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Ab aage -
agli subah main akhade aur nashte se jab free hua to maine deepika mami ko apne pas bulaya.
Deepika mami : kya bat hai mujhe is waqt kyun bulaya
Amit : ye sab kya hai mami ji
Deepika mami : kya ? Kis bare me bat kar rhe ho
Amit : aap sab janti hain main paison ki bat kar rha hun jo Kamini mami mujhe de gyi hain kal rat
Deepika mami : dekh ye unka faisala hai main isme kuch nahi kar sakti waise bhi ye sab tera hi to hai ab operation ka bahana banaya tha to uske paise jo ghar se mile unka bhi to kuch karna tha na agar aise hi ghar me pade pade kabhi ajay bhaiya k hath aa jate to mushkil ho jati
Amit : magar mera dil nahi manta ye paise ghar me kisi aur kam bhi to aa sakte hain
Deepika mami : tu aisa kar ye paise bank me jama karwa de agar kahin zarurat padi to nikal lena warna tum apne kisi kam me laga dena waise bhi ab tere college shuru ho jayenge to wahan tujhe in paison ki zarurat pad jayegi
Amit : magar
Deepika mami : agar magar chhod aur abhi ja kar bank me jama karwa de yahan pade kahin kisi ki nazar pad gyi to sab fass jayenge
Mami ki bat bhi sahi thi agar MA ki nazar pad gyi to main kya jawab dunga . Maine bhi mami ki bat ko manna theek samjha aur paise lekar bank me chala gya jo town me tha aur apne bank khate me jama karwa diye jo baba ne khulwa kar diya tha mujhe. Bank employee ne mujhe ATM card lene ki salah bhi de di aur maine uski bat man li mujhe usi waqt ek form bharne k bad ek ATM card mil gya aur bank se free ho kar main ghar aa gya .
Meri zindagi bahut achi chal rahi thi roz rat ko deepika mami ya Kamini mami mere pas aa jati aur main unki choot me pani bhar deta ta ki bacha risht pusht ho beech me pooja bhabhi k pas bhi chakkar laga ata tha magar har roz nahi jata tha mujhe pakade jane ka dar laga rehta tha.
10 din yun hi guzar gye is Doran manjari k school shuru ho gye the is liye wo dopehar ya sham me thoda sa waqt nikal kar mil leti thi magar itna waqt nahi hota tha k hum chudai kar sake. Ek din manjari ne bataya k wo kal shehar ja rahi hai aur 10/15 din wo wahin rukne wale hain unke chacha k ghar koi function bhi tha shayad
Manjari mujhse milte hue ro rahi thi aur main use samjha raha tha k thode dibi ki hi to bat hai aise dil chhota na karo maine manjari ko apna phone no. Likh kar de diya taki wo time nikal kar kisi k phone se mujhe phone Karle . Uske bad maine manjari ko thoda bahut pyar kiya aur wo ghar chali gyi . Pata nahi mera bhi dil manjari k door jane se udas ho raha tha shayad main manjari se bahut pyar lag gya tha wo pehli bar mujhse door ho rahi thi halanki paper aur kushti ki practice k samay hum kitne hi din mile nahi the magar fir bhi pata tha k wo ass pass hai ab jab wo itne dino k liye shehar ja rahi thi to dil me bahut bechaini hone lagi thi .
Main manjari se mil kar udas man se ghar aa gya meri shakal se deepika mami ne andaza laga liya aur mere piche piche mere kamre me aa gyi
Deepika mami : kya hua aisa muh kyun latkaya hua hai
Amit : mami wo manjari
Deepika mami : kya hua jhagada ho gya kya uske sath
Amit : nahi nahi wo manjari shehar ja rahi hai wo bhi 15 dino k liye apne chacha k pas
Deepika mami : haye re mere majnu bas itni c bat par muh latka liya hai main samjhi pata nahi kya ho gya hai
Amit : mami ji mera dil uske door jane se udas ho raha hai mujhe kuch samajh nahi ati
Deepika mami : are budhu isme udas hone wali kaun c bat hai kya wo kahin ja bhi nahi sakti ? Uski bhi zindagi hai rishte nate hain
Amit : pata nahi mami magar wo bhi ro rahi thi use to main samjha kar aa gya hun magar ab mera bhi wahi hal hai
Deepika mami : hmmm to dono laila majnu ka ek hi hal hai . Koi bat nahi tu chinta mat kar jaise hi manjari wapis aayegi main didi se bat karungi tere aur manjari k bare me magar saf saf sunle abhi shadi nahi hogi pehle tu apni study poori karega
Amit : sach !! O meri pyari mami
Itna keh kar main mami k gale lag gya
Deepika mami : hatt ! bade bewafa ho tum to ek biwi k hote hue dusari ko lana chahte ho aur mere hi hatho meri Souten lana chahte ho sharam nahi ati
Mami mere sath mazak kar rahi thi is liye maine bhi unko chedne laga
Amit : ek nahi mere pas to 2-2 biwiyan hain aur ab teesari bhi aa jayegi magar aap kyu chinta karti ho main aapka pet bharta rahunga
Deepika mami : hatt besharam
Maine mami ko kiss kiya aur unhone bhi mujhe kiss kiya . Thodi Der me hi mami ne mera mood theek kar diya tha sach me mami bahut achi thi meri har mushkil chutki me hal kar deti thi ab to manjari se mere rishte ka unhone bol diya tha jisse mere andar ki sari tension door ho gyi aur main mood fresh kar k raju k pas chala gya aur uske bad kheton me .
Rat ko khane k table par baba ne sabko bataya ki agle hafte ka unhone apna aur MA ka ticket book karwa diya hai aur wo dono usi mandir me ja rahe hain jahan us din us pandit ji ne bataya tha ma ko. Baba ne bataya k unko 5 din lagenge wahan.
Ajay mama : bhagwan kare bhabhi ki murad poori ho
Kamlesh mama : bhabhi mera dil kehta hai is bar bhagwan apki zarur sunega
Kamini mami : han didi mera bhi dil kehta hai jaldi hi aapki murad poori hogi
Deepika mami : bhagwan aapko hamesha khush rakhe didi
Gauri mami : tum sabka pyar dekh kar mujhe bhi lagta hai bhagwan hamari zarur sunega
Khana khane k bad sab apne apne kamron me chale gye. Rat ki deepika mami mere pas aayi magar unke chehare par chinta thi
Amit : kya bat hai mami ji aap kis chinta me doobi hain
Deepika mami : mujhe didi ki chinta ho rahi hai amit , wo andar se pehle hi bahut toot chuki hain aur agar is bar bhi wo ma na bani to pata nahi wo khud ko kaise sambhalengi. Maine to kaha bhi tha k dr k pas chalte hain magar wo to yahi kehti hain k unhe bhagwan par bharosa hai. Ab to bhagwan k aage main bhi hath jodti hun k unki jholi bhar de magar ek bat ye bhi hai k agar bhagwan chahta to didi kab ki MA ban chuki hoti zahir hai bhaiya ya didi dono me se kisi ek me koi na koi kami hogi jo ab tak didi MA nahi bani
Amit : ye to aapki bat bilkul sahi hai aapki bat se mujhe bhi MA ki chinta hone lagi hai
Deepika mami aur main dono MA k bare me baten karte rahe aaj dono me se kisi ka dil nahi hua chudai karne ka . Kabhi kabhi ek sath baith kar dil ki baten karne me bhi jo sukh milta hai wo chudai se bhi alag ehsas dilaata hai .
Khair us din k bad MA khushi khushi jane ki taiyariyon me lag gyi aur main bhi apni duniya me mast tha . Karte karte hafta bhi beet gya . Jis din ki mA baba ki reservation thi us se ek din pehle sham ko baba thake hare ghar aaye
Gauri mami : kya hua aap ka chehara kyun utara hua hai
Vijay mama : kya socha tha aur kya ho gya maine socha tha kal tumhare sath yatra par jaunga aur idhar nai mushkil me fas gya hun .
Gauri mami : kya hua hai aap saf saf bataiye
Vijay mama : wo panchayat k kam kaj ko lekar kisi ne shikayat kar di hai aur Hume adalat me hajir hone ko kaha gya hai parson mujhe bhi jana hoga agar na hazir hue to police lene aa jayegi
Gauri mami : haye ram , to hum rehne dete hain yatra par jana aap pehle adalat ka kam dekhiye yatra par fir kabhi chale jayenge shayad abhi waqt nahi hai
Vijay mama : nahi nahi tum nirash mat ho aisa karo tum amit k sath chali jao
Gauri mami : nahi main aap k sath hi jaungi pandit ji ne kaha tha k putra prapti k liye mujhe apne pati k sath hi jana hoga
Vijay mama : bachon jaisi bat mat karo gauri . Main abhi nahi ja paunga aur fir thode dino me yatra bhi samapt ho jayegi tum samajhne ki koshish karo . Waise bhi amit hamara beta hai aur beta hi apne bap ki jagah le sakta hai yehi sansar ka niyam hai mere bad amit hi to tumhe sambhalega
Gauri mami : ye aap kaisi baten kar rahe hain aapko meri umar bhi lag jaye aisi apshagun ki baten mat kiya karo aap
Vijay mama : to tumhe meri bat manni hogi dekhna bhagwan is bar tumhari murad zarur poori karenge. Ab tum taiyari karo main amit ko bolta hun
Uske bad baba ne mujhe apne pas bulaya aur mujhe kal Ma k sath jane ko kaha main bhala kaise inkar kar sakta tha. Magar jab mere jane ki bat Kamini mami aur deepika mami ki pata chali to unka chehara utar gya . Rat ka khana khane k bad sab apne kamron me chale gye MA ne mujhe apni pasand k kapde nikalne ko kaha pack karne k liye , is kam k liye deepika mami meri madad karne k liye aa gyi
Hum dono jab kamre me aaye to deepika mami ne mujhe kas k gale laga liya unke aankhon me pani tha shayad mere jane se wo udas ho rahi thi
Amit : are are kya hua mami aap aise udas kyun ho rahi hain main to 5 din k liye hi ja raha hun
Deepika mami : main kitni khush thi k didi ja rahi hain to hum ghar me bina kisi dar k pyar karenge aur ab tum ja rhe ho
Amit : acha to ye bat hai to aisa karte hain jane se pehle kyun na aaj ki rat rangeen ki jaye
Meri bat sunkar mami ne mere pet me halke hath se mukke mare
Deepika mami : mera dil baitha ja raha hai aur tumhe mazak sujh raha hai
Amit : aap chinta mat karo bas 5 din me main apke pas wapis aa jaunga fir kasar nikal dunga
Maine deepika mami k honth chum liye uske bad mami ne mera bag pack kiya aur mujhe fir se gale mil kar kiss kiya aur chali gyi . Deepika mami k bad Kamini mami bhi aayi unka bhi hal deepika mami jaisa hi tha aur unko bhi maine samjha bujha kar bhej diya is wade k sath k wapis aa kar unko tabiyat se pyar karunga
Subah jaldi uthna tha to rat ko kisi k sath bhi koi program nahi banaya . Subah jaldi uth kar main taiyar ho gya . Ma k sath Kamini mami aur deepika mami bhi uth chuki thi aur sath le jane k liye khana taiyar kar k bandh diya . Kamlesh mama aur vijay mama humen apni apni motorcycle par bitha kar town k railway station par le gye . Gadi right time thi maine baba aur kamlesh mama se aashirwad liya baba ne mujhe kharch karne k liye paise de diye aur MA ka khayal rakhne ko kaha. Ma baba k sath na jane se thoda udas ho rahi thi magar baba ne unhe khushi khushi jane ko kaha
Train apne time par chal padi aur hamari yatra shuru ho gyi . Hamne apni seat par saman rakh kar kuch der aram kiya 200 km door mandir tha jisme se 50 km bus se jana tha. Hum dopehar ko apne akhari station par pahunch gye uske bad humane bus pakadi aur rat hone se pehle hum aakhiri padav par pahunch gye jahan se aage paidal yatra thi . Maine ek hotel me kamara le liya aur khana kha kar subah ki yatra shuru karne k liye Aram se so gye. Main bhagwan se yahi prarthna kar raha tha k mA ki murad poori ho aur unke man ko bhi shanti mile shayad ma banne ka bad mere prati unka bartav badal bhi sakta hai magar main yahi chahta tha k unki murad poori ho
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Ab aage -
Agali subah jaldi uth kar main aur ma taiyar ho gye hotel se nashta kiya aur apni yatra par nikal pade . Ye yatra bahut mushkil thi pahadon me sidhi chadaai thi . Yatra me aur bhi bahut se log the jyadatar log families k sath the aur raste me kahin kahin yatriyon k liye langar bhi lage hue the yahan ka mausam thanda tha aur badal bhi the raste me ek taraf nadi beh rahi thi .
Kudarat k bahut sare nazare yahan par dekhne ko mil rahe the har taraf hariyali thi magar kahin kahin rasta itna sankara tha k paon fisla to sidha parlok pahunch jaye Aadmi . Sidhi chadaai kisi ko bhi thaka dene k liye kaafi thi . Main to kasrat karne se majbur kad kathi wala tha mujhe koi khas farak nahi pad rha tha apne bag maine hi utha rakhe the. Magar Ma to komal thi bechari itni mushkil yatra wo kaise kar rahi thi iska andaza lagana mushkil tha.
subah se lekar sham tak chalte chalte ma ka bura hal ho gya tha aur ab unse paon uthana bhi mushkil ho raha tha magar fir bhi man me aas liye wo lagatar badti ja rahi thi . Jab andhera hone laga to maine raste me aate rahat shivir me ek tambu me hum dono k liye rehne ki vyavastha ki .
Ma ka bura hal ho chuka tha hum Adhe se jyada rasta par kar chuke the. Maine ma k paon dabaye aur unhe kuch Aram mila thakawat itni jyada ho chuki thi k bistar par padte hi neend aa gyi. Subah uth kar humane fir se yatra shuru kar di kal k mukabale aaj ma thaki hui thi aur dheere chal rahi thi jaise jaise hum aage badte ja rahe the mausam aur bhi thanda hota ja rha tha dekhte hi dekhte badal umad aaye aur aisa lagne laga k barish hogi .
Dopehar ko hum dono mandir me pahunch gye . Ma ne darshan kiye aur mannat mangi pandit ji se humne pooja bhi karwai aur pandit ji ne kaha ‘ jao devi tumhari manokamna zarur poori hogi ‘
Pandit ji k muh se aisi bat sun kar ma to jaise fooli nahi sama rahi thi jaise unki mannat abhi poori ho gyi ho. Ek nayi ummeed ek nayi khushi unke chehare se jhalak rahi thi . Mandir me darshan karne k bad maine aram karne ka socha
Amit : ma aaj hum yahin ruk jate hain aap bhi thaki hui hain kal subah wapis chalenge.
Gauri mami : nahi beta bhagwan k darshan kar k meri sari thakawat utar gyi hai abhi to kafi time pada hai ab to raste me sirf dhalan hai hum rat tak niche pahunch jayenge
Amit : magar ma badal ghir aaye hain agar barish aa gyi to raste me fass jayenge
Mere kehne par bhi ma nahi mani aur mujhe unki bat manni padi . Hum wapis chal pade. Ma to wapsi me mujhse bhi aage nikal rahi thi ek naya josh aa gya tha unme jaise hi andhera hone laga barish shuru ho gyi aur dekhte hi dekhti bahut tez ho gyi.
Bahut sare log barish k anumaan se pehle hi ruk gye the hum raste me akele hi the k barish ne humen gher liya . Barish itni tez thi k ab aage badna mushkil ho gya tha. Main aur ma poori tarah bheeg gye the. Main sar chhipane k liye jagah dhoondhne laga magar mujhe bilkul bhi andaza nahi ho raha tha k hum kahan hai aur aage yatri shivir kitni door hain. Aisi halat me aage bad pana bahut mushkil tha .
Barish k sath sath thand bahut bad gyi thi aur ab hamare shareer kampne lage the mujhe raste se hat kar pathar ki deewaron se banai gayi chaar diwari nazar aayi. Main ma ko sath lekar uske bheetar ghus gya. Andar ghaas padi thi kachi zameen thi upar kuch lakadi aur pathar ki chhoti chhoti saleton se chhat bani hui thi. Jo bhi tha sar chhupane k liye kaafi tha.
Amit : maine kaha tha na mA ruk jate hain ab na aage ja sakte hain na piche jab tak barish nahi thamti yahin rukna hoga.
Main ma se bat kar raha tha magar mA meri bat ka jawab nahi de rahi thi . Maine jab MA ki taraf dekha to wo kaamp rahi thi aur unko behoshi chhane lagi . Main unki halat dekh kar ghabra gya
Amit : ma kya hua MA aap theek to hain mA mujhse bat kijiye .
Ma meri bat ka koi jawab nahi de rahi thi maine jaldi se apne bag side me rakhe aur MA ko neeche ghas par lita diya aur unke hath paon ko ghisne laga.
Ek pal me hi zindagi kya se kya ho jati hai kabhi kabhi lagta hai sab theek hai aur able pal me sab kuch tabah ho jata hai.
Maine apne mata pita ko nahi dekha tha bhagwan ne bachpan me hi mujhe anaath kar diya tha magar gauri mami aur vijay mama ne mujhe MA bap ki kami mehsus nahi hone di. Ab jab sab kuch theek chal raha tha Kamini mami bhi ab mujhe pyar karne lagi thi . Deepika mami Kamini mami pooja bhabhi manjari in sab k sath main apni zindagi hansi khushi guzar raha tha aur ab mujhe fir se apne sir se ma ki mamta door hoti nazar aa rahi thi
Main lagatar MA ki hath paon ki taliyon ko ghis raha tha Magar MA par koi asar nahi ho raha tha . Barish poore zoron par thi aur kisi tarah ki koi madad ka koi chance nahi tha mA ka shareer kamp raha tha aur mera bhi sardi se bura hal tha magar mujhe apni koi prwah nahi thi
Meri aankhon k samne andhera chhane laga agar kahin mA ko kuch ho gya to main kya karunga main kya jawab dunga baba ko . Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa rha tha k kya karun magar aur koi dusra rasta bhi nahi tha .
Maine socha ma k geele kapde utar kar dusare kapde pehna deta hun warna geele kapdon me to sardi aur jyada lagegi. Is jagah par roshni k liye kuch bhi nahi tha aur bahar poora andhera ho chuka tha maine mobile se roshni karni chahi magar wo bhi pani me bheeg kar band ho gya tha. Maine ma k kapde utarne k liye hath badaya maine Ma ki saadi nikali . Saadi side me rakh kar maine MA k petticoat ko kholne k liye jaise hi naade ko kholna chaha to meri ungaliyan MA k jism se touch hui ma ki body barf ki tarah thandi ho gyi thi main aur jyada ghabra gya.
Maine jaldi se petticoat ka nada khola aur kheench kar utar diya ma ki Penty bhi gili thi is liye maine use bhi utar diya. Ab ma k jism par blouse hi bacha tha maine use bhi utar diya . Ab mA k jism ko maine jaldi se bag uthaya aur ma k dusare kapde nikalne chahe to dekha sab kuch poori tarah se bheeg chuka tha .
Ab to mera dimag kharab ho gya ab main kya karun udhar ma behosh thi idhar hamare kapde bheeg gye the sardi se bachne ka aur koi rasta nahi dikhai pad rha tha tabhi school me master ji ki sikhai hui bat yad aa gyi k jab sardi se bachne ka koi rasta na ho to shareer ko shareer ki hi garmi bacha sakti hai . Magar ek bete k liye ma k sath kaise aisa kiya ja sakta hai.
Main duvidha me fass gya tha ab unki jaan bachaun k laaj bachaun . Mere pas jyada waqt nahi tha is liye maine ma ko hath jodte hue maafi mangi aur apne geele kapde utar kar ma k upar late gya . Ma ka jism baraf ho chuka tha main ma k upar late to gya magar sirf latne se kya hone wala tha .
Aaj main us mod par tha jahan mere na kuch karne se main ma ko hamesha k liye kho sakta tha aur agar karta hun to main hamesha k apni aur ma ki nazron se gir jaunga . Maine aage badna hi theek samjha . Maine MA k jism se apna jism ragadne laga magar fir bhi koi halchal nazar nahi ayi fir maine MA k dono doodh masalne shuru kiye ye koshish bhi koi asar na dikha saki fir maine MA ki choot ko hathon se ragadna shuru kar diya.
5 minutes tak choot ko ragadne par bhi jab koi asar nazar na aya to mujhe sari ummeeden khatam hoti nazar ane lagi. Fir maine sara kuch ek sath try kiya apne hontho se MA k honth chusne laga apne hatho se dono doodh masalne laga aur apna land jo abhi soya hua tha ma ki choot se ragadne laga . Ma ki choot se land ragadte hue aur doodh dabate hue mere land me tanav aane laga . Meri mehanat se Ma ko hosh to aya nahi magar unka jism ab pehle ki tarah thanda nahi tha mujhe ummeed nazar aane lagi
Mera land ab poora khada ho chuka tha maine land ka supada choot k muh me thoda thoda ghusane laga mujhe choot me land dalna sahi nahi lag raha tha magar ab yahi ek rasta tha.
Maine man ko marte hue apna land ma ki choot me ghusane k liye dabav banaya choot k mukabale land mota tha jisse mujhe thoda zor lagana pada aur mera land dheere dheere andar jane laga. Kareeb 6 inch tak land choot me ghus gya ab aage aur zor lagane ki zarurat thi . Aur kisi condition me land choot me ghusta to ab tak jad tak ghusa kar dhakke mar raha hota magar yahan mere andar vasna les matr bhi nahi thi.
Maine utne land ko hi choot me andar bahar karna shuru kar diya. Main dheere dheere land ko choot me andar bahar kar raha tha aur sath me MA k doodh masal raha tha . Mere jism me ab garmi aa chuki thi aur main apne land k raste apni garmi mA ki choot me dal raha tha . Thodi der me hi meri mehanat rang lane lagi aur MA k jism me halchal mehsus hui magar abhi bhi wo behosh thi .
Mujhe ummeed ki kiran nazar ate hi maine land ki speed bada d taki jaldi se mA ki body me heat aa jaye. Mera dhyan chudai ki taraf nahi tha is liye mera pani abhi nikalne wala nahi tha. Main lagatar apni kamar chala rha tha mujhe ab land choot me asani se ata jata mehsus hone laga iska matlab tha choot me land ki jagah ban gyi thi aur choot me bhi thoda pani aa gya tha.
Main jaise jaise MA ki choot me dhakke mar raha tha waise waise mA ka jism thoda thoda garam hone laga. Main 15 minutes se choot me dhakke mare ja raha tha isi beech choot ne behoshi ki halat me bhi pani chhod diya tha . Takreeban aadhe ghante tak Ma ki choot chidne k baad ab mera bhi sabar toot gya aur maine akhiri dhakke poore jor se laga diye jisse MA ka poora jism hil gya aur mera poora land bhi jad tak choot me ghus gya. Main khud ko aur rok nahi paya aur choot k andar poora land ghusa kar apna pani chhod diya.
Main pehle hi thak chuka tha aur ab is chudai ne mujhe bhi Nidhal kar diya main aise hi MA k upar gir gya . Main pata nahi kab tak ma k upar aise pada raha land waise hi choot me so gya tha. Mujhe jaise hi thoda hosh aya maine fir se ma ko check kiya to wo abhi bhi waise hi thi . Maine fir se unka jism masalne laga aur ek bar fir se unki aisi hi condition me chudai kardi.
Subah hone tak maine Ma k jism ko garmi dene k liye unke upar se nahi utara aur 4 bar apna pani Ma ki choot me hi daal diya magar land bahar nahi nikala aur na hi position badali akhari bar pani chhodte waqt bahar andhera kam hone laga tha matlab din chadhne wala tha aur main bhi poora toot kar thak chuka tha . Main aise hi MA par gir gya aur pata nahi kab meri aankh lag gyi.
Meri neend jhatke se khuli jab ma ne mujhe apne upar se dhakka diya. Ma ko hosh aa gya tha main khush hokar jaise hi ma k pas gya ma ne lagatar mere muh par thappad marne shuru kar diye aur tab tak marti rahi jab tak wo thak nahi gyi aur bad me zor zor se rone lagi . Mujhe MA k thappad se dard nahi ho raha tha magar MA k ansuon se meri atma chhalni ho rahi thi mujhe ab apni aur ma ki condition ka ehsas hua . Hum dono hi nange the bahar din nikal aya tha .
Hamari aisi halat ho chuki thi k na Ma meri taraf dekh rahi thi na meri himmat ho rahi thi kuch bhi kehne aur karne ki. Magar iss condition se bahar to nikalna hi tha. Maine dil par pathar rakh kar Apne kapde pehne jo poori tarah sukhe to nahi the par ab pehnne to the hi . Mera sharir jaise meri atma par bojh sa ban gya tha magar ma ko wapis ghar to lekar jana hoga chahe bad me khudkhushi kar lun.
Maine apne kapde pehnne k bad mA k kapde uthaye aur mA ko diye magar unhone koi bhi response nahi diya
Amit : ma ye kapde pehen lo
Gauri mami : mat keh mujhe apni gandi zuban se MA tu mar kyu nahi gya mere sath aisa karne se pehle
Amit : main majbur tha mA main kaise tumne apni akhon k samne marne deta kya jawab deta main baba ko kaise main jawab deta apni aap ko k maine apni Ma ko marne diya
Gauri mami : ab kaun sa zinda hun main ye din dekhne se pehle main mar kyun nahi gyi. Tumne sare rishte ek bar me hi tod diye kash mujhe mar jane diya hota ab to mujhe apne aap se nafrat hone lagi hai tu mujhe maar kyun nahi deta . Main kya muh dikhaungi ja kar k apne bete k hathon apni izzat lutwa kar aayi hun. Aakhir aaj tune sabit kar hi diya k tu mera beta nahi hai
Amit : ma maine jo bhi kiya aapki jan bachane k liye kiya hai aur maine hamesha aapko apni MA hi mana hai aap chahe jo bhi kahen agar aapko mujhse itni hi nafrat ho rahi hai to main abhi apni jan de deta hun
Gauri mami : tere jan dene se kya meri izzat wapis aa jayegi . Nahi main ye daag apni atma par bardasht nahi kar sakti main abhi jan de dungi
Amit : agar koi jaan dega to wo main hun maine hi pap kiya hai aap doshi nahi hain
MA ne jaldi se apne kapde pehne aur bahar bhagne lagi magar maine unhe pakad liya
Gauri mami : chhod de mujhe paapi door rakh apne gande hath mujh se
Amit : aap chahe mujhe galiyan do chahe mujhe maro magar aapko aapke suhag ka vasta aap apni jan nahi dengi. Aap pehle ghar chaliye main aapko sahi salamat ghar pahuncha dun uske baad ye manhoos chehara kabhi aapko nazar nahi aayega
Suhag ki kasam dene se ma ruk to gyi magar wo roti rahi aur maine bag uthaye aur dono chup chap wapis chal pade.
Kal aur aaj me zindagi kitni badal gyi thi kal MA kitni khush thi aur hum khushi khushi wapis ja rahe the magar aaj aisa lag raha tha k ab zindagi me kuch baki nahi raha.
Hum dono chup chap chalte hue dopehar tak niche utar aaye aur bina waqt ganwaye bus pakad li. Bus k bad train pakadi aur agle din tak hum ghar pahunch gye
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ghar par is waqt sirf deepika mami aur Kamini mami hi the jaise hi hum ghar pahunche dono humen dekh kar bahut khush hui aur deepika mami rasoi se hamare liye pani lene chali gyi . Gauri mami bina koi bat kiye apne kamre me chali gyi Kamini mami unke sath chali gyi aur main apne kamre me aa gya.
Mere andar sharmindagi aur atam galani k bhav the main janta tha ab ma kabhi mujhe maaf nahi karegi aur na hi meri shakal dekhna chahegi is liye main bhi sara rasta yahi sochta aya tha k ab ya to main atamhatya karlun ya fir hamesha k liye ghar chod dun.
Maine kamre me ate hi apna saman bandhna shuru kar diya ek bag me apni zarurat ka saman bandha aur ghar se jane ka faisala kar liya kyunki khudkhushi karna buzdil logon ka kam hai maine apni manhoos zindagi ko naye sire se shuru karne k liye sab se door chala jana chahta tha.
Main apna saman bandh raha tha k deepika mami pani ka gilas liye kamre me dakhil hui aur mujhe yun apna saman bandhte hue dekh kar unko shak hua
Deepika mami : ye kya kar rhe ho abhi abhi aye ho ab kahan ja rahe ho
Amit : serious) pata nahi magar ab main yahan se door ja raha hun jahan main sukoon se ji sakun aur mar sakun
Meri bat sunte hi mami k hath me pakdi tray niche gir gyi aur wo bhag kar mere pas ayi aur mere hath se bag cheen lyi
Deepika mami : ye kya bakwas kar rhe ho kya ho gya hai tumhe ? Kya koi bat hui hai didi bhi bat nahi kar rhi. Batao mujhe aisa kya hua hai k tum hamen chhod kar jana chahte ho
Deepika mami ki aawaz ruansi ho gyi thi aur unki aankhon me pani aa gya tha
Amit : chhodiye mera hath mami ji main ab agar is ghar me raha to main mar jaunga mujhe jane dijiye
Deepika mami : main tumhe kahin nahi jane dungi mujhe batao kya hua hai tumne meri kasam
Amit : kasam mat do mami ji mere jaise manhoos aur ghatiya insan ka yahan rehna theek nahi mujhe jane do aur samajh lo main is duniya me nahi raha wo amit mar gya jo is ghar ka beta tha
Meri bat sunkar mami jor se rone lagi aur mujhse lipatne lagi
Deepika mami : aisa mat kaho main tumhare bina nahi reh sakti agar tum is ghar se gye to main bhi apni jan de dungi tumhare bina mere liye bhi is ghar me kuch nahi hai
Amit : ye ghar aapka hai mujh jaise ghatiya insan k liye aap apni zindagi barbad mat karo aur mujhe bhool jao
Deepika mami : kaise bhool jaun main tumhe apna sab kuch manti hun mere pet me tumhara bacha pal raha hai meri nahi to apne bache ki khatir ruk jao tumhe tumhare bache ki kasam batao kya hua hai k tum aise ghar chhod kar jana chahte ho
Amit : mere jaise ghatiya insan k gande khoon se koi paapi hi janam lega aap use janam se pehle hi mar do warna wo kal is ghar ko badnam karega mar dalo ise
Deepika mami : main khud ko hi mar lungi pehle tumne bacha liya tha na aur tumhare sahare main ab tak zinda hun magar ab main apni jaan de dungi
Amit : aisa mat kaho mami ji aapko meri umar bhi lag jaye mere liye jan mat do . Main to wo kisi ki nafrat k kabil bhi nahi hun
Deepika mami : agar mujhe zinda dekhna chahte ho to is ghar se mat jao warna main apni jaan de dungi an agar kabhi tumne mujhe apna mana hai to mujhe sach batao kya bat hai
Fir Maine rote hue Mami ko sab kuch bata diya jise sunkar mami bhi roye ja rahi thi
Deepika mami: jo bhi hua wo galat hua use badla nahi ja sakta par tumhare aise chale Jane se kya sab theek ho jayega? Tumne jo kiya didi ki jaan bachane k liye kiya. Main janti hun didi shayad kabhi tumhe maf na kare magar waqt k sath har zakham bhar jata hai ek din unhe is bat ka ehsas zarur hoga k tum galat nahi the. Tumne sirf didi ki vajah se ghar chhodne ka faisla kar liya ek bar bhi mere bare me nahi socha mere pet me pal rahe apne bache k bare me bhi nahi socha kamini didi aur unke pet pe pal rahe bache ka kya?. Ghar k baki logon ka kya ? Tumne koi pap nahi kiya tumne to didi ki jan bachai hai tum papi nahi ho . Main janti hun tum kitne ache ho har koi janta hai tum kitne ache ho fir aaj kyun khud ko aise ghatiya bol rahe ho
Agar bhagwan bhi akar ye kahe k tumne pap kiya hai to main kabhi nahi manungi . Agar tum yahan se gaye to kya hoga bade bhaiya ka jo tumne apne bete se badkar pyar karte hain . Tum is ghar ki jan ho agar tum hi yahan na rahe to ye ghar shamshan ban jayega aur fir tumhare jane k bad didi bhi yehi samjhegi k tum unki vajah se chale gye aur wo bhi apni jan dedegi fir kya tum chain se reh paoge bolo
Amit : meri to shakal bhi ab ma kabhi nahi dekhegi aur na hi main kabhi unke samne aaunga mujhse ye paap ka bojh nahi uthaya ja raha mami ji main kya karun main nahi jee sakta is bojh k sath
Deepika mami : chalo theek hai jahan tum jana chahte ho mujhe bhi sath le chalo main tumhare bagair nahi reh sakti aur agar tumne mujhe khud se alag kiya to mujhe tumhare pyar ki kasam mujhe mere bache ki kasam main apni jan de dungi
Mami ka pyar dekh kar mera man duvidha me fas gya agar main ghar se jata hun ya khud ko khatam karta hun to mami bhi zinda nahi rehegi aur ghar par rehna matlab har roz har pal marna. Mujhe apne dil par har zakham Kabul tha magar meri vajah se mami apni jan de ye mujhe Kabul nahi tha. Ek rishte ki hatya to main kar hi chuka tha ab mami aur unke pet me pal rahe bache ki khatir main dil par pathar rakh kar ghar chhodne ka faisala taal diya
Amit : theek hai mami ji agar aap yahi chahti hain k main zinda rehkar har roz pal pal marun to yahi sahi main kahin nahi jaunga magar ab main pehle wala amit bhi nahin rahunga
Itna keh kar main ghar se nikal gya mami mujhe aawaz deti rahi magar main tez kadmo se bahar nikal gya . Mera dimag kaam nahi kar raha tha mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha main foot foot kar rona chahta tha is liye bina kisi ki taraf dekhe main sidha jangal me bani us jhompadi me pahunch gya aur zor zor se rone laga . Kehte hain rone se dukh to kam nahi hota magar insan ko dard bardasht karne ka hosala mil jata hai.
Main akela baitha rota raha jab tak k andhera nahi ho gya . Mera phone bhi parso se band hi tha gharwale phone karte rahe honge magar kisi ko mera pata chalna mushkil tha. Har bar ki tarah mera dost raju mujhe dhundhta hua chala aya meri aankhen ro ro kar suj gyi thi jab raju ne aa kar mere kandhe par hath rakha to main apne khayalon ki duniya se bahar aya
Raju : abe kahan khoya hua hai main kab se tujhe aawaz de raha hun chal ghar tujhe sab dhoond rahe hain aur pareshan ho rahe hain
Mera ek hi to dost tha raju mera sathi jisse main apni sari baten karta tha uski bat sunte hi main usse lipat gaya aur rone laga . Raju mere is tarah rone se shocked ho gya
Raju : kya hua tu ro kyun raha hai bata mujhe kya hua hai
Main raju ko kya batata k kya hua hai wo bhi mujhe kitna ghatiya insan samjhega aur galiyan hi dega magar main use kuch bhi bata nahi sakta tha is liye uske bar bar puchne par bhi nahi bataya aur isse pehle ki wo mujhe koi kasam de ya dosti ka vasta de maine hi use kasam de di
Amit : tujhe meri kasam mere yar mujhse kuch mat puch main nahi bata sakta
Raju : acha theek hai mat bata Magar jab tujhe theek lage mujhe bata dena ab ghar chal sab tujhe dhoond rahe hain.
Ghar k nam se hi mere pair wahin jam gye meri aankhon k samne ma ka chehara ane laga . Main kaise unke samne ja sakta hun magar fir deepika mami ki bat yad aa gyi agar main ghar nahi gya to kahin wo khud ko kuch kar na len. Isi liye maine jaldi se khud ko theek kiya aur raju k sath ghar ki taraf nikal pada
Udhar ghar me mere jane k bad deepika mami mere kamre me baith kar roti rahi. Kamini mami ne MA se bat karne ki bahut koshish ki Magar wo thakawat ka bahana bana kar so gyi. Kamini mami mujhse milne mere kamre me aayi to deepika mami ko farsh par baith kar rote hue dekh kar wo bhi ghabra gyi . Kamre mujhe na pakar Kamini mami deepika mami k pas gyi
Kamini mami : chinta me) kya hua deepika aise neeche baith kar kyun ro rahi hai amit kahan hai
Deepika mami : main mar jaungi didi main amit k bina nahi reh sakti use rok lo use rok lo
Kamini mami : hua kya hai bata to sahi bat kya hai amit kahan hai
Deepika mami : sab barbad ho gya didi wo hum sab ko chhod kar chala jayega use rok lo
Kamini mami deepika mami ki baton se shocked ho gyi aur unki aankhon me bhi pani aane laga itne saalon ki nafrat k bad mami ne mujhe pyar karna shuru kiya tha aur ab meri vajah se unki suni zindagi me bahar aa gyi thi unke sapne sach hone lage the . Mere chale jane ki bat se Kamini mami bhi andar tak hil gyi
Kamini mami : rote hue ) hua kya hai amit kahan hai mujhe bata kya hua hai wo kahan chala gya hai
Deepika mami ne sari bat rote hue Kamini mami ko bata di aur jo mere sath unki baten hui thi wo bhi . Kamini mami bhi roye ja rahi thi
Kamini mami : hum use kahin nahi jane denge meri behan main bhi uske bina nahi reh sakti usne meri suni zindagi me rang bhar diye hain usi ki vajah se main mA ban pane ka sukh dekhne wali hun didi ko to shayad hum kabhi samjha nahi payenge magar amit ko main kahin nahi jane dungi chahe mujhe kuch bhi karna pade
Kamini mami ne jaldi se ajay mama ko phone laga diya aur mere ghar se jane ki bat bata di fir kya tha ajay mama ne kamlesh mama aur baba ko bhi bata diya aur thodi der me hi meri khoj shuru ho gyi . Mujhe har jagah dhoonda ja raha tha yahan tak ki bus stop aur ass pass k gaon tak khoj padtal shuru ho gyi jab raju ko bat pata chali to wo mujhe dhoondta hua mere pas aa gya use pata tha main yahin ho sakta hun
Raju k sath main ghar ki taraf nikal pada apni lash ko khud hi ghasit te hue raste me nadi se pani lekar apna muh dho liya k kisi ko pata na chale main ro kar aya hun
Jab main raju k sath ghar pahuncha to ghar me Kamini mami aur deepika mami gate k pas hi raste par nazren lagaye baithi thi . Mujhe dekhte hi deepika mami aur Kamini mami dod kar mere gale lag gyi aur rone lagi
Raju ne mahol ki nazukta dekhte hue wapis chale jana hi theek samjha
Deepika mami aur Kamini mami mere lage hue roye ja rahi thi Hum gate par hi khade the is liye Main apne aansuon ko dabaye hue dono ko andar le aya gate band kar diya.
Deepika mami : kahan chala gya tha bol tujhe mujh par zara bhi taras nahi ata agar tu wapis na ata main bhi kal ka suraj nahi dekhti
Kamini mami : tu kab se matlabi ho gya jo apne bare me hi sochne laga ? Ek bar bhi mera khyal nahi aya tujhe kya main zinda reh pati tere jane k bad meri suni zindagi me tune hi to bahar khilayi hai warna main to kab ki mar chuki thi aur apne Armanon ki arthi uthaye fir rahi thi . Bol jayega mujhe chhod kar bol jayega
Kamini mami ne rote hue mujhe 3/4 thappad mar diye aur fir se mujhe gale laga kar rone lagi . Deepika mami aur Kamini mami ka ye hal dekh kar mujhe bahut bura lag raha tha . Main to apni manhoos shakal ko ma ki nazron se door rakhna chahta tha taki unhe dukh na ho magar jane anjane main apni dono mamiyon k dukh ka karan ban gya tha
Apne liye to har koi jeeta hai insan to wo hai jo dusron k liye jiye. Maine bhi man me soch liya k mujhe deepika mami aur Kamini mami k liye ghar me rukna hoga chahe mA mujhse nafrat kare main bardasht kar lunga aur ghar me reh kar bhi kabhi unke samne nahi aunga. Maine deepika mami aur Kamini mami k aansoo ponchhe aur unke sath aangan me aa gya
Maine ma k kamre ki taraf dekha mujhe laga ma mujhe darwaze k piche se dekh rahi hai magar agle hi pal is bat ko chhitak diya kyunki wo to meri surat kabhi dekhna nahi chahegi .
Amit : main kahin nahi jaunga aap dono chup karo main aapko chhod kar kahin nahi ja raha .
Maine dono ko pani pilaya aur itne me baba ghar aa gye wo bhi mere aise gayab ho jane se pareshan the . Baba ne aate hi gusse me mujhe bolna shuru kar diya
Vijay mama : ye kya harkat hai kahan tha tu ab tak ? Bina bataye kahan chala gya tha sare ghar wale pareshan ho rahe hain tujhe kisi ki parwah hai k nahi dekh teri MA aur dono mamiyon ka ro ro kar kya hal hai
Ma k bare me sunkar mera dil pasij gya magar shayad wo dikhane k liye baba k samne rone ki acting kar rahi hon warna maine jo paap kiya hai uske bad to wo meri shakal bhi nahi dekhengi main chahe jiyun k mar jaun . Waise bhi unhone keh to diya tha k main mar gya unke liye
Main apni soch me gum tha k baba fir se bole
Vijay mama : jawab kyun nahi deta meri bat ka kahan gya tha ? Kab se main ajay aur kamlesh tujhe dhundte hue mare mare fir rahe hain
Amit : wo baba main wo dost se milne gya tha pata hi nahi chala thakawat ki vajah se kab neend aa gyi jaise hi aankh khuli main ghar aa gya
Vijay mama : tera phone kyun band hai aur tu kisi ko bata kar kyun nahi gya aur bahu kya keh rahi thi k tu ghar chhod kar chala gya hai
Amit : baba wo phone barish me kharab ho gya tha is liye band hai aur mami k sath to main mazak kar rha tha
Meri bat sun kar deepika mami aur Kamini mami meri taraf dekhne lagi
Vijay mama : ye koi mazak karne wali bat hai . Tune ek bar bhi nahi socha teri is bat ka kya asar hoga . Tujhe apni ma ka aur mera khayal nahi aya k hamara kya hoga
Baba ki aawaz bolte bolte bhari ho gyi thi aur unki aankhon me nami aane lagi mujhse dekha nahi gya aur main jaldi se baba k gale lag gya
Amit : mujhse galti ho gyi baba main kabhi aisi galti dobara nahi karunga mujhe maaf kar dijiye
Thodi bahut baton k bad baba ne mujhe maf kar diya wo mujhe mA k pas le kar jana chahte the magar main bahana bana kar bathroom me ghus gya . Ajay mama aur kamlesh mama bhi ghar laut aye wo bhi pareshan the aur mujh par gussa bhi hue . Magar kisi ko asal bat pata nahi thi warna shayad apne hi hathon se mujhe mar dete . Khair khane waqt maine sab k sath khana khaya magar mA apne kamre se nahi nikali main bhi chup chap khana kha kar apne kamre me wapis aa gya.
Meri vajah se mA ne khud ko kamre me band kar liya tha aur jab tak bhi main ghar me maujud rahunga wo mere samne kabhi nahi aayengi is liye maine socha main bhi sara din ghar se bahar hi raha karunga.
Rat ko sabke sone k bad deepika mami aur Kamini mami dono mere pas aa gyi aur mujhse gila karne lagi magar maine unhe samjha diya k main kahin nahi jaunga baton baton me mujhe pata chal gya k Kamini mami ko deepika mami ne sab bata diya hai. Main unke aage bhi sharminda hone laga to unhone kaha
Kamini mami : tune kuch galat nahi kiya amit tujhe sharminda hone ki zarurat nahi hai ek na ek din didi tujhe zarur maf kardegi aur khabardar agar kabhi koi ulti sidhi harkat ki warna is ghar se ek nahi do lashen uthengi ek deepika ki ek meri. Kyunki main bhi tere bina zinda nahi rahungi deepika ki tarah main bhi tujhe apna sab kuch manti hun
Rat der tak hum ek dusare ko samjhate rahe aur mere ghar se na jane k wade k bad dono apne kamre me wapis gayi. Halanki wo dono mere pas rukna chahti thi magar maine unhe wapis bhej diya
Ab zindagi mujhe naye mod par le aayi thi jahan se mujhe koi rasta dikhayi nahi de rha tha. Aur is samay mujhe sahare ki zarurat thi . Deepika mami aur Kamini mami mujhe bahut pyar karti thi magar fir bhi mujhe manjari ki kami mehsus ho rahi thi is waqt mujhe uski bahut zarurat thi magar jab se wo gyi thi usne ek bar bhi phone nahi kiya tha .
Agli subah main der se utha aur akhade nahi gya waise bhi ab mere andar akhade jane ki kasrat karne ki ichha hi kahan bachi thi. Deepika mami mere pas kamre me aa gyi aur mujhe gale lag kar kiss kiya aur pyar kiya . Mera bilkul bhi man nahi tha is liye maine koi jawab nahi diya mami samajh gyi mujhe ye sab acha nahi lag rha is liye unhone mujhe khana khane k liye neeche bulaya . Maine keh diya k nashta kamre me hi le aao . Mami nashta le ayi aur main nashta kar k ghar se nikal gya.
Sara din main ghar se bahar hi raha aur sham k waqt hi ghar aya is beech main kheton me bhi kuch waqt bita aya tha ta ki koi shak na kare.
Raat k khane k waqt bhi main bahana bana kar late ho gya aur apna khana apne kamre me hi khaya.
Ab to meri yahi routine ho gyi thi sara din ghar se bahar rehna aur akele apne kamre me khana . Maine chudai k bare me sochna hi chhod diya tha aur deepika mami Kamini mami ne bhi mere man ki dasha samjhte hue mujhe kabhi nahi kaha. Maine itne din se apna phone bhi nahi chalaya tha jis vajah se meri behno se bhi meri bat nahi hui thi aur na hi pooja bhabhi se koi bat hui thi.
Abhi meri zindagi me ek aur toofan ka Ana baki tha jiski maine Kalpana bhi nahi ki thi aur paanchve din hi mujhe apni zindagi ki ab tak ki sabse manhoos khabar mili