Update -05 (B) (Megha Update)
jaise hi main us hall mein aayi to samney aslam farsh par palthi mare baitha hua tha................................jahan par wo baitha tha wahan ki safed tiles bhi maili ho gayi thi................uske pawn ke gande nishaan aab un safed tiles par bhi nazar aa rahe they..........................jaise hi uski nazrein mujhpar padi uska mooh khula ka khula reh gaya..................mano jaise langoor ke mooh mein angoor kisi ne thama diya ho.........................wo sir se lekar pawn tak mujhe bahut ajeeb nazreion se ghoorta raha......................ek pal ke liye bhi uski palkein band nahin hui.............mano wo apni palkein jhapkana kuch der liye liye bhool gaya ho.................
" lo tumhara naasta........................" aur jaise hi main us naastey ko dene ke liye neechay ki taraf jhuki....................mere blouse ke ander chupe bade bade ubhaar uske samney expose ho gaye jissey uska mooh poora ka poora khula reh gya..................halanki saari mere blouse par chipki hui thi magar saari transparent hone ki wajah se upar ka hissa saaf nazar aa raha tha....................aslam jaise zaahir ganwar ke liye itna nazara bahut tha.....................wo lalchayi hui nazreion se meri taraf bus dekhta raha.................aur main ander hi ander uski bebasi ko dekhkar hans padi.................jaise hi main naasta di uska haath mere haathon se touch ho gaya jissey uske haathon ar laga kuch mail mere haathon par bhi lag gaya.............jissey main filhaal anjaan thi................
wo meri taraf dekhta raha aur fir muskurata raha ...........jissey uske kale peelay gande daant fir se nazar aane lage...................wo apne haathon se kuch ishara karta hua mujhe ye bataney laga ki main is saari mein bahut sunder lag rahi hoon.................jawab mein main uske taraf bus ghoorti rahi....................main ussey kuch door jakar wahin khadi ho gayi to wo apne samney aaye us naastey par aise jhaptaa jaise....................koi billi choohey par jhapatati hain......................main uske har ke harkaton ko bade hi gaur se dekh rahi thi...................aur aab mujhe hansi bhi aa rahi thi...................sach mein ye bahut zaahir aur ganwaar tha..............jaisa main iske bare mein soch rahi thi...............bilkul waisa.................
wo fauran us bread ko apne mooh mein lekar khane laga...................aur jaise hi uske haath us bread ko chuyein..................bread ka safed rang bhi uske haathon mein lage us mail se ganda ho gaya..................ye sab dekhkar aakhir mujhe bardaast nahin hua aur main uske taraf dekhti hui aakhir dheere se bol padi....................
" ye tum kya kar rahe ho......................kum se kum khane se pehle apne haath to theek se dho lete....................." aur mere itna kehney par wo meri taraf fir se muskuraney laga aur "....... jee memsaheb"............. kehta hua..............apne gande haathon ko apni us fati aur gandi si lungi mein fir se poochey laga......................wo apne haath to us lungi mein aise pooch raha tha jaise wo pehle se chamak rahi ho......................
jaise hi usney apna haath poocha uske haath pehle se jaise gande they aab us lungi mein saaf karney se aur bhi gande nazar aa rahe they....................fir wo apne haathon se us bread ko pakadkar khane laga jissey us bread ki asli color bhi jati rahi...................ek baar to mujhe us bread ko dekhkar ghinn si aane lagi..........................magar maine usey aab samjhna band kar diya...................main janti thi ki mere samjhaney se uspar koi asar nahin hone wala................
jaise hi ek bread khatam hui wo samney rakhe pani ki glass ko fauran apne mooh par rakhta hua.........usey gat gat peenay laga...........................jab thodi si pani usmein reh gayi to wo us glass ko meri taraf badhta hua fir se mujhe apni nazreion se nanga karney laga.......................us glass mein bacha thoda pani jo kuch der pehle saaf tha wo bhi aab ganda ho gaya tha.............aur uska bhi rang change ho gaya tha.....................usmein kuch paan ki choti choti paatiyaan aur shayad gutkey ke chote chote tukdey us pani ke upar tairtey hue nazar aa rahe they....................jo dikney mein hi ajeeb lag rahe they...................main uske chehrey ki taraf ajeeb nazreion se dekhti rahi................
" memsaheb....................mujhe aur pani mil sakta hain kya......................mujhe bahut zoron ki pyaas lagi hain......................" itna kehkar wo us glass ko meri taraf badhata hua.............fir se mujhe sir se lekar pawn tak ghoorney laga wahin main bina kuch bole fauran kitchen ki taraf gayi aur socha ki freeze mein se usey filter ka pani de doon...................magar kya fayda wo bhi usey kuch der baad apni tarah ganda bana dega...................fir ek bottle ka sara pani jug mein leti hui main fir se uske paas chal padi...................jaise hi main uske paas aayi wo meri taraf fir se dekhney laga................
mere haathon se jag ka bhara pani apne haathon mein leta hua wo us glass mein fir se bharney laga jissey us pani mein pehle se uski thook aur paan ka rus aur gutka sab kuch us pani ke upari satah par tairney laga.................jissey aslam fir se ek hi saans mein poora pee gaya...............main uski har ek harkaton ko bade hi gaur se dekh rahi thi...................main jakar wahin sofey par chup chaap baith gayi aur aslam khane ke saath saath meri taraf bhi dekhta raha...................uske khane se bread ka kuch tukda neechay farsh par bhi gir raha tha...............jisey wo beech beech mein utha kar kha bhi leta.....................ye dekhkar mujhe hansi aa gayi aur main uske taraf dekhkar dheere se muskura padi................jawab mein wo bhi muskurata raha..............
main fir apne dono haath peechay ke taraf le gayi aur apne gile balon ko fir bandhey lagi...........aur jab main aslam ki taraf ek nazar dekhi to wo naa mein apni gurden hilata hua meri hi taraf dekh raha tha.................mujhe kuch samajh mein nahin aaya magar aslam achanak se fir bol pada................
" rehney dijiye na memsaheb...................aapke bal khule mein zyada aachey lagte hain............................" aur aslam bade gaur se fir mere chehrey ki taraf dekhta raha wahin main uske taraf dekhney lagi.....................kahin na kahin us zaahir ganwar ki ye tareef mere dil ko aachi lag rahi thi......................kuch sochkar main apna haath apne balon par se hata li to jawab mein aslam meri taraf dekhta hua fir se muskura pada.................
" shukriya memsaheb......................." aur itna kehkar wo chup ho gaya wahin mere chehrey par hairani ke badal zaroor umad pade......................main uske chehrey ki taraf dekhti rahi aur fir kuch der baad dheere se bol padi..................
" ismein shurkiya kaisa.................aur kis baat ka....................." aur main aslam ke taraf dekhti hui firdheere se bol padi wahin aslam ke chehrey par ek gandi si muskaan tair gayi..............
" aapne is gareeb ki baat rakh li ...........uske liye..................." aur aslam ke is jawab se mere chehrey par muskaan aa hi gayi.....................kahin na kahin usney mere is dil mein apne liye ek choti si jagah zaroor bana li thi....................shuru mein jitna ussey mujhe nafrat hui thi aab mere ander ki kadwahat uske prati dheere dheere khatam hone lagi thi......................wajah thi uska shant bartaav aur naram vyahvaar.........................main bhi baat ko aagey badhati hui ussey pooch baithi ...........................mere is tarah se baat karney par wo na sirf mujhse poori tarah se khul gaya balki wo apne mote se lund ke neechay mujhe letaney ki poori vyastha mein lag gaya................
" waise tumhare ghar mein kaun kaun hain..........................mera matlab tumhari biwi ..................baachey..................."aur main itna kehkar ekdum se khamosh ho gayi wahin aslam pehle to wo kuch der tak chup raha fir usney apni baat kehin shuru ki.....................aur mujhe apni baateion mein uljhana shuru kiya....................
" jee memsaheb.........................main yahin paas ke basti mein akela rehta hoon......................mera is duniya mein koi nahin hain..................main bilkul akela hoon..........................meri shadi aaj se 15 baras pehle hui thi................magar kuch hi salon baad meri biwi ka cancer se dehant ho gaya........................aur mujh garib ke paas itna rupiya nahin tha ki main uska kisi bade aspataal mein ilaaz kara sakun................mere garibi ki wajah se uski maut ho gayi.....................tab se lekar aaj tak main akela hi rehta aaya hoon................mere aagey peechay aab koi nahin.............." aur aslam thoda mayoos hota hua dheere se bol pada.....................usey aachey se pata tha ki aurton ko agar apne neechay lana ho to usey emotinally blackmail karna zaroori hota hain.................aur aslam wahin mere saath bhi kar raha tha......................
" tab to tumhari umar bhi kafi ho gayi hogi...................." achanak mere mooh se ye shabdh nikal pada wahin jawab mein aslam mujhe ajeeb nazreion se dekhta raha....................aab mujhe uska yu ghoorna bura nahin lag raha tha.................main aab poori tarah se normal thi.....................
" haan..........is waqt meri umar 38 ki hain....................pichley 15 baras se main akela hi rehta aaya hoon....................waise to main zyada padha likha to hoon nahin............... bus yehi saaf safayi karke apni zindagi kaat raha hoon........................sach kahun to memsaheb aab mujhe jeenay ki iccha nahin hoti........................." aur aslam ek aur chaal chalta hua dheere se apni gurden jhukakaye wahin baitha raha wahin mere chehrey par bhi hulki si udasi cha gayi......................uske dukh ko dekhkar mere ander bhi uske prati humdardi badhney lagi................dheere dheere main bhi aslam ki baateion mein aane lagi aur uske liye apni tangon ke beech ke darwaze bhi kholti jaa rahi thi.....................kuch der chup rehney ke baad aslam achanak se bol pada.........................uski bateion ko sunkar main jaise ape soch se bahar aayi......................
" kaun sa kamra saaf karna hain memsaheb.,........................aap mujhe chalkar dikha dijiye......................main usey aabhi saaf kar deta hoon..................." aur aslam itna kehkar apni jagah se fauran uth gaya aur saath mein main bhi khadi ho gayi..................main fauran aagey aagey chal padi aur mere peechay peechay aslam bhi chal pada.....................main aagey bhale hi chal rahi thi magar mere jehan mein ye baat baar baar umad rahi thi ki aslam ki nazrein is waqt kahan par hogi......................yakeenan meri gand par......................kyon ki saari main bahut tight bandhi thi jissey meri gand ki har ek angle usmein poori tarah se xpose ho rahi thi.....................aur is tarah matak matak ke chalney se uski thirkan aslam bade gaur se dekh raha tha.................shayad lalchayi hui nazreion se.....................
ye khyaal aate hi main fauran peechay ki taraf achanak mudi to aslam ko apni gand par ghooretey hua paya..............................shayad usey zara bhi umeed nahin thi ki main is tarah se achanak palat jawungi.....................jab meri nazrein ussey mili to uske chehrey par ek bhaadi si hansi tair gayi wahin jawab mein main bhi haule se muskura padi...................mera is tarah se muskurana uske liye kisi nyootey se kum nahin tha........................aur wo is offer ka bahut aachey se fayda uthana janta tha...................................
To Be Continued......................................................................