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mera nam sanjay sharma hai. umar 18 saal
mere dada kamlesh umar 70 saal
meri dadi roopmati umar 68 saal puri maal hai ab bhi
mera baap subhash umar 48 saal... gaon ke school me padhate han.
meri maa radhika umar 46 saal
meri char badi bahne han.
radha umar 24 saal
lata umar 21 saal
shruti umar 20 saal
priya umar 19 saal
2 chacha aur 3 bua bhi han. unka zikr bad me karunga.
4 saal pahle meri didi radha ki shadi ho gai thi. mere baap ne apni umar ke apne ek dost pawan mehra(umar 49) jo shahr ke kisi govt school me teacher the. unke sath radha didi ki shadi kar di. radha didi bohut cheekhi chillai. par mere khadoos bap ne uski ek nahi suni. didi bohut genius thi. aage padhna chahti thi. doctor banna chahti thi. par mere khadoos baap ne ek bar jo commitment kar li. fir wo kisi ke baap ki bhi nahi sunta.
didi roti bilakti gaon se vida hokar piya ghar sudhaar gai. fir didi ne kabhi palat kar nahi dekha. didi ko mere khadoos baap ke sath sath sabse aisi nafrat hui. didi ne wapsi ke sabhi darwaze band kar diye. maa pita, mai aur parivar ke sabhi bad me didi se milne gaye. par didi ne khud ko kamre me band kar liya. aur kasam kha li. agar hum sab abhi ke abhi wahan se wapis nahi laute to wo gale me phanda daal kar pankhe se latak jayegi. mere khadoos baap ko ab bhi meri didi par taras nahi aaya. wo guse me aa gaya. bolne lage.. unki beti hokar unki hi izzat utarne par utar aai hai.
par didi bhi mere khadoos baap ke hi lund se paida hui thi. ye baat mera baap bhul gaya tha. mere khadoos baap ke jaisi woh kyun na banti. didi ne sabhi se sare rishte tod diye. maa aur dadi, aur dusri mahilayen bohut roi peeti. khud ko kasurwar thahrane lagi.. kyun wo mere khadoos baap se lad jhakad kar shadi ko rukwa gai thi.. maa pichhle 4 saal se dukhon me ji rahi thi. badi beti thi radha didi maa ki. maa ke liye ye dukh kam nahi tha.. maa har din dukhi dikhai deti. aise me mera khadoos baap meri maa se hi lad padta. didi ka gusa maa par nikalne lagta..
jija ji kabhi kabhi ghar aaa jaya karte the. sabse milkar didi ki khariyat bata dia karte the. 4 saal ho gaye the didi ki shadi ko.. didi abhi tak maa nahi ban payi thi. mujhe bhi didi se bohut mohabbat thi. didi se mujhse bhi moh mod liya tha.. main bhi bada dukhi thi. samay agar dil ke sare zakham bharta nahi hai to kisi hadh tak apni gard zarur wo zakhmo par dher kar deta hai. aise me wo dard kisi hadh tak kam ho jata hai. mai bhi meri dusri bahne sab apni apni life me busy ho gaye. hum sab padh rahe the. mai 18 ka hua to 12th pass kar chuka tha..
fir ekdin meri life me bohut bada change aaya. hawa ka ek jhonka hi tha.. jisne mera sab kuch badal kar rakh dia. didi ke dil me itni nafrat bhar aai thi. main soch bhi nahi sakta tha.. didi ne fir wo kiya. jiske baare me mai kabhi sapne me bhi nahi soch sakta tha.
mere 12th ke exams khatam hue dusra din tha. jija ji ghar aa gaye.. bole didi ne mujhe wahan laane ke liye jija ji ko bheja hai.. mere khadoos baap samet sabke moh khule ke khule rah gaya. main khushi se jhum utha tha.. jis shahar me didi rahti thi. us shahar me hamara koi bhi ghar nai tha. koi bhi rishtedar nahi tha. mai wahan rahunga. ye jaan kar main khushi se uchhal pada tha.
par nahi janta tha. meri zindagi ke kaise kaise tufan aane wale han. main ek sadharan se ladke se ek chudakkad ladka ban jaaunga. didi mere aage nangi hi nahi hone ja rahi thi. wo mere bachhu ki maa bhi bannne ja rahi thi.. nafrat ki jis aag me woh jal rahi thi. us nafrat ki aag me woh sab ko jala kar bhasam kar dene ka faisla 4 saal pahle hi kar chuki thi. mujhe jawan hone bhi 4 saal chahiye the. aur didi pichhle 4 saal se isi din ka intezar kar rahi thi.. aur didi ke inteqam lene ka sahi samay aa chuka tha..
didi ke kahne par jija ji mujhe lene aa chuke the.. aur mere khadoos baaap ke dil me bhi kisi hadh tak soft corner paida ho chuka tha. usne socha, shayad aisa karne se didi ke vichar badal jaayen aur didi yahan aa jaayen. aur sab ke sath pahle jaisi bankar milne lagen.
mera khadoos baap janta hi kya tha didi ke andar dahak rahi agni ke baare me.. khushi khushi mere khadoos baap ne mujhe jija ji ke sath jaane ki permission de gi. apni tabahi ki permission khushi khushi de di mere khadoos baap ne.