Tenteesveen Qist
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ammi jan ne abba se baat kar li thi. aneela ammi ko to ammi jan ne accept kar lia tha. lekin abba ko do tok bol dia tha. woh ab unke karib bhi nahi aayenge. agar kabhi ammi jan ka khud ka mann hua to woh abba ke pass aa jaayengi. wo jism ki zarurat ko pura kar lengi.. warna woh sabar karti hui jiyengi.
ammi jan ab mere sivaye kisi aur ki nahi hona aur rahna chahti thi. lekin aisa abba se ammi jan isliye boli thi. kahin wo firse na pregnant ho jaayen. aise mein abba ki zarurat pad sakti thi. shak ko door karna bhi zaruri tha.
aur ammi jan mere pyar mein bohut aage nikal chuki thi. kahne lagi -- hammu.. jab tak mai tere bachhon ki maa ban sakti hon. mai banungi. is umar mein shammu aa sakta ha. to koi bhi ab aur aa jaaye. koi fark nahi padta
aur main bass ammi jan ko dekhta rah gaya tha
mera kamra ground floor par tha.. sath wala karma ammi jan ka tha.. dono kamron ke beech ek door khulta tha. dono ek dusre ke kamre mein aa ja sakte the. aisa isliye tha. ammi jan khul kar mere sath time spend kar saken.
raat 12 baje ke bad sab apne apne kamron mein chale gaye the. mai aur ammi jan dono bhi apne apne kamre mein shift ho gaye the.. ammi jan ke sath wala ek kamra chhod kar teesra kamra abba aur aneela ammi ko dia gaya tha. meri saari bahne first floor ke kamron mein thi. aur farida baji ki nanad aur wahida baji ki dono jethaniyan 2nd floor par shift kar gai thi..
meri sari bahne ab mere liye normal thi. aur unki thoughts ab under control thi. ab woh mere liye pagal hokar bahakne wali nahi thi. ab unke sath alag hi maza aane wala tha. unki puri puri sharam ka bharam rahne wala tha. mere liye pyaar to har pal badhta hi chala ja raha tha. mere liye janam le chuki feelings woh sab aur main jaan chuke the.
lekin ab dhire dhire ammi jan se chori chori sabke karib hona tha. aur sab ko bhi is baat ka pura pura ahsas tha.. akhir shohron waliyan thi. nazaron mein girna nahi chahti thi. apne waqat par harf aane nahi de sakti thi.
nanad irum aur dono jethaniyon ki halat albatta bohut buri thi. teeno mere liye pagal hoi ja rahi thi.. mai chahta to ek sath teeno ko chod sakta tha.
lekin ab mai khel badalne wala tha.. aahh life mein aisa turn pahle kabhi nahi socha tha. lekin bada mast turn tha. ammi jan mujhse na chud gai hoti. to mere andr aisa change nahi aane wala tha. ab jab ammi jan hi chud gai thi. baki sab bhi chudne ke liye bekarar rahne lagi thi. kaise mai khud ko sambhal sakta tha.
ammi jan shammu ko palne mein sula kar beech wale khule door se guzar mere bed par bethi gahri sochon mein gum thi..
mai bhi chup betha ammi jan ko dekhta ja raha tha. unke bolne ka intezar kar raha tha
fir ammi jan boli -- har aurat ki life tab khushiyon se bhar jaya karti ha. jab usay kisi se sacha pyaar hota ha. jisse usay pyaar ho. woh usi ki tan man dhan se ho bhi jati ha. mai bhi aisi hi khush naseeb auraton mein se ek hon hammu.. lekin meri khush kismati ke sath hi meri badkismati ka daur bhi shuru hoa ha. jab tak tum laut kar nahi aaye the. tumhare intezar mein maine ek ek lamha badi bechaini aur haseen guzara ha.. soch gai thi. tum aaoge to tumhari ek biwi ke siva koi aur tumhari zindagi mein nahi aayegi. tumhari biwi ka tumhari zindagi mein aana majburi bhi ha aur zaruri bhi. warna mai apne hammu ko saari dunya se door kar deti.. aahh kash mai aisa kar sakti. dunya ki kisi sunsaan goshe mein tumhare sath ja ke rahne lagti. africa ke hi kisi sunsaan veran door daraz ke ilake mein ek jhonpdi bana kar rahne lagti.. lekin--
ammi jan sisak padi thi. ankhon se moti bah nikle the. mai tadap kar ammi jan ko apni bahun ke ghere mein le gaya.. ammi jan ne apni motiyon se bhari ankhon se mujhe dekha aur sisakti hui mujhse lipat kar ansu bahane lagi..
