Update 8
mai subah utha to dekha angan me dadi baithi hui thi. waise daily dadi mujhe dekh kar musjhse baat karti thi lekin aaj dadi mujhse koi baat nahi ki.
ulta mujhe dekhte hi pahle to dadi sharma gayi lekin fir turant gusse se mujhe dekhne lagi.
mai unke samne baitha aur bola-kya hua dadi sab thik raat se ab dard kam hai na.
dadi man me mujhe galiyan dete hue man me boli-kutte harami raat me to meri choot faad di aur subah bada achha bachha fir raha hai.
mai dekha dadi to apne soch me gum ho gayi thi.
mai sadi ke upar se hi unke ghutne pe haath rakha aur hila ke pucha-kahan kho gayo dadi. sab thik hai na.
dadi ko laga mai sabke samne hi unki jangh sahlane lag jaunga is liye turant hadbada ke boli-haa haa sab thik hai aur mera haath apne ghutne se hata di.
mai ek baar muskuraya aur udhar se nikal gaya.
mai to nikal gaya lekin mai jaise unke ghutne ko pakda tha usi samay unki choot thoda gila ho gaya.
dadi man me mujhe gaali dete hue boli-kutta pata nahi kaisa jadu kiya hai mujhpe. man to karta hai ise bahut maroon lekin jaise hi samne aata hai mera halat kharab ho jata hai.
idhar badi bade dhyan se mujhe aur dadi ko dekh rahi thi.
chachi ne notice kiya ki aaj dadi mujhse thoda door jaa rahi thi jo dekhkar wo bahut khush hui.
badi chachi man me dadi ke liye sochi-bada badayi kiye firti thi apne pote ki. lagta hai dard aur badh gaya hai kam hone ke badle. kal bhi langda ke chal rahi thi aur aaj bhi subah se pair faila ke baithi hai. lagta hai jitu ke ilaj ka koi asar nahi hua sasu ma pe.
mai to aram se kue pe aaya hath mooh dhoya tabhi mujhe pesab lag gaya aur mai pesab karne ke liye apne ghar ke piche gaya. mai jab waha piche khet me pesab kar raha tha aur idhar udhar dekh raha tha to mujhe apne ghar ke piche diwar par ek kone me ek bilkul fate purane se laal laal rang ka patla kapda dikha. jab mai karib se jakar dekha to us kapde pe pura khoon laga hua tha use dho kar tanga gaya tha.
mai sochne laga ki ghar me itna khoon kiska bah gaya. ghar me to kisi ko chot bhi nahi aayi hai. fir mai sochne laga ye baat kis se puchu aur ghar me aaya to mujhe surya dikh gaya.
mai surya ko bola-ye ghar me kisi ko chot lagi hai kya.
surya bola-nahi to.
mai bola-ye piche ek khoon se sana kapda dhokar tanga hua hai.
ye sunte hi mera bhai surya bola-tu pagal hai kya. arey wo wo wala kapda hai.
mai bola-koun sa.
surya bola-kisne tumko mahila vibhag me noukari diya. bewkoof wo mahwari ka kapda hai. ye sunkar to mera dimag hi hang ho gaya. mujhe lagne laga humara gaav to pata nahi koun si atharhavi sadi me ji raha hai.
mujhe ye bilkul bhi achha nahi laga. mujhe bahut man kar raha tha ghar me kisi se is baare me baat karne ka lekin mai ye baat ghar me kisi ke saath nahi kar sakta tha. mai chup chap kue pe gaya nahaya fir khana khaya lekin har samay mere dimag me bas wahi kapda chal raha tha. jab sar thoda dard karne laga to so gaya. dopahar ko jab nind khula to office ke liye nikal gaya. mai dhoop me ghumte ghumte office pahucha.
jab office pahucha to dekha aaj store room ki safayi ho rahi thi. suman aur ruchi milkar list bana rahi thi aur dekh rahi kya kya chije fekna hai aur kya rakhna hai. us list me bahut sari dawayi thi. kuch kapde the. kuch antiseptic tha aur bahut sa sanitary pad. sanitary cream, condom, birth prevention tablet, multiviatamin ke goli aur bahut sare dawai the jo garbhwati auraton ko diya jata hai.
yahan bhi mera najar sanitary pad pe chala gaya.
mai man me socha - yahan aurate ghar me fata purana sada hua sa kapda use kar rahi hai aur office me yahan itne sare pad feke jaa rahe hai.
mai ruchi ko bola-ye sab to gaav me batna chahiye na. aaplog kyun nahi sabko dete ho ye sab fek rahe ho.
meri baat pe tanu boli-sir ye sab chije gaav me nahi chalti. gaav me logon ko samjhana aur nadi me kood ke jaan de dena barabar hai.
tabhi piche se nilam aayi aur mere pe comment marte hue boli- ye sahri babu ko kya hi pata gaav ka haal. isne to bachpan se hi sirf modern ladkio ko dekha hai. gaav me kya kya dikkat hai ise kya hi pata. bas duniya bharke niyam kanoon padhke aa gaya hai.
fir nilam tanu ko boli-ye sara saman kachre me dalkar fekwa do.
waise bhi 7 din me naya stock aane wala hai.
tanu sare pad ka packet apne haath me utha kar kachre ke dabbe me fekne wali thi ki mai uska haath pakad liya.
mai bola-ye galat hai.
nilam boli- dekho abhi naye naye aaye ho tumko bilkul bhi idea nahi hai gaav ka. sahi salamat jinda rahna chahte ho. apni noukari puri karni chahte ho to bas chup chap mahine me ek do baar office aao. sign karo aur apni pagar pao.
nilam ke mooh se ye sab baate sunk kar mujhe bahut gussa aaya aur mai gusse me bol diya- aapke jaise kaachor se mujhe salah nahi chahiye samjhi. waise bhi mai aapka senior hoon.
meri baat sunkar nilam mere taraf dekhte hue boli- dekho tum mujhse chote ho isliye pyaar se samjha rahi hoon. mujhme bhi aaj se 8 saal pahle yahi bhoot chadha tha ki mai ye gaav sudhar dungi. gaav ki sabhi mahilao ko sara hak milega sari padhayi milegi. sari sukh suvidhaye milegi. gaav ki ladkio aur auraton ko to kuch nahi mila lekin mujhe jarur mila. mera pati aur mujhme duriyan badh gayi. meri beti ke sasural walon ne mujhse nata tod liya. mai akeli rah gayi.
fir nilam ji apni dayi pair ke taraf ishara karke boli-ye pair dekh rahe ho isme pichle aath salon se dard hai aur wo dard mujhe har din bas yahi yaad dilata hai ki duniya me sirf apne se matlab rakho. kabhi kisi ki bhalayi ke baare me mat socho.
ye bolte bolte nilam ji ke ankh me bas thoda sa nami aaya lekin use wo turant use poch kar ghum gayi aur andar room me jane lagi.
in tin dino me maine aaj pahli baar nilam ji ko dhyan se dekha. jab wo office jaa rahi thi to chalte samay wo thoda ek side jhuk rahi thi. abhi tak mai nilam ji ko ek khadoos aurat samjhta tha lekin wo aisi kyun bani uska karan mujhe thoda sa aaj pata chala.
fir mai suman aur ruchi ji se pucha to wo dono batayi ki 8 saal pahle sarkaar se aadesh aaya tha ki gaav gaav ghumkar sabhi auraton ko apni padhayi, saman hissedari, apni saaf safayi in sab ke baare me jankaari di jaye. nilam ji ye kaam baut josh ke saath kar rahi thi lekin gaav ke mardo ko ye bilkul bhi bardast nahi tha ki hum unke jindagi me koi bhi badlav laye aur fir nilam ji ke gaav ka mukhiya ne kuch logon ko ikaatha kiya aur nilam ji ke pati ko uthwa liya. nilam ke beti ke sasuraal wale bhi nilam ji ko aur uski beti ko bahut khari khoti sunayi. aur pata hai nilam ji ke pairon pe kisi ne dande se mara tha aur dande se marne wala mukhiya nahi tha balki uski patni thi. mukhiya ki patni koi anpadh nahi padhi likhi aurat hai. us aurat ne tino gaav ki auraton ki jindagi achhi nahi hone di. mard jaat to hoti hi hai ghamandi kabhi apni galti nahi manti lekin aurat jaat ne bhi auraton ka saath nahi diya.
tanu mujhe boli-aap bhi kosis mat karo sahab ek saal ki yahan naoukari hai karo aur fir sahar me aram se office me rahiyega. ye gaav ki aurato ke nasib me hi achhi jindagi nahi likha hai.
in gaav me kisi bhi mard ko ye pasand nahi ki unki ghar ki bahu beti ya patni apne pati se jada padh jaye ya jada kamaye ya fir achhi jindagi ji le. dekhte nahi ho aap sabhi aurate kaise apne ghunghat me hi apni puri jindagi nikal deti hai.
maine in baaton pe bachpan se aaj tak kabhi dhyan nahi diya tha lekin tanu ke bolne ke baad jaise sab chij mujhe ahsaas ho raha tha. mai jab se gaav me aaya hoon apne ghar ke alawa kisi ke ghar ki auraton ko ghar se bahar nahi dekha hoon. do char dikhi bhi hai to unka chehra nahi dikha. dusro ki to alag baat hai. mai apne hi ghar me apni bhabhi ke rone ki awaj suni hai. choti chachi bhi jadatar samay sar pe oddhani lekar hi rahti hai. maa bhi jo dilli me jaise rahti thi yahan unke bhi kapde thode badal gaye hai. mai ye nahi chahta ki yahan log dilli ke style me rahe lekin thodi ajadi to rahni hi chahiye.
fir maine aapne baare me socha. jab mai training me tha to kitna punctual tha kabhi late nahi hua. har kaam man se kiya lekin yahan aate hi aalsi ho gaya. abhi mujhe noukari join kiye tin din nahi hue the lekin in tin dino me mai ek din bhi pure time office me nahi baitha. aaj to aay bhi late. dilli me mai jab silver medal jita tha tab to stage pe chadhkar maine badi badi baate ki thi ki logon ki jindagi sawarunga sabke liye achha karunga lekin yahan aate hi mai bhi beiman ho gaya.
mujhe bura lagne laga. maine nilam ji se bhi galat tarike se baat ki jo nahi karna chahiye tha.
mai bhi utha aur nilam ji ke room ki taraf chal diya.
jab mai unke cabin me pahucha to dekha wo apne sar pe hath rakhe baithi hui thi aur ankhen nam thi.
mai unke samne baitha aur bola- sorryy mujhe maaf kar dijiye. maine aapse galat tarike se baat ki. mujhe nahi pata tha aapke bare me.
nilam boli-ab to pata chal gaya na. mai ek kamchor aurat hoon. sarkari pagar hi nahi aur bhi bahut sare paise hadap leti hoon. mai bahut badi bhrastachari bhi hoon thik hai lekin ek baat aap bhi dimag me daal lo. ye gaav kabhi nahi badal sakta. mera sapna tha in gaav ko aur gaav ke logon ko badlu lekin mai nahi kar saki. tum bhi kosis mat karo nahi to bahut taklif hogi.
mai nilam ji ki ankhon me ankhen daalkar bola- ek baar to jarur kosis karunga chahe uske liye jo bhi karna pade.
nilam ji boli-tum gaav ke logon ko nahi jante yahan ke log bahut gire hue hai. wo kis had tak jaa sakte hai tum soch bhi nahi sakte. waise bhi tum bhole bhale se lagte ho.
mai bola-mai bhola sa lagta hoon lekin hoon nahi. ab aap dekhte jaiye mai kya kya kaand karta hoon is gaav me bas aap dua kijiye ki mujhe ek sahi mouka mil jaye.
mai abhi jaise hi ye bola ki tabhi jaise bhagwan ne meri baat sunli.
bahar se fat fat fat fat karte hue ek bullet ka awaj aaya.
us bullet se ek aami utra. koi 30-32 saal ka jawan hatha kathaa aadmi tha. wo bahar se chillate hue aaya-doctor sahab....arey oo doctor sahab...
jaise hi nilam ji use dekhi apne najre jhuka li. wo aadmi mere pass aaya aur bola - aap hi yahan ke doctor ho. aapke baare me bahut kuch suna hai. meri maa ki tabiyat kharab ho gayi hai. chalo check kar do.
mai ek baar nilam ji ke taraf dekha fir use bola- aap bahar chalo mai 5 minut me aaya.
wo aadmi bahar chala gaya.
mai bhi bas apna bag liya aur suman ke pass gaya.
suman ko pucha-iska nilam ji se kya rista hai.
suman ji boli-ye wahi hai wo kamina kallu jisne nilam madam ji ke pati ko uthaya tha aur pitayi bhi ki thi.
fir suman ji boli-nilam madam ki pati ko uthwane ka idea iske hi maa ne diya tha. aap bilkul bhi uska ilaj na karna. bahut kutti kamini aurat hai wo.
fir suman daat piss ke boli-mera bas chale to us chudail ka gala daba doon. sali kutti mere bhi 50 hazar kha gayi.
mai suman ji ko kuch nahi bola aur us aadmi ke bullet pe piche baith gaya.
wo bullet se udata hua mujhe mere gaav ke bagal wale gaav me le gaya jahan uska ghar tha.
waise to kallu ki soch bahut choti thi. apne ghar ke kisi bhi aurat ko apni juti barabar hi samajhta tha. bas apni maa ki fikra karta tha. use bilkul bhi pasand nahi tha ki uske ghar ke kisi bhi stri pe gaav ke dusre purush ki najar pade. wo to aaj bhi apni maa ke ilaj ke liye koi lady cotor hi dhundhta lekin bechara majboor tha. yahan gaav me lady doctor milna namunkin tha aur usne mere bare me bahut kuch suna bhi tha isliye wo maan gaya.