Update 231
Mere samne Manju m mere hi Mata pita aur meri bachpan ki tasveer khole baithi thi aur mujhe unke bare me bata rahi thi. Aur meri zuban jaise lakwa hi mar gyi thi. Jis Manju bua ki talash mujhe thi wo itne samay se meri ankhon k samne thi aur main unhe kabhi pehchan hi na paya . Jab bhi main unse milta tha to mujhe hamesha ye ehsas hota tha k mera unke sath sambandh kafi purana hai . Main sochta tha shayad ye pichle janam ka sambandh hoga par ye nahi samajh paya k sambandh isi janam ka tha . Main pathar sa bana bas unhe hi dekhe ja raha tha aur wo tasveeren dikhate hue pata nahi kya kya bata diya rahi thi. Unki ankhon se bat karte karte aansoo beh rahe the aur unhe jaise ehsas hi nahi tha k unke pas main bhi baitha hun. Jabki main unko dekh kar khud ko sambhalne ki koshish kar raha tha . Akhir mujhe aaj wo pehla shakhs mila tha jo mere papa k pariwar se tha . Aur wo bhi unki wo sahi behan jis par wo apni jaan chidakte the . Jise wo apne bachon ki tarah pyar karte the . Jinke liye wo ma baap bhaai sab the . Jiski talash sab ko thi par koi nahi janta tha wo isi shehar me thi magar sab usse anjan the . Mujhe samajh hi nahi aa raha tha k main kya kahun unhe. Meri ankhon me ruke aansuon ne apni Seema langh li thi aur ab mere chehre par lakeeren banate hue neeche gir rahe the .
Manju : rote hue ) meri duniya mere bhaiya bhabhi aur mera bittu hi the magar bhagwan ne ek pal me hi mujhse sab cheen liya . Kash main bhi apne bhaiya bhabhi aur apne bittu k sath hi mar jati .
Amit : rote hue ) aap ne kabhi apne bittu ko talashne ki koshish kyun nahi ki buaaaaaa
Mere muh se ‘ bua ‘ sunte hi Manju m ko jhatka laga aur ek dam se wo roti roti chup ho gyi aur mujhe hairani se dekhne lagi .
Manju : kya kaha tumne ?
Amit : rote hue ) aapne apne bittu ko talashne ki koshish kyun nahi ki ‘ buaaaaa ‘
Manju : shocked ) yy ye ye ye tum kya keh rahe ho ? Mera bittu to mar chuka hai . Mujhse aisa mazak .....
Amit : rote hue ) aapka bittu zinda hai bua aur aapke samne baitha hai .
Manju m meri bat sunte hi jhatke se khadi hui aur 2 kadam piche hat gyi . Apne hathon ko apne muh par rakhe wo badi badi ankhon se mujhe dekh rahi thi jaise ye koi anhoni ho rahi ho jis par unhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha .
Manju : ye tum kya bole ja rahe ho ? Tumhe kya ho gya hai ? Mere sath aisa mazak mat karo. Mat karo aisa mere sath
Amit :rote hue ) ye mazak nahi hai bua , main hi aapka bittu hun. Ma papa to mujhe chhod gye par aapne bhi ek bar bhi mujh se milne ki koshish kyun nahi ki ? Kya unke sath mera vajood bhi khatam ho gya tha aapke liye ?
Manju : zor se ) nahiiiiiiiiiiii ,,,,, aisa nahi ho sakta . Kehdo k tum jhooth bol rahe ho. Aisa nahi ho sakta ye sab jhooth hai .
Amit : rote hue ) janti hain na mere birthday par hi ma papa aur nana nani ki accident me maut hui thi . Us din shayad sab mandir ja rahe the mere liye pooja karwane . Magar main us accident me Bach gya tha . Par aapko kaise pata hoga , aapne to kabhi janne ki koshish hi nahi ki k apka bittu zinda bhi hai ya mar gya.
Manju : to kya ,,, to kya tum sach me ??????
Amit : han bua main hi apka bittu hun . Aapke pannu bhaiya aur damini bhabhi ka beta . Jise aapne mara hua man liya tha par badkismati se main zinda bach gya tha .
Mere muh se ye sunte hi Manju bua ne bhag kar mujhe gale se laga liya aur mere sir ko dono hathon me thame mere chehre par lagatar chumne lagi . Sath hi wo roye ja rahi thi aur bolti ja rahi thi .
Manju :rote rote chumte hue ) tu itne din kahan tha ? Kisi ne mujhe bataya kyun nahi ki tum zinda ho ? Main itne salon tak yahi sochti rahi k tum bhi bhaiya bhabhi k sath .. ye mere sath itna bada dhokha kisne kiya ? Kisne mujhe mere bittu se door kiya ? Mujhe to yahi kaha gya tha k tum bhi bhaiya bhabhi k sath us accident me kare gye . Tum ab tak kahan the ? kahan the ab tak? Tujhe kabhi apni is badnaseeb bua ki yad nahi aayi ? Ek bar bhi tujhe taras nahi aya apni bua par ? Bol kahan tha tu ? Kahan tha ab tak ?
Amit : rote hue ) yahi to main aapse janna chahta hun k aapne kabhi koshish kyun nahi ki mere bare me janne ki ? Mujhe mere mama mami apne sath le gye the par aapne ek bar bhi un logon se mil kar kuch janna theek nahi samjha? Akhir aisi kya bat ho gyi thi jo aapko apne bittu ki zara bhi yad nahi aayi ?
Manju : kaise aati main ? Bade bhaiya ne kaha tha k un logon ne bhaiya bhabhi ki tumhari lash bhi dekhne nahi di. Upar se jhagda bhi kiya . Wo tumhare nana nani aur tumhari ma ki maut ka zimmedar pannu bhaiya ko thehra rahe the . Upar se unhonne dhamki bhi di thi k agar koi kabhi unke ghar aya to wo jan se mar dalenge .
Amit : aap to janti thi na sab ko ? Kya aapko lagta hai wo log aisa kar sakte the ? Aapse jhooth bola gya tha bua . Han main zinda hun ye bat zarur chipayi gyi jiski shayad koi vajah zarur rahi hogi . Par ye bhi sach hai k un sab ko apka intzar tha . Baba ne bataya tha mujhe aapke bare me k aap papa ki laadali thi aur mujhse bhi kitna pyar karti thi. Aur isi liye main aapse milna chahta tha ek bar k aapse pooch sakun , aapne aisa kyun kiya ? Kam se kam ek bar to aap wahan aati magar aap nahi aayi aur na hi kabhi kisi se milne ki koshish ki .
Manju : kaise aati , kaise aati main. Mera dil kai bar kiya tha aane ko . Par har bar mujhe rok liya gya aur aisi aisi baten batayi gyi k mere dil me bhi gussa bhar gya tha un sab k prati. Par wo bhi to bata sakte the na k tum zinda ho. Akhir un logon ne aisa kyun kiya? Kyun tumhe mujhse door rakha . Agar wo nahi chahte the k tum hamare sath raho to mujhe hi bata dete . Main sab kuch chhod kar apne bittu k pas chali aati.
Amit : maine kaha na bua , baba ne ye bat sab se chhupayi thi . Yahan tak k mujhe bhi nahi pta tha k main asal me unka beta nahi hun. Unhone hamesha mujhe apne sage bete ki tarah hi pala. Aur jab se mujhe apne mata pita k bare me pta chala hai main tab se hi tadap raha tha aap se milne k liye . Aur dekho itne dino se aap mere samne thi magar main aapko pehchan nahi paya .
Manju : pehchan to main nahi payi tujhe , tujhe dekhte hi mujhe pannu bhaiya ka chehra nazar ata tha aur tumhari ankhen ,, tumhari ankhen bilkul damini bhabhi jaisi hain. Magar main kabhi ye samajh hi nahi payi k tumhi mere bittu ho. Ab main tujhe apne se door nahi jane dungi . Ab se tu mere sath hi rahega . Ab main akeli nahi hun duniya me . Mere pannu bhaiya ka beta mere sath hai meri damini bhabhi ka beta mere sath hai . Mera bittu mere sath hai .
Itna keh kar Manju bua fir se mujhe chumne lagi . Hum dono lagatar roye ja rahe the . Hamare andar k jazbat aansoo ban kar lagatar beh rahe the aur hum khud ko rok hi nahi pa rahe the . Manju bua kabhi mujhe gale laga leti kabhi chumne lagti kabhi zor zor se rone lagti.
Amit : bas karo bua bas karo ab aur nahi . Bahut ro liya aapne ab main aapko aur rone nahi dunga . Ab aap akeli nahi rahengi , ab se aap hamare sath rahengi . Chaliye hun abhi ghar chalte hain. Ma baba aapko dekh kar bahut khush honge .
Manju : nahi nahi , main unke samne kis muh se jaungi ? Ek bar bhi main unse milne nahi gyi . Balki unhe galat samajhti rahi. Wo to meri shakl bhi dekhna pasand nahi karenge. Main kis muh se unke samne jaun.
Amit : aap galat samajh rahi Hain bua . Wo aise bilkul bhi nahi hain. Balki wo to khud is bat se hairan the k aap kabhi milne kyun nahi aayi. Wo aapko apni chhoti behan jaise hi mante hain. Jab unko sachai ka pata chalega to wo bilkul bhi naraz nahi honge .
Manju : nahi , main nahi jaungi unke pas . Filhal abhi to nahi. Mujh me itni himmat nahi k unka samna kar sakun.
Amit : kya mere liye bhi nahi ?
Manju : tere liye to main apni jaan bhi de sakti hun . Par tujhe meri kasam mujhe majbur mat kar. Taqdeer ne pehle hi mere sath itna bada khilwad kar diya hai. Jise apni goad me khilaya tha usi k sath main ......
Itna keh kar Manju bua mujhse door hat gyi aur chehre dusri taraf kar k rone lagi. Main samajh raha tha k wo hum dono k beech bane sambandhon se ab ahat ho rahi hain . Maine aage barh kar unke kandhe par hath rakha to wo bina meri taraf dekhe fir se boli .
Manju : mujhse bahut badi galati ho gyi , bahut badi galati . Bhaiya bhabhi mujhe kabhi maaf nahi karenge . Shayad unke kehne se hi bhagwan ne tumhe mere pas bheja tha aur main vasna ki aag me lipti tumhare sath ...... chhiinn ,,, mujhe to bhagwan bhi maaf nahi karega . Apne aap se hi nafrat ho rahi hai mujhe ye soch kar k main apne hi bhateeje k sath wo sab karti rahi.
Amit : vaasnaaaa ??? Kya wo sirf vasna thi? Nahi bua wo vasna nahi prem tha . Aisa prem jisme na koi swarth tha na koi bhookh . Apne dil par hath rakh kar kahiye k aapne mere sath dil ki gehraiyon se pyar nahi kiya ?
Manju : bhagwan k liye chup ho jao Amit . Main pehle hi paap kar chuki hun. Mujhe aur papi mat banao .
Amit : paap ?? Ab aap nishchal prem ko pap kehne lagi ? Abhi kuch der pehle tak hum dono k beech jo pyar tha wo ek sach jan lene se se pap ho gya ? Agar hamare beech ka ye rishta zahir nahi hota to kya tab bhi aap use paap hi kehti ?
Manju : chup ho jao please . Tum achi tarah jante ho k ek bua bhateeje k beech aisa rishta sirf paap hi kehlata hai. Samaj me aise rishton ko sirf tiraskar ki nazron se dekha jata hai. Kisi ko to bad me jawab deta hai insan , par khud ko kya jawab dun main? Kya jawab dun khud ko bolo ? Apne hi sage bhateeje k sath main wo sab karti aayi hun . Chhiinn ,, mujhe khud se hi ghin aa rahi hai . Isse acha hota main mar hi jati .
Amit : anjane me hue paap k liye to bhagwan bhi maaf kar deta hai bua . Aur humne to koi paap bhi nahi kiya . Aap jis samaj ki duhai de rahi hain , tab kahan tha ye samaj jab akeli zindagi me dukhon ka bojh dho rahi thi. Tab to ye samaj aapke dukh door karne nahi aya tha . Hum dono to jante bhi nahi the k hum dono k beech koi rishta aur bhi hai . Maine to aapke dil k dard ko mehsus kiya aur jo main kar sakta tha wo maine kiya . Hamara milna bhagwan ki marzi thi . Waise bhi to duniya me sab kuchh usi ki marzi se hi to hota hai na ? To fir isme aap doshi kaise hui ? Agar aap khud ko dosh de rahi hain to fir aapke sath main bhi barabar ka doshi hua na . Aise to fir mujhe hi mar jana chahiye .....
Meri bat khatam hone se pehel hi bua mere muh se marne ki bat sun kar ek dam se palatu aur mere muh par hath rakh liya .
Manju : rote hue ) khabardar jo marne ki bat bhi ki to . Bhaiya ki tarah kya tu bhi mujhe chhod kar chala jayega , han ? Isse to acha hai mujhe apne hathon se hi mar de. Aisi zindagi se to maut hazar darje achi hai , hazar darje achi hai . Maar de mujhe apne hathon se , maar de mujhe maar de .
Itna sab kehte kehte bua roti hui zameen par baith gyi the kapde nochti nochti. Bua ka rudan aur bhi jyada ho gya tha . Main unke man ki vyatha ko mehsus kar raha tha k unke dil par kya beet rahi thi . Apne hi sage bhateeje k sath apne jismani tallukat ko yad kar k wo khud ko doshi man rahi thi. Unke liye mushkil ho raha tha is bat ko accept karna . Halanki wo sab anjane me hua tha jiske liye na wo doshi thi na main , doshi tha to sirf waqt . Aur ab hum us dorahe par khade the jahan se kis taraf jayen humen samajh nahi aa raha tha . Jahan hum dono k dil khush bhi the apna asli rishta jan kar wahin isse pehle hamare beech ban chuka wo rishta ab hamare asal rishte ki pawitrta par daag sa lag raha tha . Is sachai k samne aane se pehle tak main Manju bua ki duniya tha aur ab wo khud se hi sharminda ho rahi thi sirf meri vajah se. Halanki mere liye ye badi bat nahi thi par kyunki main pehle hi aise rishton me pad chuka tha magar bua k liye ye bahut badi galati ban gya tha.
Amit : mujhe to hosh bhi nahi tha jab mere ma bap akela mujhe chhod gye . Aur itne saalon tak main is sach se hi anjan raha . Jab se mujhe mere mata pita k bare me pata chala main tab se hi khud ko akela samajhne lag gya tha . Aur fir mujhe aapke bare me pata chala . Sab ne yahi kaha k aap papa ki jan thi is liye aap ko ek bar dekhna chahta th , puchna chahta tha k akhir kis liye aapne apne ikalaute bhateeje k bare me janne ki koshish tak nahi ki . Aur ab jab aap mere samne hain to aap aisi baten kar rahi hain. Main janta hun aapne zindagi me bahut dukh dekhe hain. Maine aapke har dard ko mehsus kiya aur hamare beech jo kuch bhi hua usme kisi ki koi galti nahi thi. Fir aap iske liye khud ko kyun dosh de rahi hain? Ye bhagwan ki hi marzi thi jo hum kareeb aaye. Maine aapse wada kiya tha k aapko kabhi dukhi nahi hone dunga aur aaj aap fir se dukhi hain sirf meri vajah se . Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha k main apni bua k milne ki khushi manaun ya fir jo hua uske liye dukh manaun. Par isme na aapka dosh hai na mera . Hum dono ne hi ek dusre ko dil se muhabbat ki hai bua jisme zara si bhi hawas nahi thi. Ye aap achi tarah janti hain. Chahe ye sab anjane me hua par ye pap kabhi nahi tha . Fir bhi agar aap ise pap samajh rahi hain to ,,,, main kabhi aapke samne nahi aaunga. Kyunki mujhe dekh kar aapko bar bar dukh hoga . Aur main nahi chahta k meri vajah se aap kabhi dukhi ho. Main ja raha hun bua, socha tha k hamesha aapke sath rahunga magar zindagi is mod par le aayegi ye nahi janta tha . Ho sake to mujhe maaf kar dena . Par itna zarur yad rakhna k agar aapne apne sath kuch bhi galat karne ki koshish ki to main bhi khud ko khatam kar lunga main kasam khata hun.
Bua lagatar roye ja rahi thi par meri akhiri bat sun kar wo ek dam shocked si mujhe dekhne lagi . Magar ab mujh me aur himmat nahi thi k main wahan rukun. Manju bua ko is waqt samjhana shayad namumkin tha is liye main wahan se nikal aya . Mujhe laga k kahin wo apne sath kuch galat na kar len is liye maine ye sab keh diya tha . Unki baton se saaf zahir tha k wo kitni jyada dukhi ho rahi hain. Aur jitna jyada wo emotional thi us vajah se mere dil me ek dar sa tha. Jate jate ye sab keh kar maine unhe kuch bhi galat karne se rok to diya tha . Par samasya wahin k wahin thi. Itne salon bad hum dono mile bhi to kis mod par . Ab bua kya faisla legi ye un par tha magar ab main unhe khona nahi chahta tha . Bua k ghar se nikal kar main khud ko sambhalta hua paidal hi chal pada .
Wahin Manju abhi bhi sadme me thi. Jate jate Amit ne jo kaha tha wo sab sun kar uska dil ek anjane dar se bhar gya tha. Magar use kuch bhi samajh me nahi aa raha tha . Takdeer ne aaj fir se uske sath bahut bada dhokha kiya tha . Manju ki zindagi bas dukh dard ki kitab ban kar hi reh gyi thi . Bachpan me hi ma bap ka saya chin gya . Uske bad jo uski duniya tha uska bada bhai jo use mata pita bhai behan dost sabka pyar deta tha use bhi takdeer ne chin kar besahara kar diya . Sautele bhaiyo ne use sir par bojh samajh kar halt logon k hawale kar diya jahan use siwaye dukhon k kuch nahin mila . Itne salon bad use Amit k roop me thodi si khushiyan mili thi . Ek ummeed ki kiran uski zindagi me aayi thi. Uski suni zindagi me fir se rang bharne lage the magar ek hi pal me sab fir se khatam ho gya . Jise wo apni zindagi samajh rahi thi jiske sath wo apni umr bitana chahti thi wo uska apna saga bhateeja nikla . Jise goad me khilaya tha usi ki goad me wo khel rahi thi itne dino se. Manju ko jitni khushi apne bhateeje ko zinda dekh kar hui usse kahin jyada dukh use apne aur Amit prem sambandho par ho raha tha . Uska dil chah raha tha k abhi k abhi dharti fatt jaye aur wo usme sama jaye . Ya fir waqt ka pahiya piche ghoom jaye aur jo kuch bhi abhi kuch der me hua wo sab na ho. Magar dono hi nahi ho sakte the . Manju man hi man itna dukhi ho gyi thi k use zindagi k is bhadde roop se jyada maut achi lag rahi thi. Magar jate jate Amit ne khud ko marne ki jo dhamki de di thi usse ab wo mar bhi nahi sakti thi. Manju Amit ko jate hue dekhti rahi wo use rokna chahti thi use gale lagana chahti thi magar aisa karne ki bhi jaise himmat nahi ho rahi thi. Siwaye rone k ab uske pas aur kuch nahi bacha tha . Zameen par baithi wo roye ja rahi thi aur bar bar bhagwan se yahi sawal puch rahi thi k akhir uski kaun si aisi khata thi jiski use itni badi saza mili.
Main Manju bua k bare me sochta sochta chala ja raha tha , mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha k main kya karun . Manju bua k milne ki jo khushi honi chahiye thi ab uski jagah dard aur pachtawe ne le li thi . Jo bhi hua anjane me hua tha par zindagi k aayine me wo aks aise dikhega ye socha bhi nahi tha . Main apne hi khayalon me gum tha k mera phone bajne laga . Ye phone Mohit ka tha jo mujhse puch raha tha k main kahan hun . Maine use bata diya k main bas aa raha hun aur jaldi se uske ghar ki taraf chal diya . Manju bua ki jo halat thi use dekh kar mujhe unka zikar karna theek nahi lag raha tha is liye maine soch liya k jab tak wo khud normal nahi ho jati tab tak main kisi se kuch nahi kahunga . Par unko normal kaise kiya jaye ye bhi ek pechida masla tha . Akhir wo is sachai ko kaise accept kar payengi . Mujhe bar bar unki chinta ho rahi thi. Mera dil bar bar yehi keh raha tha k mujhe unhe chhod kar nahi aana chahiye tha kahin wo apne sath kuch kar na len. Magar sachai ye bhi thi k mere samne hone par wo khud ko aur bhi jyada dosh deti rehti isi liye main chala aya tha . Tabhi mujhe Ritu ka khyal aya ek wo hi to thi Manju bua ki sab kuch unki dost unki behan unki hamraz hamdard . Maine jaldi se phone nikala aur Ritu ko phone kiya . Unhone bhi dusri hi ring par phone utha liya
Rita : to aa gyi huzoor k apni kaneez ki yad. Shukar hai apne beemar ka khayal to aya janab ko.
Amit : aap abhi kahan hain ?
Ritu : chonkte hue ) kya bat hai ? Tum kuch pareshan lag rahe ho . Kya hua hai ? Sab theek to hai na ?
Amit : kuch theek nahi hai. Aapko abhi Manju bua k pas jana hoga warna wo kahin khud ko kuch ....
Ritu : kya hua hai Manju ko ? Aur wo khud ko kuch kyun karegi ? ,,,,,, ek minute ,,, tumne abhi abhi kya kaha ? Manju ‘ BUAA ‘ ???
( Ritu ek dam se shocked ho gyi thi bua shabd sun kar . Use apne kano par jaise yakeen nahi ho raha tha )
Amit : han bua ,,, kyunki wo meri bua hain. Main unke sage bhai ka beta hun aur wo meri sahi bua hain. Ye bat mujhe aaj hi pata chali hai. Kismat ne bahut bada mazak kiya hai hamare sath. Manju bua roye ja rahi hain. Kahin wo khud ko kuch kar na le. Please aap abhi unke pas chale jaiye. Unhe bas aap hi sambhal sakti hain.
Ritu : oh my god , oh my god . Oh shit , aisa kaise ho sakta hai. Kya tum sach keh rahe ho? Kahin tumhe koi galat fehmi to nahi hui?
Amit : mujhe koi galat fehmi nahi hui hai . Please aap abhi k abhi bua k pas chale jaiye warna kahin wo khud ko kuch kar na len. Agar aisa hua to main bhi .....
Ritu : stop , isse aage kuch mat kehna , Manju aisa kuch nahi kar sakti , main abhi uske pas jati hun. Aur please tum bhi khud ko sambhalna . Mujhe to ab bhi yakeen nahi ho raha jo tumne abhi kaha. Tum apna khyal rakhna main uske pas ja rahi hun.
Ritu se bat kar k mujhe kuch tasalli hui aur main apne man ko samjhata hua Mohit k ghar pahunch gya jahan sab mera hi intzar kar rahe the .
Rama : kahan chale gye the tum ? Hum kab se intzar kar rahe hain .
Amit : wo ek dost se milne gya tha.
Mohit : chal aaj yar sath me khana khate hain .
Amit : nahi yar mera man nahi hai .
Rama : aise kaise man nahi hai . Chupchap baitho yahan .
Aunty ki bat mante hue main baith to gya par mera man bilkul bhi nahi tha kuch khane ka. Maine apne chehre se kuch zahir nahi hone diya k main kin halaton se nikal kar aa raha hun . Magar karishma didi mujhe ghoor kar dekh rahi thi . Meri nazar jab unse mili to khud ko aise ghoorta dekh kar maine nazren chura li.
Amit : nidhi didi nazar nahi aa rahi kahin.
Rama : han beta wo ghar se phone aya tha to wo ghar chali gyi . Bol kar gyi hai k subah jaldi aa jayegi . Lo khana khao .
Man na hote hue bhi main chup chap khana khane laga. Bar bar mere dimag me bas Manju bua ka hi khayal tha is liye mera hath khana khate khate ruk ja raha tha. Mohit aur Aunty mujhse bat kar rahe the par mera bilkul bhi dhyan nahi tha.
Rama : Amit ,,,, amit !! Kya hua tum khana kyun nahi kha rahe ? Kya bat hai ? Tumhara dhyan kahan hai ?
Amit : hh hmmm , kuch nahi wo bas ma ki yad aa rahi thi.
Rama : kyun ? Kya ab hamara sath tumhe acha nahi lag raha ?
Amit : nahi nahi aisi bat nahi hai. Wo bas aise hi . Ma yad kar rahi hogi na .
Rama : koi bat nahi , kal to tum ja hi rahe ho gaon. Ab aram se khana khao.
Maine jaise taise beman se thoda bahut khana khaya aur thakawat ka bahana kar k apne kamre me chala gya . Mohit mujhse bat karna chahta tha par maine mana kar diya aur wo bhi apne kamre me chala gya . Kamre me aate hi main bed par pad gya aur Manju bua k bare me sochne laga. Tabhi mere phone par rima ki call aane lagi . Rima ka nam dekhte hi mere hath call pick karte karte ruk gye . Rima Manju bua ki bhatiji yani k mere chacha ki hi ladki thi jise main dilo-jan se chahta tha aur ab ek hi jhatke me sab khatam ho gya . Takdeer ne kya bhadda mazak kiya tha . Jis jis k sath pyar ki duniya basane ki soch raha tha wo ek pal me hi paraye ho gye. Kahan main apne khoye hue pariwar se milna chahta tha aur ab aisi halat ho gyi thi k sachai batane me bhi sharam aa rahi thi . Maine Rima ka phone bajne diya , wo lagatar phone kiye ja rahi thi aur main bas phone silent par dal kar soch raha tha . Rima meri behan thi rishte me jise main apni patni apni zindagi banana chah raha tha . Aur Rupali meri sahi chachi jiske sath bhi main sharirik sambandh bana chuka tha aur Sheena ,, monty ,,, aur to aur apni taayi k sath Maine kitna brutually sex kiya tha . Ye sab soch soch kar mera sir dard se fat ja raha tha. Un sab k samne ab main kaise jaunga kaise unhe kahunga k main unka apna hun. Main to is kabil bhi nahi reh gya tha k unhe apna sach bataun. Monty ki to maine zindagi hi barbad kar di thi . Ek se ek sawal mere dimag me ghumte ja rahe the aur meri bechaini badti ja rahi thi. Sab se bada sawal to mere pyar ka tha . Rima ,,, ab Rima ko main kis nazar se dekhun? Chahe main apni mausi ki betiyon k sath bhi sex kar chuka tha par Rima k sath main zindagi guzarne k khwab dekh chuka tha . Aur ab sab khatm ho gya tha . Main kabhi khud ko to kabhi apni takdeer ko kaus raha tha k ye mere sath kya ho gya. Sach hi kehte the sab k main hun hi manhoos aur fir se ek bar meri manhusiyat mere samne hi aa gyi thi. Ek bar fir se main sab kuch Kho baitha tha . Meri ankhon me neend bilkul bhi nahi thi aur dil khoon k aansoo ro raha tha . Sab sapne khaak ho gye the , sab arman mitti ho gye the . Mera dil rone ko ho raha tha par ro kar bhi kya hona tha . Mujhe ma ki yad aa rahi thi . Mera phone flash kar raha tha magar ab phone ghar se aa raha tha . Shayad ma hi kar rahi hogi . Meri himmat nahi ho rahi thi k main phone uthaun magar jab bar bar phone bajta raha to mujhe laga k phone utha lena chahiye warna sab tension me aa jayenge .
Amit : hello
‘ hello , kahan ho tum ? Phone kyun nahi utha rahe the ? Kya hua hai ? Tum bolte kyun nahi ? ‘ phone par ma hi thi . Ma ki awaz sunte hi meri ankhon se aansoo behne lage par zuban thi ki jaise lakwa mar gyi ho.
Gauri : tum bolte kyun nahi beta , mera hi ghabra raha hai. Bat kya hai kuch to bol.
‘ mujhe do bhabhi , hello hello ,, hello Amit tum sun rahe ho na? Please kuch to bolo . Mera dil ghabra raha hai . Please kuch to bat kar ‘
Ye awaz divya mausi ki thi jinhonne ma se phone le liya tha aur ab wo mujhse bat kar rahi thi . Magar mere kab nahi khul rahe the . Magar main nahi chahta tha k wo sab tension me aayen is liye maine himmat kar k bat ki .
Amit : hello , Han Han mausi main theek hun . Wo awaz nahi aa rahi thi shayad . Aap kaisi hain aur ma kaisi hai ?
Divya : tu theek to hai na ? Hum yahan sab theek hain. Humen badi bechaini ho rahi hai beta . Sab theek to hai na? Tu ghar kab aa raha hai ?
Amit : main bilkul theek hun mausi aur yahin hun Mohit k ghar . Aap meri chinta mat karo.
Divya : kaise chinta na karun? Mera dil ghabra raha hai jaise kuch hua hai tere sath. Tu jaldi se aja main tujhe dekhna chahti hun.
Gauri : beta jaldi se aja dekh jab tak tujhe dekh nahi lungi mujhe chain nahi aayega .
Amit : ma maine kaha na sab theek hai. Aap aur mausi aise hi chinta kar rahe ho. Main yahin ghar par hi to hun aur kal wapis aa raha hun ghar . Acha ab main rakhta hun . Rat bahut ho gyi hai aap bhi so jao.
Maine ma ko samjha bujha kar phone kat diya aur side me rakh diya . Divya mausi aur ma dono k hi dil shayad mere sath hue is hadse ko mehsus kar rahe the magar kisi ko kya pata tha jo mere sath hua . Rat k 12 baj chuke the magar neend to jaise aaj aane hi nahi wali thi. Main andhere me hi bed par baitha hua tha k mere kamre ka darwaza khula aur koi chupke se kamre me dakhil hua. Darwaza dheere se band kar k wo saya meri taraf barha mujhe samajhte der nahi lagi k ho na ho ye Rama Aunty hi hongi. Aur mera andaza sahi sabit hua jab bed k kareeb aa kar unhone dheemi awaz me mera nam liya .
Rama : Amit ,, Amit ,, so gye kya ?
Udhar Ritu ghar par aram kar rahi thi jab Amit ka phone aya tha aur apni sabse khas saheli Manju k bare me sun kar wo bhi tension me aa gyi aur jaldi se kapde change kar k akeli hi nikal jati hai Manju se milne . Jab wo Manju k ghar pahunchi to darwaza khula hua tha . Ritu bhagte hue ghar k andar ghusi to Manju zameen par hi leti hui thi jaise use kuch ho gya ho.
Ritu : chilla kar ) manjuuuuuuu
