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Aage ki Kahani:
Jaise hi main un seniors ko meri maa ke saath flirt karte dekh raha tha, mere dil mein jealousy ka dariya aur bhi gehra hota gaya. Maine socha, kya yeh sach mein un logon ko meri maa ki ragin le rahe hai kya ye log ragin karne ki permission hai? Mera mann tha ki main unhe daant doon, lekin mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karoon. mai chota hu 5 foot 4 ka mai kuch kar bhi nhi sakta
Mere aas-paas ke log has rahe the, aur unme se ek ladka bola, “Arre bhai, dekho toh, teri 'gf' toh humein bhi impress kar rahi hai.” Un logon ki hasi se meri khud ki dignity kaafi hurt ho rahi thi. Main khud ko samajhne ki koshish kar raha tha ki kya mujhe sach mein apni maa ke liye kuch karna chahiye ya nahi.
maa ko lag raha tha ki ye log dosti karne aaye hai
Maa ki Reaction:
Meri maa, jo pehle toh un sabke saath sharmai thi, ab dheere-dheere unki taraf akarsit ho rahi thi. Unki muskurahat yeh dikhati thi ki shayad unhe yeh attention pasand aa raha hai. Par kya yeh sab unke liye theek hai? Mera dimaag ek hi sawal ke chakkar mein tha.
“Hey, aapko toh pata hi nahi hai ki yahan college life kitni mazedaar hoti hai. Aap agar humare sath aayengi, toh aapko yahan ka maza milega,” unme se ek senior bola. Yeh sunke mera dil thoda kuch samajhne laga, lekin maine apne emotions ko control karne ki koshish ki.
Sahil ka Role:
Tabhi, Sahil aaya. “Arre bhai, yeh kya ho raha hai?” usne dekha aur meri maa ke paas aakar bola, “Aunty, aapko in logon se door rehna chahiye. Yeh log aapki izzat nahi kar rahe.”
Lekin meri maa ne muskurahat ke saath kaha, “Koi baat nahi, beta. Main to bas thodi baatein kar rahi thi.” Unka jawab sun kar mujhe gussa aaya, lekin mujhe bhi samajh aaya ki unhe yeh sab acha lag raha hai. unko lag raha tha ki ye log dost ban sakte hai and mujhe sahil ko help kar sakte hai aage
Kya Main Kuch Kar Sakta Hoon?
Mujhe ab yeh sochna tha ki mujhe un logon se kaise deal karna hai. Kya main unhein seedha keh doon ki yeh meri maa hain, ya phir mujhe kuch aur sochna chahiye? Un logon ke saath aise flirt karte dekh kar mujhe nafrat mehsoos hone lagi.
Jab maine dekha ki vo log meri maa ke sath aur zyada flirt kar rahe hain, toh maine socha, “Bas, ab nahi. Mujhe kuch karna hoga.” Maine apni maa ke paas jaake kaha, “neelam, chalo, hum wahan nahi rukte.” Lekin unhone mujhe ek baar phir roka. “Beta, thoda samjho. Main yahan apne liye khud ka experience le rahi hoon.”
Mujhe unki baatein samajh nahi aayi. “Lekin maa, yeh log aapki izzat nahi kar rahe hain. Yeh sirf aapko tang kar rahe hain!”
Unhone samjha, lekin unka attitude kuch aur hi tha. “Raj, main khud ko sambhal sakti hoon,” mai bus kuch sun kar rahi hu and unhone kaha. Yeh sun kar mujhe khud par gussa aaya. Kya unhe meri feelings samajh nahi aa rahi thi?
Jealousy Ka Peak:
Tabhi, ek aur senior bola, “Arre bhai, teri 'gf' ko toh hum le ja rahe hain. iska tension mat le. Ab toh hum sabhi dost hain.” Yeh sunte hi sab log hasne lage, aur mujhe laga ki mera dil kaanp raha hai.
Maine Sahil ki taraf dekha, jo sirf muskurana janta tha. Uska reaction mujhe aur bhi gussa dilane laga. “Sahil, kuch kar na!” maine gusse se kaha.
Sahil ne mujhe dekhkar kaha, “Relax, Raj. Hum kuch nahi kar rahe hain. Aunty khud samajhdar hain.” Usne mujhe thoda calm karne ki koshish ki, par mere andar ka jealousy ab kaafi badh gaya tha.
Mujhe un seniors se baat karni thi, lekin main yeh nahi soch pa raha tha ki kaise unhe meri maa ki izzat dikhata. Kya mujhe unse seedha kehna chahiye ya phir kuch aur plan karna chahiye?
Thriller Ka Twist:
Jab maine dekha ki meri maa un logon ke saath ja rahi hain, toh mere andar ka tension aur bhi badh gaya. Kya main unhe rok paunga? Mera mann keh raha tha ki mujhe unhe bachaana chahiye, lekin kya mujhe is situation ka samna karne ka mauka milega?
Yeh sab dekhkar mujhe yeh samajh aaya ki college life sirf padhai nahi, balki relationships aur emotions se bhi bhari hui hoti hai. Mujhe apni maa ki izzat aur khud ki feelings ke beech ka tension samajhna hoga.
Kya main is ghatna ko rok paunga ya mujhe kuch aur karna chaiye
Aage ki Kahani:
jab vo aayi 2 hours ke baad
Main Neelam se thodi door jaakar khud ko sambhalte hue, apne jazbat ko samajhne ki koshish kar raha tha. Mujhe un logon ka flirtation ab tak yaad tha, aur main chahata tha ki Neelam ko un logon ke sath unki daastan bata doon.
“Neelam, tumhe un logon se kya baat karne mein maza aa raha tha?” maine kuch possessive hote hue pucha. “Woh log sirf tumhe impress karne ki koshish kar rahe the, aur mujhe ye bilkul bhi accha nahi laga.”
Unhone meri taraf dekha, par kuch nahi bola. Unka chehra thoda confused sa lag raha tha, jaise wo kuch kehna chah rahi ho, lekin unhe samajh nahi aa raha tha. “Raj, aisa kuch nahi hai,” unhone kaha, lekin unki aawaz mein thodi shak nahi thi.
“Mujhe samajh aa raha hai ki tumhare liye college naya hai, lekin mujhe ye bhi pata hai ki tumhe un logon ke sath rehna nahi chahiye,” maine kaha. “Kya tumhe un logon ke sath apna waqt bitana achha lag raha hai? Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha.”
Unhone mujhe ignore karte hue kahin aur dekhna shuru kar diya. Mera dil ghabra raha tha, aur main samajh nahi pa raha tha ki unhe kya kehna hai. Tabhi, unka chehra ek dum badal gaya, jaise unhe kuch kehne ki himmat mil gayi ho.
“Raj, main sirf ek naye environment mein adjust kar rahi hoon,” unhone kaha, unki aankhein bhari hui thi. “Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha ki main kya karun ya kya nahi. Yeh sab bahut naya hai, aur main bas thoda overwhelmed feel kar rahi hoon.”
Mera mann unhe samajhna chahta tha, par unki shabdon mein dard bhi tha. “Lekin tumhe aisa kyun feel karna pad raha hai? Kya un logon ki wajah se?” maine pucha, thoda aggressive tone mein.
Tabhi, meri maa ne apni aankhein band kar li, aur kuch pal ke liye chup rahi. Phir achanak, unki aankhein aansuon se bhar gayi. “Raj, mujhe nahi pata. Yeh sab itna tezi se ho raha hai. Main chahti thi ki yeh college life meri liye nayi shuruaat ho, lekin kabhi kabhi main khud ko akeli mehsoos karti hoon,” unhone kaha, unki aawaz mein gham tha.
Mujhe unki baatein sunkar dard mehsoos hua. “Maa, main hamesha tumhare saath hoon,” maine kaha, unhe sambhalte hue. “Main tumhare liye yahan hoon, chahe kuch bhi ho.”
Emotional Moment:
Unhone mujhe dekha, aur unki aankhein aansuon se bhari thi. “Mujhe lagta hai ki main kuch nahi kar paa rahi hoon. Kya tumhe nahi lagta ki main is sab ke liye bahut chhoti hoon?” unhone kaha, apne dil ki baat rakhte hue.
“Maa, aap bilkul nahi. Aap bahut strong hain, aur main chahta hoon ki aap is moment ko enjoy karein. Yeh sab sirf college life ka hissa hai, aur main hamesha aapke sath rahunga,” maine kaha. mai apna try mar raha tha
Neelam ne apne haath se aankhein pochhi aur thoda muskuraayi. “Mujhe sirf yeh zaroori hai ki tum mujhe samjho. Main sirf ek maa nahi, ek aurat bhi hoon, jo apne sapne poora karne ki koshish kar rahi hai.”
Maine dekha ki unka jazbat sach mein mere liye alag tha. “Main aapko samajhta hoon, Maa. Lekin un logon se door raho. Aap ki izzat mere liye sab kuch hai,” maine kaha, apne jazbat ko dikhate hue.
Decision Time:
Yeh moment hum dono ke liye special tha. Mujhe samajh aa gaya ki humein is naye chapter ko saath milkar jeena hoga. Main nahi chahta tha ki un logon ki wajah se humara relationship khatam ho.
“Chalo, hum kuch waqt ek dusre ke sath bitate hain. Mujhe sirf tumhare saath hona hai,” maine kaha, unhe apni taraf kheeche hue.
Unhone haan kiya, aur hum dono ne ek dusre ko samjha. Yeh college ka safar sirf padhai nahi, balki humare rishte ko bhi majboot banane ka tha.
and kya hum ek maa bete ke riste se bahar aa sakte hai?
Aage ki Kahani:
Jaise hi main un seniors ko meri maa ke saath flirt karte dekh raha tha, mere dil mein jealousy ka dariya aur bhi gehra hota gaya. Maine socha, kya yeh sach mein un logon ko meri maa ki ragin le rahe hai kya ye log ragin karne ki permission hai? Mera mann tha ki main unhe daant doon, lekin mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karoon. mai chota hu 5 foot 4 ka mai kuch kar bhi nhi sakta
Mere aas-paas ke log has rahe the, aur unme se ek ladka bola, “Arre bhai, dekho toh, teri 'gf' toh humein bhi impress kar rahi hai.” Un logon ki hasi se meri khud ki dignity kaafi hurt ho rahi thi. Main khud ko samajhne ki koshish kar raha tha ki kya mujhe sach mein apni maa ke liye kuch karna chahiye ya nahi.
maa ko lag raha tha ki ye log dosti karne aaye hai
Maa ki Reaction:
Meri maa, jo pehle toh un sabke saath sharmai thi, ab dheere-dheere unki taraf akarsit ho rahi thi. Unki muskurahat yeh dikhati thi ki shayad unhe yeh attention pasand aa raha hai. Par kya yeh sab unke liye theek hai? Mera dimaag ek hi sawal ke chakkar mein tha.
“Hey, aapko toh pata hi nahi hai ki yahan college life kitni mazedaar hoti hai. Aap agar humare sath aayengi, toh aapko yahan ka maza milega,” unme se ek senior bola. Yeh sunke mera dil thoda kuch samajhne laga, lekin maine apne emotions ko control karne ki koshish ki.
Sahil ka Role:
Tabhi, Sahil aaya. “Arre bhai, yeh kya ho raha hai?” usne dekha aur meri maa ke paas aakar bola, “Aunty, aapko in logon se door rehna chahiye. Yeh log aapki izzat nahi kar rahe.”
Lekin meri maa ne muskurahat ke saath kaha, “Koi baat nahi, beta. Main to bas thodi baatein kar rahi thi.” Unka jawab sun kar mujhe gussa aaya, lekin mujhe bhi samajh aaya ki unhe yeh sab acha lag raha hai. unko lag raha tha ki ye log dost ban sakte hai and mujhe sahil ko help kar sakte hai aage
Kya Main Kuch Kar Sakta Hoon?
Mujhe ab yeh sochna tha ki mujhe un logon se kaise deal karna hai. Kya main unhein seedha keh doon ki yeh meri maa hain, ya phir mujhe kuch aur sochna chahiye? Un logon ke saath aise flirt karte dekh kar mujhe nafrat mehsoos hone lagi.
Jab maine dekha ki vo log meri maa ke sath aur zyada flirt kar rahe hain, toh maine socha, “Bas, ab nahi. Mujhe kuch karna hoga.” Maine apni maa ke paas jaake kaha, “neelam, chalo, hum wahan nahi rukte.” Lekin unhone mujhe ek baar phir roka. “Beta, thoda samjho. Main yahan apne liye khud ka experience le rahi hoon.”
Mujhe unki baatein samajh nahi aayi. “Lekin maa, yeh log aapki izzat nahi kar rahe hain. Yeh sirf aapko tang kar rahe hain!”
Unhone samjha, lekin unka attitude kuch aur hi tha. “Raj, main khud ko sambhal sakti hoon,” mai bus kuch sun kar rahi hu and unhone kaha. Yeh sun kar mujhe khud par gussa aaya. Kya unhe meri feelings samajh nahi aa rahi thi?
Jealousy Ka Peak:
Tabhi, ek aur senior bola, “Arre bhai, teri 'gf' ko toh hum le ja rahe hain. iska tension mat le. Ab toh hum sabhi dost hain.” Yeh sunte hi sab log hasne lage, aur mujhe laga ki mera dil kaanp raha hai.
Maine Sahil ki taraf dekha, jo sirf muskurana janta tha. Uska reaction mujhe aur bhi gussa dilane laga. “Sahil, kuch kar na!” maine gusse se kaha.
Sahil ne mujhe dekhkar kaha, “Relax, Raj. Hum kuch nahi kar rahe hain. Aunty khud samajhdar hain.” Usne mujhe thoda calm karne ki koshish ki, par mere andar ka jealousy ab kaafi badh gaya tha.
Mujhe un seniors se baat karni thi, lekin main yeh nahi soch pa raha tha ki kaise unhe meri maa ki izzat dikhata. Kya mujhe unse seedha kehna chahiye ya phir kuch aur plan karna chahiye?
Thriller Ka Twist:
Jab maine dekha ki meri maa un logon ke saath ja rahi hain, toh mere andar ka tension aur bhi badh gaya. Kya main unhe rok paunga? Mera mann keh raha tha ki mujhe unhe bachaana chahiye, lekin kya mujhe is situation ka samna karne ka mauka milega?
Yeh sab dekhkar mujhe yeh samajh aaya ki college life sirf padhai nahi, balki relationships aur emotions se bhi bhari hui hoti hai. Mujhe apni maa ki izzat aur khud ki feelings ke beech ka tension samajhna hoga.
Kya main is ghatna ko rok paunga ya mujhe kuch aur karna chaiye
Aage ki Kahani:
jab vo aayi 2 hours ke baad
Main Neelam se thodi door jaakar khud ko sambhalte hue, apne jazbat ko samajhne ki koshish kar raha tha. Mujhe un logon ka flirtation ab tak yaad tha, aur main chahata tha ki Neelam ko un logon ke sath unki daastan bata doon.
“Neelam, tumhe un logon se kya baat karne mein maza aa raha tha?” maine kuch possessive hote hue pucha. “Woh log sirf tumhe impress karne ki koshish kar rahe the, aur mujhe ye bilkul bhi accha nahi laga.”
Unhone meri taraf dekha, par kuch nahi bola. Unka chehra thoda confused sa lag raha tha, jaise wo kuch kehna chah rahi ho, lekin unhe samajh nahi aa raha tha. “Raj, aisa kuch nahi hai,” unhone kaha, lekin unki aawaz mein thodi shak nahi thi.
“Mujhe samajh aa raha hai ki tumhare liye college naya hai, lekin mujhe ye bhi pata hai ki tumhe un logon ke sath rehna nahi chahiye,” maine kaha. “Kya tumhe un logon ke sath apna waqt bitana achha lag raha hai? Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha.”
Unhone mujhe ignore karte hue kahin aur dekhna shuru kar diya. Mera dil ghabra raha tha, aur main samajh nahi pa raha tha ki unhe kya kehna hai. Tabhi, unka chehra ek dum badal gaya, jaise unhe kuch kehne ki himmat mil gayi ho.
“Raj, main sirf ek naye environment mein adjust kar rahi hoon,” unhone kaha, unki aankhein bhari hui thi. “Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha ki main kya karun ya kya nahi. Yeh sab bahut naya hai, aur main bas thoda overwhelmed feel kar rahi hoon.”
Mera mann unhe samajhna chahta tha, par unki shabdon mein dard bhi tha. “Lekin tumhe aisa kyun feel karna pad raha hai? Kya un logon ki wajah se?” maine pucha, thoda aggressive tone mein.
Tabhi, meri maa ne apni aankhein band kar li, aur kuch pal ke liye chup rahi. Phir achanak, unki aankhein aansuon se bhar gayi. “Raj, mujhe nahi pata. Yeh sab itna tezi se ho raha hai. Main chahti thi ki yeh college life meri liye nayi shuruaat ho, lekin kabhi kabhi main khud ko akeli mehsoos karti hoon,” unhone kaha, unki aawaz mein gham tha.
Mujhe unki baatein sunkar dard mehsoos hua. “Maa, main hamesha tumhare saath hoon,” maine kaha, unhe sambhalte hue. “Main tumhare liye yahan hoon, chahe kuch bhi ho.”
Emotional Moment:
Unhone mujhe dekha, aur unki aankhein aansuon se bhari thi. “Mujhe lagta hai ki main kuch nahi kar paa rahi hoon. Kya tumhe nahi lagta ki main is sab ke liye bahut chhoti hoon?” unhone kaha, apne dil ki baat rakhte hue.
“Maa, aap bilkul nahi. Aap bahut strong hain, aur main chahta hoon ki aap is moment ko enjoy karein. Yeh sab sirf college life ka hissa hai, aur main hamesha aapke sath rahunga,” maine kaha. mai apna try mar raha tha
Neelam ne apne haath se aankhein pochhi aur thoda muskuraayi. “Mujhe sirf yeh zaroori hai ki tum mujhe samjho. Main sirf ek maa nahi, ek aurat bhi hoon, jo apne sapne poora karne ki koshish kar rahi hai.”
Maine dekha ki unka jazbat sach mein mere liye alag tha. “Main aapko samajhta hoon, Maa. Lekin un logon se door raho. Aap ki izzat mere liye sab kuch hai,” maine kaha, apne jazbat ko dikhate hue.
Decision Time:
Yeh moment hum dono ke liye special tha. Mujhe samajh aa gaya ki humein is naye chapter ko saath milkar jeena hoga. Main nahi chahta tha ki un logon ki wajah se humara relationship khatam ho.
“Chalo, hum kuch waqt ek dusre ke sath bitate hain. Mujhe sirf tumhare saath hona hai,” maine kaha, unhe apni taraf kheeche hue.
Unhone haan kiya, aur hum dono ne ek dusre ko samjha. Yeh college ka safar sirf padhai nahi, balki humare rishte ko bhi majboot banane ka tha.
and kya hum ek maa bete ke riste se bahar aa sakte hai?