mujhe mere ma baap nai ghar se nikal diya tha .. kyunki maine harkat hi aisi ki thi .. maine apni maa ke almira se 100000 rs churaye the .. der saari baduayein deke or galiyan bak ke unhone mujhe nikala tha .. lekin mujhe bura kissi baat ka nahi lagga tha .. kyunki maine harkat hi aisi ki thi
ABB AAGE
UPDATE 2
ghar se nikale jaane ke baad mujhe patta nahi tha ki mai kahan jaun .. ekk khayal yeh aa raha tha ki railway station jaun or jo bhi pehli train aaye ussmai baith jaun ..
lekin abb mai woh karna nahi chahta tha kyunki mere pass paise nahi the ... or mai abb koi galat kaam nahi karna chahta tha .. kamse kam itna tucha kaam to nahi ..
to mai highway ki taraf nikal gaya ..
. or highway pe aake right mud gaya kyunki abb mujhe right hi hona tha .. muje nahi patta tha ki yeh direction kahan jaa rahi hai but mujhe bhi to nahi patta tha ki mujhe kahan jana hai.. mai apni hi dhun mai chala jaa raha tha mujhe nahi patta kabtak mai chalta raha ..thodi aage chalke mujhe ekkk dhaba dikha .. or usse dekh ke mujhe bhuk lagne laggi .. kyunki subha se kuch khaya bhi to nahi tha ..pehle to junoon sawar tha lekin abb bhuk lag rahi thi .. lekin khane ke liye paise bhi to nahi the .. kahan se kuch khata ..mai wahin dhabe ke bord se lag ke baith gaya .. or logon ko dekhne lagga .. thand ka mahina tha ..dhape pe kuch family thi or kuch truck khade the .. bhook bardasht ke bahar ho rahi thi kyunki kall raat ko bhi maine kuch nahi khaya tha .. or aaj ka to patta hi hai applogon ko ..
mai uth ke dhape pejata hun .. abb dhape ki khasiyat yahi hoti hai ki unki rasoi samne hi hoti hai .. alag alag bartan mai alag alag khane ki chezien thi or mai unhin ko dekh raha tha .. kharidne ki to aukat thi nahi meri .. tabhi kissi nai pucha kya dekh rahe ho bhai batao kya chaiye .; . maine sar utha ke dekha to woh dhape ka karamchari tha .. maine bhi muskura ke jawab diya kuch nahi bhai .. shayad woh meri muskaan ke piche meri bhook ko pehchan gaya tha .. to usne pucha kuch khaoge ..
Abb bhook to mujhe laggi thi lekin khane ke paise nahi the mere pass or maine keh diya nahi .. or wapis wahan se mud ke wapas ussi dhape ke bord ke pass aake baith gaya .. thand badhti jaa rahi thi .. .. bhook or thand ko ignore karne ke liye mai raste pe aati jaatigadiyon ko dekhne lagga .. or apni galtiyoun ke baare mai sochne lagga ..tabhi mujhe kissine awaz lagai .. or bola kya dekh rahe ho bhai .. maine mud ke dekha to wahi dhabe ka karamchari tha or uske hath mai khane ki ekk thali thi .. maine pehle usse dekha phir khane ko .. tabhi woh bola lo bhai kha lo ... maine bola ki mere pass paise nahi hain dene ke liye .. to usne khaha .. paise dene ki zarurat nahi hai tumhe dekh ke hi lagta hai ki tum pareshan ho .. lo isse khalo ..
maine bhi zyada behes nahi ki or uske hath se thali leke khane lagga ....... bhook boht zoro ki laggi thi or mai bhi jaldi jaldi khane lagga ,,.. 0r 5 mnt mai hi puri thali saffa chat kar gaya ... or woh admi mujhe ashcharya se dekhta raha ...or has ke thali wapas le gaya .. us din mujhe khane ki keemat patta chali thi ..abb meri bhook shant thi to thoda dimag chal raha tha mai sochne lagga ki aabb aage kya kiya jaye ..ekk mann keh raha tha ki wapas ghar chala jaun lekin dusra man keh raha tha ki abb wahan jaake kuch nahi milega .. to maine aage badhne ka hi soch .. dekhtein hai ki aage kya hota hai ...raat ho chuki thi lekin abb mera mann wahan or rukne ka nahi kar raha tha ,,,.. uss sheher se jaise nafrat si ho gai thi .. mai utha or aage badhne lagga .. ussi highway pe paidal.. apni dhun mai chala jaa raha tha na manzil ka patta or na hi raste ka ... gadiyan mere bagal se guzar rahin thin raftar mai ... tabhi mere bagal se ekk bus gujri or thodi aage jake ekk truck se takra gai.. or dekhte hi dekhte hi buss mai aag lag gai .. kyuni jis truck se woh takrai thi woh oil ka truck tha ...mai bhagte hue uss or bhaga .. or sidhe bus mai chadh gaya mujhe farak nahi pada ki usmai aag laggi hai ki nahi ..andar guste hi jo nazara maine dekha woh dil dehla dene wala tha .. front seat pe jitne bhi pasenger the or driver woh to mar hi gaye the .. shayad unhe unki maut ka patta bhi nahi challa hoga .. or back side ki taraf aag badh rahi thi ..
main bhi piche ki taraf aya .. or ekk kambal utha liya jo shayad kissi pasenger ka tha jo usse odh ke soo raha tha or bus ke takrane se uski maut ho chukki thi ... bhagdad machi hui thi or log ast vyast the bus ke takrane se or kuch ghayal bhi ho gaye the ..maine zyada dhyan nahi diya or chilla chilla ke bolne lagga ki jaldi niklo jaldi niklo .. or kambal se aag ko aage badhne se rokne lagga .. tabk tak log bhi samajh gaye or niche utarne lagge maine wapas jake aag ko cover karke khada ho gaya ki aag or aage na bath sake .. dhire dhire sabhi log niche utar gaye .. or maine bhi niche jump laga di kyunki jo kambal mai liye hue tha woh bhi almost jal chuka tha ..or aag meri peeth mai lag chuki thi jisse meri pith jal gai thi .. niche koodne ke baad jameen pe lait ke aag bujhane lagga mai .. tabhi kiss aurat ke chillane ki awaz aai meri bachhi abhi bhi bus mai hai ...or chilla chilla ke roo rahi thi or wapas bus mai jaane ke liye bhag rahi thi or baaki log usse rok rahe the kyunki bus mai almost puri tarhan se aag lag chuki thi .. uss aurat ko dekh ke mujhse raha nahi gaya .. or apne dard ki parwah na karte hue mai wapis bus mai jaane ka rasta dhudhne lagga...tabhi mujhe piche ki kidki khuli dikhi or wahan tak aag nahi pohochi thi .. mai jaldi se us or gaya or tyre pe pair rakh ke upar chadh gaya or phir khidki ke raste se andar ghus gaya ...
abhi tak yahan aag pohonchi nahi thi lekin andar dhuan bohot tha mujhe kuch bhi dikahi nai de raha tha ..lekin phir bhi mai aage seat ho check karne lagga ... piche ki taraf to koi nahi tha .. to maine set ke niche se aage ki taraf dekhne laaga or maine dekha ki mujhse do teen seat aage seat ke niche hi woh bachi girri hui thi or shayad dhue ki wajah se behosh ho gai thi .. lekin wahan upar ki tahar tak aag pohoch chuki thi .. or abb to mere pass koi kambal bhi nahi tha jisse mai khud ko bacha sakun ..lekin phir bhi maine parwah nah karte hue aage badh gaya .. aag mujhe lag chuki thi lekin uss waqt mujhe kuch mehsus nahi ho raha tha mai aage gaya or bachi ko utha ke phir piche aane laaga .. woh ekk kambal mai lipti thi to usse aag lagne ke chanse kam the maine usse utha ke wapas piche aaya or ussi khidki se niche aa gaya ...mere nichd utarte hi woh aurat mere pass aai or apni bachhi ko padak liya or usse jagane lagi kuch hi der mai bachi ke rone ki awaz aai or phir uski maa nai mere aage apne hath jod liye ... mere chehre pe kewal ekk smile aai or mai behosh ho gaya ......
TO BE CONTINUDE