Update- 08 (A) (Megha Update)
usey is baat ka andaza ho gaya tha ki shayad usney mujhe paane mein bahut jaldi kar di thi...........isi wajah se uske daav aaj ulta padh gaye they.......................aslam chup chaap se apne kapdey pehanta hua haal mein aaya aur bina mujhse kuch kahe seedha us ghar se bahar nikal gaya aur main khamoshi se usey apne se door jata hua bus dekhti rahi.....................
Ab Aage.........................................................................
Main to aachey se janti thi ki aslam ki niyat kaisi hain...................magar mere is bartaav se aslam kahin zyada hairaan tha...................jisey wo apni mutthi mein kaid ki hui chidiya samajh raha tha wo ye nahin janta tha ki main aasman mein udney wali azaad panchi ki tarah hoon.....................magar aane wale waqt mein aslam is azaad chidiya ko aise apni mutthi mein kaid karney wala tha jo chaah kar bhi apni marzi se kabhi udd nahin sakti thi................wo is chidihya ke paankh kutarney wala tha....................
aslam jaldbazi mein galti to kar baitha tha magar wo is bhool ko aab sudhar lena chahta tha......................bhale hi wo wahan se chup chaap chala to gaya tha magar wo chup baithney walon mein se nahin tha......................usey meri ye jawani mera ye jism...............har keemat par chahiye tha aur isey pane ke liye wo kisi bhi hudd tak jane ko aab taiyaar tha..................
aslam ke jaate hi main fauran apne bister par gayi aur fir foot footkar roo padi.....................na jane kyon meri aankhon se aansoon aab rukney ka naam nahin le rahe they.................shayad aslam se mujhe aisi umeed kabhi nahin thi...............
" khud ko kya samajhta hain......................zaahir..........ganwar................besharam kahin ka.....................uski himmat kaise hui mere saath ye sab karney ki..............usey to kum se kum mere saath aisa nahin karna chahiye tha...............kitna bharosa karney lagi thi main uspar..................sab usney pal bhar mein todh diya..................do andey kya usney mere liye laye usney to jaise mujhpar apna hukum jamana shuru kar diya........................meri saheli sahi keh rahi thi ki wo ek gandi naali ka keeda hain................issey zyada aur kuch nahin.................uski kya aukaat ki wo mujh jaisi haseena ko paa bhi sake................is waqt main behad gussey mein thi aur aslam ke bare mein na jane kya ulti seedhi baatein boli jaa rahi thi..................agar wo is waqt mere samney hota to main usey jaan se maar deti.....................mere ander us waqt gussa itna bhara hua tha...............................magar jab mera gussa thode der baad jab thanda hua to main bahut si baatein fir se sochney lagi...............aur na jane kab meri aankh lag gayi mujhe pata bhi na chala......................
kareeb 3 ghantey baad jab meri aankh khuli to main bister se cheekhtey hue fauran uthkar baith gayi.......................aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..........oooooooooooo...hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....................aisa dasha insaan ki tab hoti hain jab wo koi bura sapna dekhta hain.......................aur aisa hi kuch bura sapna maine bhi dekha tha....................jis wajah se mere chehrey par durr aur chand boond pasiney saaf nazar aa rahe they.......................durr se mera jism thar thar kaanp raha tha jissey meri badi badi choochiyaan tezi se upar neechay ki taraf ho rahi thi.....................saari ka aanchal bhi mere seenay se hutt chuka tha.....................agar is haal mein koi mujhe dekh leta to yakeenan us mard ka lund khada ho jata..................
thodi der baad jab maine apna hosh sambhala to mere chehrey par sharam ki lakheerein saaf jhalak padi.............sharam se mera chehra poora laal padh gaya tha....................main kuch der tak apne charon taraf idher udher dekhti rahi.................fir jaise hi main apna ek haath apne tangon ke beech le gayi mujhe apni bur par gilapan aur chipchipa sa saaf mehsoos hone laga..................wo bhi thoda bahut nahin................balki meri bur poori tarah se paniyaa gayi thi....................sapney mein aslam mere saath zabadasti kar raha tha...................wo mujhe poora nanga karke mere upar chada hua tha aur meri bur mein apna lund ghusaye mujhe beharmi ke saath chodh raha tha..................aur main uske changul se khud ko azaad nahin kar paa rahi thi........................main cheekhti chillati rahi aur wo meri lagataar chudayi karta raha....................
ye to shukra tha ki ye sab ek sapna tha............................koi darawna sa sapna........................jo meri jehan mein aab tak ghoom raha tha...................jisey main pal bhar ke liye bhi nahin bhoola paa rahi thi.......................jis wajah se mera jism durr se aab tak kaanp raha tha.....................shayad excitement ki wajah se bhi.....................jo bhi ho................kuch pata nahin...................main usey theek se kuch bayan nahin kar paa rahi thi...................magar mujhe kya pata tha ki mera ye dekha hua sapna bahut jald haqeeqat mein aab badalney wala tha.......................
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nidhi itna kehkar ek lumbi si saans chodhti hui ek dum se khamosh ho gayi wahin veer taktaki lagaye nidhi ke chehrey ki taraf bade gaur se fir dekhta raha....................uske ander bhi excitement aur jigyasa badhti jaa rahi thi..........................nidhi ki aisi khullam khulla baateion se uske pent ke ander bhi hulchal machi hui thi......................wo choochi...........bur.............lund.........gand............. chudayi jaise words aise keh rahi thi mano wo koi peshawar randi ho...................waise bhi nidhi ke ander aab sharam lagbhag khatam ho chuki thi..............to usey fark nahi padhney wala tha ki uske samney kaun hain aur wo kissey kya baatein bol rahi hain..................
waise bhi veer chahta tha ki nidhi ke itihaas ke paanon ke sare raaz khul jaye...........................magar nidhi ki kahani itni choti nahin thi ki pal bhar mein khatam ho jaye.....................iske liye usey sabra aur itemenan rakha tha.......................kuch der ki chuppi ke baad aakhir veer fir dheere se bol pada....................wahin nidhi uski aankhon mein aankhein dale usey ghoorey jaa rahi thi.................
" yahan tak to kahani samajh mein aaya ki aslam ki tumhari ghar mein entry kaise hui........................magar ye aab samajhna baki hain ki jab tumne usey thappad markar apne ghar se bhaga diya tab..................aslam fir tumhare ghar mein dubara se kaise wapas aa gaya..........................kya tumne usey zabardasti bulaya...................ya fir wo hi tumhare paas zabardasti aaya.................." aur veer itna kehkar fir se chup ho gaya aur nidhi ke chehrey ki taraf bade gaur se dekhney laga wahin nidhi kuch der ki chuppi ke baad fir dheere se bol padi...................
" jab kismet mein bura likha hota hain to koi .............kuch bhi kar le.....................bura hoke hi rehta hain....................in do dinon mein aslam meri kamzori ko jaan gaya tha..................aur wo ye bhi janta tha ki main us ghar mein bilkul akeli rehti hoon........................isi cheez ka wo faydaa uthana chahta tha..................aur usney uthaya bhi ...............mera fayda................aur jab tan badan mein aag lagi ho naa...............to aachey aachon ka dimag kaam karna band kar deta hain.................kuch aisi hi paristhi se main bhi guzar rahi thi...................main dimag se zyada us waqt apne badan ki sun rahi thi................fir nidhi aagey batanan shuru karti hain wahin veer bade gaur se uski sari baatein sun raha tha....................
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