Neha: lekin jab mai tuzse mili mera yakin karo mai ye sab bhul gayi thi muze yaad hi nahi raha ki main tuzse milke is bare me baat karni hai. tabhi to tere sath apne life ka sabse behtarin din celebrate kar payi mai. Us din jitani khushi muze mili thi yakin mano meri puri life me kisi ne nahi di nahi sachin ne nahi aarav ne.
Ab neha ke aankho me bhi nami aa rahi thi aur kajal neha ke lafz sunkar dhire dhire usake bato ke jaal me aane lagi thi
Neha: wo din mere liye sabse khas to tha hi lekin wo raat bhi mere liye kuch kam khas nahi thi. mai tumhe apni sabse khas friend maan chuki thi aur meri hamesha se yahi icha thi ki meri koi ek khas friend ho jisake sath mai aise hi jee bhar ke masti kar saku apne sukh dukh bant saku aur tumhare roop me muze wo friend mil bhi chuki thi isliliye to us raat mai apne aap ko rok nahi saki.
Kajal ne sar utha ke apni najare neha ki najaro se mila di dono ke aankho me aansoo the aur neha ko yakin ho gaya ki kajal ab usake sath puri tarah se khulne ke liye ready ho chuki hai. agale hi pal kajal ne neha ko apne gale laga liya aur jor jor se rone lagi usaki aankho se pani ki dharaye gir kar neha ke pith per gir rahi thi aur kajal ka badan halke zatke khata huwa hilne laga tha. neha kajal ke balo aur pith ke sehlate huwe use dilasa dene ka kaam kar rahi thi halaki use bhi pata tha ki kajal ko rone dena chahiye jee bhar ke rone ke baad wo apne man ki baad batane wali jo thi. kafi der rone ke baad neha ne kajal ko apne samne liya aur usake aansoo ponch diye.
Neha: bas bas bas….. aur kitna royegi dear…… dekh tuze agar meri baat ka bura laga ho tu muze bata de aaj ke baad mai tuze nahi milungi…
Kajal ne apna ek hath neha ke muh per rakh diya aur khud ko sambhalte huwe baat karne lagi.
Kajal: aisa mat kahiye mam……. Aapki koi galti nahi hai isme aapki jagah aur koi hoti to shayad pehele din hi muze meri aukat dikha deti…… sach pucho to meri aukat hi nahi aapke sath ya aapke bete ke sath khadi bhi rahu….. lekin aapne muze apne kareeb hi ni liya balki apni khusi me jagah di…. Aapke sath bitaya huwa wo din shayad aapke liye khushi bhara raha hoga lekin mere liye zindagi badal dene wala tha mam…..
Baat karte waqt bhi kajal ke aankho se pani lagatar beh raha tha aur wo roni aawaz me hi baat kar rahi thi neha ko ye sab acha to nahi lag raha tha lekin koi aur rasta nahi tha.
Neha: ssshhuuuuuuu bas karo ab kitna royegi…… aur aisa kyu keh rahi ho ki aukat nahi hai……. tum ek acchi ladki ho tumhara man acha hai tabhi to tum aarav ko aur muze bhi pasand aayi tabhi to hum dono itane paas aaye fir tum kyu ye bakwas baate karti ho dear. Tum khud ke bare me itna negative kyu sochti ho??? Tum kyu hamesha aise ghuti ghuti rehti ho?? Maine notice kiya us din tum mall me first time aayi thi mere sath….. aisa kyu tum apni life me kabhi mall me gayi hi nahi???? Tum apne aap ko daba kar kyu rakhti ho aaj muze janna hai tu ager sach me muze apni friend hi samzti hogi to sab sach sach bata de apni life ke bare me.
Aur jaise kajal khud sab batane ke liye hi aaj aayi thi. usane neha ke dono hatho ko apne hatho me liya aur batana shuru kiya.
Kajal: mai nahi janti ki mere ye sab batane ke baad aap mere sath koi bhi rishta rakhna chahogi ya nahi lekin aapne muze jo khushi di wo ehsaas puri life me kabhi nahi mila tha jo apna pan aur jo pyar aapne diya wo to dur ki baat kisine muzse thikse baat bhi nahi ki thi tab tak…. Isliye chahe jo anjam ho mai aaj aapko sab kuch bata dungi aur isi me aapko jawab bhi mil jayega ki kyu maine aarav sir ke pyar ko nakar diya jab ki mere dil me bhi unke liye utnahi pyar hai.
Neha ne apne hath kajal ke hath per kas diye aur wo sunne lagi.
Kajal: mera janam ek middle class ghar me huwa tha…. mere pitaji ek office me kaam karte the…. humare ghar me meri maa aur pitaji ke alawa mera ek chota bhai bhi tha…….. ghar chalane ke hisab se thik thak kamayi mere pitaji kar liya karte the…. mere school jane ki shurwat hone tak sab kuch thik thak chalta tha lekin usake baad humara naseeb palat gaya. Mere piaji ko juwe ki lat lag gayi aur sathme sharab ki bhi. Jitani kamayi wo karte the wo sari juwe aur sharab me uda dete ghar me ek futi kaodi nahi dete the tab meri maa ne ek dukan me kaam karke humara pet pala. Din b din halat aur kharab hote gaye pitaji ne company ke kaam me koi dhoka kiya aur un paiso se juwa aur sharab pi gaye jab ye baat company ke bade officers ko pata chali tab unhone pitaji ko kaam se nikal diya. jaise taise kar ke meri maa khud ka aur hum dono baccho ka pet pala karti thi lekin pitaji ab unke paiso se bhi sharab pine lag gaye. Mai sab kuch apne aankho se dekhti thi lekin kuch karne ki himmat nahi thi mere me us waqt.
Sans lene ke liye kajal thodi der ruki.
Kajal: kafi dino tak aisa hi chalta raha pitaji ki aadat badhti gayi aur kaam kar kar ke meri maa ki halat baddtar hoti gayi mera chota bhai jo ki maa ke dudh per hi tha usaki tabiyat bhi khasta ho rahi thi. lekin pitaji ko in sabse kuch lena dena nahi tha wo bas maa ki salary wale din ghar aate maa ko janwaro ki tarah maar pit kar paise chin kar le jate aur sharab me uda dete. Unki maar pit aur chikhne chillane ki aawaze sunkar mai sehem jati thi lekin sirf dekhte rehne ke alawa mere pass koi chara nahi tha. ek din to jaise keher bank meri jindagi per tuta. Chahe jaisa bhi tha lekin maa aur mere bhai ka muze sahara tha pitaji se to mai nafrat karne lagi thi. maa jab kaam se ghar aati to muze bahot khushi hoti thi ek wo aur mera bhai hi meri khushi ki wajah bani huwi thi us waqt lekin shayad bhagwan ko ye bhi manjoor nahi tha. meri maa ko kisi bimari ne apne chapet me le liya ek to hume khane pine ko bhi bahot kam milta tha upper se dukan ka kaam aur ghar per pitaji ki padne wali maar ki wajah se maa ka sharir khasta ho chukka tha……. meri maa us bimari ko sehen nahi kar payi aur usi me usaki maut ho gayi…….. raat ko soyi maa jab dukan jane ke samay tak uthi nahi tab maine use jagane ke liye hilaya tab muze pata laga ki wo to is duniya se hi ja chuki thi……..
Kajal: dukh itna hi nahi tha maa ne mere chote bhai ko apne sine se laga rakha tha wo bhi meri maa ke sath is duniya se chal basa tha. maa aur bhai ki ek sath huwi maut se mere dimag ko hila ke rakh diya tha us waqt meri umar bahot kam thi is tarah ke aaghat sehne ki takat mere ander nahi thi lein kehte hai na jaroorat aane per insan apne aap sab kuch sikh jata hai…….. maa aur bhai ghar me mare pade the baap ka koi thikana nahi tha aise me maine maa ke chupaye huwe paise nikale aur usi paiso se un dono ka antim sanskar kar diya us waqt mera baap waha maujud nahi tha. meri maa ne wo paise pitaji se chupa kar mere aur mere bhai ke liye rakhe the lekin use kya pata tha ki wo is kaam me aayenge…… ek tarh se muze dono ke liye khushi bhi ho rahi thi ki dono pitaji ke zulm se bach to gaye. Lekin maa ke jane ke baad meri halat aur bhi kharab hone lagi pitaji ko to dhyan hi nahi tha ki unki koi beti bhi hai jaise unhone soch liya tha ki mai bhi maa aur bhai ke sath mar gayi.
Neha ka man ye sab sun kar bahot ro raha tha usane apexa nahi ki thi ki kajal ki life itani buri rahi hogi.
Kajal: ek hotel ki rasoyi me bartan dhone ka kaam karte karte mai badi hone lagi thi. hotel ka bacha khucha khana mil jata tha to kaam ke paise bach jate the usi me padhayi ka kharcha kar leti thi. dhire dhire high school tak padhi aur ek baar kismet ne muze hath de diya…… hotel me khana khane ek bade ghar ki aurat aayi thi muze waha kaam karte huwe dekh kar use meri daya aayi aur usane muze pass bulakar mere bare me pucha jab unhe meri condition ke bare me pata chala unhone muze unke ngo ki school me bharti karane ki sochi jaha meri sari padhayi free me hone wali thi. maine socha ki zindagi me acche din aane ki shurwat ho chuki hai ab aage sab kuch accha hi hoga. Lekin ye mera wahem tha.
Kajal: meri padhayi acche se shuru thi hotel ka kaam chod kar ab mai ek office me kaam kar rahi thi. maa ke gujar jane ke baad mere pitaji kam hi ghar pe aate the aur mere ados pados ke log bhi mera sath dete the isliye mai thik se reh pati thi. lekin kehte hai na ki samay ko koi nahi rok sakta….. bachpan chod kar mai jawani me kadam rakh chuki thi meri jawani ki shurwat hi meri zindagi ki antim yatra ka pehla kadam sabit huwi. Ek din mere pitaji ghar per aaye tab unka huliya ekdum badla huwa tha ache khase kapade aur soorat bhi chamak rahi thi. mere pass aake pitaji bahot roye maa ke aur bhai ke maut ka unhe afsoos huwa tha bahot pachtawa dikhaya unhone. Aakhir mai bhi unki hi aulad thi mera dil pasij gaya aur maine maan liya ki wo sach me pachta rahe hai. fir unhone apne badle huliye ke bare me bataya. Unhone kaha ki unhone ek naya ghar liya hai aur wo muze waha rehne le jane wale hai. muze to behad khushi huwi der se hi sahi lekin mere pita ke niyat me acha badlav jo huwa tha. aur ab mai jawan bhi ho rahi thi to akele rehne me dar lagta tha pitaji sath rahe to koi darne ki baat nahi ye soch kar mai bhi pitaji ke sath chal padi.
Kajal: pitaji muze leke naye ghar aaye wohi ghar jaha se aapne muze aaj pick up kiya tha….. ghar dekh kar to mai khush ho gayi kyunki pehele ek room ke muqable ye ghar bada tha aur area bhi acha tha. lekin ghar me ghuste hi muze ek tagda zatka laga. ander ek aurat thi jo apne aap ko mere pita ki biwi bata rahi thi. muze samzte der nahi lagi ki pitaji ne dusari shadi kar li hai lekin ab kar bhi kya sakti thi akele us room me rehne se acha yaha rehna tha mere liye aisa soch kar mai waha rehne lagi. lekin meri ye soch bahot galat thi. meri sauteli maa ko muzse koi lena dena nahi tha aur mere pitaji ne muze waha isliye laya tha taki mai ghar ke sare kaam kar saku matlab unheek free me kaam karne wali bai ki jarurat thi…… apne pita ki is chalakhi per muze samaz nahi aaya rou ki hasu lekin ise bhi kismat samaz kar face karne ki soch kar mai usi ghar me rehne lagi meri padhayi me koi khand nahi padne diya. dhire dhire muze pata chalne laga ki mere pitaji ki biwi behad aiyash kisam ki aurat thi usake na jane kitane mardo ke sath sambandh the aur ye sab mere pitaji ko bhi malum tha. darasal un dono ka business hi tha. kisiko fasa kar ghar le aana baad me pitaji use sharab pilate to wo aurat use apne husn ke jaal me fasati aur us aadmi ko lagta ki rasta saff hai.
Kajal: kabhi kabhi to wo aurat laye huwe insan ke sath sex bhi kar leti thi aur ye sab room me lage camera me shoot bhi ho jata fir dono milke us aadmi ko blackmail karte. Ye un dono ka business ban chukka tha. mai wahi rehti thi aur ye sab khuli aankho se dekhti bhi kabhi kabhi raat raat bhat sex ki aawaz meri kano me gunjati rehti aur mera man dar ke mare kamp uthta. Muze ye sab jab pata chala to ghin aayi aur maine than liya ki mai waha se bhag jaungi aur apne room me ja ke rahungi chahe jo ho jaye. Ek din mauka pa ke mai waha se bhag gayi lekin muze bhagte huwe dekh liya aur mere ghar se jara dur jate hi pitaji ne muze pakad liya. Ghar le jane ke baad pitaji ne muze bahot mara muze marte marte pitaji sharab bhi pi rahe the aur wo aurat pitaji ko uksa rahi thi muze gandi gandi galiya de rahi thi. pitaji muze chamde ke belt se mar rahe the wo maar itani jor ki thi ki mere kapde jagah jagah se fat gaye. Mai jor jor se chikh rahi thi chilaa rahi thi lekin kisi ko merepe taras nahi aaya. Taras aana dur ki baat thi ulta mere fate kapdo se dikhta mera badan mere nashedi baap ke uttejna ka karan ban gaya.
Kajal: apne aap ko sikod kar jitna ho sake utna chupane ki koshish karti rahi lekin pitaji ka hath nahi ruka aur nahi us aurat ka muh. Lekin jaise hi mere fate kapdo ke bich se dikhte jawan jism per pitaji aur us aurat ki najar padi dono ruk gaye maine pitaji ki taraf dekha to unki aankho me hawas dikhayi di ab to apne aap se bhi ghin aane lagi apne badan se apne aurat hone se ghin aane lagi. wo aurat mere pita ko mere badan ke bare me gandi gandi bate keh rahi thi mera baap sharab pite huwe aankhe fade muze dekh raha tha wo bhul gaya ki mai usaki beti thi. Jab wo apni biwi aur bete ko bhul sakta tha to mai kya thi usake liye. Aakhir hawas ka pujari jeet gaya mere sage baap ne mere badan ko round dala us waqt to thik se jawan bhi nahi huwi thi. mere baap ne mera buri tarah se rape kar dala mere badan ko jagah jagah se noch dala lekin shayad nashe me hone ki wajah se wo jyada der tak tik nahi paya tha.
Neha ki aankho me kajal se bhi jyada pani tha aur kajal ke hath jo ki neha ke hatho me the buri tarah se kamp rahe the koi bhi dekh ke bata sakta tha ki kajal abhi bhi us wakiye ko jee rahi thi usake badan me dar wali kampkapi bhar gayi thi usaki aankhe andhere me kahi kisi chiz per tiki huwi thi. neha use sambhalne ke liye kuch bol pati isase pehele kajal ne fir se bolna shuru kiya.
Kajal: pata nahi kitani der tak mai behosh padi rahi. Mere jangho ke bich me se khun beh raha tha badan per jagah jagah nakhun aur danto ke nishan pade huwe the badan ki hare k manspeshi dard kar rahi thi. aankh khuli to ye mehsoos huwa ki na khulti to behtar hota kash mai usi pal mar gayi hoti. Mere baap se jyada ab muze apne aap se ghin aa rahi thi apne badan se badboo aa rahi thi. ye ghatna ghatne ke baad meri jine ki ummid hi tut gayi thi mai jina hi nahi chahti thi maine khana pina chodd diya ek hi jagah padi rehne lagi. wo to pata nahi kis baat ne mere baap ko rok ke rakha ki wo firse mere badan ko nochne nahi aaya. Mera sharir jaroor bejan sa pada rehta lekin man me toofan macha rehta tha har waqt. Har ek pal muze mere baap ka mere upper zuka huwa muh usake muh se aati sharab ki badboo usaki meri taraf dekhti hawas se bhari aankhe aur fir hone wala bhayanak dard ye sab bate ghumti rehti. Mai to maut ka hi intezar karti rehti har pal lekin khud kabhi marne ki koshish nahi ki kyu ki himmat nahi thi. mere baap ne na sirf meri izzat luti thi balki meri himmat mera aatmvishwas bhi loot li thi. pata nahi kitane dino tak jinda lash ki tarah ghar me padi rahi ek baar bhi mere baap ne meri taraf nahi dekha. Ghar me kaamwali ek bai aati thi wohi muze khana khilati aur chali jati.
Kajal: kafi dino tak aisa hi chalta raha fir mere man me khayal aaya ki aise jeeke kya fayda ager jinda hi rehna hai to kuch karna padega baap ko ab kuch lena dena nahi hai lekin apne jine ke liye hath pair hilane honge. Muze khana dene aane wali aurat bhi muze khub samzati thi use shayad nahi maloom tha mere sath kya huwa hai. use lagtatha mai kisi bimari se jooz rahi hu. Apne room me pade pade ab mai ukta gayi thi roj raat ko bagal wale kamre se aane wali sex ki aawaze sun kar rooh kamp jati thi fir se wahi sab yaad aa jata tha fir socha yaha se bahar jana hai to kuch karna hoga paise Kamane honge taki naya ghar mil sake. Purane room ke bare me kuch pata nahi tha ki wo ab tak waisa hi hai ya kisine le liya. Ye sab sochke aur gandagi se dur jane ke liye mai ek din uth khadi huwi aur ghar se bahar nikali. Pehele to us ngo school gayi aur padhayi fir se shuru kar di. Bahar kisiko bhi mere sath jo huwa wo batane ka to sawal hi nahi tha koi yakin nahi larta aur kar bhi leta to muze dar tha kahi wo bhi mera fayda na uthaye.
Kajal: is liye kisiko bhi kuch na batate huwe mai padhayi karne lagi. hairat is baat ki thi ki na to us aurat ne aur nahi mere baap ne muze roka. Unhe pata tha ki mai bahar kisiko kuch nahi batati shayad isliye wo muze bahar jane de rahe the. asali wajah aaj tak muze pata nahi hai. waqt bitata gaya aur meri padhayi puri huwi halaki muze aur padhna tha lekin khud ke liye alag se ghar lene ke liye paise bhi kamane the isliye padhayi ke bare me na sochte huwe ek firm me naukari karne lag gayi. Jabse naukri karne lagi apna sara khracha khud uthati thi aur wo auratab budhhi ho chuki thi to use pehele jaise log fanste nahi the mera baap aur wo logo ko blackmail karke hi jite the isliye unhone meri naukari ko bhi roka nahi. Halaki mai apne jindagi me aage badh chuki thi mere badan per huwe jakham aur nishan bhi ab mit chuke the lekin mere man per lage ghav nahi bhare the. raat ko achanak nind se uth jati thi dar ke mare aur wohi sara manjar yaad aata tha. ghar se bahar nikalti thi to lagbhag har najar me muze hawas hi dikhayi deti thi aur lagta agale hi pal log muzpe zapat padenge. Kaam ki jagah mere liye ghar se jyada achi sabit ho rahi thi waha muze acha lagta tha. waha mere sath ek aur ladki kaam kiya karti thi usaka naam ROMA tha. kaam karte karte wo aur mai kafi close aa gaye the roma ek khubsoorat ladki thi lekin wo bhi meri tarah anath thi. lekin usane apni jindagi ke liye alag rasta chuna tha hum jaha kaam karte the wo wahake boss ke sath sex kiya karti thi ye baat kafi baad me muze pata chali. Wo kafi bold swabhav ki ladki thi apne aap ko hamesha attractive bana ke rakhti kafi sara makeup aur modern kapade pehenti thi. log usape comments karte the ye use psand aata tha. wo ise jindagi ka ek bhag manti thi. kuch bhi ho lekin uska meri taraf brtav accha tha wo mera khayal bhi rakhti aur muze office ke kamo me help bhi karti thi. dhire dhire mai aur roma kafi close aa gaye the.
Kajl: ek din roma aur mai office me akele the aur roma ne bahot sharab pi rakhi thi wo bahot khush najar aa rahi thi wajah muze patanahi thi lekin wo office me hi nach rahi thi yaha waha daud rahi thi wo gir ke use chot na lage isliye mai use baar baar sambhal rahi thi. roma aur mai tab tak behad kareebi dost ban chuke the roma ne us din jabardasti muze wine pila di maa ke baad mere life me meri care karne wali roma hi aayi thi isliye mai use mana nahi kar payi aur maine usake sath kafi wine pi li ek to first time maine wine pi thi to muze bahot nasha ho gaya tha aur mere man ka dukh maine roma ko bata diya halaki wo bhi nashe me thi to use kitna sunayi diya muze pata nahi baad me roma bhi usaki life me bare me kuch kehti rahi jo muze thik se samaz nahi aa raha tha muze bahot nasha ho gaya tha. roma eka ek jor jor se rone lagi aur use sambhalne ke liye maine use hug kar diya pata nahi roma ko kya laga usane bhi muze hug kar diya aur kiss karne lagi. aakhir mai bhi jawan thi aur mere man me bhi umange thi lekin mai unhe daba ke rakhti thi. sharab ke nashe ne aur apne pan ke ehsaas ne muze baha diya us din roma ke sath maine lesbian sex kiya ye anubhav muze life me first time mila tha kyu ki mere baap ne jo mere sath kiya tha wo rape tha sex nahi usame muze dard hi dard mila tha aur roma ke sath muze haseen ehsaas mila tha. tab se mere dimag me ek baat baith gayi ki mard ke sath sex nahi karna chahiye mard ke sath sex ya najdiki ke bare me soch kar bhi muze mere baap ki shakal aur wo sara manjar yaad aa jata hai isliye maine socha ki kuch aisa kiya jaye ki kisi mard ki najar apne par nahi pade.isliye apni is musibat se nijat pane ka ek tarika maine dhund nikala khud ko logo ki attraction se bachane ka isake liye bedhange kapade pehenne se leke bewajah bade bade glasses aur danto ko brases bhi lagane lagi. kabhi hair style nahi kiya aur nahi kabhi koi cream ya beauty product use kiya. Meri umar me jaha ladkiya khud ko aur khubsoorat banana chahti thi mai khud ko badsoorat bana rahi thi taki koi meri taraf dekhe hi nahi aur huwa bhi thik waisa. Jitna maine apne kapdo aur shakal ko badsoorat banaya tha utna hi maine apne swabhav ko rukha bana liya kisise baat na karna apne aap ko bewakoof jaisa rakhna ye baate mai jan buz kar karne lagi thi. roma ke sath do tin baar sex kiya lekin ek din achanak roma ne kaha ki use dusare city me jana pad raha hai aur wo chali gayi. Office me mai akeli hi reh gayi mera man waha per nahi lagta tha isliye dusara job search karte karte mai aarav sir ke company me pahunch gayi.
Kajal: peheli baar jab aarav sir ko dekha to aisa laga ki ye koi rajkumar hi hoga lekin jaisa ki maine bataya mai khud ko in sab chizo se dur rakhti thi maine is baar bhi khud ko dur rakhne ki bahot koshish ki. Lekin aarav sir ka bartav aur sabke sath baat karne ka tarika itna acha tha ki usame se apna pan chalkta tha unhe apne sath kaam karne walo ki bahot fikar thi wo unke sath bas kaam ke bare me hi nahi balki unke ghar walo ke bare me bhi baat karte the. aisa insaan meri life me first time aaya tha jo sabko apne family ki tarah treat karta tha. sabse hans ke baat karta tha ek baar bhi maine aarav sir ko kisipe ghussa karte nahi dekha. Sabse main baat office me kafi khubsoorat ladkiya aarav sir ke ird gird ghumti rehti. Mai bhi ek ladki hu isliye kuch ladkiya mere samne hi aarav sir ke bare me unke jo khayalat the wo bayan kar deti thi maine kayi baar chupakar bhi ladkiyo ki bate suni to yehi paya ki aarav sir in ladkiyo ko ghass nahi dalte. Aur maine khud bhi kayi baar dekha tha ladkiya short aur modern kapade pehen kar aarav sir ko rizati unhe touch krti lekin unki aankho me kabhi bhi hawas nahi dikhi.
Kajal: muze raste me chalte har ek mard ke aankho me kisi bhi sundar aurat, ladki ko dekhte hi wo hawas saaf saaf dikhayi deti thi jo mere baap ke aankho me us raat ko thi lekin aarav sir ki aankhe bilkul shant rehti thi hamesha. Aarav sir un ladkiyo ko usi najar se dekhte the jis najar se bakiyo ko dekhte the. ladkiya unke liye khud bich jane ko ready rehti thi aaj bhi rehti hai lekin aarav sir unse hamesha aadar ke sath hi baat karte the. unaki yehi baat mere dil ko chu gayi abhi tak ki sari life mardi ko ghruna ki najar se dekhne wali mai aarav sir ko pyar se kab dekhne lagi pata hi nahi chala halaki aarav sir ko mere bare me kuch nahi pata tha. jaisa ki maine kaha ki mai khud ko chupa leti thi aarav sir ne muze notice hi nahi kiya kabhi lekin mai jitna ho sake unper apni nigahe tikaye rakhti thi. lekin mai janti thi ki unke aur mere bich me kabhi bhi na mitne wali duri thi. kaha wo rajkumar aur kaha mai gande naali ki gandagi. Per dil ko kon samzata apne aap ko hazar baar samzane ke baad bhisapna dekhna band nahi kar payi lekin sapne me bhi nahi socha ki aarav sir kabhi muzse baat bhi karenge.
Kajal ne sans lene ke liye apna muh khola aur gehari sans li. Neha na jane kaha gum huwi thi use ehsaas hi nahi huwa ki kajal ne bolna band kiya hai. usake aankho se pani beh kar usake galo ko gila kar raha tha. neha ne bhi apni life me kabhi itani dukh bhari dastan nahi suni thi. usake man me kajal ko leke jo kuch sawal the dhire dhire sab ke jawab apne aap milne lage the. neha ko waise dekh kar kajal ne aage batana shuru kiya.
Kajal: lekin kehte hai na naseebme jo hai wo ho ke hi rehta hai. lagbhag 8 months tak aarav sir ki najar bacha kar mai apna kaam karti rahi mere kaam ka credit lene ke liye har baar koi na koi sir ke samne khada ho jata tha to mere samne aane ki naubat hi nahi aati thi aur muze bhi yehi to chahiye tha. lekin us din pata nahi kaise aarav sir sidha mere samne aake baith gaye lunch karne ko. Mai lunch hall me bhi sabse dur wali table per baithati thi jaha per koi nahi baitha karta tha lekin us din pata nahi kaise aarav sir ko waha baithne ke bare me suza. Aarav sir mere itane kareeb kabhi nahi aaye the aur nahi maine kabhi unhe itane kareeb se dekha tha. us din nasirf unhone muze dekha balki mere sath baat bhi ki. Meri halat bahot buri ho gayi thi mai unhe avoid karne ki koshish kar rahi thi. us din bhi maine bakwas dressing aur apna huliya faltu bana ke hi rakha tha aur soch rahi thi ki coincidence se aaj aarav sir mere sath baithe the lekin mere huliye aur baat karne ke tarike se kal to pakka wo mere sath nahi baithenge. Lekin is baar bhi wohi huwa jo mai soch rahi thi nahi hoga. Sir firse mere sath lunch ke liye baithe aur itna hi nahi unhone muze unke sath kaam kerne ke liye bhi keh diya.
Kajal: pata nahi muze kya huwa tha lekin aarav sir ki baat ko sun kar ek ajeeb sa ehsaas huwa dil me unki najaro se najar milane ke baad bhi hamesha wali gandi feeling nahi aayi unki aankhe bilkul aapki tarah hai neha mam aisa lagta hai koi pavitra nili zil hai usme koi milavat nahi hai. shayad isi wajah se maine unki baat man li koi aur mard ager aisa kehta bhi to agale din hi mai job chodd deti. Aarav sir ke sath kaam karte huwe notice kiya ki wo meri taraf kuch jyada hi dhyan de rahe the lekin galat najariye se nahi balki wo mere andar ki khamiya dur karna chahte the wo mere sath hawas bhari aankho ke sath baat nahi karte the unki baato me muze apna pan mehsoos hota tha jo kabhi maa aur roma ke sath mehsoos huwa karta tha. shayad yahi karan tha ki mai sir ke kareeb hoti chali gayi. Unke liye dil me pyaar badhta hi ja raha tha mai unki baat karne ke tarike ko copy karne lagi thi unke jaisa confident banne ki koshish karne lagi thi. aapke pehele aarav sir ne muze bina glasses ke dekha hai bas bakiyo ke liye to mai ugly ladki hi hu.
Kajal: pyar ke ehsaas ne muze alag hi duniya me pahuncha diya to tha lekin kehte hai na ki pyar ki duniya real world se alag hoti hai aur sacchayi hamesha kadvi hoti hai. pyar ke sukhad ehsaas me behkar me aarav sir ke kafi kareebaa gayi thi aur pata nahi kyu aarav sir bhi mere kareebaa rahe the. party wale din se ek din pehele unhone muze dress gift kiya aur party me wohi dress pehen ke aane ko kaha. Mai to party me aane hi wali nahi thi lekin pyar ke jor ke aage meri ek nahi chali. Wo dress pehen kar khud ko aaine me dekha to aisa laga ki mai kisi parishatn me pahunch gayi hu waha per sab kuch sunder hi tha aasman jamin ped paudhe aur mai bhi. Lekin agale hi pal aaine ne muze sachhayi bayan kar di. Sunder wo dress tha mai nahi mai to gandagi me pali badhi gandagi thi. mera to badan bhi kafi saal pehele ganda ho chukka tha. kisi bhi wajah ke chalte ager aarav sir mere kareebaa rahe the to ye mera farz tha ki unhe mere gande badan se aur mere gande wajood se dur rakhu. Mere man me unke liye pyar tha to kya huwa mai unke layak hi nahi thi kisi bhi tarah se. unhone nek dil se meri help karne ke liye muzse baat kya karli mai unhe hasil karne ke khwab nahi dekh sakti thi. meri utani haisiyat nahi thi.
Neha ne kajal ko rokna chaha lekin kajal ne neha ko kuch bolne nahi diya.
Kajal: us din socha aaj unhone diya huwa ye dress pehen kar party me jaungi jaroor lekin aaj unhe apne se dur bhi kar dungi taki ager unke man me mere bare me kuch bhi ho to wo nikal jaye. Ye soch kar hi mai us party me aayi thi aur jaisa maine socha tha sab waisa hi ho raha tha. lekin zindgi ka sabse bada zatka tab laga jab aarav sir ne muzse pyar ka izhar kiya. Lekin jaisa maine socha tha wo bhale muzse pyar karte ho lekin mai unke layak nahi thi isliye maine unke pyar ko thukra diya. pata nahi kaise aarav sir ne mere man me pal rahe unke prati pyar ko pehechan liya tha. unhe shayad laga ki mai kisi baat se dar ke unko na keh rahi hu isliye wo parking me muzse baar baar puch bhi rahe the ki wajah kya hai aur mai unhe wajah nahi bata sakti thi. shayad wo lamha itna najuk tha ki aarav sir ki jarasi jabardasti mere man per havi ho gayi. Jis aarav sir ki aankho me maine aaj tak kabhi bhi hawas aur nahi kisi ke liye ghussa tak dekha un aankho me muze mere baap ki aankhe dikhayi dene lagi. sir ke badan se muze wohi ghin lane wali badboo aane lagi aur maine ghusse me aarav sir ko dhakel diya waha se bhag ke nikal aayi.
Kajal: bahot royi apni kismat per apne wajood per. Us din bhi jindagi khatam karne ke bare me kafi socha lekin ek baar fir himaat ne dhoka diya aur ye dar bhi tha ki kahi meri maut ko aarav sir khud jimmedar samaz le. Lekin meri samaz se kahi jyada mature aarav sir nikale mere itane bure bartav ke bawajud bhi unka mere prati bartaw office me waisa hi raha jaisa pehele tha ulta unhone muze aapka khayal rakahne ke liye keh diya. aapke sath bita huwa waqt bhi muze roma ki yaad dilta tha lekin us waqt roma aur mai nashe me hote the lekin aapne hosh me hote huwe mere sath jo apna pan jo pyar dikhaya wo unexpected tha. muze to laga tha ki aap muze saja dogi ki maine aapke bete ka dil tod diya lekin aapne to muzper pyar ki barsaat kar di. Us raat maine notice kiya ki aapka first time tha lesbian sex ka lekin aapke jaisi khubsoorat aurat meri gandi life me aayi hi nahi thi. isliye mai apne aap ko rok nahi saki aur wo sab ho gaya. Meri banjar jaisi jindagi me aapke roop me khushiya aayi thi mai janti hu mai iske kabil bilkul nahi hu mai to aapke sath aapke pass baithne ke bhi layak nahi hu. Lekin jo khushi apnapan aapne dikhaya wo muze puri jindagi nahi mila tha aur nahi aage ki jindagi milega.
Kajal ne apni jidagi ka sara kacchha chittha neha ke samne rakh diya tha aur ab isase jyada na to wo bol sakti thi nahi kuch bacha tha bolne ke liye. Sar ko zukaye kajal aansu baha rahi thi aur neha to abhi bhi sadme me hi thi. kajal ke aarav ko na kehne ke piche itna bhayanak sach hoga is baat per use abhi bhi yakin nahi ho raha tha. kajal ko dekh kar use yakin tha ki wo zut nahi bol rahi thi aur usake man me aarav ke liye jo pyar tha woi bhi saccha tha. apne aap ko sambhalte huwe neha ne roti huwi kajal ko dekha aur socha ki ye abhi bhi itani masoom dikhti hai to kuch saal pehele kitani masoom si bacchi rahi hogi aur us harami baap ko kya jara bhi rahem nahi aaya hoga is per julm karte waqt. Halaki neha khud sex ko leke khule vicharo wali thi wo khud apne sage bete ke sath sex karti thi lekin kajal ke sath jo huwa tha uska samarthan kisi bhi haal me wo nahi kar sakti thi. kajal ke sath usake baap ne ki huwi barbarta soch ke bhi neha ka dil kamp raha tha.
Aaj tak aisi baate ya to news me ya kisi film me hi dekhi thi lekin aakhir wo bhi ek aurat thi jaha bus me sirf kisi paraye mard ke samne uska pati usake kareeb aane se use taklif huwi thi yaha to kajal ke marzi ke khilaf usaki izzat ke sath khilwad huwi thi. isase na sirf usake badan per balki usake man per bhi gehari chot lag chuki thi. kajal ke rehen sehen ko lekar job hi sawal neha ke man the aaj usake jawab use mil chuke the. kajal abhi bhi aansu baha rahi thi neha ne use halke se apni taraf dhakela aur apne sine se laga liya. Kajal ka rona aur tez ho gaya. Neha ki chati per sar rakh ke kajal betahasha rone lagi. neha samaz sakti thi na jane kitane dino se itani dardnak bate kajal apne man me liye baithi thi aur aaj wo sab bate bolne bhar se bhi man ke wo ghav taza huwe the dard to hona hi tha. neha ne kajal ko rone se nahi roka wo chahti thi ki kajal apni pichali zindagi ko bhi aansuo me baha le jaye.
Aaj jo bate neha ko pata chali thi use wo bate aarav ko batani thi wo janti thi ki aarav ke pyar me ye sab jaan ke bhi koi farak nahi padne wala lekin use ye baate batana bhi jaroori tha jisase aage koi problem na ho. Lekin ek baat to neha ne apne man me tay kar li thi bhale aarav kajal ke sath ho ya na ho wo kabhi bhi kajal ka sath nahi chodne wali thi aur ye soch sex ke liye usake man me nahi aayi thi wo kajal ko tahedil se help karna chahti thi. neha ke man me kajal ke liye pyar bhar aaya tha aur uske baap aur sauteli maa ke prati behad jyada ghussa. Kafi der tak neha apni hi soch me dubi rahi aur kajal roti rahi ab kafi raat ho chuki thi aur un dono ka waha se jane ka time bhi ho chukka tha. neha ne notice kiya kajal dhire dhire normal ho rahi thi. neha ne kajal ke sar se bade pyar se hath firaya tabhi kajal ne sar ko upper utha ke neha ki aankho me dekha.
Neha: aaj jitna rona hai tu ro chuki hai kajal…….. lekin aaj ke baad tu kabhi nahi royegi….. teri life se dukh aur dard ab mai dur karungi……. Future ke bare me to muze bhi thik se nahi pata lekin ek baat pakki hai ki mai hamesha tere sath rahungi aur galat fehmi me mat rehna ki mai tere sath sex ke liye hu…….. mai tere sath tere acche man ke liye hu aur shayad mera beta bhi isi acche man ko dekh kar tuzse pyar karne laga hai…… khair wo baate hum baad me karenge pehele tu muze promise kar ki aaj ke baad apne aap ko akela ya ganda bikul nahi samzegi tu….. jo kuch teri life me bura huwa usam teri koi galti nahi tune khud se gandagi nahi chuni thi….. tu to gandagi me khila huwa kamal hai……. isliye aage kabhi bhi ye mat kehna ki tu mere kabil nahi hai……. mai hamesha tere sath rahungi tera sath dungi chahe job hi ho jaye.
Neha ke shabdo ne kajal ke ander jaise jaan bhar di. neha apne dono hatheliyo me kajal ka face liye usaki aankho me dekh rahi thi kajal ko itna safe aaj tak kabhi bhi mehsoos nahi huwa tha. usaki aankhe abhi bhi aansuo se bhari huwi thi lekin use neha ka khubsoorat face saf saf dikh raha tha aur use neha ke kahe sabdo per bhi yakin ho gaya tha. neha ne dhire se apne hont kajal ke kampte honto per rakh diye. Kajal kuch bhi response karne ke halat me nahi thi aur waise bhi ye kiss pyar bhara tha isame sex ki koi zalak nahi thi. kajal jaise sab kuch bhul gayi thi use bas neha ka pyara chehra aur usaki hamesha sath dene wali baat yaad aa rahi thi. thodi der baad neha ne apne aap ko piche kiya aur apne blouse ko thik se pehen liya. Kajal samaz chuki thi ki ab unke yaha se jane ka samay huwa hai. dono bench se uthe aur car ki taraf badh gaye. Car waha se nikal kar sadak per daudne lagi na to neha kuch baat kar rahi thi nahi kajal lekin dono ke chehre par sukoon bhari mukan thi.
Thodihi der me kajal ka ghar aa gaya neha ne kajal ke gall aur mathe per kiss kiya.
Neha: dear ab yaha rehene ke bas kuch hi din bache hai tere. Muze bas ek sawal ka sach sach jawab de ki tu aarav se pyar karti hai ya nahi? Aur use apne life partner ke roop me dekhna chahti hai ya nahi???
Kajal: pyar to mai aarav sir se bahot karti hu aur mere man me kisi aur ke liye ab kabhi bhi jagah nahi ban sakti….. lekin meri wajah se aarav sir ki life kharab ho sakti hai….. mera baap kisi bhi had tak gir sakta hai…..
Neha: tu is sab ki chinta mat kart u bas muze ha ya na me jawab de……
Kajal: ha…….
Neha muskura uthi use yehi ummid thi wo baki sare problems solve kar leti lekin kajal ke man ko sambhalna sabse important tha.
Neha: thts like a good girl abhi tum ghar jao kal baat karenge aur koi tension nahi lena……. Humare bich wale rishte ka bhi nahi wo sab mai aarav ko samza dungi apne tarike se. thi hai?
Kajal ne haa me sar hila diya aur wo car se utar kar ghar ki taraf jane lagi ghar me ghuste waqt usane hath hila kar neha ko bye kaha aur neha apne ghar ki taraf nikal padi. Ek bahot bada kaam aaj usane pura kar diya tha lekin aage ki rah utani aasan bhi nahi thi. kajal abhi bhi aarav aur neha ke rishte se anjan thi. kajal ke baap aur sauteli maa ka kuch nakuch bandobast bhi karn tha. neha nahi chahti thiki kajal aur usake sath aarav kisi bhi dabav me jiye. Isliye neha ko aage sab kuch soch samaz kar karna tha.