Romance Shrishti's Vritti

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Part - 30



Shrishti's question made Sakshi think. Who is guilty, mother, father or grandparents? After some deep thinking, Sakshi said... Friend, after listening to the story you told, I am not able to understand whom should I blame. Sometimes I feel that your father is guilty, sometimes I feel that your mother is guilty, sometimes I feel that your maternal grandparents are guilty, sometimes it seems as if all three are guilty in their own place.



Shrishti... you are right, it is impossible to say who is guilty. You know, mother blames herself and says that if she had not loved such a person with a dual personality, this would never have happened.



The saddest thing is that in her youth, she did not think of remarriage because of me or her experience stopped her from doing this. Whatever it is, but a woman or a man needs each other at the right age. Can you understand what I am saying? This is their favor on me and they sacrificed their youth for me



Sometimes I get scared thinking what if this happens to me too????????



Sakshi…..Yaar this aunty also thinks strangely, how is she the only one guilty. Falling in love is not a crime. Yes, the only crime she committed was that she ran away from home and got married and fell in love with a person who did not love her. Your father is no less guilty in this when he knew that your maternal grandparents were not agreeable. Then he did not love your mother, so he should not have thought of running away and getting married. And it was not right to please your mother, playing with the feelings of a woman means it is equal to playing with the life of a woman or killing her.......your maternal grandparents are no less guilty, when they came to know that their daughter loves someone, they should have accepted it and tested the boy, if he was wrong then they should have explained it to your mother, maybe this would not have happened. What do you think?



Shrishti... I think none of the three is guilty. If anyone is guilty, then it is the circumstances. Maybe some such circumstances must have happened at that time due to which mom and dad met. Their meetings kept increasing and maybe then dad must have come to know that my maternal grandparents are very rich. Then maybe greed must have taken birth in his mind and his main motive must have been to get mom. Then when my maternal grandparents refused, the situation turned against him and to turn the situation in his favor, he must have planned to elope and get married. But even after marriage, the situation did not turn in his favor. Then maybe due to some circumstances, he met another woman. Then everything became a victim of the circumstances and I also became a victim of the same circumstances. Or I am the result of that situation.



Sakshi... I don't think that only circumstances are guilty. Still, if we believe what you say, then how did you become a victim of circumstances? See Shrishti, the dual character personality that your father and maternal grandparents have proved. It is not fair to accept Raghav Sir as them because I have known Raghav Sir for a long time and he looks the way he is.



Shrishti... What you are saying about Sir, I also feel it is right but just think what will happen when his family members will come to know that I am the daughter of a divorced woman whose parents themselves do not have any relation with her.



Sakshi... Aunty being divorced does not become the reason for you and Raghav Sir to be away from each other and it should not become so because Raghav Sir's father has also married twice, you know this and the whole city also knows this.



Shrishti... The main reason behind his second marriage is the death of his first wife but there is nothing like this in the case of mother. Mother is divorced and has been living alone for many years. The contractors of the society portray the character of a single woman according to their convenience. I will not be able to bear if his family members make critical comments on mother because of me, so it is better for me to stay away from them.



After saying this, Shrishti blinked her eyes and turned her face to the other side. Seeing this, Sakshi smiled a little and then turning Shrishti's face towards herself, she said... Shrishti, will you be able to stay away from Sir? Just saying this made your eyes fill up.



Shrishti... I don't know what I will do, I don't even know what is written in my fate. Leave mine, tell me about yourself.



Sakshi... I will tell you about myself but now I give you a guarantee that I will ensure that Raghav Sir is written in your fate. No matter what I have to do for that and anything means anything.



Now this Sakshi is not the same as before and especially with you and aunty when I came to know about aunty.



Shrishti... I will make sure that you...



"Yes, I will tell everything to Raghav Sir." Completing Shrishti's words, Sakshi said



Shrishti...you will not do this at all, I swear to you, if you consider me a friend, then whatever I told you about our friendship, you will not tell even a part of it to Sir.



Sakshi...you stopped me by giving an excuse, but the one who is sitting above, the creator of this universe, has definitely thought of something good for you and may have taken a step towards that, just have to wait for the right time to come.



Shrishti...whatever he has thought, it will not be in my favor, still if you say so, then I will wait and see, okay you sit, I will make two more cups of tea, then while sipping tea, I will also listen to your love story.



Sakshi... make only tea, don't start shedding tears in the name of tea.



Without saying anything, she smiled a little and then went to make tea.



Meanwhile, Matashri also came and Sakshi said boom Shrushti, now three cups of tea, Auntyji has come.



Shrushti said from inside, yes, okay.



And started talking to aunty.



During the little chat, Matashri came to know that Sakshi knows everything now.



In a little while, she returned with two cups of tea and while sipping tea, asked Sakshi to tell her love story.



When Sakshi looked at Matashri once, Matashri said, don't I have the right to know or am I more of a mother and less of a friend?



Sakshi “No aunty, what should I hide from you now, everything is in front of us or will happen.”



Mata Shri “So now I want to know your love story later, first of all you tell me about yourself because you know everything about us but we know you only by name and nothing else.”



Sakshi “There is nothing much interesting in my story or about me aunty.”



Whatever it is, if there is something to appreciate then I will appreciate it and if there is something to scold then I will definitely scold you. Whatever it is, just tell me.”



Sakshi tried to avoid it in the beginning but both of them lost in front of mother and daughter.



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Now from Sakshi's tongue



Sakshi started speaking



Look aunty I will not tell you in too much detail but I will tell you superficially



My parents' name is "Orphanage"



What??????? A voice came out from the mouth of both mother and daughter



Sakshi: Oh both of you are surprised already ........ First let me tell you, later there will be questions and answers



Sakshi said further



I don't know how I reached the orphanage, my mother must have left me as soon as I gave birth or I may be the result of an immoral relationship or the result of rape or the lust of the mother or the father or both or an unwanted child or someone's mistake, a mistake of young age or a sin, whatever it may be, but later all these became my certificates.



Well, every child is born for a purpose. Parents have hopes, expectations, happiness. It is considered as the fruitful result of their love or the parents get the unique pleasure of their creativity.



My birth was without any purpose. Well, I was found in an orphanage and grew up there under the supervision of the matron. My father's name was given to me as Ramlal, which was only needed for a certificate and there too a mark is attached that it is just a name, nothing biological.



Because I was a topper in school, my studies were continued, that too with the kindness of the trustee... Well, what is love, it is beyond the dictionary for us orphans.



After schooling, to go to college and pay its fees, I did household work, cleaning, cleaning the office.



After all, I am a girl, I blossomed and people started drinking juice.



One day I was sold, but somehow I ran away from there.



Aunty, Being a woman and that too beautiful is a crime. I came to know at a very young age what a woman is and from there I held on to the fact that I am not one of those who are to be sold. My parents have abandoned me but I have to live anyway and I fought with the matron in my own way and learnt that to live in life, it is necessary to fight for one's existence.



Eventually I had to go under the same matron again but this time the purpose was college. I kept working and also kept protecting myself and in this way I became what I am today and my deal was done again but God had written something good in my fate that I listened to him and left the orphanage and I too, like you, came here and lived in a hut and completed college and today I am the one you see.



Yes, I don't want to hide one thing from you here, I saved myself from such a situation but could not keep myself intact, so today I am not intact, now don't ask who that wolf was, from that point of view I am still intact, but my matron had homosexual physical relations with me, that was also necessary for me because she was the one who could save me, still for money she traded me twice but I escaped, so no man took my virginity but only a woman.....



Now you may not want to know my achievement



Know that my achievement is that I did not become a prostitute, made myself capable and am capable of living in a decent society, this is the biggest achievement for orphans like us



Now Shrushti, know that the way I treated you was based on my past experience, I think it should be only me, but your behavior made me respect the society again, otherwise I would have only abused this decent society.



I I am lucky but not every child in the orphanage is as lucky as me. Somewhere she has to accept defeat because there is no faith in the protection of the parents, no umbrella over the head, no guarantee of safety.........yet everyone survives.



Shrushti, do you feel that this happens because of your mother or do you curse yourself and you can cry by keeping your head in your mother's lap, I am sure that a loving and meaningful hand will always remain on your head.



What should I do???? Where should I cry, on which shoulder, to whom should I present my happiness or sorrow? There are many shoulders outside which let us cry and also satisfy our lust. You have a trustworthy shoulder.....I had read in some books that some sorrows of Shruti go away as soon as the smell of mother's body comes. I don't know what that smell or fragrance is like and how that fragrance removes the sorrow of a daughter. Don't ask me the details.



But still I am happy. Yes, it is definitely true that I feel very jealous when I see people like you getting the love of a mother. I immediately leave that place and that is why I did not talk to both of you that day.



I go to my house and ask so many questions to my parents. No one knows about them but no one answers them......My experience and assessment has taught me that do anything but maintain your existence. Maybe that is why I behaved like this with you. Please forgive me if possible.



Now a total of 6 eyes were crying in the room.



Finally Matashri broke the silence, "Son, after knowing about you, our crying is absolutely useless. You are right. I am great, I know how much a single woman has to bear to live and you have seen this since childhood



“I had no complaints with you before and I don’t have any now either” Shrushti also expressed her opinion



Sakshi “Well, I told you that my story is not interesting” she did not believe it



Maybe I said something wrong or my language was indecent but this is what I have learnt and this is what I have taught, if I were a mother then maybe I would also have been like you people…..decent…..crying



Matashree “Daughter, can I say something?? If you don’t mind?



Auntyji you have no right to ask, you just have to say whether you like it or not



“Can I go from Auntyji to Matashri for you???”



Sakshi kept looking stunned



Shrushti: Now answer quickly or else I will give it and tell Maa that you gave me a sister



Sakshi could not say anything, she just put her head on Maa's shoulder and started crying loudly



And 4 eyes and 2 hearts also started supporting her



Maa: Cry as much as you can son and was caressing Sakshi's back



After a long time Sakshi was able to control herself



Aunty ji I am thankful to you



She could only say that much when a light slap fell on her cheek and that was from Maa's hand



"After today if the word aunty came out of your mouth for me then it is just a light slap now and then you will get beaten with a broom, don't forget that I will keep tolerating you" saying this she hugged her and whispered in her ear, Maa say



"Maa" !!!!!!!!!! Forgive me ............Sakshi could not stop herself and started crying again



Will I meet my sister??? Or will you meet a friend or a colleague????



I will meet my sister here, I will meet my friend in private when my mother is not there, and I will meet my colleague in office, tell me, do you want to say anything now!!!!!!!!!!



The atmosphere changed from sad to happy



Oh yes, I was more interested in your love story, but my mother also came in between, really” saying this she winked at Sakshi and moving a finger on her stomach



“Look, now I have my mother, which means all that is not there” Sakshi replied with a wink, being shy of her mother



Oh, so what if I have my mother, tell me it is better than keeping it to yourself and mother also becomes a friend when the daughter gets up and sits, okay, let me make some tea, saying this you left both the sisters alone, thought it better



How do I know?? Hee hee hee



Come on, start Shruti winked again



Sakshi...my love story is not typical like yours, it is very simple. As you know, Shivam and I have been working in Tiwari Construction Group for a long time. Ever since Shivam and I started working on the same project, Shivam started liking me but I did not pay much attention to him because I had some other obsession going on in my mind. Now you should not start asking about that obsession, it is better. (Shruti nodded yes, then Sakshi started telling further) As time passed, he kept falling in love with me. Whatever I asked him to do, whether right or wrong, he used to do it himself and also convinced other colleagues to do the same.



Everyone knew the reason, but Shivam did not have the courage to propose me, somewhere he was afraid that if I got offended and told Raghav sir and got him fired from the job, then he would go away from me. On repeated requests from other colleagues, he started to gain courage and when I returned after a week's leave, he had changed a lot. He wanted to say something to me but was unable to do so due to his shyness.



When Sir told him to take us all for lunch, Shivam thought of waiting for an opportunity and made a plan to talk to me at lunch. You came because of aunty and because of your coming, Raghav Sir did not want to go for lunch.



"Did Sir not want to go for lunch only because of me?" Shrishti said in surprise.



Sakshi...yes because the plan to go to the lunch was made only because of you so that Sir could talk to you and I was the one who asked him to make a plan to go for lunch because you were not agreeing to go anywhere alone with Sir.



Shrishti...means you knew everything and I thought that you used to make guesses after seeing my actions which were correct.



Sakshi...go away you silly girl, I used to say all this deliberately. I came to know that day when I came back after the holidays to resign. You came saying that you will make me the project head but later Sir told me what he has in his mind for you. Do you know how rightly Sir was saying "Shrishti is only mine."



"Shrishti is only mine." Hearing this, Shrishti smiled and then said... how much I am his, you will get to know later, now you tell me your story.



Sakshi... Raghav Sir asked me to take everyone for lunch but I did not feel like going, so I refused. When I told them about my not going, then Shivam hesitatingly told what was in his heart. I already had an idea that he wanted to say something. When I had to go, I asked him for some time and he gave me that too. Meanwhile, I checked his Kundali and started spending some time with him on holidays, then I came to know that Shivam is very good by nature. But now after knowing about the dual personality of your father and maternal grandparents, I feel I will have to spend more time with Shivam. Only then will we know whether Shivam has also donned the mask of dual personality or not. Also, we will have to find out how his family members are.



To be continued...

 

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Friends, to tell you the truth, while writing this above episode, my eyes also became moist, maybe my eyes shed some tears too.



Because while writing, Sakshi's character had probably got into me.



I don't know what you felt while reading that episode, but just think about those girls in orphanages once..........this is my request............... I have kept this episode very short because going into it in depth might make you cry a lot.



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Part - 31



After knowing Sakshi's love story, Shrishti said... Friend, I am myself confused, I can hardly help you in this matter.



Sakshi...don't worry, I know the art of testing boys very well. I will see how to test Shivam, but before that you have to think about how to unite you and Raghav Sir.



Shrishti...don't think anything like that and keep the things that I have told you to yourself.



Sakshi...trust me, I may be selfish but I am a man of my word. Whatever happens, if you have given me a promise, then I will definitely keep it.



Okay, now I am leaving, let me just ask about my Majnu.



Shrishti...okay, go.



After this, Sakshi left and Shrishti remained lost in some thought for some time and then went to rest.



The next day, as soon as he reached office, Raghav was impatient to know what happened between Sakshi and Shrishti yesterday. But he was not getting a chance. He was busy in holding meetings one after the other. He was also finishing some important work. When he got time, he called Sakshi. As soon as Sakshi came, Raghav said... Sakshi, tell me quickly what did you talk to Shrishti yesterday.



Sakshi... Sir, we talked a lot and I have come to know the reason for her indifference. Along with this, I came to know one special thing that she also loves you a lot. Every time she behaved indifference towards you, she has suffered more from you.



Raghav... I had understood this. Now you tell me the reason due to which Shrishti is behaving indifference towards me.



Sakshi... Sorry sir, I cannot tell that reason because she has given me the excuse of friendship.



Raghav...what is this problem now? I thought that after knowing the reason of Shrishti's indifference, I will find a way to remove her indifference, but now how can I find a way.



Sakshi...I will tell you the way but I cannot tell you the reason of her indifference. I am helpless.



Raghav...then tell me, will you tell me only after getting the Muhurta (date) fixed?



Sakshi...I will tell you but you give me a promise that whenever I need your help, you will help me.



Raghav...for telling me a way, you are taking a promise from me to help me. It means that you are going to ask for help in some big work.



Sakshi...Sir, I may need your help in a matter in future. I am taking a promise from you so that you do not back out.



Raghav...I will back out, it means that you are going to make me do something that I may not like or Shrishti...



"Sir, don't be afraid, whatever help I take from you, Shrishti will be informed about it. Only when she says yes, I will take help from you, but before that I will try not to need your help." Sakshi said, clearing Raghav's doubts.



Raghav... If that's the case, then let's give the promise, now you tell me the way quickly.



Sakshi... Sir, you take Shrishti along saying that you are going to meet a client and tell her what you want. If you want, you can take her along saying that you are going to meet the client of the project we are working on right now, but don't tell her in advance, tell her at the time when you have to go. She will not be able to refuse.



Raghav... You are absolutely right, it will be better to do this. I will take her tomorrow itself on some pretext because tomorrow evening I have to go out for 10-15 days for some work.



Sakshi... If you listen to me, it will be better if you propose after coming back from there. If she doesn't see you for 10-15 days, Shrishti will be in agony and when you propose, she won't be able to refuse.



Raghav... not at all, I will be in agony more than that, if you propose, even if she is not in front of me, I will be able to see her on the phone and if I don't do it, I will neither get the chance to see her nor will she talk to me.



Sakshi... oh, okay, do what you think is right. Well, I am leaving now.

 

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Change in scene



It was evening tea time. Chandresh Tiwari was sipping tea while sitting in the dining hall. Just then the doorbell rang to signal someone's arrival.



Tiwari... Ramesh see who has come.



Ramesh went and opened the door and seeing the person standing in front said... Chhote maalik aap



Tiwari... Ramesh who has come.



Ramesh... Sir Chhote maalik has come.



After saying this Ramesh moved aside or should I say Armaan pushed him aside and stormed inside and then said "Maa maa kaha hai".



Tiwari... your mother is in her room. Standing here and shouting will not do anything, if you want to meet her then you will have to go to her room yourself.



Armaan without saying anything went to Barkha's room. After talking for a while he asked Barkha to come out of the room but Barkha refused. Then Armaan said... why don't you go



"She will not come because she has been warned that as long as I or Raghav are in the house she will remain confined in her room." This voice was of Tiwari who was sipping tea sitting at a little distance from the door of the room.



Armaan... Tell me a warning. Mother, you go out, I will see who does what. This old man has gone crazy in old age.



"You are right, the old man has gone crazy in old age and is doing what he should have done years ago. You also listen carefully, I have the ownership rights of this house, so whatever I say will happen in this house. If you want to roam freely in this house, then you will have to do what I say. If you don't want to obey me, then find a place somewhere else." Tiwari said his words almost screaming.



Armaan's tongue was itching to answer Tiwari's words. But he could not say anything because Barkha had signaled him to keep quiet by putting a finger on his lips. Seeing this, Tiwari said... Barkha, today for the first time you have done a good thing by stopping your son from speaking. Keep doing such good work in future also, this will maintain peace in this house and the luxurious life of both of you mother and son will continue smoothly. The day you do not do this work, I will throw both of you mother and son out of this house and will also evict you from the property.



On hearing Tiwari's harsh words, both mother and son got scared. Both of them closed the door of the room without saying anything, then on Armaan asking, Barkha told that why Tiwari changed his attitude. Knowing this, Armaan and Barkha started planning how to get out of this situation.



It was time for dinner. Food was being served for Tiwari and Raghav, at that time Armaan came out of his room and then said…Ramesh, get my and mother's food served in mother's room.



Tiwari…Ramesh is not free right now, he is serving food for both of us father and son. If you are in a hurry, then take it yourself.



Raghav…how are you brother and when did you come?



Arman…see how I am. I have been treated like a stranger since I came in the evening.



Tiwari…what you did is coming back to you son. You both have been treating Raghav like this. When you are feeling so bad in such a short time, then just think how bad Raghav must have felt? When you both are treating him like a stranger and you both have been doing this for years.



Arman left from there without saying anything after seeing Tiwari's attitude and telling the truth. As soon as he left, Tiwari asked Ramesh to get Barkha and Arman's food served in their room.



To be continued…