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(From VIKRAM'S view - real vikram)
USA
Jaisa ki mujhe kaha gaya tha.... abhi mai.... SOUTH ARIZONA.....ke desert ko paar kar raha tha....iss samay mere pass ak puraani pickup truck thi.....or usko chalaane ke liye ak saathi ......jise maine paise diye the..... apni truck par mujhe us jagah pahuchaane ke ....jo ki meri manjil hai......
Ye gaadi thi to shaayad 90s ka modal.....lekin Iske maal ik ne ise kaafi sambhal kar rakha tha....
Arizona desert ka nazara kaafi SUNDAR or shaanti purn tha....or man mohak bhi.....lekin jo apni hee life me uljha ho wo or kisi chij ka kya dhyaan rakhega.....isliye abhi mera dhyaan bahar ki taraf hote hue bhi bahar nahi tha.....
Kyoki abhi mera pura construction LAKE POWELL par tha.....jo ki meri destination thi....
Lekin abhi mere dimaag me ye nahi chal raha tha ki aage kya hoga ya me wanha pahucha kar kya karunga ya jo mujhe bataya gaya hai wo sahi bhi hai ya nahi .......no bilkul nahi.....
Balki Mere dimaag mai to abhi se nahi jab se mai arizona aaya hu tab se hee ....bas ak hee baat chal rahi hai....or wo hai....ki....
KYA MAI AB JO KARNE WALA HU WO SAHI HAI......
KYOKI AAJ MAI JIS CHIJ ME HAATH DAAL NE WAALA HU .....US SE MAI,,MERI LAGATAR....DIN PAR DIN .,.KAM HOTI JA RAHI ZINDAGI KO.....OR TEZ GATI SE APNE ANT KI TARAF DHAKEL DUNGA....OR USE AUR BHI CHHOTA KAR DUNGA......
KYA MUJHE YE KARNA CHAHIYE .....??..KYA MUJHE YE SAB YANHI PAR....NAHI ROK DENA CHAHIYE....??..KYA MUJHE IN SAB SE DUR CHALE JANA CHAHIYE..??....TAAKI SAB APNI ZINDAGI MAI HASI KHUSHI SE RAH SAKE......
LEKINNNN....KYA ISS SE YE SAB SAHI HO JAAYEGA......KYA IS SE YE SAB RUK JAAYEGA......KYA ISS SE WO LOG SAB KO CHHOD DENGE.....
NAHI..... MUJHE PATA HAI.....AISA KUCH NAHI HONE WALA.....YE KHEL MERI ZINDAGI KE SAATH SHURU HUA THA....OR YE MERI MAUT KE SAATH HEE KHATM HOGA.....
HUM MANZIL KE BEHAD KAREEB AA CHUKE THE......ABHI HAARI GAADI LAKE POWELL KE BEACHES KE PAS SE HEE GUZAR RAHI THI......ISS BAT KA KHAYAAL MUJHE TAB AAYA....JAB DRIVER BHAI MUJHE AAWAZ DEKAR HOSH ME LAYA.....
LAKE POWELL
kud rather ka banaya hua....bahut hee behatareen architecture ka ak naayab namuna......iski khubsurati dekhte hee banti thi....Chaaro taraf se ghiri hui ghuma andar ghatiyaa.....unke bich chamkne samandar ka neela paani....
ak aisa nazara jise jo bhi dekhe dekhta raha jaaye.....
DRIVER KE JAGAATE HEE JAB MAINE BAHAR KI TARAF DEKHA TO ISS NAZAARE KO DEKH KAR MERE MANN MAI BHI.....AK PAL KE LIYE AK HOOK SEE UTHI.....YE JAGAH BILKUL WAISI HEE THI....JAISE KI MAI PAHLE APNE KHAYAALO MAI SOCHA KARTA THA....AK SAMAY THA JAB MAI BHI AK AAM INSAAN HUA KARTA THA....SHAAYAD TAB YE MERI MANZIL HOTI.....LEKINNNN
LEKIN AB NAHI ....AB YE MERI MANZIL NAHI HAI...MERI MANZIL HAI....ISS LAKE SE KUCH DURI PAR BASA AK CHOTA SAA TOWN....
Driver mujhe town se kuch hee kadmo ki duri par utar kar chala gaya....or mai khaali haath hee tha to aage badh ta hua town ke andar enter ho gaya....
Wese to ye ak town hee tha.....lekin hamaare Indian to went ki tarah nahi....kaafi developed tha...aakhir usa me jo tha....
Mai chalta hua town ke andar gaya.....yanha jyadatar ghar timber ke lakdi or lohe ke bane the.....aage jaakar mai ak cafe ke saamne ruk gaya...jo ki meri manjil thi....
THE AMERICAN CAFE
Mai kuch der tak cafe ke bahar hee khada raha.....ak bar nazar ghuma kar apne Chaaro taraf dekha...or phir aage kadam badha diye.....dopahar ka samay hone ke kaaran andar koi khas bheed nahi thi...kuch hee customers the....ye ak restaurant cum cafe tha.....
Saamne counter par ladki thi....jo ki dikhne mai kaafi hot thi....aisa kah sakte hai ki iss cafe mai log us ladki ko dekhne ke liye jyada aate honge....bataaye kisi or kaam ke......
Counter par pahuch kar....
Mai- I WANT ARIZONA'S BEST GOLD FISH...LIVE
Pahle to ladki ne mujhe azib nazro se dekha.....kyoki shaayad pahli bar kisi ne us se cafe mai zinda machali maangi hogi.....khair Kuch der mujhe dekh kar.....wo
COUNTER GIRL-OK SIR.....
or usne mera order pass Khade kisi or aadmi ko shift kar diya jo ki use kuch hee der mai le bhi aaya....
Kyoki abhi mera pura construction LAKE POWELL par tha.....jo ki meri destination thi....
Lekin abhi mere dimaag me ye nahi chal raha tha ki aage kya hoga ya me wanha pahucha kar kya karunga ya jo mujhe bataya gaya hai wo sahi bhi hai ya nahi .......no bilkul nahi.....
Balki Mere dimaag mai to abhi se nahi jab se mai arizona aaya hu tab se hee ....bas ak hee baat chal rahi hai....or wo hai....ki....
KYA MAI AB JO KARNE WALA HU WO SAHI HAI......
KYOKI AAJ MAI JIS CHIJ ME HAATH DAAL NE WAALA HU .....US SE MAI,,MERI LAGATAR....DIN PAR DIN .,.KAM HOTI JA RAHI ZINDAGI KO.....OR TEZ GATI SE APNE ANT KI TARAF DHAKEL DUNGA....OR USE AUR BHI CHHOTA KAR DUNGA......
KYA MUJHE YE KARNA CHAHIYE .....??..KYA MUJHE YE SAB YANHI PAR....NAHI ROK DENA CHAHIYE....??..KYA MUJHE IN SAB SE DUR CHALE JANA CHAHIYE..??....TAAKI SAB APNI ZINDAGI MAI HASI KHUSHI SE RAH SAKE......
LEKINNNN....KYA ISS SE YE SAB SAHI HO JAAYEGA......KYA IS SE YE SAB RUK JAAYEGA......KYA ISS SE WO LOG SAB KO CHHOD DENGE.....
NAHI..... MUJHE PATA HAI.....AISA KUCH NAHI HONE WALA.....YE KHEL MERI ZINDAGI KE SAATH SHURU HUA THA....OR YE MERI MAUT KE SAATH HEE KHATM HOGA.....
HUM MANZIL KE BEHAD KAREEB AA CHUKE THE......ABHI HAARI GAADI LAKE POWELL KE BEACHES KE PAS SE HEE GUZAR RAHI THI......ISS BAT KA KHAYAAL MUJHE TAB AAYA....JAB DRIVER BHAI MUJHE AAWAZ DEKAR HOSH ME LAYA.....
LAKE POWELL
kud rather ka banaya hua....bahut hee behatareen architecture ka ak naayab namuna......iski khubsurati dekhte hee banti thi....Chaaro taraf se ghiri hui ghuma andar ghatiyaa.....unke bich chamkne samandar ka neela paani....
ak aisa nazara jise jo bhi dekhe dekhta raha jaaye.....
DRIVER KE JAGAATE HEE JAB MAINE BAHAR KI TARAF DEKHA TO ISS NAZAARE KO DEKH KAR MERE MANN MAI BHI.....AK PAL KE LIYE AK HOOK SEE UTHI.....YE JAGAH BILKUL WAISI HEE THI....JAISE KI MAI PAHLE APNE KHAYAALO MAI SOCHA KARTA THA....AK SAMAY THA JAB MAI BHI AK AAM INSAAN HUA KARTA THA....SHAAYAD TAB YE MERI MANZIL HOTI.....LEKINNNN
LEKIN AB NAHI ....AB YE MERI MANZIL NAHI HAI...MERI MANZIL HAI....ISS LAKE SE KUCH DURI PAR BASA AK CHOTA SAA TOWN....
Driver mujhe town se kuch hee kadmo ki duri par utar kar chala gaya....or mai khaali haath hee tha to aage badh ta hua town ke andar enter ho gaya....
Wese to ye ak town hee tha.....lekin hamaare Indian to went ki tarah nahi....kaafi developed tha...aakhir usa me jo tha....
Mai chalta hua town ke andar gaya.....yanha jyadatar ghar timber ke lakdi or lohe ke bane the.....aage jaakar mai ak cafe ke saamne ruk gaya...jo ki meri manjil thi....
THE AMERICAN CAFE
Mai kuch der tak cafe ke bahar hee khada raha.....ak bar nazar ghuma kar apne Chaaro taraf dekha...or phir aage kadam badha diye.....dopahar ka samay hone ke kaaran andar koi khas bheed nahi thi...kuch hee customers the....ye ak restaurant cum cafe tha.....
Saamne counter par ladki thi....jo ki dikhne mai kaafi hot thi....aisa kah sakte hai ki iss cafe mai log us ladki ko dekhne ke liye jyada aate honge....bataaye kisi or kaam ke......
Counter par pahuch kar....
Mai- I WANT ARIZONA'S BEST GOLD FISH...LIVE
Pahle to ladki ne mujhe azib nazro se dekha.....kyoki shaayad pahli bar kisi ne us se cafe mai zinda machali maangi hogi.....khair Kuch der mujhe dekh kar.....wo
COUNTER GIRL-OK SIR.....
or usne mera order pass Khade kisi or aadmi ko shift kar diya jo ki use kuch hee der mai le bhi aaya....
Us aadmi ne plate jaise hee mere saamne rakhi....to maine dekha ki machali roast ki hui thi.....to maine us ladki ko.....
MAI- I SAID ARIZONA'S BEST GOLD FISH .....LIVE...
Jis par us ladki ne ak bar plate par dhyaan diya or phir......
CG- OHH SORRY SIR...
or usne us aadmi ki taraf ishara kiya...jise wo samajh kar utha leta gaya or kuch der baad wapas aaya....or mere saamne ak live gold fish rakh di.....or saath mai fork or chammach...
MAI- I SAID ARIZONA'S BEST GOLD FISH .....LIVE...
Jis par us ladki ne ak bar plate par dhyaan diya or phir......
CG- OHH SORRY SIR...
or usne us aadmi ki taraf ishara kiya...jise wo samajh kar utha leta gaya or kuch der baad wapas aaya....or mere saamne ak live gold fish rakh di.....or saath mai fork or chammach...
Maine us plate ko uthaya or kuch dur hee ak table par jaakar baith gaya....lekin aisa jagah janha se wo ladki or wo aadmi mujhe saaf saaf dekh sake....
Kuch der baad mai apni seat se utha or counter par gaya......or wo plate unhe wapas di...jisme ki wo fish abhi tak taraf rahi thi.....or unhe paise dekar bahar aa gaya......
2 minit baad wapas mai andar counter girl ke pass gaya or us se...
MAI- I WANT ARIZONA'S BEST GOLD FISH......LIVE
iss bar phir se ladki ne mujhe azib nazro se dekha or ak bar phir se wahi pahle wala process dubara hua......
Maine unse fish plate li use unke saamne rakhi table par lekar baitha gaya...or unhe paise dekar wapas aa gaya...
Or isi tarah se sara hote hue ye sara kaam maine 5 se 7 bar kiya....wese mere is tarah karne se wo ladki puri tarah se tang aa chuki thi.....or koi situatipn hoti to wo ladki mujh par chilla chuki hoti ya us aadmi kko kahkar mujhe dhakke mar ke bahar nikal chuki hoti.......lekin har bar..... mai bina kuch khaaye unhe pure paise bhi de raha tha...jis kaaran unka faayda bhi ho raha tha....to wo kuch nahi bol paa rahe the.....
Tab mai ak bar phir us ladki ke pass gaya or us se ...wahi chij maangi....jis par ladki ne mujhe same gusse wala reaction diye jo ki wo ab tak mujhe de rahi thi
....lekin uske saath wala aadmi mujhe apni aankhe badi karke dekh raha tha.....abhi uske chahre par gusse ki jagah ak gahri soch thi..... uske dimaag mai kuch chal raha tha.....jise ki mai samajh gaya tha....or ye wahi expression the jinhe dekhne ke liye mai.....yanha aaya tha....or yanhaa itna sab kiya tha....
Maine wahi manga ......lekin iss bar pack kar ke.....jab usne wo diya to pahli bar ....mai use wanhi payment kar ke cafe se bahar aa gaya.....
Or ab wapas nahi gaya us fish ko apne jacket ki jeb me rakha or town me aage nikal gaya.....
Chalta hua mai us town se bahar aa gaya......mai Rod ke side me chal raha tha......ki tab hi ak cargo van tezi se mere pass mujhse thodi aage jakar ruk gayi.....usme se ak aadmi nikla jo ki us se kuch duri par jaakar khada ho gaya......or ab situation ye thi ki van ka gate khula hua tha......or uske saamne kuch duri par wo aadmi ruka hua tha....or mujhe un dono ke bich me se niklne tha.....
Or in sab ko dekh kar mai samajh gaya tha ki .....khel shuru ho gaya hai....or ab aage kya hone wala hai....or me usi disha mai....aage badhta gaya....
Aage badh ta hua.....Mai us van ke pas pahucha hee tha ki.....wo aadmi ak dum se meri taraf paltaa....or badi speed se meri taraf kood gaya.....kood kya gaya usne mere pet mai spear de diya.....jo ki kaafi tez tha....spear itna impact full tha ki mai udta hua.....sidha jaakar uss van mai gira.....or apna pet pakad kar wanhi let gaya......abhi mujhe betahasha dard ho raha tha....or dard ki adhikta se mere muh se koi aawaz bhi nahi nikal rahi thi.....
Abhi mai iss situation se ubar pata.....ya apne aapko sambhal pata.....us se pahle hee....wo aadmi turant andar aaya..... or aate hee usne van ka gate bnd kar liya...gate bnd hote hee van chal padi.....
Van ke chalte.... hee van ke andar pahle se maujood aadmi ne......mere muh par koi kapda rakha.....jise lagate hee.......mujhe meri aankhe bhaari hoti hui lagi .....or kuch hee der mai...meri aankho ke aage ......andhera Chaa gaya.....
(Wanhi dusri taraf)
IN HOSPITAL
(Now Harry's view)
UD gate khol kar tezi se mere pass aa gaya....or aate hee usne mujhe meri collar pakad kar .....dhakelte hue......piche deewar se laga diya....is samay uski aankho mai mere liye nafrat or beintehan gussa samaya hua tha.....or uski aankhe bata rahi thi ki abhi ye kuch bhi kar sakta hai.....
Mera collar pakde hue hee...usne tez aawaz mai mujh se pucha.....
Ud- tu chahta kya hai.....kitni bar tujhse kaha hai...dur raha kar us se......jab bhi....jab bhi tu Iske pass hota hai .....use koi na koi problem hoti hee hai.....
Jis par mai....thoda gahri aawaz mai....
MAI- BETE.... SABSE PAHLE TO COLLAR CHHOD.....PAPA TUJHE MAAF KAR DENGE.............KYA HUA..... NAHI CHHODEGA.....OK....or uske haatho ko hatane ke liye hilaya...jise usne hataane ki jagah or kas liya.....lekin ab mujhe gussa aane laga tha...kyoki aaj life mai pahli bar kisi ne mera collar pakda tha..jis se mera dimaag ghum gaya.....or maine bhi apna zor lagaya shuru kiya......
Or phir maine ud ki collar ko tyte pakda.....or apni taakat lagakar use zor se ghuma diye...ab situation ye thi ki.......abhi wo deewar se laga hua tha or mai uske saamne khada tha.....
MAI- BAHANCHOD BAHUT HO GAYA TERA CHUTIYAPA.....AB MERI SUN......BAHUT DIN SE TUJHE BARDAASHT KAR RAHA HU.....
JAANTA HAI....VINI KE AAS PASS AAJ TAK JITNE BHI LADKO NE AANE KI KOSHISH KI HAI....UN SABHI KO MAINE HEE THOKA HAI.....SIRF ISLIYE KYOKI MAI...
USKE KAREEB KISI KO NAHI AANE DENA CHAHTA.....OR TU...... TU TO HAMESHA USKE SAATH RAHTA HAI...SOCH MAI TERA KYA HAAL KARTA......MANA KI TU USKA BHAI HAI......LEKIN BACHCHE TERE MANN MAI KYA HAI MUJHE ACHCHE SE PATA HAI.......
JAN NA CHAHTA HAI....TU AB TAK KYO BACHA HUA HAI MERE SAI.....ISLIYE NAHI KI TU USKA BHAI HAI...BALKI ISLIYE KYOKI AGAR MAINE TUJHE KUCH KIYA TO TAKLEEF VINI KO HOGI.....YAHI SOCH KAR TUJHE CHHOD RAKHA THA.....
LEKIN AGAR DUBARA KABHI MERE RAASTE MAI AANE KI KOSHISH KI.....TO YAAD RAKHNA....TERA BHAGWAN BHI TUJHE MUJHSE NAHI BACHA PAAYEGA.....
ye baat maine bahut gusse mai boli thi....jise sunkar UD ko bhi gussa aa gaya or tesh mai aakar usne ak galati kar di.....
APNI BAAT BOL KAR JAISE HEE MAINE USKA COLLAR CHHODA......USNE MERE MUH PAR AK PUNCH MAAR DIYA....OR ABHI MAI KUCH KARTA .... US SE PAHLE HEE .......KAI OR PUNCH BHI.....LEKIN US BACHCHE KE PUNCHES SE MERE KYA ASAR PADNE WALA THA.....
TO MAINE APNE ULTE HAATH SE USKA HAATH ROKA OR APNI PURI TAAKAT SE AK GHUSA USKE CHEST KE BICH ME DE DIYA.......
MERE AISA KARTE HEE USKI HAALAT BHI WAISE HEE HO GAYI..... JAISI COLLEGE KI LADAAYI KE WAQT INSPECTOR KI HUI THI....OR WO ZOR ZOR SE SAANS LENE LAGA....OR NICHE KI TARAF JAANE LAGA....
LEKIN MAINE USE NICHE GIRNE NAHI DIYA....OR USKA GLA PAKAD KAR USE ZAMEEN SE KUCH UPAR UTHA DIYA.....APNE AK HAATH SE HEE.....ABHI USKI BAS TOE HEE ZAMEEN SE TOUCH HO RAHE THE....OR WO MERE HAATH MAI JHATPATA RAHA THA.....
MAI- CHAAHU TO TERA KISSA YAHI KHATM KAR SAKTA HU.....LEKIN NAHI....ABHI NAHI....MAI TUJHE AK MAUKA OR DETA HU......SAMBHALNE KA.....
OR HA...... AK OR BAAT...... AB AGAR TUNE VINI KO WO TABLETS DUBARA KABHI BHI DI......TO YAAD RAKHNA....MAI USI DIN KO TERA AAKHRI DIN BNA DUNGA......
Tablets waali baat par wo meri taraf ghur ke dekhne laga jaise ki use shock laga ho.....or lagna bhi chahiye kyoki ye tablets waali baat uske alawa kisi ko nahi pata thi.....
KYA SOCH RAHA HAI....MUJHE KAISE PATA..?..
BETE MUJHE TO YE BHI PATA HAI KI VINI KO SCHIZOPHRENIA TO KYA.... KISI BHI TARAH KI KOI BIMARI NAHI HAI....ISILIYE KAH RAHA HU...AGAR WO TABLETS KABHI DUBARA USE DI.....TO TUU........
Itna bol kar maine..... maine apni baat ko bich me hee chhod diya......or meri last waali baat sunkar uska chahra bilkul aisa ho gaya jaise use abhi heart attack aaya ho.....
or uski aankhe jo pahle se shock mai thi wo ab jyada khul gayi or dimaag black ho gaya....Phir maine use chhod diya...mere chhodte hee wo dhamm se niche gir gaya....or mai mudte hue.....
KYA USE PATA HAI..??..KI USKA BHAI USE US BIMARI KI DAWAAIYA DE RAHA HAI....JO USE....HAI HEE NAHI......
SOCH JAB USE ISS BAAT KA PATA CHALEGA TO......KYA HOGA..??..
Or
PHIR MAI USE WANHI SHOCK MAI CHHOD KAR BAHAR NIKAL AAYA.....
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Maafi chahunga dosto late update ke liye....lekin kya karu...jab se ye sala chunaav ka natak shuru hua hai....tab se kabhi modi....to kabhi rahul....to kabhi shah ya koi or neta..... aate hee rahte hai....movement unka hota hai or taiyaariya hame karni padti hai.....
Lekin bas 5 din or 6 May ko voting hote hee chan aa jaayega....tab se regular update dunga.....or tab tak 1 din chhod kar....
And aap Sabke support ke liye thanks or ak bar phir se sorry
Lekin bas 5 din or 6 May ko voting hote hee chan aa jaayega....tab se regular update dunga.....or tab tak 1 din chhod kar....
And aap Sabke support ke liye thanks or ak bar phir se sorry
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Update de diya hai bhai...and late ke liye maafi chahunga
Update de diya hai bhai
ha bhai..... update de diya hai....
Update posted bhai
Update de diya hai bhai
Bhai update post kar diya hai....kal rahul ke aane ke chakkar me time nahi mil paya
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Bhai hero or villein ka pata abhi nahi story ke last mai chalega.....or ha.... Harry hero nahi hai....
And at last thanks for tha comments