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Update 59 Abhi & Ruhi’s Very Emotional Meeting
Mahesh ne Abhi ko corridor mein wait karne ko kaha, aur ek kamre mein gaya aur kaha,
“Dekho to kaun aya hai pehchanon isse!”
Tab Mahesh ne Abhi ka haath pakar ke kamre ke andar kiya….
Abhi ke saamne ek patli si aurat ek wheelchair par baithi chasme ke saath Abhi ke chehre mein dekh rahi thi!!!”
Ab aaguey….
Itne saalon tak Abhi ne apne dimaagh mein Ruhi ko ussi tarah bassaya hua tha jaise ussko 25 saal pehle jaanta tha, wohi kamseen si, sushil si, nazron ko churra kar dekhne aur baat karne wali, behad khubsurat awaaz ki maalkin, uss se bhi ziada khusurat Muskaan ki maalkin ko apne zehen mein bassaya hua tha Abhi, magar aaj jissko wheelchair par saamne dekh raha tha wo koyi aur hi thi, wo usski Ruhi nahin thi, usske mann mein aisa khayal aya ek pal ke liye….
Abhi ka munh khula raha kuch der tak Ruhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue aur usske aankhen bina agah kiye paani chorrne lage the, udhar Ruhi sar uthakar, apen chasme ko naak par seedha karke Abhi ko ghurr rahi thi aur usske honth thartharaane lage the… ussne ek nazar Mahesh ko dekha, phir ungli se Abhi ke taraf ishara karke sisakte hue kaha pucha,
“Aaj aya mera Abhi, yeh mera Abhi hai Mahesh Abhi, mera Abhi …… kahan the aap….Abhi….. hhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa” itni zor se chilla kar royi Ruhi ke ghar goonjh utha
Ab dekh lo!! Ruhi ne bhi apne dimaagh mein ussi Abhi ko quaid kar rakha tha jissko wo 25 saal pehle jaanti thi!!
Haan Abhi ki kad se zaroor Ruhi pehchaan gayi thi ke wohi hoga, magar chehra 25 saal baad same to nahin rahega, Abhi ke sar par unn dinon bahot saare baal hua karte the aaj sar ke saamne wale hisse par baal bahot kum hogaye the, aur jinn dinon Abhi Ruhi ke goad mein apna sar rakhta tha Ruhi ko aadat thi usske sar ke baalon mein apne ungliyon ko ferrna, aaj to utne baal the hi nahin Abhi ke sar par……. koyi kuch bhi kahe insaan ka chehra, body, rang sab mein badlaav ata hai, aur wo har din ata hai, to 25 saalon mein donon bilkool bhi wo nahin the to 25 saal pehle dikhte the…..
Aur Ruhi ki health ki detoriation ki vajah uss mein to difference 100 guna ziada tha…
Jab Abhi ne Ruhi ke thartharaate honth dekhe to jhat se Ruhi ke wheelchair ke saamne apne ghutnon par baith gaya aur apne sar ko Ruhi ke goad mein rakh diya sisakte hue…. Ruhi ko jaise ek shock lag gaya tha nah hill rahi thi nah dol rahi thi nah kuch bol rahi thi magar usske aankhon se aansoo jaari the…. Usske goad mein jiss tarah se ek chote bacche k tarah Abhi ro raha tha, Mahesh khud ko rok nahin paya aur khud rone laga donon ko uss haal mein dekh kar…
Ruhi ne dhire dhire apne daanye haath ko kaampte hue Abhi ke sar par rakha…. Usske sar ko dekha aur rona ruk gayi achanak to apni ussi surili awaaz mein dhire se kaha,
“Aap ke baal nahin rahe Abhi? Kho diye itne khubsurat zulf ko aap ne? Mere liye bhi nahin bacha ke rakhe unn khubsurat zulfon ko aap ne?!..... kaise ho aap Abhi? Bolo nah rona band karo aap, aaj bhi weise hi ro rahe ho jaise aakhri din aap ko rote hue chorra tha main !!”
Abhi se saha nahin jaa raha tha, ussne sar ko uthaya Ruhi ke goad se aur usske chehre mein dekha aur ziada rone laga oonchi awaaz mein…. Mahesh se raha nah gaya aur wo uss kamre se nikal gaya….
Ruhi ne Abhi ke sar sehlaate hue uske gaalon par apne ungliyon ko ferra aur kaha,
“Mujhe aaj bhi wo aakhri din yaad hai jab main jaa rahi thi aur aap bus ke piche wale darwaze se kud kar aaye the aur mujhko baahon mein bhar kar kiss kiya tha khule aam sabke saamne, kitni himmat wale the aap, kitne strong aur nidarr the aap, main kamsin thi, darrti thi, aap taaqat wale the to kyun piche kadam hatta liye aap ne Abhi? Kyun?!”
Abhi aur bhi ziada rone laga magar rote hue hi Ruhi ko reply kiya,
“Kia main kabhi bhool sakta hoon wo din? Kia ek pal ke liye bhi bhoola hoon kabhi? Tumko mujhe 3 sawaalon ka jawaab dena hai aaj….. 25 saalon se yehi 3 sawaal puchna tha mujhe tumse jawaab dogi ya nahin?!”
Ruhi emotionally ziada strong lag rahi thi, balke thi…..unn dinon ko bhi bhi aisi hi thi…. Abhi ziada rota tha tab bhi, tab bhi Abhi khud kaha karta tha ke Ruhi uss se jitna emotional nahin…. Sach tha….. Ruhi strong thi, to jaldi se apne aansowon ko poncha Ruhi ne aur tayyaar hua Abhi ke sawaalon ko jawaab dene ke liye, aur kaha,
“haan pucho jo puchna hai ab mujhe kissi ka darr nahin, nahin darti kissi se bhi ab main pucho Abhi jo bhi puchna hai pucho ab!”
Abhi ne kaha,
“5th January 1987 ko uss baarish mein main iss ghar mein aya tha tum kyun nahin nikli thi mujhse milne? Tum ne kyun kuch nahin kiya mere liye? Tumne kaise mujhko uss tarah se zalil hokar jaane diya tha? Tumko kuch nahin hua uss waqt? Tum ne kaise wo sab suna tha jo mujhe kaha gaya tha Ruhi bata mujhe bata….. mujh par kia guzar raha tha, tum par koyi assar nahin hua uss din uss waqt? Tu yahin thi andar dada ji ne mujhe kaha tha, phir bhi tum andar hi rahi mujhko beizat kiya jaa raha tha…. aur tu andar sunn rahi thi, main bilkool bheega hua tha Ruhi, kaamp raha tha main, yeh umeed thi ke tum jaldi se mujhko ek towel dogi, aur pehle ki tarah Mahesh ki koyi shirt dogi pehenne ke liye…. Baahar toofan tha ussi toofaan mein mujhko baahar nikala gaya tha aur tumne kuch nahin kiya Ruhi? Kyun?? Mujhe uss baat ka jawaab chahiye…. Main 25 saal tak sochta raha ke tumne kyun kuch nahin kiya….. Agar uss waqt tum aakar keh deti ke tu mujhse pyar nahin karti main chalaa jaun yahan se tab chala jaata, koyi gham nahin hota, magar mujhe pata tha ke tub hi bahot pyar karti thi phir kyun tum ne mujhe jaane diya tha uss roz Ruhi bata mujhe jawaab de!!” yeh sab kehte hue Abhi itna ro raha tha ke usski aawaz tut rahe the bich bich mein ruk ruk kar sab kaha tha ussne…
Usske aansso ne Ruhi ke dress bhigo diye the usski goad mein…. Kia Ruhi chhup rahi? Nahin ab usski rone ki baari thi…. Ruhi itna zor se chilla kar royi Abhi ke iss sawaal ko sunkar, ke Mahesh, usski wife aur 3 bache sab chale aaye kamre mein….
Abhi ne tab Ruhi ke gale mein haath daal diya tha, Ruhi ne jhuk kar Abhi ke kaandhe se haath karke ussko jakra hua tha aur roti jaa rahi thi, jawaab nahin de paa rahi thi iss liye ke ro rahi thi, aur udhar se Ruhi ki maa aur baap ne bhi sun liya rone ki awaaz aur weh log bhi aa gaye the tab tak…..
Mahesh, usski wife aur bache bhi ro rahe the un donon ko uss tarah se rote dekh kar… aur jab Ruhi ne Apni maa ko kamre ke andar aate dekha tab Ruhi ka rona band hua aur kaha,
“jawaab chahiye nah Abhi, wo dekho, apne piche dekho Abhi yeh wo aurat hai yehi hai wo….. usske saath rehna gawara nahin tha mujhe uss din ke baad, ussi ne mujhe samajh lo bandh ke rakha hua tha, mere munh par bhi apne haath daba rakhi thi ussne, main andar ro rahi thi Abhi, main chhatpata rahi thi nikal kar tumhare paas aane ke liye, mujhko dabaya gaya tha Abhi… yeh meri maa nahin dayan hai Abhi issi ki vajah se hum donon juda hua Abhi sab kuch issi ne kiya… issi ne hi Manoj ko wo sab kehne ko bheja tha Abhi, Manoj nahin kehna chahta tha wo sab tumse; maa ne ussko majboor kiya tha wohi sab shabd kehne ko aap se….. yeh dayan mujhe life bhar apne ghar mein baandh kar rakhna chahti thi, mujhe apna naukrani bana kar rakhna chahti thi, meri ek ghalati ki vajah se Abhi….. varna main to tumhare paas ane wali thi…”
Ruhi ki maa piche khadi ro rahi thi sab sunte hue, aur Ruhi ne bekaabu hote uss se kaha,
“Tu nikal yahan se varna kuch uthaake marungi tujhe, Mahesh nikal iss budhya ko yahan se varna main kuch kar baithungi….”
Abhi ne mudhkar Ruhi ki maa ko dekha, saare baal safed ho gaye the aur wo donon haath jode Abhi ko dekhte hue jaise uss se maafi maang rahi thi…. Tab tak Mahesh ne apni maa ko wapas jaane ko kaha….
Ruhi ne thoda khud par kaabu paate hue, Mahesh ki beti ki haath se ek gilaas paani se kuch ghoont pikar Abhi se kaha,
“Abhi kabhi dekha hai aap ne qurbani ke din ek bakri ko kiss tarah se ek khambe se baandha jaata hai, samajh lijiye mujhko uss din weise hi baandha gaya tha taake main aap ke paas aa nah sakun, main ek jal bin machli ki tarah chhatpata rahi thi, Manoj ki baton ko sunkar aur soch rahi thi ke aap par kia guzar raha hoga usske baton ko sunkar…. Main rone lagi thi, meri awaaz ko bhi dabaya gaya tha taake aap sun nah sako…. Jab aap ghar se nikal gaye the tab mujhko chorra gaya aur main daud kar kitchen ke darwaze ke paas gayi, aap ko jaate hue dekh rahi thi, aur nikalne wali thi ussi baarish mein aap ke piche aane ko magar mujhko phir uss aurat ne pakar liya, Abhi main chilla kar rone lagi thi Abhi…. Main ne apni puri koshish ki thi Abhi magar main aap ke jitna strong nahin thi, mujh mein wo taaqat nahin thi jo aap mein hai varna main khud aap ke paas chali aati Abhi, magar mujh mein wo himmat aur taaqat nahin hai…. Main ne haar maan liya tha usske baad Abhi!!”
Aabhi rota gaya… aur kaha,
“Dusra sawaal ruhi!”
Ruhi: “mujhe uss sofe par bitha do please…..”
Abhi ne Ruhi ko uss wheel chair se uthaya, apne goad mein liya, char kadam chal kar sofe tak jaate hue Ruhi ke gaal ko chuma, Ruhi ne apne baahon ko Abhi ke gale mein lapet liya aur Abhi ke gardan aur gaal ko chuma, aur Abhi ne kaha,
“kuch der aise hi mere baahon mein raho aur jawaab do….”
Ruhi ko ab bhi maskari sujh rahi thi, ussne kaha,
“haan aap ne kaha tha nah jisski biwi chhoti usska bhi bada naam hai, goad mein bitha lo bache ka kia kaam hai wohi kar rahe ho ab!”
Abhi ne rote rote hanss diya, aur kaha “kuch bhi nahin bholi tum bhi?!”
Ruhi ne usske goad mein rehte hue kaha,
“Aap ka dusra sawaal kia hai Abhi… puchiye aaj jo bhi puchna hai puch lijiye main saare sawalon ka jawaab dene ko tayyaar hoon…?”
Abhi: “main ne tumko apne khaton aur cards mein apna ghar ka real address likha tha, wo issi liye likha tha ke kabhi tumko mujhe contact karna pare to tum kar sakti thi to kyun mujhko kabhi kuch bhi nahin kaha Ruhi?!”
Ruhi ne ab rona bandh kar diya tha aur Abhi ka rona bhi thoda tham gaya tha, Mahesh aur usski wife kamre se nikal gaye the magar Mahesh ke bache wahin rahe, sofe ke paas aakar baith gaye jahan Abhi ne ab Ruhi ko bitha diya tha, aur khud bhi baith gaya tha Ruhi ke kaandhe par apna dayan hath kiye hue aur baayaan haath mein Ruhi ka haath thaame hue tha….. Ruhi ne ek gehri saans lete hue kaha,
“kaise samjhaun aap ko main? Kahan se shuru karun meri samajh mein nahin araha hai…. Itna kuch kehna hai ke sach mein nahin samajh paa rahi hoon ke kaise bataun…. Main ne aap ko bahot contact karna chaha, bahot mann tha aap ko at least ek chithi daal doon…. Magar himmat nahin hui…. Unn dinon jiss tarah se aap ko ghar se nikala gaya tha mujhe darr tha ke kahin aap itna naraaz nah ho gaye hon ke mere chithi ko padhne se pehle faadh kar feink nah dein…. Aap ke ghusse ko jaanti hoon nah main, mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai jab aap ki saeed se ladaayi hui thi to kiss tarah se main ne aap ko shaant kiya tha…. to uss darr se nahin likha.. ek baar to likh diya tha kayi mahine baad magar post nahin kiya ussi darr se…. phir mujhe khabar mili ke aap ki mangni ho gayi…”
Abhi: “What? Wo kaise pata chala tumko? Wo bhi pata chala tha tumko? Kaise batao!!?”
Ruhi ne thoda sa muskuraya, jab se Abhi aya tha karib der ghante ho chuke the aur pehli baar Ruhi ko muskuraate hue dekha Abhi ne, wohi muskurahat thi… Wohi honth. Wohi masoom si jhalak jo barson pehle Abhi tarasta tha dekhne ke liye.. chehre par zaifi ne apna nishaan banana shuru kar diya tha magar Ruhi ki wo ada aur chehre ka alag sa chamak ab bhi maujood tha jo Abhi ko diwana banaya karta tha…. ek pal ke liye Abhi ko laga ke wo Shweta se baat kar raha hai, itni milte julte the donon ke chehre ke bhaav….. aur Ruhi ne kaha,
“Aap aakhir issi taraf aaye nah kissi aur ko apni wife banaane, main nahin ban paayi to East mein hi se kissi ko bana liya apni wife?”
Aur Ruhi ne rote hue Abhi ke gaal par kayi chhote chhote thapd maarte hue kaha,
“bade aaye umar bhar shaadi nahin karne wale, mujhse to kaha tha, If I do not get you I will never marry in my life, I will remain like this all my life… yehi kaha tha nah aap ne? to kyun shaadi ki? Kyun? Kahan gaye aap ke who badi badi baatein? Ulta main ne kissi se shaadi nahin ki, main ne aap ki kahi hui baat ko sach kar dikhaya, aap ne to shaadi bhi kar liye aur itna bada aadmi ban gaye magar mera kia Abhi? Mera kia hua, dekh lo mujhe murjha gayi hoon aap ki yaad, aap ke intezaar mein, wafa to main ne nibhaayi aap se, bewafa to aap nikle Abhi……….” Aur zoron se rone lagi Ruhi, Abhi ko ksake jakar ke….. unn bachon mein se 1 chhoti ladki thi aur do ladke, unn mein se ladki bhi rone lagi apni badi fufi ko rote dekh kar…..
Abhi Ruhi ke sar ko apne seene se dabaaye hue usske sar par apna haath ferre jaa raha tha aur usske aankhon se bhi aansoo beh nikle phir se Ruhi ki baton ko sunkar….
Ruhi ne phir shaant hote hue kaha,
“Aap ka teesra sawaal kia tha Abhi?”
Abhi ne usske chehre ko apne haathon mein thaam kar usski aankhon mein dekhte hue pucha,
“Jiss lifaafe mein main ne diaries diye the, uss mein ek gift tha tumhare liye wo mila tha tujhe ya nahin, aur tum diaries ko kitna padh paayi thi uss waqt? Kitne pages? Tum bahot tez padhti thi, mujhe yaad hai kitne kitabein padha karti thi, to mere khayal se tumne kaafi pages padh liye hinge…. Batao…. “
Ruhi phir muskuraayi aur ishara apne almari ki taraf karte hue Abhi se kaha,
“jaa kar uss almaari ko kholye please aap ko kuch dikhana hai aaj….”
Abi utha, almaari ko khola, Ruhi ne niche wale drawer ko kholne ko kaha, Abhi ne khola aur uss chote se drawer mein sirf ek chiz tha… 25 saal pehle di hui wo chiz jo Ruhi ne aaj tak sambhaal kar rakha hua hai…wohi “Soir De Paris” Perfume…. Jo Ruhi ko passand tha jab Abhi se pucha tha ke kaun si perfume istemaal karte ho aap kitna acha mehekta hai, to Abhi ne uss se kaha tha ke kissi din usske liye bhi kharidega, aur jiss din diaries diya tha wo perfume bhi tha…. 25 saal baad perfume aisa tha…. Abhi ne turant usske photo liye apne mobile se rote hue….
Aur yeh hai wo perfume ka box jissko Ruhi ne 25 saal tak sambhaal kar rakha hua hai
Aur ghaur se dekhiye usski ki cap kitna purana ho gaya hai 25 saalon mein – aaj yeh perfume milta hi nahin, shayad bourgeois company banata hi nahin issko
Uss mein itna aaj bhi baaki hai 25 saalon baad aur Abhi ne khol kar sungha perfume ko aur Ruhi ke paas chal kar aya aur baith kar zoron se rone laga!!!
Ye Photos REAL hein aur AAJ BHI MAUJOOD HEIN RUHI KE PAAS AAJ TO 34 YEARS HO CHUKE AUR ISS MEIN ITNA PERFUME AAJ BHI HAI!!
Abhi uss din wahan 6 ghanton tak raha, Ruhi aur ussne ek dusre se apne dukhde roye, kal ki update mein aur bataunga kia kia baatein kiya aur kia kia hua tha uss roz…. Bahot kuch jaanna, kehna sunna baaki hai abhi….
To be continued….. (2970 words)
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