Erotica SHRUTI - A COMPLICATED WOMAN

[Captain Jack Sparrow]

Chapter 4:

Next weekend came. But we didn't have to go to office that day. I messaged her in whatsapp just to start a conversation

Me : Hey Shruti

Shruti - Hey Dilip

Me : Is there any work to do today?

Shruti : Nope. We can enjoy the weekend

Me : Oh ok

Shruti : What are your plans?

Me : Nothing. Just being at home and sleeping

Shruti : Wanna go to the beach again? ;P

Me : Why? To drag me into the sea again?

Shruti : Come on. Don't whine like a kid.

Me : I am not a kid

Shruti : You behaved like a kid that day

Me : (Angry smiley)

Shruti : Ok. Shall we go for some mall today then

Me : Ok with me. As long as you won't push me from the escalator

Shruti : Don't worry. I will push you from first floor only. It won't be much painful :P

This time I went to the mall directly. She came in her two-wheeler.

 

[Captain Jack Sparrow]

We first went to a fashion store. She saw so many dresses. She tried them one by one. Initially she was just trying-on the jeans and t shirts. She took them to the dressing room. She tried each pair and came out of the room. I was giving comments. She eventually chose one. There was one section with mini skirts. She looked at them. But did not try them.

Me : They look good. Why don't you try them?

Shruti : Ha ha. I don't wear such slutty dresses

Me : Come on. I thought you are a modern girl. You consider these dresses slutty.

Shruti : Just kidding. My parents won't allow such dresses. I am allowed to wear salwar, kameez, full skirts, t shirt jeans.. But mini skirt is a strict no

Me : At least you can just try and see. Nothing wrong with that

Shruti : That sounds like a good idea. But you come near the dressing room. I don't want anyone else to see me try them

She took a bunch of mini skirts. She went in and came out wearing a blue color skirt covering 3-4th of her thighs. I was stunned at what I saw. The previous week, I had seen her sexy legs. Now I saw her fleshy thighs and her knees. Unlike the knees of other women, her knee was smooth shining and flawless. Her thighs were fleshy and solid. I stood there without reacting to her questions because I couldn't hear anything that she spoke. She came near me, punched my chest and told "Asshole. Why are you seeing my legs like that?"

Me - Nothing. Just checking your skirt

Shruti - Ok. How is it?

Me - It is awesome. You should take a photo on this.

Shruti - My mobile is in my handbag. Can you take it in your mobile and send it to me?

I wanted this to happen. I took multiple snaps. Some focussing on her legs. She tried more skirts and we repeated the same thing. In the end, she just came out buying the t shirt and jean. Then we went to the food court and had some food. She bought a veg burger and a pepsi. I bought a chicken burger and a soft drink. It was in a tray. She took her drink and started drinking first. I took my burger and moved the tray. The tray hit her pepsi which spilled on her dress. Her face turned red and she shouted "You stupid. Don't you have common sense. Can't you see the drink was on the table? My favorite dress is totally spoilt now. You brainless bastard."

 

[Captain Jack Sparrow]

I was totally shocked. People around were all looking at us. She immediately stood up, went to the washroom, cleaned up and left home without even looking at me. I went home totally disturbed. I thought she will message me and ask sorry to me. But she didn't. The next Monday, at the office, she was her usual self. Though I was sitting there depressed. She was smiling around making jokes with people. But she just didn't talk to me anything other than work related stuff. I couldn't bear being ignored by her. I then went home and couldn't get a proper sleep. I rolled around the bed. I knew she was too arrogant and she will never accept her mistake. I knew that it would be wrong if I go and talk to her after what she did. But I just couldn't control myself. I sent a message.

Me - Sorry

Shruti - What made you take so long to ask sorry?

Me - I was afraid you will scold me again

Shruti - Just make sure that you don't do it again. I am feeling sleepy now. Good night

I didn't know what to make out of that conversation. I didn't sleep well that night. The next day at office. She started speaking with me normally again. It was like such a thing never happened. I messaged her in the evening.

Me - Still angry with me?

Shruti - Of course not. You asked sorry right? As long as you accept your mistake and apologize with me, everything is fine

Me - Hmmm. Looks like you got very angry that day.

Shruti - Yes. Felt like slapping you. You should be happy that I left with just a scolding

After a small chat, we both went to sleep. Things were getting complicated day by day. It was my mistake of spilling the drinks on her body. But the way she reacted was way over the limits. I asked sorry for what I did. But she didn't even feel a little bit bad about the way she shouted. But still I am going behind her like a servant for her. I should not like her after what she did. But I still do. I like her even more than before. What is happening to me? I immediately took my laptop and browsed the internet about such feelings. That is when I found out that I am a submissive man. A man who likes to get dominated and ill-treated by others. It means to yield to the authority of others. In this case, she was the authority. And I was in love with her.

 

[Captain Jack Sparrow]

Chapter 5:

The next weekend arrived. This time, we had to go to office both Saturday and Sunday. At the office, we were having lunch. I decided to have a go at her.

Me - It is boring ya. I am planning to pour this water on you.

Shruti - This time you will definitely get slapped.

Me - You are too short tempered

Shruti - You are a dumb fuck. I get angry whenever I do stupid things

Me - That was an accident

Shruti - Are you really planning to justify that? You deserved what you got. Now don't make me do it again

Me - I know. I bought you something to cool you down

Shruti - What is that?

I took out a bag and gave it to her. She opened it to find the gift I bought her. It was one of the mini-skirts she tried the other day. She smiled at me and told "That is so cute. But how am I even going to wear this? My parents will kill me if they see me in this"

Me - Just have it in your bag. You can wear it on occasions and change back to a different dress when you go home

Shruti - Seriously. This is so sweet of you. I never knew you are such a good friend.

She got up, came near me, bent down and hugged me. One of the best moments in my life. That night I received a text from her "Good night, friend"

We went to office on Sunday. Now she started being a good friend to me. She started talking freely about her personal life and everything. But she stayed away from the topic of boyfriends. She talked about her family and childhood. She asked about my love life.

Me - Do I look like a guy who had girlfriends before?

 

[Captain Jack Sparrow]

Shruti - Ha ha. That is correct. You look like a big loser when it comes to women. You are too good a person for women to like you.

Me - Really? Women don't like good guys

Shruti - Women like good guys. But women don't like guys who are too good and naive. You seem to be too innocent. Just tell me this. If a girl falls for you, will you ever try to have sex with her?

Me - No. I will never have the guts to do that.

Shruti - This is the reason why women these days won't like you. We won't ask you for sex. We will say no when you ask for sex. But it is your job to convince us

Me - Hmmm. So, you tell me about you. How about your love life?

Shruti - Mine? I won't talk about that. I will tell you when I feel like telling you

Me - This is unfair

Shruti - Ha ha. You could have refused to tell me when I asked you. Moreover, you didn't have to tell me about your love life. I just had to look at you to find how your love-life would have been. See how innocent you are

Me - That is right.

Shruti - Ok. Let us go to work.

After that weekend, I was getting really close to Shruti. From what I saw, she did not have any guy much close to her. Meanwhile, Pandian and Bharath kept talking about her body and kept advising me on how bad a person she is.

 

[Captain Jack Sparrow]

One day, Pandian was playing with his bike keys and they fell down. Bharath took them and threw it to Shruti's place. Shruti took the keys and kept them hidden somewhere. She was wearing tight t shirt and jeans. Pandian asked her for the keys. She acted like she didn't know it. She had kept her own keys on her desk. Pandian saw that and took her keys and tried to run to his place. Shruti chased him to his place and tried to get her keys. Pandian turned the other side. Shruti hugged him from behind trying to reach the keys at his front. He was a pretty big guy and she couldn't even reach the front. She was pushing him hard that her body was literally pasted on him. I, Bharath, Santosh and Aarthi were watching this. Pandian slipped and fell down. Still she rolled over him trying to get her keys. They were rolling like lovers. Shruti's t shirt had gone up a litte showing her white smooth fleshy hips. She plucked the keys from his hand and tried to get up. But he pulled her down and rolled over her. They looked like having sex in missionary position just with the dresses on. Pandian between her legs lying on her. Shruti immediately gave Pandian his keys. He took them and let her away. I knew I will have a hard time during lunch that day.

Bharath started the topic during lunch

Bharath - Pandian. Looks like you wet your pant today.

Pandian - I told you I hate that bitch

Bharath - Then why did you roll on her like that. You almost fucked her in office itself

Pandian - She was the one who rolled over me like that. The bitch made it look like I did it

Bharath - You are so lucky. She definitely has a thing for you. But you are ignoring her always

Pandian - I hate such slutty woman dude

Me - Come on. Just because she fell on you, it doesn't mean she is behind you and she is slutty. She just wanted her keys.

Pandian - Don't get angry dude. Why are you supporting that bitch all of a sudden?

Me - Don't call all women bitch. She is a good friend of me. So stop talking about her like that

Pandian - Cool dude. The slut has used her tricks on you and you fell for them. Don't believe her.

Bharath - Yes dude. Better stay away from her. You just saw what she did with Pandian

I immediately got up and left the table. That evening they messaged me and apologized and told they won't talk about her like this anymore.

 

[Captain Jack Sparrow]

Chapter 6:

The 6 of our team members were part of a Whatsapp group. We occasionally had some conversations there. Shruti replied rarely to the group. I used to be pretty active in that group. But after that day, I stopped responding to messages in the group. Even our lunch conversations were mostly silent. One day while chatting with Shruti during a weekend at office, she brought up this topic

Shruti - I see you are being weird these days

Me - What? Nothing like that

Shruti - Come on. You know you are bad at telling lies. Now tell what happened. You are not active in the whatsapp group chat. You are not getting along well with Pandian and Bharath. What is happening?

Me - Yes. We had a bad argument that day. Things are pretty weird from that day.

Shruti - What was the argument about?

Me - Leave it.

Shruti - Come on. I want to know how such close friends started fighting

Me - It was because of you

Shruti - Me?

Me - Yes it was you.

 

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Shruti - How can I be a reason for a fight between you two?

Me - You don't want to hear that

Shruti - Come on tell me. Or I will go and ask him directly

Me - Don't do that. I will tell you. Pandian always talks bad things about you

Shruti - What kind of bad things?

Me - You wont like to hear that

Shruti - Tell me what it is

Me - He says you are a slutty woman and that you have had sex with some guys before. He also says that you are too arrogant. You make guys do most of your work and get accolades for that. Pandian and Bharath say that you are trying to seduce Pandian.

Shruti stayed silent looking at the floor for sometime

Shruti - Forget what they told. Why did you fight with them for that?

Me - They have been talking like this for a long time. But nowadays I am getting angry when someone talks like that about you. That day, when you were trying to get the keys from her, it looked bit too raunchy. Pandian says that you are doing such things with him to seduce him and that he hates slutty women like you.

Shruti was definitely offended after hearing all this. She asked it again "Still.. Why did you fight with them for me?"

Me - Because I love you. I want to marry you. I couldn't accept if anyone talks about you like that.

 

[Captain Jack Sparrow]

There was a stunned silence for a long time. She went to her place. We didn't talk to each other that day. We finished our work and went home. We came to office the next day also which was a Sunday. She came to my place and called me for lunch. We went to cafeteria and sat down for lunch. She started the conversation

Shruti - So.. How are you feeling now?

Me - What do you expect? You didn't reply to me at all

Shruti - Come on dilip. It won't work out between both of us.

Me - Why not? We have been good friends for long time. Why can't we move to the next level?

Shruti - There are some complications

Me - What? You already have a boyfriend?

Shruti - No. You don't know my true character.

Me - I know you are short tempered and like to do things your way. I am not worried about that.

Shruti - That is not it. There is another side to me which you should hear about. You got angry with Pandian for telling some things about me. But the point is most of it is true

Me - What are you saying?

Shruti - I think I have to tell you everything about me now. It is up to you to take a decision after that. If you still love me, we could try dating. That doesn't mean that I accept to marry you. If not we can continue as friends as we are now. If you hate me after that, we can just part ways.

Me - Ok tell me what it is.

Shruti - First, the fact that I have had sex with guys is true. I think you should have guessed that after the conversation we had last week. I have had 3 boyfriends before. One in school and 2 in college. I have had sex with all of them. I am not in relationship with anyone right now. Guys find me hard to handle. I know that I can be authoritarian and bitchy at times. But that is the way I am. I am not going to change for anyone. That is the reason why we broke up

Me - That is fine with me. You should have seen by now that I can ok with that

 

[Captain Jack Sparrow]

Shruti - Yes I know that. But you need to know one more thing. I don't know how to put it. But the truth I am really a sex addict to put it in a decent way. That is what Pandian calls "slutty". Yes, I am sexually attracted to him. Not just him. Many other guys. It takes a huge effort from my side to actually control myself from jumping all over them. That day when we were fighting for keys, things went a bit out of hands. Right now, I am just satisfying myself with porn videos. I may not be the same all the time though

Me - Now that is heartbreaking for me. Why Pandian of all the people? He is an ugly beast

Shruti - There are certain things which are hard for you to understand. To conclude, everything they spoke about me is true. It is up to you to take a decision

Me - Yes. I definitely need to think about this

We went home. I stayed awake the whole night to think about this. On one side, she is definitely a very difficult person to handle and if my family comes to know any of these things, I am screwed. But I liked the way she was open upfront about her. I have never seen a woman who clearly knows who she is and what she wants. The only thing that bothered me was her lust towards Pandian. I decided to talk about it straight to her the next day. It was a Monday and I didn't get any personal time with her. I sent her a Whatsapp message asking her to wait at the office gate in the evening. We met there and went to a nearby park.

Shruti - So you took your decision?

Me - Yes

Shruti - What is that? You hate me right?

Me - No. I still love you. I would like to start a relationship with you. But there is just one thing I would like to change about you. Will you able to do that?

Shruti - I have never changed myself for anyone. Tell me what it is. If it is a minor thing. I will try to change

Me - I am ok with the fact that you are a sex addict. You have lust on guys around. But please don't do anything with Pandian. It gives me a bad feeling. They talk to me on a day to day basis and I feel bad when they talk bad things about you.