Mujhe yeh bhi malum tha ki mujhe ek din aise hi ek dusri koi ladki ko shadi karna parega. Nana nanai ka ek matra pota aur maa ka ek beta hone ke karan mujhe malum tha, main mann me jo bhi soch ke roj khush hui na kyun, mujhe ekdin ek ladki ko chunna padega mera biwi banane ke liye. Tab mujhe ek dar bhi ata tha. Kyun ki main janta tha mera penis aur baki sab ka jaisa nahi. Yeh bahut mota aur age ka cap bahut bada round shape ka hai. Fir ejaculation ke time to woh cap ful ke aur bhi bada ho jata hai. Main kaise apne biwi ke sath sex karoonga. Yeh soch ke main kabhi kabhi mayus ho jata tha. Agar woh ladki mera penis apni pussy mein na le paya toh!!! Agar mera penis thik se andar comfortably adjust nahu hua toh!! Agar woh dard se mujhe dur rahe toh!! Kaisa hoga pati patni ka milan!! Kaise mera family ka agli pidi paida hoga!! Tab kisko batayenge yeh sab problem ka baat!! Kaun samjhenge !!! Yeh sab soch ke dar lagta tha. Lekin aaj 27 saal ke umar mein ake ek baat mehsus hua. Pati -patni ka milan se jo sukh mujhe aur mera biwi ko milta hai , bahut kam soubhgyawan hai , jiss ko waise sukh pratp hota hoga.
Mera final exam se pehle mujhe campusing me hi job mil gaya. MP mein. Ek bahut bada engeneering construction company. Indian mein purana company me se ek hai.
Uss din ghar me jab yeh news diya , toh sab khushi se jhum utha. Iss liye nahi ki mujhe salary milega, woh log khush tha iss liye ki ek ladka, jiska baap bachpan mein chal base, usko uska nana nani aur maa palke ek independent admi bana diya. Aab lagata hai ki woh logon ka duty khatam ho gaya. Nana ka pair chuya to woh mujhe gale laga liya. Nani ka pair chhuya to woh mera sar pakad ke sar pe hath rakh ke ashirwad dene laga. Nana nani bahut bhabuk ban chuke the. Khushi se aankh namm hoke chak chak karne laga. Aur dono bahut sare batein kare ja rahe the. Maa ek side mein khadi hoke yeh sab dekh rahi thi. Jab main maa ke pass gaya, maa kuchh bola nahi. Lekin unke ankhon mein main jo pyar aur khushi dekha, woh unke pass barkarar rakhne ke liye main khushi se jaan bhi de sakta hoon. Main unka pair chhuya to woh mujhe pakar ke gale milne gaye. But main 5'11'' ka tha , woh 5' 5'' ki, toh unka sar mera gale ke pass kandhe mein tik gaya. Woh mujhe pakad ke rakha kuchh moments. Fir chhod ke mera dono gaal ko dono hath se padak ke, ankho mein bahut sara pyar leke aur hothon mein khushi ka smile leke mujhe dekha . Fir mujhe nana bulaya to main unke pass gaya. Maa aur nani kitchen mein chali gayi mere liye kheer banane ke liye. Yeh ek cheez hamare ghar mein hota tha. Jab bhi kuch khushi ki mahal hota tha to ghar mein kheer banta tha. Main kheer bahut pasand karta hoon. Aaj bhi MP me mere ghar me kheer ka parampara jari hai. Mera beti bhi kheer ka bhakt hai.
Uss raat sab sone ke baad jab main maa ka tasvir kholke maa ko dekh raha tha, mujhe sham ka yaad aya. Maa mere gaal pakad ke mere taraf ek pyar bhari ankhon se jo nazar diya tha, woh innocence se mera pyar aur bad gaya. Main un me se kho gaya aur mujhme madhosi chha gaya. Main jhuk ke comp screen mein khula hua maa ka ek big close up picture ke pass gaya. Aur aankh bandh karke dheere dheere unki lips ke sath mera lips milwaya. Mera badan mein current sa khel gaya. Pura badan kaanpne laga. Main jhat se zip kholke apna penis ko pakda. Aaj mera penis ek dun ful ke, khada hoke, fus raha tha. Main usii fuli hui penis ko pakadke zor zor se jhatka dene laga. Aur lips mein fir se kiss karne laga. jaldi hi orgasm ke taraf pahuch gaya. Main sidha hoke baith ke full speed se hilane laga. Mera pura body se nichor ke sab semen penis ki nali bhar ke teji se bahar ki taraf ane laga. Main aankh bandh kiya . Orgasm charam seema mein pahuch gaya. Just mera semen nikal ne se pehle mera muh khul gaya , hawa lene ke liye main muh upar ke taraf kiya aur mera muh se nikal ne laga ''Manju....I love u'' aur penis se semen chhitak chhitak ke girne laga.
Dekhte dekhte mera woh teen mahina bhi kat gaya. Issi beech mera final exam ka result bhi agaya. Aur mera job join karne ka time bhi agaya.
Pehli baar main ghar se dur jake rehne wala hoon. Aaj tak kabhi nana nanai aur maa ko chhod ke kahin raha nahi. Ek do baar school college ka excursion mein jake do chaar din bahar raat bitaya. But woh rehna aur aab bahar akela rehne mein bahut hi antar hai. Lekin mujhe dar nahi laga. Ek alag challenge jaisa mere samne khada ho gaya. Aur main uss challenge ko mokabila karne ke liye taiyar hoon mentally. But ek dukh mujhe kha ja raha hai...ki mujhe mera maa ko bina dekh ke wahan rehna parega. Nanaji ka strict instruction hai ki har saturday wapas ana parega aur fir monday jake office join karna hai. Lekin beech ka 6 din mere pass 6 saal lagne laga. Jab maa har raat sone se pehle mere pass ake mera baal mein ungliyan firate hai, aur mere taraf pyar bhari nazar se dekh ke smile karta hai-woh pal le liye main kitna betab rehta tha roj. But aab woh cheez se mujhe dur rehna parega. Maa aise bolti kam. Bas dekhte aise hai ki jaise ankhon mein hi sab ko kuchh bol dete hai. Aur aab mera jane ka waqt nazdik ane mein to woh aur bhi chup ho gaye. Bas naniji ko kitchen mein help kar rahi hai, ghar ka baki kaam kar rahi hai, tv dekh rahi hai, mera jane ke liye sab zaruri cheezon ko ready karke mere room mein rakh rahe hai. But kabhi kabhi mayus nazar se mujhe ek pal dekh ke fir chale jate hai. Unko bhi taklif ho raha hai honge. Woh bhi mere wager kabhi raha nahi. Mere liye hi unhone zindagi ka sab sukh sab khushiyan visharjan diya tha. Aab woh soch ke main bhi mayus ho ta hoon.
Pichhla 6 saal se main unse aur ek dusri pyar se attach hua hoon. Jo khabar keval mera mann hi janta. Aur kabhi koi jan bhi nahi payega. Unki pyar mein main kab se mere andar ek alag admi ka janam de diya hai. Jo admi maa se pyar karta hai. Unke sath ek alag duniya mein hi jee ta hai. Lekin usko bhi malum hai ki yeh mann ki baat keval mann mein hi rehga puri zindagi.
Aur pichhla 6 saal se main apni hi maa ko soch soch ke roj raat mein masturbate karte araha hoon. Usme mujhe duniyaka sabse zada khushi , aur santusti milta hai.
Dekhte dekhte woh din bhi agaya jiss din main MP jane ke liye train station mein khada hoon. Maa, nanaji, naniji sab aye hai. Company se mujhe wahan rehne ke liye filhal ek jagah provide kar raha hai. Join karne ke baad main dheere dheere apna rehne ka bandobast khud ki karoonga. Iss liye nanaji mere sath cha rahe hai. Nanijii bar bar nanaji ko kya kya karna hai woh yaad dila rahe hai. Mera wahan mein koi taklif na ho, iss liye sab bandobast sahi tarika se karne ke liye unko baar baar sab cheezon ko ek ek karke bata rahe hai. Last moments mein sab ko sab cheez bataneka yeh ek tariika main bachpan se sab ke andar dekh te araha hoon. Ghar mein bhi yeh sab discuss ho chuka hai. Maa mere pass mere seat mein baith ke mera ek ek hath unki dono hath ke andar leke chup chap baithi hai aur nana nani ka batein sun raha hai. Ek baar maa mere taraf dekha. Unka aankh gila hai. Maan mein kast ho raha hai unka . Woh uss feelings ko daba ke rakha hai sab ke samne. Mujhe malum hai maa ghar jake room lock karke bahut royegi. Main itna salon se unko thoda bahut jaan ta toh tha. Unka har harkat, har ada ka kya meaning hai woh main clearly samajh sakta tha. Main unhe kabhi dukh pauchaya nahi, nahi ki kabhi dukh dunga. Yeh mera khud ke sath khud ka wada hai. Main bhi maa ko dekha. Unka innocence face aur nazariyan mujhe hamesha ej ajeeb feelings deta hai. Woh mujh se dheere se boli ' tum mujhe roj phone karna'. Main smile karke dhere se gardan hilaya haan mein. Udhar nanji Nanaji ko sab samjha raha hai abhi bhi. Mera nana hamesha nani se behad pyar karte hai. Iss liye unka zada bolna unko kabhi irritate kiya nahi. Woh khud naniji se kam hi bolte hai. Mera maa shayad unpe hi gaya. Iss liye maa nanaji se bhi kam bolte hai. Sunte aur samjhte zada. Achanak train mein ek jhatka aya. Time ho chuka hai. Abhi chalegi. Iss liye sab utarne laga. Naniji mera sar pakad ke mera sar chuma aur utarne laga. Maa mera haath jo unka hathon se pakda hua tha. Woh muh ke samne lake mera hath chuma. Aur mera gaal mein unka daiya haat rakh ke ek bar firaya aur gili ankhon se smile kiya. Iss ka matlab mujhe malum hai. Mujhe thik se rehne ka, thik time pe khane ka, sone ka, thik se kaam karne ka, apna khayal rakhne na ..yeh sab barta woh bina kuchh bole mujhe samjha ke gayi. . Woh log bahar jake khidki ke pass khadi ho gayi. Aur train chalne lagi. Nani aur maa dhere dhere dur hone lagi. Aisa laga ki mera kuchh yahan reh gaya aur main kahin chal pada. Kya reh gaya woh keh nahi sakta. Mera mann bhari ho gaya. Aur train raftar pakadne lagi.