UPDATE 29
reshma ko main ne kya bataya aur kyu bataya ,
main khud confuse tha ki main kar kya raha hu
kya main reshma ko paana chahta hu ya pir hamesha ke liye khona chahta hu
reshma ke sath bitaye kuch dino me kabhi lagta ki reshma ke sath sex karu to kabhi lagta bas
usko khusi du
kabhi sex ka khayal aata to kabhi sex mere dimag se nikal jata
reshma ke sath itni achi dosti ho gayi ki main is dosti ko khona hi nahi chahta tha
par ab reshma kya mere sath dosti rakengi
main ne usko ye bhi bataya ki sach batane ke
bad wo muze sarif samajengi aur mere karib aa
jayengi
mere jawab se uske sawal bhi confuse ho gaye honge
main to pahale bhi so nahi paya aur ab bhi so nahi paa raha tha
reshma mere bareme kya sochti hai ye kal subha pata chalenga , kyu ki kal subha main usko
jogging ke liye bhulane nahi jaunga
kya wo mera intzar karengi ya muze bhulane aayengi ya muze bhul jayengi
yahi sochete sochte subha ho gqyi
mere mobile me alarm bajne laga , jogging ka time ho gaya
par main tayyar nahi hua ,
main is intzar me tha ki reshma muze khud
bhulane aaye , aisa hua to samajunga ki wo meri dost
hai
par time bitane laga
na reshma muze bhulane aayi aur na main uske yaha gaya
ek ek second bada dard de raha tha
lagta ki abi ut kar jau aur reshma se mafi maang
kar dosti banaye rakne ki bat kahu
pir lagta ki ab is dosti ko pyar ka naam milna chaiye
is duvida me suraj bhi nikal gaya
main apne apartment ke hall me chakker lagata gaya
kabhi balcony me jaker dekta ki reshma muze dekne aayi ki nahi
to kabhi room se bahar aaker reshma ke door ke key hole se under zaakne ka dil karta par door
se hi vapas aajata
muze to ab dar lag raha tha ki main kahi reshma ke vajase devdas na ban jau
ager aise reshma ke bareme sochta raha to mera future blank ho jayenga
par ab reshma ko itne jaldi dimag se nikaal bhi nahi sakta tha
pahale bhi main reshma ke bina jita tha aur ab bhi ji sakta hu , mushkil honga par karna honga
ager kuch jada hi problem huyi to main kuch dino ke liye apne gaon chala jaunga
vaha maa bhabhi meri girlfriend ke pyar se reshma ko bhul jaunga
yahi soch kar main office jane ko tayyar ho gaya
aaj to tea aur nasta bhi nahi mila
roj reshma ke hanto ki tea pine ki aadat pad gayi thi
reshma ke hanto ke nasta ki yaad aa rahi thi
par aaj se wo teasty nasta band , band matlab nand
aur main office jane ke liye apne flat se bahar aa gaya
jaise main door ko lock karke palta to muze reshma dikai di
reshma bhi office ja rahi thi
reshma ne muze bhulaya hi nahi office jane ko
roj to sath hi jate the , ya pir bata dete ki office ja rahe hai
par reshma ke aise bina bat kiye jane ka kya matlab ho sakta hai wo main samaj gaya tha
reshma ne palat kar meri taraf deka
uski ankhoin main padh hi nahi paya
ager padh paata to wo mere baho me hoti
reshma lift ka intzar kar rahi thi
uske vaha hone se main ne sidiyo ke taraf apne pair badaye
reshma chupake muze dek rahi thi aisa lag raha tha par main ne dyan hi nahi diya
aur sidiyo se niche jane laga
reshma ko kaisa laga honga ye main soch nahi paya
shayad wo chahti ho ki main use bat karke ek bar mafi maangu
par ab bahot ho gayi dosti , ab dosti nahi pyar honga , aur main kuch bhi galat nahi kiya to mafi
kyu maangu
reshma ko hi pata tha ki ab dosti ke liye kohi jaga nahi hai
wo shadisuda thi
wo kisi ki amanat thi
wo dhokka dene valo me se nahi thi
par uska akelapan usko dhokka dene ko kah raha tha
main gusse me sidiyo se tej niche aaya ya lift slow niche aayi pata nahi , lekin pir se hamari najar
aapas me takarayi
najar milte apne aap ek dusare ka naam juban par aane vala tha ki hamare pair ek dusare se dur
le jane lage
reshma muze office me chhod deti thi lekin ab to muze bus pir train ka istmal karna honga
main bus stop par khada tha jaha se muze reshma pick karti thi
aaj bhi reshma apni car yahi se lekar jayengi
jaise reshma ko main bus stop par khada dika to
uska pair break par chala gaya
reahma ki car ruk gayi
reshma ki car rukte main khush hua tha
main apna pair utata car tak jane ko ki reshma ne car aage le li
aur main bas dekta rah gaya aur reshma mere ankhion se ozol ho gayi
reshma ke chehare ki hasi gayab ho gayi thi
mere na hone se uska akelapan ab usko pir se khane lag jayenga
main reshma ko bula kar apne office ke kaamo par dyan dene laga
par aaj kahi dil nahi lag raha tha
socha ki mala ko call karu
par jaise mobile hant me aaya to reshma aur meri
photo jo wallpaper raha tha wo mere samne aa
gayi
reshma ko dekte main usi me kho gaya
reshma ke sath kya ho raha honga pata nahi
office time me reshma ke maasge aa jate the lar aaj aisa kuch nahi hua
kabhi lagta ki main ne khud apne pair par axe mari hai
par lagta ki muze reshma ke sath khelne ka kya hak hai
reshma ek paheli si ban gayi thi
us paheli ko jitna solve karne ka sochta hu utna ulaj jata hu
reshma ki main bul paunga ki nahi ye to wakt hi bitayenga
shayad main soch soch raha tha ki ab usne aage aaker bat karni chaiye
aur reshma soch rahi hongi ki main uako usko ignore kar raha hu
par ye main kar kya raha tha
mere dimag me reshma se dur jane khayal kaise aaya muze hi nahi pata
raat gayi bat gayi is rule ke hiashab se muze reshma ke sath nayi suruvat karni chaiye thi
par ab dosti ho hi nahi sakti
aur ab main bas reahma ke sath sex karma nahi chahta
reshma ke dil me rahna chahta hu