Teesveen Qist
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kashaf ki ankhon mein chamak thi. lekin woh sab ke saamne normal rahi.
mai ammi jan ke pass pohcha to ammi jan ne mujhe beta show karti, karwati mere mathe ko chum gai..
fir boli -- hammu.. acha hua tum aa gaye.. main in sab se kuch kah rahi thi.. tum bhi sun lo..
mai -- mai sun chuka hon ammi jan..
ammi jan ne mujhe smile se dekha aur boli -- tab fir batao hammu.. maine sahi kaha ke galat.
mai sab ko dekh ammi jan ko dekhta hua bola -- ek maa, puri family ki head hoti hai.. aur maa se badhkar family ki fikr kisi aur ko nahi hoti. maa baap dono hi ahm hote hain.. lekin baap ghar se bahar rahkar ghar ki har zarurat puri karne ke liye din raat ek kar deta hai.. aur maa, mard ki biwi, mard ke bachhon ki maa, uspar mard ko bhi pura pura bharosa hota hai.. apni aurat ko woh khuli chhooti aur ijazat de jata ha.. bahar ke saare maamlat mard aur ghar ke andr ke saamne mamlar aurat sambhalti hai.. aap to azeem maa ho ammi jan.. aur abba azmaton ke minar.. main aap dono ko salute krta hon.
maine salute kar dia..
mai -- maine dekh lia ha. aap ki baaten sunkar abba jaan ka seena fakhar aur gharoor se phool sa gaya hai. ek mard ko aap jaisi aurat mil jaaye.. usse badhkar ek mard ko aur kyaa chahiye
aur abba miyan emotional hote hue apni jagah se uthe aur hamare pass aa kar mujhe gale se lagate hue mere mathe ko chum gaye.. abba ko aisa pyaar mujhpar kam hi aaya karta tha. ab to woh bhi badalte ja rahe the
ammi jan ka hath pakad kar abba bade jabzati lahje mein bole -- hammu ne sahi kaha ha rukhsana.. dunya ka har mard tumhare jaisi biwi pa kar saari fikren bhul jaya karta hai.. din raat mahnat karte hue bhi usay jhijhak nahi hoti. thakan nahi hoti.. apne jism ke ang tak bech daale.. ghar ki khushiyon ke liye.. apni wafa shuaar biwi ke liye.. aisi biwi ke liye, jo khud bhi sharam wali ho. bitiyon ki parvarish bhi sharam o haya ko first pirority samjh kar kare... hammu jaisa beta dekar tumne meri zindagi sukhon se bhar di rukhsana.. meri betiyon ki shandar tarike se parvarish karte hue panchu ko sharam o haya ki moorat bana dia tumne.. mera sir ek hi baar jhuka hai rukhsana.. wo bhi ab... aneela se shadi wali baat par.. warna tumhe soch soch kar, tumhare meri zindagi mein shamil hone par ye sir hamesha utha hi rahega.. gardan mein akad hamesha hi rahi.. aur ta hayat rahegi..
abba ki jazbati baaton par sab hi emotional ho gaye the. ammi jan ki ankhen bhi khushi se nam ho gai thi. ek shohar biwi ki aisi tareef khul kar kare.. usse badhkar usay kyaa chaiye..
waise ye aaj kal galat tareef thi... ammi jan ab abba ki wafadar kahan rahi thi.. galat to ammi jan bhi thi.. aur main??... mai to pta nahi kyaa tha. aur aage chal kar kyaa banne wala tha.. aaj ki baat karte han..
ammi jan ki chhaati fakhar se phool kar double size ki ho gai thi. mai akela hota to pakad kar masalna dabana shuru kar deta.. meri sabhi bahne karib aai aur sisakti hui abba aur ammi jan ke liye apne pyaar ko bayan karne lagi.. jitne bhi guzre haseen, yadgar lamhe the.. ek ek karke batane lage..
farhan bhi jazbati ho gaya tha.. saala lusty kahin ka.. badalta mahual sab ko apni lapet mein le lia karta hai..
kuch der aisa hi mahual raha.. fir achanak se mujhe roshana yaad a gai.. mujhe aaye kuch din ho gaye the. aur woh bhi mujhse bohut pyaar karti thi.. chahta to usay nazar andaz kar sakta tha. bhala mujhe larkiyon ki kyaa kami hone wali thi.. lekin ek to mai roshana se wada karke gaya tha. dusre mujhe rahna to karachi mein hi tha. bar bar aaamna saamna to hote hi rahna tha. fir dagabaaz jhuta makkkar bankar kyun raha jaaye.. ab to main roshana aur sunny ke baap ka bhi baap ban chuka tha.
wahida mere pass aai -- chal mundeya ab mere sath chal
mai -- kyun maze lootne ka mann ho raha hai.
mai dhire se bola tha.. woh hadbada gai. sharmaa gai.. unki ankhen pahle puri khul gai thi. fir chahra surkh pada aur palken girti chali gai thi.
aaahh kitni haseen lagne lagi thi aur bhi sharam ke rangon ke chalte...
wahida baji dhire se boli thi -- sharam kar hammu.. tu kitna besharam banta ja raha ha. apni bahan se bhi koi bhai aisa bolta hai..
mai - kyaa galat bola ha.. maze kyaa shohar wale hi maze hote ha. yahan ka emotional scene bhi maza nahi de gaya ha kyaa?. hamara khalis pyaar maze wala pyar nahi hai kyaa?. masti mazak chhed chhad kyaa maze ke liye nahi karte?.. aap pata nahi kyun dusre angle se sochne lag gai.. sharmane to aisi lag padi hain.. jaise mai aap ka shohar aur aap meri biwi ho?..
mai ab naugty mood mein aa chuka tha.. sir uthaye bina bhuen uthati hui mujhe dekhne lagi. sharam aur mere liye pyar kuch aur badh gaya tha
mai -- waise main aap ko har tarah ka pyaar de sakta hon
wahida baji ghabra kar idhar udhar dekhne lagi..
mai -- koi nahi dekh raha hai
wahida - shukar ha. tumhe apni to koi parwa hi nahi rahi. kam se kam meri parwa hi kar lo. meri do do jethaniyan yahan han.. shadishuda bahan hon mai tumhari..
mai -- matlab unhe shak pad sakta hai?
wahida -- aur nahi to kyaa.. shak to padega hi na.. aur shak ka padna banta bhi hai..
bina soche samjhe bolti chali gai thi.
mai -- matlab.. aap ke dil mein koi chor hai?.
wahida baji ke chahre ke rang udne lage. sach hi to kaha tha maine. maine unhe aur zayada pareshan karna sahi nahi samjha aur 3 floor ke hi ek sahili side ke kamre mein ja ghusa
wahan pohnch maine unhe gale se laga lia. wo mere gale se lag bhari saanse lene lagi.
wahida --- mere dil mein darr hai. par utna bhi nahi hammu.. jitna main neeche darr gai thi. wahan sab the.. haan ab mai khule dil se aitraf karti hon. mere dil mein chor hai.. main tumse bepanah pyaar karne lagi hon. itna keh kashaf bhi tumse nahi karti hogi.. yaad ha hammu.. africa jane se pahle tum mujhe lene mere sasurali ghar aaye the. us din tumhare sath motorcycle par maine bethi thi.. sath ha keh bhul gaye ho hammu..
wahida baji ka lahja madhoshi se bharne laga tha
mai - kaise bhul sakta hon main woh sab wahida baji
wahida baji ne sir utha kar meri ankhon mein dekha. hazaron lakhon kahkashaaen dikhai dene lagi mujhe.. puri kainat dikhai dene lagi..
wahida -- hammu.. agar main tumse kahun.. mujhe akele mein sirf wahida kaho.. to....(sans kuch aur bhari hui. ankhon mein sharam kuch aur badhi).. to kyaa tum meri baat maan loge
mai to already sab jaanta tha
mai -- wahida ki baat hammu kyun nahi maanega.. hammu to wahida ki jaan hai
aur wahida baji khushi se cheekh uthi.. mere gale mein baahen daal puri ki puri hi mujhpar ladh gai.. mai jam kar khada na hota to zarur peeche gir padta
wahida baji mere gaal par apne hont rakh chumti hui boli -- hammu!!... hammu!!..
khushi se unki ankhen bheegne lagi.. fir deewani hui mere hont chum gai
maine hairani zahir ki
wahida -- yahi pyaar ha mere dil mein tumhare liye hammu!.
mai - lekin ye galat hai?.
wahida -- haan manti hon galat hi nahi bohut galat hai.. lekin tum kuch aise mere dil mein utar gaye ho. bhai se dildar ban gaye ho.. bohut ladi main khud se.. lekin apne dil ko samjha nahi saki.. dimag har gaya.. dil ki har dhadkan tumhara naam alapne lagi. bass fir main bhi dil ki sunti har pal tumhe sochti rahi. tumhare wapis laut aane ka wait karti rahi.. jab se tum laute ho. fursat hi nahi mili.. kabhi akele nahi mile.. nahi to mai pahli hi mulaqat mein aisa hi sab bol deti..
mai -- aap ye kya kah rahi ho wahida baji
wahida baji mere gale mein daali bahun ko kasti thodi si upar hui aur mere gaal par firse chum boli --firse baji.. akele mein mujhe bass mere nam se bulaya karo. mere dil ko bada sukoon milta hai..
mai -- aap shayad hosh mein nahi han. jo aisi baten kiye ja rahi hain
wahida baji mere pyar mein pagal boli -- sahi kaha tumne hammu.. bahan hokar tumhare pyar mein pagal ho chuki hon. hosh ka mujhpar ab koi vasta nahi raha.. tum bass mere pyar ko samjho.... kashaf bhi jo pyaar tumhe nahi de sakti. wo pyaar main tumhe dena chahti hon.. koi larki, koi bhi aur tumhe woh pyar nahi de sakti. jo mai tumhe de sakti hon..
mere honto ko firse chum gai.. mai kab tak hairani zahir karta
mai -- matlab aap ne mere doubts ko sach sabit kar dikhaya
sharam se hont to unke kapkapa hi rahe the. gaal bhi phadphada rahe the. palken kanp rahi thi. ankhon ki saari gahraiyan mere pyaar ko dikha rahi thi.
wahida -- doubts??... oohh.. jo bhi samjho tum hammu..
fir mujhse alag hoti hui boli -- kyaa main tumhe figure mein ab bhi mast nahi lagti hon. kyaa ek beti ki maa bankar main pahle jaisi purkashish nahi rahi hon..
mai has pada -- aap besharam hoti ja rahi ho.
wahida -- bako mat.. besharam nahi hon main.. mera pyaar behayai par mabni nahi hai.. khalis ha.. purity se bharpur hai... itna keh dunya mein kuch bhi mere pyaar jitna khalis nahi hai..
mai smile se dekhne laga.. wo ekdum se sharmati hui sir jhuka gai. mai aage badha aur unhe bahun ke ghere mein leta hua unke sir ko chum gya
mai -- mai bhi aap se pyaar karta hon. aur hamesha karta rahunga. lekin darrta hon. aap ke dil mein mere liye kuch bhi nafrat--
mere moh par hath rakh gahri pyaar bhari nigah se dekh boli -- jis din aisa ek bhi khayal mere dil mein aaya, ankhon mein ek bhi rang tumhe aisa dikha. wo din wahida ki zindagi ka akhri din hoga..
mai unke gaal ko chumta hua bola -- tab fir kyaa karun main
sharma gai -- mai kyaa bataun
mai -- tab fir chalte hain neeche. sab dhundne lag gaye honge
mujhe bahun mein kasne lagi -- abhi hi to hath aaye ho. jane to nahi dungi
mai -- kyun nahi jane dengi aap
wahida -- mujhe apne hammu se pyaar karna hai.. aur..
fisre sharma gai
mai -- aur??.
mujhe dekh sharma gai
mai -- sharmayengi to baat banegi nahi
ghor se mujhe dekh meri baat ko tolne lagi
wahida -- maine kaha tha na.. kashaf bhi tumhe utna pyaar nahi de paayegi. jitna pyaar main tumhe dungi.
mai -- mai kuch smajha nahi
sharmati hui laal pdne lagi -- hammu.. tum ankhen band ko lo.. aur ghum jao
mai -- kyun?. ankhen kyun band kar loon
wo ungliyan marodti hui boli -- plz.. maan lo na apni wahida ki baat
mai maan gaya.. ankhen band karta hua ghum gaya
kapdon ki sarsarahat sunaai di mai bol pada -- ye ap kya kar rahi ho baji
wahida sharam se -- chup raho hammu
mai chup ho gaya. dil mein khush hone laga
wahida -- ab ghum jaao
mai ghum gaya. dekha to wo bra panty mein thi
mai -- ye to bohut galat ho gaya
wahida baji bina sir uthaye mujhe dekhne lagi. fir boli -- galat sahi main samjhna bhul gai hon hammu.. bass ise tum meri deewangi samjh sakte ho. ab aa jaao. aur mujhe pura cash kar lo. wahida aaj puri ki puri tumhari hona chahti hai.. hammu ke liye pyaar mein woh ye anmol gift hammu ko dena chahti ha
mai -- ye gift mai kaise le sakta hon
sir utha kar gahri sharam wali nigah se mujhe dekh boli -- mai aurat hn hammu.. tumhari ankhon mein tumhari chahat ko maine jaan lia hai.. tumhe mera ye gift bohut pasand aaya ha.. mujhe satao mat... hammu
aur maine satana band kar dia.. aage badh unke karib hua. aur bra pakad kar upar kar di..
nipples par doodh ke katre ab bhi the.. main dekh bola -- ap ka doodh ab bhi aata hai. ab to meri bhanji adhai saal ki ho gai ha
sharam se kanpne lagi thi. apne bhai ke saamne bra less khadi thi. doodh bhare mumme nange bhai ke saamne the
hont katne lagi. kuch nahi boli. kanpte hathun se mere hath pakad kar apne mummon par rakh gai
fir dhire se boli -- hammu... ye main tere naam karti hon.. pura ka pura badan main tere naam karti ho.
mai -- lekin ye to pahle hi kisi aur ke nam ho chuke hain
jhatke se sir utha kar mujhe dekne lagi. tabhi pal bhar mein hi ankhen nam hoti chali gai.. mai hairan rah gaya
wahida -- mai samjhti thi. waleed(shohar) se mujhe mohabbat ho gai ha. lekin nahi.. mai galat thi. tumse mujhe mohabbat ho chuki ha hammu.. ek larki ke dil mein jo bss jaaye.. umar bhar ke liye wo usi ki banke jeena chahti ha. nahi chahti, koi aur uske badan ko chhoo bhi sake. lekin kitni majbur ho jaya karti hain na larkiyan.. unka koi zor nahi chalta.. bezuban janwar ki tarah hoti hain... apne dard tak kisi ke aage bayan nahi kar sakti. kash main.. kash hammu mai ab hi waleed ko khud se door kar sakti.. lekin janti hon. aisa hona mumkin nahi hai.. tumhe main khalis nahi mil rahi... lekin nahiii... ek... ek...
roti hui sharam se kanp uthi.. thathlane lagi..
mai --- bat puri karo apni
wahida ne kanpte hue apni bat puri kar di -- har larki do notebook ki maalik hoti hai.. ek book par abhi tak ek bhi lafz nahi likha gaya hai hammu.. tum chaho to puri ki notebook par apni pencil se ghazal likh sakte ho.. isse mere dil ko bhi khushi milegi... mere hammu ko ek to mili.. kash mai dono de sakti.. lekin meri badkismati... lekin khush kismat bhi hon main..
itna bol mere seene se lag kanpne lagi. mai samjh gaya.. wahida baji gand ki baat kar rahi thi.. aahh mera dil zor zor se dhadakne laga.. lund saab firse akad chuke the. wahida baji ne mujhe gaand maarne ki baat bol di thi..
sharam aur jazbat se kanpti hui boli -- isse badhkar mere payar ka aur kyaa sabut hoga hammu.. kaha tha na maine.. kashaf ya koi bhi mere hammu se mere jitna pyaar nahi kar sakti.. meri sharam ke maalik ab se tum ho hammu... meri jaan jo ban gaye ho tum..
meri saans phoolne lagi thi.. mai wahida baji ko khud se alag karta hua unke chahre ko hathun ke payale mein bhar gaya.