Part-15
Me jaldi jaldi per uthakar mandir ke taraf jane laga. Pata nahi kyu mera dil joro se dhadak raha tha jaise kuchh bura hone wala ho. Isliye me aur teji se per chalane laga tha. Kuchh 10 min me main mandir ke pas pohoch gaya mene andar jake dekha to maa mandir ke garbhgruh me shiv ji ki puja kar rahi thi ye dekh kar mere jan me jan ayi.
Me(man me): khamkha me itna pareshan ho raha tha…maa to mandir me surkshit he…
Fir mene socha abhi maa ke sath hi ghar jayenge isiliye me vahi ek side me khada ho kar maa ki puja samapt hone ki rah dekhne laga. Tabhi muze kisi ki ghut ghut kar rone ki awaj ane lagi me awaj kaha se aa rahi he dekhne laga to wo aur kisiki nahi maa ki thi. Maa puja karte hue roye ja rahi thi aur apni shikayat bhagwan ke samne kare ja rahi thi.
Maa: he bhagwan, uh huuh huuh….daya kariye…aap to sada ghyani he…apse kuchh chupa nhi he…me aur ye sab sehen nahi kar sakti…mene jis admi ke sath agni ke sat fere liye the, sat janm tak sath nibhane ki kasme khayi thi….uh hhhhuuuh huuh…use ab 2 pal mere sath haskar gujarna mushkil ho raha he…hhuuuhhh…huuuhh…
He bhagwan, ye kaisi pariksha he aapki…mere haste hue pariwar ko kiski najar lag gayi he…me kaha apna dharm nibhane me kam pad rahi hu…hhhuuuuuhhhh… huuuhh…
Mene sada ek patiwrata ka dharm nibhaya he. Hamesha apne ghar ka, pariwar ka dhyan rakha he…par kyo mere pati muzse itne dur ho rahe he…muze apne pati ke karib lado…muze unki seva karni he…kripaya hamara ghar ujadne se bacha lijiye bhagwan…me apke samne bhik mangti hu…hhhuuuhhh… hhuuuhh.. aap jo rasta dikhayenge me uspe chalungi..fir chahe muze jo bhi karna pade… kripa kare bhagwan….hhhuuuhh…
Maa roye ja rahi thi aur hath jode bhagwan ke samne apni vyatha prakat kar rahi thi. Mene maa ka itna lachar rup pehele kabhi dekha nahi tha. Isiliye muzebhi maa ka ye hatash nirash rup dekh kar maa ke liye fikr hone lagi aur dar bhi lagne laga…
Thoda samay aise hi bit gaya…maa hath jode bhagwan ke samne bethi thi aur me bhi hath jodkar bhagwan se prarthana kar rha tha ki maa ke sare dukh dur ho jaye..
Tabhi hame awaj ayi…
JAY BHOLE NATH…..JAY JAY BHOLE NATH…
ham ekdam ye awaj sun jar chok gaye aur idhar udhar dekhne lage ke ki akhir ye awaj aa kidhar se rahi he…tabhi bhagwan ji ke murti ke pichhese ek jatadhari sadhu prakat hoke maa ke samne aake khade ho gaye. Us sadhu ke chehre ka tej dekh kar hi pata chal raha tha ki wo koi sadharan sadhu nahi he. Balishta sharir, Pura bhasm se makha hua, dand aur gale me rudraksho ki mala, sar pe jatao ka ghera, sirf kamar se ek kapda lapeta hua aur hath me kathi liye vo sadhu koi ghor tapaswi lag rahe the.
Maa ke samne aate hi wo fir se shiv ji ka jayjaykar karne lage
Sadhu: JAY BHOLE…..JAY JAY BHOLE…
Maa unke taraf ashchrya aur dar se dekhne lagti he.
Sadhu: daro mat beti, me yaha tumhari sahayta karne aya hu. Mene tumhari sari bate sun li he aur mere pas tumhare samasya ka samadhan bhi he
Maa: kya sach me gurudev, aap meri sahayta kar sakte he.
Sadhu: avashya, mere samadhan se tumhari sari samasyaoka hal mil sakta he..tumhe pati ka pyar, pati se aadar, tumhe pati ki seva karne ka moka, tumhare bachho ko pita ka pyar ye sab mil sakta he…par
Maa: par kya gurudev…bataiye..
Sadhu: me dekh pa raha hu… tumhare pati se rishte me ek darar si pad gayi he….jiske age lakshan thik nahi dikhai de rahe…aisa hi chalta raha to tumhare pariwar ka bikharna atal he…
Maa sadhu se aisi bat sunkar dar jati he aur aur unke charno me gir jati he
Maa: nahi nahi gurudev….aisa na kahiye…iska kuchh to samadhan hoga..krupaya koi samadhan bataiye
Sadhu: utho putri…ek samadhan to he…par kya tum is samadhan ke liye tayar ho
Maa: ji gurudev…me kuchh bhi karne ke liye tayar hu…bas mera pariwar bacha lijiye..muze pati ka pyar dila dijiye…gurudev me apke samne hath jodti hu….
Sadhu: thik he putri…jaise tumhari ichha…me tumhe ashirvad deta hu ke tum jo chahti wo tumhe avashya milega.
Fir sadhu, shiv ji ke murti ke samne aa kar mantrochhar karne lagte he. Kuchh matra padhne ke bad samne thali me rakhe kumkum ko hath me le kar bhi mantra padhte he aur maa ke puja ke thali me wo kumkum dal dete he.
Sadhu: Ye suhag ki nishani sambhal ke ghar le jana aur apne pati se ise apne mang me bharna. Ye koi sadharan kumkum nahi raha. Mantrochhar se ye ek prasad ban chuka he. Is prasad ko tum pati ke hatho apne mang me grahan karogi to ye fal swarup tumhare pati ke dil me tumhare prati pyar ka bij bo dega aur ghar pariwar me sukh shati layega.
Maa: sach gurudev…apka lakh lakh shukriya gurudev…
Aur maa zuk kar sadhuke per chhune lagti he. Unke ankhose anand ashru ane lagte he.
Sadhu: utho putri, isse sambhal ke le jana. Ye tumhare sab dukh har dega. Iski shakti kabhi vifal nahi jayegi.
Fir maa sadhu ko ek bar fir pranam karkar garbh grah ke bahar aa jati he aur jaldi jaldi per uthake chalne lagti he. Unke chehre par ek utsah tha jaise kisi andhe ko lathi mil gayi ho. Unhe ye bhi nahi dikha me vahi ek taraf khada hu. Vo kisi bachhi ke tarah jaldi jaldi sidiya utarne lagi thi. Me maa ko rokhke unke utsah ko kam nahi karna chah raha tha isliye me unke pichhe pichhe chalne laga. Maa mere kuchh 6 7 kadam age thi. Maa itni utsahi thi ki wo befikar hoke sidiya utarne lagi thi. Vo itni laparvah ho gayi thi ki samne koi he nahi he iska bhi unko dhyan nahi raha tha aur vo jaldi jaldi sidiya utare ja rahi thi.
Aur aise me jo hona tha vahi hua. Achanak mene dekha ki maa kisise takra jati he. Us vyakti ke hath se thali uchal jati he aur thali me rakha kumkum maa ke mang me bhar jata he.
Kuchh der ke liye sare taraf sannata reheta he. Maa, me aur vo vyakti awak hoke kuchh der ke liye vesehi khade rehete he. Me ankhe fade kabhi maa ke mang me bhare sindur ko to kabhi us vyakti ko dekhta reheta hu. Muze kuchh samaz nahi aa raha tha ki achanak ye kya ho gaya. Maa dhire dhire apna hath apne mathe par mang ki taraf le gayi. Unhone dhire se apne ungliyo se mang ko chhu kar hath samne laya aur ungliyo pe sindhur laga hua paya. Maa bhayavah chehre se kabhi apne sindhur se sane ungliyo ko to kabhi us vyakti ko dekhe ja rahi thi. Jaise hi unko iska kya matlab he ye samaz aya, vo sadme me chali gayi aur unke per vahi jam gaye.
Aaj mandir me jada bhid nahi thi. Gin ke kuch 1 2 bhikari hi sidiyo pe bethe the. Aur baki 4 5 log hi darshan karne aye the. Isliye ye sab jo bhi abhi hua uska sakshi sirf ham 3 log aur vo kuchh bhikariyo ko chhod kar koi nahi tha. Vo vyakti bhi dar gaya tha aur kya kahe use kuchh samaz nahi aa raha tha. Aisehi kuch adha minute tak sab stabd rahe, tab tak vo vyakti kuchh bolne ke liye himnat juta raha tha. Aur jaise hi wo bolne ke liye hua, maa apne sadme se bahar aa gayi aur us vyakti ke taraf na dekhte hue dodte hue fir se garbhgruh ke taraf jane lagi. Unko ab kisi chij ka bhan nahi tha aur vo dodte hue garbhgruh me ghus kar yaha vha dekhene lagi aur asahay man se rote hue pukarne lagi.
Maa: gurudev...gurudev…aap kaha he gurudev…sahayta kariye..gurudev..
Tabhi shiv ji ke murti ke pichhese sadhh samne aye aur maa ko shant hone ke liye kehene lage.
Sadhu: kya hua putri…ro kyu rahi ho…shant ho jao...muze batao kya samsya he…
Maa apne aasu rokh nahi paa rahi thi aur rote rote maa jo hua wo sadhu ko batane lagi. Sab sunane ke bad sadhu ek pal ke liye rukhe fir bhagwan ki murti ki taraf dekhte hue
Sadhu: JAY BHOLE…JAY JAY BHOLE…
apki lila aparam par he
Aur hath jodke bhagwan ke samne zuk gaye.
Fir vo maa ke rarah dekhne lage. Maa apna rona band karke sadhu ko ashcharya aur bhay se dekhne lagi. Tabhi sadhu maa se kehene lage.
Sadhu: putri mene tumhe ashiryad diya tha vo kabhi vifal nahi jayega. Tum jo chahti ho vo sab tumhe avashya milega. Ham jindgi me jis sukh ki khoj karte he use bhagwan hame kis rup me pradan karega ye to sirf vahi bata sakta he.
Maa: par gurudev…apne diya hua mantro se siddh kiya hua sindhur to vyarth ho gaya…abhi muze meri samsya ka samadhan kese milega.. kese me apni pati ka pyar pa sakti hu…
Sadhu mand mand muskurane lage
Sadhu: Putri, muz jaise tapswi ke dvara siddh kiya hua prasad kabhi vifal nahi hoga. Tunhe iska fal avashya milega. Tumhare mang me bhara hua ye sindhur… ye iski saksh he ke tumne tumhare patike dwara apni mang me prasad grahan kar liya he. Chinta mat karo, tumhari sari ichhaye puri hogi.. Tathastu..
Aur aise hi mand mand muskurate hue sadhu fir se bhagwan ke mutri ke pichhe jake dhyan karne lage.
Maa vese hi khadi sadhu ke sabdo ka arth samzne ka prayas karne lagi. Unka chehra sawalo se ghira tha aur vo us sawalobka samadhan us sadhu ke shabdo me dhundane ka pravas karne lagi. Kuchh der prayas karne ke bad maa ne ek bar bhagwan ke taraf dekha aur hath jodke apni ankhe band kar li jaise unhone ab pravas karna band kar diya ho…jaise unhone ab age kya hoga ye bhagwan ke hawale chhod diya ho…kuch samay bad maa ne ankhe kholi aur fir se ek bar bhagwan ko pranam kar kar garbhgrah se bahar aa gayi.
Bahar aake unki najar muz par padi
Maa: bittu? tu yaha kya kar raha he? Kab aya?
Maa ke chehre se ab pareshani mit gayi thi jaise unhone apni pareshani, apni sari ulzane bhagwan ko sop di thi. Ye dekhke muze bhi achha laga aur me bhi maa se haskar bath karne laga jaise muze kuchh pata hi na ho
Me: bas abhi chal hi raha hu maa…mera assignment ho gaya tha to socha apke sath bhagwan ke darshan bhi kar lu.
Maa: achha kiya beta…karlo darshan tum..fir chalte he…
Fir me andar jake bhagwan ke samne hath jodta hu aur prarthana karne lagta hu..
Me(man me): he bhagwan, apne aage hamare jeevan me kya mod likhe he ye aap hi jante ho. Par meri apse ek prarthna he ki meri maa ko satha khush rakhiye. Vo papa ki vajese hamesha pareshan rehati he…me apke samne hath jodta hu..kripa kare aur unke sare gam, sari pareshaniya har lijiye bhagwan..
Me fir se ek bar bhagwan ko pranam kar kar bahar aa jata hu aur maa ke sath sidiya utarne lagata hu. Me dekhta hu wo vyakti ab bhi vahi sidiyo ke pas khada tha. Maa ko bhi wo durse dikhta he. Maa ke chehre par ab us vyakti ke liye ghussa tha..unki ankhe lal ho gayi thi.
Ham sidiya utre ja rahe the. Jaise hi ham us vyakti ke pas se jane lagte he..vo age aa kar maa se bat karne hi wala tha ki maa use andekha karke ghusse se sidhe aage jane lagti he aur me bhi maa ke sath chalne lagata hu. Ek karan yebhi tha ki maa mere samne kuchh bakheda khada karna nahi chahti thi aur dusra ye ki maa ab us vyakti pe itna ghussa thi ki uska mu bhi dekhna nahi chahti thi. Aisehi ham chahte hue ghar ki taraf chalne lage. Maa ne ab apne sar pe ghungat le liya tha jis se koi unke mathe me pada sindhur na dekh paye. Aur aise hi ham chalte chalte ghar aa gaye.
