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Ab Tak.......
Soniya di- Haan ye theek rahega, school collage ki chhutti hone ke time par hi ham vaapas aa jayenge,
Main- That's it,
Soniya di ne rani ki taraf dekha, wo so gayi thi, use sote dekh soniya di muskuraayi,
Soniya di- Ye to yahi so gayi, chal koi baat nahi, sone de ise yahi par, vaise kya main bhi tere sath hi so jaau vicky?
Main- Jaisa aapka dil kare di,
Soniya di- To fir main yahi tere sath hi so jati hu, chal good night sweet heart,
Main- Achha ji wseet heart??
Soniya id kuch na boli, bas muskura kar mujhse chipak gayi, tabhi aimne mahsoos kiya ki peechhe seerani bhi mujhse chipak gayi thi, ye dekh maine muskura akr apni aankhe band kar li,
Ab Aage.....
Subah jab meri neend khuli to us wakt 4 bajne wale the, mujhe khayaal aaya ki dhyaan lagana hai, is liye maine uthne ki kosis ki lekin uth nahi paya kyo ki mere dono taraf se meri dono bahne mere upar mere seene me sir aur apna ek ek hath rakhe maje se so rahi thi, ye dekh kar main muskura utha, main janta tha ki ye dono mujhse behad pyaar karne lagi hain, par sirf mere jaanne bas se kya hoga?? Unhe to khud hi apne prem ka ijhaar karna hoga mujhse,
Maine kisi tarah un dono ko aahista se apne upar se hata kar unhe theek se litaya, aur fir aahista se hi bed se utar kar dono ki taraf dekha, dono duniya jahaan se bekhabar so rahi thi, dono ke chehre par sansaar bhar ki maasumiyat vidyamaan thi, unko dekh kar mujhe un par bada pyaar aaya, maine jhuk kar baari baari se dono ke maathe par halke se chooma aur fir palat kar seedha bathroom me ghus gaya,
Bathroom se fresh hone ke baad main vaapas room me aaya aur ek taraf rakhi chataayi ko farsh par bichha kar main usi me dhyaan lagane ke liye baith gaya, dhyaan me mujhe gurudev dikhe...maine man hi man unko pranaam kiya aur unse kaha ki aaj main apni dono bahno ko lekar aapke paas aa raha hu, to unhone kaha theek hai vats ham to tum logo ko bulane ka soch hi rahe the...achha huwa tum khud hi hamare paas aa rahe ho, maine unhe pranaam kiya to gurudev lupt ho gaye, gurudev ke gayab hone ke baad maine apni shakti niyantra anjali ka dhyaan lagaya, kuch hi pal me uski awaaj aayi...kahiye dev kaise yaad kiya dasi ko? Maine man me hi has kar kaha...daas main hu tumhara...ibadat to main karta hu tumhari...to usne kaha..achha ji...par main to yahi manti hu ki main aapki daasi hu..aur aap mere sab kuch, maine kaha iska nirnay karna bahut kathin hai priye..is liye jaisa hai vaisa hi rahne dijiye, fir maine anjali ko bataya ki aaj maine apni dono bahno ko lekar gurudev ke paas ja raha hu, to usne kaha...aisi aapki ichha, aapne is sabke liye mujhse puchha ye mere liye saubhaagya ki baat hai, uske baad kuch aur meri usse baate huyi fir main vaapas dhyaan me baith gaya,
Jab maine dhyaan lagane ke baad apni aankhe kholi to dekha mere saamne meri dono bahne bhi meri taraf muh karke farsh par meri tarah dhyaan lagaye baithi thi, main unhe is tarah dhyaan lagaye dekh chaunk gaya fir ye soch kar mere hotho par muskaan fail gayi ki meri bahne shayad prem ke vasibhoot hokar ab kuch bhi karne ko taiyaar ho gayi hain,
Main un dono ko kuch der aise hi dekhta raha uske baad maine un dono ko dhyaan se baahar nikaal uthaya, wo dono mujhe is tarah dekh kar muskuraayi aur mere seene se chhupak gayi...jane kya chal raha tha unke man me? Main chaahta to unke man ki jaan leta lekin mujhe thik nahi laga is liye maine unhe apne se alag kar dono ke maathe par kiss kiya aur neeche jane ke liye kah diya,
Soniya di- Vicky tune hame jagaya kyo nahi subah? Agar jaga dete to ham bhi teri tarah dhyaan lagate,
Main- To abhi dhyaan hi lagaya huwa tha aap dono ne?
Rani- Wo to ham abhi kuch der pahle hi dhyaan lagane baithe the, aap to do ghante se dhyaan me baithe the,
Main- Achha, chaliye koi baat nahi kal se jaga diya karuga, lekin daily nahi jagaauga,
Soniya di- Daily kyo nahi???
Main- Kyo ki ye sab aapko khud hi karna hoga, aap dono ki neend dhyaan ke time par khud hi khul jani chaahiye, kisi ko aapko jagana na pade, jaise meri neend dhyaan ke time par apne aap hi khul jati hai....mujhe koi jagata nahi hai,
Rani- Par bhai hamari neend to us wakt khul hi nahi sakti,
Main- Ye aapki problem hai, aapko aisa kuch karna padega ki aapki neend apne time par jarur khul jaye,
Soniya di- To fir tu hi bata vicky, ham aisa kya kare ki hamari neend sahi time par khul jaya kare??
Main- Har cheej ka ek time table banaaiye...aur us par amal kijiye, shuru shuru me dikkat hogi lekin uske baad fir aadat pad jayegi us sabki,
Soniya di- Chal theek hai ham kosis karenge, lekin abhi kuch din to tujhe hi hame jaga kar uthana padega,
Main- Theek hai di, ab chaliye hame collage ke liye nikalna bhi hai, yaad hai na kal kya kaha tha maine??
Rani- Achhi tarah yaad hai bhai...
Main(Chaunk Kar)- Tujhe kaise yaad hai tu to so gayi thi na?
Soniya di bhi rani ki is baat se chaunki thi, rani ko apni galti ka jab pata chala to bechari jhemp gayi,
Rani- Are wo na mere kaan to khule hi the na, is liye mere kaano ne sab sun liya tha,
Main(Has kar)- Achha....
Uske wo dono apne apne room me taiyaar hone ke liye chali gayi, tabhi mere room me mom aayi,
Mom- Good morning my dearest son, ye le garma garam chaay,
Main- Good morning my dearest and sweetest mom,
Mom- Oho dearest and sweetest...kya baat hai aaj to mera beta bada apni mom ko pyaar ke bol bol raha hai,
Main- Haan to kya huwa mom, kya nahi bol sakta aisa?
Mom- Are kyo nahi, bilkul bol sakta hai...jo chaahe bol sakta hai,
Main- Oh mom...i love u so much,
Mom- Love u too mere bete, chal ab jaldi se taiyaar ho ja, maine breakfast ready kar diya hai,
Main- Ok mom, aap chaliye main bas do minute me aata hu,
Mom- Theek hai,
Ye kah kar mom chali gayi, aur main chaay pine laga, uske baad main taiyaar huwa aur neeche aa gaya, dining table par dad pahle se hi baithe mera wait kar rahe the, unke hath me news paper tha,
Main- Good morning dad..
Dad- Morning beta,
Mere dad jyada baat nahi karte the, wo tabhi bolte the jab kisi baat ko kahna ho, baaki wo chup hi rahte the, pyaar jatana unko nahi aata tha..lekin pyaar wo sabse bahut jyada karte the,
Kuch der baad soniya di aur rani bhi aa gayi..aur mere agal bagal baith gayi, ye first time tha nahi to wo sono samne baithti thi, mere bagal me hamesha mom baithti thi...kyo ki jyadatar wo apne hath se hi mujhe khilati thi,
Un dono ke is tarah baithte hi dad ne dono ki taraf bari bari se dekha fir wo vapas news paper read karne lage, thodi hi der me mom kitchen se aayi aur sabko breakfast diya,
Break fast ke baad dad chale gaye, unke jane ke baad ham teeno bhi jane lage to mom ne hamesha ki tarah ham teeno ke mathe par kiss kiya aur kuch naseehate dekar hame vida kiya,
Rani ne apno scooty aur maine apni bike nikali, meri bike me mere peeche soniya di baith gayi..jabki rani apni scooty me hi thi, ham teeno waha se nikle,
Kuch hi der me ham main road par aa gaye, maine rani ko apne sath aane ka kaha to wo mere peeche hi apni scooty se aane lagi,
Kareeb aadhe baad ham shahar ke baahri side aa gaye...jaha road ke left side me kuch hi doori se jangal shuru hota tha, is road par bahut kam hi waahan chalte the, jyadatar ye road khaali hi rahti thi, maine apni bike ko sadak se neeche utaar kar jangal ki taraf badh gaya. Mere peeche peeche rani bhi schooty se aa rahi thi,
Kuch hi pal me ham teeno jangal ke kinare side par aa kar khade ho gaye, maine jab bike roki to soniya di neeche utar gayi, udhar rani bhi scooty se niche utar kar scooty ko half stand par khadi kar diya,
Rani- Kya yahi se hame aage chalna hai??
Main- Haan...yaha se ham paidal hi jayege,
Soniya di- Kitni door hoga yaha se gurudev ka aashram?
Main- Paidal chalne me dedh ghante lagte hain,
Rani(Shocked)- Kya...Dedh ghante??? Matlab hame dedh ghante paidal chalna hoga, my god...bhai main to itna chal hi nahi paaugi,
Soniya di- Main bhi nahi chal paaugi vicky, ham iske aage bhi bike se hi chalte hain na,
Rani- Di bilkul sahi kah rahi hain bhai...ham teeno bike aur scooty se hi chalte hain,
Main- Nahi ja sakte, kyo ki bike ya scooty ke liye ye raasta sahi nahi hai, is liye ham teeno ko paidal hi yaha se aage jana hoga, main jab pahli baar gurudev se milne aaya tha to yaha se paidal hi gaya tha,
Meri is baat se meri dono bahno ke chehre dekhne laayak ho gaye, main samajh sakta tha unki haalat, kyo ki un dono ne life me kabhi itna paidal chala hi nahi tha, wo nazuk si thi...ye jangal ye jangal ka ye raasta dekh kar hi unki haalat kharaab ho gayi thi,
Soniya di- Vicky tere paas to shaktiya hai na...tu ek kaam kar apni un shaktiyo ke dwara hi gurudev ke paas le chal, ye sabse best rahega,
Main- Har chhoti chhoti baato ke liye shaktiyo ka prayog nahi kiya jata di..aur na hi karna chahiye, aise me insaan akarmandya aur aalsi ho jata hai, jabki hona ye chahiye ki har insaan ko sabse pahle shareerik parishram hi karna chahiye, haan agar koi aur chara hi na ho to aakhir me aisa karna chahiye,
Soniya di- Chal theek hai vicky, ham paida hi chalenge,
Rani- Haan ab kar bhi kya sakte hain?
Main un dono ki in baato se man hi man muskuraya..fir maine bike aur scooty ko apni shakti se adrishya kar diya, dono bahne ye dekh hairaan rah gayi, maine unhe apne sath liya aur jangal ke andar ki taraf badh gaya,
Jangal ke andar ghane pedh aur jhaadiya thi...beech beech me kahi kahi badi badi pattharo ki chattane bhi thi, is jangal me aage badhne ke liye khud hi raasta banana padta tha, main aage aage badh raha tha aur dono bahne ke liye raasta bhi banata ja raha tha,
Rani- Hye bhai kaise ham is jangal se paar honge? Yaha to raasta bhi saaf nahi hai, ham logo ke sare kapde bhi gande ho jayege,
Soniya di- Oye chup chaap chalti rah...kuch pane ke liye bahut kuch khona bhi padta hai...aur kast bhi sahna padta hai,
Rani- Wo to main bhi janti hu di,
Soniya di- To jab janti hai to ro kyo rahi hai?
Main- Aaj isko pata chalega ki jab khud mehnat aur kast sahna padta hai tab kitna maja aata hai, kaam dhaam to kuch karti nahi..bas rani saahiba ban kar khana khana jaanti hai ye,
Rani- Aur aapne to jaise sara aasmaan apne hi sir par utha rakha hai..hai na??
Main- Isme koi shak hai kya? Maine to sare bramhaand ki suraksha ka bhaar hi sir par utha rakha hai, puchh lo di se,
Soniya di- Haan ye to tune sahi kaha vicky, tune to sach me hi sare bramhaand ki suraksha ka bhaar uthaya huwa hai,
Rani- Haan to isme kaun si badi baat hai, mujhe apni baaho me utha kar yaha se le chale tab main maanu ki haan inhone ye bhaar utha rakha hoga,
Main uski baat par has pada..main janta tha ki ye bahut der tak paidal nahi chal payegi, isi liye aisa bol rahi hai,
Soniya di- Oye tujhe kyo uthayega vicky? Pahle mujhe uthayega...kyo ki main badi hu..hai na vicky??
Main- Ye aap dono kya baate kar rahi ho? Jaldi jaldi chaliye hame fir vaapis bhi aana hai,
Rani- Bhai aap pahle mujhe uthayenge na?
Soniya di- Vicky tu pahle mujhe uthayega na...??
Rani- Nahi...pahle mujhe,
Soniya di- Oye chup kar tu, vicky pahle mujhe uthayega. Kyo ki main badi hu,
Rani- Nahi na di, main to sabse chhoti hu...is liye sabse pahle mujhe uthana chahiye, warna main aap dono se kabhi baat nahi karugi,
Soniya di- Achhi theek hai, vicky sabse pahle tujhe hi uthayega, ab khush??
Rani- Yeeee....
Main in dono ki baate sun sun kar hairaan bhi tha aur khush bhi, khush is liye kyo ki dono hi bachcho ki tarah lad rahi thi,
Main- Dekhiye main kisi ko nahi uthane wala, yahi baat agar main kahta ki mujhe kaun uthayega sabse pahle to?
Meri is baat se dono ke chamakte chehre jaise bujh se gaye, dono ne roni si surat bana li, aur dekhte hi dekhte dono ki aankho me aashu aa gaye, ye dekh main bechain ho gaya...aur pareshan bhi, man hi man bhagwan se kaha ye kaha fasa diya aapne mujhe?
Main- Achha theek hai main dono ko uthaauga...lekin thodi door ke baad aap dono ko fir apne se hi paidal chalna hoga,
Rani- Koi jarurat nahi hai, main paidal hi chal loongi, aap di ko utha lijiye aur le chaliye,
Soniya di- Mujhe bhi paidal hi chalna hai, chalo ab..ruko mat,
Main samajh haya ki dono naraz ho gayi hain, ya fir aisa bhi ho sakta tha ki mujhe dono hi emotional blackmail karne ka soch liya tha,
Main- Are waah isse achha to kuch hai hi nahi, main bhi itne bhaari bhaari bojh uthane se bach gaya...thanks god,
Dono ek sath- Kyaaaa? Ham bhaari bojh hain????
Main dono ki is harkat is tarah abhinay kiya jaise unki is baat se behad dar gaya hou,
Soniya di- Vicky...jawaab de, ham tujhe bhaari bojh lagte hain???
Main- Aree kaha di...main to majaak kar raha tha, aap dono to bilkul nazuk si kali hain...chhune se bhi fisal jayengi,
Rani- Di inse puchhiye ki ye hamari tareef thi ya hamara majaak tha?
Main(Sakpaka kar)- Tareef hi thi gudiya, bhala main apni bahno ka majaak uda sakta hu.?? Na na bilkul nahi...aisa to main khwaab me bho nahi soch sakta,
Soniya di- Fir theek hai, chal hamne maaf kiya tujhe, lekin ab gudiya ko utha aur le chal, uske baad mujhe bhi utha kar le chalega,
Main- Jo hukum deviyo, lekin main aap dono ko ek sath hi utha kar le chalta hu, theek rahega na??
Soniya di- Ek sath kaise hame utha kar le chalega tu??
Main- Very simple di, aap me se koi ek meri peeth par chadh jaao aur ek mere samne se aa jaao,
Meri is baat se dono ne ek dusre ki taraf dekha, aankho aankho me hi dono ki jaise baate huyi,
Soniya di- Theek hai, ye sabse badhiya rahega,
Rani- Di aap bhai ki peeth par chadh jaiye, aur main bhai ke samne se unki gond me chadh jaaugi,
Maine man hi man socha chal beta gadha ban ja ab, Udhar soniya di meri peeth ki taraf aa kar meri peeth par chadh gayi, unhone apne dono hatho ko meri gardan ke ird gird fasa liya aur apne dono pairo ko mere dono side se nikaal kar mere pet ke paas kainchi ki tarah fasa liya, taaki wo gire na,
Rani ne jab di ko dekh ki wo meri peeth par chadh agyi hain to wo bhi mere samne aa kar khadi ho gayi,
Rani(Muskura kar)- Ab mujhe uthaiye aur apne seene se chipka lijiye,
Main- Daant kyo dikha rahi hai..chal aa ja ab, vaise bhi bahut der ho rahi hai,
Maine rani ko uski kamar es pakad kar utha liya, usne jaldi se apne dono hatho ko mere gale ke dono taraf rakh liya aur pairo ko mere side se nikaal kar meri kamar me faas liya,
Ab aap samajh sakte hain ki ham teeno ki kya position ban gayi hogi, dono mujhe kisi fevicol ki tarah chipki huyi thi, dono ke badan ke nazuk hisse meri peeth aur chhaati par dhase huye the, jo mujhe vichlit sa kar rahe the, itna hi nahi dono ki garm garm saanse meri gardan par pad rahi thi,
Main- Ab chale..???
Dono ek sath- Haan ji..
Rani kabhi mujhse chipak kar apna sir mere kandhe me rakh leti to kabhi waha es hata kar mere chehre ko dekhne lagti...aur sath sath muskurati bhi jati...
Mujhe un dono bhaar bilkul bhi nahi mahsoos ho raha tha, aisa lagta tha jaise ye dono sookhe patto ki boriya ho, maine aapko pahle hbi bataya tha ki mujhme aam insaano se kahi jyada taakat thi,
Main apne ek hath se jhaadiya ahtate huye aage badhta hi ja raha tha, ham me se koi kuch nahi bol raha tha, ye ek ajeeb abat maine mahsoos ki,
Main- Kya huwa...neend aa gayi kya aap logo ko??
Rani- Bhai main to jag hi rahi hu lekin lagta hai di aapki peeth par sir rakhe so gayi hain, shayad ahbut araam aur sukoon mil raha hai unko,
Main- Achha, aur tujhe nahi mil raha araam aur sukoon??
Rani- Mil raha hai bhai, yahi to sabse jyada araam uar sukoon mil raha hai, aisa lagta hai jaise kabhi is jagah se door hi na jaaye,
Main- Achha, chal theek hai, main tujhe lautte samay is jagah par hi chhod jaauga, fir jitna chaahe utna araam uar sukoon leti rahna,
Rani- Ufffo bhai main is jangal ki baat ahni kar rahi,
Main- Ohh fir kiski baat kar rahi aih tu??
Rani- Aapki bhai...aapki baaho ki baat kar rahi hu main, kasam se bhai...aapki baaho me bada sukoon mil raha aih mujhe, kya aisa nahi ho sakta bhai ki main hamesha isi tarah aapki baaho me rahu??
Main- Ye kya kah rahi tu?? Tu hosh me to hai na??
Rani(Chaunkte huye)- Kyo kya huwa bhai? Maine kuch galat kah diya??
Main- Aree pagal bhala aisa bhi kahi hota hai? Shadi tak to theek hai lekin shadi ke baad to tujhe meri in baaho se door apne piya ek ghar jana hi padega na?
Rani- Nahi bhai nahi..main kahi nahi jaaugi, aur na hi shadi karugi kisi se, main to hamesha aapke sath hi rahugi marte dam tak,
Main- Aisa nahi hota gudiya, har ladki ko ek din apne mata pita aur bhai ko chhod kar apne piya ke ghar jana hi hota hai, tujhe bhi ek din jana padega, lekin pahle di ki shadi hogi...jab wo chali jayengi tab unke baad ek din tu bhi chali jayegi, yahi is sansaar ka niyam hai,
Rani- Main kisi niyam ko nahi maanti bhai, maine kah diya na ki main hamesha aapke hi sath rahugi to rahugi, na mujhe kisi se shadi karni hai aur na hi kisi piya ke ghar jana hai,
Main- Aisa har ladki apne mata pita aur bhai se pyaar aur sneh ke kaaran kahti hai lekin use bhi pata hota hai ki ke din use apne in rishto ko chhod kar chale jana hai,
Rani- Lekin main kahi nahi jaaugi bhai, mujhe hamesha aapke paas hi rahna hai, aur ye main yu hi nahi kah rahi hu, balki sach kah rahi hu,
Main uski ye baat sun kar chup rah gaya, main to achhi tarah janta tha ki rani aisa kyo akh rahi thi, lekin main uske mukh se asaliyat sunna chaahta tha, maine mahsoos kiya ki mere pichhe gardan ke paas kuchh geela geela sa aur garam sa baar baar gir raha hai, aur achanak hi mujhe samajh aa gaya ki wo kya hai, wo aanshu the...jo soniya di ki aankho se bah kar meri gardan par gir rahe the, main samajh gaya ki soniya di soyi nahi aihn balki jaag rahi hain aur hamari saari baate sun bhi rahi hain,
Ek hi raah ke do musafir thi dono, yaani dono mujhse prem karti thi, aur dono ke man me ek hi vichaar tha ki ab wo hamesha mere hi paas rahengi, lekin soniya di ke aanshu bahne ka kaaran ye tha ki main rani se wo sab kah raha tha jo hakikat baate thi, jabki wo dono to kuch aur hi chaahti thi,
Tabhi main chaunka, rani ne jab dekha ki main chup ho gaya hu to usne apne dono hatho ko mere kandho se hata kar apne unhi dono hatho me chehra le liya aur mujhe apni taraf dekhne ke liye mera chehra upar ki taraf kiya,
Maine rani ki taraf dekha. Uski aankho me aanshu the, wah ajeeb hi tarah es mujhe dekhe ja rahi thi, uski aankho me kuch tha...jaise aankho se hi kah rahi ho ki...main aapko chhod kar ab kahi nahi ja sakti...kyo ki main aapse bahut pyaar karti hu, ab aapse door jane ka koi sawaal hi nahi hai,
Main uski aankho ki baat samajh gaya tha, lekin bola kuch nahi, maine apne chehre ko uske hatho se khich kar niche raasto ko dekhne laga...aur fir se chal apda aage,
Rani- Kya huwa bhai...aap achanak ek dam se chup kyo ho gaye??
Main- Aree main chup nahi huwa gudiya, lekin agar teri baato me laga raha to gurudev ke paas pahuchne me bahut der ho jayegi,
Rani- Kya meri baate aapko kadvi lagi bhai? Mujhe aisa kyo lagta hai ki aap meri baato ko taalna chaahte hain? Ya fir sunna hi nahi chaahte hain,
Main- Tu paagal ho gayi hai gudiya, jane kya anaap shanaap bolti rahti hai,
Rani- Jhooth mat boliye bhai, main janti hu ki aap achhi tarah samajh rahe hain ki main kya kahna chahti hu?
Main- Are mujh me tere jaisi akal nahi hai gudiya, is liye mujhe samajh nahi aaya ki tu kya kah rahi hai ya kya kahna chaahti hai?
Meri is baat se rani achanak hi bechain si nazar aane lagi, uske chehre par nirasha aur udaasi chha gayi, main janta tha ki wo mujhse apne prem ki baat karna chaahti aur use jatana chaahti hai, lekin use khul kar kahne me bhay lag raha tha, uske andar jhijhak laaj aur sankoch bhara huwa tha,
Rani- Aap banne ki kosis mat kijiye bhai, aap jante hain ki main aapse kya kahna chaahti hu, fir bhi aap na samajhne ki baat kar rahe hain,
Main- Aaj kya ho gaya hai tujhe gudiya?
Rani- Mujhe nahi pata bhai, main nahi janti ki mujhe kya ho gaya hai, lekin itna janti hu jo huwa hai wo mujhe chain se ab jeene nahi dega,
Kahte kahte hi rani mere kandhe me chehra chhupa kar hichkiyaa le lekar rone lagi, main samajh sakta tha, use apni bebasi par rona aaya tha, uski bebasi yahi thi ki wo khul kar mujhe apne prem ka ijhaar nahi kar pa rahi thi, usne jatane ki kosis ki lekin main sab kuch jaante samajhte huye bhi nasamjh hone ka naatak karta raha tha, bhala koi ladki khud pahle pahal karke kaise apne prem ka ijhaar kar sakti thi? Wo bhi tab jabki uska premi uska hi bhai ho?
Rani ke is tarah bilakh bilakh kar rone se main ruk gaya, mujhse uska rona saha nahi ja raha tha, maine use meri gond se utarne ko kaha, utarne ki baat sun kar rani ka rona ek dam se band ho gaya, usne mere kandhe se apna sir uthar meri tarah dekha,
Rani(Meri gond se utar kar)- Kya huwa bhai? Mujhe utarne ko kyo kaha aapne?
Main- Tu janti hai na ki main tujhe rote huye nahi dekh sakta, fir kyo ro rahi hai tu?
Rani- Sorry bhai, lekin ye mere bas me nahi hai ab, ab to aisa lagta hai jaise har pal rona hi mukaddar ban gaya hai,
Main(Chaun Kar)- Ye kya kah rahi hai gudiya? Are pagli aisa kyo bol rahi hai tu, tera bhai tujhe ek pal bhi rone nahi dega, chal ab chup hoja,
Rani- Ab aap kuch nahi kar sakenge bhai, aapki dono bahno ka mukaddar bigad chuka hai, unko aisa rog lag gaya hai jiski sansaar me koi dawa hi nahi hai,
Main- Mere paas sansaar ke har rog ki dawa hai gudiya, bas ek baar ye pata chal jaye ki meri bahno ko aakhir kis cheej ka ya kiska rog laga hai?
Rani- Wo rog bada bhayankar hai bhai, bahut peeda deta hai, har pal bas rone ka dil karta hai, apni bahno ko us rog se bacha lijiye bhai, warna wo tadap tadap kar amr jayengi,
Main- Aree par main kaise bacha lu gudiya? Mujhe pata to chale ki meri bahno ko aakhir kiska rog laga hai?
Rani- Kaise bataau bhai? Mujhme itni himmat hi nahi hai ki uske bare me aapko bata saku, bas aap samajh jaaiye na,
Maine kuch der sochne ka naatak kiya, mujhe apni bahan par behad pyaar aur taras hib aa raha tha, lekin meri bhi jaise jid thi ki uske mukh se hi sunuga,
Main- Kahi aisa to nahi ki meri bahno ko kisi se prem ho gaya ho? Kyo ki prem hi aisi cheej hai jisme aisa kuch hota hai,
Rani(Khushi se)- Haan bhai, aapne sahi pahchana, aapki bahno ko prem ho gaya hai,
Main- Ohh to ye baat hai, lekin ye samajh me nahi aa raha ki ek hi time par meri dono bahno ko kisi se prem kaise ho gaya? Aur agar ho hi gaya hai to wo khush naseeb kaun hain, jinhone meri bahno ko apne prem ka rogi bana diya? Jaldi batao gudiya..Kaun hain wo??
Mere is sawaal par rani ke chehre jo abhi khushi aayi thi wo ek dam se gaayab ho gayi, wo fir se mujhe is tarah dekhne lagi jaise kah rahi ho ki...kyo meri jaan lene par tule huye hain bhai? Kyo itna tadpa rahe ho hame?
Main- Kya huwa? Jaldi bataao na...kaun hain wo khush naseeb?
Rani- Itna mat tadpaaiye bhai..kyo meri jaan lene par tule huye hain aap? Ek hi baar me gala ghont kar jaan se maar dijiye na,
Main(Gussa hokar)- Ye kya bakvaas kar rahi hai tu?
Rani- To aur kya karu main? Sab kuch jante samajhte huye bhi aap anjaan ban rahe hain aur hame tadpa rahe hain?
Main- Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha ki kya akbe ja rahi hai tu? Chal ab ye sab chhod hame der ho rahi hai,
Rani- Nahi bhai plz....Ruk jaiye na, agar aap yahi chaahte hain ki main khud hi saaf saaf aapse kahu to theek hai, lekin....pahle aap mujhse promise kijiye ki main jo kuch bhi kahugi use sun kar aap na naraaj honge aur na hi gussa karenge,
Main- Ye kya baat huyi??
Rani- Bhai plz..
Main- Okk fine, i promise you,
Rani ne apni ankahe band kar li aur gahri gahri saanse lene lagi, jaise khud ko taiyaar kar rahi ho us sab ke liye jo wah batana chaahti hai, idhar mere dil ki dhadkane bhi badh gayi thi,
Rani- Bhai...a aapki dono bahne jisse prem karti hain wo koi aur nahi balki aap hi hain, ham dono aapse hi prem karti hain,
Main(Chaunkne ka naatak karke)- Whtaaaatttt???
Rani- Bhai aapne promise kiya tha ki aap naraaj ya gussa nahi honge,
Ye kahte hi rani rneo lagi, uski aankho se ganga jamuna bahne lagi, maine socha ki chalo ab bahut ho gaya, ab aur apni bahno ko satana ya tadpana theek nahi hai,
Maine aage badh kar rani ko pakad kar ek jhatke me apne seene se laga liya,
Main- Chal ab ro mat meri jaan, tu apne exam me paas ho gayi hai,
Rani(Meri taraf dekhte huye)- Kya matlab??
Main- Ye sab to main shuru se hi jaanta tha ki meri dono bahne mujhse behad prem karne lagi hain, lekin main dekhna chaahta tha ki meri bahne apne prem ko kab aur kaise mere samne prakat karti hain?
Tabhi soniya di meri peeth es utar saamne aayi aur ek jhatke se mujhse lipat kar rone lagi,
Soniya di- Jab sab kuch jante the to chup kyo the abhi tak? Kyo itne dino se tadpa rahe hain hame, aap nahi jante ki ab tak ham dono kitna tadpi hain, aapko sochna chahiye tha na ki koi ladki khud pahal nahi karti kabhi...wo to bas apne prem ko jata sakti hai, lekin aapko to hame tadpane me maja aata tha na,
Main soniya di ke mukh se apne liye AAP sun kar chakit rah gaya tha, aur sach kahu to unke mukh se apne liye AAP sun kar mujhe bahut achha bhi lag raha tha,
Main- To kya aapko mere dwara is tarah tadpane me ek meetha ehsaas nahi huwa? Aur ye kya di...aap mujhe tu se Aap kyo kahne lagi?
Soniya di- Bas mujhe achha lagta hai, aur vaise bhi aapki to sabhi premikaaye aapko aap hi kahti hain, fir bhala main kyo nahi aapko aap kah sakti? Aur haan ab se aap mujhe aap nahi tum hi kahege aur mujhe mere naam se bulayenge,
Main(Muskura kar)- Achha ji, to is prem ne itna bada pariwartan kar diya,
Rani- Ek baat meri bhi hai,
Main(Muskura kar)- Ji aap bhi farmaaiye,
Rani- Ab se hamare beech bhai bahan ka rishta nahi raha, duniya ki nazar me bhale hi ho lekin ab se main aapko bhai nahi kahugi, aur na hi aap di ko di kahenge,
Main- Okk jaisa aapka hukum,
Soniya- Ab aap ye bataiye ki jab rani ne aapse premi ka ijhaar kiya to aap naraaj ya gussa kyo nahi huye? Jabki ham to yahi soch soch kar dar rahe the ki bhai bahan ke beech is prem ko aap kisi bhi keemat par sweekar nahi karenge balki ham par gussa ho jayenge, par aisa kuch nahi huwa kyo??
Main- Kyo ki mujhe gurudev ne pahle hi bata diya tha ki aisa hoga, iska kaaran ye tha ki shuru me jab birthday party par yakumba ne mujh par hamla kiya tha tab uske waar ko tumne meri dhaal ban kar khud par le liya tha, aur tum yakumba ke us prahaar se behosh ho gayi thi, us wakt tumhara jism mujhse chhuwa huwa tha is liye tum sirf behosh huyi thi warna us prahaar se tumhari jaan bhi ja sakti thi, uske baad jab maine krodh me aa kar aasmaan ki saari bijliyo ko nigal kar yakumba par prahaar kiya to main khud hi behosh ho gaya tha..kyo ki us wakt mujhme apni hi shaktiyo ko samhaalne ka na to gyaan tha aur na hi kshamta, lekin us saari kriya me tumhara shareer mujhse juda hi raha tha is vajah se meri shaktiyo ke kuch ansh tumhare andar chale gaye, aise hi jab dubara hamla huwa to us wakt rani bhi thi aur tum dono ka ih jism mujhse sanyog vash juda huwa tha, us samay bhi waisi hi kriya huyi thi jiske kaaran rani ke andar bhi meri shaktiyo ke kuch ansh chale gaye, is sab ki vajah se parinaam ye huwa ki tum dono ke andar pariwartan aa gaya, aur tum dono mujhse prem karne lagi, meri shaktiyo ke kuch ansh ne tum dono ko meri taraf aakarshit kiya..aur tum dono mujhse jud gayi, gurudev ne bataya ki ye sab ishwar ki hi ichcha se huwa hai, kyo ki is sansaar me sab kuch unki ichcha se hi hota hai, is liye jab ye tay ho gaya ki tum dono bhi meri premikaao ki list me shaamil ho jaaogi to main bhala kaise naraaj ya gussa hota?
Soniya- Oh to ye kaaran hai is sab ka,
Rani- Lekin ab samasya ye hai ki jab hamare ghar walo ko yaani hamare parents ko is sabka pata chalega to kya hoga??
Main- Jab ishwar ne aisa kiya hai to uska koi na koi raasta ya upchaar bhi hoga jo abhi filhaal hame najar nahi aa raha,
Soniya- Mujhe is baat me ishwar se koi shikayat nahi hai ki sune bhai bahan ke beech aisa rishta bana diya jise ye samaaj swikaar nahi karta, balki main to bahut khush hu ki ishwar ne mere andar mere us bhai ke prati atoot prem jaagrit kar diya jis bhai ko main pahle se hi bahut pyaar karti thi, bhale hi wo pyaar bhai bahan wala tha,
Rani- Mujhe bhi iske liye ishwar se koi shikayat nahi hai,
Main- To fir aao aur mere gale lag jaao,
Dono khushi khushi mere gale me jhool gayi, rani ko achanak hi jnae kya soojha ki usne kisi ko pata chalne se pahle hi lapka kra mere hotho ko choom liya aur fir sharma kar jaldi se mere seene me apna chehra chhupa liya usne, uski is harkat se main aur soniya hairaan rah gaye, soniya mujhe aas bhari najro se dekhe ja rahi thi, maine apni palke jhapka kar ijajat de di,
Soniya ne apne baye hath ki hatheli meri dono aankho par rakhi aur fir haule se aage badh kar usne mere hotho ko pahle chooma fir uchak kar mere hotho ko apne hotho ke beech daba kar choosne lagi,
Uski is harkat se mere andar ek tej jhurjhuri si daudti chali gayi, maine apna ek hath uski kamar me rakha aur ek hath ukse sir ke peeche, fir maine bhi uske hotho ko apne hotho me daba kar chusne laga, gulaab ki pankhudiyo jaise hotho me shahad si mithaas thi,
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Ab Tak.......
Soniya di- Haan ye theek rahega, school collage ki chhutti hone ke time par hi ham vaapas aa jayenge,
Main- That's it,
Soniya di ne rani ki taraf dekha, wo so gayi thi, use sote dekh soniya di muskuraayi,
Soniya di- Ye to yahi so gayi, chal koi baat nahi, sone de ise yahi par, vaise kya main bhi tere sath hi so jaau vicky?
Main- Jaisa aapka dil kare di,
Soniya di- To fir main yahi tere sath hi so jati hu, chal good night sweet heart,
Main- Achha ji wseet heart??
Soniya id kuch na boli, bas muskura kar mujhse chipak gayi, tabhi aimne mahsoos kiya ki peechhe seerani bhi mujhse chipak gayi thi, ye dekh maine muskura akr apni aankhe band kar li,
Ab Aage.....
Subah jab meri neend khuli to us wakt 4 bajne wale the, mujhe khayaal aaya ki dhyaan lagana hai, is liye maine uthne ki kosis ki lekin uth nahi paya kyo ki mere dono taraf se meri dono bahne mere upar mere seene me sir aur apna ek ek hath rakhe maje se so rahi thi, ye dekh kar main muskura utha, main janta tha ki ye dono mujhse behad pyaar karne lagi hain, par sirf mere jaanne bas se kya hoga?? Unhe to khud hi apne prem ka ijhaar karna hoga mujhse,
Maine kisi tarah un dono ko aahista se apne upar se hata kar unhe theek se litaya, aur fir aahista se hi bed se utar kar dono ki taraf dekha, dono duniya jahaan se bekhabar so rahi thi, dono ke chehre par sansaar bhar ki maasumiyat vidyamaan thi, unko dekh kar mujhe un par bada pyaar aaya, maine jhuk kar baari baari se dono ke maathe par halke se chooma aur fir palat kar seedha bathroom me ghus gaya,
Bathroom se fresh hone ke baad main vaapas room me aaya aur ek taraf rakhi chataayi ko farsh par bichha kar main usi me dhyaan lagane ke liye baith gaya, dhyaan me mujhe gurudev dikhe...maine man hi man unko pranaam kiya aur unse kaha ki aaj main apni dono bahno ko lekar aapke paas aa raha hu, to unhone kaha theek hai vats ham to tum logo ko bulane ka soch hi rahe the...achha huwa tum khud hi hamare paas aa rahe ho, maine unhe pranaam kiya to gurudev lupt ho gaye, gurudev ke gayab hone ke baad maine apni shakti niyantra anjali ka dhyaan lagaya, kuch hi pal me uski awaaj aayi...kahiye dev kaise yaad kiya dasi ko? Maine man me hi has kar kaha...daas main hu tumhara...ibadat to main karta hu tumhari...to usne kaha..achha ji...par main to yahi manti hu ki main aapki daasi hu..aur aap mere sab kuch, maine kaha iska nirnay karna bahut kathin hai priye..is liye jaisa hai vaisa hi rahne dijiye, fir maine anjali ko bataya ki aaj maine apni dono bahno ko lekar gurudev ke paas ja raha hu, to usne kaha...aisi aapki ichha, aapne is sabke liye mujhse puchha ye mere liye saubhaagya ki baat hai, uske baad kuch aur meri usse baate huyi fir main vaapas dhyaan me baith gaya,
Jab maine dhyaan lagane ke baad apni aankhe kholi to dekha mere saamne meri dono bahne bhi meri taraf muh karke farsh par meri tarah dhyaan lagaye baithi thi, main unhe is tarah dhyaan lagaye dekh chaunk gaya fir ye soch kar mere hotho par muskaan fail gayi ki meri bahne shayad prem ke vasibhoot hokar ab kuch bhi karne ko taiyaar ho gayi hain,
Main un dono ko kuch der aise hi dekhta raha uske baad maine un dono ko dhyaan se baahar nikaal uthaya, wo dono mujhe is tarah dekh kar muskuraayi aur mere seene se chhupak gayi...jane kya chal raha tha unke man me? Main chaahta to unke man ki jaan leta lekin mujhe thik nahi laga is liye maine unhe apne se alag kar dono ke maathe par kiss kiya aur neeche jane ke liye kah diya,
Soniya di- Vicky tune hame jagaya kyo nahi subah? Agar jaga dete to ham bhi teri tarah dhyaan lagate,
Main- To abhi dhyaan hi lagaya huwa tha aap dono ne?
Rani- Wo to ham abhi kuch der pahle hi dhyaan lagane baithe the, aap to do ghante se dhyaan me baithe the,
Main- Achha, chaliye koi baat nahi kal se jaga diya karuga, lekin daily nahi jagaauga,
Soniya di- Daily kyo nahi???
Main- Kyo ki ye sab aapko khud hi karna hoga, aap dono ki neend dhyaan ke time par khud hi khul jani chaahiye, kisi ko aapko jagana na pade, jaise meri neend dhyaan ke time par apne aap hi khul jati hai....mujhe koi jagata nahi hai,
Rani- Par bhai hamari neend to us wakt khul hi nahi sakti,
Main- Ye aapki problem hai, aapko aisa kuch karna padega ki aapki neend apne time par jarur khul jaye,
Soniya di- To fir tu hi bata vicky, ham aisa kya kare ki hamari neend sahi time par khul jaya kare??
Main- Har cheej ka ek time table banaaiye...aur us par amal kijiye, shuru shuru me dikkat hogi lekin uske baad fir aadat pad jayegi us sabki,
Soniya di- Chal theek hai ham kosis karenge, lekin abhi kuch din to tujhe hi hame jaga kar uthana padega,
Main- Theek hai di, ab chaliye hame collage ke liye nikalna bhi hai, yaad hai na kal kya kaha tha maine??
Rani- Achhi tarah yaad hai bhai...
Main(Chaunk Kar)- Tujhe kaise yaad hai tu to so gayi thi na?
Soniya di bhi rani ki is baat se chaunki thi, rani ko apni galti ka jab pata chala to bechari jhemp gayi,
Rani- Are wo na mere kaan to khule hi the na, is liye mere kaano ne sab sun liya tha,
Main(Has kar)- Achha....
Uske wo dono apne apne room me taiyaar hone ke liye chali gayi, tabhi mere room me mom aayi,
Mom- Good morning my dearest son, ye le garma garam chaay,
Main- Good morning my dearest and sweetest mom,
Mom- Oho dearest and sweetest...kya baat hai aaj to mera beta bada apni mom ko pyaar ke bol bol raha hai,
Main- Haan to kya huwa mom, kya nahi bol sakta aisa?
Mom- Are kyo nahi, bilkul bol sakta hai...jo chaahe bol sakta hai,
Main- Oh mom...i love u so much,
Mom- Love u too mere bete, chal ab jaldi se taiyaar ho ja, maine breakfast ready kar diya hai,
Main- Ok mom, aap chaliye main bas do minute me aata hu,
Mom- Theek hai,
Ye kah kar mom chali gayi, aur main chaay pine laga, uske baad main taiyaar huwa aur neeche aa gaya, dining table par dad pahle se hi baithe mera wait kar rahe the, unke hath me news paper tha,
Main- Good morning dad..
Dad- Morning beta,
Mere dad jyada baat nahi karte the, wo tabhi bolte the jab kisi baat ko kahna ho, baaki wo chup hi rahte the, pyaar jatana unko nahi aata tha..lekin pyaar wo sabse bahut jyada karte the,
Kuch der baad soniya di aur rani bhi aa gayi..aur mere agal bagal baith gayi, ye first time tha nahi to wo sono samne baithti thi, mere bagal me hamesha mom baithti thi...kyo ki jyadatar wo apne hath se hi mujhe khilati thi,
Un dono ke is tarah baithte hi dad ne dono ki taraf bari bari se dekha fir wo vapas news paper read karne lage, thodi hi der me mom kitchen se aayi aur sabko breakfast diya,
Break fast ke baad dad chale gaye, unke jane ke baad ham teeno bhi jane lage to mom ne hamesha ki tarah ham teeno ke mathe par kiss kiya aur kuch naseehate dekar hame vida kiya,
Rani ne apno scooty aur maine apni bike nikali, meri bike me mere peeche soniya di baith gayi..jabki rani apni scooty me hi thi, ham teeno waha se nikle,
Kuch hi der me ham main road par aa gaye, maine rani ko apne sath aane ka kaha to wo mere peeche hi apni scooty se aane lagi,
Kareeb aadhe baad ham shahar ke baahri side aa gaye...jaha road ke left side me kuch hi doori se jangal shuru hota tha, is road par bahut kam hi waahan chalte the, jyadatar ye road khaali hi rahti thi, maine apni bike ko sadak se neeche utaar kar jangal ki taraf badh gaya. Mere peeche peeche rani bhi schooty se aa rahi thi,
Kuch hi pal me ham teeno jangal ke kinare side par aa kar khade ho gaye, maine jab bike roki to soniya di neeche utar gayi, udhar rani bhi scooty se niche utar kar scooty ko half stand par khadi kar diya,
Rani- Kya yahi se hame aage chalna hai??
Main- Haan...yaha se ham paidal hi jayege,
Soniya di- Kitni door hoga yaha se gurudev ka aashram?
Main- Paidal chalne me dedh ghante lagte hain,
Rani(Shocked)- Kya...Dedh ghante??? Matlab hame dedh ghante paidal chalna hoga, my god...bhai main to itna chal hi nahi paaugi,
Soniya di- Main bhi nahi chal paaugi vicky, ham iske aage bhi bike se hi chalte hain na,
Rani- Di bilkul sahi kah rahi hain bhai...ham teeno bike aur scooty se hi chalte hain,
Main- Nahi ja sakte, kyo ki bike ya scooty ke liye ye raasta sahi nahi hai, is liye ham teeno ko paidal hi yaha se aage jana hoga, main jab pahli baar gurudev se milne aaya tha to yaha se paidal hi gaya tha,
Meri is baat se meri dono bahno ke chehre dekhne laayak ho gaye, main samajh sakta tha unki haalat, kyo ki un dono ne life me kabhi itna paidal chala hi nahi tha, wo nazuk si thi...ye jangal ye jangal ka ye raasta dekh kar hi unki haalat kharaab ho gayi thi,
Soniya di- Vicky tere paas to shaktiya hai na...tu ek kaam kar apni un shaktiyo ke dwara hi gurudev ke paas le chal, ye sabse best rahega,
Main- Har chhoti chhoti baato ke liye shaktiyo ka prayog nahi kiya jata di..aur na hi karna chahiye, aise me insaan akarmandya aur aalsi ho jata hai, jabki hona ye chahiye ki har insaan ko sabse pahle shareerik parishram hi karna chahiye, haan agar koi aur chara hi na ho to aakhir me aisa karna chahiye,
Soniya di- Chal theek hai vicky, ham paida hi chalenge,
Rani- Haan ab kar bhi kya sakte hain?
Main un dono ki in baato se man hi man muskuraya..fir maine bike aur scooty ko apni shakti se adrishya kar diya, dono bahne ye dekh hairaan rah gayi, maine unhe apne sath liya aur jangal ke andar ki taraf badh gaya,
Jangal ke andar ghane pedh aur jhaadiya thi...beech beech me kahi kahi badi badi pattharo ki chattane bhi thi, is jangal me aage badhne ke liye khud hi raasta banana padta tha, main aage aage badh raha tha aur dono bahne ke liye raasta bhi banata ja raha tha,
Rani- Hye bhai kaise ham is jangal se paar honge? Yaha to raasta bhi saaf nahi hai, ham logo ke sare kapde bhi gande ho jayege,
Soniya di- Oye chup chaap chalti rah...kuch pane ke liye bahut kuch khona bhi padta hai...aur kast bhi sahna padta hai,
Rani- Wo to main bhi janti hu di,
Soniya di- To jab janti hai to ro kyo rahi hai?
Main- Aaj isko pata chalega ki jab khud mehnat aur kast sahna padta hai tab kitna maja aata hai, kaam dhaam to kuch karti nahi..bas rani saahiba ban kar khana khana jaanti hai ye,
Rani- Aur aapne to jaise sara aasmaan apne hi sir par utha rakha hai..hai na??
Main- Isme koi shak hai kya? Maine to sare bramhaand ki suraksha ka bhaar hi sir par utha rakha hai, puchh lo di se,
Soniya di- Haan ye to tune sahi kaha vicky, tune to sach me hi sare bramhaand ki suraksha ka bhaar uthaya huwa hai,
Rani- Haan to isme kaun si badi baat hai, mujhe apni baaho me utha kar yaha se le chale tab main maanu ki haan inhone ye bhaar utha rakha hoga,
Main uski baat par has pada..main janta tha ki ye bahut der tak paidal nahi chal payegi, isi liye aisa bol rahi hai,
Soniya di- Oye tujhe kyo uthayega vicky? Pahle mujhe uthayega...kyo ki main badi hu..hai na vicky??
Main- Ye aap dono kya baate kar rahi ho? Jaldi jaldi chaliye hame fir vaapis bhi aana hai,
Rani- Bhai aap pahle mujhe uthayenge na?
Soniya di- Vicky tu pahle mujhe uthayega na...??
Rani- Nahi...pahle mujhe,
Soniya di- Oye chup kar tu, vicky pahle mujhe uthayega. Kyo ki main badi hu,
Rani- Nahi na di, main to sabse chhoti hu...is liye sabse pahle mujhe uthana chahiye, warna main aap dono se kabhi baat nahi karugi,
Soniya di- Achhi theek hai, vicky sabse pahle tujhe hi uthayega, ab khush??
Rani- Yeeee....
Main in dono ki baate sun sun kar hairaan bhi tha aur khush bhi, khush is liye kyo ki dono hi bachcho ki tarah lad rahi thi,
Main- Dekhiye main kisi ko nahi uthane wala, yahi baat agar main kahta ki mujhe kaun uthayega sabse pahle to?
Meri is baat se dono ke chamakte chehre jaise bujh se gaye, dono ne roni si surat bana li, aur dekhte hi dekhte dono ki aankho me aashu aa gaye, ye dekh main bechain ho gaya...aur pareshan bhi, man hi man bhagwan se kaha ye kaha fasa diya aapne mujhe?
Main- Achha theek hai main dono ko uthaauga...lekin thodi door ke baad aap dono ko fir apne se hi paidal chalna hoga,
Rani- Koi jarurat nahi hai, main paidal hi chal loongi, aap di ko utha lijiye aur le chaliye,
Soniya di- Mujhe bhi paidal hi chalna hai, chalo ab..ruko mat,
Main samajh haya ki dono naraz ho gayi hain, ya fir aisa bhi ho sakta tha ki mujhe dono hi emotional blackmail karne ka soch liya tha,
Main- Are waah isse achha to kuch hai hi nahi, main bhi itne bhaari bhaari bojh uthane se bach gaya...thanks god,
Dono ek sath- Kyaaaa? Ham bhaari bojh hain????
Main dono ki is harkat is tarah abhinay kiya jaise unki is baat se behad dar gaya hou,
Soniya di- Vicky...jawaab de, ham tujhe bhaari bojh lagte hain???
Main- Aree kaha di...main to majaak kar raha tha, aap dono to bilkul nazuk si kali hain...chhune se bhi fisal jayengi,
Rani- Di inse puchhiye ki ye hamari tareef thi ya hamara majaak tha?
Main(Sakpaka kar)- Tareef hi thi gudiya, bhala main apni bahno ka majaak uda sakta hu.?? Na na bilkul nahi...aisa to main khwaab me bho nahi soch sakta,
Soniya di- Fir theek hai, chal hamne maaf kiya tujhe, lekin ab gudiya ko utha aur le chal, uske baad mujhe bhi utha kar le chalega,
Main- Jo hukum deviyo, lekin main aap dono ko ek sath hi utha kar le chalta hu, theek rahega na??
Soniya di- Ek sath kaise hame utha kar le chalega tu??
Main- Very simple di, aap me se koi ek meri peeth par chadh jaao aur ek mere samne se aa jaao,
Meri is baat se dono ne ek dusre ki taraf dekha, aankho aankho me hi dono ki jaise baate huyi,
Soniya di- Theek hai, ye sabse badhiya rahega,
Rani- Di aap bhai ki peeth par chadh jaiye, aur main bhai ke samne se unki gond me chadh jaaugi,
Maine man hi man socha chal beta gadha ban ja ab, Udhar soniya di meri peeth ki taraf aa kar meri peeth par chadh gayi, unhone apne dono hatho ko meri gardan ke ird gird fasa liya aur apne dono pairo ko mere dono side se nikaal kar mere pet ke paas kainchi ki tarah fasa liya, taaki wo gire na,
Rani ne jab di ko dekh ki wo meri peeth par chadh agyi hain to wo bhi mere samne aa kar khadi ho gayi,
Rani(Muskura kar)- Ab mujhe uthaiye aur apne seene se chipka lijiye,
Main- Daant kyo dikha rahi hai..chal aa ja ab, vaise bhi bahut der ho rahi hai,
Maine rani ko uski kamar es pakad kar utha liya, usne jaldi se apne dono hatho ko mere gale ke dono taraf rakh liya aur pairo ko mere side se nikaal kar meri kamar me faas liya,
Ab aap samajh sakte hain ki ham teeno ki kya position ban gayi hogi, dono mujhe kisi fevicol ki tarah chipki huyi thi, dono ke badan ke nazuk hisse meri peeth aur chhaati par dhase huye the, jo mujhe vichlit sa kar rahe the, itna hi nahi dono ki garm garm saanse meri gardan par pad rahi thi,
Main- Ab chale..???
Dono ek sath- Haan ji..
Rani kabhi mujhse chipak kar apna sir mere kandhe me rakh leti to kabhi waha es hata kar mere chehre ko dekhne lagti...aur sath sath muskurati bhi jati...
Mujhe un dono bhaar bilkul bhi nahi mahsoos ho raha tha, aisa lagta tha jaise ye dono sookhe patto ki boriya ho, maine aapko pahle hbi bataya tha ki mujhme aam insaano se kahi jyada taakat thi,
Main apne ek hath se jhaadiya ahtate huye aage badhta hi ja raha tha, ham me se koi kuch nahi bol raha tha, ye ek ajeeb abat maine mahsoos ki,
Main- Kya huwa...neend aa gayi kya aap logo ko??
Rani- Bhai main to jag hi rahi hu lekin lagta hai di aapki peeth par sir rakhe so gayi hain, shayad ahbut araam aur sukoon mil raha hai unko,
Main- Achha, aur tujhe nahi mil raha araam aur sukoon??
Rani- Mil raha hai bhai, yahi to sabse jyada araam uar sukoon mil raha hai, aisa lagta hai jaise kabhi is jagah se door hi na jaaye,
Main- Achha, chal theek hai, main tujhe lautte samay is jagah par hi chhod jaauga, fir jitna chaahe utna araam uar sukoon leti rahna,
Rani- Ufffo bhai main is jangal ki baat ahni kar rahi,
Main- Ohh fir kiski baat kar rahi aih tu??
Rani- Aapki bhai...aapki baaho ki baat kar rahi hu main, kasam se bhai...aapki baaho me bada sukoon mil raha aih mujhe, kya aisa nahi ho sakta bhai ki main hamesha isi tarah aapki baaho me rahu??
Main- Ye kya kah rahi tu?? Tu hosh me to hai na??
Rani(Chaunkte huye)- Kyo kya huwa bhai? Maine kuch galat kah diya??
Main- Aree pagal bhala aisa bhi kahi hota hai? Shadi tak to theek hai lekin shadi ke baad to tujhe meri in baaho se door apne piya ek ghar jana hi padega na?
Rani- Nahi bhai nahi..main kahi nahi jaaugi, aur na hi shadi karugi kisi se, main to hamesha aapke sath hi rahugi marte dam tak,
Main- Aisa nahi hota gudiya, har ladki ko ek din apne mata pita aur bhai ko chhod kar apne piya ke ghar jana hi hota hai, tujhe bhi ek din jana padega, lekin pahle di ki shadi hogi...jab wo chali jayengi tab unke baad ek din tu bhi chali jayegi, yahi is sansaar ka niyam hai,
Rani- Main kisi niyam ko nahi maanti bhai, maine kah diya na ki main hamesha aapke hi sath rahugi to rahugi, na mujhe kisi se shadi karni hai aur na hi kisi piya ke ghar jana hai,
Main- Aisa har ladki apne mata pita aur bhai se pyaar aur sneh ke kaaran kahti hai lekin use bhi pata hota hai ki ke din use apne in rishto ko chhod kar chale jana hai,
Rani- Lekin main kahi nahi jaaugi bhai, mujhe hamesha aapke paas hi rahna hai, aur ye main yu hi nahi kah rahi hu, balki sach kah rahi hu,
Main uski ye baat sun kar chup rah gaya, main to achhi tarah janta tha ki rani aisa kyo akh rahi thi, lekin main uske mukh se asaliyat sunna chaahta tha, maine mahsoos kiya ki mere pichhe gardan ke paas kuchh geela geela sa aur garam sa baar baar gir raha hai, aur achanak hi mujhe samajh aa gaya ki wo kya hai, wo aanshu the...jo soniya di ki aankho se bah kar meri gardan par gir rahe the, main samajh gaya ki soniya di soyi nahi aihn balki jaag rahi hain aur hamari saari baate sun bhi rahi hain,
Ek hi raah ke do musafir thi dono, yaani dono mujhse prem karti thi, aur dono ke man me ek hi vichaar tha ki ab wo hamesha mere hi paas rahengi, lekin soniya di ke aanshu bahne ka kaaran ye tha ki main rani se wo sab kah raha tha jo hakikat baate thi, jabki wo dono to kuch aur hi chaahti thi,
Tabhi main chaunka, rani ne jab dekha ki main chup ho gaya hu to usne apne dono hatho ko mere kandho se hata kar apne unhi dono hatho me chehra le liya aur mujhe apni taraf dekhne ke liye mera chehra upar ki taraf kiya,
Maine rani ki taraf dekha. Uski aankho me aanshu the, wah ajeeb hi tarah es mujhe dekhe ja rahi thi, uski aankho me kuch tha...jaise aankho se hi kah rahi ho ki...main aapko chhod kar ab kahi nahi ja sakti...kyo ki main aapse bahut pyaar karti hu, ab aapse door jane ka koi sawaal hi nahi hai,
Main uski aankho ki baat samajh gaya tha, lekin bola kuch nahi, maine apne chehre ko uske hatho se khich kar niche raasto ko dekhne laga...aur fir se chal apda aage,
Rani- Kya huwa bhai...aap achanak ek dam se chup kyo ho gaye??
Main- Aree main chup nahi huwa gudiya, lekin agar teri baato me laga raha to gurudev ke paas pahuchne me bahut der ho jayegi,
Rani- Kya meri baate aapko kadvi lagi bhai? Mujhe aisa kyo lagta hai ki aap meri baato ko taalna chaahte hain? Ya fir sunna hi nahi chaahte hain,
Main- Tu paagal ho gayi hai gudiya, jane kya anaap shanaap bolti rahti hai,
Rani- Jhooth mat boliye bhai, main janti hu ki aap achhi tarah samajh rahe hain ki main kya kahna chahti hu?
Main- Are mujh me tere jaisi akal nahi hai gudiya, is liye mujhe samajh nahi aaya ki tu kya kah rahi hai ya kya kahna chaahti hai?
Meri is baat se rani achanak hi bechain si nazar aane lagi, uske chehre par nirasha aur udaasi chha gayi, main janta tha ki wo mujhse apne prem ki baat karna chaahti aur use jatana chaahti hai, lekin use khul kar kahne me bhay lag raha tha, uske andar jhijhak laaj aur sankoch bhara huwa tha,
Rani- Aap banne ki kosis mat kijiye bhai, aap jante hain ki main aapse kya kahna chaahti hu, fir bhi aap na samajhne ki baat kar rahe hain,
Main- Aaj kya ho gaya hai tujhe gudiya?
Rani- Mujhe nahi pata bhai, main nahi janti ki mujhe kya ho gaya hai, lekin itna janti hu jo huwa hai wo mujhe chain se ab jeene nahi dega,
Kahte kahte hi rani mere kandhe me chehra chhupa kar hichkiyaa le lekar rone lagi, main samajh sakta tha, use apni bebasi par rona aaya tha, uski bebasi yahi thi ki wo khul kar mujhe apne prem ka ijhaar nahi kar pa rahi thi, usne jatane ki kosis ki lekin main sab kuch jaante samajhte huye bhi nasamjh hone ka naatak karta raha tha, bhala koi ladki khud pahle pahal karke kaise apne prem ka ijhaar kar sakti thi? Wo bhi tab jabki uska premi uska hi bhai ho?
Rani ke is tarah bilakh bilakh kar rone se main ruk gaya, mujhse uska rona saha nahi ja raha tha, maine use meri gond se utarne ko kaha, utarne ki baat sun kar rani ka rona ek dam se band ho gaya, usne mere kandhe se apna sir uthar meri tarah dekha,
Rani(Meri gond se utar kar)- Kya huwa bhai? Mujhe utarne ko kyo kaha aapne?
Main- Tu janti hai na ki main tujhe rote huye nahi dekh sakta, fir kyo ro rahi hai tu?
Rani- Sorry bhai, lekin ye mere bas me nahi hai ab, ab to aisa lagta hai jaise har pal rona hi mukaddar ban gaya hai,
Main(Chaun Kar)- Ye kya kah rahi hai gudiya? Are pagli aisa kyo bol rahi hai tu, tera bhai tujhe ek pal bhi rone nahi dega, chal ab chup hoja,
Rani- Ab aap kuch nahi kar sakenge bhai, aapki dono bahno ka mukaddar bigad chuka hai, unko aisa rog lag gaya hai jiski sansaar me koi dawa hi nahi hai,
Main- Mere paas sansaar ke har rog ki dawa hai gudiya, bas ek baar ye pata chal jaye ki meri bahno ko aakhir kis cheej ka ya kiska rog laga hai?
Rani- Wo rog bada bhayankar hai bhai, bahut peeda deta hai, har pal bas rone ka dil karta hai, apni bahno ko us rog se bacha lijiye bhai, warna wo tadap tadap kar amr jayengi,
Main- Aree par main kaise bacha lu gudiya? Mujhe pata to chale ki meri bahno ko aakhir kiska rog laga hai?
Rani- Kaise bataau bhai? Mujhme itni himmat hi nahi hai ki uske bare me aapko bata saku, bas aap samajh jaaiye na,
Maine kuch der sochne ka naatak kiya, mujhe apni bahan par behad pyaar aur taras hib aa raha tha, lekin meri bhi jaise jid thi ki uske mukh se hi sunuga,
Main- Kahi aisa to nahi ki meri bahno ko kisi se prem ho gaya ho? Kyo ki prem hi aisi cheej hai jisme aisa kuch hota hai,
Rani(Khushi se)- Haan bhai, aapne sahi pahchana, aapki bahno ko prem ho gaya hai,
Main- Ohh to ye baat hai, lekin ye samajh me nahi aa raha ki ek hi time par meri dono bahno ko kisi se prem kaise ho gaya? Aur agar ho hi gaya hai to wo khush naseeb kaun hain, jinhone meri bahno ko apne prem ka rogi bana diya? Jaldi batao gudiya..Kaun hain wo??
Mere is sawaal par rani ke chehre jo abhi khushi aayi thi wo ek dam se gaayab ho gayi, wo fir se mujhe is tarah dekhne lagi jaise kah rahi ho ki...kyo meri jaan lene par tule huye hain bhai? Kyo itna tadpa rahe ho hame?
Main- Kya huwa? Jaldi bataao na...kaun hain wo khush naseeb?
Rani- Itna mat tadpaaiye bhai..kyo meri jaan lene par tule huye hain aap? Ek hi baar me gala ghont kar jaan se maar dijiye na,
Main(Gussa hokar)- Ye kya bakvaas kar rahi hai tu?
Rani- To aur kya karu main? Sab kuch jante samajhte huye bhi aap anjaan ban rahe hain aur hame tadpa rahe hain?
Main- Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha ki kya akbe ja rahi hai tu? Chal ab ye sab chhod hame der ho rahi hai,
Rani- Nahi bhai plz....Ruk jaiye na, agar aap yahi chaahte hain ki main khud hi saaf saaf aapse kahu to theek hai, lekin....pahle aap mujhse promise kijiye ki main jo kuch bhi kahugi use sun kar aap na naraaj honge aur na hi gussa karenge,
Main- Ye kya baat huyi??
Rani- Bhai plz..
Main- Okk fine, i promise you,
Rani ne apni ankahe band kar li aur gahri gahri saanse lene lagi, jaise khud ko taiyaar kar rahi ho us sab ke liye jo wah batana chaahti hai, idhar mere dil ki dhadkane bhi badh gayi thi,
Rani- Bhai...a aapki dono bahne jisse prem karti hain wo koi aur nahi balki aap hi hain, ham dono aapse hi prem karti hain,
Main(Chaunkne ka naatak karke)- Whtaaaatttt???
Rani- Bhai aapne promise kiya tha ki aap naraaj ya gussa nahi honge,
Ye kahte hi rani rneo lagi, uski aankho se ganga jamuna bahne lagi, maine socha ki chalo ab bahut ho gaya, ab aur apni bahno ko satana ya tadpana theek nahi hai,
Maine aage badh kar rani ko pakad kar ek jhatke me apne seene se laga liya,
Main- Chal ab ro mat meri jaan, tu apne exam me paas ho gayi hai,
Rani(Meri taraf dekhte huye)- Kya matlab??
Main- Ye sab to main shuru se hi jaanta tha ki meri dono bahne mujhse behad prem karne lagi hain, lekin main dekhna chaahta tha ki meri bahne apne prem ko kab aur kaise mere samne prakat karti hain?
Tabhi soniya di meri peeth es utar saamne aayi aur ek jhatke se mujhse lipat kar rone lagi,
Soniya di- Jab sab kuch jante the to chup kyo the abhi tak? Kyo itne dino se tadpa rahe hain hame, aap nahi jante ki ab tak ham dono kitna tadpi hain, aapko sochna chahiye tha na ki koi ladki khud pahal nahi karti kabhi...wo to bas apne prem ko jata sakti hai, lekin aapko to hame tadpane me maja aata tha na,
Main soniya di ke mukh se apne liye AAP sun kar chakit rah gaya tha, aur sach kahu to unke mukh se apne liye AAP sun kar mujhe bahut achha bhi lag raha tha,
Main- To kya aapko mere dwara is tarah tadpane me ek meetha ehsaas nahi huwa? Aur ye kya di...aap mujhe tu se Aap kyo kahne lagi?
Soniya di- Bas mujhe achha lagta hai, aur vaise bhi aapki to sabhi premikaaye aapko aap hi kahti hain, fir bhala main kyo nahi aapko aap kah sakti? Aur haan ab se aap mujhe aap nahi tum hi kahege aur mujhe mere naam se bulayenge,
Main(Muskura kar)- Achha ji, to is prem ne itna bada pariwartan kar diya,
Rani- Ek baat meri bhi hai,
Main(Muskura kar)- Ji aap bhi farmaaiye,
Rani- Ab se hamare beech bhai bahan ka rishta nahi raha, duniya ki nazar me bhale hi ho lekin ab se main aapko bhai nahi kahugi, aur na hi aap di ko di kahenge,
Main- Okk jaisa aapka hukum,
Soniya- Ab aap ye bataiye ki jab rani ne aapse premi ka ijhaar kiya to aap naraaj ya gussa kyo nahi huye? Jabki ham to yahi soch soch kar dar rahe the ki bhai bahan ke beech is prem ko aap kisi bhi keemat par sweekar nahi karenge balki ham par gussa ho jayenge, par aisa kuch nahi huwa kyo??
Main- Kyo ki mujhe gurudev ne pahle hi bata diya tha ki aisa hoga, iska kaaran ye tha ki shuru me jab birthday party par yakumba ne mujh par hamla kiya tha tab uske waar ko tumne meri dhaal ban kar khud par le liya tha, aur tum yakumba ke us prahaar se behosh ho gayi thi, us wakt tumhara jism mujhse chhuwa huwa tha is liye tum sirf behosh huyi thi warna us prahaar se tumhari jaan bhi ja sakti thi, uske baad jab maine krodh me aa kar aasmaan ki saari bijliyo ko nigal kar yakumba par prahaar kiya to main khud hi behosh ho gaya tha..kyo ki us wakt mujhme apni hi shaktiyo ko samhaalne ka na to gyaan tha aur na hi kshamta, lekin us saari kriya me tumhara shareer mujhse juda hi raha tha is vajah se meri shaktiyo ke kuch ansh tumhare andar chale gaye, aise hi jab dubara hamla huwa to us wakt rani bhi thi aur tum dono ka ih jism mujhse sanyog vash juda huwa tha, us samay bhi waisi hi kriya huyi thi jiske kaaran rani ke andar bhi meri shaktiyo ke kuch ansh chale gaye, is sab ki vajah se parinaam ye huwa ki tum dono ke andar pariwartan aa gaya, aur tum dono mujhse prem karne lagi, meri shaktiyo ke kuch ansh ne tum dono ko meri taraf aakarshit kiya..aur tum dono mujhse jud gayi, gurudev ne bataya ki ye sab ishwar ki hi ichcha se huwa hai, kyo ki is sansaar me sab kuch unki ichcha se hi hota hai, is liye jab ye tay ho gaya ki tum dono bhi meri premikaao ki list me shaamil ho jaaogi to main bhala kaise naraaj ya gussa hota?
Soniya- Oh to ye kaaran hai is sab ka,
Rani- Lekin ab samasya ye hai ki jab hamare ghar walo ko yaani hamare parents ko is sabka pata chalega to kya hoga??
Main- Jab ishwar ne aisa kiya hai to uska koi na koi raasta ya upchaar bhi hoga jo abhi filhaal hame najar nahi aa raha,
Soniya- Mujhe is baat me ishwar se koi shikayat nahi hai ki sune bhai bahan ke beech aisa rishta bana diya jise ye samaaj swikaar nahi karta, balki main to bahut khush hu ki ishwar ne mere andar mere us bhai ke prati atoot prem jaagrit kar diya jis bhai ko main pahle se hi bahut pyaar karti thi, bhale hi wo pyaar bhai bahan wala tha,
Rani- Mujhe bhi iske liye ishwar se koi shikayat nahi hai,
Main- To fir aao aur mere gale lag jaao,
Dono khushi khushi mere gale me jhool gayi, rani ko achanak hi jnae kya soojha ki usne kisi ko pata chalne se pahle hi lapka kra mere hotho ko choom liya aur fir sharma kar jaldi se mere seene me apna chehra chhupa liya usne, uski is harkat se main aur soniya hairaan rah gaye, soniya mujhe aas bhari najro se dekhe ja rahi thi, maine apni palke jhapka kar ijajat de di,
Soniya ne apne baye hath ki hatheli meri dono aankho par rakhi aur fir haule se aage badh kar usne mere hotho ko pahle chooma fir uchak kar mere hotho ko apne hotho ke beech daba kar choosne lagi,
Uski is harkat se mere andar ek tej jhurjhuri si daudti chali gayi, maine apna ek hath uski kamar me rakha aur ek hath ukse sir ke peeche, fir maine bhi uske hotho ko apne hotho me daba kar chusne laga, gulaab ki pankhudiyo jaise hotho me shahad si mithaas thi,
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