UPDATE 35
main bhi mr gupta ko nahi bataungi
mrs gupta ne bataya ki reshma ke dil me kya hai
reshma muzse itna pyar karti hai
ek bar ishara to karti
acha hua mra gupta ne reshma ke dil ki bat batayi
aur aaj uska birthday hai
itni badi bat bhi bhul gaya main aur aaj main yaha se ja raha tha
reshma ke liye kitna mushkil honga ye din
muze jaldi usko dundna honga
Ab Aage:-
reshma ke dil ki bat jaan kyu nahi paya main
mrs gupta ki bat ager sach huyi to ye mere aur reshma ke liye acha rahenga
ager mrs gupta galat huyi to muz par bari pad sakti hai reshma
reshma ke liye ab main risk le sakta hu
main ne khud deka ki reshma ne mere liye apna kya haal banaya hai
aise me reshma ke dimag me mere liye vishwas aur dil me pyar jagaana honga
par pahale reshma ko dundna padenga
kahi wo khud ko kuch kar na de
kuch dino se to usne office jana bhi band kiya aur khud ka khayal bhi nahi rak rahi thi , jogging ko
janA bhi chhod diya , kahi jina na chhod de
aise akeli aaurt ke dimag me bahot kuch chalta rahta hai
mrs gupta ne ham dono ke ankhion me wo deka jo ham nahi dek paye
mrs gupta ka experience ne hamare pyar ko dek liya , aur achi bat ye thi ki unko hamara pyar
galat nahi laga
mrs gupta reshma ke bahot karib hai , reshma ko khush dekna chahti hai wo , aur reshma ki
khushi muz me hai ye mrs gupta dek chuki hai
mrs gupta ke jate main balcony se reshma ke yaha aa gaya
suruvat reshma ke ghar se karni tik hongi
par reshna ke ghar me kuch bhi khas nahi mila
pir main ne reshma ke office call kiya par vaha bhi wo nahi gayi
muze to ye bhi nahi pata ki uske kohi ristedar yaha rahte hai
mrs gupta ko pata honga is liye unke pass gaya to unno kuch puchne se pahale bat diya ki
reshma uske mayake me nahi hai
subha se gayab hai
kaha ja sakti hai reshma
aaj uska birthday bhi hai , aur main yaha se ja raha tha aise me wo kohi galat kadam na uta le
main usko aas pass dekne laga
par registan me pani mil jayenga par mumbai me kisi ko dundna mushkil hai
itne bade shahar me reshma ko dundna bematlab tha
aise me main ne apni kismat ka sath liya aur reshma ke aane ka intzar karne ka decide kiya
reshma ko dundna mushkil ho sakta hai
reshma itni bhi kamzor nahi ho sakti ki wo suicide kar sake , wo vapas jarur aayengi
uske aane par ager uske birthday celebrate kiya jaye to
reshma ye dekengi ki main birthday cake lekar uska intzar kar raha hu subha se to uski khushi
dekne layak hongi
ye khayal dimag me aate main pass ke shop me jaker badiya cake lekar aaya
reshma ke pasand ka cake tha , usko chocolate bahot pasand hai
main bataya mrs gupta ko ki reshma ko dundna bematlab hai , par uske liye main kya plan kar
raha hu
main balcony se reshma ke apartmemt me jaker uske birthday ki tayyari karne laga
hall ko sajaya , ballon hi ballon failaya diye room me
reshma ke liye ek shampion bhi raki
dono ke liye dinner ka intzam kiya
sab kuch set kar diya tha bas reshma ke aane ka intzar tha
reshma ke liye resham ki sari bhi kharid li
ye sab reshma dekengi to kitni khush hongi
muze us pal ka intzar tha jab reshma door khol kar under aayengi aur uske chehare pe wo simle
aayengi jo muze pasand hai
main reshma ke apartment me baite kar uska intzar kar raha tha
baloon ki hawa nikal rahi thi par reshma ka kuch pata nahi tha
time bit raha tha par reshma ka kohi khaber nahi thi
reshma ka mobile bhi switch off tha
sham se raat hone ko aa gayi par reshma kaha ho tum
bas ek bar aa jav ,
main hall me chakker lagate huye reshma ka intzar kar raha tha
main soch raha tha ki kya kiya jaye , kaha ho sakti hai reshma
aise sochte huye mere dimag ki light jal gayi
main bhag kar reshma ke bedroom me gaya
bedroom.me reshma ki ek tasveer thi
ye tasveer paas ke ek mandir ki thi
us tasvee ko dyan se deka to mere samaj me aa gaya ki reshma kaha hongi
tasveer ke ek corner me muze cake ka corner dika
matlab pichale saal reshma ne apna birthday mandir me manaya tha
vaha bhi wo akeli thi
puri saj kar thi lekin uske chehare pe akelapan saaf dik raha tha
ab samaja ki mrs gupta kya kahna chahti thi
birthday par jadatar log kaha jate hai , mandir me
aur jo akele hote hai wo to ham khas mandir me jate hai ye duva karne ki agale birthday pe wo
akela na ho
reshma bhi vahi hongi
reshma ka pata chalte main ne ne uske lass jane ke liye ek second bhi nahi gavaya
wo mandir pass me hi tha
main bhag kar hi us mandir ke pass aa gaya
mandir band ho raha tha
raat ho chuki thi aur mandir me kohi dik rani raha tha siway mandir ke logo ke
pir bhi main mandir me reshma ko dekne laga
mandir ke panditji ne kaha ki yaha ab kohi nahi hai ,
mera dil kah raha tha ki reshma yahi hongi
par mandir ke band hote muze yaha se jana lada
ek umid diki thi
par reshma pir bhi nahi mili
main nirash hoker ja raha tha ki muze mandir ke
compound ke left side me ek car dikayi di
dur se kuch khas pata nahi chala par under se aawz aa rahi thi ki ek bar jaker dek lu
jab main car ke pass gaya to mere khushi ka kohi tikana nahi tha
ye car reshma ki thi
car me reshma nahi thi matlab reshma mandir me hi hai
par mandir to band ho gaya aur panditji bhi apne ghar gaye hai
kahi mandir ke pihe vale gardan jaise pedo ke maidan me to nahi hai reshma
vahi ho sakti hai , us tasveer me bhi ped dik rahe the
main ne idar udar deka aur compund wall se jump maar kar under aa gaya
muze bas reshma se milna tha
main reshma ko idar udar dekte huye mandir ke piche aa gaya
mandir ke piche bahot jaga thi
main lag gaya reshma ko dundne me
reshma ko aawaz bhi dek nahi sakta tha ager kisi aur ne sun li to problem hongi
main pedo ke bich me reshma ko talash karne laga
under jaker to muze torch ka istmal karna paada
kahi kahi jaga lar khuli jaga thi jaha baite kar aaram kiya ja sakta hai
din ka time hota to tasveer vali jaga jaldi mil jati
par dil se maango to mil hi jata hai
muze aisa kaga ki ped ke niche kohi baite kar aasman ki taraf dek raha hai
main ne tik se deka to kisi aaurt dikayi di
main uske pass gaya to ye kohi aur nahi reshma hi thi
reshma , meri reshma thi
reshma ko dekte main bhag kar usko gale lagana chahta tha
par meri najar reshma ke mayus chehare ki taraf gayi
reshma aasman me nikale chand ki taraf bina palake zukaye dek rahi thi
pata nahi kya soch rahi hongi reshma
par is tara reshma ko akela dek kar bada dukh hua
reshma ko dar bhi nahi tha ki yaha raat me wo akeli hai
usko to hosh hi nahi tha
reshma kho gayi thi aasaman ki duniya me
shayad aasman ke taro ki tara akeli ho gayi thi
ajib ajib khayal aa jate hai jab kohi akela hota hai
kisi ko bhi apna sathi bana lete hai
aise hi reshma ne is jaga aur aasman ke taro ko apna sathi banaya ho
reshma ke is halat ka jimmedar main hi tha
reshma ne akele jina shik liya tha par mere vajase wo jina kya hota hai ye tak bul gayi thi
uski bachi huyi hasi bhi chhin li thi main ne
reshma ko aise dek kar mere ankhion me aasu aa gaye
par muze reshma ke aasu ko khusiyo me badalna tha
main ab kabhi reshma ko akela nahi padne dunga
main reshma ko pyar karne ki zidd nahi nahi karunga
ager reshma muze dost bana kar hi rakna chahti hai to yahi sahi
par reshma is tara udass hone nahi dunga
main reshma ke aasu ko mothi me badalne ke liye uske pass gaya
reshma to hosh hi kho chuki thi jis se usko pata bhi nahi chala ki main uske pass aa gaya hu
reshma ke taraf se response na paa kar main uske pass baite kar usko aasman ki dyniya se
zameen par vapas lane laga
