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rashmi ke jane ke baad main naha dhokar aashram ke liye nikal gaya jahan aaj kisi bhi kaam me mera mann nahi lag raha tha shayad yahi KAAM ka asar tha jiske pichhe sari duniya diwani thi
khair aashram se free ho kar main school chala gaya wahan par bhi mera mann nahi lag raha tha aaj mujhe ek dost ki kami bahut mehsus ho rahi thi main apne antarmukhi swabaav ke karan aaj tak ek bhi dost nahi bana paya tha jis-se main is bare me kuchh puchh sakta tha
school khatam hua aur main wapas aashram me aa gaya waise to aaj meri aashram jane ki ichha nahi thi lekin bagair bataye gayab rahne se guruji bura maan jate isliye aashram pahuch kar guruji se tabiyat kharab hone ka bahana kiya aur ghar aa gaya.
jab se main aashram jane laga tha tab se aaj ye pahla mauka tha jab main 5 baje hi ghar aa gaya tha warna to sham ke 7-8 baj hi jate the jaise hi main ghar me enter hua samne hall me rashmi baithi dikhai di jo mere ghar jaldi aane se halke halke muskura rahi thi
"aaj itni jaldi kaise aa gaya...." wo muskurate hue boli
"wo.. wo.... tabiyat kuchh thik nahi lag rahi thi isliye" main bola
"main samajh gai bachhu ki tu jaldi kyon aaya hai aakhir jawani jo chadh gai hai tujhe" wo mujhe chhedte hue boli
"ye jawani kaise chadhti hai didi?" maine masumiyat se puchha aakhir sach me hi to mujhe pata nahi tha
"he bhagwan......." rashmi apne sir par haath marte hue boli "is jamane me bhi koi itna ghonchu ho sakta hai kya.... aur hai bhi to mere hi pallu pada, lagta hai ise shuru se sab sikhana padega"
"kya sikhana padega didi...." maine phir puchha
"wo chhod pahle ye bata tune kuchh khaya ya nahi kahe to pahle khane ko la du" wo boli
jab se main bua ke ghar aaya tha yani ke pichhle 5-6 salo me ye pahla mauka tha jab kisi ne mujhse is time khane ko puchha tha warna to bas sabke khane ke time hi khana milta tha aur haan aaj tak rashmi se kabhi itni der tak baat bhi nahi hui thi mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki aaj ekdum se use aisa kya ho gaya hai jo use meri itni care ho rahi hai jabki subah to wo mujhe dhamkiya de rahi thi.
"nahi mujhe bhukh nahi hai" main bola
"thik hai phir, waise tujhe bata du ki abhi ghar par koi nahi hai sabhi log shopping par gaye hai aur 2 ghante tak koi nahi aane wala hai" wo shararati muskaan se boli
"to phir aap kyon nahi gayi...." maine puchha
"mujhe pata tha beta ki aaj tu jaldi ghar aa jayega isiliye main bahana bana kar nahi gai aakhir teri class jo leni thi tujhe jawani ke sabak jo sikhane the" wo boli
"meri samajh me to kuchh nahi aa raha hai...." main bola
"tu jyada mat soch, ja pahle fresh ho kar aaja phir main tujhe sab sikhati hu aur agar tujhe mujhse samajh nahi aaya to ek teacher aur bhi hai" wo boli
ab mujhe samajh to kuchh aaya nahi lekin maine jyada bahas karna thik nahi samjha aur apne STORE room ki taraf badh gaya.
jab koi 15 minute tak main wapas hall me nahi gaya to rashmi wahin mere paas aagai
"yahan kya kar raha hai maine tuihe hall me bulaya tha na" wo aate hi boli
"wo.... wo....." main kuchh bol nahi paya
"dekh sonu tune subah wada kiya tha ki jo main kahungi tu karega isiliye maine abhi tak mummy ya kisi aur ko kuchh nahi bataya hai warna tu janta hai ki tera kya haal hoga" wo mujhe phir dhamkate hue boli
waise wo agar bua ko sab bata bhi deti to mujhe koi farak nahi padne wala tha kya karte wo log jyada se jyada mujhe ghar se hi nikal sakte the lekin is se mujhe koi farak nahi padna tha kyonki mujhe paise milna shuru hone me ab sirf 8 mahine hi rah gaye the aur itna time to main aashram me rah kar bhi nikal sakta tha lekin subah jo hua us-se meri curiosity badh gai thi ki aakhir ye sab hota kya hai isliye maine rashmi ki baat man-ne me hi bhalai samjhi
"main wada nahi tod raha bas wo sharam ke karan....." usne mujhe bich me hi rok diya
"jisne ki sharam uske fute karam...... tu chal mere sath" kah kar usne mera haath pakad kar uthhaya aur apne sath le kar jane lagi lekin pahle wo main gait par gai aur use lock kar diya phir wo mujhe apne sath apne bed room me le aayi aur wahan padi ek chair par baitha diya aur boli "achha to kahan se shuru kare......."
aur main uske chehre ko masumiyat se dekhne laga.........
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rashmi ke jane ke baad main naha dhokar aashram ke liye nikal gaya jahan aaj kisi bhi kaam me mera mann nahi lag raha tha shayad yahi KAAM ka asar tha jiske pichhe sari duniya diwani thi
khair aashram se free ho kar main school chala gaya wahan par bhi mera mann nahi lag raha tha aaj mujhe ek dost ki kami bahut mehsus ho rahi thi main apne antarmukhi swabaav ke karan aaj tak ek bhi dost nahi bana paya tha jis-se main is bare me kuchh puchh sakta tha
school khatam hua aur main wapas aashram me aa gaya waise to aaj meri aashram jane ki ichha nahi thi lekin bagair bataye gayab rahne se guruji bura maan jate isliye aashram pahuch kar guruji se tabiyat kharab hone ka bahana kiya aur ghar aa gaya.
jab se main aashram jane laga tha tab se aaj ye pahla mauka tha jab main 5 baje hi ghar aa gaya tha warna to sham ke 7-8 baj hi jate the jaise hi main ghar me enter hua samne hall me rashmi baithi dikhai di jo mere ghar jaldi aane se halke halke muskura rahi thi
"aaj itni jaldi kaise aa gaya...." wo muskurate hue boli
"wo.. wo.... tabiyat kuchh thik nahi lag rahi thi isliye" main bola
"main samajh gai bachhu ki tu jaldi kyon aaya hai aakhir jawani jo chadh gai hai tujhe" wo mujhe chhedte hue boli
"ye jawani kaise chadhti hai didi?" maine masumiyat se puchha aakhir sach me hi to mujhe pata nahi tha
"he bhagwan......." rashmi apne sir par haath marte hue boli "is jamane me bhi koi itna ghonchu ho sakta hai kya.... aur hai bhi to mere hi pallu pada, lagta hai ise shuru se sab sikhana padega"
"kya sikhana padega didi...." maine phir puchha
"wo chhod pahle ye bata tune kuchh khaya ya nahi kahe to pahle khane ko la du" wo boli
jab se main bua ke ghar aaya tha yani ke pichhle 5-6 salo me ye pahla mauka tha jab kisi ne mujhse is time khane ko puchha tha warna to bas sabke khane ke time hi khana milta tha aur haan aaj tak rashmi se kabhi itni der tak baat bhi nahi hui thi mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki aaj ekdum se use aisa kya ho gaya hai jo use meri itni care ho rahi hai jabki subah to wo mujhe dhamkiya de rahi thi.
"nahi mujhe bhukh nahi hai" main bola
"thik hai phir, waise tujhe bata du ki abhi ghar par koi nahi hai sabhi log shopping par gaye hai aur 2 ghante tak koi nahi aane wala hai" wo shararati muskaan se boli
"to phir aap kyon nahi gayi...." maine puchha
"mujhe pata tha beta ki aaj tu jaldi ghar aa jayega isiliye main bahana bana kar nahi gai aakhir teri class jo leni thi tujhe jawani ke sabak jo sikhane the" wo boli
"meri samajh me to kuchh nahi aa raha hai...." main bola
"tu jyada mat soch, ja pahle fresh ho kar aaja phir main tujhe sab sikhati hu aur agar tujhe mujhse samajh nahi aaya to ek teacher aur bhi hai" wo boli
ab mujhe samajh to kuchh aaya nahi lekin maine jyada bahas karna thik nahi samjha aur apne STORE room ki taraf badh gaya.
jab koi 15 minute tak main wapas hall me nahi gaya to rashmi wahin mere paas aagai
"yahan kya kar raha hai maine tuihe hall me bulaya tha na" wo aate hi boli
"wo.... wo....." main kuchh bol nahi paya
"dekh sonu tune subah wada kiya tha ki jo main kahungi tu karega isiliye maine abhi tak mummy ya kisi aur ko kuchh nahi bataya hai warna tu janta hai ki tera kya haal hoga" wo mujhe phir dhamkate hue boli
waise wo agar bua ko sab bata bhi deti to mujhe koi farak nahi padne wala tha kya karte wo log jyada se jyada mujhe ghar se hi nikal sakte the lekin is se mujhe koi farak nahi padna tha kyonki mujhe paise milna shuru hone me ab sirf 8 mahine hi rah gaye the aur itna time to main aashram me rah kar bhi nikal sakta tha lekin subah jo hua us-se meri curiosity badh gai thi ki aakhir ye sab hota kya hai isliye maine rashmi ki baat man-ne me hi bhalai samjhi
"main wada nahi tod raha bas wo sharam ke karan....." usne mujhe bich me hi rok diya
"jisne ki sharam uske fute karam...... tu chal mere sath" kah kar usne mera haath pakad kar uthhaya aur apne sath le kar jane lagi lekin pahle wo main gait par gai aur use lock kar diya phir wo mujhe apne sath apne bed room me le aayi aur wahan padi ek chair par baitha diya aur boli "achha to kahan se shuru kare......."
aur main uske chehre ko masumiyat se dekhne laga.........
