Update-45 (A) (Megha Update)
" bhusan.....................iam sorry.................... jo kuch hua wo galat hua.................main behak gayi thi......................hawas mein main itni aandhi ho gayi thi ki mujhe sahi galat ka pata nahin chala...............shayad aaj main apni maryaada ko laangh chuki hoon aur main aaj ussey bahar bhi nikal chuki hoon.................ye sab paap hain.................galat hain................main saahil ko dhoka nahin de sakti......................ye meri pavitratra ka apmaan hoga....................mujhse ye sab nahin hoga..................main tumse maafi mangi hoon jo maine tumse jane anjane mein jo tumse vaada kiya tha...........................aaj sab kuch manzoor hain mujhe magar ye sab nahin........main aab issey aagey aur nahin badh sakti.......................meri zameer mujhe is baat ki mujhe izazat nahin deta...................." aur is baar jaise disha apna failsa sunati hain wahin bhusan ke chehrey ka rang ek baar fir se feeka padh jata hain................................
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Disha ke mooh se aisi baateion ko sunkar bhusan ke chehrey par to gussa saaf saaf dikhayi dene lagta hain saath hi saath usey is baat par hairani bhi hoti hain ki jis disha ko wo apni muthi mein kaid kiya hua samajh raha tha wo to uski sochney ki bhool thi................disha ussey is halaat mein is tarah se baat karegi ye usney kabhi sapney mein bhi nahin socha tha.............is waqt bhusan ki aisi halat thi ki agar usey choot nahin milti to wo is waqt kuch bhi kar sakta tha..........kisi bhi hudd tak guzar sakta tha..................wo bahut mushkilon se apna gussa apne ander sambhaley hua tha...................
" ye kya baat hui memsaheb.......................aap mere saath is tarah se nahin kar sakti......................main is waqt apne badan ki aag mein buri tarah se jal raha hoon..................mujhe is waqt kuch sahi aur galat mein fark nazar nahin aa raha......................mujhe bus is waqt aapki zaroorat hain.........................main aaj aapko kisi bhi haal mein haasil karunga ......................mujhe aapki choot chahiye bus..................chahe pyaar se.......................... ya fir zabardasti se..........." aur bhusan gussey mein achanak bol padta hain wahin jaise wo apna faisla sunata hain................jissey disha ander hi ander thodi ghabra si jati hain........................
" hosh mein aawo bhusan...................ye sab galat hain.........................main abhi tumhari pyaas bujha deti hoon tumhara ye lund choos chooskar......................magar please bhagwaan ke liye mujhse aab ye anarth mutt karwawo............................main ye sab aur nahin kar sakti.....................mujhe mere dayrey mein hi rehney do................." aur disha bhusan se faryaad karti hui haule se bol padti hain wahin bhusan disha ki baateion ko sunkar aur bhi bhadak sa jata hain.................
" to fir theek hain memsaheb.........................agar aapka yehi faisla hain to fir mera bhi faisla sun lijiye.................. jab tak main aapki choot mein apna ye lauda poora nahin dal loonga main aab is ghar se bahar nahin jawonga.....................chahe iske liye mujhe kuch bhi kyon na karna padey.................agar aaj mujhe aapke saath zabardasti bhi karna padey to bhi main peechay nahin hatunga......................aab ye aapko faisla karna hain ki aap mujhse pyaar se chudwayengi ya fir...................... zabardasti se....,.................." aur bhusan jaise apna faisla sunata hain wahin disha ke dil mein durr ki ek lehar daud padti hain...............saath hi saath gussa bhi.....................
Disha fauran bhusan ke paas aati hain aur uske galon par kaskar ek zor ka thappad mar deti hain.....................wahin bhusan ka chehra laal padh jata hain.....................bhusan kuch deer tak waise hi wahan chup chaap se khada rehta hain..................... apne gal par haath rakhe hue....................
" main kehti hoon chale jawo tum isi waqt yahan se.........................maine ek baar jo keh diya so keh diya......................main apni laxman rekha nahin laangh sakti to bus..................... nahin laangh sakti........................ye mera aab aakhri faisla hain............................" aur disha gussey se ghoorti hui bhusan ki ore dekhney lagti hain wahin bhusan aab bhi apna sir neechay jhukaye chup chaap se khada tha........................
bhusan bhale hi khamosh tha magar uske dil mein jaise jwala sulag rahi thi.....................aur disha bhusan ko thappad markar jaise us aag ko thodi hawa de di thi.......................aab to ismein koi shak nahin tha ki ye aag bahut jald aab shola banne wala tha....................bhusan is waqt bahut gussey mein tha........aab usey kuch sahi aur galat mein fark nazar nahin aa raha tha....................hawas mein wo itna aandha ho chuka tha ki usey bus kaise bhi karke apni pyaas bujhani thi....................agle hi pal wo fauran disha ke paas aata hain aur uske galon par ek kaskar thappad marta hain jissey disha ka gal poora laal padh jata hain aur uske aankhon se chand boond aansoon chalak padtey hain...........................wo wahin bister par dham se gir padti hain........wahin bhusan ki aankhein is waqt surkh laal thi...................
" bus.........!!!!! bahut ho gaya.....................na jane kab se sun raha hoon main teri ye bakbak........aab to tu mujhse har haal mein chudegi..................pyaar se hi na sahi ..................zabardasi se................." aur bhusan ke aise tewar dekhkar disha wahin durr se seham jati hain................
" please .............bhusan ruk jawo......................main tumhare aagey haath jodti hoon.......................mujhpar ye kalank ka daag mutt lagawo................main jee nahin pawongi ..........please..............." aur disha bhusan ke samney faryaad karney lagti hain magar bhusan to jaise aab na kuch sun raha tha......................aur na samajh raha tha.......................
bhusan fauran disha ke paas aata hain aur uske balon ko kaskar apni mutthi mein zoron se bheech leta hain..................disha ke mooh se fir se ek dard bhari siskari nikal padti hain....................ek baar fir se wo dard se tadap uthathi hain......................bhusan ke ander ka shaitan aab poori tarah se jag chuka tha.....................wo bina der kiye disha ke badan par lipta chaddar uske badan se alag kar deta hain aur disha ko wahin bister par turant leta deta hain.........
disha tezi se apne haath pair marney lagti hain aur bhusan se khud ko chudhaney ki nakam koshish karti hain...................kitna bhi tha to bhusan ek sampoorn mard tha aur wahin disha ki kya bisat ki wo us pahad jaise mard ka akele samna kar pati.....................wo bina waqt ganwaye disha ke dono haathon ko kakskar apne dono haathon mein jakad leta hain aur turant uske upar chadh jata hain.................disha bhusan ka bahut virodh karti hain usey apne se door karney ki.......magar is waqt bhusan poora janwar ban chuka tha........bhusan disha ke upar chadh jata hain aur disha ke gale par apna jeebh ferney lagta hain.......wahin disha zoron se cheekhney lagti hain.......
" aaaaaaaahhhh.........................nahin bhusan.............!!!!!! please ruk jawo.......................mutt karo mere saath aise zabardasti........................please mujhe kuch aur samay do main ye sab ke liye abhi taiyaar nahin hoon............................please ruk jawo........................main kisi ko mooh dikhane ke kabil nahin rahungi...................please..............." disha faryaad karti hui apne aapko bhusan se chudhaney ki nakam koshish bhi kar rahi thi.................magar har baar wo ismein asfaal ho rahi thi..............
bhusan disha ke dono pawon ko fold karta hua is baar uske dono pawon ko uske dono kandhey ke paas le jata hain aur mazbooti use uske dono pawn ko kaskar jakad leta hain............jissey disha ke dono soorakh poori tarah se khulkar bhusan ke aankhon ke samney aa jate hain................ issey pehle disha kuch samajhti ya fir bhusan ko rokati....................wo fauran apna moosal lauda disha ke bur ke ched par haule se set karta hain ...............aur disha ke choot mein apna lauda dalney ki koshish karta hain......................jissey disha buri tarah se seham si jati hain...................ek to durr se .............upar se bhusan ke is janwar jaise roop ko dekhkar......................
aab disha bhusan ke samney bilkul bebsus thi..................aaj usey apne aap par bhi bahut gussa aa raha tha ..........wo khud aaj itna aagey nahin badhti to bhusan kabhi uske saath aisa nahin karta.................wo baar baar bhusan se faryaad kar rahi thi magar bhusan ko to bus is waqt disha ki choot chahiye thi ...............chahe zabardasi hi sahi..................
" meri baat suno bhusan......................mujhe kuch aur waqt to do................main khud tumhein apni ye choot tumhare hawale karungi.........................fir tum jaisa chahe waisa mujhe jee bharkar chodh lena.........................main uff tak nahin karungi.......................please bhusan...................mere khatir bus ek baar ruk jawo....................." aur disha bhusan ki aankhon mein dekhti hui haule se bol padti hain wahin bhusan bade gaur se disha ke chehrey ko ghoorney lagta hainn...............aab bhi uske chehrey par gussa saaf nazar aa raha tha...................
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