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UPDATE 9
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ab ek baat achhi thi ki main bua ke irado se anjaan nahi tha ab mujhe apni bhalai ke liye kuchh sochna tha aur usme sabse jaruri chij thi mera mentally aur physically strong hona jiske liye maine khoj shuru kar di thi aur bahut jald is kaam me meri madad karne ke liye mujhe ek jagah mil bhi gai.
darasal mera school govt. school tha jo subah 10.30 se sham 4 baje tak chalta tha bich me 45 minutes ka lunch break hota tha main roj school ke baad aas paas ke ilake me ghumta tha aur apne kaam ki jagah dhundhta tha aur 2 din baad hi mujhe ek aashram jaisi jagah dikhai di to main usme enter ho gaya andar jakar dekha to wahan akhade bane hue the jisme bahut se ladke kushti khel rahe the to bahut se exercise kar rahe the to kuchh dhyan lagaye baithe the.
bahut se saadhu baba jaise log langoti lagaye sabhi ladko ko dhyan se dekh rahe the aur unhe sikhate aur samjhate bhi ja rahe the.
abhi mujhe ye sab dekhte hue koi 10 minutes hi hue the ki kisi ne pichhe se aakar mere sir par hath rakha aur bola "kya dekh rahe ho beta"
maine pichhe mudkar dekha to pichhe lagbhag 55-60saal ke safed kurta aur lungi pahne ek saadhu khade the jinke chehre par ek alag hi tej tha jinhe dekh kar mere muh se khud ba khud "pranam baba" nikal gaya
"Khush raho beta, lekin baba nahi yahan sab mujhe guruji kahte hai" wo waise hi mere sir par hath pherte hue bole
"Ji...... guruji.lekin ye konsi jagah hai aur yahan ye sab kya ho raha hai" maine puchha
"beta ye hamara aashram hai jisme dharmik karyo ke alawa yuva naujawano ko sharirik aur mansik roop se swasth rahne ke gur bhi sikhaye jate hai, jaise ki tum dekh rahe ho kuchh ladke kushti aur exercise kar rahe hai jo unke sharirik vikas ke liye hai aur kuchh dhyan aur yoga kar rahe hai jo unke mansik vikas ke liye hai" guruji bole
"mujhe bhi ye sab sikhna aur karna hai guruji" main bola
"kyon nahi, tum bhi ye sab kar sakte ho lekin ye bahut kathin hai beta kar paoge?" guruji ne puchha
"kitni bhi mehnat ho aur kitna bhi kathin ho main kar lunga lekin mere paas fee ke liye paise nahi hai" main mayusi se bola
"yahan kisi bhi chij ke paise nahi lagte beta tum sab free me sikh sakte ho lekin batao to ki tum ye sab kyon sikhna chahte ho" guruji bole
"aur to koi bada reason nahi hai bas main apne aap ko majboot karna chahta hu itna majboot ki kisi bhi sankat ki ghadi me main apni raksha khud kar saku" main drudhta se bola
ab guruji kuchh der tak mujhe gaur se dekhte rahe, phir muskuraye aur bole "to thik hai kal se hi shuru kar do"
maine haan me sir hilaya to phir guruji ne mujhse mere aur mere pariwar ke bare me puchha to maine kah diya ki main ab anath hu aur meri bua hi mujhe paal rahi hai phir maine unhe apne school ke bare me bhi bataya.
sab chij jankar guruji ne tay kiya ki ab mujhe har roj subah 5 baje se 8 baje aur sham 4 baje se 6 baje tak aashram me rahna hoga jahan wo khud mujhe train karenge aakhir me maine unke charan sparsh kiye aur ghar ke liye niial gaya.
ghar aakar maine bua ko aashram ke bare me bataya lekin ye nahi ki main wahan kyon jaunga balki ye bataya ki mera jhukaw aadhyatm ki taraf ho gaya hai aur main wahan dharmik siksha lene ja raha hu mujhe pata tha ki meri is baat se bua khush hongi ki agar mera jhukaw aadhyatm ki taraf ho raha hai to ye unke liye aur bhi sunhara mauka hota meri daulat hathiyane ka isliye unhone khushi khushi mujhe izajat de di.
ab meri life ka sabse important wakt start ho gaya tha main ise vyarth nahi gawana chahta tha main khub mehnat karke sab sikhne laga meri lagan se guruji bhi bahut khush the aur unhe bhi mujhe nayi nayi chije sikhane me bahut maja aata tha
udhar mere pariwar wale jaise mujhe bhul gaye the kabhi kisi ne meri khoj khabar nahi li main to wahan jata nahi tha aur agar kabhi wo bua ke ghar aate to main janbujhkar aashram me ruk jata tha kul milakar meri bhi koi ichha nahi thi ki main un logo ka muh bhi dekhu unke liye meri nafrat badhte hi ja rahi thi.
idhar bua ke ghar me unke bachho se ya fufaji se meri koi baat nahi hoti thi kyonki ab subah 5 baje jab main ghar se nikalta to aasram se hi khana kha kar school chala jata aur sham koi 7 baje ghar laut-ta aur phir sham ka khana jo main apne room me hi khata tha ke baad room me hi padhai kar ke so jata tha
kul mila kar sab kuchh sahin chal raha tha guruji ki training aur meri mehnat se mere sharir ka vikas bahut teji se hone laga tha aur main apni umra ke ladko se 2 saal bada dikhne laga tha iski ek wajah ye bhi thi ki mujhse khush ho kar guruji ne aashram ki gau shala ke dwar mere liye khol diye the mujhe roj subah sham 1 liter dudh pine ke liye milta tha aur mere khane me ghee to mano jaise bahta hi rahta tha
dhire dhire wo wakt bhi paas aane laga jab mujhe paise milna shuru hone wale the yani ke main 19 ka hone wala tha lekin usme abhi thoda time tha.......
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ab ek baat achhi thi ki main bua ke irado se anjaan nahi tha ab mujhe apni bhalai ke liye kuchh sochna tha aur usme sabse jaruri chij thi mera mentally aur physically strong hona jiske liye maine khoj shuru kar di thi aur bahut jald is kaam me meri madad karne ke liye mujhe ek jagah mil bhi gai.
darasal mera school govt. school tha jo subah 10.30 se sham 4 baje tak chalta tha bich me 45 minutes ka lunch break hota tha main roj school ke baad aas paas ke ilake me ghumta tha aur apne kaam ki jagah dhundhta tha aur 2 din baad hi mujhe ek aashram jaisi jagah dikhai di to main usme enter ho gaya andar jakar dekha to wahan akhade bane hue the jisme bahut se ladke kushti khel rahe the to bahut se exercise kar rahe the to kuchh dhyan lagaye baithe the.
bahut se saadhu baba jaise log langoti lagaye sabhi ladko ko dhyan se dekh rahe the aur unhe sikhate aur samjhate bhi ja rahe the.
abhi mujhe ye sab dekhte hue koi 10 minutes hi hue the ki kisi ne pichhe se aakar mere sir par hath rakha aur bola "kya dekh rahe ho beta"
maine pichhe mudkar dekha to pichhe lagbhag 55-60saal ke safed kurta aur lungi pahne ek saadhu khade the jinke chehre par ek alag hi tej tha jinhe dekh kar mere muh se khud ba khud "pranam baba" nikal gaya
"Khush raho beta, lekin baba nahi yahan sab mujhe guruji kahte hai" wo waise hi mere sir par hath pherte hue bole
"Ji...... guruji.lekin ye konsi jagah hai aur yahan ye sab kya ho raha hai" maine puchha
"beta ye hamara aashram hai jisme dharmik karyo ke alawa yuva naujawano ko sharirik aur mansik roop se swasth rahne ke gur bhi sikhaye jate hai, jaise ki tum dekh rahe ho kuchh ladke kushti aur exercise kar rahe hai jo unke sharirik vikas ke liye hai aur kuchh dhyan aur yoga kar rahe hai jo unke mansik vikas ke liye hai" guruji bole
"mujhe bhi ye sab sikhna aur karna hai guruji" main bola
"kyon nahi, tum bhi ye sab kar sakte ho lekin ye bahut kathin hai beta kar paoge?" guruji ne puchha
"kitni bhi mehnat ho aur kitna bhi kathin ho main kar lunga lekin mere paas fee ke liye paise nahi hai" main mayusi se bola
"yahan kisi bhi chij ke paise nahi lagte beta tum sab free me sikh sakte ho lekin batao to ki tum ye sab kyon sikhna chahte ho" guruji bole
"aur to koi bada reason nahi hai bas main apne aap ko majboot karna chahta hu itna majboot ki kisi bhi sankat ki ghadi me main apni raksha khud kar saku" main drudhta se bola
ab guruji kuchh der tak mujhe gaur se dekhte rahe, phir muskuraye aur bole "to thik hai kal se hi shuru kar do"
maine haan me sir hilaya to phir guruji ne mujhse mere aur mere pariwar ke bare me puchha to maine kah diya ki main ab anath hu aur meri bua hi mujhe paal rahi hai phir maine unhe apne school ke bare me bhi bataya.
sab chij jankar guruji ne tay kiya ki ab mujhe har roj subah 5 baje se 8 baje aur sham 4 baje se 6 baje tak aashram me rahna hoga jahan wo khud mujhe train karenge aakhir me maine unke charan sparsh kiye aur ghar ke liye niial gaya.
ghar aakar maine bua ko aashram ke bare me bataya lekin ye nahi ki main wahan kyon jaunga balki ye bataya ki mera jhukaw aadhyatm ki taraf ho gaya hai aur main wahan dharmik siksha lene ja raha hu mujhe pata tha ki meri is baat se bua khush hongi ki agar mera jhukaw aadhyatm ki taraf ho raha hai to ye unke liye aur bhi sunhara mauka hota meri daulat hathiyane ka isliye unhone khushi khushi mujhe izajat de di.
ab meri life ka sabse important wakt start ho gaya tha main ise vyarth nahi gawana chahta tha main khub mehnat karke sab sikhne laga meri lagan se guruji bhi bahut khush the aur unhe bhi mujhe nayi nayi chije sikhane me bahut maja aata tha
udhar mere pariwar wale jaise mujhe bhul gaye the kabhi kisi ne meri khoj khabar nahi li main to wahan jata nahi tha aur agar kabhi wo bua ke ghar aate to main janbujhkar aashram me ruk jata tha kul milakar meri bhi koi ichha nahi thi ki main un logo ka muh bhi dekhu unke liye meri nafrat badhte hi ja rahi thi.
idhar bua ke ghar me unke bachho se ya fufaji se meri koi baat nahi hoti thi kyonki ab subah 5 baje jab main ghar se nikalta to aasram se hi khana kha kar school chala jata aur sham koi 7 baje ghar laut-ta aur phir sham ka khana jo main apne room me hi khata tha ke baad room me hi padhai kar ke so jata tha
kul mila kar sab kuchh sahin chal raha tha guruji ki training aur meri mehnat se mere sharir ka vikas bahut teji se hone laga tha aur main apni umra ke ladko se 2 saal bada dikhne laga tha iski ek wajah ye bhi thi ki mujhse khush ho kar guruji ne aashram ki gau shala ke dwar mere liye khol diye the mujhe roj subah sham 1 liter dudh pine ke liye milta tha aur mere khane me ghee to mano jaise bahta hi rahta tha
dhire dhire wo wakt bhi paas aane laga jab mujhe paise milna shuru hone wale the yani ke main 19 ka hone wala tha lekin usme abhi thoda time tha.......
