Day-65..Sunday Aaj subah mey jaldi uth gai..
papa bhi khush ho gaye kion key wo mujhey bhut chahtey they mey un ki laadli beti thi aur un ki laadli kion key itney din baad loti thi aur aaj wo gher mey they is liye khush they..
mujhey sey pochtey rahey key kaho kiya maza aaya tum logoun ko..sikander ney khayaal to rakha na..aur mey unhey bataati rahi..siwaye un batoun ko..keu ab aap ki laadli kanwaari nahi rahi..apna kanwaar pan wo wahin muree mey hi cour aai hey…aur apna monh us ney teen teen mardoun sey kerwaaya hey…
khair wo un sab batoun sey anjaan they hum ney naashta kiya..phir mama key saath kaam kaaj mey haath bataney laggi..dopher key khaaney mey bahi bhi saath tha us ka chehra kuch utra hua sa lag raha tha papa sey us ney daant bhi khaai raat dair sey aaney aur subah dair sey uthney per..
merey papa is maamley mey bhut sakht they..apney bachoun ki terbiyat unhoun ney bhut hi sakht usoloun per kit hi…aur koi wajah nahi thi key un ki dono aulaadain un ka naam roshan kertin aur aik behtreen insaan hotin laikin un kiterbiyat yeh new technology ney fail ker di..TV, Videos, phir computer aur internet..
woh to apni aulaad ki taleem-o-terbiyat mey koi kammi na reh jaye is liye khareed laye they unhey bhalla kiya maloom tha key who kiya ker rahey hain apni aulaad key saath aur apni bersoun ki mehnat aur bhut pyar sey ki gai terbiyat ko khaak mey milla rahey hain aur aik din yehi cheezain un ki aulaad ko us raastey per ley jayengey key un ka beta aik lerki ko ghori banaye us per sawaari ker raha ho ga aur us sey kuch hi dour us ki behen un ki beti ghori bani do achi aur pakki ummer key mardoun ko halka ker rahi ho gi..
khair yeh to qismat key khel hain..haan aik ehem baat aur hoi aaj who yeh key aaj meri dats start ho gayen hain..is dafa mujhey bari hi shiddat sey intezaar tha kion key ehtiyaati tadabeer to ker lin thin mey ney laikin der to tha key kahin kisi ney mujhey haamlaa na ker diyya ho…
khair dats shrro ho gayen aur meri choot ney saari gandaggi apney hi khoon mey milla ker baher phaink di…
sikander ka aamna saamna aaj din mey kai baar hua mujh sey laikin na janey kiya baat hey us ney mujhey nazer utha ker bhi na dekha..
mey yeh nahi keh rahi key us ney nafrat sey dekha ya muhjhey ignore kiya..bus jis tarah wo dekha kerta tha us tarah na dekha..jaisey us ki wo garam nazrain jo bechainee sey merey badan key posheeda hisoun per hua kertin thin aaj wo dour kahin khoi hoi thin..khair mey pareshaan nahi thi kion key yeh to aik fitri amul tha nazia key jaaney ka kuch din mey normal ho hi jaana tha ussey..
akhir who mohabbat jo kerta tha us sey..khair raat ka khaana aaj jaldi khaaya gaya kion key kal working day tha aur mujhey bhi college jaana tha phir mey apney room mey aa gai aur abhi kuch dair pehley tak beth ker kuch zarori notes tayyar kerti rahi itney dino ki chutiyyan barri bhaari parin thin mujhey aur mey kaafi peechey thi claas sey..khair ab so jaana chahye werna subah tabiyat bojhal rahey gi…
Day-67..Tuesday
Mey kal apni diary nahi likh sakti kal mey bhut thak gai thi aur college key notes key chkker mey itni raat ho gai key diary likhney beth jaati to subah uth hi na sakti thi is liye mey ney sona zada munasib samjha ..
kuch kaam to aaj bhi tha laikin aaj diary nahi likhi to bhut si batain phir yaad nahi rahain gi..kal aur aaj ka din bhut hi bore guzrey haan yeh zaror hua key dono din mey aur jolie zada time laibrary mey saath rahey..
hum mney books lin aut college key baher banney baagh mey beth gaye bhut si batain hoin gher ki batain us ney bhut kuch bataya apney baarey mey key us key papa ki death bhut bachpan mey hi ho gait hi us ki mama sey hi ussey paala hey us ki chaar behnain aur hain un ki mama ka beauty parlour hey aur papa ki chori hoi kuch jayedaad waghera hain jin sey guzer baser ho jaati hey…
aur us ki guzer buser to mey dekh hi rahi thi…hazaroun ropye key jaded kaprey, qeemti jewelry, nazuk aur khobsorat wrist watches aur mehngey tareen perfumes khair un ki mama ka beauty parlour bhi acha chalta tha mey ney apney baarey mey bataya key hum middle class family sey taluq rakhtey hain merey papa jewelers hain aur mama aik house wife aik bhai aur aik mey bus yeh hi family hey meri…tab us ney bari hasrat sey kaha tha key tum kitni khusnaseeb ho Ayesha..
us key lehjey mey na jaaney kitni hasratain posheeda thin mujhey heart to hoi key who mujhey kion khusnaseeb keh rahi thi jab key mey ussey khusnaseeb sochti thi…
khair mey ney pochna munasib nahi samjha…dono din humarey aisey hi guzrey hum ney apney dil ki her baat aik dosrey sey keh daali..laikin mey ney who batain us sey share nahi kin jo mey apni piyaari diary sey kerti houn..
aik yehi to hey jis per mujhey sab sey zada aitbaar hey, khair college sey aa ker sona ,phir sham mey perhna kion key exam jaisey aik dam nazdeek aa gaye they…nazia key chakker mey bhut saarey