ganv se 20km+ door hum pohnch chuke the.
maa... ajay beta kuch zayada hi door nahi aa gaye hum
mai....... maa hum to isse bhi zayada door tak aa chuke han.. kyaa aap ko darr lag raha ha
maa dhire se has padi..... darr!.. mujhe darr kyu lagega ajay beta. isme darne wali baat bhi kyaa ha bhala
mai..... to fir aaj aur bhi door tak jate han maa... aaj ka pura din mai aap ke naam karta hon
maa..... ajay beta kya zaruri ha sara din ka ghumna
maa ki awazz me khushi ki jhalak thi.
mai...... maa se badhkar kuch nahi. ek din ki kyaa baat karti ho aap maa.. ye jeevan aap ka dia hua jeevan ha maa..
maa...... baaten karne seekh gaya ha tu
mai...... aap ka hi beta hon maa
maa...... haan ha to tu mera hi beta. par tu mere jaisa nahi ha.
mai...... kyun maa.. mai to aap ke jaisa hi hon. jaise aap bohut pyar karti han, mujhse sabse.. aise hi mai bhi aap se sabse bohut zayada pyar karta ho. ye pyaar aap ke kaaran ha maa..
maa...... mera kaaran nahi... radha aur archana ke kaaran ha
maa bolne ko to bol gai.. akhir me ekdum se chup kar gai...
mai...... radha didi aur archana didi bhi to aap ki hi chhaaya han maa. wo dono mai aur arpana didi jatin bhaiya sab aap ki parchaaeee han maa..
maa apni kahi baat par chup si kar gai thi. firse maa ko dher sari laaj aane lagi thi. maine 2 4 baaten aur kari. par maa ne jawab nahi dia.. mai bhi fir chup kar gaya
kahin petrol na khatam ho jaaye.. isliye ek petrol pump se maine tanki full karwa li.. fir maa ko leke ek bade hi sundr point par ja pohncha. wahan pahle se kai families aai hui thi.
maa khush hoke boli... ajay pata ha.. mai yahan pahle bhi aa chuki ho
mai... kab ?.
maa.... jab tu bohut chhota tha. meri god me tha. teri nani aur mausi aur kuch dusron ke sath mai aai thi. tab bada maza aaya tha ajay beta
mai.... aur aaj.. aaj nani mausi ya koi bhi aur nahi ha.. bass hum dono maa aur beta hi han.
maa ne mujhe dekha. aur maa ke chahre par sharam ki chavhi ubhar aai.. ye maa bhi na... sudharne wali nahi thi.. bete se aise sharma rahi thi. jaise lover se sharmaya jata ha.
mai maa ko liye sabse alag thalag ek mini pahadi par ja betha.. wahan koi aur nahi tha.. haryali thi.. concrete ke benches bhi bane hue the.. ek bench par mai aur maa beth gaye.. saamne ka view bada hi sundr tha
mai maa ka hath pakad kar bola.... maa hamara desh kitna sundr ha na
maa bade garv se boli.... bhagwan ka sthan ha hamara pura desh ajay beta.. hamare desh se badhkar dharti ka koi bhag sundr nahi ha.
mai.... sach kaha maa.. aur bhagwan ki banai dunya me maa se badhkar koi rishta nahi ha.....
maa ne mujhe dekha. is baar maa ki ankhon me mere liye aseem sacha prem tha. mahaul ki haryali bhi maa ki ankhon me utar aai thi.
mai... maa aap ki ankhen bohut sundr han
maa smile karti saamne dekhne lagi..... beta maa ki ankhon ki tareef nahi karta ha
mai has pada.. maa ne mujhe nahi dekha.. mai ke gaalon ki surkhi badhi hui thi... fresh hawa me saans lene se mann bohut zayada mehakne laga tha
mai aas paas dekhta hua maa ki god me sir rakh let gaya.. maa ne apna hath mere sir par rakh dia
mai maa ka dusra hath pakad kar apne labon se laga gaya.. maa ke sharir me maine clearly thartharahat feel kari.
mai..... maa ye sab kyaa ha
maa thodi si ghabrai... kk kyaaaaa kya ha?.
mai..... maa aise to hum ek dusre se koson door hote jaayenge
maa ko chup lag gai. maine maa ke chahre ko dekha.. maa saamne dekhne lagi. par maa chup rahi.....
mai.... maa bohut bura hon na
maa jhat se.... nahi ajay.. tum to bohut achhe ho
mai.... nahi maa mai sach me achha nahi hon
maa..... aise mat bol beta.. tu to bohut hi acha ha.. apne bhaiya jatin se bhi acha ha. mujhse bhi acha ha.
mai..... mai itna acha hon to fir mai aur aap dono kyu door door hone lage han maa
maa ki ankhen bhar aai.. shayad bohut der khud ko sambhale hui thi. kai dino se vichar dhara ke bhanvar me phansi hui thi.. ankhen me pani ikatha hua. fir 2 ansu maa ki ankhon se bahe aur mere chahre par aa gire... mai side rakh raha tha. jaise hi maa ke ansu mere chahre par gire.. mai jhat se upar dekhne laga. upar koi badal ka tukda tak nahi tha. surya peeth peeche tha. aur maa ka chahra mere saamne.. tab maine jana. maa ro rahi ha.
mai jhat se seedha ho betha.. maa dupatte ke pallu se apne ansu saaf karne lagi. maine maa ka hath pakad lia.. maa ek dard bhari nazar se meri ankhon me dekh chahra fer gai
mai ek hath se dupatte ka pallu pakad dusre hath se maa ke chahre ko apni orr kar maa ke ansu saaf karta hua bola
mai..... maa apke ansu mere dil par girte maine mahsus kiye hann.. aap tak aap ki ankh se maine ansu ka ek bhi katra nahi dekha... maa aap ke ansu mere dil me dard ko badha dete han.. pata nahi kyu mera sir sa ghumne lag jata ha. maa ap roya na karo.. batao aap kyu ro rahi thi.
(maa roti thi.. jab koi karibi ki marityu ho jaya karti thi. warna maa has mukh mahila thi)
mai bass sisakne lagi. maine jhat maa ko apni ek bazo me bhar apne sath sata liya..
maa sisakti hui boli....... mai kyaa karun ajay beta.. ajib si duvidha me mai aa phansi hon.. tu to sab janta ha na. tu mera beta ha. mere dil ka tukda ha. tujhe ji bhar ke pyar jab tak na mai kar loon. mujhe chain nahi milta ha. par nahi kar rahi hon mai tujhse. mera dil ko jaise koi muthi me leke bheench raha ha.
maa jahan laaj shram ke chakrvyu me phansi hui thi. wahin maa ek dard ki lapet me bhi aa gai thi. sach me ek maa ke liye ye bade dard ki baat thi.
mai.... haan maa sach me hum dono maa beta ek ajib daurahe par a khade hue han. humne kabhi socha bhi nahi tha, kabhi hum maa bete ke beech koi aisi laaj wali deewar bhi aa jaayegi. maa pata ha na, mai mard hokar sharam me ladkiyon se kam nahi tha.. aaj bhi mere andr utni hi sharam ha maa.. lekin meri sharam par aap ka sab ka pyaar aur bharosa badhkar ha maa... maa apne raja ki ankhon me dekho maa..
maa bheegi ankhen meri ankhon se mila gai.. abhi maa dard me thi. sharam kam ho gai thi. dukh badh gaya tha mujhse doori ke chalte.
mai........... maa apne raja ki ankhon me aap ko kyaa dikh raha ha
maa khamosh rahi
mai........... maa aap ko apne raja ki ankhon me pyaar aur bharosa dikh raha ha na
maa chup rahi
maa.......... maa boliye na.. kyaa aap ko apne raja ki ankhon ki ankhon me apne liye aseem pyaar aur bharosa dikh raha ha na
maa bol padi...... haan bohut pyaar dikh raha ha..
mai......... aur bharosa
maa......... bharosa bhi dikh raha ha beta.. bharosa na hota to tere itni karib hi mai kyu aati.. tujhe apne karib bhi kyu aane deti
mai........ maa jab itna pyaar aur bharosa karti ho aap mujhse... fir laaj kaisi. theek ha laaj aani hi chahiye... aap bohut payari aur badi sanskari ho maa.. pavitra me misali ho aap maaa.... mai hamesha garv se jiya hon maa aap ki pavitrtra ko jaan kar... aap ke jaisi maa har bete ko nahi mila karti.. sir utha kar bade garv se jeeti hua aap ke jaisi maa ki santan.. maa mere aur archana didi ke beech jo rishta bana.... wo paap hota to kyaaa aap apne hi ghr me apni beti aur laadle pyare bete ko paap karne deti.. paapi banne deti... nahi maa ye paap nahi ha.. ye to prem ka wo rang ha. jo har ek ke bhagy me nahi hota.. aap ka dil santusht ha. fir vicharon me hulchal kaisi.. maa kasam kha ke kahta hon, archana didi ke sath sharirik sambandh ban jaane ke bad ek bar bhi mere dil me aap ke liye, kisi ke liye bhi aise vichar nahi aaayega.. aage ka pata nahi ha maa.. mitti ka putla hon na... kabhi bahak bhi sakta hon.. par nahi bahkunga. ap sab ka aseem pyaar mujhe bigadne de hi nahi sakta maa..... kyaaaa aap ka dil meri is baat ko sahi maan raha ha
maa haan me sir hila kar boli....... haan babu.... mera dil to hamesha se hi maanta aaya ha. tu kabhi nahi bigad sakta.. par wahm aur dawarave jaan nahi chhodte han bete.
mai....... ye to mujhpar vishwas ki kami hui na fr
maa....... nahi ye vishwas ki kami nahi ha.. vishwas ki kami hoti to tujhe aisa sab karne bhi mai nahi deti.. radha ko khari khari suna deti
mai...... matlab jo ho raha ha wo sab sahi ha
maa...... teri didi ki zindagi bhar ki khushiyan judi ha tum dono ke aise rishte se.. tum dono ka pyaar sacha ha... ye bhi mera dil maanta ha.. par jaisa rishta bana ha.. aj ke zamane me aisa rishta
mai....... maa aaj ke zamane me bhi aise rishte ab aam baat hoke rah gai ha.
maa....... aaaj ka samaj aise rishte ko ek badi gaali kahta ha beta
mai....... mera khayal ha maa.. hum topic se bhatak rahe han.. ab aap bataiye, kab tak aap meri pahle jaisi maa ban sakti han
maa firse sisak padi..... mai kab aisi maa banna chahti hon beta.. mai to akhri saans tak pahle jaisi hi maa bankar rahna aur jeena chahti hon.... par laaj mujhe roke hue ha. meri mamta par laaj bhari pad rahi ha. par dil me dard har din badhta hi ja raha ha
mai...... kuch to karna hoga maa.. aise to kisi ko shak pad gaya.. fir wo najane kyaa kuch soch bethe
maaa ka dil dhak se rah gaya... apne dil par hath rakh maa boli....... kk kyaa matlab..... kisi ko shak pad jaayega
mai........ maa aap vicharon ke bhanvar me ulajh kar ye bhul gai ha. ek maa aur bete ke beech ki doori ko koi jaan gaya tha. to ulta bhi soch sakta ha.. baal ki khaal nikalne waliyan bhi to hamare aas paas zayada hoti han na maa... sare hi to hamare sajjan dushman nahi hote na maa..
maa ab nayi chinta me aa gai thi....... ye to maine socha hi nahi tha ajay
mai........ maine bhi nahi socha tha maa. kal hi mujhe radha didi ne kaha to mere andr bhi khatre ki ghanti si baj uthi maa.. didi ne kaha ko samjhao ajay... warna maa koi panga pawa degi
maa ka moh ab hairat ke maare khul gaya tha. maa gahri chinta se meri ankhon me dekh rahi thi
fir chinta me aai boli..... mai kyaa karun ajay.... sach me tujhe aur archana ko ek kamre me band jaan mai vicharon me ulajhne se khud ko rok nahi pati hon
mai...... kyaaa aap ka bhi dil karta ha
maine aise hi poochh lia tha
maa shocked hui.. fir sharam ki gahri chhaap maa ke gaalon par saj gai...
maa....... aisi baat na kar ajay. aisi koi baat ho bhi kaise sakti ha. wo to bass..... bass tu samjh le.. mere dil me aisi koi bat nahi ha. tu maan le..
mai...... fir aap kyu sab sochne lag jati ha. nazar andaz kyu nahi kar deti han
maaa..... bohut koshish kar daali.. par kamyabi hath nahi aai.. maa hon. 30 saal ho gaye shadi hue.. shadi se pahle ya bad me kabhi aisa kuch nahi socha.. ab mere jankari me sab ho raha ha. to khud ko vicharon me jaane se rok nahi pati
mai...... maa kuch to upaaay karna hoga.. warna halat bigadte der nahi lagegi
maa...... dekh ajay tu mujhe dara mat
mai...... mai to saavdhani ki baat kar raha hon maa
maa firse chinta me aai boli..... apne hi vicharon par mera zor nahi chalta ajay
mai...... maa mere paas ek upaay ha
maa hairani se mujhe dekh boli.... tere pass upaay ha
mai...... haan maa... hai
maa...... to fir tuney mujhe pahle kyu nahi bata diya... bata kyaa ha upaay
mai...... aap bhi mere sath
maa sharam aur kuch sakhti se...... ajay tu hosh me to ha.
mai...... maa aapne meri puri baaat nahi suni
maa sakht lahje me....... dekh ajay koi aisi vaisi baat mat karna. nahi to--
maa dukh se sisak padi
mai maa ke gaal par kiss kar gaya.... hamara pyaar pavitr ha ya apavitr
maa...... abhi tak to pavitr hi ha.
mai..... kya kyaa baat hui maa... hamara pyaar pavitr tha.. pavitr ha aur hamesha shudh aur pavitr rahega maa... maa aap ko mujhse pyaaar kiye bina chain nahi milta na
maa....... isi baat ka to dukh ha mujhe ajay.. tu mujhe sabse badhkar payara ha.. kitne dino se laaj ne mujhe tere sath pyaar karne se roka hua ha.
mai....... maa kuch aisa ho jaaye. aaap ki laaj bhi rah jaaye aur hamara pyaar pahle se bhi badh jaaye.. aap ko mujhse jhijhak na aaye.. aur sab acha acha ho jaaye
maa....... aisa kaise hoga
maa mujhe dekhe bina boli thi.. itna sab nahi bolti maa.. agar mai ghar par maa se baat karta.. yahan khule me mann bahal gaya tha.. fir maa bhi bat ko kisi kinare lagana chahti thi
mai....... ek maa ka dil jaise karta ha.. maa apne bete se pyaar karti ha. maa mai wada karta hon. aap ko kabhi pareshan nahi karunga. aap ke bharosa ko kabhi nahi todonga... aap ko aisi trick batata hon... jiske paryog se aap ki jhijhak khatam ho jaayegi.. aaap ka pyaar mere liye aur bhi badh jaayega
maa....... to fir bata.. kyaa ha wo trick
mai....... maa ap mere pure chahre ko chuma karti ha...
maa....... haan toh?
mai....... ab se mere honto ko chumna shuru kar dia
maa shocked...... ajayyy
mai....... maa shabd moh se nikalta ha.. hont hilte han to shabd banta ha maa. jin honto se maa shabd banta ha. bete ke un honto ko chumte hue maa pyaar ko sochegi ya laaj ko
radha didi ka bhai tha main... archana didi ke pyaar ka ras mai pi chuka tha. sagar tha pahle bhi mera pyaar.. par ab maha sagar me badal gaya tha mera pyaar... maa ka moh hairat se khul gaya tha.. mai bade confidence se maa ko dekh raha tha.. fir maa ke chahre par firse laaj ke saaye utarne lage
mai idhar udhar dekh maa ki god me sir rakh gaya.... apni ankhen band kar gaya.
maa...... agar to bete ke honto ko chumna aap ko paap lagta ha.. aap ke liye laaj prem sagar se badhkar ha. to aap mere honto ko mat chumiyega aap.. agar prem sacha ha. mann me koi paap nahi ha. paap janam le sakta ha, aisa darr nahi ha to fir apne bete ke honto ko chum kar apne prem ko shudh prem me badal dijiye.. sari jhijhak mit jaayegi maa.. aap maa ho, aap ka adhikar banta ha, bete ke har ek ang par.. maa ka prem bete ke liye pavitr hota ha.. sabit kar dijiye. pyaar apavitr ho jaayega.. aisa darr dil se naa jaaye... to uth kar chali jaaiyega. fir koi hum dono maa bete ki doori par shak me pade, ya koi aur museebat uth khadi ho. aap kuch bhi mat soch kar laaj ka daman thame rakhiyega.
maa laaj ya aseem aur shudh prem.. zindagi bhar ki khushiyan ya fir barbadi.
ab faisla aap ko hi karna ha.
maine maa ko radha didi ke kahne par ek naye chakravyuh me uljha dia tha. duvidha me phansa dia tha.. aisa karna sahi bhi tha, bohut sahi. warna maa ki laaj kisi na kisi hungame ko janam de sakti thi. aur aisa na to mai chahta tha aur na hi radha didi.
