Update.....06
Pyar...
yahi to ek wo shabd ...jisse mujhe nafrat ho gayi hai.....maine jindagi mein jab jab kisi se pyar kiya hai...tab tab mujhe bas dhokha hi mila hai....maine jab bhi kisi se kareeb hone ki kosish ki hai...tab tab unhone mujhe dur hi kiya hai....
maine humesha dhokhe mein hi apni jindagi gujaari hai....
jindagi mein maine jitne bhi dost banaye....bas mujhe dhokha hi diye....
2 ladki se pyaar kiya...wo bhi saali mujhe dhokha eke gaayi....
kaaran....bas itna ki...main sincere hun...unnke tarah careless nahi hoon...life ko khulke nahi jeeta...khadoos hun...har cheej ko seriously leta hun...
yeh sab unka kehna hai....
khair sachai yahi hai....main pehle ek emotional fool tha...jaise har mard hota hai....lekin kehte haina girke hi...log sambhalte hai..mere sath bhi yahi hai....
in sab ghatnao ke wajah se...main dheere dheere cold vindictive ban gaya....main yeh sikh chuka hun ke ..main kabhi bhi kisi pe bhi bharosa nahi kar sakta..kyunke jindagi ke kisi na kisi mor pe...koi na koi dhokha dega hi...
is liye maine khud ko taiyar kiya...khud ko aisa banaya hai..take mujhe kisi ki jaroorat hi nahi pade...
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lekin yah sab ab matter nahi karta.....english mein ek kahawat hai....FINAL NAIL IN THE COFFIN....
yaha COFFIN...mere aur meri family ki rishta hai....aur final nail uss coffin ko dfanane ke liye ....pichli raat ko gadi gayi....
main papa ki mobile ka call recording aur baaki ke data check kar rha tha....tab mujhe ek recording sunaayi di....
papa mere Mama se baat kar rahe the....aur mujhe yeh janne mein jyada waqt nahi laga ke ...yeh mere chhote mama hi hai...
papa.....haa chhote bol ..kis liye phone kiya,....
mama....jeeja anarth ho gaya hai....sab kuch barbad ho gaya....
papa...are hua kya hai yeh to bol....
mama...jija ji..mujhe aaj kisi ne video bheji hai...jisme meri biwi aur apki chudai ki video hai....
papa....kya tujhe bhi mila.....
mama...kya matlab hai apka ke...mujhe bhi mila...
papa...abhi kuch din pehle hi ...tere bade bhai ko bhi video mila tha....(thode der ruk ke)...mujhe lagta hia...yeh sab Aksh ka kiya hua hai.....
mama...lekin kyun...wo aisa kyun karega....wo to akdum bhola bhala hai....
papa....nahi hai...mujhe aaj hi pata chala ke...usne hostel mein aise aise kand kiye hai ke....main bata nahi sakta...lekin ek baat to sure hai ke...koi uske sath galat kare ...use bardasht nahi hota.....maine apne kuch admi se pata lagwaya....
mama...lekin iski jaroorat hi kyun padi....
papa....kuch dino se ajeeb harkat kar raha hai.....main bhi uska baap hun...mujhe kuch gadbad lagi...isiliye maine yeh kiya....
mama...maine kaha tha...maine kaha tha..yeh sab galat hai...ab sab kuch barbad ho jayega....
papa...darna band kar...tu ekdum fattu hai...isiliye teri biwi mere se chudti hai....bas chup reh aur dekhta jaa...main kya karta hun...agar wo hum mein shamil ho gaya...to achi baat hai...nahi to....
mama...kya karenge aap.....
uske baad papa mama ko apna plan btaye....jise sunke ab mere man mein ...unke liye jo ek katra samman aur pyar tha...wo bhi gayab ho gaya....
aur ek baat to clear hai...inke liye bas yeh sab game hai...kisko kya mehsoos hota hai..inko koi farak nahi padta...agar unke sath mil jao...warna mit jao....
aur jis mama ko main apna idle,ek bahadur insaan manta tha...wo ek number ka kayar nikla...ek backboneless insaan...jo apne sath ho rahe galat ke khilaf awaj nahi utha sakta....aur halat ke sath samjhota kar leta hai....
aur mujhe aise logo se sakht nafrat hai....jo backbone less hote hai...jo emotional fools hote hai....jo khudke liye lad nahi sakte....
inke plan ke bare mien sunke ..maine yeh decide kar liya ....jo main inko thodi bhi daya dikahne wala tha...ab unko wo bhi naseeb nahi hogi....
yeh log ab bheekh mangenge...mere samne gid gidayenge....aur auratein....wo randi hai na...ab wo asli ki randi banengi....chahe wo meri maa hi ho...ya behen....
mere paas waqt kam hai...aur kaam jyada....aur maine apni taraf se chal chal diya.....
ek call kiya...aur sare instructions diya...samjha diya kya karna hai....
mere paas asia medicine hai...jisse koi bhi mard humesha ke liye ....na mard ban sakta hai...agar 36 ghante mein uska antidote na diya gaya to.....aur ab yeh medicine...mere pariwar mein har mard ko diya jaane wala hai....aur yeh raha...mera check mate...
main inka hawas hi khatam karne wala hun...dekhta hun ab kya karenge....
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raat tak mere plan ke hisab se sabko medicine diya jaa chuka hai...kisi ko chupke se injection ke madat se...kisi ko khane main milake...kisiko drink mein milake....
paisa kya nahi kar sakta hai...bas sahi kimat ada karna ana chaiye....
main abhi ghar mein nahi tha......kyunke unke tash ke patto ghar aaj bikharne wala hai....isi liye mein bahar tha...lekin waha meri najar bara bar thi...
papa maa..bhaiya aur behen abhi ghar mein the...sab log hone wali party ke baare mien baat kar rahe the...aur yeh bhi ke kaise mujhe shamil kiya jaaye....aur agar kisi karan main nahi hua to...mujhe khane mein nashe ki dawai milake ....mujhe behosh karke...mere khilaaf video lena ...aur phir usko istemal karke mera muh band rakhna....
baaki logo ne bhi iss baat ka samarthan kiya....jiski ummed mujhe bhi thi...kyunke yeh hawas mein andhe the....
lekin jyada der tak nahi....abhi kuch hi der main inka sab kuch chhinne wala hai....main dikhaunga..main kitna bada kamina hun...
mere moral codes tagde hai...lekin jab main dirtty game utar gaya...to main yeh bet laga sakta hun ke...mujhse dirty player kahi bhi nahi milega......
wo log baat kar hi rahe the...tabhi sabka phone ek ek karke bajne laga....
pehla phone meri behen ka baja...uski ek saheli ka call tha...jo use batayi ke....kya re tune apni hi bhaiya aur baap ke sath relation rakhi hui hai...aur hum jab apne boyfrien ke sath kuch bhi karte hai...tu humko bhala bura kehti hai...
behen...kya keh rahi hai tu...aur tujhe yeh baat kaha se pata chali.....
frnd....apni whatsp khol...waha tujhe video bheja hai...aur ajke baad kabhi bhi humse baat karne ki jaroorat nahi hai....
baaki sabke sath bhi yahi hua....mere pure poariwar ke sath...sabko call ate gaye...sab log unse rishta todte gaye.....bussiness wale bhi...sabhi ne unse apna apna bussiness relation cancel kar diye...
sabka ek hi kehna hai...jo apne pariwar walo tak ko apne hawas ka shikar bana liye hai...hum unse koi rishta nahi rakhna chahte....kya pata...humare sath bhi kuch galat kar de....
raaton raat unka sab kuch chhin gaya...aur sath hi mein maine unka bank account bhi khali kar diya...sab kuch chhin liya maine...paisa...rutba...samman....sab kuch...ab unke paas do hi raste hai...ek yaha se bhaag jaaye kahi aur...dusra....suicide...
lekin main dusra nahi chahta...kyunke mujhe in logo ko tadapte huye dekhna hai....inhe rote hua dekhna hia...inhe bebas dekhna hai...hara hua...mujhe inhe bheekh mangte hue dekhna hai....
mere jeeja ne acha kaam kiya....jab unhe pata chala didi ke bare mien....aur maine unke bacho ki sachayi bhi bata di thi...is liye unhone didi ko ghar se lath marke nikal diye....aur kaha ke ainda waha naa aye...worthless whore...
main sab kuch dekh raha tha...aur mujhe sukun mil raha tha...main has raha tha...
agar koi mere baare mein kahe ke...maine galat kiya...fuck off...mujhe koi farak nahi padta...maine unko wahi diya jo wo chahte the...hawas pura karne ka mauka...jo ab unko kaafi milega..hahahhahahahaha...aur aurato ko ab khule mein apni randi pana karna ka mauka....
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subah ko mujhe Reshma ka call aya.....
Reshma....tumne aisa kyun kiya.....
main...kyun kiya...shayad tumko iska jawab pata hai.....
Reshma....rote hue...hum barbad ho chuke hai...log humko bhala bura keh rahe hai...koi bhi humse baat nahi karna chahte ...mere frnds tak mujhse rishta tod diye...sab yahi bol rahe hai...Randi aur Dallo ko pariwar.....
main...to main kya karoon....jo sachayi hai...wahi to log keh rahe hai...
Reshma....main samajhti hun...aur main tumko jaanti hun..tum kaise ho....tum kabhi galat sehen nahi kar sakte...lekin hum sabko barbad kyun kiya....hum log yaha se jaa rahe hai...pata nahi kaha...papa keh rahe hai ke...humare paas paise bhi nahi hai....
Main....ek offer hai...mere pass aa jao...raani ki tarah rahogi....unko bhul jao......
Reshma....tum itna ghatiya ho main soch bhi nahi sakti...
main...hahahhahaha...tum mujhe jaanti hi nahi....mujhse bada kamina duniya mein nahi hai...jab main apne pe utar jaaun...to kisi mein dam nahi wo mujhe rok sake....ab kaha gaya...tumhara mere liye pyar...jab main tumko apne paas aane ka mauka de raha hun....
reshma...man asie insaan ke sath nahi reh sakti jo itna ghatiya ho.....
main...haa lekin aise insaano ke sath chud sakti ho....jo galat hai....aur unke sath sahmil bhi ho sakti ho...kya kaha tha tumne pyar ke khatir...bolo jawab hai tumhare paas......nahi hai...kyunke tumhe bhi pata tha ke...main unmein kabhi bhi shamil nahi hounga...aur tumhare sath baaki ke log bhi sambandh banane wale the....maine sach kaha na...
uske paas koi jawab nahi tha,,....rote huye phone kaat di....kya hi bolti...jab aina dikhaya jaaye...to bolne ko kuch rehta hi nahi....
game unhone suru kiya tha....hawas ka khel..akhri dao maine chala...sab khatam.......
