nadi ka pani saaf shafaf tha. ankush pani me utra to uska lauda chalne se hilta hua pani me saaf dikhai pad raha tha. dikhai to mera bhi sab kuch de raha tha. mai bhi to neeche se nangi thi. chut aur gand to meri bhi chamakti dikhai de rahi hogi mere bete ko.
mai mann me hasti, sharmati pani me beth gai. ankush mere pass aaya. uski ankhon me dekhne lagi. wo meri ankhon me dekhne laga. sharam bol rahi thi mujhse.. mat dekh besharam. tu apne hi bete ke samne nangi hai. kabhi ek maa bhi bete ke saamne nangi aai.. nangi hoke kabhi apne hi bete ki ankhon me dekhti hai bhala.
dil bol raha tha. beta hai to kya hua. ek mard bhi to hai. ek sacha pyar karne wala. ek sacha sahara.. teri umar bhar ki kamai. kitna pyar karta hai tujhse.
raat tujhe sukh de kar khud besukh raha. warna to mard ek aurat par chadh duade.. jab tak lund dheela na ho jaye.. utarta hi nahi hai.. usne teri piyas bujane ke liye tujhe apne karib kiya hai. bhul gai kya tu. tu tan se kitni piyasi hai. ankush tera hi ansh hai himani.. tera hi ansh teri piyas bujhane ja raha hai to sharma mat. inkar mat kar.. kar de khud se sharam ko door.. ek bete se badhkar sacha pyar karne wala tujhe kahin nahi milega. jaisa pyar tujhe tera pati bhi nahi de saka. tera beta dega tujhe pyar. ye bhi to soch. tujhe kabhi ksi se pyar nahi hua.. shadi ke bad pati se chudi to usay hi apne sab kuch maan kar jeene lagi. ab ankush ke sath jaise tu aage badhne lagi hai. jaise wo tere sath aage badh gaya hai. mai jo tere dil hon. kabhi bhi aise pyar ko pa nahi saka. pyar ke aise ahsasaat ko mahsus nahi kar paya. mai bohut khush hon ankush se.. tu bhi khush ho jaa. chal pani se bahar nikal.. ankhen khol aur apne ankush ko dekh.. dekh wo kaise tujhe nihaar raha hai...
mai nadi ke thande pani me neeche bethi vicharon me vyast thi. nadi ke pani ki tarah mere vichar bhi shudh the.. mere mann ko shant kar gaye the. mai uth khadi hui.. ankhen khol kar ankush ko dekha. wo ain mere saamne khada sach me mujhe hi nihaar rha tha..
mai ankush ki gahri ankhon me kho si gayi.. sahi kaha tha mere dil ne mujhe. ankush mera sacha premi hai. isse badhkar mujhe pyar kisi aur se nahi mil sakta.. aah ankush.. tum jo pahle hi mere dil me the.. ab kitni jaldi mere pure dil par birajman ho gaye ho tum.. ab to tumhare siva mujhe kuch aur dikhai hi nahi deta.. mere peeche kitne mere liye pareshan honge.. sabki pareshan bhul mai to tere liye machal uthi hon ankush..
aa aur aa kar mujhme sama ja. ya mujhe khud me sama jaane de.. mera ban ja ya mujhe apni bana le.. shukar hai bus ka accident ho gaya.. shukar hai jo mujhe samay mil gaya. warna tera lauda chus mai aatmaglani me kuch aisi gum hoti.. fir kabhi ubhar hi nahi sakti thi.. acha hua bhagwan ne mujhe samay de dia. shukar hai bhagwan na jo usne mujhe aisa avsar dia..
khada dekh kya raha hai ankush.. tham le mujhe. bhar le apni mazbut bahun me mujhe. aaahhh mera ang ang kal se tere pyar ke liye tootne sa laga hai. aa mujhe apni bahun me bhar ke mere kadake nikaall. mujhe apna pura ahsas kara..
ankush ne meri ankhon ki bhasha samjh li. ek kadam wo aur aage hua aur mujhe sach me apni bahun me bhar lia. apni mazbur bahun me bhar gaya.. meri ankhon me nashe ki kami nahi thi. nadi ke thande pani me ankush ka sparsh aur pyar ki tapish ne mere nashe ko badha dia.
mai aur ankush kuch der aise hi khade ek dusre ko mahsus karte rahe. dil ki dhadkano ko sunte rahe. raaaat kitna socha tha maine. ye karungi. wo karungi. ankush aisa karega to main aise react karungi. par hua kya.. sab ulat ho gaya. ankush ne der nahi kari. mujhe pahle kai ghante intzar ki aag me jalaye.. mai akeli kya hua. sab bhul gai. mere sare irade mitti me mil gaye.. sari mastiyon ke andaz badal gaye.. din ki roshni me mai mere ankush ke sath nangi thi..
aaahh ab gale mili to ahsas hua.. ankush ka lohe jitna sakht lauda meri chut par laga meri chut ko garma raha tha.. ummmmmmmmmmm gand me bhi maza tha. par asal chiz to fir asal hoti hai. lauda jitna chut par sawad deta ha. itna gand par ya kahin aur nahi deta. thande pani me sakht aur garm lauda meri chut me khalbali machane laga.. mai madhosh hui apni tangen khol gai. ankush ne bhi jaan lia. usne apne laude ko meri tangon se paar kar dia. maine firse apni tangen jod di. sakht garam lauda meri tangon ke beech phas gaya. aise hi mai ankush ke chaude seene se lipti rahi. sawad aur bhi badhne laga.. nasha aur bhi badhne lagi.
mera nasha aur bhi badh jaaye.. aisi mujhe talab hone lagi. mera beta mera dil bhi tha.. mere dhadkanon se jaise uska direct sampark tha. usne jaan lia. mere dil ki dhadkano ka paigham..
ankush ne mere sar ko pakad kar thoda sa upar utha dia. ankush lamba tha. mai sar utha kr usay dekhne lagi. ankhon me jahan aseem santushti thi. wahin talab hi talab bhi dikhai de rahi thi...
ankush ke lab phadphade to mere khud se hi phadphadane lage.. ankush dhire dhire apne honto ko karib lane laga...
aur fir ankush ne apne tapte hont mere honto se mila diye. do tarah ki aag ek samman ho gai.. ankush mere nichle hont ko apne honto me bhar kar chusne laga.. ankush clean shave karne ka aadi tha.. ghar se nikle the to ankush ne shave kari thi. ab ankush ki halki muchen nikal aai thi. mere hisse me ankush ka upari hont aaya to sath hi ankush ki moonch ke baal bhi mere hont par lagne lage. mujhe bura nahi laga..
ye mard ka asli mardana ahsas tha.. kiss ka maza dobala hua.. aur mai bhi ankush ke jaise madhosh hui uske hont ko chusne lagi..
maine mere dil ki maan li thi.. bina dil ki maane sapne me hi apne bete ka lauda chus gai thi.. laude ka ras chus gai thi... ab kyu mai peeche hatti. kyu mere dil na sunti.. mera dil bhi mera ang tha aur mera ankush bhi mera ang tha. bina ankush ke dil ka bhi to koi kam nahi tha.. mera asli dil to mera ankush tha..
mai sari dunya ki sari rasmen sari baaten bhul khud ko pure mann se apne bete ki maan kiss karne lagi..