Episode-3
jahan jahan uski body mein jitna fat chahiye thi utni fat uske jism par maujood thi.........uska jism poora bhara hua tha jiske wajah se nazneen behad aakarshak lagti thi.......agar wo tight suit mein bahar nikal jati to mardon ki sansein aur dil ki dhadkenin tezz ho jati.............ya fir tham si jati................kul mila julakar wo jeeti jagti sir se lekar pawn tak ek qayamat thi...........bus qayamat..............wo qayamat jisko pane ke liye insaan kisi bhi hudd tak guzar jana chahta tha.............
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Nazneen bade gaur se apne samney baithey professor ki taraf dekhey jaa rahi thi..............usey kahin koi idea nahin tha ki professor usey itni door...........itni raat gaye aisi kaun si baat karne ke liye usey yahan par akele mein bulaya hain...........
" boliye na professor.................aap aise chup kyon hain.............meri baateion ka jawab to dijye..........aap to mere guru bhi hain................aur bhala guru ko aab shishya se kis baat ki jhijhak........... ya kaisi sharam...............aaj main jo kuch bhi hoon iske peechay aapka aham bhoomika hain...............main aapke kiye hue ehasanon ko kabhi bhoola nahin sakti...................main aapko promise karti hoon ki mujhse jo ban padega main sab kuch aapke liye karungi............jitni aapki help meri taraf se hogi main sab kuch karungi.............kabhi peechay nahin hatungi.................." aur nazneen gehri saan leti hui fir se samney baithey professor ki taraf taktaki lagaye dekhney lagti hain wahin professor kuch der tak chup rehta hain fir dheere se apni baat kehna shuru karta hain.............
" nazneen ............jo baat aab main tumse kehney wala hoon wo baat bhale hi tumhein buri lagegi magar ye kuch logon ki zindagi ka bhi sawal hain..............aur baat agar peshey ki aa jaye to doctors bhi apni parwaah nahin kiya karte kisi ki zindagi bachaney mein............ye baat tum bahut achey se janti ho...............is liye log hum doctors ko bhagwaan ka bhi darza dete hain.............i hope tum bhi apne peshey se kuch aise hi lagaav rakhti ho............" aur professor gehri saans chodhta hua kuch der ke liye fir se chup ho jata hain wahin nazneen bade gaur se professor ki kahi hui ek ek baateion ko soch rahi thi...............
" haan professor................baat agar peshey ki hain to main apni duty nibhane se kabhi bhi peechay nahin hatungi................uske liye mujhe jo karna pade.........main karungi............." aur nazneen professor ke dono haathon par apne najuk se haathon ko rakh deti hain aur unki aankhon mein dekhtey hue usey apni baateion ka dilasa deti hain.............wahin professor kuch der tak fir se khamosh baitha rehta hain aur fir aagey kehna shuru karta hain..................
" dekho nazneen bura mutt manana................magar sach to ye hain ki mujhse tumhari ye halat aab dekhi nahin jati...................mana ki tum aab shadi nahin karna chahti khair koi baat nahin............main tumhein iske liye kabhi force bhi nahin karunga............but you know sex is very important role in everyone life...............without sex life is not possible to survive...............aabhi to tumhari jawani ki mehaz bus shuruwaat hain.................how could you survive a whole life without sex............without any partner............i think its not possible......or very difficult.............." aur professor fir se nazneen ki taraf taktaki lagaye dekhney lagta hain wahin nazneen khamoshi se samney baithe professor ki sari baatein bade dhyaan se sunti rehti hain.........magar kehti kuch nahin.................
" meri umra bhi to jab 28 ki thi tab meri wife guzar gayi thi to kya maine dusari shadi nahin ki.............ofcourse ki...........uske baad meri ek ladki hui meri dusari wife se...........ye to sochney aur samjhney ki baat hain ki tum kisey apni life mein kitni importance deti ho............koi zaroori nahin ki sab log dubara se shadi hi karte hain magar...........apni jism ki zaroratein wey sab kahin bahar ya kisi aur media ke zariye........ apna shauk poora to karte hi hain naa...............chahe porn videos dekhkar..........adultery books padhkar...........ya fir kothey par jana...........ya illegal affairs.......wagerah ...wagerah.........
dekho nazneen main tumhein ye sab kuch kehney ko nahin keh raha................magar jab upar wale ne life di hain to fir usey aise barbaad karney se kya fayda..............zindagi to aise jeeni chahiye ki marney ke baad kabhi humein ye zindgi se koi shikwa gila kabhi na rahe..........aur rahi baat duniya dari ki........ya samaz ki.......... to jisko kehna hain kehta rahe...........logon ka kaam hain kehna...........kahengey aur fir chup ho jayengey............na to tum kisi ka mooh band kar sakti ho aur na tum kisi ko samjha sakti ho...........yahan khud ki zindagi apni hi tarike se jeeni padti hain..........meri wife ke hote hue bhi main kai baar dusari aurton se bhi sex relation aab tak rakhta aaya hoon............aur aagey bhi rakhta rahunga..............kyon ki mujhe jo need chahiye ..........jo pleasure chahiye wo meri wife poori nahin kar pati........jo satisfaction mujhe chahiye wo mujhe uske paas aab nahin milta..........
agar life mein satisfaction milega to zindagi bahut aasan ho jayegi............aur ye mutt bhoolon ki main ek pychologist aur sexologist bhi hoon.............main samney baithey har insaan ke munn ki baat ko aasani se padh bhi sakta hoon aur samajh bhi sakta hoon..........25 saal ho gaye mujhe is field mein kaam karte hue...........aur main ye baat bahut aachey se janta hoon ki tum kya cheez ho.................bhale hi imran ke guzar jane ke baad tumne apna munn sex se poori tarah dusri taraf divert kar liya ho magar ye mutt bhoolon ki tum ho to ek aurat hi..............aur aurat jitna apne aapko sametna janti hain utna hi khud ko expose bhi karna janti hain..............mujhe jo kehna tha maine keh diya aab tum kya sochogi ye tum par depend karta hain............." aur professor gehri saans chodhta hua ek hi saans mein apni baatein khatam karta hain wahin nazneen bilkul khamosh baithi hui thi.................na usney kuch kaha na hi professor ke baaton ka jawab diya...........
kuch der ki chuppi ke baad professor fir se aagey kehna shuru karta hain.............
" nazneen mujhe khushi is baat ki hain ki tum mujhe apna guru manti ho............aur mere hi kehney par tumne pichley mahiney apni nasbandi bhi karwayi thi..............taki kal ko tumhein garbh thehraney ka kabhi koi khatra bhi na ho agar tum kisi ke saath sexual relationship agar banati bhi ho to..............tum is badnami se humesha bachi rahogi...........aur sabse aachi baat tumne mujhse aab tak ye nahin poocha ki maine aisa kyon kiya...................uski wajah main tumhein aaj batane jaa raha hoon is wajah se maine tumhein yahan itni raat gaye aise soonsaan ilakey mein akele is tarah se bulaya hain............" aur professor aankhon mein aankhein dale nazneen ke taraf dekhney lagta hain wahin nazneen ke chehrey par sawalon ke badal dheere dheere aur bhi gehraney lagte hain........
" wajah hain mere ye chaar patients...................jo ki (HSDD) HYPOACTIVE SEXUAL DESIRE DISORDER ke buri tarah se shikar hain...................ye disease insaan ko tab hota hain jab uski sexual need ( zaroorat) poori nahin ho pati aur uski ye iccha munn mein hi dabi reh jati hain................generally ye bimari aksar aurton mein payi jati hain kyon ki jaisa wo apne partner ke saath sexual relationship banana chahti hain waisa wo bana nahin pati ya unki iccha unka dream munn mein kahin dabi reh jati hain...........ya fir mard us aurat ke samney kamzor padh jata hain........
ho sakta hain aurat ki need (zaroorat) ho apne pati se kum se kum 15 minute tak sirf aur sirf pentration karney ka.............magar wo 2 minute mein hi thanda ho jata hain us waqt aurat ke ander gussa aur chidhchidapan bhi dheere dheere badhney lagta hain............aisa har baar hone se auraton ke ander hysteria jaisi bimari bhi aa jati hain.........ye koi zaroori nahin ki ye disease kewal aurton mein hi ho...........mardon mein bhi ye hoti hain...........magar jo mard ke ander ye disease payi jati hain wo is samaz mein kafi kharatnaak bhi hote hain.................
kyon ki unke dimag mein har waqt 24 ghante bus sex hi sex ghoomta rehta hain..................kab wo kisi female ko akele paye aur uske saath apni sari fantasies ek ek kar poori kare..........chahe pyaar se......ya fir zabardasti se..........bhale wo uski kuch bhi lagti ho........ye matter nahin karta..........us waqt wo sirf usey bus ek aurat hi nazar aati hain..........
wo apni sari fantasies tab tak poori karta hain jab tak uske ander ki sari desires khatam nahin ho jati..............aur jis din aisa hua wo pateint bilkul normal ho jata hain..........aam insanon ki tarah............ thats it................." aur professor gehri saans chodhta hua apni baat khatam karta hain wahin nazneen ke chehrey ka rang feeka sa nazar aane lagta hain..............wo professor ki kahi hui ek ek baat ka ishara bahut achey se aab samajh rahi thi...........ki professor aagey uske saath aab kya karwana chahta hain...........
" professor............wo sab to theek hain magar ye sab baatein aap mujhe hi kyon bata rahe hain..........aur aap to sexologist bhi hain to aap to aise cases ko aasani se handle kar hi sakte hain............to fir is case se mera kya kaam............" aur nazneen ke munn mein jo sawal uth rahe they usey wo ab door karna chahti thi wahin professor table par rakha do magnet apne haathon mein uthatha hain aur usey nazneen ki taraf dikhatey hue dheere se ishara karta hain............
" ye magnet dekh rahi ho...............ismein ek taraf south pole hota hain aur dusari taraf noth pole.............agar main is magnet ko opposite direction mein rakhta hoon to ye asani se ek dusare ki taraf attract hone lagte hain..............aur agar main isey same direction mein rakhunga to repulsion............ye to tum school life mein bhi aachey se padhi hi hogi.................yehi funda insanon aur sare jeev jantuwon par bhi laagu hota hain...........male always attract women and always positive things attracts negative things.....................ye life ka funda hain isey tum kya koi bhi badal nahin sakta............baki tum khud samajhdaar ho............." aur professsor apne dil ki sari baatein kisi kitab ke pannon ki tarah nazneen ke samney poora kholkar rakh deta hain...........wahin nazneen fir se gehri khamoshi mein doobti chali jati hain...........professor ki kahi ek ek baatein sari sach thi aur wo is baat ko jhutlaa nahin sakti thi............
uska dimag kaam karna lagbhag band kar diya tha....................wo aab koi bhi faisla nahin le paa rahi thi...........kya sahi.......kya galat...........usey is waqt kuch samajh mein nahin aa raha tha.........wo bus chup chaap samney baithi professor ki taraf taktaki lagaye dekh rahi thi...........
"tum chup kyon ho nazneen..............jawab do..............kya tum is case ko handle karna chahogi.............jo bhi tum faisla lena bahut soch samjhkar lena.........waise agar main tumhari jagah par hota to mera faisla haan hi hota...........duniya ki parwaah mutt karo........bus apna kam karo...........tum agar galat ho aur tum aaj success ho to bhi duniya tumhein kabhi galat nahin kahegi.............kyon ki duniya ko sirf tumhari success hi dikhayi degi........galat aur sahi cheezein nahin..............yehi duniya ka dastoor hain..........." aur professor apni baat aab khatam karta hain wahin nazneen apne dono haathon ko teiz se masalney lagti hain.......uske dil ki dhadkanein tezz ho gayi thi.........usey kuch samajh mein nahin aa raha tha ki wo kya faisla kare..........magar failsa to aakhir usey karna hi tha.............dekhna tha ki nazneen aab aagey kya faisla karti hain.........................
To Be Continued.........................................................................
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