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ab do sin ka safar tha or me soch raha tha k ja k kya btan ga kya wo mujhy pehchan payn gy.
(guria maan me boly gi)
(g q nahi pehchany gy apko ap janty h koi or pehchany na pehchany wo sb pehchan jahn gi.
main:han shayad jesy apni dunia me aty hi mujhy onki dharkn khud me mehsos hony lag gai h wesy hi shayad onhy b ho gai ho.
(ab chalty h zra rajput villa.
enters k bad sidha hall side sy stairs ha opr jany k liye nich hall ki ek side kitchen or dining area osk bad h dada ji or dadi g ka room or dosri taraf h chacah chachi or mom dad ka bed romm ek ek guste room phir 1floor py h 5bed room jo k 2 ek side k 3 behno k or 2 ek side k 4 behno k or drmyan me h mera room kinh size bed or har cheez sy bhara abhi to filhal sony k liye use hota ha jaha sabhi soti h baki bs freshs or change k liye apny apny room jati h
abhi filhal smaira or saiqa ek sath hoti h zyada or arusa iqra or saima sehar or sehrish akeli rehtna psand krti h but soti sb mery room me h.
abhi sb so hi rhi thi subha subha ka time tha (ye wo waqat tha jb me apni dunia me enter kr ke rord ki taraf ja raha tha subha subha ka time) ek dam sy sab ki dharkany tez hoi or sb uth gai
kisi ko kuch samjh ni aya k kya howa onk sath q itni tez dil dharak raha h or kesy wo sab ek sath jag gai or ek dosry ko dekhny lagi.
sehrish: bhai aa rhy h.
sehrish ki bat sn sb osy herani sy dekhny lagty h q k wo sb sy alag hi rehti thi soti chahy sath thi pr baki waqat akely hi rehti thi or bs roti rehti thi jo koi nahi janta tha bs ek shaks k ilawa.
smaira pehly kuch samjhi nahi pr phir wo sehrish ki taraf dekhny lagi oski ankho me anso aa gay thy q k shayad wo b samjh gai thi k jo sehrish ne bola h wo sach h or ab ahista ahista iska ehsas sab behno ko ho raha tha sb ki ankho me anso thy.
smaira: koi nahi roy ga ap sb ko meri qasm or yad h na humny kya kaha tha ek dosry ko to jo ata h any do hamy koi lena dena nahi kisi sy b or itna bol uth gai or rom sy jany lagi
door k pas ja k pichy dekha or boli uth jayn sb fresh ho jayn humy college b jana h addmition k liye.
itna bol wo apny rom me aa jati j or oski bat sn baki sb b ek ek kr chaly jaty h sehrish ko chor wo sb k jany k bad bed py let rony lagi thi q k bs wohi thi jisna inka gang join nahi kiya tha shuru sy hi akeli rehny lag gai thi.
wohin dosre taraf smaira rom me jaty hi apny bed py let rony lagi or tabhi osk kandhy py ek hath aya jesy hi pichyur osny dekha to saiqa khari thi jiski ankho me b anso thy dono ek dosry ko galy lga rony lagi or yahi hal baki behno ka b tha sab sy bardi thi saima or sehar wo b apny rom me ro rahi thi par phir b wo samakh dar thi.
saima: kya lgta h sehar kya sach me hmara gudu aa gya ho ga.
sehar: apny dil sy pochyn na kya osny nahi btaya tumhy.
saima: dharken kehti h wo aa gya k pr har roz isi aas me to jagty h to ab b kis bat py yqeen kron samjh nahi aa raha wesy kesa ho ga hmara gudu.
sehar: pta nahi pr itna pta h jesy hi pas aye ga dil apny ap osy pehchan jay ga or bhag k osy galy lga ly ga.
wohin arusa iqra to kuch or hi soch me gum thi or rony ki jaga muskura rahi thi.
arusa: to aa raha h phir hmara shehzada pta nahi kesa ho ga.
iqra: dekhna tum hero jesa ho ga kitna cute tha bachpan me ab to pora jawan ho gya ho ga humy hi dekh lo sab ki sab ek sy ek ptaka h chuchiya or gand dekho ek b ni jiski bahar na nikli ho school kya hal hota tha nawab k jaty hi pora school pagal tha hmaary pichy wo to bs dada ji ka dar tha school me pr ab to college jana h
or suna h wo larka kya nam tha oska han wo rishab wo b osi college me jany wala h oska barda bhai waha prta h me to ye b suna h or osny api saima or sehar ko tang kiya tha to dono ne khub band bjai thi osk bhai ki or sath osk 3no dosto ki or ab to hum b jany waly h dekhna dhamal mchayn gy.
arusa: tujhy yaha masti suj rahi h mujhy tention ho rhi h jesy hum h esa hmara nawab b howa to waha ki larkiyan to osy hmasy chen ly gi wesy b itna te dor raha h humsy kahin kisi k sath dil lga aya to.
iqra; gusy me me jan ly ln gi oski jisny socha b onk bary me wo bs hmary h ba hamry.
arusa: ek thapr pyar sy sar py lgaty hi hat pagal abhi to bhai h hmara humy behan manta h to onk dil me kya h ye jany bina hi hmara hmara lga rahi h bhol mat yaha baki behny b ha or smaira api oska pta h ek pal dor nai chory gi dekhna abhi jitna marzi gusa dikha rhi h samny aty hi bhigi bili ban jana h osny.
iqra: tu meny kb bs hum dono ka bola h me b to hum sab ka bola h sb matlb sb or agr bat akely kisi ki i to koi b onka nahi ho ga ye ap khud dekh lena smaira api esa hi karyn gi dekhana agr howy to sab k nahi to kisi k b nai pr pta to chaly k wo aye b h k nahi.
arusa: to bhol rahi h jisny kabhi bat ni ki itni aj osi ny sab sy pehly bola h or jis trhan aj dil dharak raha h na sachi ye to bhai k any ki dastak hi h pr agr wo aa gay h to h kaha abhi tk ay q nahi.
wohin maa k rom me maa abhi nha rahi thi k ek dam sy onk siny me dard howa or ek halki c dhoodh k dhar onki dono chuchio sy ek ek kr k nikli onhy pta to nahi chala pehly pr phir jb onk dil zoron sy dharka to onk hath jesy hi apny dhoodh py gay to onhy mehsos howa kuch or tab onka dehan onki chichio py gya jinki nipals py abhi b ek bond ruki thi or kesy hi onho ne halka sa apny dhodh ko dbaya to onki chuchi sy dhodh ki dhar niklny lagi or wo wohin beth dai onka sath shawer ko lga to pani onpy girny laga wo zmeen py bethi anso bahany lagi jo pani k hoty b apna ek alag wjood hi pesh kr rhy thy or rotu roty onk hontho py ek muskan c aa gai or bas itna hi boli.
maa:badmash kahin ka.
wohin chachi fresh hony ja rhi thi or abhhi onho ne kapry utary hi thy bra nahi k onhy apni bra tang c langy lagi (mery jany k bad 36 tha onka or ab 38) or jesy hi onho ne apni bra utari onhy apni chuchiy pehly jesy hi kasi hoi lagny lagi or bardi b or jb onho ne onhy hath lgaya to onme sy dhoodh ki dhar nikli to wo hairan reh gai onhy samjh nahi aya k kya ho gya phir ek dam sy onk dil ki dharkan tez hoi or onhy jesy kuch yad aa gya or wo jaldi sy frsh ho maa k room ki taraf gai jaha abhi bs maa hi thi( chacha or papa kam k liye gay ty kahin jinhy any me 2 din lag jany thy)
jab chachi maa k kamry me pohnchi tb maa ko room me na dekh bahir jany lagi k onhy maa k rony ki siskyan sunai di to wo bathrom ki taraf bhari (dor open tha q k ghr koi tha nahi or itna subha bs wo or chachi or dadi hi uthti thi or dada ji wesy hi kabhi kisi bahu yan poti k rom me nahi jaty thy.)or jesy ho dor k pas gai dor open tha ander ka nzara dekh wo chunk gai
or jo osy shaq tha wo yqeen me badal gya q k ander maa roti roti apny dhodh ko dbati to ek halki c smile onk face py aa jati pr rona tha k rukny ka nam hi nahi ly raha tha maa ko is halat me dekh chachi bhag k maa ko galy lga liya chachi k galy lgaty hi maa ko hosh aya pr chachi to maa k galy lagty hi rony lagi.
chachi: di kyaa kka...yaaaa nawaaabbb
abhi itna hi boli thi k maa bolny lagi.
maa: han sanam mujhy b yahi lgta h mera beta aa gya h
or dono hi galy lag rony lagti h.
phir chachi bolti h didi apka dhodh abhi b ata h.
chachi ki bat sn maa ko apni halat ha ehsas howa to wo foran uth gai or towel lpet liya chachi hlka sa muskurai or pocha kya howa api btaya ni apak dhoodh abhi b kesy aa raha h.
maa chachi ki bat sn pehly soch me par gai or phir chachi ko ek nazr dekh k muskurai jisy chachi zamjh nahi pai pr maa k bol chachi ko chupi lgany k liye kafi thy.
maa: to akhir phir sy dhoodh aa hi gya tumhara b han pr mujhy aj esa q lag raha h teri chuchi kuch bardi h dekh kesy nipal nazr aa rhy h kapron me b.
maa ki bat sn ab jeempny ki bari chachi ki thi chachi kuch bol hi nahi pay onhy samjh hi nahi aya k kya bolyn.
maa: choti mujhy sab pta h bohat dhoodh pilaya h tuny b nawab ko or agr aj wo aya h sach me to mera hi nahi tera or maa g ka b dhoodh zrur aya ho ga kya me sach socha na sanam
maa ki bat sn chachi pehly to chup rahi ohir ser nichy kar boli.
chachi: g api mujhy maff kr dena pr pta nahi nawab me kya jadu tha dil krta tha bs wo dhodh pita rhy or me pilati rahon.
maa: choti isny ghbrany wali kya bat h or h srminda na ho jesy me maa hn oski tum b oski maa hi ho meny agr janam diya h to tumny b to osy apna dhoodh pilaya h to jitna mera haq h otna hi tumara b to ghbrao ni tumny kuch b galat ni kiya meri nadan behan.
maa ki bat sun chachi onhy dekhny lagi or phir boli api kya hum shoping krny chalyn aj .
maa: q kya howa abhi kal hi to gay thy na.
chachi: han pr wo aj subha hi ye bardy ho gay h meri sb bra tang ho gai h pori hi nahi aa rhi 38 ki jo kal galti sy aa gai thi wo i thi pr 38c thi to wo b thori tang thi mujhy lgta h 38D lani pary gi wrna esy ghr me acha nahi lgta sb bachiyan dekhyn gi to kya sochyn gi.
maa: choti to esa kr saima ki ly k pehan lu oska b to 38D hi h baki hum kal chaly gy aj shayad hmara beta aa jayn ghr.
sb bs isi soch me thy or bs chup cham intzar kr rhy thy koi b mera nam nahi ly raha tha k agr me na aya to itny saloo ka intzar kya hal ho ga is bar agr me na aya .
behny ye soch rhi thi k maa ko pta chla to kya halat ho gi onki or maa ye k agr me na aya or mery any ka bola to mery na any pr sb behno ka kya hal ho ga smaira jo mery jany k ek sal tk sahi sy kha p b nahi rhi thi wo abhi to thim h pr wo kesa reacte kry gi gusa ho gi yan maan jay gi
sb isi sochon me thy pr dadi ka jesy hi dhodh aya onka to peticot hi bheg gya tha jo onho ne badla tha pr onk dhodh aty hi onky ek skoon sa howa tha jesy wo kab sy isi intzar me thi or wo rom me gai jaha dada ji aa rom me chair py bethy thy or dadi onk pas ja k.
dadi: sono ji wo mujhy aj dhoodh any lag gya h.
dada ji dadi ki bat sn onhy dekhny lagy jesy kuch pochna chahty hon.
dadi ji: mujhy lgta h hamra waris aa raha h pr ab kya ap osy wo sab btany waly h jo aj tk apny appny sab bachon sy chupa k rakha h.
dada ji: pta nahi shabo abhi to osk imthan hony h agr wo kamiyab raha to hi osy btaon ga nahi to shayad meri hasrat hi reh jay gi or osi hasrat k sath me dunia chor dn
dadi ji: esa mat boly ji mujhy pura yqeen h hmara waris sb thik kr dy ga mujhy yqeen h wo sary imtahan par kr ly ga..
baki next entry to home and thenn.......