nahi aya. ashish aur surbhi bade pareshan hue. general store ki income achi thi. ache waqto ke liye ek plot kharid liya tha. wo poonam ke ilaj ke chalte bechna pada. kahan kahan nahi gaye poonam ke liye ashish aur surbhi.. par poonam ki bimari din ba din badhti hi chali gayi. ashish aur surbhi dono tootne lage the. aise me main unhe mil gaya tha. mere aate hi jaise chamatkar hone laga tha. poonam sambhalne lagi thi. uske badan ki garmi badhne lagi thi.
ab main sara samay poonam ke sath hi rahta tha.. sota to poonam mujhse chipak kar soti. sara din wo meri god me bethi rahti. surbhi ko maine nazar andaz kar diya tha. wo mere kamre me nahi aati thi. maine aate hi ashish ko bol diya tha. surbhi mujhse door rahe.. ashish ke chahre se mujhe laga, wo mujhse kuch kahna chahta ho. kya? main samjh nahi paya tha. main ashish ko force bhi nahi kiya aur sara samay poonam ke sath bitane laga.. aise hi 4 din aur nikal gaye.. poonam ek bar firse pahle jaisi ho gayi.. ab wo kuch der ke liye mujhe chhod kar surbhi aur ashish ke paas chali jati thi. unse baten karti thi..
srubhi aur ashish dono bohut khush the. par mujhe unke chahro par pahle jaisi sachi khushi nahi dikhi.. ye dekh kar main herann tha.. baat kya thi, main nahi janta tha. poonam dono hi ikloti aulad thi. wo ek bar firse zindagi ki taraf laut rahi thi.. par dono ke chahre par utni khushi nahi thi, jitni honi chahiye thi..
raat ko ashish aur surbhi dono kamre me the.. surbhi bed par leti thi.. ashish chair par betha hua vicharon me vyast tha.... kuch der me usne sar uthaya aur surbhi ko dekh kar bola..." kal main arvind se baat karunga.."
"nn..nahi.nahi ashish.. plz aisa kuch mat karna.." surbhi ashish ki minnat karte hue boli.
"dekho surbhi, main tumhe apna faisla suna chuka hon. main apne kahe se fironga nahi.. main dekh raha hon, sach me tum arvind ke liye machalne lagi ho.. main galt to nahi kah raha na"
surbhi nazren churate hue"aisi koi bat nahi ha ashish.."
"aisi hi bat ha surbhi. saalon se tumhare sath, tumhari ras ras janta hon."
"ashish plz aisa kuch mat karna. main tumse pyar karti hon, tumhare sath phere liye han maine.. sath jeene marne ki kasme khayi han maine..."
surbhi fir ansu bahane lagi.wo badi duvidha me thi. jabse main laut kar aya tha. mujhe dekhte hi, mere paas pohnchte hi uski chaddi geeli hone lagti thi. mere liye uske jazbat machalne lage the. maine surbhi ki ankhon me nahi dekha tha. main avoid kar raha tha. warna meri halat bhi achi nahi thi. pata nahi kyu surbhi ko sochte hi mere andar ki aag badhne lagti thi. mann hota tha, surbhi ko seene se laga lun. usay pyar parun.. ek pati jaisa pyar apni patni se karta ha. vaisa pyar.. ek bar bhi mere mann me ye baat nahi aayi. main bahar jaa kar kisi aur ke sath sex karke khud ko shant kar sakta hon.. par nahi aana wala mere bhagy me kya kuch le kar aane wala tha. main anjan tha apne bhagy the. jaise nahi janta tha. ekdum se 1995 se 2015 me ja pohnchunga...
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tumhara khun pani ho chuka ha.
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