Dusri Ghatna
Mai kuch samajh nahi paa raha tha ki ab kya karu aur kaise react karu…ek taraf to ye sab galat bhi lag raha tha aur gussa bhi aa raha tha wahi dusri taraf mere andar ka ganda insaan jaag raha tha…andar vaasna bhadak raha tha ye soch ke ki mera Beta apni Maa ke baare me galat baat ab sochega…usko Chodne ke baare me sochega ya shayad soch bhio raha ho….kyonki DNA to mera hi hai na….mai kaun sa shareef hoon mere lie to Bur, Bur hi hoti hai chahe wo kisi ki bhi ho…to agar mera Beta ye sochta hai to galat kya hai….khoon to mera hi hai shayad (shayad hi kah sakta hu kyonki Biwi to meri Chudi chudai thi na)…
Khair…dusri baat ye ki ab tak jo nahi socha tha wo in chokron ne mere man me daaal dia tha…meri Beti ke baare me…ki wo sach me ab gadra rahi hai…aur Chudai to uski bhi banti hai na…
Mera Lund khada ho gaya ye sab soch ke…us samay mai lungi me ha aur tamboo tan ke khada tha…mai chaahta tha ki abhi Biwi ko Chod du…lekin mai jaanta tha saali maanegi nahi abhi…badi sanskaari banti hai jab ki mai jaaanta hu ki saali khoob Kheli khai hui hai…Bur to bhonsda tha hi saali ka Gaand bhi dheeela tha…kasam se…aur pata hai usne kabhi mujhe apne teeno chedo me se kisi me bhi pelne se nahi roka…yaha tak ki usne suhaagraat wale din bhi mere se Gaand marwai…Bur se to khoon kya nikalta Gaand me Lund koi khaas pareshani ke ghus gaya aur saali Randi ki tarah Chudi thi…mai to tabhi samajh gaya tha ki saaali poori Kheli khai hai…lekin ek baat hai ki wo bed me har tarah se maze deti thi islie Dheere Dheere mere man se ye Mallal khatam hota ja raha tha ki wo Chudi chudai hai…
Aisa nahi hai ki maine jaan ne ki kosis nahi ki…maine kai baar uske peak time me bhi use bahla ke poocha ki kaun kaaun pela hai tumko lekin majaal hai ki kabhi kuch bole…har baar yahi bolti rahi hai ab tak ki aap bhi ne shuru kia hai…haa ye mana ki kabhi kabhi ungli ki thi usne lekin chudwaya nahi tha kabhi…aur wo ssochti rahi hai ab tak ki mai itta bda chutiya hu ki mujhe pata nahi ki ungli karne se Bur ka bhosda nahi banta hai…
Ek baar to maine usko shraab bhi pila ke poocha lekin tab bhi usne kuch nahi bataya…
Mujhe kai baar aisa laga ki uske do bhaiyon me se shayad kisi ne usko khub Choda hai ya fir kisi aur rishtedaar ne ya fir kisi dost ne ya fir kisi teacher ya ghar ke naukar ne…sabhi to the usske ass paas lekin khali saq karne se jhaanth kuch nahi hota hai…koi subut bhi to ho…
Waise agar wo bata bhi deti tabh bhi mai usko kuch kahta nahi kyonki mai kaun sa doodh ka dhula tha ya hu…aur past se kya matlab…mujhe wo har tarah ke maze deti thi yahi kaaafi tha…
Khair ye baate baad me karte hai…
Abhi situation ye tha ki mai badi ajeeb sthiti me tha…mere gande dimaag me aa raha tha ki dekhte hai aage kya kya hota hai….mere man me kai baar ye bhi aa raha tha ki agar mera Beta apni maa ko Chode to kaisa hoga…ye soch ke mera Lund aur khada ho ja raha tha…kai baar to ye bhi man me aa raha tha ki Babu ke wo dono dost bhi meri Biwi ko Chode aur wo bhi babu ke saamne aur us me babu bhi shaamil ho…aur Beti ke upar mera ganda dimaag ja hi chuka tha…
To maine socha kyon na aisa kuch kia jaaae ki Babu ko kuch mauke die jaae uski Maa ke saath aur dekha jaae ki ye log kis level tak ja sakte hai aur ye to mai aasaani se dekh hi sakta hu kyonki bachpan se hi meri taak jaank ki aadat rahi hi hai to usme koi samasya nahi honi thi…mauke to mai nikaal hi lunga kisi na kisi tarah…a
Aur isme mera fayda bhi tha…agar kuch Aissa waisa ho bhi jaataa maa bete ke beech me to mai apni Biwi ko blackmail kar ke kuch bhi kar sakta tha…kuch bhi matlab…samajh rahe hai na aap…apnio Beti ke taraf meri najar thi…
Maine pahle hi kaha hai ki mai nihayat hi ghatiya kism ka insaan hu…bachpan se hi…
Maine ek chance lene ki sochi
To maine soch lia tha ki aaj se apne kamre ke bagal me jo sliding khidki hai usko thik se band nahi karunga…jis se babu aur Munni me se koi bhi andar ka Najara aaraam se dekh sake kyonki dono ke kamre mere kamre ke agal bagal me hi hai…
Shaaam ko jab Babu jab market gaya apni Maa Renu aur Munni ke saath to maine uske kamre ki talashi leni shuru ki…kaafi khojne ke baad mujhe wahi kitab mili jo shaayad Bablu aur Rajesh ne Babu ko di thi…
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