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NiceSAB KUCH JAYAZ HAI...
UPDATE = 01
Ye story puri tarah kaalpnik hai. Iska kisi ki personal life se koi lena dena nahi hai. Is story ko likhne ka maksad sirf aur sirf manoranjan karna hai....
"Aaahhhh aise hi zor zor sey chodo mujhey...hayeee reee vickyyy...aisi hi chudaai ke liye to taras rahi thi main." Band kamre me ek shandaar bed par ek aurat zor zor sey aahein bhartey huye siskariya le rahi thi.
Bed par is wakt wo puri tarah nangi leti huyi thi. Uski dono taange uske upar lade us ladke ke kandho par thi jo uski choot par apne damdaar land sey jhatke par jhatke diye ja raha tha.
"Le aur le meri raand...aaj teri sari garmi nikaal dooga." Ladke ne zor ka jhatka maarte hute kaha aur fir sey uski choot ko bajane laga.
"Aaahhh bahut maza aa raha hai vickyy...sach kahti hu in do saalo me ek din bhi itna maza nahi aaya mujhey. Us saale hijde me itna dam bhi nahi hai ki meri choot ki aag ko bujha sake...aaahhhhh uffff...uska lund to tumhare lund ka adha hi hai vicky....aaahhhh....badi mushkil se ye do saal kaate hain maine." Aurat maze se aahe bharte huye bole ja rahi thi.
"To apne pati ke paas se chale aana tha na meri raand....dubai me saale ko akela rahne deti...main bhi to teri is mast choot ke liye yaha tadap raha tha." Vicky naam ke ladke ne ek hath se aurat ke right boob par zor se thappad mara jisse uska wo boob buri tarah hichkole kha gaya.
"Aahhhhh kaise aa jati meri jaan...wo namard sala mujhe chhodta hi nahi tha...kah raha tha ki do saal baad sath me hi chalege ghar...lekin tum kyo yaha tadap rahe the...kya meri maa ne tumhe maza nahi diya??" Aurat ne apne neeche wale hoth ko daanto me dabate huye kaha aur muskura uthi.
"Aree teri maa to mujhe maza dene ki puri koshish karti hai kiran...magar tu to jaanti hai ki ek jawaan aurat me aur ek buddhi aurat me fark hota hai...uski choot to ab chud chud ke bhosda ban gayi hai is liye ab mujhe itna maza nahi aata...waise ek baat to hai ki teri maa ne mujhe khush rakhne ke liye apni gaand bhi maarne ko deti hai magar ab to uska bhi bhosda ban gaya hai." Vicky ne kaha aur aurat ki choot se apna lund nikaal kar aurat ko palta diya. Uske paltate hi wo aurat kutiya ke pose me aa gayi.
Kutiya ke pose me jaise hi wo aayi to vicky ne peechhe se uski choot me fir se apna lund ek hi jhatke me daal diya. Jisse kiran naam ki us aurat ki siski nikal gayi. Vicky ne ek hath badha kar uske baalo ko mutthi me jakad liya aur kisi ghode ki tarah sawari sa karne laga.
"Aaahhhhhh aise hi vickyyy hyee reee bahut maza aa raha hai...kaash tum mere pati hote vickyy...sach me din raat tumse chudwaati main." Kiran maze se siskariya bharte huye boli.
"Main to tera pati jaisa hi hu meri raand. Do saal pahle tak tere baap ka dar rahta tha. Is liye chhup chhup ke tujhe chodta tha. Tera baap sala sharaabi mujhe naukar hi samajhta tha. Bhala wo kaise ye chaahta ki uski beti ki shadi uske ek maamuli naukar se ho jaye.?" Vicky ne kiran ke baalo ko zor se jhatka diya to kiran ko dard ka ahsaas hua magar ye dard bhi mano maza hi de raha tha use.
"Mera baap aisa nahi tha vicky ye tum bhi jante ho...wo to ek shareef insaan tha jo kabhi sharaab ki taraf dekhta bhi nahi tha. Aaahhhhhh ufffff....magar fir bura wakt aaya aur usne galat logo ki sangat kar li. Un logo ne mere shareef baap ko sharaab pine ka aisa chaska lagaya ki mera baap din raat sharaab me hi dooba rahne laga...aaaahhh vicky mera hone wala hai...aahhhh aur tej tej chodo mujhe. Apne lund ka paani aaj bhar do meri choot me." Kiran ki saanse bahut tez ho gai thi.
Pure kamre me sex se bhari aahe aur siskariyo ka tufaan chaalu tha. Vickyy ne dhakko ki raftaar pahle kafi tez kar di thi. Achanak hi kiran maze ke saatwe aasmaan me pahuch gayi. Uska jism ekdam se ainth sa gaya. Zor zor ke jhatke khaate huye wo ekdam se shaant ho gayi. Idhar vicky taabadtod dhakke lagaye ja raha tha. Uske mukh se ajeeb si hunkaar nikal rahi thi. Shayad wo bhi jhadne wala tha.
"Ahhhhh main bhi ab jhadne wala hu kiran. Teri choot me mere lund ka pani andar tak jayega." Vickyy haafte huye bola.
"Jane do na vicky...mujhe apne bache ki maa bana do. Us hijde me itna dam nahi hai ki wo mujhe kabhi maa bana sake." Kiran ne pichhe mud ke dekhte huye kaha. Uski ye baat sun kar vicky shock sa ho gaya. Uske dhakke do pal ko ruke uske baad wo fir se shuru ho gaya.
"Soch le agar use pata chal gaya to wo tujhe talaak bhi de sakta hai." Vicky ne maano use chetaya.
"Kuchh nahi hoga meri jaan. Main kal hi ja rahi hu apne sasuraal. Is liye tum is baat ki fikar mat karo. Main sab samhaal loogi. Tum apna pani meri choot me hi chhod do vicky." Kiran ne kaha.
Kiran ki baat sun kar vicky ne dhakke tez kar diye. Kuchh hi der me uske lund se pichkaariya nikalne lagi jo kiran ki choot me andar tak ja rahi thi. Dher sara pani kiran ki choot me labalab bhar gaya. Vicky jhadne ke baad kiran ke upar hi jhuk kar zor zor se haafne laga tha. Kuchh der tak dono aise hi rahe fir vicky ne kiran ki choot se apna murjhaya huwa lund nikaal liya aur bed par ek taraf let gaya. Kiran bhi pet ke pal let gayi thi. Uski choot se safed pani risne laga tha.
Raat me vicky ne kiran ko ek baar aur choda uske baad dono ek dusre se lipat kar so gaye. Kamre ke darwaje ke baahar khadi kiran ki maa andar ka tufaan shaant hote hi apne kamre ki taraf chal di thi. Uske chehre par ajeeb si khumaari chhaayi thi.
(Friends...aap sab log soch rahe honge ki bina koi intro diye maine ye kya garma garam scene chipka diya hai. So don't worry about it. Chalo intro diye deta hu)
MAHESH PANDEY......(Mere pita, inki age 48 saal hai. Zameeno me kheti baadi karte hain. Hamare paas lagbhag 20 ekad zameen hai jisme kheti baadi hoti hai aur usi se hamara kharcha chalta hai. Aay ka saadhan bhi yahi hai.
RENUKA PANDEY......(Meri maa, Inki age 45 saal hai. Ye ek gharelu mahila hain. Thoda bahut silaayi bhi karti hain. Dikhne me kafi sundar hain. Rangat gori hai aur jism par jyada motapa wali koi baat nahi hai.)
KUSUM PANDEY......(Meri badi bahan, inki age 27 saal hai. Inki abhi tak shadi nahi huyi hai. Study sirf 12th tak hi ki hai. Iske aage pita ji ne padhaya hi nahi tha. Ye bilkul meri maa par gayi hain. Swabhaav me thodi gambheerta hai. Mujhse bahut lagaav rakhti hain.)
VIKAS PANDEY(Vicky)........(Main 25 saal ka ek achha khasa jawaan ladka hu aur main present me delhi me rah raha hu. Delhi mera hometown nahi hai balki main yaha par naukari karta hu. Naukari karne ke liye mujhe mere pita ji ne kaha nahi hai balki iske peechhe ek bahut khaas kaaran hai jo story me hi aage bataauga. Study me maine BSC kiya hai.)
PRIYA PANDEY......(Meri dusri bahan, ye mujhse chhoti hai. Iski age 23 saal hai. Ye bhi dekhne me meri maa ki tarah hi sundar hai. Isne bhi 12th tak study ki hai.)
POOJA PANDEY......(Meri sabse chhoti bahan. Ye aur priya dono hi judwa hain. Ye priya se sirf 10 minute chhoti hai. Isne bhi 12th tak study ki hai. Dikhne me dono judwa bahne same hi lagti hain. Dono me bada gajab ka taal mel rahta hai. Dono ka har kaam sath me hi hota hai. In dono ka hi swabhaav thoda chulbulapan wala hai. Mere liye ye dono meri pariyaan hain.)
BHARAT BENIWAL.......(Mera maalik, present me main inhi ke yaha rahta hu. Bharat beniwal 50 saal ki age ka aadmi tha. Delhi ke karol bagh me iska achha khasa business tha aur property bhi kafi thi. Magar sharab ki lat ne maano sab kuch barbaad kar diya. Ek din isi sharab ki vajah se ye shakhs bhagwan ko pyara ho gaya.)
DAKSHIDA BENIWAL.......(Mere maalik ki biwi. 47 saal ki maaldaar aurat. Dekhne me sundar hai aur Figure bhi shaandaar hai. Isko ek beti hai. Ek bachcha aur huwa tha magar wo zinda na rah saka tha. Uske baad koi aur bachcha nahi hua iske. Pati ki sharab ki lat ki vajah se behad pareshan aur dukhi rahti thi. Har roz iska pati sharab pi kar ise aur iski beti ko buri tarah maarta tha. Us wakt agar main yaha na hota to shayad story kuch aur hi hoti. Ye kissa bhi aage bataauga.)
KIRAN BENIWAL........(Mere maalik/Maalkin ki iklauti beti. Age 27 saal..madmast kar dene wala jism. Shuru se hi dilfenk thi ye. Magar jab se baap ko sharaab ki lat lagi thi tab se maano dono maa beti ka jeena muhaal ho gaya tha. Do saal pahle iski shaadi huyi thi. Iska pati dubai me rahta hai. Uska naam Amit Bansal hai. Mere sath in dono maa betiyo ka sex relation kaise shuru hua ye story me aage bataauga.)
(So friends....ye tha intro. Baaki ke jo bhi character aayege unka intro usi time dooga)
Friends ye meri first story hai and mujhe likhne ka koi anubhav nahi hai so aap sab bhai log mujhe guide karte rahna.....
Nice bhaiSAB KUCH JAYAZ HAI...Raat ke kisi pahar mujhe aisa laga jaise koi mujhe hila raha hai. Zabardast neend aayi huyi thi mujhe lekin kisi ke dwara hilaye jane par aakhir meri neend khul hi gayi. Maine uneedi aankho se upar ki taraf dekha.
UPDATE = 02
Kamre me night bulb ka prakash tha. Maine dekha ki mere chehre ke paas hi koi apna chehra jhukaye huye mujhe apne ek hath se badi saavdhaani se hilaye ja raha tha. Aankho ke samne jab wo chehra saaf nazar aaya to maine dekha ki wo koi aur nahi balki kiran ki maa dakshina thi.
Main jab kiran ke sath ek hi bed par sex karne ke baad soya tha to ham dono hi ek dusre ki taraf mukh kar ke soye the. Magar ab position change thi. Maine chehra ghuma kar dekha to kiran mere left side me dusri taraf karwat liye padi huyi thi.
"Khud to maze le kar so rahe ho aur mujhe yu hi tadapta chhod diya...kya kiran ke aane se tumhe mera zara bhi khayaal nahi aaya vicky.?" Kiran ki maa ne mere kaan ke paas jhuk kar dheere se shikayat bhare lahje me kaha to maine uski taraf dekha.
"Aaj hi bas ki to baat thi yaar...kal to waise bhi kiran ko chale jana tha. Is liye socha ki iski pyaas bujha du aaj raat. Tumhare sath to har din aur har raat hi sota hu." Maine muskurate huye kaha to dakshina bhi muskuraai.
"Haan to aadat padi huyi hai to kaise ek bhi raat khaali jayegi.? Ab chalo baate na banaao aur meri bhi choot ki aag ko shaant karo. Socha to maine bhi yahi tha ki aaj ki raat hi bas ki to baat hai magar ye nigodi choot kaha mera kaha maanti hai." Dakshina ne apne ek hath se apni choot ko zor se masal diya. Meri nazar uske chehre se hati to maine dekha ki dakshina is wakt puri tarah nangi hi mere paas aayi thi.
"Ab kahi jane ki kya jarurat hai yaar..tum kapde to utaar ke hi aayi ho..idhar main bhi nanga hi hu. So aa jaao yahi par tumhari choot ki aag ko shaant kar deta hu." Maine uske jhoolte huye bade bade boobs me se ek ko pakad kar masal diya. Mere aisa karte hi dakshina ki siski nikal gayi.
"Shhhh...aaahhhh yaha nahi mere raja. Yaha par kiran jaag jayegi meri awaaze sun kar. Tum to jaante ho ki sex karte wakt mere mukh se zor zor ki awaaze nikalne lagti hain." Dakshina ne dheere se kaha.
"To kya hua yaar...kiran ko to sab pata hi hai. Fir uske saamne yahi par karne me kya problem hai...Meri kitni khwahish thi ki main tum dono maa beti ko ek sath ek hi bed par chodu magar tum pata nahi kyo is baat ke liye raazi nahi hoti.?" Maine is baar roothne wale lahje me kaha to dakshina sanjeeda si ho gayi.
Wo ekdam se seedhi huyi aur fir bina kuch kahe kamre ke darwaje ki taraf badh chali. Main samajh gaya ki wo mujhse naraaz ho gayi hai. Ek yahi baat thi jiske liye wo hamesha mujhe inkaar kar deti thi. Jab ki baaki har baat maan leti thi wo. Uska kahna tha ki wo dono maa beti koi randiyaan nahi hain. Wo bhi shareef ghar ki aurte hain. Dono maa beti ko bhale hi ek dusre ka pata tha magar ek sath karne me use problem thi. Kahti thi ki maa beti ke beech ki maryada aur maan sammaan ko wo hamesha banaye rakhna chaahti hai.
Har baar ki tarah is baar bhi mujhe uski is naraazgi ko door karne ke liye khud hi uske paas jana hi tha. So main bed se bade aahista se utha aur fir kamre se baahar aa kar dakshina ke kamre ki taraf badh chala.
Dakshina ke kamre me jab main pahucha to dakshina apne bed par leti huyi thi. Uske jism par ab saari blouj tha. Yaani yaha aate hi usne apne kapde pahan liye the. Main muskurate huye uske paas pahucha.
Bed par uske bagal se let kar main use bade pyaar se manane laga. Har baar ki tarah mere manane par dakshina ki naraazgi door ho gayi. Wo mujhse jyada der tak naraaz nahi rah paati thi. Is baat ka wo hamesha zikar karti thi ki wo mujhse jyada der tak naraaz kyo nahi rah paati.?
Dakshina ki jab naraazgi door ho gayi to wo jungali billi ki tarah mujh par jhapat padi. Usne khud hi tezi se apne saare kapde utaar diye aur fir mere upar aa kar mere hotho par toot padi. Dakshina me sabse achhi baat ye thi ki wo har kaam bade tarike se karti thi. Usne mujhse bahuto baar kaha tha ki wo mere bina ji nahi payegi. Waise bhi beti ki shaadi ho jane ke baad wo akeli hi thi. Wo is baat ko bhi jaanti thi ki main hamesha uske paas nahi rahuga. Ek din apne ghar laut jaauga. Use mere bare me sab kuch pata tha. Pichhle paanch saal se main yahi tha. In paanch saalo me main kabhi apne gaav nahi gaya aur na hi ghar walo se kabhi koi baat kiya tha.
Mere hotho ko jee bhar ke choomne chaatne ke baad dakshina ne apna chehra upar uthaya aur meri aankho me badi mohabbat se dekha. Main uske is tarah dekhne se hamesha apni nazre chura leta tha. Main jaanta tha ki wo mujhe bahut chaahti hai...uski mohabbat me koi chhal kapat nahi tha. Magar main ye nahi chaahta tha ki main bhi uski mohabbat me giraftaar ho jaau aur usse aisi mohabbat karne lag jaau ki fir uske bina jee hi na paau. Wo 47 saal ki ek adhed aurat thi aur main 25 saal ka jawaan ladka tha. Wo meri maa ki umar ki thi aur Uska mera koi mail nahi tha.
Dakshina ne kuch der meri taraf dekha aur fir jhuk kar meri nangi chhaati par choomte huye neeche ki taraf jane lagi. Uski is harkat se mujh par suroor sa chhaane laga aur maze se meri aankhe band hone lagi.
Chhaati se hote huye wo meri naabhi ke paas ruki aur meri naabhi me apni jeebh daal kar use kuredne lagi. Mujhe behad gudgudi ho rahi thi aur main maze ke saatwe aasmaan me pahucha ja raha tha. Mere dono hath apne aap hi dakshina ke sir par aa gaye aur uske sir ko dabane lage.
Kafi der tak dakshina meri naabhi par apni jeebh se kuredti rahi. Main pagal sa hua ja raha tha. Meri saanse ukhad rahi thi. Jo kaam mujhe dakshina ke sath karna chahiye tha wo kaam dakshina khud hi mere sath kar rahi thi. Uska hamesha ka yahi niyam tha. Wo khud hi mere upar aa jaati aur fir shuru ho jati thi.
Aakhir wo pal aa hi gaya jab dakshina ne meri naabhi se apni jeebh nikaal li aur fir neeche sarakte huye mere akde huye lund ke paas pahuch gayi. Mera lund buri tarah tannaya hua tha. Dakshina ne use apne ek hath ki mutthi me badi nazakat se pakda aur fir meri taraf dekh kar muskuraai. Meri to aankhe maze me band thi.
Tabhi mujhe apne lund par aisa mahsoos hua jaise wo kisi lajeez aur halki garm si cheez se chhu gaya ho. Mujhe samajhte der na lagi ki dakshina ne mere lund ko apne muh me bhar liya hai aur apni jeebh ki nok se andar hi andar mere lund ke supaade ke chhed ko kuredne lagi hai. Ek baar fir se main maze ki duniya me jane laga. Meri rago me daudte hye khoon me jaise ekaek hi ubaal sa aa gaya tha.
Kuch der mere supaade ke chhed ko apni jeebh se kuredne ke baad dakshina mere lund ko kisi lollypop ki tarah choosne lagi. Is kaam me use mahaarat haasil thi. Wo itna tarike se lund ko choosti thi ki thodi hi der me mujhe aisa lagne lagta tha ki ab main gaya.
Mera lund to pahle se hi buri tarah tannaya hua tha aur ab dakshina ke is tarah chopa lagane se aur bhi jyada foolne laga tha aur mujhe ab usme halka halka dard ka ehsaas hone laga tha. Mere mukh se maze me doobi siskariya nikal rahi thi. Dakshina ne kuch der tak aur mere lund ko choosa uske baad usne use apne mukh se nikaal diya.
Main jaanta tha ki ab wo mere lund ko apni choot me daal kar uthak baithak lagayegi. Aisa kam hi hota tha ki shuruaat mujhe karni pade. Shuruaat ka sara process dakshina khud hi karti thi. Mujhe araam se lete rahne ka bol kar wo khud hi apne kaam me lag jaati thi. Pata nahi use aisa karne me kya maza milta tha.
Maine mahsoos kiya ki mera lund kisi garam bhatthi me andar tak samata chala gaya hai aur fir wahi hua jiska abhi maine zikar kiya tha. Dakshina ek ridam par uthak baithak lagane lagi thi. Wo zor zor se mere lund par baithti thi. Jisse thaap thaap ki awaaze aane lagti thi. Uski bhaari gaand mere andkos aur jaangho par padti thi.
Kafi der tak dakshina uthak baithak lagaati rahi. Fir jab wo thak gayi to mere upar let gayi. Uski choot me mera lund andar tak abhi bhi samaya hua tha. Yahi tak uski had thi...yaha se mera kaam shuru hota tha. Shuru me wo khud hi apne man ka karti thi uske baad wo kamaan mujhe pakda deti thi.
Mere upar leti huyi dakshina kuch der tak haafti rahi uske baad wo uth gayi. Uski choot se mera lund nikal gaya. Uske uthte hi main bhi uth gaya. Ab letne ki baari dakshina ki thi so wo let gayi aur apni dono taango ko dono taraf faila liya usne.
Maine uski taango ke beech aa kar apne lund ko uski choot ke muhaane par set kiya aur fir ek hi jhatke me pura ka pura lund andar tak pel diya. Dakshina ke mukh se zor ki siski nakli. Usne apne dono hatho se apne dono bade bade boobs ko pakad liya aur unhe buri tarah masalne lagi.
"Aaahhhhh vickyy....aise hi zor zor se chodo mujhe. Faad daalo is nigodi choot ko. Bahut tadpaati hai mujhe." Mere dhakka lagane ke sath hi dakshina ne aahe bharte huye kaha to main puri raftaar se dhakke lagane laga. Uski choot me mera lund bahut asaani se andar baahar ho raha tha. Uski choot dheeli ho chuki thi jo ki mere hi dwara huyi thi aur sach to ye tha ki dakshina par ye sex ki aag bhi mere hi dwara lagaayi gayi thi.
Kafi der tak main usi position me dhakke lagata raha. Pure kamre me dakshina ki siskariya aur aahe tez tez goonj rahi thi. Thodi der baad dakshina ke hi kahne par maine apna lund uski choot se nikaal liya. Dakshina ne apna ek hath badha kar mere lund ko pakda aur use khud hi apni gaand ke muhane par set kar diya. Use pata tha ki mujhe ab uski choot me pahle jaisa maza nahi aata tha. Is liye usne apni kori gaand mere hawale kar di thi.
Kareeb aadhe ghante tak hamara ye chudaayi kaaryakram chala uske baad main dakshina ki gaand me hi apne lund ka paani nikaal kar uske bagal se let gaya. Dakshina ke chehre par santusti ke bhaav the. Wo mere seene par chhupak kar mere hotho par kiss kar rahi thi. Kuch der aise hi chalta raha uske baad dakshina waisi hi haalat me so gayi. Magar mujhe ab neend nahi aa rahi thi. Jabki aaj ki raat main teen baar sex kar chuka tha. Pahli neend toot jane ke baad mujhe jaldi neend hi nahi aati thi.
Chhat ke beecho beech ghoom rahe pankhe par meri aankhe tiki huyi thi aur main kisi khayaalo me gum sa hota chala ja raha tha. Paanch saal se main yaha tha. Ghar se nikaal diye jane ke baad main bahut dukhi huwa tha. Man me bhayankar tufaan chal raha tha. Aisa lag raha tha ki apni life ko ek hi pal me the end kar du magar meri kismat me to abhi kuch aur hi likha hua tha jiski vajah se main apni life ko the end na kar saka tha.
Ghar se khaali hath hi nikla tha. Kuch bhi nahi tha mere paas. Jisam me jo kapde the wahi bas pahne main jane kaha kaha se hota hua railway station aa pahucha tha. Railway station aate hi mujhe dhyaan aaya tha ki ye main kaha aa gaya hu. Uske baad mere man me bas yahi aaya ki jo bhi train milegi usi me chadh jaauga aur fir kahi door chala jaauga.
Mere paas zahar khane tak ke liye bhi paise nahi the...so bina ticket liye hi train me chadh gaya tha. Dopahar ke baad sari raat main train me hi raha. Pet me bhookh ka bada zor ka ahsaas ho raha tha magar pet me kuch daalne ke liye bhi paise chahiye the jo ki mere paas the hi nahi. Bhookha pyasa sari raat jaise taise kaati maine. Main jaanta tha ki bina ticket liye train me baitha hu to agar TTI aaya aur mujhe pakad liya to kuch bhi ho sakta tha. Magar mujhe is baat ka koi dar nahi tha. Kyo ki man dukhi tha aur har pal bas ek hi khayaal aa raha tha ki apni life ko khatm kar du. Isko bhagwan ka shukar kahu ya koi ittefaak ki train ke us dibbe me koi TTI aaya hi nahi aur main dusre din train se utar bhi gaya tha.
Mujhey nahi pata tha ki train se jaha main utra tha wo kaun si jagah thi ya wo kaun sa shahar tha. Kisi baat ka dhyaan nahi tha mujhe. Udhar Pet ki bhookh aur bhi badh chali thi aur main kuch khane ke liye tadapne sa laga tha.
Friends....Next update se flashback aayega.
शानदार bhaiSAB KUCH JAYAZ HAI....Meri aankho me neend ka koi naamo nishaan nahi tha. Aisa mere sath pahli baar nahi ho raha tha balki aisa to pichhle paanch saalo se ho raha tha. Mere bagal se mere seene se chhupki dakshina bade sukoon se so rahi thi jabki main chhat par ghoom tahe pankhe me khoya hua tha.
UPDATE = 03
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Aaj se pichhle paanch saal pahle kya hua ye to aap sabko pata chalega hi magar main aapko apne khandaan aur apne pariwar ke bare me shuru se batana zayada zaruri samajhta hu. So let's start.....
Ham cast se brahmin the. Hamare gaav me har cast ke log rahte the magar zyadatar cast brahmin ki hi thi. Gaavo me other cast ke log brahmin ki kafi ijjat karte hain. Brahmin hamesha se poojyaneey the. Magar brahmin me bahut se niyam bhi bane huye the. Ye niyam kisne banaye iske baare me sabke vichaar alag alag hain. Main to bas itna jaanta hu ki god ne sirf insaan banaya tha jo ki sab ke sab ek jaise hi the. Dharti par insaano ne apne apne matlab ke liye jaatiya bana li aur un jaatiyo ke logo ke liye kuch niyam bana diye.
Gaavo me brahmin cast ke liye ek niyam ya ye kahiye ki ek riwaaz ye hai ki wo kisi bhi low cast ki ladki se na to shadi kar sakte hain aur na hi apni ladki ki shadi unse kar sakte hain. Brahmin ki ladki ki shadi hone ke baad agar ladki ek baar apne sasuraal chali jaye aur is beech agar uska pati kisi kaaran se mar jaye to fir us ladki ko puri life vidhwa ban kar jeena padta hai. Other low cast me aisa kuch bhi nahi hai. Wo log to badi asaani se apni ladki ka dusra byaah kar dete hain. Aisa shayad is liye ki wo pahle se hi low cast se taalluk rakhte hain un par isse kya fark padega? Magar vrahmin cast me iska bada tagda prabhaav pad jata hai. Hamare bujurgo ka kahna tha ki agar koi oonch neech ho jati hai to hamara brahmin samaaj hamare ghar ka pani tak nahi peete aur use apne sabhya brahmin samaaj se baahar kar dete hain.
Maine apne dada dadi ko nahi dekha. Pita ji se hi suna tha ki jab main sirf do saal ka tha tab dada dadi bimaari ke chalte god ko pyare ho gaye the. Pahle dada ji uske 5 mahine baad dadi ji. Gaav me hamare paas 20 ekad zameen thi. Jis par mere pita ji kheti baadi karte the. Pandey pariwar me hamare khandaan ka bas hamara hi khandaan tha. Waise to pandey aur bhi the magar wo hamare sage khoon ke nahi the.
Jab main kuch bada hua aur thoda vahut jaanne samajhne layak hua to maine aksar ye baat dekhi thi ki hanare ghar me ya gaav me kisi bhi brahmin samaaj ke ghar par koi khaas kaaryakram hota to hamare ghar ka koi bhi byakti unke ghar nahi jata tha aur na hi us kaarykram me shaamil hone ke liye wo log hame bulate the. Iski vajah to bahut baad me pata chali thi mujhe. Gaav ke hi logo se suna tha ki agar JAIRAM PANDEY ek low cast ki ladki se byaah na karte to aaj brahmin samaaj me hamara bhi uthna baithna hota. Jairam pandey mere dada ji ka naam tha. Unhone ek low cast ki ladki se byaah kiya tha. Unke ghar walo ne iske liye unse har rishta tod diya tha aur apni chal achal sampatti se bhi bedakhal kar diya tha.
Mere dada ji govt service me the. Ghar se badakhal kar diye jane ke baad wo bahut door is gaav me aa kar bas gaye. Isi gaav me unhone dheere dheere kar ke 20 ekad zameen khareed li aur ek badhiya sa ghar bhi banwa liya tha. Kahte hain ki koi bhi byakti apne ateet se bhaag kar zyada din bacha nahi rah sakta. Yaani uska ateet uske paas zarur aayega aur sabko bata bhi dega ki uski sachchaai kya hai.
Jab is gaav ke brahmin samaaj ko mere dada ji ke is kaarname ka pata chala to un brahmin samaaj ke logo ne hamare ghar ko aur ghar ke logo ko pure gaav ke beech tanha kar diya. Mere pita ji ko isse kafi dukh bhi hua aur mayoosi bhi huyi. Magar wo brahmin samaaj ke logo ko na mana sakte the aur na hi samjha sakte the.
Aise hi din guzarte gaye aur dada ji ne mere pita ji ki shadi kar di. Mere pita ji apne maa baap ke akeli hi santaan the. Shadi me thoda mushkil to huyi magar fir aakhir shadi ho hi gayi. Meri maa ke mata pita bhi brahmin the. Magar unki ginti brahmin catagery ke hisaab se 13 se bhi neeche aate thi. Brahmin me 3 aur 13 tak ki catagery ke brahmin achhe mane jate hain. Magar kyo ki hamari value dada ji ki vajah se kam thi is liye 3 aur 13 wala brahmin apni ladki ka byaah hamare ghar me nahi kar sakta tha.
Aisa nahi tha ki gaav me kisi se hamara koi bol chaal nahi tha balki wo to waisa hi tha jaise normaly hota hai. Lekin kisi khaas program me koi hame invite nahi karta tha. Hamare yaha agar koi khaas program ho to ham to chaahte the ki gaav ka sabhi brahmin samaaj hamare ghar aaye aur hamare program me shareek ho. Magar aisa hota nahi tha. Starting se hi aisa tha. Mere pita ji ne brahmin samaaj ke beech khud ko ijjat se isthapit karne ki bahut koshish ki thi magar wo kabhi kaamyaab nahi ho sake. Dhire dhire unhone koshish karna hi chhod diya. Other cast ke logo se koi problem nahi thi. Wo hamare yaha har program me aate rahte the aur ham bhi unke yaha jate the. Magar jo baat brahmin samaaj ke beech ho kar ho sakti thi wo nahi hoti thi.
Dada ji ne kafi zameene banaayi huyi thi is liye un zameeno me achhi khaasi kheti baadi hoti thi jisse ghar me kisi cheej ki kami nahi ho paati thi. Ham agar bahut ameer nahi the to bahut gareeb bhi nahi the. Other kuch brahmin logo se hamare ghar ke halaat achhe hi the.
Gaav me hamara pakka makaan bana hua tha jo ki do flor ka tha. Ghar kafi bada tha. Ghar ke saamne kafi lambi chaudi jagah bhi thi jiske chaaro taraf se boundry wall bani huyi thi. Neeche ke flor par aath kamre the. Ek kitchen ek bada sa haal jaha par baith kar ham sab khana khaate the. Baahar taraf ek bada sa hall tha jo ki baahri logo ke baithne ke liye banaya gaya tha. Andar hi diwaar se lagi huyi seedhiyaan thi jo upar wale flor par jane ke liye thi. Upar bhi utne hi kamre huye the. Ek kitchen upar bhi tha. Ghar ke andar neeche hi ek bada sa aagan tha aur aagan ke us paar do toilet bane huye the jisme nahane ke liye bhi tha. Aagan ke dusre chhor par ek chhota sa mandir bhi bana hua tha.
Itne bade makaan me itne sare kamre bahut jyada the lekin future ka soch ke hi banaya gaye the. Neeche ke flor par hi ek mere mata pita ka ek kamra tha. Unke bagal wale kamre me meri badi bahan kusum ka kamra tha. Jab ki mera aur meri dono judwa bahno ka upar ke flor me bane kamro me hi alag alag kamra tha. Meri dono judwa bahne ek hi kamre me ek sath hi rahti thi. Unka sath bas toilet ke wakt hi chhootta tha baaki har wakt sath hi rahti thi. Maine kabhi nahi dekha tha ki unka aapas me kisi baat ko le kar jhagda hua ho.
Meri badi bahan kusum thoda gambheer swabhaav ki thi. Jab ki dono judwa bahne yaani priya aur pooja thoda natkhat aur chulbuli type ki thi. Mere sath un dono ki nok jhonk chalti rahti thi. Ghar me pita ji se ham sab darte the. Meri maa bahut shaant swabhaav ki thi aur ham bachcho se bahut pyaar karti thi. Pyaar to pita ji bhi karte the lekin wo kabhi dikhate nahi the. Ek baat jarur thi ki pita ji meri dono judwa bahno par kam gussa hote the aur unki sharaarto ka maza lete rahte the magar ye har wakt nahi hota tha.
Mere pita ji apne time me 10th tak padhe the jab ki maa anpadh thi. Main shuru se hi study me theek thaak tha. School me mere achhe marks aate the. Mere pita ji mere achhe marks aane par apni khushi ka dikhawa nahi karte the. Bas yahi kahte ki achha hai...aage isse bhi achha karna. Gaav me 12th tak hi school tha is liye meri bahne 12th ke baad padh nahi saki. Gaav me ladkiyo ko baahar study karwane par log tarah tarah ki baate karne lagte the. Ham to waise bhi brahmin samaaj se alag the is liye ham chaah kar bhi aisa koi kaam nahi karte the ki brahmin samaaj ke logo ko kuch ulta seedha kahne ka mauka mile.
Maine jab 12th pass kar liya to mere pita ji ne mujhe iske aage padhne ke liye shahar bhej diya tha. Main apne kuch dosto ke sath shahar me rah kar study karne laga tha. Meri badi bahan kusum se meri khoob jamti thi. Wo mujhe bahut sneh deti thi aur meri har zarurat ka maa ki tarah hi khayaal rakhti thi. Mera swabhaav aisa tha ki main thodi der ke liye naraz rahta aur fir sabse bolne lagta tha. Main kabhi apne ghar walo se door nahi hua tha is liye jab main aage ki study ke liye shahar gaya to mujhe ghar ki bahut yaad aati. Jiski vajah se main har hapte gaav aa jaya karta tha. Shanivaar shaam ko aata aur fir monday ko subah fir se chala jata. Mujhe sabse zyada meri maa aur kusum didi ki yaad aati thi.
Ham sabhi bachcho ka bachpan bahut hi hasi khushi guzra tha. Ham aapas me khoob masti karte the. Magar ye sab pita ji ke saamne nahi ho pata tha. Pita ji ke aate hi ham bachche bheegi billi ban jate the. Gaav me mere kuch dost the jo khud bhi bahut achhe the aur wo bhi brahmin cast se hi the. Meri mere un dosto se tab anban hoti thi jab unke ghar me koi khaas program hota aur main unke program me shareek nahi ho pata tha. Shareek na hone ki vajah wahi thi jiska zikar main pahle hi kar chuka hu.
Gaav me kuch tiwari brahmin the jisme se ek ki beti ko main school time se hi bahut pasand karta tha. Wo bhi mujhe bahut pasand karti thi. Magar ham dono ne ek dusre se is bare me kabhi koi baat na ki thi. Wo gaav ki ek aam ladki thi is liye wo khud iska izhaar nahi kar sakti thi aur jabki main is liye usse nahi kar sakta tha kyo ki brahmin samaaj hame accept hi nahi karta balki agar unko is baat ka pata chal jata to bahut bada hangama ho jata. 12th pass karke jab main aage ki study ke liye shahar jane wala tha tab meri usse ittefakan ek khaas mulakaat huyi thi. Shayad uske dil ne use majboor kar diya tha mujhse apne dil ki baat batane ke liye. Usne bahut hi dheeme lahje me aur udaas ho kar apne dil ki baat kahi thi. Uske us izhaar se main khush to bahut hua tha magar mere bas me kuch nahi tha. Maine bhi usse kaha tha ki main bhi use bahut pasand karta hu aur pyaar karta hu.
Mere man me us wakt ye vichaar bhi aaya tha ki agar hamare ghar wale hamari aapas me shadi nahi kar sakte to ham yaha se kahi door ja kar shadi kar lenge. Usne ek baar aisa kaha bhi tha. Magar maine aisa karne se inkaar kar diya tha. Main nahi chaahta tha ki meri vajah se mere ghar walo ka gaav me jeena muhaal ho jaye. Maine bahut hi dukhi man se usse kaha tha ki pyaar me haasil hona hi to sab kuch nahi hota. Asal mohabbat to balidaan maagti hai. Ham ek dusre se puri life pyaar karenge magar sirf man hi man.
Us ladki ka naam Megha tiwari tha. Usse alag hone ke baad main bahut udaas rahne laga tha. Ghar me sab ke saamne main khush rahne ka naatak karta rahta tha magar akele me raato ko neend nahi aati thi. Har wakt uske hi bare me sochta aur dukhi hota rahta tha.
Meri ye udaasi aur mera ye dukh meri badi bahan se zyada din tak chhup nahi saka tha. Usne ek raat mere kamre me aa kar mujhse poochh hi liya. Main unse apni koi bhi baat nahi chhupata tha lekin is baat ko chhupa gaya tha. Unke bahut ishraar karne par maine aakhir unhe bata hi diya. Meri ye chhoti si love story sun kar unhe bhi bahut dukh hua. Wo mujhe bahut pyaar karti thi ek bhai ki nazar se. Magar wo mere liye is bare me kuch nahi kar sakti thi.
Uske baad se wo aksar mere paas aa jaati aur mujhe ghanto samjhati rahti aur tarah tarah ki baato se mera dil bahlaati. Main nasamajh to nahi tha lekin is maamle me dimaag ka koi zor nahi chalta tha. Mere is love matter ka asar ye gua ki kusum didi har raat mere paas ek ghante ke liye aati aur fir waapas neeche apne kamre me chali jaati.
Main starting se hi has mukh swabhaav ka tha aur kisi bhi baat ko zyada der tak dil par nahi liye rahta tha magar is love matter ne mujhe change sa kar diya tha aur isi vajah se kusum didi ka mere kareeb rahna zyada ho gaya tha. Wo mujhe udaas nahi dekh sakti thi. Jab main study ke liye shahar chala gaya to wo aksar mujhe phone karti aur mera haal ahvaal leti. Hamare ghar me pita ji ke alawa mere aur kusum didi ke paas screen touch mobile tha. Maa ke paas koi mobile nahi tha kyo ki unko mobile ki abcd hi nahi aati thi. Jabki meri dono judwa bahno ke beech ek hi mobile tha jise wo domo hi use karti thi. Didi ka screen touch mobile dekh kar wo pita ji se aksar kahti ki unge bhi touch screen mobile chahiye. Pita ji unki is farmaaish par muskura kar rah jaate the.
Meri kusum didi se phone par aksar ghanto tak baate hoti. Din me voice/video calling par aur raat me msg par baate hoti thi. Mere is love matter ki baat mere aur didi tak hi seemit thi. Kisi teesre ko is bare me kuch bhi pata nahi chal saka tha. Didi ke samjhane ka asar mujh par kafi hua tha aur ab main udaas ya dukhi nahi rahta tha. Megha ki yaad to aati thi magar main uski yaad se jald hi peechha chhuda leta tha aur apna koi dusra kaam karne lag jata tha.
Har hapte shanivaar ki shaam main gaav aa jata aur sabse milta. Meri maa mujhe apne seene se laga khoob pyaar karti. Unki aankho me aanshu aa jate jinge main khud apne hatho se pochhta aur unse kahta ki aap is tarah mere liye aanshu na bahaya kariye. Mere ghar me sab ka rang saaf tha jinme meri maa aur meri teeno bahno ka rand zyada saaf aur gora tha. Meri maa kahne ko to maa thi magar unhe dekh kar aisa lagta hi nahi tha ki wo hamari maa hain. Unka chehra bahut inncent tha. Unki aankho me hamare liye bepanaah chaahat thi.
Gaav aane par main zyadatar apne ghar me hi rahta tha. Shahar jane ke baad mera gaav ke apne dosto se milna julna bagut kam ho gaya tha. Wo agar kabhi milte to mujhse is baat ki shikayat bhi karte aur mujh par taano ki barsaat bhi karte. Main unki baato ko chup chaap sun leta tha. Main jab ghar aa jata to meri maa bahut khush ho jaati thi. Meri kusum didi ke chehre par bhi khushi ki chamak aa jaati thi. Raat me sabke so jane ke baad wo mere kamre me aa jaati aur mere sath hi bed par mere bagal se let jaati. Ham der raat tak duniya jahaan ki baate karte rahte. Uske baad didi apne kamre me chali jaati aur main bhi so jaata tha. Main aksar unse kahta ki aap mere sath mere kamre me hi so jaya kijiye. Meri is baat par wo kahti ki isme koi problem to nahi hai lekin is baat ka agar pita ji ko kis tarah se pata chal gaya to wo bahut gussa karege. Wo mujhse kahti thi ki unka bhi dil karta hai ki wo mere sath hi so jaya kare magar pita ji ke dar se wo aisa nahi kar sakti thi.
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Mere pita ji ka swabhaav gusse wala zarur tha magar andar se wo ek bahut hi soft insaan the. Unke strictness ki asal vajah yahi thi ki ham sab bachche laad pyaar se kahi bigad na jaye aur kisi tarah ke galat raaste par na ja pade. Dusri vajah ye thi ki gaav me brahmin samaaj ke beech waise bhi hamara jyada uthna baithna nahi tha. Is liye pita ji nahi chaahte the ki unke laad pyaar se unke bachche kisi se koi ulta seedha kaam kar baithe jisse brahmin samaaj walo ko hame kuch ulta seedha kahne ka mauka mile.
Starting me ham bachcho ko is paabandi se bahut bura lagta tha. Halaki pita ji ne hame kabhi kisi baat ke liye daata nahi tha. Hame starting se hi aise sanskaar diye gaye the ki ham gaav me kisi ke bhi saath koi ulta seedha kaam nahi karte the. Jab kuch bade huye aur jaanne samajhne laayak huye to hame pita ji ki baate samajh me aane lagi. Uske baad ham sab bhi waisa hi karne lage jisse ki hamari vajah se pita ji ko koi kuch kah na sake.
Waise sochne wali baat ye bhi thi ki ham sab to apni taraf se sahi raah par hi chalne ki koshish karte rahte the aur kabhi kisi ko hame kuch kahne ka mauka hi nahi milta tha. Magar jo other brahmin the unke gharo ke bachcho ke gaav me aaye din kai tarah ke charche sunne ko milte rahte the. Meri maa hamesha pita ji se kahti ki hamare ghar ka to ye log pani tak nahi pite magar jaisi kartoot inke gharo ke bachche karte hain to kya usko koi nahi dekhta.? Dusro par ungli uthane me bahut maza aata hai magar in logo par koi ungli kyo nahi uthata.? Maa ki baat apni jagah sahi thi par pita ji kuch nahi kah paate the. Jaante samajhte wo sab kuch the aur dekhte sunte bhi bahut kuch the magar kisi se kahne me jhijhak hoti thi. Aisa is liye kyo ki wo sab ek sath the aur ham akele.
Other low cast ke log dabi zubaan me mere pita ji se unke bare me har tarah ki baate batate the aur unhe bura bhala bhi kahte the. Other low cast ke log baaki brahmin samaaj ke logo se zyada hamari ijjat karte the aur hamare liye kisi bhi time kuch bhi karne ko taiyaar rahte the. Is baat se baaki ke brahmin hamse jalte bhi the aur is taak me rahte the ki hame sunane ka koi unhe mauka mile. Mere pita ji ki ek hi soch thi jis par wo zyada zor dete the aur wo ye ki apni neeyat hamesha saaf rakho aur apne raaste par hi chalo. Kisi se kisi ki buraayi na karo. Jab ham aur hamara kaam apni jagah sahi rahega to koi hame kuch kah hi nahi payega.
Gaav me hamare liye bhale hi is tarah ka maahaul tha magar ham unse zyada khush rahte the. Halaki insaan ki life me koi na koi dukh bhi bana hi rahta hai. Ham ghar ki aarthik situation se shukhi the. Hame kisi cheez ki kami nahi thi aur na hi hame kisi cheez ke liye kisi ke saamne apna hath failane ki zarurat padti thi. Magar ye zarur dukh tha ki baaki brahmino ki tarah khaas mauko par hame wo brahmin samaaj bulata nahi tha. Wakt ke sath sath ek dukh aur bhi shaamil ho gaya tha hamari life me aur wo ye ki meri badi bahan kusum didi ab jawaan ho chuki thi. Unki shadi ki chinta ka dukh satane laga tha pita ji ko. Aisa nahi tha ki hame kusum didi ke liye koi rishta nahi milta tha...wo to milta tha magar kahi par baat pakki nahi ho pati thi. Gaav ke baaki brahmino ko jane kaha se is baat ka pata chal jata aur fir wo hamare dwara talaash kiye gaye rishte par aisa jaadu kar dete ki fir wo rishta jud nahi pata tha balki toot hi jata tha.
Gaav me 18 saal ki ladki huyi to uski shadi kar di jaati thi. Agar koi ladki 18 se zyada ki umar ki hone lagi to log tarah tarah ki baate karne lagte the. Meri badi bahan kusum didi 18 se bahut upar ho chuki thi. Kusum didi ka swabhaav starting se hi gambheer tha aur unke liye shadi ke baar baar rishte toot jane ki vajah se wo aur bhi zyada gambheer rahne lagi thi. Main socha karta tha ki aaj ke zamane me bhi logo ki maansikta nahi badli.
Meri didi ko sansaar ka koi bhi ladka agar dekhta to wo unki sundarta se prabhaavit huye bina na rahta. Magar iske baavjud ye unki kharaab kismat hi thi ki har baar unke liye talaash kiya gaya rishta toot jata tha. Mujhe is baat se bahut bura lagta tha. Main apni didi ka murjhaya hua chehra dekhta to mera dil tadap kar rah jata tha. Main hamesha sochta ki kaash mere bas me hota to main apni didi ke liye aasmaan se koi aisa raj kumar le aata jo meri didi ko jee jaan se pyaar kare aur unko apni palko par bitha kar rakhe. Magar ye to bas main sochta hi bas tha...aisa hona to shayad possible hi nahi tha.
Meri dono judwa bahne natkhat sharaarti bhale hi thi magar unko situation ki gambheerta ka bhi khayaal tha. Lekin wo is mahaul me bhi sharaarte kar kar ke sabka man bahlaati rahti thi. Wo dono pita ji ke zyada kareeb thi. Un dono ko pita ji se baat karne me koi jhijhak ya dar nahi lagta tha. Wo kabhi kabhi pita ji se aisi baate kar daalti thi ki pita ji aashcharya se unki taraf dekhte rah jaate the. Chhota muh badi baat waali tarz par.
Didi ki shadi ke liye ham sab chintit the. Maa ne pita ji se kai baar yaha tak kaha tha ki ham is gaav ko chhod kar shahar chale jaate hain. Shahar me hi koi achha sa rishta dhoondh kar kusum ki shadi kar denge. Magar pita ji maa ki is baat ko maanne se saaf inkaar kar dete the. Unka kahna tha ki wo isi gaav me rah kar aur sabki nazro ke saamne apni betiyo ka byaah karenge. Wo dikhana chaahte the ki baaki brahmino ke bure armaano ko kuchalte huye wo kaise apni betiyo ka byaah karte hain. Unki vajah se wo kaayro ki tarah is gaav se kahi nahi jana chaahte the.
Aise hi din guzar rahe the. Ham sab baaki har cheez se khush the, bas didi ki shadi ke liye hi pareshan the. Main hamesha apni kusum didi ke aas paas hi rahta aur unke murjhaye huye chehre ko taaje khile gulaab ki tarah khilaye rakhne aur mahkaye rakhne ki koshish me laga rahta. Kusum didi mere aisa karne par mere saamne bahut zyada khush hone ka dikhawa karti magar akele me main jaanta tha ki wo fir se udaas ho jati thi. Mujhe samajh nahi aata tha ki main didi ke liye pal bhar me aisa kya kar daalu ki unka har dukh door ho jaye.
Jab main shahar me rahne laga to didi ki bahut yaad aati aur main sochta ki wo fir se murjhaayi huyi rahti hongi. Main har din unse ghanto phone par baate karta aur raat me der raat tak unse msg me baate karta. Wo mujhe samjhati aur main unhe. Wo mujhe is baat ke liye samjhati ki main megha ki yaad me khud ko zyada dukhi na rakhu aur life me aage badhu. Jab ki main unhe samjhata ki ek din sab kuch achha ho jayega aur aap in baato se khud ko udaas ya dukhi na rakha kare. Kamaal ki baat thi ke ham dono hi bhai bahan ek dusre ko samjhate the jabki shayad samajh koi nahi raha tha. Bas ek dusre ka dil rakhne ke liye ek dusre ke saamne khush dikhne lagte the.
Aise hi teen saal guzar gaye aur maine BSC complete kar liya tha. Chhuttiyo me main ghar aa gaya tha. Ghar me sirf mera hi birthday manaya jata tha. Kusum didi ka pahle birthday manaya jata tha. Magar jab wo jaanne samajhne layak huyi to unhone maa ko iske liye mana kar diya. Jab unhone mana kar diya to maa ne meri dono judwa bahno ka bhi janmdin nahi manaya kabhi. Iske liye meri wo dono natkhat bahne jhagda bhi karti thi aur sabse zyada mujhse naraaz hoti thi kyoki mera birthday pita ji achhe se hi manate the.
Chhuttiyo me jab main ghar aa gaya to main kheti baadi me pita ji ka bhi hath batata. Halaki wo mujhse iske liye mana karte rahte the magar mujhe achha nahi lagta tha ki mere pita ji akele kheto me khoon paseena bahaye. Waise to hamare kheto me other low cast ke chaar chaar majdoor kaam karne ke liye lage rahte the. Magar pita ji khud bhi unke sath lage rahte the. Unka kahna tha ki kaam karte rahne se insaan ka jisam tandurust rahta hai aur use jaldi koi bimaari nahi lagti. Unki baat sach me sahi thi kyo ki wo bahut kam hi bimaar padte the. Mere ghar me sabse zyada meri dono judwa bahne hi bimaar padti thi. Ek bimaar hoti to dusri bhi bimaar ho jati thi. Un dono ka connection bhi bada ajeeb tha.
Din me main kheto par pita ji ke sath kaam me unka hath batata aur shaam ko ghar aa jata. Raat ko khana pina karne ke baad main upar wale flor me apne kamre me sone ke liye chala jata. Jab maa pita ji so jate to kusum didi chup chaap mere kamre me aa jati. Unke liye mere kamre ka darwaja khula hi rahta tha andar se. Main khud bhi unke aane ka badi shiddat se intzar karta tha.
Kusum didi ke aane ke baad ham dono der raat tak duniya jahaan ki baate karte. Fir jab wo apne kamre me jane lagti to main fir se yahi kahta ki aaj aap mere paas hi so jaiye. Magar har baar ki tarah didi mujhse waisa hi bol kar apne kamre me chali jaati aur idhar main bhi kuch der me so jata.
Kuch din baad mera birthday aaya to har saal ki tarah is baar bhi pita ji ne achhe se mera birthday manane ke liye intjaam kiya. Har saal mujhe mere janmdin par tohfe milte the. Har saal mere pita ji mujhe koi na koi tohfa zarur dete the. Meri maa har saal mujhse kahti ki bata tujhe tohfe me kya chahiye to main yahi kahta ki bas aap hamesha khush raha kijiye. Aapka khushiyo se bhara hua chehra hi mera tohfa hai. Meri is baat se maa ki aankho me khushi ke aanshu aa jate aur fir wo mujhe apne kaleje se laga leti. Yahi haal meri kusum didi ka tha. Wo bhi mujhse aise hi puchha karti aur main yahi kahta ki aap hamesha khush raha kijiye, iske siva mujhe kuch nahi chahiye. Meri dono judwa bahne apni kshamta ke anusaar kuch na kuch tohfa de hi deti thi.
Har saal ki tarah is saal bhi mera birthday manaya gaya aur har saal ki tarah hi mujhe tohfe mile. Maa aur didi ne jab puchha to maine un dono se wahi kaha jo har saal kahta tha. Meri judwa bahno ne mujhe ek ek pen tohfe me diya. Raat me jab so gaye to kusum didi mere kamre me har roz ki tarah aa gayi aur bed par mere bagal se let gayi. Hamne der raat tak baate ki. Magar main is baat se hairaan tha ki didi ne ek baar bhi mujhse ye nahi kaha ki ab main apne kamre me sone ja rahi hu.
Main to hamesha chaahta tha ki didi mere paas hi soye aur aaj shayad meri wo chaahat puri hi ho gayi thi. Main khush tha aur hairan bhi. Jab kaafi der tak didi ne jane ke bare me kuch na kaha to majburan mujhe hi unse puchhna pada ki kya unhe apne kamre me sone nahi jana? Mere puchne par kusum didi muskuraai aur mujhse kahne lagi ki kya unke yaha par hone se mujhe koi pareshani hai?
Maine unke kahne par kaha ki har baar to aap yahi kahti thi ki pita ji ko agar pata chal gaya to wo gussa karenge. Fir aaj aisa kyo? Aaj aisa kya ho gaya hai ki aapko pita ji ke gussa ho jane ka koi dar nahi hai.?
Mere is sawaal par wo boli ki aaj mera birthday hai is liye aaj wo mere sath hi bed par soyengi. Aaj bas ki hi to baat hai. Subah wo pita ji ke uthne se pahle hi neeche apne kamre me chali jayengi. Unki is baat se main bahut khush hua tha. Jab se jaanne samajhne layak hua tha tab se kusum didi se hi mera kareebi rishta raha tha. School me megha ko pasand karta tha aur use chaahta bhi tha. Megha mera pahla pyaar thi. Kusum didi meri bahan thi lekin megha ke baad agar mujhe koi ladki pasand thi to wo meri kusum didi thi.
Main hamesha hasi mazaak me unse kah deta tha ki mujhe aapke jaisi ladki se hi shadi karni hai. Wo meri baat par has deti aur puchhti ki mere jaisi hi kyo? Unke is sawaal par main kuch kah nahi pata tha. Jab wo zyada zor de kar mujhse puchhti to main pahle unse is baat ka vachan leta ki wo meri baat par gussa nahi hongi. Wo kahti ki kya unhone kabhi mujh par gussa kiya hai jo ab karugi?
Aakhir mujhe batana hi padta ki aisa kyo. Main unhe unke achhe nature ke bare me batata aur unki saadgi ke bare me. Ye bhi ki wo mera kitna khayaal rakhti hain aur mujhe kitna pyar karti hain. Meri baat par wo muskurate huye kahti ki....Pagal kuch bhi bolta hai.
Us wakt unke chehre par ajeeb si chamak hoti thi. Main nahi janta tha ki unke chehre ki wo chamak kya soch kar unke chehre par aayi hoti thi. Wo mujhe bade dhyaan se dekhti to main puchhta ki aap kis tarah ke ladke se shadi karna chaahengi to wo ekdam se chup ho jati. Unke chehre par fir se udaasi chha jati. Main unhe iske liye pyar se daat bhi deta aur fir puchhta. Magar wo aksar yahi kahti ki unke chaahne se kya hota hai.? Abhi to yahi bahut mushkil hai ki unke liye koi rishta puri tarah se pakka ho jaye. Wo apni kismat ko kosti aur kahti ki unki chaahto ke koi maayne nahi hain aur na hi wo aisi koi chaahat rakh sakti hain jo kabhi puri hi na ho sake.
Unki baat sun kar mera dil baithne lagta tha. Mujhe lagta ki main apni didi ko kheech kar zor se apne seene se laga lu aur unke sare dukh unse le lu. Magar main aisa kuch nahi kar pata tha.
"Aisa mat kaha kijiye didi. Shadi byaah jeewan maran sab bhagwan ke hath me hota hai. Jis din jo hona likha hoga to wo har keemat par ho ke rahega. Bas aap in sab baato ke bare me zyada mat socha kijiye." Maine kaha.
"Meri vajah se sab bahut dukhi hain na vicky?" Kusum didi ne udaas lahje me kaha to mera dil fir se baithne laga.
"Fir wahi baat." Maine kaha.
"Achha chal thik hai...chhod in baato ko. Ham koi dusri baat karte hain." Didi ne khud ko samhala.
"Yes that's better....ab bataiye ki aap kis tarah ke ladke se shadi karna chaahengi?"
"Ye sawaal hi bekaar hai vicky. Kyo ki main bata hi chuki hu ki meri chaahto ke koi maayne nahi hain. Mere chaahne se kuch nahi ho sakta." Kusum didi ne kaha.
"Wo ek alag baat hai didi. Main aapki pasand aur chaahat ke bare me puchh raha hu. Jaise maine bataya ki main usi ladki se shadi karuga jisme aapke jaisi khubiya hongi. So ab aap bhi bataiye ki aap kis tarah ke ladke se shadi karna chaahengi?" Main kaha.
"Kyo zid karte ho vicky.? Bhala koi bhai apni bahan se aise sawaal puchhta hai?" Didi ne kaha.
"Sab bhai puchhte hain didi. Aaj kal ye sab normal baate hain. Aap bas bataiye jo maine aapse puchha hai." Maine kaha.
"Tum bhi na had hi kar dete ho vicky. Achha theek hai...jaise tumhe mere jaisi hi ladki se shadi karna hai to main bhi yahi chaahti hu ki meri shadi usi se ho jo mere bhai vicky ke jaisa hi ho." Didi ne muskurate huye kaha to main hairan rah gaya. Pata nahi kyo magar mujhe didi ki is baat se bahut khushi bhi huyi.
Mujhe andar se pata nahi kyo bahut achha laga tha jab didi ne aisa kaha tha. Main hairan tha ki didi ko mere jaisa ladka pasand tha. Ab mujhe ye samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki mujh me aisa kya hai jo didi ko achha lag raha tha.
"Kamaal hai...par mujh me aisa kya dekh liya aapne didi jo aisa kah rahi hain ki mere jaise ladke se aapki shadi ho.?" Main utaawla sa ho raha tha ye jaanne ke liye.
"Mujhe nahi pata vicky...bas ye jaanti hu ki mujhe tere jaise ladke se hi shadi karne ki ichha hai." Didi ne kaha. Unki nazare jhuk gayi thi jab wo ye kah rahi thi.
"Ye kya baat huyi didi.? Aapko mere jaise ladke se shadi karne ki ichha hai aur aapko ye hi nahi pata ki aapko mere jaise ladke se hi shadi karne ki kyo ichha hai.?" Maine kaha. Mujhe jane kyo aisa lag raha tha jaise didi kuch chhupa rahi hain.
"Haan vicky mujhe kuch nahi pata. Bas mera man karta hai ki meri jisse shadi ho wo tere jaisa hi ho." Didi ne kaha.
"Aap bhi na kamaal hi kar deti hain. Bhala aisa kaise ho sakta hai.? Agar aapka man aisa karta hai to uski bhi koi vajah hi hogi. Plz bataiye na didi...mujh jaisa ladka hi kyo.? Mujh me aisa kya khaas hai.?" Maine zid kar ke didi se puchha.
Jab maine aisa kaha to didi mujhe khamoshi se dekhne lagi. Unke chehre par ajeeb se bhaav the. Maine dekha ki unka ek hath bed sheet ko mutthiyo me baar baar kheech raha tha.
"Bataiye na didi." Unko chup dekh kar maine fir se puchha.
"Ye sab andar ki baate hain vicky. Tu mera bhai hai is liye har baat main tujhe nahi bata sakti. Haan ye sach hai ki mujhe tere jaise ladke se hi shadi karne ki ichha hai. Aisa is liye kyo ki har ladki yahi chaahti hai ki uska pati usse khoob pyaar kare. Uska har tarah se khayaal rakhe. Uske dukh ko bina bataye mahsoos kar le aur uski har zarurat puri kare." Didi ne ek hi saans me kah diya.
"To aapka matlab hai ki jo bhi khoobiyaan aapne ek pati ki bataayi hain wo sab mujh me hain.?" Maine unki taraf dhyaan se dekhte huye kaha.
"Haan vicky. Main tujhe tere bachpan se jaanti hu. Teri rag rag se parichit hu main. Itna to main bhi samajhti hu ki tu kaisa hai. Hamare beech shuru se le kar ab tak kabhi koi ladaayi jhagda nahi hua aur na hi aisa kabhi wakt aaya ki hamare beech kisi baat ko le kar anban huyi ho. Mujhe achhi tarah is baat ka ahsaas hai ki tu mujhe bahut maanta hai aur meri bahut ijjat karta hai. Mera kitna khayaal rakhta hai ye bhi main jaanti hu. Mujhe ek pal ke liye bhi tu dukhi nahi dekh sakta. Ye sab baate yahi darshati hain ki tu ek achha insaan hai jise kisi bhi insaan ke sukh dukh ka ahsaas hai. Main hamesha socha karti hu ki duniya me har ladki ko tere jaisa bhai mile. Ye bhi sach hai ki aise hi achhe nature wale ladke se har ladki shadi karna chahegi." Didi ne ek baar fir se ek hi saans me ye sab kah diya tha aur main unki ye baate sun kar hairan bhi ho raha tha aur andar hi andar khush bhi.
"Kaash mere paas koi jaadu wali power hoti didi to main ek pal me aapke liye aisa hi ladka pragat kar deta. Fir aapki usse shadi bhi karwa deta." Maine kaha.
"Tujhe pata hai vicky main apna janmdin kyo nahi manane deti kabhi.? Kyo ki mera janm bhi usi din aur tareekh ko hua tha jab tera hua tha. Jab tera janmdin manate hain to mera to already hi ho jata hai. Mujhe khushi milti hai ki mere bhai ke sath hi mera janm din bhi khud hi man jata hai." Didi ne subject change kar diya tha aur ye baat unhone muskurate huye kaha tha.
"Haan mujhe pata hai. But ye nahi pata tha ki aap aisa kyo karti hain.? So jab aaj pata chal hi gaya hai to fir main aapko aapke janmdin ki wishes dena chaahta hu. JANMDIN MUBARAK HO DIDI...AAPKE DAAMAN ME SANSAAR KI HAR KHUSHIYA BHAR JAYE AUR AAPKI HAR WO MURAAD PURI HO JO AAPNE APNE MAN ME CHAAHI HO." Maine ek hi saans me unki taraf karwat lete huye kah diya tha.
"Ohh vicky main bata nahi sakti ki tere is tarah wish karne se main kitna khush ho gayi hu." Didi ne kaha aur uth kar bed par baith gayi. Unke uth kar baith jane par main bhi uth kar baith gaya tha.
"Agar aisi baat hai to mujhe uske liye maaf kar dijiye jo maine iske pahle aapko aapke janmdin par wish nahi kiya tha." Maine udaas lahje me kaha to didi bas muskura padi.
"Tujhe kisi baat ke liye mujhse maafi maagne ki koi zarurat nahi hai. Janmdin par wish karna to ek aupcharikta hai vicky. Mujhe to ye pata hi hai ki tu mujhe bahut maanta hai aur meri har khushi ka khayaal rakhta hai." Kusum didi ne muskurate huye kaha.
"Bataiye didi aapko tohfe me mujhse kya chahiye.? Bejhijhak maagiye didi...jo bhi aapka man kare. Main aapki har wish puri karne ki puri koshish karuga." Maine kaha.
"Mujhe tujhse koi tohfa nahi chahiye vicky. Main to isi baat se khush hu ki mera bhai mera had se zyada khayaal rakhta hai. Ek bahan ko isse zyada kya chahiye.? Haan ye zarur kahugi ki jaise tu abhi mera itna khayaal rakhta hai waise hi zindagi bhar mera khayaal rakhna. Agar sanjog se kabhi meri shadi ho bhi jaye tab bhi tu mera khayaal rakhna. Apni is pagli didi ko bhool na jana." Didi ne kaha. Ye kahte huye unki aankho me aanshu aa gaye the jinhe dekh kar main tadap utha tha.
"Ye to aapko kahne ki zarurat hi nahi hai didi. Main to waise bhi zindagi bhar aapka khayaal rakhuga aur aapko kabhi dukhi nahi hone dooga." Maine kaha to didi ki aankho se aashu chhalak kar baahar aa gaye.
"Mera bahut dil karta hai vicky ki main tere seene se lipat jaau. Mujhe ek baar apne seene se laga le mere bhai." Didi ke chehre par ye kahte huye dukh ke bhaav the. Idhar unki ye baat sun kar maine jald hi apni baaho ko faila diya. Meri aankho me bhi aanshu aa gaye the.
Maine jaise hi apni baahe failaayi didi jhapat kar mere seene se lag gayi aur foot foot kar rone lagi. Unka pura jism tharthara raha tha. Wo mujhe buri tarah kas kar pakde huye thi. Maine bhi unhe kas kar khud se chhupka liya tha. Unki komal peeth par main apne haath ferne laga tha.
Life me aaj ye pahla wakt tha jab ham dono bhai bahan ne ek dusre ko gale se lagaya tha. Iske pahle aisa kabhi nahi hua tha. Udhar didi mujhse lipti sisak rahi thi. Pata nahi kya baat thi ki wo mujhse itni zor se lipti sisak rahi thi. Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha. Bas mujhe achha lag raha tha ki aaj meri didi pyaar se mere gale lagi huyi thi.
Kaafi der tak didi mujhse lipti rahi. Uske baad wo mujhse alag ho gayi. Maine dekha ki unke aanshu unke pure gaalo par faile huye the. Safed gora chehra ekdam se surkh pad gaya tha. Mera dil didi ko us haalat me dekh kar bahut dukhi sa hone laga tha.
"Ye galat baat hai didi. Aap jaanti hain ki main aapko dukhi nahi dekh sakta aur na hi aapki aankho me aanshu. Fir aisa kyo didi.?" Maine shikayat ki unse.
"Maaf kar de vicky. Main khud ko samhaal hi nahi pati hu. Kitni kamzor hu na main.?" Didi ne bheegi aankho se merei taraf dekha to is baar main khud hi khud ko samhaal nahi paya aur maine is baar khud unko apne seene se chhupka liya.
"Nahi didi aap kamzor nahi hain. Aree meri didi to bahut bahaadur hain. Duniya me sabse sundar meri didi hain aur sabse masoom bhi." Maine kaha aur fir dheere se unko khud se alag kiya. Alag karne ke baad maine unke chehre ki taraf dekha to is baar unke chehre par chamak thi aur surkh hotho par muskaan. Shayad meri baat par wo muskura rahi thi.
"Jhooth mooth ki tareef mat kar tu...Mujhe bhi pata hai ki duniya me bahut si aisi ladkiya hain jo bahut sundar aur masoom hain." Didi ne kaha.
"Hongi...lekin ek baat main daave ke sath kahta hu ki wo sab aapse kam hi sundar aur masoom hongi. Meri kusum didi se badh kar to koi ho hi nahi sakta." Maine garv se kaha to didi has padi.
"Chal ab bas kar fenkuram....sona nahi hai kya.?" Didi ne haste huye hi kaha to main bhi has diya unke fenkuram kahne par.
"Sote to roz hi hain didi...aaj sari raat jaagte rahenge ham dono." Maine muskura kar kaha to didi ne hairaani se meri taraf dekha.
"Tera to theek hai magar subah meri khair nahi rahne wali." Didi ne kaha.
"Wo kyo.?" Maine ekdam se shock ho kar unki taraf dekha.
"Aree buddhu ram jab main sari raat jaagti rahugi to meri aankhe subah maa ko bata dengi ki main soyi nahi saari raat. Wo yahi samjhengi ki main shadi ke tention ki vajah se raat bhar jaagti hu. Wo mujhe iske liye bahut samjhati hain. Is liye kal meri aankhe dekh kar maa ko pata chal jayega aur fir wo mujhe daatengi." Didi ne kaha.
"Theek hai didi...chaliye so jaate hain fir." Maine mayoos ho kar kaha to didi ne apna ek haath badha kar mere chehre par fera.
"Aise mayoos chehra mat bana vicky. Jaise tu mujhe udaas aur dukhi nahi dekh sakta na waise hi main bhi tujhe udaas aur mayoos nahi dekh sakti. Mujhe bhi laga karta hai ki main tere paas hi rahu aur tujhse dher saari baate karu. Magar sab kuch hamare chaahne se nahi hota na. Hame sabke bare me bhi sochna padta hai. Ab chal so jaate hain. Tujhe ek raaz ki baat bataau..????" Didi ne kaha to maine unki taraf dekha.
"Raaz ki baat.???" Maine puchha.
"Aree itna hairaan na ho...raaz ki baat ye hai ki ab se main har roz tere sath hi so jaya karugi. Agar tujhe isse koi pareshani na ho to." Didi ne aisa kaha to main aur bhi zyada hairaan rah gaya. Aaj ka to chalo theek tha samajh me aaya. Magar har roz kaise possible ho sakta tha.?
"Magar aap to kaha karti thi ki pita ji ko pata chal gaya to wo gussa karenge. Fir aap ye kaise kah sakti hain.? Kya ab pita ji gussa nahi karenge.?" Maine kaha.
"Gussa to tab karenge na vicky jab unhe pata chalega. Main subah unke uthne se pahle hi tere kamre se neeche apne kamre me chali jaya karugi. Waise mere paas ek upaay ye bhi hai ki subah jaldi uth kar main khud hi wo kaam karne lagugi jo kaam maa karti hain subah. Yaani pita ji ke liye chaay banana." Didi ne badi raazdaari se kaha to main fir se hairaan rah gaya.
"Aur agar kisi din aapki neend subah jaldi na khul paayi to..???" Maine kaha.
"Khulegi vicky...tere paas alarm ghadi hai na. Main roz usme subah paanch baje ka alarm set kar diya karugi." Didi ne muskurate huye kaha to main bhi unki chalaaki par muskura pada.
"That's great didi...now i'm so happy. Ab se aap mere sath hi soyengi." Main bachcho ki tarah khushi manane laga to didi has padi. Wo jab hasti thi to unke dono gaalo par gaddhe pad jate the aur motiyo ki tarah chamakte huye unke daat bahut sundar lagte the.
"Chal ab so ja vicky...bahut raat ho gayi hai. Subah mujhe jaldi yaha se jana bhi hai." Didi ne kaha to main unki baat maan kar chup chaap let gaya. Mere lette hi didi bhi let gayi.
Kamre me night bulb jal raha tha. Ham dono apni aankhe band kar ke lete hute the. Didi ka to mujhe pata nahi magar mujhe neend nahi aa rahi thi. Life me pahli baar aaj didi mere bed par mere sath hi soyi huyi thi aur ab se har raat wo yahi mere paas hi sone wali thi. Main unko apne paas is tarah dekh kar bahut khush tha. Mere man me bahut sari baate chalne lagi thi. Fir mujhe pata hi nahi chala ki kab main neend ki aagosh me chala gaya.
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शानदार bhaiSAB KUCH JAYAZ HAI....Main gahri neend me sota zarur tha lekin agar koi awaaz de to meri neend khul jati thi. Aisa hi hua yaani kisi awaaz se meri neend khul gayi. Neend khuli to mujhe samajh aaya ki bed ke sirhaane par hi rakhi alarm ghadi baj rahi thi. Meri nazar bed par mere bagal me padi to dekha ki kusum didi uth kar baith gayi thi aur apne ek hath se alarm ghadi ke us switch/botton ko band kar rahi thi jiske off kar dene se alarm ghadi ka bajna band ho jata tha.
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Alarm band karne ke baad jab wo palti to unki nazar mujh par padi. Mujhe jaga hua dekh kar wo thodi chaunki fir muskura uthi. Ahaa us wakt unki manmohak muskaan dekh kar mera man khushi se bhar utha tha.
"Aaj ki subah kitni achhi hai na didi.?" Maine unki taraf dekha aur muskurate huye bola.
"Achha...aur wo kaise bhala.?" Unhone muskura kar mujhse puchha tha.
"Wo aise ki aaj subah subah hi maine apni us didi ki muskaan dekhi jo duniya me sabse sundar aur masoom hain." Maine jab aisa kaha to didi ki muskaan aur gahri ho gayi. Unke chehre par khushi ke bhaav ubhar aaye. Wo mujhe bade dhyaan se dekhne lagi.
"Baate banana koi tumse seekhe hai na.?" Fir Mujhe dhyaan se dekhte huye kaha didi ne.
"Lo isme baate banane wali kaun si baat hai bhala.? Maine to wahi kaha jo sach hai. Aapko aisa kyo lagta hai ki main baate bana raha hu.?" Maine kaha to didi bas muskura kar rah gayi magar boli kuch na.
"Ab batiaye bhi...aisa kyo lagta hai aapko.?" Maine unhe chup dekha to dobara puchha.
"Kyo ki aisa tum sirf mera dil rakhne ke liye kahte ho. Tum hamesha yahi chaahte ho ki main khush rahu. Warna jitni badi badi tum tareefe karte ho meri utni to main hu hi nahi." Didi ne nazre jhukaye huye kaha to main muskura utha.
"Ek to ladkiyo ka bhi na bas ek hi panga hai. Tareef na karo tab bhi problem aur tareef karo tab bhi problem. Aakhir ham ladke kare to kare kya.?" Maine ruthe huye lahje se kaha to didi has padi.
"Achha tumhe ladkiyo ke bare me bada pata hai vicky...kya megha ne bataya tha ya usse seekha hai.?" Didi ne mazaak me kah to diya magar agle hi pal unhe laga jaise aisa kah kar unhone badi galti kar di ho. Idhar main unki is baat se ekdam chup rah gaya tha. Megha ka naam aate hi mere jisam me ek jhatka sa laga tha. Magar maine khud ko samhaal liya. Mujhe pata tha ki didi ne aisa bas mazaak me hi kaha tha warna wo mera dil dukhane ke liye aisa kah hi nahi sakti thi. Maine jab dekha ki wo ekdam se chup ho gayi hain to main unhe dekh kar muskuraya.
"Aisa kuch nahi hai didi...itna to aaj kal ke bachcho ko bhi pata hai ki ladkiya kaisi hoti hain....khair aap baat ko ghumaiye mat aur is baat ko maan lijiye ki jo maine aapki tareef me kaha tha wo sab solah aane sach hai." Maine aisa kaha to didi fir se muskurane lagi.
Kuch der wo mujhe dekhte huye jane kya sochti rahi fir wo bed se neeche utarne lagi. Unhe bed se utarta dekh mujhe aisa laga jaise main didi ko rok lu aur apne paas se jane na du. Magar main aisa chaah kar bhi nahi kar sakta tha. Bhala main unse rokne ki kya vajah batata.? Mujhe bhi ajeeb laga ki mere man me aisi baat kyo aayi.?
"Tumhari baato ko sunne ke chakkar me kahi aisa na ho ki maa pita ji jaag jaye. Maa ki aadat hai ki wo jaagne ke baad jab apne kamre se nikalti hain to sabse pahle mere hi kamre me aati hain. Mujhe nahi pata ki aisa wo kyo karti hain....shayad dekhne aati hongi ki main theek se so rahi hu ki nahi." Didi ne bed se utarne ke baad meri taraf dekhte huye kaha tha.
"Theek hai didi aap jaiye...main to ab nahi souga kyo ki meri aaj ki subah bahut hi achhi huyi hai...fir se souga to itni achhi subah ki insult ho jayegi." Maine aisa kaha to didi fir se muskura padi.
"Tum nahi manoge na...chalo main ja rahi hu. Kuch der me aati hu tumhare liye chaay le kar. Tab tak tum bhi haath muh dho lo." Didi ne kaha to main ekdam se khush ho gaya. Mere chehre par ekdam se aayi is khushi ko dekh kar didi hasi aur fir kamre se baahar chali gayi. Unke jane ke baad main bhi bed se neeche utra aur fir kamre se baahar aa gaya.
Toilet neeche aagan ke us paar bana hua tha so main neeche aa kar us taraf hi chala gaya hath muh dhone ke liye. Abhi subah ke paanch nahi baje the. Shayad alarm 4:30 ka lagaya tha didi ne. Paanch baje maa pita ji dono hi uth jate the.
Hath muh dhone ke liye main neeche aaya tha. Hamare yaha shahro ki tarah kamre me hi attach bathroom nahi bana hua tha balke neeche hi bana tha jisme sab log jate the. Maa pitaji apne kamre me hote the aur toilet aangan ke us paar tha. Jisse agar koi toilet me ho to waha se pani vagaira girne jaisi koi awaaz yaha tak sunaai nahi deti thi.
Aangan ke us paar do toilet bane the jo ki agal bagal hi the. Dono me hi nahane ke liye bhi jagah thi. Main jab toilet ke kareeb pahucha to mujhe left wale toilet se halka pani girne ki awaaz sunaai di to main samajh gaya ki kusum didi uske andar hi hain. Ye jaan kar main right side wale toilet me chala gaya.
Do minute baad hi left side wale toilet ka darwaza halke se khula. Shayad didi fresh ho chuki thi. Idhar main bhi hath muh dhone ke liye badha to maine socha achhe se fresh hi ho leta hu. Ye soch kar main fresh hone laga. 10 minute baad main toilet se fresh ho kar waapas apne kamre me upar aa gaya aur didi ke aane ka wait karne laga. Aaj ye pahli baar tha jab main itni subah uth kar fresh ho liya tha warna to 7 ya 8 baje ke pahle main ye sab karta hi nahi tha.
Pata nahi kyo magar aaj main khush tha. Mera man baar baar didi ki taraf hi ja raha tha. Unke hi bare me sochne lagta tha. Shayad is liye ki kal raat wo life me pahli baar mere sath ek hi bed par soyi thi aur ab se aisa hi hone wala tha. Meri sabse sundar aur masoom didi jo mujhe bahut pasand thi wo ab rozana mere sath hi raat me soyengi. Is baat ki khushi mujhe bahut ho rahi thi. Mere man me unke liye koi bhi bura vichaar nahi tha aur na hi mera man kabhi is taraf gaya tha. Wo meri badi bahan thi aur mera had se jyada khayaal rakhti thi. Ham dono ek dusre ko bahut maante the.
10 minute intzar baad aakhir kusum didi hath me tray liye mere kamre me aayi. Jaise hi ham dono ki nazre mili to wo halke se muskuraai. Unke hotho par faili halki muskan aur unke dono taraf ke gaalo par halke gaddhe pad jana unko itna khubsurat bana deta tha ki usko lafzo me shayad bataya hi na ja sake.
Unki muskaan dekh kar mere hotho par bhi muskaan aa gayi. Aaj ki subah sach me sabse haseen lag rahi thi mujhe. Iske pahle aisa kabhi mahsoos nahi kiya tha maine. Main aur to kuch nahi janta tha lekin main hamesha yahi chaahta tha ki main apni didi ke paas hi rahu aur unse dher saari baate karta rahu. Unki awaaz itni pyaari aur surili thi ki har wakt bas unki awaaz ko hi sunte rahne ka dil karta tha.
"Aaj main kuch alag mahsoos kar raha hu didi. Kya aapko bhi kuch alag mahsoos ho raha hai.?" Maine kahte huye puchha to didi boli to kuch na bas muskurate huye mere kareeb aa gayi. Mere bilkul saamne tray ko liye ruk gayi to maine tray par rakhe do cup me se ek cup ko utha liya.
"Bataiye na didi....kya aapko bhi aaj kuch alag mahsoos ho raha hai.?" Maine utsukta se is baar puchha to didi ne usi tarah muskurate huye tray se apna cup uthaya aur fir tray ko neeche bed ke paas rakh kar mere paas hi bed ke kinare par baith gayi. Jab ke main unke mukh se jawaab sunne ki jigyasa se unki taraf hi dekhta raha.
"Arree pahle chaay to piyo vicky....aur jo sawaal tumne mujhse puchha hai uska jawaab pahle tum hi mujhe do." Didi ne ool jalool jaise andaz me mujhse ye kaha to mujhe kuch samajh na aaya.
"Matlab.." Maine chaay ka pahla ghoot peene ke baad kaha unse.
"Pahle tum bataao ki tumhe aaj kya alag mahsoos ho raha hai.?" Didi ne bhi cup se ek ghoot chaay peete huye puchha.
"Sab kuch hi to alag mahsoos ho raha hai didi. Kuch cheeje new huyi hain shayad isi vajah se aisa lag raha hai mujhe. Jaise kal raat aap mere paas hi bed par raat bhar ruki rahi aur aapne ye bhi kaha ki ab se har roz aisa hi hoga. Dusri baat ye ki subah subah ye chaay pilana. Aaj se pahle aisa kabhi nahi hua tha. Yaani na aap kabhi mere sath raat bhar mere kamre me rahi thi aur na hi ye subah subah chaay pilane wala system hua tha." Maine detail me ye sab bataya to didi muskura padi.
"To is vajah se tumhe aaj kuch alag mahsoos ho raha hai.?" Didi ne kaha.
"Haan...aur mujhe lagta hai ki aapko bhi aisa hi mahsoos ho raha hoga." Maine kaha to didi ne chaay ka ek aur ghoot piya aur fir meri taraf dekha.
"Sach kaha tumne magar ye to hota hi hai vicky. Insaan ki life me jab koi cheej pahli baar hoti hai to uska ahsaas pahli dafa alag hi lagta hai. Uske baad fir us ahsaas ki aadat si ho jati hai." Didi ne jaise mujhe samjhate huye kaha to main bas apna sir hila kar rah gaya.
"Tumhe pata hai vicky...aaj jab main maa pita ji ko chaay dene ke liye unke paas gayi to wo dono hairaan rah gaye the." Didi ne ye kaha to main muskura utha.
"Wo to hona hi tha didi...iske pahle aisa hua jo nahi tha." Maine kaha.
"Haan...jab main chaay le kar gayi to unka kamra pahle band tha to maine maa ko awaaz di. Kuch hi der me jab maa ne darwaza khola aur mujhse puchha ki kya hai to maine chaay ka tray unki taraf badha diya. Mere hatho me itni subah subah chaay ka tray dekh kar wo hairaan rah gayi. Fir kahne lagi ki aaj ye suraj kis disha se ug gaya hai.? Maine kaha ki aapko subah subah ham sab ke liye takleef uthani padti hai is liye ab se subah subah ka ye wala kaam main karugi. Meri ye baat sun kar maa bahut khush huyi aur fir unhone yahi baat pita ji ko bhi bataai to pita ji bhi khush ho gaye. Maa ne mujhe pyaar se gale lagaya. Uske baad unko chaay de kar main tumhare paas aa gayi." Didi ne lambi chaudi ye kahani bataai to main muskura utha.
"So ab ye pakka ho gaya ki ab se aisa hi hoga.?" Maine kaha to didi ne haan me sir hila diya.
"Kuch bhi ho didi magar is sabse kam se kam mujhe bahut khushi huyi hai. Ab se aap mere paas hi rahengi aur subah subah aapki ye manmohak muskan dekh kar mera man sara din khushi se bhara rahega." Maine aisa kaha to didi mujhe bade dhyaan se dekhne lagi. Unke hotho par fir se muskaan ubhar aayi thi.
"Tu mujhe itna kyo maanta hai vicky.? Mujhe aisa lagta hai ki is duniya me tum pahle aise bhai ho jo apni bahan ko itna maanta hai. Mujhe khushi hai ki bhagwan ne mujhe tere jaisa bhai diya hai. Tujhe ek baat bataau....Main har wakt tere hi bare me sochti rahti hu." Didi ne aisa kaha to main shock ho gaya. Magar agle hi pal main muskura utha. Mujhe unki is baat se andar hi andar jane kyo ek khushi si mahsoos huyi. Main ab ye jaanna chaahta tha ki didi mere bare har wakt aisa kya sochti rahti hain.?
"Aisa kya sochti rahti hain aap mere bare me.?" Maine unki taraf dhyaan se dekhte huye puchha to unke chehre par eka ek gambheerta ubhar aayi.
"Kuch samajh hi nahi pati vicky. Bas mere man me jane kya kya chalne lagta hai." Didi ne kaha to main hairan rah gaya.
"Kya chalne lagta hai...bataiye na didi." Fir maine badi utsukta se puchha unse.
"Bahut sari baate hain vicky...kuch to aisi bhi hain jinke bare me main shayad tujhe bata bhi nahi sakti." Didi ne nazre jhuka liya tha ye kahte wakt. Unki is baat se main sochne laga ki aisi kaun si baat ho sakti hai jise didi mujhse bata bhi nahi sakti.
"Ye to badi ajeeb baat hai...magar main jaanna chaahta hu didi ki aisi wo kaun si baate hain jinhe aap mujhse bata bhi nahi sakti.?" Maine kaha to didi ne nazar utha kar meri taraf dekha. Unke chehre par dher sare rang aa gaye.
"Jane de vicky....is bare me kuch mat poochh. Chal ab main jati hu...mujhe maa ke sath kaam me hath bhi batana hai." Didi ne ye kaha aur bed se uth gayi. Main unke is andaaz se hairan hua aur unki taraf dekhne laga. Unke chahre par maujood rang badi teji se badal rahe the. Mujhe samajh na aaya ki didi ne aisa kyo kaha aur ab kaam ka bahana kar ke ja rahi hain yaha se.
"Kya aap mujhe batana nahi chaahti didi.? Aur kya isi liye aap yaha se ja rahi hain.?" Maine gambheerta se kaha to didi ne jhatke se meri taraf dekha. Aisa laga jaise wo andar hi andar kisi baat se ghabra gayi ho.
"Nahi vicky....aisi koi baat nahi hai." Didi ne khud ko samhaalte huye kaha magar mujhe unki baat par bharosa na hua. Mujhe yakeen sa ho gaya tha ki kuch to aisi baat hai jise didi mujhse batana nahi chaahti hain.
"Chaliye theek hai...mat bataiye...main aapko majbur nahi kar sakta. Majbur karne ka matlab hai ki aapko dukh takleef dena jo ki main nahi de sakta. Main to bhagwaan se hamesha yahi dua karta hu ki meri didi ki sari takleefe aur sare dukh mujhe de de." Maine aisa kaha to didi ki aankh se chhalchhala kar aanshu bahne lage. Wo jhapat kar aayi aur mujhse lipat kar rone lagi.
"Nahiii vickyyyy....aisa mat kah reee. Mujhme itni himmat nahi hai ki main teri itni badi badi baato ko sah jaau. Dekh aaj ke baad tu aisi baat kabhi mat karna. Tu mera iklauta bhai hai...mujhe jaan se pyara hai tu. Tere bare me kuch bhi bura nahi chaah sakti main. Kuch baate hoti hi aisi hain jinhe ek bahan apne bhai se nahi bata sakti...tu samajh sakta hai to bas samajh le magar mujhe galat mat samajhna." Didi ne mujhse lipte huye ye kaha to mera sara vajood jhanjhana kar rah gaya.
"Main aapko kabhi galat samajhne ki bhool kar hi nahi sakta didi. Agar mujhe bhagwan bhi aa kar kahe ki meri didi galat hai to main yakeen nahi kar sakuga." Maine aisa kaha to didi ka pura jisam mujhe eka ek tharthara gaya sa mahsoos hua.
"Aisa tu is liye kah raha hai vicky kyo ki tu mujhe bahut maanta hai aur bahut pyaar karta hai. Magar duniya ki ek sachchaai ye bhi hai is duniya me koi bhi insaan doodh ka dhula hua nahi hai. Koi bhi insaan aisa nahi hai is duniya me jisne koi paap na kiya ho." Didi ne mujhse alag ho kar kaha to main unke aanshuo se tar chehre ko dekh dahal sa gaya.
"Par aapne koi paap nahi kiya...iska mujhe pura yakeen hai." Maine kaha to didi ke hotho par feeki si muskaan ubhar aayi.
"Maine kaha na vicky ki aisa tu bas isi liye kah raha hai kyo ki tu apni is didi ko bahut chaahta hai. Teri nazar me main duniya ki sabse achhi didi hu. Jab ke har insaan koi na koi paap zarur kiya hota hai." Didi ne kaha to main be yakeeni se unki tataf dekhne laga.
"Kya aap mujhe bata sakti hain ki aapne aisa kaun sa paap kiya hai.?" Maine kaha.
"Mujh me itni himmat nahi hai vicky ki apne paap ke bare me tujhe bata saku. Shayad aise bahut kam hi log honge jo khushi khushi apne paapo ka bakhaan kisi se karte honge." Didi ne kaha to main chup rah gaya.
Main chup hua to didi ne bhi kuch na kaha. Ham dono ke beech sannata sa chha gaya. Mujhe laga ki aisi baato ki vajah se hamare beech kaisi situation create ho gayi hai. Mujhe is situation ko dekh kar bada ajeeb sa feel hua. Udhar didi ke chehre par gambheerta chhayi huyi thi. Pata nahi kyo magar mujhe aisa laga jaise anjane me maine apni didi ko kisi dharam sankat me daal diya hai jiski vajah se wo ek dam se khamosh ho gayi hain. Unke hotho ki wo manmohak muskaan jo iske pahle tak kaayam thi uska kahi pata hi nahi tha.
Mujhe khud par gussa aaya ki abhi jis muskaan ko le kar maine apne din ke achha hone ki baat kahi thi ab usi achhe din ko in sab baato se kharaab sa kar diya tha. So maine soch liya ki situation ko fir se pahli jaisi banaya jaye. Par mujhe samajh na aaya ki main is gambheer situation ko pahle ke jaisi kaise banaau.?
"Fikar mat kijiye didi...aur ye sab baate jo hamare beech abhi huyi hain unko bhi dimag se nikaal dijiye. Ye sochiye ki hamare beech aisi koi baate huyi hi nahi hain. Kitna bevkoof hu main ki ek achhe khaase maahaul ko gambheer banwa diya. Jab ke iske pahle main is baat par khush tha ki main subah subah apni sabse pyaari didi ki manmohak muskaan ko dekha aur jis muskaan ki vajah se mera aaj ka sara din khushiyo se bhara rahega. Ohhh didi plz mujhe maaf kar dijiye aur fir se mujhe apni wahi manmohak muskaan dikha dijiye. Main nahi chaahta ki is sab ki vajah se aap sara din kisi tention me rahe." Maine didi ke dono kandho ko pakadte huye aisa kaha to didi ne kuch pal mujhe dekha aur fir unke chehre par maujood rang badalne lage. Unke hotho par fir se wahi muskaan aa gayi. Unki wo muskaan dekh kar mujhe apne andar ek sukhad ahsaas hua.
"Ek baat kahu didi....aap hamesha aise hi muskurate raha kijiye. Aap sach me bahut pyari lagti hain aise me. Main kisi ki bhi kasam kha kar kah sakta hu ki aap duniya ki sabse sundar aur pyari didi hain." Maine aisa kaha to didi ke hotho ki muskaan aur bhi gahri ho gayi.
Unke chehre par ek chamak aa gayi. Wo mujhe bahut hi pyaar bhari nazro se dekhne lagi thi. Maine dekha ki unka gora chehra eka ek hi surkh sa ho gaya tha aur fir tabhi unhone apni nazre jhuka li. Unke gulaabi hoth kapkapane lage the.
"Kya hua didi.? Aapne yu apni nazre kyo jhuka li.?" Maine bholepan se kaha to didi has padi aur fir meri taraf dekha.
"Ab tu mujhse maar khayega...chal ab main ja rahi hu. Kahi aisa na ho ki maa mujhe dhoodhte huye yaha aa jaye." Didi ne muskurate huye kaha aur bed se neeche utar gayi.
"Theek hai didi aap jaiye...main bhi ab nahane dhone jaauga. Kha pi kar pita ji ke sath kheto par bhi jana hai na." Maine kaha to didi ne meri taraf kuch pal dekha aur fir mere sir par halke se apna haath fer kar kamre se baahar chali gayi.
Unke jane ke baad mujhe aisa laga jaise ab main kitna akela ho gaya hu aur mujhe ab kuch bhi achha nahi lag raha tha. Aisa Lag raha tha ki didi ke sath main bhi chala jata to kitna achha hota. Mujhe kuch aur na soojha to main bed par fir se let gaya aur apni aankhe band kar li.
Aankhe band kiye main didi ke sath huyi baat cheet ke bare me shuru se ab tak ki saari baate sochne laga. Sochte sochte main is ek sawaal par aa kar ruk gaya ki aisi kya baat ho sakti hai jise didi mujhe bata nahi sakti.? Maine bahut socha magar mujhe kuch samajh na aaya.
Mere man me achanak ye vichaar bhi ubhra ki main aisa kyo chaahta hu ki meri didi har pal mere paas hi rahe aur main unki wo manmohak muskaan dekhta rahu. Kya main ye sab sirf ek bhai ke rishte se hi sochta hu ya fir isme kuch aur bhi aisi koi baat hai jiske bare me mujhe abhi tak koi ahsaas nahi hua hai.?
Bed par lete lete main is bare me jane kab tak sochta raha. Mujhe wakt ka pata hi nahi chala tha...wo to jab didi dubara mere kamre me khana khane ka kahne aayi tab mujhe dhyaan aaya ki mujhe nahane dhone bhi jana tha. Unke bulane par main jaldi se utha aur fir jaldi jaldi apne kapde utarne laga. Kapde utarne ke baad maine ek towel liya aur neeche aangan ke paas bane toilet com bathroom ki taraf teji se badh gaya.
Khana khate wakt sab normal hi raha. Main aur pita ji sath hi baith kar khana kha rahe the jab ke maa khana paros rahi thi. Didi andar kitchen me thi. Mere pita ji ki aadat thi ki wo khana khaate wakt baat nahi karte the aur na hi unhe khaate wakt kisi ka baat karna pasand tha. Unka kahna tha ki khana khaate wakt baat nahi karna chahiye. Tasalli se khana khaao uske baad hi jo baat karna hai karo.
Kheto me is rabi me zyada koi kaam to nahi tha magar kaam banaye rakhne ke liye kuch na kuch kheto par ugaya hi jata tha. Jaise abhi ke wakt me kheto par bahut saari sabjiyaan ugaayi gayi thi. Ek taraf naye naye paudhe lagaye ja rahe the. Hamare yaha chaar majdoor 12 maheene lage rahte the.
Khana khane ke baad hi mujhe ye pata chala ki pita ji kheto par ek normal sa makaan banwana chaah rahe hain. Wo maa se baat kar rahe the. Baato se hi mujhe pata chala ki makaan banwane ki baat pahle se hi chal rahi thi...ab to bas makaan banna shuru hi hona tha. Thodi der maa se baat karne ke baad pita ji ne mujhse kaha ki main kheto par jaau...unhe kuch samaan vagaira lana hai shahar se.
Main kheto par jane ke liye to pahle se hi taiyar tha is liye jab pita ji ne aisa kaha to maine khamoshi se haan me sir hila diya. Uske baad pita ji apne kamre ki taraf chale gaye. Kamre se wo kuch der me waapas aaye aur baahar ki taraf chale gaye. Main bhi kheto par jane ke liye maa se bataya aur chal diya to tabhi maa ki awaaz aayi jo ki mujhe hi de rahi thi. Main unke paas gaya to maa ne mujhse kaha ki main kusum didi ko bhi sath le jaau.
Maa ki baat sun kar maine haan kah diya. Kusum didi aksar kheto par jaya karti hain jab ke meri dono judwa bahne kheto ke naam se hi muh banane lagti thi. Is wakt wo dono apne kamre thi. Dono ko aaj kal silaayi seekhne ka bhoot sawaar tha. Didi ko silaayi aati thi is liye ab wo bhi unki nakal kar rahi thi. Waise bhi ghar me unke paas dusra koi kaam to tha nahi. Is liye wo dono ek sath kamre me ek hi machine par baari baari se lagi rahti thi.
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NiceSAB KUCH JAYAZ HAI....Main aur kusum didi ghar se kheto par jane ke liye chal pade. Hamare khet hamare ghar se kareeb 15 ya fir 20 minute ki doori par the. Yu to hamare paas ghar me do pahiya waahan me ek moter sycle bhi thi jo ki pita ji ne mujhe mere janm din ke tohfe me pichhle saal khareed kar diya tha. Kheto ki jutaayi ke liye ek tracter bhi tha hamare paas. Baaki car jaisa koi waahan nahi tha hamare paas. Par ham sab itne me hi baaki brahmin samaaj walo se zyada khush the. Unke paas to do teen logo ke paas hi ye sab tha. Jab ke unki tadaat kafi zyada thi.
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Main aur kusum didi ghar se paidal hi kheto ki taraf chal pade the. Main didi ke aage aage chal raha tha. Gaav ki main road se nikalne ke baad ek kachcha raasta hamare kheto ki taraf jata tha. Jab ke gaav ki main road par RCC road bani huyi thi. Idhar kachche raaste ke dono taraf kafi sare khet the jo ki hamare nahi the. Ye road ke dono taraf ke khet other brahmino ke the. Inke baad kuch other cast ke logo ke khet padte the. Uske baad hamare khet aate the. Ek achhi baat ye thi ki hamare kheto ke paas se hi ek badi si nahar nikli huyi thi jisse hame apne kheto par sichaayi karne me badi asaani hoti thi. Other brahmin jo hamse jalte the wo is nahar ke dwara hamare khilaaf kuch nahi kar sakte the kyo ki nahar ka bahaav hamare kheto ki taraf se chalte huye hi in logo ke kheto ki taraf aata tha. Agar inki taraf se hamare kheto ki taraf nahar ke pani ka bahaav hota to ye log zarur nahar ke pani ko beech se kahi baandhne ka kaam bahut pahle hi kar chuke hote.
Main aur kusum didi aapas me baate karte huye kachche raaste se paidal hi chal rahe the. Main didi ke sath khush to tha hi magar main didi ko bhi khush dekh raha tha. Shayad mere jaisi hi khushi unko bhi thi ki wo mere sath thi. Aisa mujhe lagta tha. Baaki isme kitni sachchaayi thi ye main kah nahi sakta tha.
RCC road se is taraf mud kar ham kachche raaste se chalte huye kaafi aage tak aa gaye the. Tabhi mujhe saamne ki taraf se ek moter sycle aati huyi dikhi. Main door se hi moter sycle par chadhe us insaan ko pahchaan gaya jisse mera 36 ka aakda tha. Us insaan ko dekhte hi mera achha khasa dimaag kharaab hone laga. Yu to gaav me meri kisi se koi dushmani nahi thi aur na hi main kisi se koi ladaayi jhagda karta tha. Main apne pita ji ke bataye huye raaste par hi hamesha chalta tha. Magar kahte hain na ki ham kitna bhi soche ki sab achha hi ho magar aisa hota nahi hai.
Moter sycle se aata hua wo insaan hamare kareeb aa gaya tha. Ham dono ko dekhte hi usne hamare samne apni moter sycle rok di. Pahle usne meri taraf dekha fir uski nazar kusum didi par jam si gayi. Wo didi ko upar se neeche yak dekhe ja raha tha. Uski aankho me gandgi bhari huyi mujhe jald hi nazar aa gayi aur iske sath hi mera kharaab dimaag aur bhi zyada kharaab ho gaya. Main ye kisi keemat par bardaast nahi kar sakta tha ki koi aisa ghatiya byakti meri masoom bahan par gandi nazar daale.
"Kyo re chirkut...aaj to bada achha item sath le kar ghoom raha hai. Haye ise dekh kar kuch kuch hone laga hai mujhe." Usne didi ki taraf dekhne ke baad meri taraf kamini muskaan ke sath dekhte huye kaha to mera para ekdam se chadh gaya.
Uski is baat ka asar meri didi par bhi hua tha. Wo ekdam se ghabraayi huyi nazar aane lagi thi. Idhar uski is baat se meri mutthiyaan kas gayi.
"Tameez se baat kar Rupesh tiwari. Tujhe achhi tarah pata hai ki ye meri kusum didi hain. Iske baavjood tune is tarah ki ghatiya baat ki. Agar koi teri bahan ke bare me aisa bole to kaisa lagega tujhe.?" Maine gusse me kaha to rupesh tilmila gaya. Usne gusse se meri taraf dekha.
"Kisme itna dam hai re chirkut jo meri bahan ke bare me aisa bole. Saale jaanta nahi kya mujhe.? Rupesh naam hai mera. Rupesh tiwari. Zubaan kaat ke hath me de dooga agar koi meri bahan ke bare me kuch bola to." Usne aankhe dikhate huye mujhse aisa kaha to main aage badha.
"Aag lagi na tujhe.? Ab tu khud soch ki tere aisa bolne par mujhe kitni aag lagi hogi. Main teri tarah gande khayaalo ka nahi hu aur na hi main tujhse koi ladaayi karna chaahta hu. Mere maa baap ne mujhe aise sanskaar diye hi nahi hain ki main kisi ki maa bahno ke bare me aise gande lafz bolu." Maine jab uske kareeb ja kar aisa kaha to usne apna hath meri taraf aise andaaz me kiya jaise mujhe ruk jane ka sanket de raha ho.
"Zyada bhaashan mat de mujhe. Sale teri aur tere baap ki aukaat hi kya hai jo hamse zubaan ladane ki himmat kar sake. Tum saalo gandi naali ke keede ho. Bhool gaya kya ki tere jaise gire huye logo ke ghar ka ham log pani tak nahi pite." Usne kamini muskaan ke sath aisa kaha to mujhe bahut zyada gussa aa gaya.
"Ye sab barsho purani kahani hai rupesh. Jisne kiya wo to kab ka mar chuka hai. Aaj ke wakt me ye sab koi nahi dekhta. Ye sab niyam kanoon insaano ne apne matlab ke liye banaye the. Warna bade bade dharm grantho ko khol ke dekh lo. Aise bahut se example mil jayege tujhe jisme bade bade maha purusho ne bhi neech jaati ki ladki se byaah kiya tha. Unke wakt me to kisi ne koi aapatti nahi jataayi thi. Bal ke unke us kaam se unka yash hi hua tha....aur rahi aukaat ki baat to sara gaav janta hai ki hamari aukaat tum logo ki aukaat se kitni behtar hai. Is liye tu bhi zyada ud mat. Main tere muh nahi lagna chaahta. Is liye tu ja yaha se apna raasta naap." Maine usse aisa kaha to uska jaise khoon khaul gaya.
"Sale teri itni himmat ki mujhse zubaan ladaye...ruk abhi tujhe batata hu main." Wo ye kahte huye moter sycle se ek jhatke me niche utar aaya. Ye dekh kar kusum didi aur bhi zyada ghabra gayi. Wo daud kar mere paas aa gayi aur mera hath pakad kar peeche ki taraf kheechne lagi.
"Vicky..chal yaha se...tujhe kisi se baat zubaani karne ki ya ladaayi karne ki koi zarurat nahi hai. Use jo bolna hai bolne de. Tu chal yaha se....pita ji ko pata chalega to wo ham par hi gussa karenge." Didi mujhe zabardasti kheech rahi thi. Idhar rupesh moter sycle se utar kar mere saamne aa khada hua tha.
Rupesh gaav ke sarpanch MANI SHANKAR TIWARI ka iklauta ladka tha. Age me mujhse kuch hi maheene ka bada tha. Baaki bramhino me rupesh ka baap ghar se thoda sampann tha. Pichhle kayi panchvarshiyo se wo hi sarpanchi ka chunaav jeet raha tha. Bahut hi dhoorth kisam ka aadmi tha mani shankar. Rupesh bhi apne baap ki tarah hi tha. Rupesh mani shankar ki santaano me dusre number ka tha. Iski ek badi bahan hai jiski shadi chaar saal pahle ho chuki thi. Rupesh ke baad iski teen bahne aur hain jo isse chhoti hain magar jawaan ho chuki hain.
"Apne chirkut bhai ko kaha le ja rahi hai meri jaan...dar mat...teri vajah se iske sath kuch bhi bura nahi karuga main....magar isne jo mujhse zubaan ladaayi hai uski keemat iske badle tujhe chukaani hogi. Keemat bahut chhoti aur asaan hai. Bas ek baar mujhe apni jawani ka ras pilana hoga tujhe. Uske baad main tere bhai ko kuch nahi kahuga. Ise baksh duga main." Rupesh ne meri didi ko ye kaha hi tha ki main gusse me jalte huye us par toot pada.
Wo mujhse kuch hi maheene ka bada tha. Magar meri personalty ke samne uski personalty kuch bhi nahi thi. Dubla patla tha wo. Din bhar gaanja daaru karta tha aur other low cast ki ladkiyo ke sath gande kaam karta rahta tha. Apne baap ki vajah se wo sabse aise hi akad kar pesh aata tha.
Maine rupesh ke pet me kheech ke ek laat maari to wo peeche ki taraf apni hi moter sycle se ja takraya aur bharbhara kar usi par girta chala gaya. Uski moter sycle bhi peeche ki taraf gir gayi thi. Maine gusse me bahut tez laat maari thi use. Rupesh ka haal dekh kar meri didi ki cheelh nikal gayi. Magar main nahi ruka. Aage badh kar maine rupesh ko uske kaalar se pakad kar uthaya aur fir de dana dan us par laat ghoose barsata chala gaya. Wo buri tarah cheekhe ja raha tha aur gandi gandi gaaliya de raha tha.
Kusum didi mujhe is tarah rupesh ko maarte dekh kar buri tarah roye ja rahi thi. Mujhe peeche se pakad kar apni puri taakat se kheech rahi thi magar main is wakt apne aap par nahi tha. Rupesh ne meri didi ko utni badi baat kahi thi jo mujhse kisi bhi tarah bardaast nahi ho rahi thi. Mujhe lag raha tha ki main abhi isi wakt rupesh naam ke is ghatiya insaan ka khoon kar du.
Thodi hi der me rupesh ko maine maarte maarte adhmara kar diya. Usme ab uthne ki himmat nahi bachi thi. Wo zameen par pada buri tarah dard se karaah raha tha aur uske mukh se naak se khoon bah raha tha.
Abhi main usko aur maarta magar tabhi kusum didi mere samne aayi aur rote huye mere gaalo par thappad barsane lagi.
"Ye tune kya kiya vicky...tu aisa kaise kisi ke sath kar sakta hai.? Tujhe ham sab ka khayaal kaise na raha.? Ye log hame ab jeene nahi denge." Jane kya kya kahti huyi didi mujhe maare ja rahi thi aur main ek dam se sunn sa pad gaya tha.
Didi ko bhi hosh nahi tha. Unhe is baat ka ahsaas hi nahi tha ki wo rote huye mere gaalo par thappad barsaye ja rahi hain aur mere dono gaal laal surkh padte ja rahe hain.
"Bas karo bitiya...vicky babu ko aur mat maaro." Tabhi hamare peechhe se kisi ne aisa kaha to didi ka maarna ek dam se band ho gaya. Ham dono ne hi palat kar us taraf dekha to chaunk pade.
Hamare chaaro taraf kam se kam 8 ya 10 aadmi aur aurat khade the. Wo sab hamari taraf hi dekh rahe the. Ye sare log hamare hi gaav ke the jo sadak ke dono taraf kheto par kahi kaam me lage huye the. Yaha par ye sab hota dekh ye log shayad yaha par bhaagte huye aa gaye the. Ye sab ke sab other low cast ke log the. Kuch thakur the aur kuch neech jaati ke.
"Kaka...Dekhiye na vicky ne ye kya gazab kar diya.? Isne sarpanch kaka ke ladke par hath uthaya aur uski ye haalat kar di. Isne zara sa bhi nahi socha ki iske aisa karne se ham par kitni badi museebat aa jayegi. Aap sab to janate hi hain ki sarpanch kaka kaise hain." Kusum didi ne rote huye us aadmi se kaha jisne didi ko aa kar mujhe maarne se roka tha.
Idhar main ab ek dam se shaant khada rah gaya tha. Ye meri life me pahli baar hua tha ki main kisi par is had tak gussa hua tha aur use itna mara tha. Main apne aap par ab hairaan tha ki maine ye sab kaise kar diya. Ab mujhe bhi situation ki gambheerta ka ahsaas ho raha tha aur main is sabse ab andar hi andar ghabraye ja raha tha.
Mujhe sabse zyada fikar pita ji ki thi. Main janta tha ki gaav ke baaki sabhi brahmin mere pita ji se bahut jalte the. Saamne bhale hi wo has kar aur khushi se bole magar man me un logo ke andar hamesha katuta hi rahti thi.
"Ye to sach much gazab hi ho gaya hai bitiya. Vicky babu ko rupesh babu ke sath aisa nahi karna chahiye tha. Sarpanch ji ko pata chala to samjho anarth ho jayega. Magar ye sab hua kaise vicky babu.?" Us aadmi ne meri taraf dekhte huye puchha to main kuch bol nahi saka. Main bolne ki haalat me tha hi nahi. Mere andar to jaise vichaaro ka koi tufaan chal raha tha. Main andar se bahut zyada ghabra gaya tha. Mujhe apni nahi bal ke pita ji ki fikar ho rahi thi. Aaj is kaand se us brahmin samaaj ko mere pita ji par ungli uthane ka aur kuch bhi bolne ka mauka mil jayega.
Main janta tha ki is sabke baad pita ji un logo ke saamne apna sir jhukaye khade rah jayenge. Ye sab meri vajah se hua tha. Aaj meri vajah se mere sajjan aur susheel swabhaav pita ji ko sharmindgi uthaani padegi. Ye sab sochte huye meri aankho se aanshu bah chale. Mera jee chaha ki yahi par zameen fate aur main usme sama jaau.
"Baat chaahe jo bhi rahi ho mangal magar mujhe yakeen hai ki isme vicky babu ki pahli galti nahi rahi hogi. Ham sab jante hain ki vicky babu aisa kisi ke sath kar hi nahi sakte. Mujhe pura yakeen hai ki rupesh babu ne hi kuch ulta seedha kaam kiya hoga jiski vajah se ye sab hua hai." Ek dusra aadmi hamare paas aate huye kaka se kaha to didi ne uski taraf dekha aur fir meri taraf. Na wo kuch boli aur na hi main.
"Ye to main bhi janta hu laakhan...mujhe bhi yakeen hai ki isme vicky babu ka koi dosh nahi hoga. Zarur rupesh babu ne hi inse kuch ulta seedha kaha hoga. Magar baat bhale hi chaahe jo ho...ye jo bhi hua hai achha nahi hua hai. Sarpanch ji ko pata chala to bahut bada hangama ho jayega." Mangal kaka ne kaha to didi ka chehra fakk padta chala gaya.
"Pata to chalega hi mangal...mujhe to dar lag raha hai ki is sab ki vajah se gaav me bahut bada bakheda na ho jaye. Vicky babu ke sath sath mahesh babu par bhi museebat aa jayegi." Laakhan kaka ne kaha to mere andar dar ki ek lahar daudti chali gayi.
"Ye sab chhodo aur ye socho ki hame karna kya chahiye...ham sab ne dekha hai ye sab kuch." Ek teesre aadmi ne kaha to maine aur didi ne uski taraf dekha.
"Kahna kya chaahte ho tum jaggu.?" Mangal kaka ne uski taraf dekh kar kaha.
"Yaha jo kuch bhi hua hai...uske baad ye to pakki baat hai ki gaav me panchayat baithaayi jayegi aur panchayat me sarpanch ji pramukh hi honge. Sara dosh bhale hi rupesh babu ka hoga magar panchayat ke baaki sab panch log sarpanch ji ke paksh me hi rahenge. Uske baad kya nirnay hoga ye ham sab khud hi soch sakte hain." Jaggu naam ke us aadmi ne aisa kaha to sab ke sab chup rah gaye. Koi kuch bol na saka. Main aur didi to chup chaap khade hi rahe.
"Jaggu sahi kah raha hai...sare panchayat ke log rupesh babu ko hi sahi thahrayenge aur vicky babu ko doshi karaar denge. Magar bhala isme koi kar hi kya sakta hai.? Anarth to ab ho hi gaya hai." Ek chauthe aadmi ne aisa kaha to jaggu naam ke aadmi ne uski taraf dekha.
"Itna to ham sab jaante hain balli kaka ki gaav ke sab brahmin mahesh babu ke khilaaf ek jut hain. Ham sab ye bhi jante hain ki mahesh babu ka swabhaav bahut achha hai...wo ham sabko apna maante hain aur zarurat ke wakt hamesha unhone hamari bhaari madad bhi ki hai. Jab ke baaki ke sab brahmin kitne achhe hain ye tum sab bhi jaante ho. Ye rupesh babu ke bare me kya tum sab nahi jaante.? Bolo gullu...chhoti muh badi baat...ham neech jaati ke hain magar hamari bhi koi ijjat hoti hai...hamare ghar ki bahu betiya kya koi kothe wali hain jo inki hawas ka shikaar hoti hain.?" Jaggu ne jab aisa kaha to sabke beech khamoshi chha gayi.
"To tum kahna kya chaahte ho jaggu.?" Mangal ne aage badh kar kaha to jaggu ne uski taraf dekha.
"Main ye kahna chaahta hu mangal ki hame is bare me mahesh babu ka sath dena chahiye. Unhone hamesha hamari mushkil wakt me madad ki hai...aaj agar un par koi museebat aane wali hai to kya ham unke liye itna nahi kar sakte..?" Jaggu ne kaha.
"Chaahte to ham sab bhi yahi hain jaggu. Magar ham neech jaati ke hain. Hamari baat panchayat me baithe wo log kabhi nahi manege." Balli kaha ne kaha to jaggu ke hotho par muskan ubhar aayi.
"Unhe maanna padega kaka..ham sab log apni biraadri ke baaki sab logo ko ikattha karenge aur fir sab ek sath panchayat me pahuchenge. Itne sare logo ko ek sath dekh kar panchayat ke panch log manmani nahi kar payenge. Kaka gaav se badi baraat nahi hoti...mana ki wo sab brahmin ek jut hain mahesh babu ke khilaaf magar ham bhi mahesh babu ke sath hain...aur hamari tadaat bhi unse zyada ho jayegi. Insaan jab akela hota hai tabhi baaki sab log usko asaani se gherne ki himmat karte hain. Magar jab dono taraf barabari wala sawaal ho jata hai to saamne wale ko gherne ke bare me fir sochna padta hai. Tum meri baat samajh rahe ho na kaha.?"
"Tune to kamaal kar diya re jaggu...sach muh chhoti muh badi baat kahi hai tune." Balli kaka ne jab aisa kaha to baaki sab muskura uthe.
"To tum sab log meri baat se sahmat ho na.? Agar sahmat ho to chalo abhi se hame apne kaam par lag jana chahiye. Warna der ho gayi to gazab ho jayega." Jaggu ne un sab ko chetaya.
"Sahi kah raha hai tu jaggu...hame jald hi sab ko ikattha karna hoga. Abhi to ye baat yahi tak hai...bechare mahesh babu ko bhi pata nahi hoga ki yaha kya gazab ho gaya hai." Laakhan ne kaha to sab ke sab ek sath ikattha khade ho gaye. Main aur didi khamoshi se ye sab dekh sun rahe the.
Main soch raha tha ki ye log kitne achhe the. Ye sab anpadh the magar itna gyaan to inhe bhi tha ki kya sahi hai aur kya galat. Par sochne wali baat thi ki ye sab hamara sath dene ke liye khud hi taiyaar ho gaye the. Sirf is liye ki in sabki nazro me mere pitaji ek achhe insaan the ya fir inki nazro me mahaan the.
"Vicky babu....aap kusum bitiya ko le kar ghar chale jaiye...aur haan fikar mat kijiye. Ham sab aapke sath hain...ham sab jee jaan laga denge. Ham bhi dekhte hain ki sarpanch ji aur baaki ke sab log kaise aapke sath aur hamare mahesh babu ke sath kuch galat karte hain." Jaggu kaka ne mujhse aisa kaha to mere chehre par raahat ke bhaav aaye. Main bola kuch nahi bas haan me sir hilaya aur fir kusum didi ko sath le kar waapas ghar ki taraf badh chala.
Saare raaste main aur didi chup hi rahe. Didi gumsum si nazar aa rahi thi. Mere man me bhi bahut si baate chal rahi thi. Main soch raha tha ki aage kya hoga.? Pita ji ko pata chalega to wo kya kahenge.? Yahi sab sochte huye main didi ko liye ghar pahuch gaya.
Ghar me meri maa aur dono chhoti bahne thi. Pita ji to subah hi kuch samaan lene ke liye shahar ki taraf chale gaye the. Main aur didi chup chaap ghar ke andar aaye to baithak me hi mujhe maa dikh gayi. Unke paas gaav ki do teen aurte baithi huyi thi.
Maa ne jab mujhe didi ke sath waapas aate dekha to puchh baithi ki itna jaldi kheto se kaise aa gaye.? To main un aurto ke saamne kuch na bola. Didi ne mujhe mere kamre me jane ka ishara kiya to main chup chaap chala gaya.
Mere is tarah chale jane par maa hairani se didi ki taraf dekhne lagi. Didi ke chehre par unhe kuch nazar aaya to unhone didi ko andar jane ko kaha. Maa ke kahne par didi bhi andar aa gayi. Thodi hi der me jab gaav ki aurte apne apne ghar chali gayi to maa jaldi se didi ke paas aa gayi.
"Kya baat hai...tum dono bhai bahan itni jaldi kheto se kaise aa gaye.? Aur tumne apna ye chehra kaisa bana rakha hai.? Mujhe aisa kyo lagta hai jaise tum bahut royi ho.?" Maa ne jab aisa kaha to didi chup na rah saki aur wo bilakh bilakh kar rone lagi. Unke is tarah rone lag jane se maa ko jhatka laga. Fir ghabrate huye didi se puchhne lagi ki kya hua hai.?
Didi ne maan ke puchhne par rote huye sara kissa suna diya jise sun kar maa ke pairo tale se zameen khisak gayi. Kafi der tak unke mukh se koi lafz nahi nikla. Uske baad wo bahut zyada pareshan dikhne lagi aur kahne lagi ki ye sab theek nahi hua. Is sabse ham bahut badi musibat me aa gaye hain. Pita ji ko pata chalega to wo bhi bahut pareshan ho jayenge.
Situation kafi zyada kharab ho chuki thi. Maa ne kuch der baad didi ko apne kamre me bhej diya aur wo khud mere paas mere kamre me aa gayi. Main apne kamre me gumsum sa bed par chup chaap baitha hua tha. Maa ne mujhe gumsum baithe dekha to wo mere paas aayi aur bed par mere bagal se hi baith gayi.
"Kya zarurat thi beta us neech insaan se zubaan ladane ki.? Agar wo kuch kah raha tha to kahne dete. Tum dono apne raaste chale jate. Ab bataao is sabse ab jo museebat hone wali hai uska saamna tere pita ji kaise karenge.? Tujhe to pata hi hai ki gaav me hamari kya ahmiyat hai unke beech. Wo log to chaahte hi hain ki ham yaha se chale jaye ya hamara ahit ho jaye." Maa ne aisa kaha to main kuch bol na saka.
"Teri didi ne mujhe bataya ki kis vajah se tune us sarpanch ke ladke ko maar maar kar uski haalat kharaab ki hai. Main ye maanti hu ki usne jo kuch bhi kusum ko bola wo achha nahi tha magar aise logo ki taraf dhyaan nahi dena chahiye tha tujhe. Is sansaar me aise bahut se log milenge tujhe jo tere samane teri bahan ko ulta seedha bolenge to kya tu un sab ko aise hi maarta firega.? Hamne to tujhe aise sanskaar nahi diye the...fir aaj ye kaise kar diya tune.?" Maa ne ye sab samjhate huye mujhse kaha to maine is baar maa ki taraf chehra utha kar dekha.
"Us wakt mujhe uski wo gandi baat sun kar bahut zyada gussa aa gaya tha maa. Isi liye maine gusse me itna mara use. Ab balki mujhe is baat ka ahsaas ho raha hai ki ye sab kar ke maine sach me kitni badi galti kar di hai. Meri vajah se pita ji ko gaav me sab ke saamne sir jhuka ke khade ho jana padega. Mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi hai maa. Mujhe iske liye saza dijiye aap." Maine aisa kaha aur meri aankho me aashu aa gaye. Ye dekh kar maa ne mujhe pyar se chupka liya.
"Main janti hu ki tune ye sab jaan bujh kar nahi kiya. Teri jagah koi bhi bhai hota to wo bhi yahi karta. Jo hona tha wo to ho hi gaya hai. Ab to bas is baat ki fikar hai ki iska anjaam kya hoga.?" Maa ne mere sir par haath ferte huye kaha to main unse alag ho kar unki taraf dekhne laga.
"Kya aapne pita ji ko iske bare me bata diya hai.?" Maine maa ki taraf dekhte huye kaha to maa ne mujhe dekhte huye apne sir ko na me hila diya.
"Unhe phone kar ke bata dijiye maa. Kahi aisa na ho ki kuch zyada hi gadbad ho jaye. Waise gaav ke jo neech jaati ke log hain wo sab hamare sath hi hain. Un sabne kaha hai ki wo sab panchayat me hamare paksh me hi gavaahi denge." Maine aisa kaha to maa kuch na boli bas meri taraf dekhti rahi.
"Wo sab to theek hai...lekin tu ye bata ki tujhe to kahi chot vot nahi aayi.?" Maa ne ye kahte huye mere jisam ke har bhaago par dekhte huye kaha.
"Nahi maa main thik hu...bal ke meri maar se rupesh zarur buri tarah ghayal ho gaya hai. Uski naak aur muh se khoon nikalne laga tha." Maine apna sir jhukate huye maa ko bataya to maa jane kya sochne lagi.
Kuch der baad maa mujhe kamre me hi rahne ka bol kar chali gayi. Shayad ab wo pita ji ko phone dwara is sab ke bare me batane wali thi. Idhar unke jane ke thodi hi der baad mere kamre par kisi ke aane ki aahat huyi.
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Sala inhe to apne इज्जत ki padi hey bc ladki ki kuch hey ही nhi hey lagta hey inkoSAB KUCH JAYAZ HAI....Main aur kusum didi ghar se kheto par jane ke liye chal pade. Hamare khet hamare ghar se kareeb 15 ya fir 20 minute ki doori par the. Yu to hamare paas ghar me do pahiya waahan me ek moter sycle bhi thi jo ki pita ji ne mujhe mere janm din ke tohfe me pichhle saal khareed kar diya tha. Kheto ki jutaayi ke liye ek tracter bhi tha hamare paas. Baaki car jaisa koi waahan nahi tha hamare paas. Par ham sab itne me hi baaki brahmin samaaj walo se zyada khush the. Unke paas to do teen logo ke paas hi ye sab tha. Jab ke unki tadaat kafi zyada thi.
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Main aur kusum didi ghar se paidal hi kheto ki taraf chal pade the. Main didi ke aage aage chal raha tha. Gaav ki main road se nikalne ke baad ek kachcha raasta hamare kheto ki taraf jata tha. Jab ke gaav ki main road par RCC road bani huyi thi. Idhar kachche raaste ke dono taraf kafi sare khet the jo ki hamare nahi the. Ye road ke dono taraf ke khet other brahmino ke the. Inke baad kuch other cast ke logo ke khet padte the. Uske baad hamare khet aate the. Ek achhi baat ye thi ki hamare kheto ke paas se hi ek badi si nahar nikli huyi thi jisse hame apne kheto par sichaayi karne me badi asaani hoti thi. Other brahmin jo hamse jalte the wo is nahar ke dwara hamare khilaaf kuch nahi kar sakte the kyo ki nahar ka bahaav hamare kheto ki taraf se chalte huye hi in logo ke kheto ki taraf aata tha. Agar inki taraf se hamare kheto ki taraf nahar ke pani ka bahaav hota to ye log zarur nahar ke pani ko beech se kahi baandhne ka kaam bahut pahle hi kar chuke hote.
Main aur kusum didi aapas me baate karte huye kachche raaste se paidal hi chal rahe the. Main didi ke sath khush to tha hi magar main didi ko bhi khush dekh raha tha. Shayad mere jaisi hi khushi unko bhi thi ki wo mere sath thi. Aisa mujhe lagta tha. Baaki isme kitni sachchaayi thi ye main kah nahi sakta tha.
RCC road se is taraf mud kar ham kachche raaste se chalte huye kaafi aage tak aa gaye the. Tabhi mujhe saamne ki taraf se ek moter sycle aati huyi dikhi. Main door se hi moter sycle par chadhe us insaan ko pahchaan gaya jisse mera 36 ka aakda tha. Us insaan ko dekhte hi mera achha khasa dimaag kharaab hone laga. Yu to gaav me meri kisi se koi dushmani nahi thi aur na hi main kisi se koi ladaayi jhagda karta tha. Main apne pita ji ke bataye huye raaste par hi hamesha chalta tha. Magar kahte hain na ki ham kitna bhi soche ki sab achha hi ho magar aisa hota nahi hai.
Moter sycle se aata hua wo insaan hamare kareeb aa gaya tha. Ham dono ko dekhte hi usne hamare samne apni moter sycle rok di. Pahle usne meri taraf dekha fir uski nazar kusum didi par jam si gayi. Wo didi ko upar se neeche yak dekhe ja raha tha. Uski aankho me gandgi bhari huyi mujhe jald hi nazar aa gayi aur iske sath hi mera kharaab dimaag aur bhi zyada kharaab ho gaya. Main ye kisi keemat par bardaast nahi kar sakta tha ki koi aisa ghatiya byakti meri masoom bahan par gandi nazar daale.
"Kyo re chirkut...aaj to bada achha item sath le kar ghoom raha hai. Haye ise dekh kar kuch kuch hone laga hai mujhe." Usne didi ki taraf dekhne ke baad meri taraf kamini muskaan ke sath dekhte huye kaha to mera para ekdam se chadh gaya.
Uski is baat ka asar meri didi par bhi hua tha. Wo ekdam se ghabraayi huyi nazar aane lagi thi. Idhar uski is baat se meri mutthiyaan kas gayi.
"Tameez se baat kar Rupesh tiwari. Tujhe achhi tarah pata hai ki ye meri kusum didi hain. Iske baavjood tune is tarah ki ghatiya baat ki. Agar koi teri bahan ke bare me aisa bole to kaisa lagega tujhe.?" Maine gusse me kaha to rupesh tilmila gaya. Usne gusse se meri taraf dekha.
"Kisme itna dam hai re chirkut jo meri bahan ke bare me aisa bole. Saale jaanta nahi kya mujhe.? Rupesh naam hai mera. Rupesh tiwari. Zubaan kaat ke hath me de dooga agar koi meri bahan ke bare me kuch bola to." Usne aankhe dikhate huye mujhse aisa kaha to main aage badha.
"Aag lagi na tujhe.? Ab tu khud soch ki tere aisa bolne par mujhe kitni aag lagi hogi. Main teri tarah gande khayaalo ka nahi hu aur na hi main tujhse koi ladaayi karna chaahta hu. Mere maa baap ne mujhe aise sanskaar diye hi nahi hain ki main kisi ki maa bahno ke bare me aise gande lafz bolu." Maine jab uske kareeb ja kar aisa kaha to usne apna hath meri taraf aise andaaz me kiya jaise mujhe ruk jane ka sanket de raha ho.
"Zyada bhaashan mat de mujhe. Sale teri aur tere baap ki aukaat hi kya hai jo hamse zubaan ladane ki himmat kar sake. Tum saalo gandi naali ke keede ho. Bhool gaya kya ki tere jaise gire huye logo ke ghar ka ham log pani tak nahi pite." Usne kamini muskaan ke sath aisa kaha to mujhe bahut zyada gussa aa gaya.
"Ye sab barsho purani kahani hai rupesh. Jisne kiya wo to kab ka mar chuka hai. Aaj ke wakt me ye sab koi nahi dekhta. Ye sab niyam kanoon insaano ne apne matlab ke liye banaye the. Warna bade bade dharm grantho ko khol ke dekh lo. Aise bahut se example mil jayege tujhe jisme bade bade maha purusho ne bhi neech jaati ki ladki se byaah kiya tha. Unke wakt me to kisi ne koi aapatti nahi jataayi thi. Bal ke unke us kaam se unka yash hi hua tha....aur rahi aukaat ki baat to sara gaav janta hai ki hamari aukaat tum logo ki aukaat se kitni behtar hai. Is liye tu bhi zyada ud mat. Main tere muh nahi lagna chaahta. Is liye tu ja yaha se apna raasta naap." Maine usse aisa kaha to uska jaise khoon khaul gaya.
"Sale teri itni himmat ki mujhse zubaan ladaye...ruk abhi tujhe batata hu main." Wo ye kahte huye moter sycle se ek jhatke me niche utar aaya. Ye dekh kar kusum didi aur bhi zyada ghabra gayi. Wo daud kar mere paas aa gayi aur mera hath pakad kar peeche ki taraf kheechne lagi.
"Vicky..chal yaha se...tujhe kisi se baat zubaani karne ki ya ladaayi karne ki koi zarurat nahi hai. Use jo bolna hai bolne de. Tu chal yaha se....pita ji ko pata chalega to wo ham par hi gussa karenge." Didi mujhe zabardasti kheech rahi thi. Idhar rupesh moter sycle se utar kar mere saamne aa khada hua tha.
Rupesh gaav ke sarpanch MANI SHANKAR TIWARI ka iklauta ladka tha. Age me mujhse kuch hi maheene ka bada tha. Baaki bramhino me rupesh ka baap ghar se thoda sampann tha. Pichhle kayi panchvarshiyo se wo hi sarpanchi ka chunaav jeet raha tha. Bahut hi dhoorth kisam ka aadmi tha mani shankar. Rupesh bhi apne baap ki tarah hi tha. Rupesh mani shankar ki santaano me dusre number ka tha. Iski ek badi bahan hai jiski shadi chaar saal pahle ho chuki thi. Rupesh ke baad iski teen bahne aur hain jo isse chhoti hain magar jawaan ho chuki hain.
"Apne chirkut bhai ko kaha le ja rahi hai meri jaan...dar mat...teri vajah se iske sath kuch bhi bura nahi karuga main....magar isne jo mujhse zubaan ladaayi hai uski keemat iske badle tujhe chukaani hogi. Keemat bahut chhoti aur asaan hai. Bas ek baar mujhe apni jawani ka ras pilana hoga tujhe. Uske baad main tere bhai ko kuch nahi kahuga. Ise baksh duga main." Rupesh ne meri didi ko ye kaha hi tha ki main gusse me jalte huye us par toot pada.
Wo mujhse kuch hi maheene ka bada tha. Magar meri personalty ke samne uski personalty kuch bhi nahi thi. Dubla patla tha wo. Din bhar gaanja daaru karta tha aur other low cast ki ladkiyo ke sath gande kaam karta rahta tha. Apne baap ki vajah se wo sabse aise hi akad kar pesh aata tha.
Maine rupesh ke pet me kheech ke ek laat maari to wo peeche ki taraf apni hi moter sycle se ja takraya aur bharbhara kar usi par girta chala gaya. Uski moter sycle bhi peeche ki taraf gir gayi thi. Maine gusse me bahut tez laat maari thi use. Rupesh ka haal dekh kar meri didi ki cheelh nikal gayi. Magar main nahi ruka. Aage badh kar maine rupesh ko uske kaalar se pakad kar uthaya aur fir de dana dan us par laat ghoose barsata chala gaya. Wo buri tarah cheekhe ja raha tha aur gandi gandi gaaliya de raha tha.
Kusum didi mujhe is tarah rupesh ko maarte dekh kar buri tarah roye ja rahi thi. Mujhe peeche se pakad kar apni puri taakat se kheech rahi thi magar main is wakt apne aap par nahi tha. Rupesh ne meri didi ko utni badi baat kahi thi jo mujhse kisi bhi tarah bardaast nahi ho rahi thi. Mujhe lag raha tha ki main abhi isi wakt rupesh naam ke is ghatiya insaan ka khoon kar du.
Thodi hi der me rupesh ko maine maarte maarte adhmara kar diya. Usme ab uthne ki himmat nahi bachi thi. Wo zameen par pada buri tarah dard se karaah raha tha aur uske mukh se naak se khoon bah raha tha.
Abhi main usko aur maarta magar tabhi kusum didi mere samne aayi aur rote huye mere gaalo par thappad barsane lagi.
"Ye tune kya kiya vicky...tu aisa kaise kisi ke sath kar sakta hai.? Tujhe ham sab ka khayaal kaise na raha.? Ye log hame ab jeene nahi denge." Jane kya kya kahti huyi didi mujhe maare ja rahi thi aur main ek dam se sunn sa pad gaya tha.
Didi ko bhi hosh nahi tha. Unhe is baat ka ahsaas hi nahi tha ki wo rote huye mere gaalo par thappad barsaye ja rahi hain aur mere dono gaal laal surkh padte ja rahe hain.
"Bas karo bitiya...vicky babu ko aur mat maaro." Tabhi hamare peechhe se kisi ne aisa kaha to didi ka maarna ek dam se band ho gaya. Ham dono ne hi palat kar us taraf dekha to chaunk pade.
Hamare chaaro taraf kam se kam 8 ya 10 aadmi aur aurat khade the. Wo sab hamari taraf hi dekh rahe the. Ye sare log hamare hi gaav ke the jo sadak ke dono taraf kheto par kahi kaam me lage huye the. Yaha par ye sab hota dekh ye log shayad yaha par bhaagte huye aa gaye the. Ye sab ke sab other low cast ke log the. Kuch thakur the aur kuch neech jaati ke.
"Kaka...Dekhiye na vicky ne ye kya gazab kar diya.? Isne sarpanch kaka ke ladke par hath uthaya aur uski ye haalat kar di. Isne zara sa bhi nahi socha ki iske aisa karne se ham par kitni badi museebat aa jayegi. Aap sab to janate hi hain ki sarpanch kaka kaise hain." Kusum didi ne rote huye us aadmi se kaha jisne didi ko aa kar mujhe maarne se roka tha.
Idhar main ab ek dam se shaant khada rah gaya tha. Ye meri life me pahli baar hua tha ki main kisi par is had tak gussa hua tha aur use itna mara tha. Main apne aap par ab hairaan tha ki maine ye sab kaise kar diya. Ab mujhe bhi situation ki gambheerta ka ahsaas ho raha tha aur main is sabse ab andar hi andar ghabraye ja raha tha.
Mujhe sabse zyada fikar pita ji ki thi. Main janta tha ki gaav ke baaki sabhi brahmin mere pita ji se bahut jalte the. Saamne bhale hi wo has kar aur khushi se bole magar man me un logo ke andar hamesha katuta hi rahti thi.
"Ye to sach much gazab hi ho gaya hai bitiya. Vicky babu ko rupesh babu ke sath aisa nahi karna chahiye tha. Sarpanch ji ko pata chala to samjho anarth ho jayega. Magar ye sab hua kaise vicky babu.?" Us aadmi ne meri taraf dekhte huye puchha to main kuch bol nahi saka. Main bolne ki haalat me tha hi nahi. Mere andar to jaise vichaaro ka koi tufaan chal raha tha. Main andar se bahut zyada ghabra gaya tha. Mujhe apni nahi bal ke pita ji ki fikar ho rahi thi. Aaj is kaand se us brahmin samaaj ko mere pita ji par ungli uthane ka aur kuch bhi bolne ka mauka mil jayega.
Main janta tha ki is sabke baad pita ji un logo ke saamne apna sir jhukaye khade rah jayenge. Ye sab meri vajah se hua tha. Aaj meri vajah se mere sajjan aur susheel swabhaav pita ji ko sharmindgi uthaani padegi. Ye sab sochte huye meri aankho se aanshu bah chale. Mera jee chaha ki yahi par zameen fate aur main usme sama jaau.
"Baat chaahe jo bhi rahi ho mangal magar mujhe yakeen hai ki isme vicky babu ki pahli galti nahi rahi hogi. Ham sab jante hain ki vicky babu aisa kisi ke sath kar hi nahi sakte. Mujhe pura yakeen hai ki rupesh babu ne hi kuch ulta seedha kaam kiya hoga jiski vajah se ye sab hua hai." Ek dusra aadmi hamare paas aate huye kaka se kaha to didi ne uski taraf dekha aur fir meri taraf. Na wo kuch boli aur na hi main.
"Ye to main bhi janta hu laakhan...mujhe bhi yakeen hai ki isme vicky babu ka koi dosh nahi hoga. Zarur rupesh babu ne hi inse kuch ulta seedha kaha hoga. Magar baat bhale hi chaahe jo ho...ye jo bhi hua hai achha nahi hua hai. Sarpanch ji ko pata chala to bahut bada hangama ho jayega." Mangal kaka ne kaha to didi ka chehra fakk padta chala gaya.
"Pata to chalega hi mangal...mujhe to dar lag raha hai ki is sab ki vajah se gaav me bahut bada bakheda na ho jaye. Vicky babu ke sath sath mahesh babu par bhi museebat aa jayegi." Laakhan kaka ne kaha to mere andar dar ki ek lahar daudti chali gayi.
"Ye sab chhodo aur ye socho ki hame karna kya chahiye...ham sab ne dekha hai ye sab kuch." Ek teesre aadmi ne kaha to maine aur didi ne uski taraf dekha.
"Kahna kya chaahte ho tum jaggu.?" Mangal kaka ne uski taraf dekh kar kaha.
"Yaha jo kuch bhi hua hai...uske baad ye to pakki baat hai ki gaav me panchayat baithaayi jayegi aur panchayat me sarpanch ji pramukh hi honge. Sara dosh bhale hi rupesh babu ka hoga magar panchayat ke baaki sab panch log sarpanch ji ke paksh me hi rahenge. Uske baad kya nirnay hoga ye ham sab khud hi soch sakte hain." Jaggu naam ke us aadmi ne aisa kaha to sab ke sab chup rah gaye. Koi kuch bol na saka. Main aur didi to chup chaap khade hi rahe.
"Jaggu sahi kah raha hai...sare panchayat ke log rupesh babu ko hi sahi thahrayenge aur vicky babu ko doshi karaar denge. Magar bhala isme koi kar hi kya sakta hai.? Anarth to ab ho hi gaya hai." Ek chauthe aadmi ne aisa kaha to jaggu naam ke aadmi ne uski taraf dekha.
"Itna to ham sab jaante hain balli kaka ki gaav ke sab brahmin mahesh babu ke khilaaf ek jut hain. Ham sab ye bhi jante hain ki mahesh babu ka swabhaav bahut achha hai...wo ham sabko apna maante hain aur zarurat ke wakt hamesha unhone hamari bhaari madad bhi ki hai. Jab ke baaki ke sab brahmin kitne achhe hain ye tum sab bhi jaante ho. Ye rupesh babu ke bare me kya tum sab nahi jaante.? Bolo gullu...chhoti muh badi baat...ham neech jaati ke hain magar hamari bhi koi ijjat hoti hai...hamare ghar ki bahu betiya kya koi kothe wali hain jo inki hawas ka shikaar hoti hain.?" Jaggu ne jab aisa kaha to sabke beech khamoshi chha gayi.
"To tum kahna kya chaahte ho jaggu.?" Mangal ne aage badh kar kaha to jaggu ne uski taraf dekha.
"Main ye kahna chaahta hu mangal ki hame is bare me mahesh babu ka sath dena chahiye. Unhone hamesha hamari mushkil wakt me madad ki hai...aaj agar un par koi museebat aane wali hai to kya ham unke liye itna nahi kar sakte..?" Jaggu ne kaha.
"Chaahte to ham sab bhi yahi hain jaggu. Magar ham neech jaati ke hain. Hamari baat panchayat me baithe wo log kabhi nahi manege." Balli kaha ne kaha to jaggu ke hotho par muskan ubhar aayi.
"Unhe maanna padega kaka..ham sab log apni biraadri ke baaki sab logo ko ikattha karenge aur fir sab ek sath panchayat me pahuchenge. Itne sare logo ko ek sath dekh kar panchayat ke panch log manmani nahi kar payenge. Kaka gaav se badi baraat nahi hoti...mana ki wo sab brahmin ek jut hain mahesh babu ke khilaaf magar ham bhi mahesh babu ke sath hain...aur hamari tadaat bhi unse zyada ho jayegi. Insaan jab akela hota hai tabhi baaki sab log usko asaani se gherne ki himmat karte hain. Magar jab dono taraf barabari wala sawaal ho jata hai to saamne wale ko gherne ke bare me fir sochna padta hai. Tum meri baat samajh rahe ho na kaha.?"
"Tune to kamaal kar diya re jaggu...sach muh chhoti muh badi baat kahi hai tune." Balli kaka ne jab aisa kaha to baaki sab muskura uthe.
"To tum sab log meri baat se sahmat ho na.? Agar sahmat ho to chalo abhi se hame apne kaam par lag jana chahiye. Warna der ho gayi to gazab ho jayega." Jaggu ne un sab ko chetaya.
"Sahi kah raha hai tu jaggu...hame jald hi sab ko ikattha karna hoga. Abhi to ye baat yahi tak hai...bechare mahesh babu ko bhi pata nahi hoga ki yaha kya gazab ho gaya hai." Laakhan ne kaha to sab ke sab ek sath ikattha khade ho gaye. Main aur didi khamoshi se ye sab dekh sun rahe the.
Main soch raha tha ki ye log kitne achhe the. Ye sab anpadh the magar itna gyaan to inhe bhi tha ki kya sahi hai aur kya galat. Par sochne wali baat thi ki ye sab hamara sath dene ke liye khud hi taiyaar ho gaye the. Sirf is liye ki in sabki nazro me mere pitaji ek achhe insaan the ya fir inki nazro me mahaan the.
"Vicky babu....aap kusum bitiya ko le kar ghar chale jaiye...aur haan fikar mat kijiye. Ham sab aapke sath hain...ham sab jee jaan laga denge. Ham bhi dekhte hain ki sarpanch ji aur baaki ke sab log kaise aapke sath aur hamare mahesh babu ke sath kuch galat karte hain." Jaggu kaka ne mujhse aisa kaha to mere chehre par raahat ke bhaav aaye. Main bola kuch nahi bas haan me sir hilaya aur fir kusum didi ko sath le kar waapas ghar ki taraf badh chala.
Saare raaste main aur didi chup hi rahe. Didi gumsum si nazar aa rahi thi. Mere man me bhi bahut si baate chal rahi thi. Main soch raha tha ki aage kya hoga.? Pita ji ko pata chalega to wo kya kahenge.? Yahi sab sochte huye main didi ko liye ghar pahuch gaya.
Ghar me meri maa aur dono chhoti bahne thi. Pita ji to subah hi kuch samaan lene ke liye shahar ki taraf chale gaye the. Main aur didi chup chaap ghar ke andar aaye to baithak me hi mujhe maa dikh gayi. Unke paas gaav ki do teen aurte baithi huyi thi.
Maa ne jab mujhe didi ke sath waapas aate dekha to puchh baithi ki itna jaldi kheto se kaise aa gaye.? To main un aurto ke saamne kuch na bola. Didi ne mujhe mere kamre me jane ka ishara kiya to main chup chaap chala gaya.
Mere is tarah chale jane par maa hairani se didi ki taraf dekhne lagi. Didi ke chehre par unhe kuch nazar aaya to unhone didi ko andar jane ko kaha. Maa ke kahne par didi bhi andar aa gayi. Thodi hi der me jab gaav ki aurte apne apne ghar chali gayi to maa jaldi se didi ke paas aa gayi.
"Kya baat hai...tum dono bhai bahan itni jaldi kheto se kaise aa gaye.? Aur tumne apna ye chehra kaisa bana rakha hai.? Mujhe aisa kyo lagta hai jaise tum bahut royi ho.?" Maa ne jab aisa kaha to didi chup na rah saki aur wo bilakh bilakh kar rone lagi. Unke is tarah rone lag jane se maa ko jhatka laga. Fir ghabrate huye didi se puchhne lagi ki kya hua hai.?
Didi ne maan ke puchhne par rote huye sara kissa suna diya jise sun kar maa ke pairo tale se zameen khisak gayi. Kafi der tak unke mukh se koi lafz nahi nikla. Uske baad wo bahut zyada pareshan dikhne lagi aur kahne lagi ki ye sab theek nahi hua. Is sabse ham bahut badi musibat me aa gaye hain. Pita ji ko pata chalega to wo bhi bahut pareshan ho jayenge.
Situation kafi zyada kharab ho chuki thi. Maa ne kuch der baad didi ko apne kamre me bhej diya aur wo khud mere paas mere kamre me aa gayi. Main apne kamre me gumsum sa bed par chup chaap baitha hua tha. Maa ne mujhe gumsum baithe dekha to wo mere paas aayi aur bed par mere bagal se hi baith gayi.
"Kya zarurat thi beta us neech insaan se zubaan ladane ki.? Agar wo kuch kah raha tha to kahne dete. Tum dono apne raaste chale jate. Ab bataao is sabse ab jo museebat hone wali hai uska saamna tere pita ji kaise karenge.? Tujhe to pata hi hai ki gaav me hamari kya ahmiyat hai unke beech. Wo log to chaahte hi hain ki ham yaha se chale jaye ya hamara ahit ho jaye." Maa ne aisa kaha to main kuch bol na saka.
"Teri didi ne mujhe bataya ki kis vajah se tune us sarpanch ke ladke ko maar maar kar uski haalat kharaab ki hai. Main ye maanti hu ki usne jo kuch bhi kusum ko bola wo achha nahi tha magar aise logo ki taraf dhyaan nahi dena chahiye tha tujhe. Is sansaar me aise bahut se log milenge tujhe jo tere samane teri bahan ko ulta seedha bolenge to kya tu un sab ko aise hi maarta firega.? Hamne to tujhe aise sanskaar nahi diye the...fir aaj ye kaise kar diya tune.?" Maa ne ye sab samjhate huye mujhse kaha to maine is baar maa ki taraf chehra utha kar dekha.
"Us wakt mujhe uski wo gandi baat sun kar bahut zyada gussa aa gaya tha maa. Isi liye maine gusse me itna mara use. Ab balki mujhe is baat ka ahsaas ho raha hai ki ye sab kar ke maine sach me kitni badi galti kar di hai. Meri vajah se pita ji ko gaav me sab ke saamne sir jhuka ke khade ho jana padega. Mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi hai maa. Mujhe iske liye saza dijiye aap." Maine aisa kaha aur meri aankho me aashu aa gaye. Ye dekh kar maa ne mujhe pyar se chupka liya.
"Main janti hu ki tune ye sab jaan bujh kar nahi kiya. Teri jagah koi bhi bhai hota to wo bhi yahi karta. Jo hona tha wo to ho hi gaya hai. Ab to bas is baat ki fikar hai ki iska anjaam kya hoga.?" Maa ne mere sir par haath ferte huye kaha to main unse alag ho kar unki taraf dekhne laga.
"Kya aapne pita ji ko iske bare me bata diya hai.?" Maine maa ki taraf dekhte huye kaha to maa ne mujhe dekhte huye apne sir ko na me hila diya.
"Unhe phone kar ke bata dijiye maa. Kahi aisa na ho ki kuch zyada hi gadbad ho jaye. Waise gaav ke jo neech jaati ke log hain wo sab hamare sath hi hain. Un sabne kaha hai ki wo sab panchayat me hamare paksh me hi gavaahi denge." Maine aisa kaha to maa kuch na boli bas meri taraf dekhti rahi.
"Wo sab to theek hai...lekin tu ye bata ki tujhe to kahi chot vot nahi aayi.?" Maa ne ye kahte huye mere jisam ke har bhaago par dekhte huye kaha.
"Nahi maa main thik hu...bal ke meri maar se rupesh zarur buri tarah ghayal ho gaya hai. Uski naak aur muh se khoon nikalne laga tha." Maine apna sir jhukate huye maa ko bataya to maa jane kya sochne lagi.
Kuch der baad maa mujhe kamre me hi rahne ka bol kar chali gayi. Shayad ab wo pita ji ko phone dwara is sab ke bare me batane wali thi. Idhar unke jane ke thodi hi der baad mere kamre par kisi ke aane ki aahat huyi.
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NiceSAB KUCH JAYAZ HAI....Mani shankar tiwari 52 saal ka maddhyam kad ka insaan tha. Uska roop rang kala to nahi tha magar saaf bhi nahi tha. Sir par jo baal the wo kinare kinare par hi bache the baaki wo takla hi tha. Chehre par badi badi muchhe rakhta tha wo. Pet baahar ko nikla hua tha. Pichhle 15 saalo se gaav ka sarpanch banta aaya tha. Dusra koi contidate uske khilaf khada to hota tha magar kabhi chunaav jeet nahi pata tha. Iski vajah ye thi ki ek to wo khud bhi bahut dhoorth aur jaalsaaz tha dusre usne kuch aise aadmi bhi paal rakhe the jo logo ko darane dhamkane ka kaam bhi karte the.
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Brahmin samaaj me sabse sampann mani shankar tiwari hi tha. Sarkar ka jo bhi paisa gaav ke vikaas ke liye aata tha wo sab paisa wo khud hi nigal jata tha. Uske khilaf koi awaaz nahi uthata tha. Other low cast ke log to uske shikaar the hi sath hi saamanya warg bhi usse pareshan tha. Uski pahuch pradesh ke mantri vidhayak tak thi. Police walo se uski achhi saath gaath thi.
Mani shankar aurto ka rasiya tha. Ye har koi janta tha. Paiso ke bal par aur taakat ke bal par wo gaav ki bahu betiyo ko badi safaayi se apne jaal me fasata aur fir unko bade bade logo ko paros kar apna kaam nikaal leta tha.
Is wakt mani shankar pados ke gaav me tha. Pados ke gaav ke sarpanch ke yaha wo kal shaam ko aaya tha. Pados ke gaav ka jo sarpanch tha wo mani shankar ka pakka yaar tha. Umar me wo mani shankar se 2 saal bada tha. Uske do bachche the. Jin me ek badi beti thi jo shadi shuda thi aur ek beta tha jo apne pariwar ke sath kahi baahar rah kar naukari karta tha. Ghar par wo akela hi rahta tha. Uski biwi kuch saal pahle saamp ke dasne se mar gayi thi. Dono wakt ka khana pina banane ke liye ek aurat aati thi. Wo aurat isi gaav ki thi aur rishte me mani shankar ke dost ki saali lagti thi.
Us sarpanch ke bare me afwaahe kayi sari thi magar un afwaaho se use koi fark nahi padta tha. Mani shankar is wakt apne yaar ke sath naasta karne baitha hua tha. Kal raat wo yahi ruka tha. Dono ne 8 baje tak us aurat ke sath maza loota tha uske baad wo aurat apne ghar chali gayi thi. Subah huyi to 8 baje wo fir se aa gayi thi aur is wakt usi ke dwara banaya hua ye dono naasta kar rahe the.
"Kya dekh raha hai.?" Mani shankar ke yaar ne mani shankar ki taraf dekhte huye kaha aur muskuraya. Mani shankar baar baar rasoyi ki taraf dekhne lagta tha.
"Yaar narayan...mera man abhi bhara nahi hai." Mani shankar ne aah si bharte huye kaha to narayan uski baat sun kar has pada.
"Agar aisi baat hai to ja fir...aur bhar le apna man." Narayan ne rasoyi ki taraf ek nazar daalte huye kaha to mani shankar ke chehre par chamak aa gayi.
"Par is baar main akele hi karuga...tu baad me apna kaam kar lena." Mani shankar ne narayan se kaha to narayan ne sahmati me apna sir hila diya.
Narayan ki haan sunte hi mani shankar ne naaste ka aakhiri niwala khaya aur fir hath muh dho kar uth gaya. Gile hatho ko apne gamchhe se pochhte huye wo rasoyi ki taraf badh chala. Udhar narayan mani shankar ko jata dekh muskuraya aur hath muh dho kar baahar baithak ki taraf nikal gaya.
Rasoyi me jo aurat thi wo rotiya bana rahi thi. Yahi se wo garam garam rotiya le kar narayan aur mani shankar ki thali me rakh aati thi. Ye aurat isi gaav ki thi. Ye bhi brahmin hi thi. Rishte me ye narayan ki saali lagti thi. Narayan ki biwi iski badi bahan thi. Iska naam savita tha. 40 saal ki umar ki thi. 22 saal pahle shadi huyi thi magar aaj tak koi aulaad na huyi thi iske. Savita ka pati kheti baadi ka kaam karta hai. Uska swabhaav bahut hi bhola type ka hai. Savita ke khandaan me dusra aur koi nahi tha. Narayan savita ki vajah se uski kafi madad karta rahta hai.
Savita koi randi type ki to nahi thi magar ab ke samay me wo narayan ke ishare par uski randi zarur ban jati thi. Iski vajah ye thi ki ek baar savita ka pati bahut zyada bimaar pad gaya tha. Ilaaz me bahut sare paise kharch ho gaye the. Yaha tak ki savita ke jo jewar the wo bhi bik gaye the magar iske baad bhi savita ke pati ki tabiyat me sudhaar na aaya tha. Zameen bechne ki naubat aayi to wo narayan ke paas is bare me baat karne aayi. Narayan ki biwi hamesha apni chhoti bahan ki madad kiya karti thi is liye narayan bhi kar raha tha. Magar jab zameen bechne ki baat aayi to narayan ne use samjhaya ki wo zameen na beche warna khayegi kya.?
Narayan ko ek aurat ki zarurat thi. Apne ghar me wo akela hi rahta tha. Uska beta apne pariwar ko liye baahar rahta tha. Narayan ne savita ko tarike se is bare me samjhaya aur ye bhi kaha ki wo uski majburi ka fayda nahi utha raha hai..bas ye uski zarurat hai. Agar use manjoor ho to theek hai.
Savita ne sochne me do din ka samay liya aur fir usne narayan ki baat maan lena hi thik samjha. Tab se yahi silsila chal raha tha. Savita ke pati ko sab pata tha magar use ye nahi pata tha ki uski biwi narayan ko apni ijjat bhi deti hai. Wo bhola bhala tha. Narayan use apne control me hi rakhta tha.
Mani shankar rasoyi me pahucha aur fir usne peeche se savita ko apni baaho me bhar liya. Savita achanak huyi is harkat se dar gayi thi magar fir jab usne dekha ki maajra kya hai to uske hotho par muskan ubhar aayi.
"Kya baat hai jija ji...ab kya subah bhi shuru hone ka irada hai.?" Savita mani shankar ko bhi narayan ki tarah jija ji hi kahti thi.
"Kya kare rani...tum ho hi aisi ki man nahi bharta. Kal shaam ko do baar kiya tha magar fir bhi man nahi bhara." Mani shankar ne aisa kaha to savita khil khila kar has padi.
"Achha ji...chaliye theek hai magar pahle mujhe khana to bana lene dijiye. Uske baad aapke paas aati hu. Fir jo karna ho kar lijiyega." Savita ne aisa kaha to mani shankar ne savita ke dono taraf se hath daal kar uski badi badi chhatiyo ko pakad kar zor se masal diya.
"Aaahhhh sshhhhh....ruk jaiye na jija ji..bas kuch hi der ki to baat hai." Savita ke mukh se siski nikal gayi thi. Peeche se uski gaand me mani shankar ka lund mano uski saari aur petikot ko faad kar andar ghusne ko taiyaar tha. Savita khud bhi peeche ki taraf apni gaand ko thel rahi thi.
"Kuch der nahi ruka jayega meri chhamiya. Main to abhi isi wakt tumhe tabiyat se chodna chaahta hu. Ek kaam karo...yahi par nangi ho jaao. Ham yahi par chudaayi kaaryakram kar lenge." Mani shankar ne savita ki sari ko ek taraf se kheechte huye kaha to savita ne hath me pakda hua belan chhod diya.
"Bahut besabre ho jate hain jija ji aap. Kya didi ke sath bhi aisa hi karte hain.?" Savita palat kar kahte huye muskuraayi to mani shankar ne uski saari ko puri kheech kar neeche gira diya aur ab savita ke blouj ke button kholne laga.
"Are usme ab wo baat kaha rani...wo to ab kachra ho gayi hai. Asal maal to tum ho meri chhammak chhallo." Mani shankar ne kaha to savita muskura uthi.
Mani shankar badi jaldi me lag raha tha. Wo savita ke blouj ko nikalne me laga hua tha. Savita khud kuch nahi kar rahi thi balke wo araam se khadi thi. Uski badi badi chhaatiya uske blouj ko faad kar baahar aane ko byakul thi. Savita ka jisam is umar me bhi kafi kasa hua dikh raha tha. Savita gori to nahi thi magar saavli bhi nahi thi. Uske jisam ki banawat kisi bhi mard ke lund ko khada kar dene ke liye kafi thi.
Mani shankar ne savita ka blouj nikaal kar neeche saari ke upar hi gira diya. Ab savita upar se puri tarah nangi thi. Usne blouj ke andar bra nahi pahna hua tha. Neeche peele rang ka ek petikot tha. Savita ka pet halka sa baahar nikla hua tha. Saaf saffaak pet ke halka neche ek gahri naabhi thi. Aisa lagta tha jaise koi kua ho.
Mani shankar ne ek pal savita ki badi badi chhaatiyo ko dekha aur fir maano un par toot pada. Dono hatho se dono chhaatiyo ko pakad kar wah unhe zor zor se masalte huye bari bari se unko chumne chaatne laga. Savita ke jisam me maze ki lahar daud padi. Uske mukh se meethi meethi si siskariya nikalne lagi. Apni chhatiyo par wo mani shankar ke sir ko pakad kar dabane lagi.
Mani shankar pagal kutte ki tarah savita ki chhatiyo ko choom chaat raha tha. Kisi kisi pal to wo unko muh me bhar kar kaat bhi leta tha. Jisse savita ki dard bhari aahhe nikal jati thi. Rasoyi me waasna se bhari siskariya goonjne lagi.
Mani shankar ne savita ki chhaatiyo se apna muh hataya aur fir neeche ki taraf jane laga. Pet par choomte huye wo uski naabhi par aa gaya. Naabhi me usne apna pura muh hi ghused diya. Mani shankar apne ek hath se savita ki chhatiyo ko buri tarah masalta ja raha aur ek hath se uski gaand ko.
Kuch der naabhi par choomte huye wo apne ek hath se savita ke petikot ko uski jaangho tak utha kar jaagho par apni jeebh se chaatne laga. Savita maze me thi. Uski saanse kafi chadh gayi thi. Usse khade rahna mushkil pad raha tha.
Savita ke petikot ko pura upar utha kar mani shankar ne andar uski choot par apna muh daal diya. Savita ki choot par halke baal the shayad usne kuch din pahle hi apni choot ke baal saaf kiye jo ab fir se ug aaye the. Mani shankar kisi kutte ki tarah jeebh nikaal savita ki choot ko chaate ja raha tha. Uske is tarah chaatne se savita ka jisam burah hilne laga tha. Wo apne dono hatho se mani shankar ke sir ko pakad kar apni choot par dabane lagi thi.
Kuch der savita ki choot chaatne ke baad mani shankar ne apna muh nikala aur jaldi jaldi petikot ka nada kholne laga. Nada khula to petikot sarak kar niche gir gaya. Ab savita puri tarah nangi ho gayi thi.
Mani shankar jaldi se khada hua aur apna safed pajama kholne laga. Pajama utaar kar usne use ek taraf rakha. Pajama ke andar usne ek bada sa kachha pahan rakha tha. Jald hi usne us kachhe ka nada khola aur use bhi utaar kar ek taraf rakh diya. Mani shankar ab neeche se nanga tha. Uska kala lund neeche jhool raha tha.
"Rani ise jaldi se taiyaar karo." Mani shankar ne apne lund ko ek hath se sahlate huye kaha to savita ne neeche dekha aur fir ghutno par baith gayi. Baithne ke baad usne apne ek hath se mani shankar ke adhe khade lund ko pakda aur use mutthiyo me le kar upar neeche karne lagi. Udhar mani shankar ne apna safed kurta utaar kar ek taraf rakh diya.
Rasoyi me dono hi puri tarah nange the. Savita ne thodi der uske lund ko upar niche kiya uske baad usne use apne muh me bhar liya. Jaise hi usne lund ko muh me liya idhar mani shankar ke jiam me maze ki lahar daud gayi. Usne savita ke sir ko pakad liya aur use apne lund ki taraf kheechne laga. Savita bade araam se lund ko muh me le kar andar baahar kar rahi thi. Beech beech me wo apne ek hath se mani shankar ke andkosho ko bhi sahla deti thi.
Mani shankar savita ke sir ko pakde apni gaand ko aage peeche karne laga. Uski aankhe maze me band thi aur uska chehra upar ki taraf ho gaya tha. Wo apne lund ko savita ke mukh me pura daal raha tha. Thodi hi der me uska lund khada ho gaya to savita ne use muh se nikaal diya.
Mani shankar ne savita ki taraf dekha aur fir uski badi badi chhatiyo ko kuch der zor zor se masla aur fir usne savita ko neeche zameen par letne ko kaha to savita let gayi. Savita ke lette hi mani shankar savita ki dono taango ke beech aaya aur uski dono taango ko pakad kar apne kandhe par rakh kar apne lund ko uski choot me set kiya.
Choot ke muhane par lund ko set karne ke baad mani shankar ne zor se dhakka mara to ek hi baar me uska pura lund savita ki paniyaayi huyi choot me andar tak chala gaya. Choot ke andar tak lund jate hi savita ke mukh se maze me dubi huyi siski nikal gayi. Mani shankar ne savita ki choot me lund daale daale hi savita ke upar jhuka aur fir uski dono badi badi chhaatiyo ko bari bari se chubhlate huye apni kamar ko aage peeche karne laga.
Rasoyi me dono neeche zameen par puri taraf nange kaam waasna me lage huye the. Mani shankar adhed umar ka ho chala tha magar usme jaan baaki thi abhi. Wo puri taakat se dhakke laga raha tha. Uske har dhakke par savita ki maano hichki nikal jati thi aur uski bafi badi chhaatiya hilne lagti thi. Savita bahut garam ho chuki thi aur maze se uski aankhe band thi. Mukh se anand bhari siskariya lete huye wo apne dono hatho ko mani shankar ki peeth par rakh apni taraf kheeche ja rahi thi.
Mani shankar de dana dan dhakke mare ja raha tha aur savita ki badi badi chhatiyo ko dono hatho se masalta bhi raha tha. Thodi der baad mani shankar ne savita ki choot se apna lund nikaal liya to savita ne jhat se aankhe khol kar use dekha. Idhar mani shankar lund nikalne ke baad savita ko ghodi banne ka ishara kar raha tha. Uska ye ishara paate hi savita muskuraayi aur fir jaldi se uth kar ghodi ban gayi.
Ghodi bani savita ke peeche aa kar mani shankar ne apne geele lund ko fir se savita ki choot me ek hi baar me utaar diya aur fir apne dono hatho se savita ke bhari nitambo ko pakad kar dhakke lagane laga.
Kareeb 15 minute mani shankar ke dhakke lagane ke baad achanak hi savita tez tez awaaze mukh se nikalne lagi. Wo apni bhari gaand ko mani shankar ke lund par peeche ki taraf zor zor se thelne lagi. Mani shankar khud bhi buri tarah saanse lete huye dhakke maare ja raha tha. Thodi hi der me dono ek sath hi saatwe aasmaan me pahuche aur fir neeche zameen par gir pade.
Kuch der tak dono aise hi guttham guttha pade rahe uske baad mani shankar utha aur apne lund ko paas hi me padi savita ki saari se ponchhane laga. Lund ponchne ke baad usne ek baar savita ke gaalo par aur uske hotho par chooma fir savita ki badi badi chhaatiyo ko bari bari se masalne ke baad wo muskurate huye rasoyi se baahar chala gaya.
Kapde pahan kar mani shankar jab baahar baithak me aaya to narayan ko bench par baithe paya. Samne ek table par kuch files khuli huyi thi jinhe wo dekh raha tha. Mani shankar ko aaya dekh wo muskuraya to mani shankar bhi muskuraya aur uske bagal se hi baith gaya.
"To man bhar gaya na tera ya abhi bhi kasar baaki hai kuch.?" Narayan ne aisa kaha to mani shankar zor se hasa aur fir apne kurte ki jeb se apna mobile nikala. Mobile ke laal button par angutha rakha usne magar mobile ki screen jali nahi.
"Lagta hai iski battery chuk gayi hai yaar. La de apna charger...main thodi der ise charge kar lu fir nikalta hu. Waise bhi bahut der ho gayi hai mujhe." Mani shankar ne aisa kaha to narayan ne peeche diwar par bani ek chhoti si almari se charger nikal kar mani shankar ko pakda diya.
"Sale jaise tu discharge ho ke aaya hai waise hi tera ye mobile bhi discharge ho gaya hai." Narayan ne haste huye kaha to mani shankar bhi has pada. Uske baad usne charger ko bijli ke switch me laga kar mobile usme laga diya.
"Waise ye tere sochne ka nazariya hai narayan...warna mujhe to aisa lag raha hai ki teri saali ko tabiyat se chodne ke baad main aur bhi zyada charge ho gaya hu." Mani shankar ne muskurate huye aisa kaha to narayan zor se has pada.
"Agar aisa hai to ja fir...ek baar aur use tabiyat se chod le...tab tak tera ye mobile bhi charge ho jayega." Narayan ne kaha to mani shankar muskura pada.
"Mujhe koi dikkat nahi hai magar sochta hu ki teri saali ko kyo zyada pareshan karu. Kal se bechari ko ragad rahe hain ham dono." Mani shankar ne kaha aur fir kurte ki jeb se bidi ka bandal nikal kar usse ek bidi nikali aur machis se use jalaya.
"Achha badi fikar dikha raha hai uske liye. Kya irada hai tera..? Dekh use le kar kahi bhaag mat jana. Yaha chahe jitna usse maze le le magar use yaha se bhaga kar le nahi jane duga tujhe." Narayan ne muskurate huye kaha to mani shankar zor se hasa.
"Bhaga kar le jane ki kya zarurat hai mujhe.? Jiski zarurat hai wo to mil hi raha hai mujhe. Kher chhod ye baat... ye bata ki us zameen ka kya hua.?" Mani shankar ne puchha to narayan ne uski taraf dekha.
"Zameen mil to jayegi mani magar thodi mushkil to hai hi. Tujhe to pata hi hai ki jiski wo zameen hai usko mare huye ek arsa ho chuka hai. Uska apna koi beta nahi tha bas ek ladki thi. Jiska barsho pahle byaah ho gaya tha. Ab to uske bachche bhi bade bade honge..ye bhi ho sakta hai ki uske bachcho ka bhi byaah ho gaya ho." Narayan ne kaha to mani shankar beech me hi bol pada.
"Ye sab main pahle bhi sun chuka hu. Tune kaha tha ki tu zameen malik ki beti ka pata lagwayega...agar wo kahi hai to tu usse baat karega aur agar wo kahi hai hi nahi to maamla asaani se ham khud hi suljha lenge." Mani shankar ne kaha to narayan bench se utha aur darwaje ke paas ja kar savita ko chaay ke liye kaha aur fir waapas aa kar bench par baith gaya.
"Mujhe to lagta hai mani ki zameen ke malik ki tarah uski beti bhi kahi mar khap gayi hogi...warna tu khud soch ki itne barsho me kya kabhi use yaha ana nahi chahiye tha apni zameen ko dekhne ke liye.?" Narayan ne kaha to mani shankar chup rah gaya. Uske maathe par kuch sochne wale bhaav dikhe.
"Lagta to mujhe bhi aisa hi hai narayan. Magar ek baar pata karne me kya jata hai.? Kahi aisa na ho ki zameen ko apna banate hi wo kahi se tapak pade. Ham ye nahi jante ki aaj ke wakt me wo kis isthit me hogi. Agar wo zinda hai aur uske bachche bhi hain to kuch bhi ho sakta hai. Kismat ko koi nahi janta narayan. Maan le ki agar uske bachche koi bade aadmi nikle to..??? Zameen ke asli kaagjaat bhi uske paas ho sakte hain...sala lambe se napwa sakte hain wo hame." Mani shankar ne kaha to narayan bhi sochne laga.
"Chal main dekhta hu mani...aaj pata karta hu shahar ja kar. Kuch logo se baat bhi ki thi maine. Dekho kya nateeja nikalta hai.?" Narayan ne kaha to mani shankar kuch na bola. Tabhi savita haath me tray liye aayi. Usne narayan aur mani shankar ko chaay di aur fir waapas andar chali gayi.
Chaay pine ke baad mani shankar ne charging par lage apne mobile ko uthaya aur usko on kiya. On hote hi usme bahut sare sandesh aaye. Mani shankar ne dekha ki mobile me teen point battery chadh chuki hai. Ye dekh kar mani shankar ne mobile ko charger se nikaal liya aur bench se uth gaya.
Mani shankar bench se utha hi tha ki uska mobile bajne laga. Mobile ke bajne se mani shankar ne mobile ki screen par dekha. Phone uske ghar se tha. Ye dekh kar usne mobile ka hara wala button daba kar kaan se laga liya. Kaan se lagate hi uske kaan me uski beti ke rone ki awaaz aayi to mani shankar chaunk pada.
Uski beti ne rote huye usse jane kya kya kaha. Jise sun kar mani shankar ke chehra gusse se bhar gaya. Usne phone kaat kar kurte ki jeb me rakha.
"Kya hua...achanak itne gusse me kyo nazar aane laga tu.?" Narayan ne uske chehre ki taraf dekhte huye kaha to mani shankar ne use apni beti ki sari baate bata di. Mani shankar ki baat sun kar narayan sann rah gaya.
"Ye kaise hua mani.?" Narayan ne abhi kaha hi tha ki mani shankar bol pada.
"Nahi chhoduga us madarchod ko...sale ki himmat kaise huyi mere bete par hath uthane ki.?" Mani shankar gusse me fatte huye bola to narayan bench se uth kar neeche khada ho gaya.
"Main bhi tere sath chalta hu." Narayan bola aur paas hi khooti par tange apne kurte ko nikaal kar pahanne laga.
"Mauka to main chaahta tha narayan magar socha nahi tha ki is tarah se mauka milega. Aaj achhe se sabak sikhaauga in do kaudi ke logo ko." Mani shankar jane kya kya badbadata raha. Narayan jab apne kapde pahan chuka to dono ek sath hi ghar se baahar nikal gaye.
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