MAYA KI MAYA: AN INCEST SAGA
CHAPTER: 15
OH DADDY! YE KYA KIYA!
MARCH 10, 2015
To kal raat ko mujhe aur Jiya ko kaam par jana pada to main Daddy ka lund nahi choos paayi. Sara kaam kharab ho gaya, main kitni excited thi. Aur wo bhi. Lekin khair, kaam to kaam hai.
"Tum bahut jaldi seekh gayi ho," Jiya ne wapas aate hue kaha.
"Thanks."
"...slutty, mujhe nahi lagta ki hume ab sath me kaam karna chahiye."
"Kya? Kyu?"
"Well...kyuki hum me se kisi ko ye pasand nahi hai. Main saaf saaf bolun?" usne dhyan se kaha.
Maine haan me sir hila diya.
"To, maine kaha na ki main personal aur professional alag rakhti hoon aur mujhe acha nahi lagta tumhe aise saab ke samne dance karte dekhna. Especially ye jante hue ki tum meri vajah se yahan aayi ho. Main tumhe pareshan nahi karna chahti lekin tumhe ache se pata hai main kabhi nahi chahti thi ki tum ye job karo. Aur isi vajah se ye bhi acha nahi lag raha."
"I understand," maine fir haan me sir hilate hue kaha.
Wo thodi relax ho gayi aur uske chehre par wahi confidence wali smile aa gayi.
"Aur bura mat feel karo. Mujhe to jalan hoti hai ki jab wo log tumhari taraf jyada dhyan dete hain," maine usse kaha.
"hehe..mujhe pata hai. Lekin mujhe isse farq nahi padta. Ulta mujhe surprise bhi nahi hai. Tum mere samnee thoda hichkichati ho mujhe dikhta hai. Agar main samne nahi rahungi to tum jyada maje se ye sab karogi." usne muskurate hue kaha.
Maine is par bas muskura sakai. "Main itni obvious hun?"
"Sirf mere samne. Aur vaise bhi tum jaan gayi ho na ki tumhe ab meri jarurat nahi hai."
Ek dhakka sa laga mujhe dil me kyuki ek to Daddy ke sath jo main kar rahi thi. Mere chehra sapat ho gaya aur main chupchap baithi rahi. Uske kuch dekh pane se pehle maine turant use gale laga liya.
"Mujhe ye aise chize achi nahi lag rahi Jiya."
Wo is par chauk gayi aur meri peeth sehlane lagi," Life is never perfect. Hamesha kuch na kuch badalne ki gunzayish rah hi jati hai."
"Haan."
"Kittu, baby. Relax." Usne kiss karte hue kaha.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
Uske baad main aram se baith gayi lekin Jiya se door jane ka dar sa aa gaya man me aur main adjust nahi kar paa rahi ispar.
"Ab tum soch soch ke pareshan ho rahi ho," Jiya ne red light par car rokte hue kaha.
"...nahi, bas thodi sadness hai. aisa lag raha jaise kuch khatm ho raha ho."
"Nahi,..hum bas kuch chize change kar rahe hain."
Maine is par muskurakar sir hila diya.
"tum dekhna, aur is weekend hum dono kuch special karenge."
"Okay."
Uske baad firse car chal padi aur Jiya boli,"Maine waise wo bahut sochkar kaha hai ki tumhe meri ab jarurat nahi hai. Tum bahut ache se sab sikh rahi ho aur Barry ko bhi pata hai ki tumse kaam jyada aayega."
"Mujhe bhi acha lagta hai kaam karna."
"Wo dikhta hai. Bas jyada kho mat jana isme? Theek? Aur-"
"I know Jiya, main safe rahungi."
"Aur party vagairah me mat pad jana ya dusri ladkiyon ke sath. Apni life aur apne decisions ka control kisi aur ke hath me mat jane dena. Ek baar agar kisi galat chiz par compromise karogi to fir aage bhi karna padega."
"I know, Jiya." Maine thoda complain karte hue kaha.
"...aur yaad rakhna, ki tumhare Daddy ke hisab se tum meri zimmedari hai. And I love you."
"I know, I love you too."
Kuch der ki chuppi ke baad maine pucha, "Jiya, ek baat discuss karni hai. Aur mujhe thoda dar lag raha hai."
"tab to jarur discuss karni chahiye."
"hmmm... wo, maine kaha tha na ki mujhe nahi lagta main lesbian hoon aur mujhe wo... tum janti ho na ,mujhe kya chahiye tha."
"Haan."
"To,..maan lo ki main kisi se milun? Mr. Fantasy, ya uske aas paas ka? Agar koi wo sab ho jo kuch main chahti hoon aur mujhe usse pyar ho jaye to? Tumhe dukh hoga?"
"Firse?" usne halke se kaha jaise ki majak ho. "Maine kaha na, ki mujhe to nahi dikhta ki aisa hoga aur ab tak tumhe itna to jaan chuki hoon main."
"Jiya, main serious hoon. Main is baat se bahut pareshan ho jati hoon."
"Dekho, kisi problem me mat padna, okay. Just...baat karna mujhse. Tum kabhi bhi mujhse baat kar sakti ho. Jab tak hum dono open hain aur ek dusre se chize discuss karenge tab tak sab theek rahega. Aur vaise bhi..jo tum keh rahi ho wo nahi hoga."
"Hmm. I know, tumhe pakka lagta hai ki main lesbian hoon. Jiya, mujhe to lagta hai ki tum bhi lesbian nahi ho."
"...excuse me?"
"Sun liya tumne."
"Slutty,...main tumhe hurt nahi karna chahti lekin maine mana ki utni ladkiyon ko date nahi kiya hai lekin meri history kafi rahi hai unse aur main pakka keh sakti hooon ki maiin lesbian hoon."
"Vicky hota to kuch aur kehta."
"Main-! Oh come on! Main us waqt nasamjh thi, aur mujhe pata bhi nahi tha ki mujhe chahiye kya?"
"Auditorium wali kahani se to nahi laga. Smutty, ek baat batao... tumhe ye magical nahi laga ki tum use exicte kar sakti ho? Aur isse tum excite nahi hoti ki dance karte hue tumhe dekhkar log excite hote hain aur-?"
"Oh stop it," usne haste hue kaha. "Log badal jate hain Kittu."
"Main nahi manti, wo bhi us ladki se jiske paas 7 alag alag tarike ke dildo hain."
"...oh, shit, uska koi matlab nahi hai!" Wo fir hasi. "Main bata rahi hun ki ladkiyan aise hi chose kar leti hain lesbian hona."
"Haan. Khaskar nayi ladkiyan, jinki buri kismat ki unhe perfect banda nahi mila balki ladkiyan mili, Dolly jaisi."
Iske baad kuch der ki chuppi chha gayi to mujhe laga ki kahin maine jyada to nahi bol diya lekin ye chize jaruri thi bolna. Kyuki bahut time se mere man me chal rahi thi.
"Maine apne decision khud se liye hain aur wo mere hain," usne aram se kaha aur speed tez kardi.
"Maine bhi," Maine apni baat rakhi. "I mean, do logo se itne bure tarike se treat hone ke baad maine bhi yahi kiya. Maine ek saviour par bharosa kiya jo baar baar ek hi baat aapse kehti hai jisse apna fayda utha sake."
"Slutty..."
"Kya usne tumhare kano me baat daali ki sabhi aadmi bure hote hain aur tum sirf ladkiyon par bharosa kar sakti ho, aur khaskar sirf us par? Kya usne tumse kaha ki sab theek hoga kyuki wo tumhare sath hai aur wo tumse pyar karti hai aur tum us par trust kar sakti ho kyuki wo tumhar khayal rakhegi?"
"Kittu.."
"Use khud yahi laga hoga. Ladkiyon ke shelter me lesbian thi na wo? Main imagine kar sakti hoon ki uski kya soch rahi hogi. Mere hisab se wo khud lesbain nahi hogi, bas use bhi usi ki tarah ka koi mila hoga jisne apni hi soch uske dimag me daali hogi."
"KITTTTU!! Shut up, band karo ye!"
Uski chikh bahut tez thi. Main pakka bahut aage badh gayi thi. Bahut jyada hi. Mujhe turant bahut tez rona aaya ki maine kya kya keh diya usse gusse me aur fir meri samajh me kuch nahi aaya ki kya kahun aur tabhi usne car rok di. Wo bahar dekhne lagi aur hum dono me se koi kuch nahi bola.
"Jiya...oh, please...sorry. I'm so sorry. Maine pata nahi wo sab kaise keh diya. Please..sorry."
Aur main rone lagi.
"Jiya, p-please ek baar idhar dekho?"
Ek pal baad wo gusse se mujhe dekhne lagi.
"S-so sorry. Mera matlab keval- Mujhe maaf kar do. Bhagwan kasam, main kabhi-kabhi bhi aisa nahi karungi, please maaf kar do?" mere aasu niche tapakne lage the.
Wo mujhe bina kuch bole dekhe ja rahi thi.
"Mujhe wo sab..nahi kehna tha. Main pagal thi jo ye sab..aur main bas fikar me thi tumhari...jiya, p-please, I'm so sorrrryy!" maine sisakte hue kaha.
usne aage badhkar mujhe gale laga liya. "Koi nahi, babu. It's okay. Maaf kar diya maine."
"Lekin ab tumhe bura lag raha na ki tumhe mujhe wo sab nahi batana tha?" maine khud ko koste hue kaha. Main itni bevkooof kaise ho gayi ki apni Jiya se ye sab keh diyia. Main soch kya rahi thi?
"Nahi, paglo. Come on, it's okay. Meri taraf dekho."
Maine mushkil se rona rokte hue uski aankho me dekha.
"It's okay. Wo bas...past hai mera. Mujhe usko sochkar koi fayda nahi hota."
"Main, main kabhi uske bare me dobara baat nahi karungi, promise."
Wo is par thodi relax ho gayi aur sad si smile dekar boli,"Dekho..ab chhod dete hain ise, okay."
Main haan me sir hila diya.
"Aur jahan tak mujhe hurt karne ki baat rahi,..tum tention na lo, jo chize hui nahi unki kya tention. Aur agar tumhe sach me itni problem karti hai ye baat to hum is bare me kisi aur din baat karenge, lekin abhi nahi, okay?"
"okay."
"Is weekend?"
"Is weekend," maine halke se muskurakar kaha.
Jab main ghar pahuchi to Daddy couch par hi so chuke the.
"Daddy,..." maine unke hath ko chhute hue halke se kaha. "Daddy, utho, aap yahan mat sou."
"Hmm? Uhhh, hi, kittu. Ahhh fuck," unhone gardan sehlate hue kaha.
"Agar main serial killer hoti,...to aap ab tak mar chuke hote."
"Hehe. ow!"
Remote se tv band karke main unke samne khadi ho gayi.
"Mujhe lekar chalo." Unhone mujhse kaha.
"Oh, sure. Lekin main aaj utni takatwar nahi hoon. Aur main aaj aapke sath soungi."
"Haan?"
"Haan, lkein koi harkat nahi. Bahut late ho gaya hai aur main aur thakna nahi chahta."
"Blah, blah, blah."
Aaj to main bilkul hi akele nahi so sakti thi. Mujhe jarurat thi kisi ki.
Daddy ke sath jagna bahut achi chiz hai. Kuch bhi ho unke sath sukoon milta hai. Soch rhai hoon ki shower le lun fir acha sa nashta unke liyie tayyar karun. Mujhe unke liye ye sab karna acha lagta hai. I'm so happy ki hum dno hain ek dusre ke liye.
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