Update 1: The Silent Scream
Nevember ki ek sard shaam thi, samay kuch kareeb: 4:37 pm ka ho ga. Society ki backside par ek sunsaan sadak mein ek ladki akeli chal rahi thi, ghusse aur dar ke saath apna bag mazbooti se pakde hue. Usne dheere se apni raftar badhaayi, par uske peeche kuch ladke uska peecha kar rahe the, unke chehron par bure iraadon ki muskurahat thi.
“Arre, kaha bhaag rahi ho, sweetheart?” ek ladka cheekh kar bola, uske kadmon ko rokne ki koshish karta hua.
Ladki ne ghussa dikhate hue unki taraf dekha aur bola, “Chhodo mera raasta! Tumhe samajh nahi aata?”
Ek aur ladka aage bada aur uske kareeb ja kar bola, “Aree chup kar, chillaane ki zaroorat nahi hai… aur thoda samay toh hume bhi milne do. Tumhare jaise figure ka toh hume bhi maza lena chahiye!”
Ladki ne peechhe hatne ki koshish ki, lekin woh aur bhi uske kareeb aane lage. Teesre ladke ne haath aage badhaya aur uske seene ko zor sedabaya . “Arey, itna bhi kya sharmana? Tumhare jaise mal ko toh hum sambhal lenge.”
Ladki kaanpte hue unhe rokne ki koshish karti rahi, lekin ek ladke ne uska bag kheenchte hue apni taraf zor se kheench liya aur bola, “Dekho, agar chillayi toh bahut bura hoga. Aur waise bhi, tumhara tan aur ye shaam dono hamare liye hi hai.”
Itna keh kar, usne ladki ki hips ko dabaya aur hassne laga, “Wah, kya feel hai! Aaj toh poori masti hogi.” Uske doston ne bhi hassi mein saath diya.
Tabhi peeche se ek aur awaaz aayi, “Chhodo usse!”
Sabne mud ke dekha, toh ek ladka wahaan khada tha. Uske chehre pe darr aur thoda ghussa tha, lekin aankhon mein kuch kehne ka jazba tha. “Main keh raha hoon, hatt jao uske saamne se!”
“Ek ladka uski taraf ghuma aur has kar bola, "Hahahaha! Aree bhai, yeh toh wohi hai.
” ek aur ladka jhunjhla kar bola aur mazak mein bola, “Hero banne aya hai, chutiye? Chal tujhe bhi maza chakhaate hain.” Aur woh sab us par toot pade.
Ek ladke ne sabse pehle uske pet mein zor se mukka maara. *“Bammmm!!!”* Uske chehre pe darr dikhne laga, par uske upar mukke aur laaton ki baarish hone lagi.
Doosre ladke ne uske peeth par zor se laat maari. *“Thuddd!!!”* Woh zor se neeche gir gaya, aur woh sab uspe haath aur paon se vaar karte rahe. *“Bawww!!!”* Uske cheekh uss sannate mein gunj rahi thi.
Ek ladka uske jabde par zor se mukka maar ke bola, “Abey hero banna tha na? Ab maar kha!”
Woh ladka cheekhta raha, lekin un ladkon ne bina kisi daya ke us par laat aur mukke maarte rahe. Tabhi unke leader ne zor se kaha, “Isko sabak sikhaate hain jo zindagi bhar nahi bhulega!” Usne gusse aur nasha mein apni Land Cruiser ke taraf ishara kiya.
Ek ladke ne uss ko pakda aur use zor se raste par gira diya. Leader ne bina soch samjhe apni Land Cruiser mein baith kar gaadi ko uske upar chala diya. *“Krrrrchhh!!!”* ek bhayanak si awaaz aayi, jaise uske haddi-pasli toot gayi ho..
Ye dekh kar sabke chehre pe dar ka saya aa gaya, jaise unka nasha utar gaya ho. “Abey, kya kiya humne?” ek ladka kaanp kar bola, aur sab ke sab bina kuch kahe seedha jeep mein baith kar bhaag gaye.
Kuch der ke baad, ek aur gaadi us raaste se guzri aur ruki jab uske driver ne sadak par kuch pada dekha. Ye ek lambi, shandar sedan thi, aur usme se ek aurat bahar nikli. Uske kapde aur chehre par ek ajeeb si chamak thi, jaise woh aam insaan nahi ho.
Usne neeche jhuk kar us ladke ki taraf dekha. Uske chehre par pehle shock ka expression tha. Dheere se uske kareeb aayi aur uska haath uske chehre pe rakha, jaise uske saans ko mehsoos kar rahi ho.
“Is he… alive?” usne dheere se apne aap se kaha. Phir uske chehre par ek ajeeb si muskurahat aayi, jaise uske iraade aur bhi gehre ho gaye ho.
Ladke ko ghor se dekhta hue , she whispered, “Seems like fate brought you to me... Let’s see where this takes us, shall we?”
Aur woh us ladke ko apni gaadi mein daal kar wahan se nikal gayi, uske hont par ek rahasyamayi muskurahat thi, jo kuch zyada hi suspicious dikh rahi thi.
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Yesterday Morning: 7:56 AM
Subah ka samay hai. Ek feeki roshni kamre mein bikhri hui hai. Ek ladka, , neend se bhaari aankhein kholta hai. Aaj Sunday hai, lekin uske dil mein kisi tarah ka sukoon nahi hai.woh bistar se uthta hai, apne sir ko thoda dabata hai jaise aankho mein abhi bhi neend ka khumaar hai, aur dheere-dheere fresh hone ke liye bathroom ki taraf badhta hai.
Uski manodasha aisi thi, jaise koi naya din sirf ek aur mushkil lekar aaya ho..
Bathroom se fresh hokar woh niche dining room ki taraf jaata hai. Nashta ka samay hai, aur uski maa aur dono behne table ke chaaron or baithi hain. Uska pita, Akram Shehzad, bhi table par baitha hai, apne mobile mein vyast hai.
Nimra, jo salaar kiMaa hai: "Achha hua tum uth gaye. Tumhare liye roti aur chai rakhi hai. Jaldi se kha lo, nahi to thandi ho jayegi."
Salaar chupchaap table ke paas jaakar baith jaata hai. Jaise hi woh apni plate uthatta hai, Aarisha, uski sabse badi behen, use dhyan se dekhti hai.
Aarisha: "Salaar, kitni bhi koshish kar lo, tum kabhi waqt par nahi uthoge. Aakhir kab tummein apni zimmedaari ka ehsaas hoga?"
Salaar sir jhukaye chup rehta hai, jaise yeh uske liye aam baat ho.
Ifra, jo ke salaar se badi behen hai: "Maa, isko nashta dene ki kya zaroorat hai? Subah uthkar bhi ise akal nahi aayi.
Nimra: "Bas karo tum dono. Lekin Salaar, tumhe samajhna chahiye ki tumhare baba aur main tumhari taraf se thak chuke hain. Tumhare paas wo skills nahi hain jo tumhare bhai-behno ke paas hain. Tumhe kuch karna chahiye apni life mein. Kab tak tum iss haal mein rahoge?"
Salaar chup rehta hai, uska chehra udaasi se bhara hai, lekin woh kuch nahi keh pata.
Nimra: "Aarisha aur Ifra ko dekho, kitni mehnati hain. Aarisha ne MBA karke achhi naukri paayi hai. Ifra bhi IT company mein achi post par hai. Aur tum? Tumhe bas ek mauka mila hai, aur wo bhi tum barbaad kar rahe ho." Tum jaante ho hum kitni mushkil se tumhari padhai ka karcha afford kar rahe hain,per phir bhi tum!!.
Salaar ka dil doob jata hai, lekin woh kuch nahi keh pata. Woh apni plate mein nashta ka nivala lena chahta hai, lekin uske haath ruk jaate hain.
Ifra: "Jab dekho bas yahi bechari shakal lekar hum sabke beech mein baith jaata hai. Ek kaam ka nahi hai yeh. Sabse chhota hote hue bhi koi quality nahi hai ismein."
Aarisha apne mobile se nazar uthati hai aur thodi nafrat bhari nazar se Salaar ko dekhti hai.
Aarisha: "Waise, mere doston mein sab mujhse yahi kehte hain ki tumhara bhai kisi kaam ka nahi. Mujhe to sharm aati hai tumhe apna bhai kehne mein. Ek kaam to waqt par kar nahi sakta."
Salaar thodi der ke liye chup rehta hai, fir dheere se bolta hai, "Aapi, main… main koshish kar raha hoon…"
Akram: "Koshish? Tumhare liye koshish ka matlab hai sirf waqt barbaad karna. Tumhare jaise logon se kuch umeed nahi lagayi ja sakti."
Salaar ka chehra aur bhi udaas ho jata hai. Woh apne khayalon mein kho jata hai ki shayad uske paas wo kabilayat nahi hai jo uski family ko khush kar sake.
Dopahar ka samay hai: Jab sab apne kamron mein chale jaate hain, Salaar lawn mein baith kar apne khayalon mein kho jaata hai. Uske dil mein ek bhaari bojh hai jo utarta nahi. Thodi der baad uski maa uske paas aati hai.
Nimra: "Salaar, kya tumhe kabhi yeh samajh aata hai ke tumhare baba aur main kitne udas hain? Har din hum tumse behtar hone ki umeed rakhte hain, lekin tumhara har kadam humein sirf bechaini aur gham deta hai. Tumhare bhai aur behnein jo kuch hasil kar rahi hain, uske muqablay mein tum kahan khade ho? Tumhein apni zindagi mein kuch bada karna padega. Kab tak tum is tarah se jeete rahoge? Yeh sab dekhkar humara dil toot jata hai. Kya tum nahi soch sakte ke aise jeene se tumhara future kitna khatarnak ho sakta hai?"
Salaar apni maa ke chehre ko dekhta hai, lekin uski aankhon mein wo nafrat aur nirasha dekh leta hai jo use aur bhi guilty feel karwati hai.
Salaar (dheere se): "Maa, main to bas aap sabko khush karna chahta hoon..."
Nimra: "Khush? Tum khushi dena jaante hi kahan ho? Agar tum sach mein samajhte to kab ka kuch ban gaye hote. Tumne kabhi koi prayas nahi kiya."
Yeh sunte hi Salaar ke dil mein ek chubhan si mehsoos hoti hai. Uske liye har lafz ek nai tanz, ek nai chot ban kar dil mein utar rahi thi.
Shaam ka samay tha: Jaise hi shaam hoti hai, Salaar apne kamre mein beitha tha. Tabhi Ifra andar aati hai.
Jab Ifra Salaar ke room mein uske dhule hue kapde rakhne aayi, toh usne dekha ke Salaar free baithkar kuch soch raha tha. Uski nazar us par padi, aur uski aankhein gusse se bhar gayi. Ek baar phir us par bhadak gayi. Ifra, jo ek class-conscious ladki thi, kabhi bhi apne doston ki baaton se door nahi reh sakti thi. Woh Islamabad ki ek prestigious IT company mein kaam karti thi, jahan uske dost aur staff ameer background se aate the. Wahan dikhawa sab kuch tha, aur Ifra bhi is sab ka hissa banne ki koshish karti thi.
Bohat baar, uski dost apne bhai-behno ke bare mein baatein karke usse bechain kar deti thi, usse mehsoos karwati thi ke wo unki tarah kyu nahi ho sakti. Unki zindagi ek pariprekshya thi, jo glamor aur success se bhari thi, jabki Salaar ka haal kuch aur hi tha. Jab bhi Ifra apne bhai ke bare mein sochti, uske dil mein ek ajeeb si uljhan hoti thi. Usse yeh sab un baaton mein dikhane layak nahi lagta tha jo uski dost kar rahi thi.
Isliye, usne Salaar ko taunting karne ka ek silsila shuru kar diya, jaise wo apne doston ko dikhana chahti ho ke wo unse behtar hai. "Salaar," usne thoda taana dete hue kaha, "kya tum hamesha isi tarah bekaar aur unskilled rahoge? Kya tum kabhi kuch banne ka sochoge? Kya tumhara koi talent nahi hai?"
Salaar ko yeh sun kar chot lagti hai.
Salaar: "Aapi, main… main sach mein koshish kar raha hoon."
Ifra (gusse mein): "Koshish? Tumhari koshish to hamesha nakam rehti hai. Tum hamesha meri baaton ko taal dete ho. Tum bas mujhse ladne ka bahana dhoondte ho."
Salaar ka chehra udaas ho jata hai. Woh apni bhavnaayein vyakt karna chahta hai, lekin Ifra ki aakramakta use rok deti hai.
Ifra: "Tumne mujhe hamesha sharminda kiya hai, Salaar. Tumhari wajah se mere doston ke saamne meri izzat chali gayi. Kya tum kabhi kuch theek se kar sakte ho?"
Salaar ke mann mein ek halchal hoti hai..
Salaar: "Aapi, main samajhta hoon… main koshish kar raha hoon…"
Ifra bina ek aur shabd kahe baahar chali jaati hai. Salaar ka dil toot jata hai.
Raat ka samay hai: Sab dinner table par baithkar khana kha rahe hain, lekin aaj bhi Salaar ke liye wahi samay hai.
Ifra: "Mujhe lagta hai, is baar to Salaar ko bas university se nikaal hi dena chahiye. Har dafa bas thode se marks se pass ho jaata hai, is baar wo bhi nahi ho payega."
Aarisha: "Aur waise bhi, mujhe nahi lagta ki ye kisi bhi tarah hamare level tak kabhi aa sakta hai. Sabko apne bhaiyon par garv hota hai, aur hamare paas bas ye hai."
Salaar apni aankhein neeche kiye chupchaap khana khata rahta hai. Uske andar koi nafrat nahi, bas udaasi ka ek saagar hai jo samajh nahi aa raha ki kaise thame.
Woh apne kamre mein jaakar darwaza band kar leta hai. Uski aankhon mein aansu hote hain, lekin woh unhe chhupata hai. Woh bistar par let jaata hai, apne dil ke bojh ko halka karne ki koshish karta hai.
Salaar (aankhein band karke): "Main koshish kar raha hoon, wo banne ki jo aap sab chahte hain. Maine sirf aap sabka pyaar chaha tha, meri koi aur maang nahi rahi. Lekin… kya main kabhi apni family ki umeedon par khara utar paaunga? Ya bas ek aur nakami ban kar reh jaunga?"
Aakhirkar, uski aankhein dheere-dheere band ho jaati hain, jaise uski thakaan usse khud se door kar rahi ho. Woh ek asahayi lekin mazboot insaan ke sapne mein kho jaata hai, jahan har raaste par wo apne sapnon ko haqiqat mein badal deta hai, lekin uska dil usi purani udaasi se bhara rehta hai, jo usse hamesha takleef deti hai.
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Subah ki thandi hawa ne kamre ko halka sa sard kar rakha hai. Salaar ne aankhein kholi aur thodi der bistar mein pade rehne ke baad, dheere se uthkar bathroom ki taraf chala gaya. Usne thanda paani chhidhak kar apna chehra dhoya aur tayar hone laga. Aaj usne ek light blue sweater aur dark blue jeans pehni, aur ek purana jacket bhi le liya jo use thand se bachaye.
Jab Salaar dining table par aaya, uska baap Akram wahan pehle se maujood tha. Woh newspaper padh raha tha aur breakfast khatam karne wala tha. Usne Salaar ko dekha aur table par baithne ka ishara kiya.
Akram: "Aaj tumhara semester ka pehla din hai, aur main tumhare kisi bhi bahane ko nahi sununga. Seedhe university jaana, aur apna dimaag use karna seekho. Ye jo tumhari faltu ki harkatein hain, inhe chhodo. Samjhe?"
Salaar ne sirf “jee,baba” keh kar sir jhuka liya. Akram ne ek baar gusse bhari nazar daali aur apne kamre ki taraf chala gaya.
Uski maa, Nimra, ab bhi kitchen mein busy thi, aur Areesha bhi uski madad kar rahi thi. Ifra uske bagal mein baithi thi, aur use dekhti hi ek nafrat se bhari muskurahat uske chehre par aa gayi.
Jab Salaar ne chai ka cup uthaya aur sip lene laga, uske haath se thoda hil gaya aur garam chai seedhe Ifra ke kapdon par gir gayi.
Ifra: "Aouchh! Salaar, tumhara dimag hai ya nahi?! Tumne ye kya kiya?!"
Ifra ke chehre par gusse ki laali pad gayi thi, aur woh dard bhare chehre se apne kapdon ko dekhti rahi.
Salaar: "Aapi, maaf kar do… galti se ho gaya."
Lekin Ifra ka gussa aur bhi bhadak gaya. "Mujhe phir se Tumhari wajah se subha ki thand mein shower lena padega! Aur phir se change karna padega!"
Aur bina kuch soche, Ifra ne gusse mein uske chehre par zor se ek thappad jada diya*thapp!*
Ifra: "Tum se kabhi kuch theek se nahi hota, samjhe? Tum sab ke liye sirf ek museebat ho, aur kuch nahi!"
Salaar ne sirf neeche dekha, uski aankhon mein aansu bhar aaye the. Woh chup chaap dining table se uth gaya aur apne kamre mein chala gaya, apne dil ko tootne se rokta hua.
Salaar ne apna bag uthaya aur bina kuch khaaye, ghar se nikal gaya. Thand aur udaasi dono uske chehre par saaf nazar aa rahi thi. Bus stop par pahunch kar, woh apne khayalon mein kho gaya. Apne aap se ladaai karte hue uska mann ab bhi uss subah ki baatein yaad kar raha tha. Uske dil mein dard tha, aur mann mein sirf sawaalon ka bojh.
Thodi der baad, bus aayi aur woh andar chala gaya. Usne dekha ke ek ladki—jo takriban 27 saal ki thi aur Areesha ki dost thi, uske samne hi khadi thi. Aur kisi seat pe jagah nahi thi, isliye woh chup chaap uske peechhe khada ho gaya. Bus mein bheed thi, aur dheere dheere woh sab log apne apne raste par chal diye.
Agla stop aaya, aur do college ke ladke bus mein chadh gaye. Woh ladki ke bilkul peechhe aa gaye aur dheere dheere unhone apne haath uske hips par rakh diye. Pehle toh woh ladki chup rahi, ye samajhkar ke bheed ki wajah se aisa ho raha hai. Lekin kuch hi waqt mein, un ladkon ne had paar karni shuru kar di.
Ek ladka uske hips ke paas haath ghumane laga, aur doosre ladke ne dheere se apna penis uske hips ke crack mein rub karna shuru kiya.
Ladki ko ab gussa aane laga, lekin woh palti nahi. Pehle toh woh kuch nahi boli, lekin jaise hi woh ladke aur bhi shaitani karne lage, uska gussa bhar gaya. Usne tezi se palat kar dekha.
Jab uski nazar palat kar dekhti hai toh woh Salaar ko apne peechhe khada dekhti hai aur gusse se bhadak uthi.
Ladki: "Tum ye kya kar rahe ho? Tumhe sharam nahi aati? Main tumhe Areesha se zaroor complaint karungi!"
Salaar ne samjhane ki koshish ki, "Aapi, meri baat suno, main kuch nahi kar raha tha, ye woh… main sach keh raha hoon!"
Par woh uski baat sunne ko tayaar nahi thi. Woh bas usay ghusse se dekhti rahi aur chhodo ka ishara kar diya.
Ladki: "Main Areesha ko bata dungi. Tum jaise log hamesha apne maqsad mein lage rehte ho, sharam karo!"
Salaar ke chehre par dar aur bechaini thi, lekin woh kuch nahi bol sakta tha. Uska dil aur bhi toot gaya. Jab uska stop aaya, woh bus se neeche utar gaya, sirf is darr ke saath ke aakhir ab kya hoga.
Salaar bus se utar kar apne mann mein khoya hua university ki taraf chal pada. Uska chehra udaas aur aankhon mein ek ajeeb si udaasi thi—woh bas apne dard mein dooba hua aage badhta gaya, as if duniya se katt gaya ho. Uske andar chal rahi ladaai uske chehre par saaf dikh rahi thi.
University gate paar karte hi, uska saamna uss group se ho gaya jo uske seniors the. Yeh wahi ladke the jo har waqt uska mazaak udaane aur use neecha dikhane ka mauka dhoondte rehte the. Aaj bhi, jaise hi unhone Salaar ko dekha, ek dusre ko aankhon hi aankhon mein ishara kiya aur hasne lage.
Senior ladka (apne dosto se): "Arre dekho, hamara 'Professor Einstein' aa gaya! Aaj toh iska dimaag kuch zyada hi ghuma hua lag raha hai. Chalo, iska 'test' lete hain."
Salaar ne unhe dekha, lekin uske chehre par bas ek bechari si shakal thi—woh na kuch keh sakta tha, aur na hi unn ladkon se bach sakta tha. Woh seniors uske paas aaye aur uske saamne ruk gaye, unki aankhon mein ek shaitani chamak thi.
Ek senior: "Oye Salaar, aaj ke liye ek 'special assignment' hai tere liye. Ja, wahan jaa ke sabke saamne, class ke beech mein khade ho ke apna naam zor se chilla ke bol!"
Salaar kuch nahi bola, lekin andar hi andar woh sharam aur dard se pighal raha tha. Lekin woh seniors se baat nahi kar sakta tha, unhe mana karna toh door ki baat thi. Usne apni aankhen jhuka li aur dheere se woh wahan gaya jahan unhone kaha tha, aur apna naam chilla ke bola.
Sab students—ladke aur ladkiyan—jo wahan the, unhone is 'tamasha' ko dekha aur zor zor se hansne lage.
Ek aur senior: "Arre yaar, itna dheere kyun? Jor se bol naa! Jaise tujhe apne naam par naaz ho!"
Sab ke beech mein woh bilkul bechara aur majboor lag raha tha, aur un ladkon ne is mauke ka pura fayda uthaya. Unhone usse aur bhi chhote aur beizzati bhare tasks diye—kabhi usse zameen par baithne ke liye kaha, kabhi keh diya ke woh dono haath upar kar ke ek pair par khada ho. Salaar ki beizzati se students ke chehre par hasi thi, jaise woh koi mazaak ho.
Ek ladki, jo us scene ka hissa ban gayi thi, usne apne doston se kaha, "Yeh ladka toh bilkul pathetic hai yaar. Pata nahi, university mein kya kar raha hai."
Salaar ki aankhon mein aansu aane lage the, lekin usne unhe girne nahi diya. Woh chup chaap woh sab kuch karta gaya jo uske seniors usse karne ko keh rahe the. Woh pehle bhi aise beizzati aur mazaak ka shikaar hua tha, lekin aaj ka din kuch alag tha—uska dil pehle hi kitni baar toota tha, aur ab uska dard aur badhta hi ja raha tha.
Jab woh apne seniors ke diye hue tasks karte karte thak gaya aur sab ke chehre par hasi aur mazaak dekhi, toh andar hi andar woh aur bhi bechara aur toot chuka tha.
Usne dheere se wahan se nikalna chaha, lekin har kadam uske liye bhaari pad raha tha. Jaise hi woh wahan se door gaya, un seniors ke hansne ki awaaz ab bhi uske kaanon mein gunj rahi thi. Uska mann aur bhi bhari ho gaya tha. Aaj ka din shayad uske zindagi ke aur bhi bure dino mein se ek ban gaya tha.
Salaar subah se hi ek ajeeb si udasi mein tha. Pehle ghar par hua sab kuch, phir bus mein jo hua, aur ab yeh seniors ne classroom ke raste pe phir se uska mazak udaaya tha. Uski himmat toot chuki thi, lekin jaise-taise woh apne pehle class ke darwaze tak aa hi gaya.
Darwaza dheere se kholte hue usne dekha, teacher whiteboard pe *Mendelian Genetics* ka topic samjha rahe the.
“...Aur is tarah Mendel ke basic principles, jise hum laws of segregation aur independent assortment bhi kehte hain, humein yeh batate hain ki traits kaise inherit hote hain,” teacher ne board ki taraf ishara karte hue kaha. “Ek simple Punnett square le lo, jaise yeh dekh rahe ho. Agar hum ek homozygous dominant aur ek homozygous recessive plant ko cross karein, toh F1 generation mein sirf dominant trait dikhayi dega, aur F2 mein 3:1 phenotypic ratio.”
Salaar ne thoda himmat juta kar darwaze par dastak di aur dheere se andar ghusa.
Teacher ka lecture ruk gaya aur unki nazar seedha Salaar par pad gayi. “Haan, Mr. Salaar Shehzad?” unki awaaz mein gusse ka asar tha.
Salaar ne dheere se kaha, “Sir… andar aa sakta hoon?”
Teacher ne haath bandh kar usko ghur kar dekha. “Aap already 18 minutes late hain, Shehzad. Yeh kaafi badi achievement hai, especially jab aapka pichla performance dekha jaye.” Uski awaaz mein niraasha thi jo puri class ko sunnayi di. “Pichle semester mein bas thode se marks se pass hue the. Samajhte hain ke aise chalta rahega?”
Salaar ne sar jhuka kar halki si haan mein sir hila diya, “Sorry, Sir.”
Teacher ne gusse se ek lambi saans chhodte hue kaha, “Jao, peeche baith jao, aur dobara yeh na ho.”
Salaar ne peechay ka rasta liya aur akhri bench pe baith gaya, apni kitaab nikaalte hue. Teacher ne lecture continue kiya.
“Toh jaisa main keh raha tha, Mendel ka kaam inheritance ko samajhne mein pehla structured approach tha. Lekin genetics simple dominant-recessive traits se kaafi aage hai. Kaun bata sakta hai incomplete dominance kya hota hai?” Teacher ne Rida ki taraf dekha jo class ki topper thi.
Rida ne confidently haath uthaya, “Sir, incomplete dominance woh hota hai jab offspring mein dono parents ka intermediate phenotype hota hai. Jaise agar ek red-flowered aur ek white-flowered plant ko cross karein, toh pink flowered plant banega.”
“Bilkul sahi,” teacher ne kaha, aur whiteboard par aur diagrams banate hue genetics ke is concept par aur detail mein baat ki. Lekin Salaar ke liye ye sab kuch samajhna mushkil tha; uske dimaag mein kuch bhi nahin ghus raha tha. Terms toh sun raha tha, lekin samajh kuch nahin aa raha tha. Usne kitaab mein topic dekha aur bas us par nazar jamaye baitha raha.
Waqt dheere-dheere guzar raha tha, aur alag-alag teachers aate gaye aur apna apna topic padhate rahe. Salaar ka dimaag in sab cheezon mein bilkul bhi nahin tha. Subah se lekar ab tak jo kuch bhi hua tha, woh sab yaad aate hi uske dil mein ek ajeeb sa bojh sa lag raha tha.
Jab classes khatam hui toh time 2:29 PM ho chuka tha. Sab students bags utha kar ghar jaane ki tayyari mein the. Lekin Salaar ko ghar jaane ka zara bhi mann nahi tha. Usne socha, “Wahan jaakar aur kaun si shanti milegi?” Woh dheere se building se nikal gaya, bina kisi manzil ke bas raste par chalta raha.
Pata nahin kitna waqt guzar gaya, aur woh kitni door aa chuka tha. Woh soch mein itna kho gaya tha ke usne aas-paas dekha bhi nahi. Jab hosh mein aaya toh usne dekha ke woh kisi ajeeb si, khaali road par tha, jo shayad kisi colony ke peeche ka rasta tha.
Achaanak, usne door se kuch awaazein suni. Woh dheere se un awaazon ki taraf bada. Jaise hi woh kareeb pohucha, usne dekha kuch log ek ladki ko corner mein gher ke khade the. Woh log hansi-mazaak aur badtamizi mein lage hue the, aur ladki ke chehre par dar ka asar tha.
Salaar ka dil zor se dhadakne laga. Woh wahin ruka raha, aur thoda socha ke woh kya kare. Dil kehta tha ke woh wahan se chala jaaye, lekin pair wahan se hilne ko tayaar nahin the.
Usne ek gehri saans li aur zor se apnimuthiyaan band kein. Samne jo ho raha tha, usse ignore karna uske bas mein nahi tha.
Salaar ne ladki ki aankhon mein dar aur bebasi dekhi. Usne thoda darr ke saath ek kadam aage badhaaya, lekin uske dil ki dhadkan kaafi tez ho gayi thi. Woh group ab bhi ladki ko gher kar uska mazaak uda raha tha, aur unke beech se nikalna uske bas ki baat nahi lag rahi thi. Phir bhi, usne ek gahri saans li aur himmat juta kar unke kareeb pohuch gaya."Chhodo usse!" Salaar ki awaaz kaanp rahi thi, lekin usne apne shabdon mein jitni himmat ho sakti thi, wo dal di.
Sabne mud ke dekha, aur ek ladka wahaan khada tha. Uske chehre pe darr aur thoda ghussa tha, lekin aankhon mein kuch kehne ka jazba tha. “Main keh raha hoon, hatt jao uske saamne se!”
Ek ladke ne uski taraf ghum kar dekha aur has kar bola, "Aree bhai, yeh toh apna Salaar hai. Tujhe kya problem hai, haan? Yeh hamara kaam hai."Salaar ne zor se apne haath moothe aur bola, "Bhai, bas chhodo use... woh dar rahi hai."
Unme se ek aur senior jo cigarette pi raha tha, usne salaar ke kareeb aate hue cigarette ka dhuaan Salaar ke chehre par chhodte hue kaha, "Oh toh ab tujhe hero banne shauk chadh gaya hai? Lagta hai aaj tujhe thoda sabak sikhana padega."
Uske baaki doston ne haan mein haan milayi aur Salaar ko ghur ke dekhte hue ek dangerous smile di. Woh ladki ab bhi wahan dari hui thi, lekin usne Salaar ki taraf ek aakhri umeed ki nazar se dekha.
” ek aur ladka jhunjhla kar bola aur mazak mein bola, “Hero banne aya hai, chutiye? Chal tujhe bhi maza chakhaate hain.” Aur woh sab us par toot pade.
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Nimra Aisha ke ghar baithi hui thi, ek pyali chai haath mein pakde, jab dhoop unke beech mein khushboo bhari garmi chhod rahi thi. Ghar ke andar baith kar, unki baatein chalu thi, jahan Aisha ne apne ghar ki halat ke baare mein batana shuru kiya.
“Acha, Nimra, tumhara ghar kitna sukhad hai! Mere ghar ki toh halat dekh lo. Ab toh kharcha aise badh gaya hai, lagta hai zindagi guzarna qarz utaarne jaisa lagta hai,” Aisha ne hasi mazak mein kaha, thoda sa haas kar.
Nimra ne sir hilaaya, par unke chehre par chinta thi. “Haan, mehngai toh aise badh raha hai, jaise paani ki tarah beh raha ho. Har cheez ki keemat aise badh gayi hai jaise koi hawa mein uda raha ho. Bas, roz kuch naya sunne ko milta hai.”
Phir baatein thodi serious hoti gayi, jab Aisha ne kaha, “Tumne suna? Pichle hafte humare pados mein dacoity hui thi. Dacoits ne ek aadmi ko gunpoint par roka, uska paisa, mobile aur bike sab chhin liye. Aur toh aur, unhone uski taang mein goli bhi maar di. Kitna khatarnaak hai yeh! Log toh ghabra rahe hain, ab koi raat ko bahar nikalta hi nahi.”
Nimra ne bechaini se kaha, “Haan, yeh toh sach hai. Isliye hamesha darwaza achi tarah band karna chahiye. Lekin mujhe samajh nahi aata, police ka kya? Sirf keh dete hain, ‘hum dekhenge,’ lekin kuch action nahi lete. Lagta hai kisi ki bhi parwah nahi hai, bas apne kartavya se bhaagte rehte hain.”
Aisha ne gusse se bhavnao mein behte hue kaha, “Pata hai, sarkar ke policies ka bhi kuch nahi hai. Har din nayi schemes announce hoti hain, lekin kya kabhi ground reality dekha hai unhone? Yeh sab toh sirf dikawa hai, asal mein kuch nahi hai.”
Nimra ne haan mein haan milaate hue kaha, “Bilkul, mehngai toh sirf badhti hi ja rahi hai. Aajkal khana bhi itna mehenga ho gaya hai ki roz ka budget khatam ho jaata hai. Yeh log kabhi nahi sudharenge.”
Jaise jaise unki baatein aage badhi, unhone bachon ki taraf rukh kiya. Aisha ne khud ko thoda behtar mehsoos karte hue kaha, “Tumhari betiyan toh kamaal hain, Areesha aur Ifra! Hamesha unki tarif karti hoon, kitni successful hain. Salaar ka kya haal hai? Uska toh kuch pata nahi chalta.”
Nimra ka dil dhadak gaya. “Woh toh... samajh nahi aata, kya karoon. Hamesha mujhe hi samajh nahi aata uska.” Unke dil mein ek gham tha, jaise wo unki tarah nahi tha. “Bas, kabhi nahi sunta, kabhi kuch nahi karta. Par mujhe samajh nahi aata, kahan galti hoti hai.”
Aisha ne samjhaane ki koshish ki, “Par uska kya hai? Har bachche ka apna ek tareeka hota hai. Shayad wo aise hi hai. Tumhe bas usse samajhna hoga.”
Nimra ne dekha samay, 3:43 PM ka ho raha tha“
,” usne thodi bechaini se uthkar kaha,.Aray, mujhe ab jaana chahiye. Salaar aa gaya hoga. Abhi toh jaa karu ss ke liye kuch khane ko bhi banana hai, subah bhi bhookha chala gaya tha
Jab Nimra ghar ki taraf chali gayi, uska mann bechain tha. Jab woh ghar pahunchi, toh suna tha. “Salaar!” uss ne aawaz lagayi, lekin koi jawab nahi aaya. Ghabrahat uske dil mein utpann hui jab usne dekha samay ab , 5:50 PM ho gaya hai“Kahan ho sakta hai yeh ladka?” Usne socha, haath mein phone pakad kar message bhejne ki koshish ki. “laikin, salaar ki taraf se koi jawab na mila.”
Jab Areesha aur Ifra ghar aayi, toh dono ke chehre par khushi thi. “Kya haal hai, Maa? Aaj ka din kaisa raha?” Areesha ne pucha, lekin Nimra ka mann khud pehlay hi gham mein tha.
“Salaar ab tak nahi aaya,” Nimra ne ghabraahat se bataya, “Mujhe bohot dar lag raha hai!”
Ifra ne beparwah hote hue kaha, “Woh toh aise hi hamesha ghoomta rehta hai, kuch nahi kar raha hoga. Woh shaayad carelessly ghoom raha hoga. Aapko itna ghabraane ki zaroorat nahi hai. Jab aayega, tab baatein kar lenge,” usne thoda shant karte hue kaha, lekin Nimra ke liye yeh samjhaana bekaar tha.
Jaise jaise samay guzar raha tha, Nimra ki ghabrahat aur bhi badhti jaa rahi thi, ab samay 8:22 PM ho gaya. Nimra ka dil dhadakne laga. Akram ghar aaya, kaam se thaka hua. “Kahan hai Salaar?” usne kaha, dhyan se ghar ko dekhte hue.
“Woh ab tak nahi aaya,” Nimra ne ghabraahat se jawab diya, uski aawaz mein chinta thi. “Mujhe lagta hai kuch toh galat hai, vo toh itni deir se aata hi nahi hai!”
Akram ka chehra uda gaya. “Wahi toh. Hamesha kehta hoon usse, lekin sunta nahi. Jab aaye, toh main usse acha sabak sikhaunga. Is ladke ko kuch samajh nahi aata, kitni baar keh chuka hoon!” Uska gussa bechaini ke saath saath tha.
Dinner ka samay ho gaya tha, lekin Nimra ki bhukh ud chuki thi. Ifra salaar ken aa hone se thodi relief mehsoos kar rahi thi, lekin ghar mein ghabraahat ka mahol badhta gaya jab ghadi ne 10:16 PM ka samay dikhaya.
Nimra ko ab ye mehsoos hua ki kuch galat hai. “Akram, kuch galat lag raha hai. Tumhe bahar jaakar dekhna chahiye. Mujhe aajkal ke halat par bharosa nahi hai, aisa lagta hai ki kuch toh ghalat ho gaya hai,” usne kaha, uski aawaz kaanp rahi thi, dar aur chinta se bhari hui.
Akram ne thoda nafrat se sir hilaaya aur raat mein nikal gaya, apne beta ko dhoondhne. Nimra se yeh kehte hue ke,"Kahin na kahin toh hoga, zindagi mein kuch bhi ho sakta hai. Tum tension mat lo."
Do ghante guzar gaye jab Akram wapas aaya, uska chehra udas tha. Nimra ne turant uski taraf dekha. “Kahan hai Salaar?” kya wo mila? usne poocha, uska dil tezi se dhadak raha tha, jaise usne samjha tha ki kuch galat hai.
“Woh nahi mila. Kahi nahi tha,” Akram ne kaha, uski aawaz mein ghabraahat thi. Usne apne dil ki dhadkan ko mehsoos kiya, jo ab uski aankhon mein chhalak raha tha.
Nimra ka dil tut gaya. “Kya tumne uske dosto se pucha? Koi toh dost hone chahiye uske, kya pata woh kisi ke saath hoga.”
“Uska koi dost nahi hai,” Akram ne kaha, gusse se. "Woh hamesha akela rehta hai, aaj kal kisi se milta nahi hai."
Samajhkar ki sthiti kitni gambhir hai, unhone bechain nazaron se ek dusre ki taraf dekha. “Hume police station jaana chahiye. Missing complaint darj karni chahiye,” Nimra ne kaha, uski aawaz kaanp rahi thi, dar aur chinta se bhari hui.
Dono ne bechaini se ek dusre ki taraf dekha, phir aahista se uth khade hue. Unki aankhon mein darr aur anjaani si asha thi, jaise woh bas ek umeed ke sahare police station ki taraf chal diye, apne bête ke gaib hone ki haqeeqat se ladne ke liye.
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Police Station Waiting Area
Raat ke 12:31 baje,
Akram aur Nimra police station ke waiting area mein baithe the. Unka dil ghabrahat se bhara hua tha, Salaar ke baare mein soch kar unhe bechaini mehsoos ho rahi thi. Police station ki bheed se bhare hue area mein kuch aur log bhi baithe the, lekin unka dimaag sirf apne bete ki taraf tha. Thandi hawa ka jhoka unhe aur zyada ghamgeen kar raha tha, aur is waqt inspector ki kami unke liye frustrate karne wali thi.
Kuch der baad, Ek constable unhe bulaata hai, “Inspector sahab aa gaye hain, aap andar aa sakte hain.” Akram aur Nimra ne ek dusre ko dekha, unki bechaini se bhari aankho mein thodi ummeed ki kiran dikhi.
Jab wo inspector ke cabin mein gaye, inspector ne unhe dekhte hi kaha, “Aap log is waqt kya kar rahe hain? Kya aapko koi kaam nahi hai? Kya aapko nahi pata humari shift khatam ho chuki hai? Thandi raat mein humein pareshan karne aaye hain?”
Akram ne thoda tense hote hue kaha, “Sir, humare beta Salaar ka pata nahi chal raha. Woh subah university gaya tha aur ab tak nahi aaya.”
Inspector ne ek sarcastic muskurahat ke sath kaha, “Chinta mat kijiye. Yeh sab aaj kal hota hai. Shaayad aaj kal ke jawaan kisi friend ke saath hote hain ya shayad kisi girlfriend ke saath. Kabhi kabhi toh sadak par nasha karne ke baad pade milte hain. Aap log kyu pareshaan ho rahe hain?”
Nimra ne gusse se kaha, “Nahi sir, Salaar aisa nahi hai. Humne toh uski parvarish achhe se ki hai. Woh kabhi aise nahi karega.”
Inspector ne phir serious hote hue unse poocha, “Toh kya aapne uske number par call kiya? Kya woh utha raha tha?”
Akram ne jawab diya, “Haan sir, humne shaam se uska number dial kiya lekin woh powered off hai. Pehle toh humne socha battery dead hogi, lekin jab woh dinner time tak bhi nahi aaya toh humein pareshani hui.”
Inspector ne apne notebook mein kuch likhte hue poocha, “Toh woh kis waqt ghar se gaya tha? Aur kis university mein padhta hai?”
Akram ne bataya, “Woh xxxx university se genetic engineering padh raha hai, aur aaj subah woh 7:15 baje ghar se chala gaya tha.”
Inspector ne ek aur sawaal kiya, “Kya aapne kisi dost ya university se contact kiya? Kya unhone usse dekha hai?”
Nimra ne kaha, “Nahi sir,uss ka koi dost nahi hai kyou ke wo thoda introvert type ka hai toh dost nahi banata or university se pata nahi kiya .”
Inspector ne phir unse kaha, “Kya aapke paas uska koi recent photo hai?”
Akram ne apne phone se Salaar ki photo bheji. Inspector ne photo dekh kar kaha, “Thik hai, hum is complaint ko register kar rahe hain. Aapke beta ki age kya hai?”
Akram ne jawab diya, “Who 20 saal ka hai.”
Inspector ne kuch aur details poochte hue kaha, “aapka full address kya hai? Aur uss ka phone numberkya hai, track karne mein aasani hogi?”
Jab Akram ne address diya aur uss ka number note karva diya, uss waqt inspector ne kaha, “Thik hai, hum jaldi hi talash shuru karenge. Aap dono ghar jayen, hum koshish karte hain.”
Unhone police station se nikalte hue ek dusre ko dekha, unke dil mein ummeed thi, lekin ghabrahat ab bhi thi..
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