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ashish ka pura chahra pasine se bhig chuka tha. meri power ko jaan kar wo sookhe patte ki tarah larzne laga. ashish kahin gir na jaaye, ye soch kar maine ek hath ashish ke kandhe par rakhne ki sochi.. ashish ghabra kar do kadam piche hat gaya..."nn..nahi..nahi..mujhe..chhuna..matt"
hahaha.. ashish dar gaya tha.
foran hi wo sharminda bhi ho gaya. mujhse dar gaya tha. kuch der pahle kya kuch nahi bol gaya tha mujhse. surbhi ko divorce dene ki baat kar raha tha. mujhe surbhi se shadi karne ke liye bol raha tha. mera ye wala roop dekh kar dahshat me aa gaya tha.
"mujhse dar rahe ho ashish" ab main kisi hadh tak normal tha. apni shakti dekh jaan kar main bohut khush tha. jawalamukhi pathar mere andar puri tarah se sama chuka tha. uski visheshata mujhme parvesh kar chuki thi. mai extraordinary human ban chuka tha.
ashish khud par kabu pane ke bad bola..."surbhi ne mujhse kaha tha arvind normal insan nahi ha. wo extraordinory human ha.. poonam bhi zindagi ki or lautne lagi ha. surbhi jaisi wafadar patni, mujhe dil me basa kar bhi tumhare liye pagal ha.. maine bhi man liya tha. sach me tum dusron se alag ho.. kuch to khas bat ha tumme.. tumhare andar ki heat ka bataya tha mujhe surbhi ne.. surbhi par main itna vishwas karta hon. wo kuch bhi kah de.. main sochta nahi, turant maan leta hon.. ab tumhari takat dekh kar mujhe aur bhi yakin aa gaya ha.. sach me tum dusron se alag ho arvind.."
ashish dhire dhire puri tarah se normal ho gaya tha. uska dar jata raha tha..
"chalo yahan se wapis chalte han"
ashish ne mera hath thaam liya..." arvind tumhare surbhi ko chhu lene ke baad surbhi tumhe kabhi bhul nahi payegi.. tum surbhi ko apna lo.."
main laava stone bare sochne laga tha.. ashish ki baat suni toh" is baare me bhi soch lenge ashish.. surbhi ko divorce dene ki baat mat karo"
"tum samjh nahi rahe ho arvind.. surbhi ke dil me bhale hi main tha. par ab tum uski nas nas me sama chuke ho.. uski aatma jo pahle mere naam ki mala japa karti thi. ab wo tumhare naam ho chuki ha.. aaj dekha ha maine usay.. kitni khush dikhi wo mujhe. kitni santusht dikhi wo mujhe.."
ashish ki awaz me dard aur hasrat dono the.. wo surbhi se alag nahi hona chahta tha. par halat aise rukh par aa rahe the. wo ye faisla lene par majbur tha..
"ghar chalo wahin baat karenge.. koi beech ka rasta sochte han.. waise main heran hon tumhari soch jaan kar. tumhare jaisa bhi koi premi ho sakta ha. mujhe andaza nahi tha.."
ashishi pheeki hasi has pada... kuch minto me hum firse ghar par the.. poonam daud kar aai aur mujhse lipat gayi.. surbhi ajib sa chahra liye kabhi mujhe to kabhi ashish ko dekhne lagi. kabhi wo nazren chura rahi thi.. ab main bhi samjh chuka tha.. surbhi kyun itni zayada bahak uthi thi..
ab main jaan gaya tha ye sab laava pathar ke karan ho raha tha. laava pathar ki heat ne hi surbhi ko sab bhula kar meri bana diya tha.. main ye jaan kar heran tha. laava pathar ki heat ne surbhi jaisi pyar ki devi ko bhi pighala diya tha. hairat ki bat thi. sachi premika kaise apni raah badal sakti ha. kisi gair ki bahun me aane ke liye machal sakti ha.. ab mujhe laava stone ki asli kshamta bare jankari mil rahi thi. aur bhi najane kya kya kar sakta tha laava stone.. mujhe sadhu ji maharaj ya fir aghori baba ke jaise hi kisi aur mahapurush ko dhundna hoga.. wahin mujhe laava stone bare sahi se bata sakte the. ab mujhe is baat ki chinta bhi nahi rahi thi. koi mujhse laava stone chheen sakta tha. sadhu ji maharaj ne kaha tha.
"jwalamukhi pathar ki raksha karo. jab tak ye tumhare andar parvesh na kar jaaye.. iske baare me kabhi kisi ko na batana"
20 saalon me laava stone ring se nikal kar mere sharir me parvesh kar chuka tha. ab ise koi mujhse chheen nahi sakta tha.. par iske chalte dunya meri dushman zarur ban sakti thi. takat kisi ek ke paas zayada ho to dusron ke liye sahn karna mushkil hota ha. koi bhi kisi ko khud se badhkar dekhna nahi chahta.. main ek padha likha vyakti tha.. aisi baaten bohut ache se janta tha.. poonam ko god me bithaye main ye sab soch raha tha.
surbhi aur ashish dono kamre me chale gaye.. ashish ne park me jo hua wo surbhi ko bata diya.. sunkar surbhi bhi shocked ho gayi. wo andar se aur bhi khil uthi thi. main uski ragon me khun bankar daudne laga tha. usay ashish ke baad ek aur premi mila tha.. jo dunya se alag tha. jaisa hamesha wo ashish ke liye socha karti thi. usse kahin badhkar sache mann se wo mere liye soch rahi thi.. ashish surbhi ka chahra dekh raha tha.. jahan uske dil me dard hua.. wahin usay meri baaten yaad aayen to umid ki ek kiran bhi usay dikhai dene lagi.. poonam ke liye apni mohabbat ke liye wo balidan dene ko tyar tha. par surbhi se alag hona nahi chahta tha. koi aur solution nahi tha uske paas mujhe apne paas rakhne ke liye.. poonam ko zindagi dene ke liye.. surbhi ke bechaini ko hamesha ke liye kam karne ke liye.. mere un teeno ki life me aa jane se hulchal mach uthi thi. jahan poonam ki jaan bachne ki umid janam le chuki thi. wahin surbhi ke ang ang me bhi main sama chuka tha. aur ye baat ashish ne bohut gahrayi tak jaan li thi. main hamesha ke liye chala bhi jata to bhi ab surbhi ashish ko pahle jaisi nahi milne wali thi. yahi soch kar ashish dil par pathar rakh kar balidan dene ka faisla kar betha tha..
ashish kuch der me store par chala gaya. main poonam se baaten karne laga.. poonam ab tezi se normal hoti ja rahi thi.. jaisa ki poonam ke baare me suna tha. poonam apni umar ki bachiyon se bohut aage thi.. har tarah ki baat kar leti thi. genius bhi thi.
ab uski baaton se mujhe bhi andaza hone laga tha. poonam ka sath mujhe bohut payara lagne laga.
nisha india laut aayi thi apne parivar ke sath.. prashant ne suna to khushi se uchhal pada.. manoj hasne laga..
"kahan ha wo is samay.. chal yaar chalte han uske paas.. bohut saal beet gaye usay chode hue.. chal milkar uski lete han"
"thand rakh prashant.. usay ek din rest to karne de.. ab wo yahin rahne wali ha.. kahin bhagi nahi ja rahi.. wo hamare liye hi to aayi ha.."
prashant saala apne lund ko sambhal nahi pa raha tha. apni patni ke saamne usay lund ko khada karne ke liye mehnat karni padti thi. nisha ka naam sunte hi bina deri ke akadne lagta tha.. prashant besharmi se hasne laga..
mummy papa kothi ke ek kamre tak seemit ji rahe the. nurses unki seva me lagi hui thi. dono bina kisi aas ke ji rahe the. kis ki aas paalte dil me. mere bare me jante nahi the ki main laut aaya hon..
baki sab taraf shanti thi. shadyatr rachne wale kam par lage hue the. par abhi ke liye mummy papa kaiyon ki pohch se door the, toh kuch kar nahi pa rahe the.
ek baat jo mere mann me aai thi.. pichle 20 saalon se main apne mummy papa se door tha. ab tak bhagwan unki raksha karta aaya tha. meri patni aur betiyon ke sath asal me kya beeti. wo ab kahan hongi. main nahi janta tha. ek baat sochi jaye. main 20 saal pahle hi mar chuka tha. ab jo mar chuka ho, wo kaise kisi ka bhala kar sakta tha. bhagwan ne har kisi ke bhagy me jo likha hota ha. hona to wahi ha. jaise mere bhagy me jo likha tha wo ho gaya tha. main 20 saal ke baad firse ji utha tha. mummy papa ke paas khazana ha.. ye jaan kar mere bhai bahno ka khun pani ho gaya tha. isi ke chalte meri patni aur betiyon par hamla hua.. mere sasural walun ko jaan se maar diya gaya. tab main rahta bhi to kuch nahi kar sakta tha. karta to tab, jab bhagwan mujhe himmat deta.. sabka vinash mere bahgy me likhta.. jo hona tha wo ho chuka tha. mummy papa, sasural walun ke liye apni patni aur betiyon ke liye kuch nahi kar paya tha..
ab lauta tha.. ab main jo karne wala tha.. zarur wo sab mere bhagy me likha ja chuka tha. ye sab ab hi hona tha.. zarur ye bhi likha ja chuka tha. ab mera bhagwan par vishwas pahle se adhik paripoorn tha.
jaldbazi se kam bigadte han. susti se kaam adhure rahte han. main na jaldbazi karna chahta tha aur na hi susti ka. jaldbazi aur susti mere apnu ki maut thi. is bhari dunya me abhi main akela tha.. sharirik power ke siva mere paas aur koi power nahi thi. mujhpar khatra banta to apni suraksha kar sakta tha. apnu par ban aati to problem ban jati.
pahle bohut se log mujhe jante the. ab main mangal singh ke siva koi nahi janta tha. ashish aur surbhi meri asal se anjan the. abhi main kisi ko apni asliyat bata bhi nahi sakta tha. ek bar apne dosto par vishwas karke dhoka kha chuka tha. ashish aur surbhi par shak nahi kar sakta tha. par main nadan nahi tha. nahi janta tha, meri rahen kitni kashin hone wali han. aise me mujhe ek ek step soch samjh kar lena tha..
poonam ko sula kar mai kamre se nikla. surbhi rat ke khane ki tyari me lagi hui thi. mujhe dekha to sharma kar nazren chura gayi. mai usay piche se dekhne laga. dil ek bar firse uske machalne laga. par main wahin khada raha. khud se ladta raha. surbhi jaise jawan aurat se door rahna asambhav tha. jabki main ye bhi janta tha. surbhi bhi meri aghosh me aane ke liye betab ha. ashish ki or se bhi koi rok tok nahi thi. usne khud se apni patni mujhe sonp di thi. aise me kaise main khud par control rakh pata. surbhi ka gadraya sharir mujhe apni aur khench raha tha. par is bar main aage nahi badha. wahin se surbhi ko dekhta tha. surbhi ke sharir me kanpan si hone lagi thi. wo mud kar mujhe dekhne ke liye bechain hone lagi. meri nigahu ki tapish ko surbhi ne apne sharir par pa liya tha. wo janti thi main usay hi taad raha hon. jaise main uske liye machal raha tha. wo bhi mere liye machal rahi thi. kuch der tak usay dekhte rahne ke baad main ghar se nikal pada. aise hi ghumta raha shaam tak.
shaam ke baad ghar lauta to ashish bhi laut chuka tha. poonam uth chuki thi... mere gale me bahen daal kar naraz hote hue mujhse boli...'chachu aap kaha chale gaye the mujhe chhod kar"
"main bhala apni beti ko chhod kar kaise ja sakta hon"
poonam ne khush hokar mere gaal ko chum liya.."i love you chachu" muaahhh..muhaahh..
ashish aur surbhi dono poonam ko khush dekh kar khil uthe the. dono ki jan basti thi poonam me. aur ab meri bhi.. poonam mujhe meri betiyon ke jaise hi pyari ho gayi thi.
poonam kai mahino se chain ki nind nahi so saki thi. ab wo aksar hi meri ashosh me heat paa kar so jaya karti thi. 24 hrs me se 16-17 ghante wo soya karti thi. raat 10 baje wo firse so gayi.. main ek balnket usay odha kar kamer se nikal pada..
dusre kamre ka door khula hua tha. andar ashish aur surbhi baton me lage hue the. dono fasla rakh kar bed par bethe the. kitni hairat ki baat thi. dono pati patni the, dono premi the. fir bhi fasla rakhe hue the ek dusre se. shayad mere intezar me the dono.. mujhe aate dekha to dono bed se utar kar khade ho gaye..
pata nahi yahan mujhe hasna chahiye tha ya afsos karna chahiye tha. nahi janta. dono baten ek hi pal me mere mann me aayi.
"khade kyu ho gaye aap dono.. betho.."
surbhi ne ashish ko dekha. wo ek bar firse nazren chura gayi thi.. kamre me rakhi ek chair mai bed ke karib ghaseet kar beth gaya..
"beth jaiye plz. aapka ghar ha. aur aap dono khade han.. mahman bhi nahi hon main."
dono ek dusre ko dekh kar bethne lage. ab bhi dono ne fasla rakha hua tha. dono khamosh rahe, kuch nahi bole.. mujhe hi bolna pada.
"zindagi behad sundr ha. kabhi kabhi zindagi ki sundrta khatam hoti hui dikhai dene lagti ha... zindagi me jitni khushiyan milti han. utne dard bhi milte han.. kabhi dhoop to kabhi chhaon.. insan kya ha? mitti ka bana ek putla.. kisi bhi insaanme bhaavanaon ka vishesh mahatv hota hai.. usi se insan ki asal ka pata chalta ha. wo sach me insan ha ya keval ek darinda. uske karam uske jazbat insan aur haivan me farq batate han. main mumbai ke liye laut raha tha to nahi janta tha. main aap jaise mahaan logon se milunga. meri mulakat ap jaise premiyo se hogi. jo prem ki inteha ko pohnche hue honge. jo matlab ki is dunya me prem ke siva kuch jante bhi nahi honge. sach me prem ke siva is sansar me kuch ha hi nahi. prem ha to sansar ha. prem nahi to sansar bhi nahi.. prem nahi toh insan bhi nahi.. prem ha to sansar ha insan ha.. prem nahi to sansar nasht ho jaye. insan darinda ban jaye.
"main kon hon, kahan se aaya hon, kahan rahta hon. kon kon meri zindagi me ha. maine abhi apne bare me kuch nahi bataya. main bhi ek insan hon. main bhi prem ka pujari hon. main bhi ek pita hon. meri bhi betiyan han.. ek isnan, ek pita ek premi hote ke nate poonam ke liye ye sab kiya maine.. haivan hota to aisa sab nahi karta.. jaise ki ab aap dono jaan chuke han. main aam manush nahi hon. ye baat bhi mujhe abhi pata chali ha. warna ye baat main pahle nahi janta tha. main kon hon, kahan se hon. ye baat abhi nahi batunga main aapko. ye mat samjhna ki main aap par vishwas nahi kar raha. vishwas asal me kya hota ha. wo aap dono se kahne ki zarurat nahi ha mujhe. aap dono great han.. sache premi hi nahi.. sache mata pita bhi ha.. sache isnan bhi han."
dono pure dhayan se meri baat sun rahe the. surbhi to ek tik mujhe hi dekh rahe thi, wo bhi bina palken jhapkaye. main ruka aur uski ankhon me dekha to ankhen chura gayi.
maine aage bola shuru kiya...."yahan lauta to main nahi janta tha. mere andar kya kuch change aa chuka ha. wahi change poonam ko zindagi lautane laga.. aap dono khushi se jhum uthe. surbhi aur main anjane me ek dusre ke karib hue.. to fir ek aise karib hue. sab bhul bethe.(surbhi ka chahra sharam se laal padne laga. wo nazren jhuka gayi) main ye nahi kahunga, yahan surbhi galat ha. galat to main bhi khud ko nahi manta. jo hua anjane me hua. hum dono hi ek dusre hi ek dusre ke chah dil me pal bethe. jahan hum pachhtava hua. wahin chah bhi aur badh gayi.. ek bar ke baad dusri baar fir wahi hua.. aisa hona nahi chahiye tha. main nahi janta tha, mere sath koi aisa maamla ha. surbhi meri orr aur main surbhi ki orr khincha chala aaonga. ashish ab tumne kaha, surbhi kabhi mujhse door nahi rahna chahegi.. halanki aisa hona nahi chahiye tha. main khud nahi janta, meri zindagi ke aage aane wala halat kaise honge. kaisi kaisi kathnaiyan--- khair main zayada detail me nahi jaunga.. bas itna kahunga. main aisa kuch nahi chahta tha.. par honi kon taal sakta ha. jo niyati ne hamari zindagi me likh diya ha. wo to hokar hi rahna ha. na usay mai taal sakta hon aur na hi aap dono me se koi.. maine prem aur insan ki baat ki.. bhavanaon ki baat ki.. main insan bhi hon.. premi pujari bhi hon.. haivan nahi hon. bhavanon ko samjhta hon. uski kadar karta hon. main chahta to swarthi bankar apna matlab pura kar sakta tha. surbhi ke sath jaisa sab hua, main aage bhi badh sakta tha.. poonam ko chhod kar, aap dono ko chhod kar yahan se ja bhi sakta tha. par hamare bhagy me sath rahna likha ha. ek lambe samay tak sath rahna likha ha. main aise hi khamoshi se yahan se jaa kar na to poonam ki zindagi ko khatre me daal sakta hon. na aap dono ki zindagi ke rango ko pheeka bana sakta hon. pahle mera faisla kuch aur tha.. ab aur ha.. mujhe pata chal gaya ha. kyu surbhi aur main ek dusre ke bar bar itne karib ho rahe the. kyu ek dusre se door nahi ja pa rahe the.. kyu ek dusre ko bhul nahi pa rahe.. main detail me kuch nahi bata paunga. aap dono bhi plz abhi mujhse kuchh mat puchiyega..
itna bol kar main utha aur surbhi ke saamne ja pohncha. surbhi ka tab se niche jhuka chahra upar nahi utha tha.. maare sharam ke wo pani pani hone lagi thi. sharam to mujhe bhi bohut aa rahi thi. par main faisla le chuka tha. ashish surbhi ko chhod dene ki baat kar raha tha. aur main aisa kuch bhi nahi hone dena chahta tha.. baat besharmi ki bhi thi. par jahan baat zindagi ki aa jaye.. wahan thodi si kyaa? bohut zayada besharmi bhi karni pad jati ha.. surbhi ka hath tham kar maine usay bed se utaar kar apne saamne khada kar diya... surbhi kanpne lagi thi... uske pura sharir pasina chhodne laga tha. apne beinteha pyar karne wale pati ke saamne maine usay thaam liya tha.. ashish ko dekha to uske chahre par kuch bhi negetive jaisa mujhe nahi dikha...... haan par wo duvidha me zarur tha.. mera faisla jaanna chahta tha..
"surbhi meri ankhon me dekho" maine kaha to surbhi ki himmat nahi ho pa rahi thi, ashish ke saamne meri ankhon me dekh sake.. "surbhi meri ankhon me dekho"
surbhi ne dhire dhire karke chahra upar uthaya to uski ankhen band thee. uska pura chahra bhi kapkapa raha tha.. hont jaise sookhne lage the.. main jaanta tha, surbhi ki himmat kaise badhai ja sakti ha.. maine surbhi ke chahre ko thaama aur ashish ki parwa kiye bina apne hont surbhi ke honto se laga diye.. surbhi ne mujhe kiss nahi ki.. main hi uske honto ka ras peeta raha tha.. zayada der nahi guzri.. surbhi ki kanpan firse badh gayi. is baar ki kanpan madhoshi ki thi.. wo bhi bawli hui, khud ko bhuli mere honto ko puri shiddat se chusne lagi.. main janta tha, wo pal bhar me hi jhad jayegi.. aur fir hua bhi wahi.. surbhi mere kandhe par sar rakhe jhatke kha rahi thi... maine ashish ko dekha.. to uski ankhon me mujhe surbhi ke liye prem dikha.. usne live dekha tha. jaan gaya tha. kitni jaldi surbhi jhad gayi thi. ye sab meri aag ka kamal tha. warna koi nari itni jaldi kahan jhadti ha. itni jaldi to wo garm bhi nahi hoti. mere sath rahte hue wo pani pani ho gayi thi.. maine surbhi ko gale se laga liya. uski peeth sahlane laga.. thodi hi der me surbhi normal ho gayi.. mujhse lagi hui thi, wo mere nashe me thi..
"surbhi ab bhi nahi bologi tum"
"arvind main kya bolon.."
"ab bhi sharam aa rahi ha tumhe"
"sharam to mere andar se ja hi nahi sakti. kaise sar uthao main arvind.. ashish paas hi to hai.."
main uski peeth sahlate hue.."surbhi ashish ne tumhare liye balidan dene ka soch rakha ha. is bare me tum kya kahti ho"
"main... main ashish se door nahi rah sakti.. maine sacha pyar kiya ha ashish se.. pata nahi ab mujhe kya ho gaya ha.. main aisi to nahi thi.."
"main bhi aisa nahi tha. meri ek patni ha. teen betiyan han. apni patni ke siva main kabhi kisi aur ke sath aisa sab karne ki soch bhi nahi sakta tha. par karna pad raha ha. jaise tum khud ko nahi sambhal pa rahi ho. aise hi maine bhi khud ko nahi sambhal pa raha hon. main bhi bahak raha hon. jaise din ke samay bahak gaya tha.. par ye galat ha na"
"haan arvind ye bohut galat ha"
"to fir itni der se mujhse chipak kar kyu khadi ho.. mujhse alag kyu nahi ho rahi.."
"kya karun arvind.. mera khud par zor nahi chal raha.. aisa lag raha ha.. jaise hum dono ek hi taar se jude han.."
"ek hi taar se to tum aur ashish bhi jude hue ho"
"haan arvind, main aur ashish bhi ek hi taar se jude hue han"
"aur ye taar poonam ke kaaran bohut strong ha"
"haan poonam hum dono ki jaan ha"
"to fir tum teeno me se kisi ek ko bhi kuch hua to taar bhi toot jayegi'
"haan arvind. na main apni ikloti beti ko khona chahti hon aur na hi ashish ko"
"aur mujhe.?"
"ab shayad tumse doori mujhe zayada dard degi"
"uske liye tumhe ek kathin faisla karna hoga surbhi"
"kaisa faisla arvind"
"ashish balidan de raha tha."
"haan arvind, ashish mujhse bohut pyar karta ha. mere liye, poonam ke liye kuch bhi kar sakta ha.. pyar kise kahte han.. ashish se badhkar shayad koi nahi janta.. ashish mahaan ha. ashish ka prem aakash ha.."
"tum nahi de sakti ashish ke liye balidan.. prem me ashish balidan de sakta ha. to tum kyu nahi de sakti.."
"haan arvind.. mujhme itna himmat ha, main prem ke liye, ashish aur poonam ke liye kaisa bhi balidan de sakti hon"
"mujhse aur ashish se door nahi hota chahti to tumhe balidan dena hoga"
"main dungi balidan.. tumhare liye, ashish ke liye, poonam ke liye, prem ke liye"
"balidan hamesha kathin hua karte han surbhi"
"kathin hote han, tabhi to balidan kaha jata ha.. anyatha aam baat ho to usay balidan kon kahe"
"surbhi main bhi prem pujari hon, tum bhi prem pujaran ho, ashish bhi prem pujari ha"
"haan hum teeno prem pujari han"
"hum teeno aur poonam milkar ek taar se bandh jate han"
"haan.. ye sahi ha"
"to balidan ke liye tum tyar ho"
"haan arvind.. main tyar hon"
"tum mere bina nahi rah sakti. ashish ko bhi nahi khona chahti"
"haan mujhe tum dono ki chah ha"
"to hum teeno milkar ek ban jate han"
"kaise?"
"hum teeno ek samman prem pujari ban jate han.. hum teeno apni tahani ke razdar ban jate han.. hum teeno me kuch bhi chhupa nahi rahega.. jaise tumne abhi ashish ke samne mujhse chipak kar charm prapt kiya.. aise hi hum teeno milkar prem ki ek nayi misal kayam karenge.. hum har hadh se guzar kar ek dusre ke prem ko badhayenge.. bolo tum aisa kar paogi. mere aur ashish ke sath milkar wo sab kar jaaogi.. jo ek nari ke liye mumkin nahi..."
surbhi firse kaanp uthi.. meri ye baat uske liye bohut bhari thi.. wo andar se hil kar rah gayi thi... ek sath do do mardon ke sath milkar relationship me aana.. aisi baat ke liye surbhi jaisi nari ke liye bohut kathin baat thi.."
"yahi ha tumhara balidan surbhi.. tumhe ye balidan dena hi hoga.. dusri surat me mujhe poonam ko yahan se lejana hoga. theek hone tak wo mere sath rahegi. fir main usay tum dono ke paas le aaonga.. aise me kya tum mujhe bhul paogi. meri chah dil se nikal paogi.. bolo jawab do surbhi.."
surbhi foran bol padi.."nahi arvind main tumhe nahi bhul paongi.. main tumse door nahi rah sakti.. par aisa sab kar pana mere liye bohut kathin hoga.."
"uske liye main tumhe time dunga.. ye bhi ho sakta ha, main ashish ke sath milkar tumhe pyar na don. par aisa karne se tumhe ashish ki nazron ka sahi se saamna nahi kar paogi.. mujhse pyar pa kar tum ashish ke saamne jaogi to ashish ki ankhon me pahle ki tarah dekh nahi paogi.. kya tum chahti ho, ek sache premi ke saamne tumhari nazren jhuk jaye.. sar jhuk jaye.."
"nahi.. main aisa nahi chahti.."
"achi baat ha"
maine ashish ko dekha..
"kyu ashish tumhe to koi preshani nahi hogi mere is faisle se"
ashish bhi uth kar hamare barabar aa gaya.."arvind ab jab niyati ne humen mila hi diya ha. meri surbhi ke pyar aur sharir ke bhagedar bana hi diya ha to main kaise koi objection utha sakta hon.. sach kahun to tumhare is faisle se main firse ji utha hon. main bohut khush hon.. hum teeno ek sath milkar life ko khub enjoy karenge.. pyar to badhane se badhta ha. kam nahi hota.."... fir wo kuch naughty naughty hota hua surbhi ki peeth sahlate hue, uske gaal ko chumte hue bola.." kyu surbhi.. pyar ke sare rang humne dekh liye.. ab ke mil rahe rang humne pahle kabhi nahi dekhe the.. ab mile han to is rangon ka bhi khub lutf uthayenge.."
surbhi aur sharam se laal hone lagi.. main has pada.. fir main bola..."meri life me abhi aur bohut se kam karne wale han.. tum dono abhi ek dusre ke sath ache se prem milan karo.. ek dusre se is nayi badli situation par baaten karo.. hum teeno fir kabhi milkar prem milan karnege.. aur haan ashish mere kaaran nikla surbhi ka amrit khub maze lekar peena.. tumne apne mehnat se nikal kar to khub piya hoga.. ab meri mehnat se nikle amrit ka taste karo.. subah main puchunga, pichle saalon se mil raha taste badhiya tha. ya ab ke mile amrit ka taste.. ashish khilkhila kar has pada.. aur surbhi sharmane lagi.. uske honto par badi payari muskan thi..
maine surbhi ka chahra tham kar usay ek kiss kiya.. surbhi ne ankhen band kar li thi.. main surbhi ke honto ka ras pi kar dono ko unke haal par chhod kar kamre se nikal pada....
uffffffffff mere lund ki wat lag chuki thi.. bohut der se surbhi meri bahun me thi.. uske badan ki heat aur mastiyan mere andar transfer hokar meri band bajaye hue thi.. mere andar ki heat me mujhe pagal banaya hua tha. pata nahi kahan se itni shan shakti mere andar aa gayi thi.. warna mere liye control karna bohut mushkil ho gaya tha..
firse bathroom me ghus kar shower ke niche khada ho gaya.. maine ashish ke sath milkar surbhi ko chod sakta tha. jab dono razi the aur mere lund ka bhala hone ja rha tha to mujhe piche nahi hatna chahiye tha.. par main soch samjh kar piche hata tha. abhi surbhi mere badan se lag kar charam par pohch jaya karti thi. jab mera lund aur aur lund ka maal uske andar jayega to uska kya haal hoga.wo to kabhi ashish ko paas bhi na phatakne deti.. aisi awaz mere andar se aa rahi thi.. mujhe pahle laava stone ke baare me ache se samjhna hoga.. aisa surbhi ke sath tha. to mai bahar kisi bhi mahila se lag kar uske pagal ho sakta tha. agar laava stone ka aisa hi result tha. to fir to puri dunya ki ladkiyan mere liye pagal ho jati.. jis jis ko chhu leta. wo mere piche piche hoti.. ye ek nayi samasya thi.. sari jaankari se pahle mujhe kisi bhi chut me lund nahi dalna tha. kisi ki bhi chut me maal nahi chhodna tha.. kuch to karna hi padega. aise baat nahi banegi.. surbhi jaise prem pujaran aur dharmik nari mere liye pagal thi. koi aur kaise khud ko rok pati..
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russia ke ek five star hotel ke compound me ek luxury aa kar ruki.. car ke andar se lara naam ki ek ladki top skirt me niche utri.. wo bade katilana andaz se chalti hotel ke andar jane lagi..wo akeli thi. uske shoes ki thak thak ki awaz par sab usay dekhne lage.. jaise hi sabne usay pahchana.. wo sab hath bandh kar sammaniya khade ho gaye.. lara red colour ka chashma ankhon par lagaye shane beniyazi se chalti hui lift ke paas pohnchi. foran hi lift boy uske sawagat ke liye khada ho gaya.. ek hath utha kar lara ko salute kiya.. lara usay dekhe bina lift me khadi ho gayi.. usi pal lift usay lekar 9th floor ki or badhne lagi..
9th floor par bane ek office room ke andar betha hua ek ganja mota admi jo shakal se hi kharant nazar a raha tha. usay lara ke aane ki khabar mili.. lara aai ha, ye jaan kar wo khush ho gaya. wall mirror ke saamne ja kar khada hua aur khud ko dekhne laga.. ganja 3 piece suit me tha.. santushti ke bad wo chair par aa betha... usi pal door knock hua, foran hi lara door khol kar andar bhi enter kar gayi..
"aao..aao..baby.. bohut dino baad darshan diye apne boss ko"
lara ne tekhi nazar se ganje ko dekha. ganja lara ka 2nd boss bhi tha..lara chair par bethi aur ganje ko dekhne lagi.. lara ki nazar uski dressing par, uske bina sarke baalon par gayi.. ganje ka ek hath bekhayali me sar par gaya aur wo apna takla khujane laga.....
hahaha.. lara has padi...takla sharminda ho gaya.. fir besharmi se hasne laga...
"lara tum jaisi sexy ladki ko dekh kar main bhul jata hon, main tumhara boss hon"
"ye to aapki purani bimari ha.. batayen kis liye yaad kiye mujhe.. aap ko pata bhi tha, main leave par hon.."
"janta hon, tum leave par ho.. par tum ye bhi janti ho, jab bhi koi khas maamla hota ha, tabhi tumhe yaad kiya jata ha. chote mote matters solve karne ke liye hamare pass hazaron han.."
"aur khaas kaam ke liye sirf main.?"
lara bade ghamand se boli...
"haan..ye to hamare liye garv ki bat ha, jo tum hamari organization me ho.."
"mamla kya ha.?"
"black formula"
takla josh se bola...
"black formula.? ye kya bala ha.?"
lara herangi se boli...
takle ne ek file uthayi aur lara ke saamne phenk di...lara file utha kar dekhne lagi.. jaise jaise wo file read karti gayi. uski ankhon aur moh khulta chala gaya..
"unbelieveable"
"haan ha to unbelieveable.. par ise hamare kabze me hona chahiye.. aur ise tum laogi hamare paas.. tumhare siva ye kaam koi aur nahi kar sakta.."
lara file ko band karte hue.."iska matlab ha, mujhe kal hi india jana padega!.. is bar firse meri leave ki band baj gayi"
black formula ek insan ko superhuman banane se related tha. robert nami ek francici billionaire ne dunya par raj karne ke liye ek scientific lab banayi.. us lab me dunya bhar se vaigyaniko ko bulaya. robert ke pass paise ki kami nahi thi. moh mangi payment par uski lab me shodh shuru hui. 3 saalon ki mahnat ke baad scientists ek aisa formula banane ke safal ho gaye. jiske istemal se kisi bhi isnan ka sharir pathar ke jaisa ban sakta tha. usme itni shakti a sakti thi. wo chahe to ek mukka maar kar ped ko hi gira de. normal size ke pathar ke tukde tukde kar de... uska sharir bhi bulletfroop ban jata.. kuch liquid tha, kuch tablets aur kuch injection..
1 mahine ke istemal se hi koi insan shaktishali ban sakta tha. yadi formula ki first dose uska sharir sahn kar jaaye to? warna kuch hi minto me uski maut bhi ho sakti thi.
robert ko khabar mili.. us samay wo france se bahar tha. khabar sunkar sare kam chhod kar apni lab ja pohncha. par tab tak formula koi le uda tha.. robert guse se pagal ho gaya.. saman utha utha kar phenkne laga. security incharge se gun lekar kaiyon ko bhoon dala..
kuch der me robert normal hua..."us jaisa dusra formula tyar karne me kitni der lagegi..."
usay jawab mila... "sorry sir! doctor fernando ab nahi rahe.. unke bina shayad ise firse bana pana mumkin na rahe.."
"how.?" robert cheekh pada.. fir usay detail batai jaane lagi.
formula ek indian vaigyanik vinod le uda tha. wo desh bhakt nahi tha. wo bhi ek criminal aur swarthi vaigyanik tha. wo formula le kar india ja pohncha. wahan uski apni ek lab thi. lab tak pohnch pana uske liye mushkil ho gaya. robert ke puri dunya me connections the, india me bhi uske bohut se admi kaam kar rahe the. usne sab ko vinod ke piche laga diya.. vinod sanwale rang ka 35 varshy vyakti thi. thoda sa mota tha.. uski surat aisi thi, door se hi dekh kar pahchan ho jaya karti thi. vinod chahta to kahin chhup kar black formula ki first dose lekar use kar sakta tha. par wo dara hua bhi tha. usne dekha tha, doctor fernando ne bhi first dose li thi. kuch hi minto me wo tadap tadap kar mar gaya tha. doctor ferndando is shodh ko lead kar raha tha. formula ready hua to khud ko rok nahi paya. wo boodha tha, usne socha, shayad main bhi iske istemal se shaktishali ban jaon. dusre sabhi usay rokte rah gaye. jaise hi kuch minat beete, doctor fernanda tadapne laga. der nahi lagi aur uska sharir kai jagon se phat gaya. sab dekh kar stabdh rah gaye.. isi moka ka fayda utha kar vinod wo formula lekar wahan se khisak liya..
ab wo mumbai me tha. par usne jaan liya tha, robert ke admi uski talash me mare mare fir rahe han. wo janta tha, jaise hi wo kisi ki nazron me aaya. bina der kiye uske seene me chhed bana diye jayenge. aur formula usse le liya jayega.. vinod aisa nahi chahta tha. badi mushkil se usne ye formula hasil kiya tha..
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mere din rat badi bechaini me beet rahe the. poonam ki jaan na bachani hoti to main kahin ek jaga na thaharta. mummy papa ke liye busy ho chuka hota.. poonam mujhse zayada der door nahi rah sakti thi. uske normal hone tak mujhe uske sath hi rahna tha.
main shower ke niche bohut der tak raha. mann aur sharir shower ke niche khada rahne se bhi shant nahi hua. mind ko divert karne ke liye mummy papa, deepti aur apni betiyon ke vicharon me vyast karna pada mujhe. un sab ke baare me sochne se hi mera mann aur sharir shant hua. main bathroom se nikal kar poonam wale kamre me ja pohncha. wo masum bulbul meethi nind so rahi thi. nahi janti thi, uske mummy papa ki life me kaisa change aa chuka ha. bhagwan ne usay ek mummy aur ek papa diye the. ab main bhi uski life me uska papa bankar aane wala tha. kismat ka bhi khub anyay ha.. meri apni betiyan jo mujhe papa kaha karti thi, dunya ki bheed me kahan gum ho gayi thi. aur main poonam ki maa se relationship me aa kar poonam ka papa banne wala tha. mujhe andaza hone laga tha, poonam aane wale dino me apni mummy apne papa se bhi badhkar mujhse mohabbat karne lagegi.. mujhe chachu se papa bolne lagegi.
agle das din bohut khaas rahe.. surbhi ke sath chhed chhad chalti rahi. kabhi kiss to kabhi uske badan ka bhoogol napta raha. dhire dhire surbhi meri garmi ki adi hone lagi. uski timing badhne lagi. usay kiss karne ke sath sath uske sharir ko masalta to wo jhadti. ye ek achi bat hui thi. surbhi ab mere sath kiss aur romance karte hue jhijhakti nahi thi. poonam ke saamne normal rahti aur tanhai me meri lugai ban jati.
surbhi se mujhe pyar ki inteha dekhne ko mil rahi thi.. par main puri tarah se aage nahi badh pa raha tha. ek to mere mummy papa meri nazron se ojhal the, meri patni aur betiyon kahin khoi hui thi.. dusre mujhe darr tha. kahin aurat ka nasha mujhe bekar na karde.. aur main sab bhul kar surbhi me gum ho jaao.. jitna ho sakta tha main khud se lad raha tha..
poonam aur bhi achi ho gayi thi. in das dino me main din ke samay poonam ko surbhi ke hawale kar ke 3-4 ghanto ke liye nikal liya karta tha. poonam ke liye mujhse doori sahn karna mushkil tha. par namumkin nahi.. ab uske badan ki heat normal rahne lagi thi..
mere andar laava stone tha.. matlab aag thi. mujhe gusa jaldi aane lagta tha. aise hi ek din main shahr ghum raha tha. ek jaga 3 loafer type ladke ek ladki ko chhed rahe the. ladke ke badan ko idhar udhar touch kar rahe the.. road sansan tha.. jaane ladki is khali road par kyu aa gayi thi..
main wahan ja pohncha aur ek ladke ki gardan piche se pakad li.. wo sab mujhe dekhne lage. ladki bohut dari hui thi. uski izzat khatre me thi. ye jaan kar main guse me aa gaya tha. gusa to jaise mere andar se bahar nikalne ka bahana dhundta tha..
mujhe dhayan hi nahi raha tha. main ab sadhanran manush nahi raha.. laava stone ne mere sharir ko pathar bana diya ha. maine to us ladki ki gardan normally pakdi thi. par main guse me tha. pata hi nahi chala. kab meri pakad thodi si sakht ho gayi. aur kadakkk ki awaz ke sath us ladke ki gardan ki hadi toot gayi. toot kya gayi, kachumar nikal gaya.. maine usay chhoda to wo lahra kar gir pada.. kuch der tadpa fir thanda ho gaya. mai pahle to usay herangi se dekhta raha. fir sab samjh me aa gaya.. wo ek veran ilaka tha.. koi dekhne wala nahi tha. yahi ladke aur ladki hi the mere saamne. ab ladki ko to main kuch kah nahi sakta tha. ladko ko chhod nahi sakta tha. chhod deta to main police ke chakkar me phas sakta tha. ladke apne sathi ko mara dekh kar uske pass beth kar usay jhanjhodne lage.. maine dono ki gardan pakdi aur pal bhar me tod di.. wo kuch bol hi nahi paye.. ladki ye dekh kar chillane lagi..."nahi..nahi..plz mujhe mat marna"
"tumhe kuch nahi kaunga main.. tum bhi kisi ko kuch mat batana.. ab jao yahan se"
ladki ghabrayi hui thi. foran hi wahan se bhaag khadi hui.. main idhar udhar dekhne laga. koi nahi dikha.. mai mare pade ladko ko dekhne laga.. ajib baat thi, mujhe ladko ko maar kar dukh nahi ho raha tha. shayad mere mummy papa ke sath jo mere bhai aur bahno ne kiya tha, manoj aur mere dosto ne jo mere sath kiya tha. ye sab uska parinam tha. vaise bhi izzat ke sath khelne walun ko zinda nahi rahna chahiye. main idhar udhar dekh kar ladko ki gardan se apne fingerprint mitane laga. mujhe dar tha, kahin fingerprint ke zariye meri pahchan saamna na aa jaye. abhi tak mujhe koi aisa nahi mila tha. jo mujhe pahchaan sake. fir bhi saavdhani to bartni hi thi..
maine der nahi ki aur foran wahan se nikal pada. ashish house pohncha to poonam ko khud se lipta kar main vicharon me doob gaya tha. ye sab kya ho raha tha. main thakur tha. thakur kabhi buzdil nahi hua karte. ladne marne wale hua karte han. mai bhi jeedar tha. par aisa nahi tha. kisi ka khun karne ka main soch bhi nahi sakta tha. ab in 3 ladkon ki jaan li to mere dil me zara sa bhi dard nahi hua. mujhe unpar daya bhi nahi aayi.. poonam ke liye bohut narm ho gaya tha. surbhi ke liye machal gaya tha. fir bhi sab baton ko dhayan me rakhe hue the. ahsas aur jazbat mere andar zinda the. maan maryada sab hi to the mere vicharon me, mere act me.. ab ladkon ki jaan lete samay aisa kuch kyu nahi aaya mere mann me. ek ki jaan anjane me li thi. dusre dono ki jaan sabut ke chalte leni padi. aisa to criminals kiya karte the. kya mai bhi criminal ban gaya tha. laava stone mere sharir me parvesh kar chuka ha. ye baat na jaan chuka hota to is samay main bohut zayada ghabra gaya hota.. par main soch to raha tha. dara hua nahi tha... darr ka door door ka koi naamo nishan nahi tha mere andar..
"chachu aap kya soch rahe han"
poonam ki awaz mujhe hosh me le aayi thi.. maine poonam ko dekha to uski ankhon me mujhe zindagi karwaten leti dikhai di. maine usay gaal par kiss karte hue khud me bhench liya..."poonam tum meri kon ho"
poonam chahak kar.."mainnn! main aapki beti hon, aapki jan hon.. aap mere chachu han"
"poonam tum janti ho, tum akeli nahi ho, tumhari aur bhi teen behne han.."
"haan chachu aapne bataya tha mujhe...kahan han wo sab?"
main kuch sad sa hua.."nahi janta wo sab kahan han.."
"chachu meri teeno bahne kitni cute si hongi naa. doll ke jaisi"
poonam shok se puchne lagi to main has pada.. jise wo apne se chhoti bol rahi thi. wo sab poonam se badi ho thi. main dikhne me 25 ka tha.. usi hisab se meri betiyon ki age bhi kam hi samjhi jati.. poonam bhi kam samjh rahi thi.
"chachu aap hase kyu?"
ab main poonam ko kya batata.. main 25 ka nahi 25 ka hon.. meri betiyan 1-2-3 ki nahi.. 21-22-23 ki ho gayi han. ab to wo shadi layak bhi ho chuki hongi. jaise hi ye soch mere mann me aayi. mera mann bechain ho utha. mann hone laga, abhi utho aur nikal padon unki talash me.. mummy papa ki talash me.. par poonam ka kya karta.. ye soch kar dil thaam kar rah gaya. apne dil ke sukun ke liye, apnu ki zindagi se dukh dard door karne ke liye mujhe poonam ki parwa chhodni padti.. nahi mai aisa nahi kar sakta tha...
"poonam ye kyaa.. pahle aap hase aur ab dukhi ho gaye.."
maine poonam ko dekha. uske gaalon ko chuma..."sab ki yaad aa gayi thi na isliye."
poonam mujhe dukhi dekh kar dukhi ho gayi thi..
ye in beete das dino me 8 din pahle ki baat thi.. 3 ladke ki lashon saamne aayi to kohram mach gaya. mumbai wasi pareshan ho gaye. media ne teeno ladko ki lashon ko mysterious & thrilling bana diya tha. teeno ki gardano ki hadiyon ka kachumar nikaal diya tha maine. maine apni ungliyon ke nishan to un teeno ki gardano se mita diye the. par forensic report ne sabat kar diya. kisi bepanah takatwar insan ne apni ungliyon ki power ka use karte hue teeno ki hatya ki ha. ye aisi khabar thi. jisne suni, dahshat me aa gaya. us raat pura shahar time to time veran ho gaya tha. log dar gaye the. jaane kaisi bala shahar me parvesh kar gayi thi.
maine aisa bhi nahi socha tha. ab honi ko kon taal sakta tha. main saamne nahi aa saka tha. par jaanne wale jaan gaye the. koi insan ya fir insano jaise aakar wali bala shahr me ghus aayi ha.. jo itni shaktishali ha. kisi ki bhi gardan daba kar hadiyon ka surma bana sakti ha..
ye baat mere liye sahi bhi thi aur galt bhi.. galat isliye, agar main kisi ki nazron me aa gaya to sab mere piche pad jayenge. mujhe chain se rahne nahi denge. fir mere liye mummy papa, meri wife aur betiyon ko dhundna mushkil ho jayegaa. mere liye acha ye hua. mujhe saavdhan rahne ki soojh boojh mil gayi.. aur fir main superhuman hote hue bhi ek aam human tha. aam insano ke jaise feelings thee mere andar. aam insano ke jaise mera bhi parivar tha. mujhe apni baki ki life unke sath bitani thi. power ko show off karta to life ka maza jata tha. mere apne khatre me aa jate.. zindagi ki raah me anginat kathnaiyan aan tapakteen. main bhaga bhaga firta.. kahin ek jaga mujhe jeena nasib nahi hota..
yahi soch kar maine apni baki zindagi ko lekar plan bana liya.. power ko soch samjh kar istemal me lana tha. ek baar nazar me aa jata to fir bach kar rahna mushkil ho jata.. fir mujhe chhup kar jeena hota.. 20 saal barf me chhup kar jeene ke baad main firse chhup kar nahi jeena chahta tha..
usi din se maine apni asli power badhani shuru kar di.. shahr ke nami grami gundon ko khatam karne laga. ek gunde ko maarne se pahle usse shahar ke aise gundo ke bare me jankari li, jo insani bhes me bhediye the. aise kai gundo ko maar kar maine khub daulat ikathi kari.. shahar ki gandgi khud se hi saaf ho hone lagi.. mumbai shahr me in 8 dino me meri power ke khub charche rahe.. 35 ke karib nami grami gunde maare gaye.
jahan shahri darr ke mare gharon me kaid ho kar rah gaye the.. wahin wo khush bhi the. ab tak jitni bhi mauten hui thi, wo sab ki sab gundo ki thi.. ye jaan kar aam janta ne sukh ka saans liya.. par raat ko pura shahar veran zarur ho jata tha.. sab dare hue the. kahin agli subah marne walun ki list me unka naam na shamil ho jaye..
bhagwan ne mujhe soch achi di thi. mujhe nayi zindagi ke sath sath power bhi mili thi. fir bhi meri soch me burai ya badai nahi aayi thi. main ghamandi nahi bana tha.
mummy papa ki orr se dekha jaye to mere paas khub daualt thi. ab gundo ko maar kar daualt ikathi kari to tutant hi mere mann me ye baat bhi aane lagi. bhagwan ne mujhe ye shakti bina kisi karan ke nahi di ha. zarur iska koi khas karan ha.. ek karan jo khud se mere mann me aaya.. wo ye tha.. mere jaisa pure desh me to kya, puri dharti par nahi tha.. aisa mera anuman tha.. to maine socha, kyu na is shakti ko istemal me laate hue dusron ka bhala kiya jaaye.. ek network banaya jaaye.. jo mere desh ke logon ki seva kare.. desh me kai aise bure log the, jo gareebo ka paisa loot loot kar gareebo ko hi bhuka piyasa maar rahe the.. jaisi meri soch ban rahi thi.. aisi hi soch wala koi saaman aana chahiye.. ye baat mere andar pakne lagi...
sara paise mangal singh ke dost ke house par tha... 10 din beete to maine mangal singh ko call karke wahin bulwa liya... mangal singh aaya to maine usse kaha.
"mangal singh tum bohut saalon se is shahr me ho.."
"haan malik.. mera to janam bhi isi shahr me hua ha.."
"mangal singh kya tum kisi aise vyakti ko jante ho. jiska talluq tumse na ho, mere parivar ka koi bhi usay janta na ho.. wafadari me aap jaisa ho.. darr jisse darr jaaye, maut jiski ankhon me dekh kar rasta badal jaaye.. aisa ek sathi chahiye mujhe mangal singh..."
main bolne ko to bol gaya. fir sochne laga.. ye kaise dialogue mere moh se nikal gaye. main aise dialogue bolne wala arvind thakur to nahi tha..
"badshah khan! maalik! badshah khan nam ka ek vyakti ha, jo mujhse bhi adhik jidar ha.. uske bare me suna bohut ha. kabhi mulakat nahi hui"
"kahan rahta ha woh.. mujhe uske bare me batao"
mangal singh ke face expression dekh kar lag gaya.. badshah khan koi kamal ka vyakti hoga. jo mangal singh jaisa genda banda aur wafadar banda uske liye aisa bol raha tha. badshah khan ka zikra karte hue mangal singh ke chahre par mujhe josh dikhai diya tha..
"andheri me ek ek bazar me doodh dahi ki dukan chalata ha. suna ha, kabhi wo badmash hua karta tha. bohut bura insan tha. par jidar bohut tha. isi badmashi ke chalte uske sara parivar mara gaya. sunne me aaya ha, uski patni pet se thi.. shadi ke kai saalon baad wo maa ban rahi thi. par badshah khan ki badmashi ke chalte uske mata pita, 2 bhai, ek bahan ke sath sath uski patni jo ki pet se thi. sab maare gaye.. marte marte badshah khan ki patni ne, badshan khan ko apni santan, jo uske pet me uske sath mar rahii thi. badshah khab ko bhub bura bhala sunaya. tab badshah khan ne apni mar rahi patni ko vachan diya tha. wo firse kabhi bure karam nahi karega.. bure karmo ke chalte wo apna parivar kho chuka tha. usne ye bhi vachan diya apni patni ko. ab se uski zindagi ka ek hi laksh ha.. samaj ko sudharna aur apne desh ke beto ki, bahu betiyon ki raksha karna...... uska ek dost bhi ha.. rustom pahlwan naam ha uska.. wo wahan ek akhada chalata ha.. badshah khan aur rustom milkar wahan ke yuvako ko nayi zindagi de rahe han.. upar wale ki karni se badshah khan ka dhanda bhi khub chal raha ha. kai ladke uske sath kaam karte han. wo sari kamai andheri ke naujawan ladko par laga raha ha. koi aisi ladkiyan, jinki shadi nahi ho pa rahi dahej ke karan.. aisi ladkiyon ki shadiyan karwa raha ha.."
badshah khan ki baaten sunkar uske dil me dard bhi hua aur garv bhi.
badshah khan ke baare me mangal singh se kuch der aur baaten ki.. maine mangal singh ko bata diya. main kya karne wala hon.. sunkar mangal singh mere pairon me gir pada.
"maalik! mujhe yakin tha, aap kuch aisa hi karenge.. bade maalik ke jaise zarur banenge.. bade maalik bade dukhi the. wo aap ko yaad karke roya karte the.. aapke baad sabne bade dukh diye bade maalik ko, malikan ko.. sab lalach me andhe ho gaye the. bade maalik jo samaj seva kar rahe the.. wo band karwa di chalaki se.. jo kherati hospital banwaya tha bade maalik ne. wo bhi saalon se band pada ha..."
mangal singh bhi dil ka bohut narm tha. sab batate hue uski ankhon me ansu aa gaye.
"gham na karo mangal singh.. sabse hisab liya jaayega.. papa ke jo kaam mere apnu ne lalach ke chalte band karwa diye the. wo firse shuru honge.. tum kuch bhi chinta mat karo... bas kothi par ankhen khuli rakhna.. ab se sabki ulti ginti shuru... bas ek baar badshah khan se mil loon.. fir mummy papa bhi jald hi mere paas honge.."
mangal singh khush khush chala gaya... main badshah khan ke baare me sochne laga.. samaj seva ke liye badshah khan ek perfect admi tha.. mujhe paiso se hi samaj ka bhala nahi karna tha. mujhe samaj ka gandh bhi khatam karna tha. desh ke un paapiyon se gareebo ka paise wapis lana tha.. jo uska apna tha.. fir dhire dhire sabko unka paisa lautana tha... char din wo bhi sukh se jee lete..
agle din main badshah khan se mila.. badshah khan ek pahlwani sharir rakhne wala unche kad kath wala, gore rang wala vyakti thi.. dhoti kurte me tha badshah khan.. par chahre par badi chamak thi.. mann saaf aur sacha ho to aisi hi chamak aa jaya karti ha..
dukan par rash tha.. jab wo free hua to main uske paas ja kar dhire se bola.."mujhe aapse kuch secret baten karni han.."
wo chonk kar mujhe dekhne laga.. uski nazren janchti hui thi.. foran nahi bola tha. ache se meri ankhon me gahrai tak dekhne laga.. fir uske honto par muskan aa gayi.."ji baao ji kya baat karni ha mujhse"
"jaise zindagi aap ji rahe ho.. usi se related baten karni han.. yahan to nahi kar sakta.." main customers ko dekhte hue bola
"wo saamne akhada dekh raho ho. wahan mera yaad rustom milega tumhe.. uske paas ja kar kuch der gap shap karo. main aata hon kuch der me.."
main usse hath milakar rustom ke akhade ja pohncha.. din ke 11 ka time tha.. kasrat karne wale is time nahi aaya karte the.. mujhe rustom ek admiyon ke sath betha hua dikha.. dono admi shayad mohalle ke hi the.. wo dosto ke jaise apas me baat kar rahe the.. dono admi pahlwani sharir ke nahi the.
mujhe dekh kar teeno khade ho gaye...paas pohnch ke maine salam kiya.. teeno ne bade pyar se mujhse hath milaya. intro hua.. fir mujhe bethne ke liye kaha gaya.."aap bade han mujhse.. pahle aap teeno bethenge.. fir main bethunga.."
teeno khush ho gaye...ek admi bola.."miyan bade ghirane se lagte ho..bado ko samman dena jante ho.."
main smile karne laga.."ek din mujhe bhi to aapki umar ko pohnchna ha.. aaj apko samman nahi dunga to kal ko mujhe bhi koi samman nahi dega..'
teeno dhire se has pade... rustom pahlwan bola.."bade matlabi ho tum to arvind"
"hahaha.. insan punya ka kam bhi to apne swarth ke liye karta ha. bina swarth ke to apne parivar ke liye bhi kuch nahi karta.. jaise ek pita apne bete ko acha khilata ha. achhi shiksha deta ha.. jaisa khilayega, jaisi shiksha dega.. jab beta jawan hoga. vaise hi aapko bhi khilayega.. achi shiksha mili hogi to aapke aakhri samay tak aapka sath dega. apki seva karega. isliye main to yahi kahunga.. kuch bhi karo.. swarth kabhi nahi jayega hamari zindagi se."
teeno has pade...rustom pahlwan bola.."baaten tum bade maze ki karte ho.. ab jaise main aur mera yaar badshah khan yahan ke jawano ko pahlwan bana rahe han. bure karmo se bacha rahe han. isme bhi hamara matlab ha. sab achhe banenge to dusron ko bhala karenge.. dusron ka bhala karenge to hamara bhala hoga.. poda to hum laga rahe han na.. wo ped bankar dusron ko thandi chhaon denge to uparwala humen is dunya me aur us dunya me sukh dega. kamyabi dega.."
itna bol kar rustom pahlwan ne mujhe apne gale se laga liya..."sach me tumse milkar bohut acha laga.. bohut time ke baad koi tum jaisa mila ha.. ek sacha insan.."
itne me badshah khan bhi aa gaye..."waah bhai mahfil to lagta ha khub rang par aayi hui ha"
rustom mujhse alag ho chuka tha.. mere hath ko pakad kar dabata hua bola.."arvind ne aate hi rang bhar diye mahfil me.. warna to pahle main(apne pahle wale dono doston ko dekhte hue) inke sath bada bore ho raha tha. roz aate han, ek jaisi baaten kar karke dimag chaatne lagte han.."
sab has pade... badhshan khan meri taraf hath badhate hue.."to tumhara naam arvind ha.. khushi hui tumse miilkar." fir wo mere hath ko dabane laga.. shayad mujhe parkh raha tha. ya mere hath ko apne hath me mehsus karke kuch jaana tha usne.. isliye dabao badhane laga tha. main pahle jaisa hota to zarur meri cheekhen nikal jati. par ab main to sabki cheekhen nikalne wala ban gaya tha. main normal khada raha tha. badshah khan mere chahre ko bade dhayan se dekh raha tha.. rustom aur dono admi mujhse normaly mile the.. ab badshah khan ko dekha, to heran hone laga.. badshah khan ke chahre par khun jama hone laga tha. badhsha khan apna pura zor lagane laga tha. sirf mujhe janchne ke liye.. ye dekh kar sab dhayan banane lage..
rustom bola.."badshah khan kya kar rahe ho. ye mahman ha hamara.."
badshah khan ne ek lambi saans chhodi aur rustom ko dekhta hua bola..."arvind ke gale mile the na tum. abhi aate hue maine dekha tha.."
rustom bola"haan.. to isme puchne wali konsi baat ha"
"ek baar firse milo isse.. aur puri jaan lada kar iske kadake nikalne ki koshish karna.. samjho hamare beech shart lagi ha.. jo kahoge maanoga.."
rustom hasne laga.."hahaha.. kyu ghar aaye mahman ko hospital pohnchane ke irada ha tumhara yaar.. dekho to abhi dunya dekhte din hi kitne hue han ise..."
badshah khan ne rustom ke kandhe par dhap maar di.."mujhe lagta ha, aaj teri sari akad nikalne wali ha.. aaj ye arvind teri sari akad nikal dega.. moh chhupata firega tu sabse"
badshah khan ne mera hath chhod diya tha. ab wo hasne laga tha... rustom heran hua.. uske sath ke dono admi keval heran the. dono ne badshan khan ko mera hath dabate hue dekh liya tha..
badshah khan firse bola..."chal der na kar.. mujhe wapis dukan par bhi jana ha.. ya tu darr gaya"
"hahaha.. main bhala aajkal ke is chhokre se kyu darunga. rustom pahlwan hon main samjha..marwaye to tu ise mere hathu se.."
"bachu aaj tu marne wala ha isse.. baten na kar, dikha apna dumm.. mujhse har baat jeetta aaya ha na tu.. aaj isse jeet kar dikha.."
"khair tujhse to main kabhi nahi jeet sakta. tu to khud mujhse haar kar maze leta ha. ab tu kah hi raha ha to dekh leta hon ise bhi.. par yaar teri baaton se mujhe thoda thoda darr lagne laga ha.. kahin sach me meri pol to nahi khul jayegi aaj. yaar main dikhne me pahlwan hon, andar se khali hon.. same to same dhol ke mafak.."
rustom pahlwan hasta hua bola.. jo bhi tha, par yahan ka mahaul mujhe behad pasand aa raha tha.. sache logon ke beech rahne se kitni shanit milti ha.. ye mujhe aaj sahi se pata chal raha tha.. zindagi jeene ka maza bhi aise hi logon ke beech aata ha..
rustom aage badha aur mere hath thaam kar side kar diye. mujhe ache se dekhne laga.."handome ha par jism se itna tagda bhi nahi ha. ek baar fir kah raha hon badshah khan.. baaaz aa ja.. sach me is ladke ki koi hadi pasli toot jayegi.."
"tu nikaalta ha iske kadake, ya main tere nikalun"
"acha..acha. zara sabar nahi hota tujhse.."
main khada muskura raha tha. dono ki nok jhok ke maze le raha tha.. rustom ne mujhe apni ped ki shakhon jitni moti bahun me kasna shuru kar diya. main normal khada raha. rustom ne pahle thoda sa zor laga kar mere chahre ko dekha. ab bhi main muskura hi raha tha.. ye dekh kar wo kuch heran hua.. usay laga kuch aur zor lagana chahiye.. rustom ne zor badha diya. par mere chahre ki muskan ko wo khatam nahi kar sakta.. jitna zor rustom ne laga liya tha. utne zor se koi haat nahi bhi maanta to uski saans zarur ukhadne lagti ha.. par main to jaise kuch mahsus hi nahi kar pa raha tha. laava stone ne mujhe pathar bana diya tha. meri muskan dekh kar rustom ne jaan liya. mere andar ki jaan uski jaan se kahin badhkar ha.. wo meri muskan ko dekhta hua dhire dhire zor badhata chala gaya. ek time par usne mere kandhe par thodi rakh kar pura zor lagana shuru kar diya.. uske baazo dukhne lage.. kuch der tak rustom khan meri muskan ko ghayab karne ki koshish karta tha.. fir mujhse alag ho kar mujhe sar se lekar pairon tak dekhne laga. badshah khan jo pahle has raha tha. wo aur dono admi rustom ke jaise herangi se mujhe takne lage.. jaise joi ajuba dekh liya ho..