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"Sayad chij aasani se hoti to usme utni maza hi kaha aati hai?" "Bilkul sahi kaha Beta" Ramu chacha ne kaha. "Muskile chije hume aaj kast detiye par jav hum use paar karte hai toh kal yeh hi hamare mithi yaad hojati hai" Ramu chacha dang rehe kar mujhe dikhte kahe "umar to 18 ki vi nai lagte par beta tere baat sunkar yesa lagta hai ki tune kafi jiya hai." Fir maine usi andaz se kaha "Jine ki anuvav din se nai kiya jata hai dil se kiya jata hai"Ramu chacha ne haste kaha"tu to Ratnakar daku se Balmiki ban gaya". Maine vi haste kaha "kya karu chacha!jimmedari khud par aarahi hai to!" Ramu chacha ne dukhit chehere se mujhe dikhte kahe "Tu aur tere pita!".
Ramu chacha ne sahi kaha tha, main khud vi hairan hu apne pitaki dimagi halat dekh ke. Woh pehele se hi yese the,ekdum sidhe aadmi, batein kare to aadha hi samajte the. Sayad yese insan ko hi log yede bolte hai. Pata nai pita ke upar ghussa karu ya daya karu. Baton baton me main kahi khogaya tha. Achanak Ramu chacha ne mujhe dhap marte huwe kaha "Tu to bilkul badal gaya,Sav maa ko tu jese layak beta hona chahiye" aur majduri ki kuch pese diye.
Ghar me aate huwe mere dimag me ek hi baat ghumta raha "sav maa ko tu jese layak beta hona chahiye". Ramu chacha ko meri andar ki baat malum ho toh sayad kehete "kisi vi maa ko tu jese harami beta na ho", ya pata nai thandi dimag se wo halad ko vi samajh sakte the. Ramu chacha kya the bas duniya ke ek hissa aur inko to utna hi malum hona thik tha jitna malum hona chahiye. "Ratnakar se Balmiki.." merei andar se hasi nikli aur muskuraya, unko malum hota toh sayad "Ratnakar se pagal.." bolte the ya wo meri halad ko vi samjh sakte. Pata nai baat jo vi ho. Jisko jitna samajhna chahiye utna samaj jaye bas kafi hai.
Jese Ramu chacha ne kaha tha mera badlav kuch mahino se hi huwa tha par iska sirf aur sirf ek hi karan Ram nai the par maa thi.
Dinvar ghumo aur majduri ki kuch pese, dosti yari me nase me ya juwe me udao aur ghar me aakar maa ki dil ko todiyo. Mujhe mere sidhe imandar pita ji ne bahut samjhaye lekin mujhe unki batein sunke hi hasi nikalta tha. Woh kehete the "acche padai karo,asal mitra ki sangat karne se jiwan achha hota hai" baat to sahi tha lekin wo yese kehete ki jese ki koi chhoti bache ko koi sikha raha ho aur unki andaj dikh kar meri hasi ki bahad nikal jata tha isse maa ko aur ghussa aata tha par wo kar vi kya sakti thi. Nase aur juwe ke begar to main jinda hi kyu hota hoga. Sayad meri andar ki nairasya wo vi mehesus karti thi.
Toh fir ek mod aaya jisne meri soch me kafi badlav dala. Pitaji gaon me majduri me gaye huwe the, main juwe me pura pesa harne ke bad ghar me chhupai pese ko lene ke liye chala aaya. Niche kamare me koi vi nai the, iska matlab maa kitchen me hosakti hai. Behattar isme hi tha ki chupchap upar Atari me jake chhupake pese liyo aur chaldo. Main chupchap lakadi ki sidi me chadte upar chala gaya aur jav mera najar Atari ki kamare me padi toh main dikhtahi rehegaya. Maa kone me khidki ki piche bethi huwi thi. Unki saree janghe se upar thi, ek hath janghe ki saree pakdi huwi thi aur dusri hath janghe ki bich. "Woh kya kar rahi thi!" mujhe yakin nai ho raha tha par jav maa ne apna otho se siskari nikalte huwe apne seer ko upar kiya toh main dikhtahi rehe gaya, unki aakhe vi aadhe se jyada band the. Maine jiwan me peheli bar maa ko yesi halat me dikhatha, mote aur bade nangi janghe,aur yesa madhosi chehera. Maa bahut khubsurat aurat hai yesa lag raha tha main unhe peheli bar dikh raha hu. Badal garje bina hi barish hogaya, Kuch soche na samjhe lund puri tarah se khada hogaya.
"Sayad chij aasani se hoti to usme utni maza hi kaha aati hai?" "Bilkul sahi kaha Beta" Ramu chacha ne kaha. "Muskile chije hume aaj kast detiye par jav hum use paar karte hai toh kal yeh hi hamare mithi yaad hojati hai" Ramu chacha dang rehe kar mujhe dikhte kahe "umar to 18 ki vi nai lagte par beta tere baat sunkar yesa lagta hai ki tune kafi jiya hai." Fir maine usi andaz se kaha "Jine ki anuvav din se nai kiya jata hai dil se kiya jata hai"Ramu chacha ne haste kaha"tu to Ratnakar daku se Balmiki ban gaya". Maine vi haste kaha "kya karu chacha!jimmedari khud par aarahi hai to!" Ramu chacha ne dukhit chehere se mujhe dikhte kahe "Tu aur tere pita!".
Ramu chacha ne sahi kaha tha, main khud vi hairan hu apne pitaki dimagi halat dekh ke. Woh pehele se hi yese the,ekdum sidhe aadmi, batein kare to aadha hi samajte the. Sayad yese insan ko hi log yede bolte hai. Pata nai pita ke upar ghussa karu ya daya karu. Baton baton me main kahi khogaya tha. Achanak Ramu chacha ne mujhe dhap marte huwe kaha "Tu to bilkul badal gaya,Sav maa ko tu jese layak beta hona chahiye" aur majduri ki kuch pese diye.
Ghar me aate huwe mere dimag me ek hi baat ghumta raha "sav maa ko tu jese layak beta hona chahiye". Ramu chacha ko meri andar ki baat malum ho toh sayad kehete "kisi vi maa ko tu jese harami beta na ho", ya pata nai thandi dimag se wo halad ko vi samajh sakte the. Ramu chacha kya the bas duniya ke ek hissa aur inko to utna hi malum hona thik tha jitna malum hona chahiye. "Ratnakar se Balmiki.." merei andar se hasi nikli aur muskuraya, unko malum hota toh sayad "Ratnakar se pagal.." bolte the ya wo meri halad ko vi samjh sakte. Pata nai baat jo vi ho. Jisko jitna samajhna chahiye utna samaj jaye bas kafi hai.
Jese Ramu chacha ne kaha tha mera badlav kuch mahino se hi huwa tha par iska sirf aur sirf ek hi karan Ram nai the par maa thi.
Dinvar ghumo aur majduri ki kuch pese, dosti yari me nase me ya juwe me udao aur ghar me aakar maa ki dil ko todiyo. Mujhe mere sidhe imandar pita ji ne bahut samjhaye lekin mujhe unki batein sunke hi hasi nikalta tha. Woh kehete the "acche padai karo,asal mitra ki sangat karne se jiwan achha hota hai" baat to sahi tha lekin wo yese kehete ki jese ki koi chhoti bache ko koi sikha raha ho aur unki andaj dikh kar meri hasi ki bahad nikal jata tha isse maa ko aur ghussa aata tha par wo kar vi kya sakti thi. Nase aur juwe ke begar to main jinda hi kyu hota hoga. Sayad meri andar ki nairasya wo vi mehesus karti thi.
Toh fir ek mod aaya jisne meri soch me kafi badlav dala. Pitaji gaon me majduri me gaye huwe the, main juwe me pura pesa harne ke bad ghar me chhupai pese ko lene ke liye chala aaya. Niche kamare me koi vi nai the, iska matlab maa kitchen me hosakti hai. Behattar isme hi tha ki chupchap upar Atari me jake chhupake pese liyo aur chaldo. Main chupchap lakadi ki sidi me chadte upar chala gaya aur jav mera najar Atari ki kamare me padi toh main dikhtahi rehegaya. Maa kone me khidki ki piche bethi huwi thi. Unki saree janghe se upar thi, ek hath janghe ki saree pakdi huwi thi aur dusri hath janghe ki bich. "Woh kya kar rahi thi!" mujhe yakin nai ho raha tha par jav maa ne apna otho se siskari nikalte huwe apne seer ko upar kiya toh main dikhtahi rehe gaya, unki aakhe vi aadhe se jyada band the. Maine jiwan me peheli bar maa ko yesi halat me dikhatha, mote aur bade nangi janghe,aur yesa madhosi chehera. Maa bahut khubsurat aurat hai yesa lag raha tha main unhe peheli bar dikh raha hu. Badal garje bina hi barish hogaya, Kuch soche na samjhe lund puri tarah se khada hogaya.
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