update no:-2
"saim ghar aajao,main ne tumhe bohot yaad kya"arna ne lag bhag rote huwe kaha."mujhe pata hai hum is division ko door kar sakte hai q ke tum ab bhi mujhe se pyaar karte ho,chahe tum ne us raat jo bhi kaha ho"ab tak uus ka rona jari tha."mujhe pata hai hai ke haal ke kuch waqt se mai ne tumhe patni ke sukh se door rakha magar mai apni galti ko sudharugi...bus mujh e dor mat jao."usne mujhe se kaha.
chup rahu,"mai ne thoda sakht awaz mai kaha."tum ab bhi nahi samjhi ye sirf sex ko le kar nahi hai,tum ne maheeno se mujhe chune nahi diya"mai ne usse kaha.aur jo diya bhi to ye aesa tha jese mai isse zabardasti le raha hu,like rape!
hai ye aesa hi lag raha tha mai yahaan hu mujhe batado job tumhara khtam ho jye..."
log ab hume ghoor na shiru kar rahe the,aur waiter ye puchne ke liye aya ke hume kuch aur chahiye. mai ne usse kahan ki ek double brandy lao,mujhe laga ki raat hone se pehele mujhe is ki zarurat hongi.
"Arna,mai ne socha jab tumhari mom ne ghar chhoda humere ye sab kuch hai.hum kush hokar sab kuch kar sakte the agar humme kitchen mai pyaar karna hai ya hall mai,hell ghar par koi nahi tha .lekin tum ne mujhe door kar diya.har bar mai ne aesa kuch kuch karne ki koshish ki to jiskeliye tumhare pass bahaane the.mai bohot thaki huyi hu,sir mai dard,bohot busy thi ya mood nahi hai,kya sachi mai tum kabhi mood mai nahi thi? ......tumhe mere sath bahar dinner ke liye nahi jana....shopping par bhi nah? "mai ne usse kaha
Arna ne table ke niche dekha q ki wo janti thi saim sahi hai. Her hormones were out of whack and she seemed to always be in a bad mood.uske aasapas sirf saim hi tha aur usne aesa hi kya,agar sab kuch thik nahi chal raha,jab bhi saim uski karif ane ki koshish kar raha ho to usse sex karne do baki koi feeling nahi koi emotion nahi,lag bhag har bar usse ne ye hi kya..
"saim,mai meri har galti ke liye sharminda hu aur mafi mangti hu.miscarriage ke bad mai ek khali ghosle jese hogyi hu ye mere liye bohot mushkil raha.bas ab hum dono pehele hi shadi kar chuke hai.tum ne phir se ek teenage ladka banraheho.tumhe har raat sex chahiye wo bhi jab mere hormones out of balance hai,mai sirf mood mai nahi thi iska ye matlab to nahi hai ke mai tum se kam pyaar karti hu.mere pass tumhari tarah sex drive nahi hai lekin jitna humne aye kya tumhe utnahi ye chahiye tha..mai isse nahi jeet sakhi".usne kaha sath hi usske ankho mai pani agya
mujhe lagta hai mai ne khud ko piche khich liye q ke mujhe laga ki mai istemal ho rahi hu kisi ghosht ke tukde ki tarah aur mujhe ye pasand nahi.usane mujhe se kaha."mai us raat naraz hogyi q ke mujhe aesa laga ke tumhe meri koi parwahi nahi hai tumhe bas sex chahiye aur mai galti thi mujhe maf kar dijiye"usane muskarate huwe kaha."itne salo ke bad bhi tum aur mai ek perfect couple hai.
mujhe pata hai usane kuch valid point banaye the,aur aesa lag raha tha ki is mai hum dono hi ki galti thi q ke hum dono hi is par baat nahi karna chahate the.
"Arna.mai tumhe tumhari soch se bhi ziyada pyaar karta hu.aur kabhi kabhi mai tumhare under sama jana chahata hu q ke isse mai tumhare aur karib ajauga,But I guess I went a little overboard.ok hum isse aur ache se samjhe ghe aur baat kar ge"mai khada hu wa aur uske pass gya aur usase kiss kya."let's go home
Arjun mai tumjhe bata na chahoonga ke usake bad sab kuch thik tha to ye jhut honga.ok,makeup sex was great,magar 1 ya 2 hafto bad usane khud mujhe se door karna shiru kar diya .mai phir se koi darama nahi chahata tha,so i started dating her...........
dear ..............mujhe bhi apki kahani ka besabri se intzar hai
is no must
