Update ...10 ... the farther, the closer
Aaj vo din bhi aa gya jab me , bhaiya or bhabhi ladki valo ke ghar jane vale the ya dusro shabdo me kahu to , chle gye or abhi es vakt vartmann me , me abhi ek ladki ke samne khada hu... Or ye vahi ladki hai jiske sath mera rishta hone vala hai ... Hum dono es vakt hum dono makan ki chatt par akele khade the ... Me uske bolne ka intezar karne lga or vo mere bolne ka
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“ I’m sorry Suman ji , mujhe ye rishta manjur nhi ... App bahut acchi hai but me kisi or se pyar karta hu ” ... Khamoshi ko todte hue mene Suman par brahmastra daag diya jiska asar mujhe uska face expression dekh kar pta chla ... Kuch seconds pehle jab vo mere samne apni gardan jhukaye Sharma rhi thi , ab us sharmahat ki jagah udashi or nirasha ne le li
“ App sorry mat boliye or ye to bahut acchi bat hai ki app kisi se pyar karte hai ... Hamare jeevan sathi to uper vale ne pehle nirdharit kar rkhe hai ... App sabko bol dijiyega ki mujhe ladki pasand nhi aai ... simple ” ... Vo muskurate hue boli par uski muskurahat dekh ke koi bhi bta Sakta hai ki vo kisi bhi angel se pure nhi hai
“ No no me ye nhi bol Sakta , mere bhaiya ko aap nhi janti ... Unke samne meri koi marzi nhi chalti , ab jo bhi karna apko hi karna hai ... App es rishtey ko tudva dijiye , me apka zindagii bhar abhari rahunga ” ... Me uska hath thamte hue bola
“ Acha thik hai , me hi kuch idea lagati hu but uske liye mujhe ekant ki jarurat padegi ... Agar app mere samne rhe to me thik dhang se soch nhi paungi please so aap niche jaiye me bhi kuch der me vhi aa rhi ” ... Me uska dhanyavad kar niche hall me aa gya jaha par bhaiya Bhabhi Suman ke gharvalo ke sath hass kar bate karne me lge hue the
Me chuochap unke sath Beth kar Suman ka intezaar karne lga ... mujhe jyada intezaar nhi karna pda kyoki kuch der bad sidiyon ki taraf se Suman ati dikhai Di ... Vo chalkar uski mummy ke bagal me Beth gai
Jab humse bhaiya or Suman ki mummy ne Suman ke bare me pucha to mene bs ...” acchi hai ” ... Ek betuka javab diya ....... Or jab yhi sawal Suman se pucha to usne javab diya ki use abhi shadi nhi karni hai , use agge or padai karni hai or tab tak karni hai jab tak koi achi job na lag jaye ... Uske papa ne gussa dikhate hue kaha ki ye bat usne tab kyo nhi boli jab usse pucha gya ki use dekhne ladke vale ane vale hai ... Es par bhi Suman ne samajhdari dikhate hue javab diya ki tab vo dar gaii thi par ab use realise hua ki agar vo ab chupp rhi to fir unka sapna sirf sapna bankar rehh jayega ... Etna bolkar vo vha se uthkar apne room me chali gaii
I sapath , agar mujhe Aksha se pyar nhi hua hota to me Bina mutth mare rishey ke liye ha ker deta ... Suman sundar to thi hi uske sath usme vo harr ek quality thi jise har ladka apne life partner me dhundna chahta hai .. ek hisab se dekhe to Suman ke liye accha hi hua ki me uski zindagi me nhi aya bcoz vo mujhse better ladko ko deserve karti hai ...
Khair hum ghar lout aye , me jitna khush tha utna hi dukhi bhi ... Khash esliye ki mere rishta tut gya jise me kisi bhi kimat par todna chahta tha or dukhi esliye ki meri vajah se bechari ko jhut bolna pda ... sayad hamare yha ane ke bad uske mom dad bahut bura bhla sunaya hoga ... Us vakt mene sirf khudd ka socha jisse ye saff jahir hota hai ki me ek swarthi insan hu
Usi din sham ko me khet par par ganno ko pani dene gya tha , jab me favde se pani ko dusri kyari me modne hi vala tha tab mera mobile ring hua jise mene totally egnor kiya ... Jab mera kam khatam hua tab mene call pick Kiya or ye call meri dilruba Aksha ne kiya tha jise mene bina ek pal gavaye pick Kar liya
“ Hello Dhruva kaise ho ” ... Phone kan par lagate hi Aksha ki sumadhur awaj sunai di jiska me Deewana tha ... Deevana to me Aksha ki har ada ka tha but uski vo madhur awaj jise sunkar mera din bann jata tha
“ Accha hu Aksha tum apna sunao ” ...mene favde ko usi kyari ki med par rkhte hua bola jis me pani ja rha tha
“ Jaisi tum chhod kar gye the vaisi hi hu ... Accha ye sab chhodo mene tumhe esliye call kiya hai ki aaj hamara results announced ho chuka hai and you know mene hamari class me 4 th rank hasil ki hai ” ... Uski khushi unki baton me saff jhalak rhi thi
“ Congratulations but mene to soccha tha ki tum Puri class me top karogi ” ... Mene majakiya lehje me pucha
“ Mene nhi kiya to kya hua mere best friend Arya ne to Kiya hai na ... Ab vo top kre ya me bat to ek hi hai na or ye collage ki bate to hum fir kabhi kar lenge ” ... Kuch der ruk kar fir boli .. “ Dhruva bahut din ho gye Hume mile hue , tumse milne ka bahut mann kar rha hai to batao hum kab mil rhe hai ?? ” aaj din tak hum jab bhi mile tab milne ka Aksha ne hi bola jis trahh aabhi bol rhi hai
Aksha ki bat se mujhe Khush hona chahiye tha but me nhi hua because usne bde lagav se us jhant ke bal Arya ka jikr Kiya jo mujhe bilkul bhi nhi bhata tha ...lawda kis manhoos ghadi ko vo Aksha ki zindagi me Aya ... Jab bhi Aksha uska jikr karti tab mera dimag ki maiyya chudd jati ... Pta nhi aisa kya tha us Arya me ki Aksha aye din uska jikr karti rehti vo bhi bada chadakar jisse mere dil ke sath sath gand me bhi dard hota ... Kabhi kabhi to ye bhi khayal ate ki kahi Aksha us dai-chodd Arya se pyar vyar to nhi karti or aisa khayal ate hi dil me hajaro churriya chal jati us din me na to pure mann se kamm karta tha or na hi rat ko chain se sota tha .
“ Me to hamesha yhi chahta hu hum dono har roj mile ” kuch der rukkar me fir bola ..." Accha suno 3 din bad Sunday hai so me nadi ke pass us choti padadi par tumhara intezar karunga ” ... Hamare khet ke pass hi bne pani ke ek kund me do mango ko dhote hue bola jise mene Aksha ka phone ane se pehle amm ke ped se toda hai
“ So sweet , youe know Dhruva vo jagah meri favourite jagah me se ek hai ... Kitab sukoon milta hai vaha ... Mann karta hai vha hum dono apas me hath Thame ghumte rehte ... Kitni shanti hai na vaha par , Dhruva agar mera bs chalta to me apna ashiyana vhi bsa leti jaha par tumhare or mere alava koi dusra na ho ... Tumhare badd agar mujhe koi sabse jyada jyada pasand hai to vo hai nadi ke kinare choti pahadi ” ... Mujhe apne kano oar vishwas nhi ho rha tha ki jo mene mene suna vo ek sapna hai ya hakikat ... Kyonki aaj se pehle Aksha ne mujhse kabhi es trah bat nhi ki
Me khudd ko Aksha ke sath imagine karne lga ki vo pal kaisa hoga jab me or Aksha apne ashiyane me reh rhe honge ... Socha kar hi pura sharir jhanjhunaa gya , Dil gadgad ho gya ... Kuch der pehle Arya ko lekar ate negative thoughts kisi andhere kone me dabb kar rhe gye ... Es pal mere liye samay mano thamm sa gya , kuch aisa hi pratit ho rha tha mujhe ... Me hosh me tabb Aya jab mere kano me hello hello ki dhvani sunai di
“ ha ha bilkul , hum dono perso milte hai na tumhaari or meri pasandida jagah par ” ... Etna bolkar mene jaldi se phone cut kar diya , aisa mene kyo kiya ye mujhe bhi nhi pta ...sayad ye meri bevkufi ka ek chhota sa namuna tha
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Ajj us din vala perso bhi aa gya Jis din Hume nadi ke kinare vali choti pahadi par milna tha or me abhi es vakt nadi ke kinare ek bde se pathar par bethe ektak nadi me behte shan’t pani ke behte hue dekhe ja rha tha ... Bethe bethe bs yhi socha ja rha tha ki aksha jab ayegi tab usse kya bat karunga ek bar to khayal Aya ki aaj Aksha ko apna hall-e-dil suna hi du par gour karne vali bate ye thi ki aisa me akshar aaj nhi balki har bar socha karta hu jab kabhi bhi hamara milna hota tha , har bar dil ke armaann dil me hi dab kar rehh jate ... Bethe bethe mujhe kya suja ki mene ek chota nukila pathar lekar us bde pathar jis par me Betha hua tha us par ek dil banaya or usme mere or Aksha ka name likha ( Ajeeb hai but hakikat yhi hai )
Me apni kalakari Puri karne ke bad pehle ki trah behti nadi ki nirmal dhara ko dekhne lga tabhi mujhe Payal ki chann chann ki awaj sunai di or jab mene us awaj ki or dekha to vha meri dilruba Aksha apni salvar ko dono hatho se thoda uper karke meri or bad rhi thi ... Vo aisa esliye kar rhi thi kyonki vha par thoda pani bhra hua tha to uska salvar bhig na jaye ...Khair dekhte hi dekhte vo mere Bagal me akar Beth gaii
Aaj usne design kiye hue Red salvar or yellow shuit pehen rkha tha or gale me white dupatta dal rkha tha ...bole to Bla ki khubsurat lag meri Aksha
“ Yha kyo bethe ho ? Chlo na padadi par chalte hai ” ... Usne meri bahh pakadkar khada karte hue boli par me nhi utha . Tab vo bhi mere bagal me Beth gaii
“ Ha ha chlo me to tumhara hi intezar kar rha tha Varna me to kab ka vha chla jata ” ... Me uthte hue bola , mere sath sath Aksha bhi uth gaii or hum dono pahadi ki or chal diye jo humse kuch meter hi dur thi yani hum pahadi ke talhati par hi khde the so bs Hume kori chadhai Puri karni thi Jo humne karna shuru bhi kar diya
Es elake me jhadd jhanjad bilkul bhi nhi the or na hi ubad khabad bhumi ... pura area Jamun , Rohida , jetun , shagvan , shal ke bde bde pedo se dhka hua tha or jamini area hari hari ghass se achadit ... Es area me pasuchram pratibandhit tha esliye ye Etna hra bhra tha ... Khair hum dono ek dusre ka hath Thame pahadi par dhire dhire chadne lge ... Pahadi par chadte hue me mann hi mann sochne lga " Kash aisa ho ki ham ek dusre ka hath Thame zindagi bhar sath sath chalte reh ”... Mene kabhi bhagvan se jyada kuch nhi manga but jitna bhi manga usme askha ko hi manga ...
“ Aahhh Dhruva ab mujhse or nhi chla jayega ” Aksha hafte hue boli ... “ mere pair dard karne lag gaye ab , hum yhi thodi der bethkar Aram kar lete hai ” ... Chalte chalte Aksha vhi ghass par Beth gaii
“ Pichli bar to bina thake hi chhad gaii thi es bar kya hua ? Lagta hai tum apni sehat ka khayal nhi rkhti ho Aksha ” ... Me uski baju pakad kar vapas khade kar hue bola ... “ Bs hum choti par pahunch hi gaye hai , tum ek kamm kro meri pith parr aa jao me tumhe uthkar vha tak le jaunga ” ... Aksha mujhe ektak dekhne lgi ... Uske chehre par question mark saff jhalak rhe the
Pta nhi mere me etni himmat kaha se aa gai ki mene bina Aksha ki permission liye bageir uske samne pith kar khda ho gya or thoda jhuk kar dono hathon se uski thigh pakad kar apne kandhe par chda diya
“ Aye pagal ye kya rhe ho ? Niche utaro mujhe hi hi hi hi hi , are me etni bhi kamjor nhi hu , are me chadd jaungi Dhruva ” ... Me uski baton ko totally egnor karte hue chalne lga ... Josh Josh me aisa kadam utha to liya par jald hi meri gand fatt gaii kyonki karib 70 feet chalne ke bad mere kadam bhi javab dene lag gye ... Me koi hatta katta mustanda ladka to tha nhi ki hero ke mafik use end tak le jata
“ Dhruva mujhe pta hai tum thakk gye ho so please mujhe niche utar do , kahi aisa na ho ki mujhe tumhe apne kandho par uthakar le jana pde hi hi hi hi ” Aksha mera majak udate hue boli ... Me to esi ka intezaar kar liya so mene use niche utar kar apne dono hatho se kamar ko pakad kar khada ho gya
“ kyo ? Nikal gai sari hero giri ya kuch or kasar reh gaii hai ” ... Aksha muskil se apni hasi rokte hue boli
“ agar tum na bolti to me end point par jakar hi rukta ” ... apni kamar par se hath hatate hue me bola
“ Vo to tumhari halat dekh kar samajh sakti hu ki tum kaha tak mujhe le ja sakte ho ... Accha ye sab chhodo or jaldi se uper chlo Varna Hume yhi sara din bit jayega ” ... ha me gardan hilakar hum chal diye or kuch hi der me uper jakar Rahat ki sans li .......
Garmi ka mousam tha but do din se asman me gehre badal chaye hue the or kal shamm ko thodi bahut barish bhi aai thi so mousam kafi Khushnuma bana hua tha
Hum dono ek saff jagah par jakar Beth gye ... Ye vhi jagah hai jaha par me Akshar Aya karta tha ye vhi jagah hai jaha ek bar sapne me , me ke Aksha akele bethe bethe yhi se niche pathhar fenk rhe the
“ Kitna sukoon mitan hai na yha ” ... Aksha ki or najar dalte hue me bola par vo to samne tedi Medi behti gane pedo se giri nadi ko hi dekhe ja rhi thi
“ Hummmm kash ye lamha yhi Ruk jaye ”... vo dono hath se mera hath thamte hue boli ... Jisse meri heartbeat Achanak bad gaii
“ Agar tum chaho to ye lamha har roj ji sakte hai , sayad esse bhi behtar jo behas Khushnuma hoga ” me dusra hath Aksha ke hath par rkhte hue bola ... Kuch seconds tak hum dono ek dusre ki ankho me dekhne rhe fir hum dono pehle ki trah samne dekhne lge
“ hummm but me es lamhe tumhare sath ji bhar ko jina or mehsus karna chahti hu , you know Dhruva tum duniya ke sabse acche insan ho ” ... Aksha mere kandhe par Apna sar tikate hue boli
“ Tum acchi ho esliye tumhe accha lag rha hu or agar tum buri hoti to me tumhe acche ki jagah bura lagta , Aksha you are special in my life ” ... Me agge bhi bahut kuch kehna Chahta tha but es bich Aksha ka phone ring hone lga or vo mujhse alag hokar thoda dur jakar kisi se bat karne lgi ... Agar vo phone nhi ata to bekhayali me na jane me Aksha se kya kya bol deta , sayad apne dil ke jajbaton ko uske samne rkh deta ... Kyonki Aksha ke samne mujhe par khudd ke sath sath apni juban par bhi kabu nhi rehta
“ Dhruva ab hume chalna hoga , vo actually mere ghar par es vakt Arya Aya hua hai ... Vo bahut din se mujhe apne sath shoping par ke jane ki jidd kar rha tha or aaj to vo mere ghar tak aa gya ... ab me usse mana bhi nhi kar sakti ” ...
“ madarchod usko bhi abhi ana tha , yar please Aksha tum usse dur Rha kro , mujhe vo ladka bilkul bhi pasand nhi hai ... Mann karta hai sale ko zinda jamin me gadd du ” ( chudd gaii maiyya )
“ Ye kya bole ja rhe ho Dhruva , ye tum bol rhe ho ? Mene tumse aisa expectation kabhi nhi rkha ... Me akeli ja rhi hu Dhruva tum aa jana ” ... Meri bina koi bat sune vo full gusse se vha se chali gaii hai ... Me vhi bhut bne khda rha , mujhe to ab bhi vishwas nhi ho rha tha ki mene Aksha ke samne Arya ko gali di vo bhi ma ki ... Me vhi apna sar pakadkar Beth gya ...
Khair Jo hona tha vo chuka tha ab use chahkar bhi badla nhi ja sakta tha ... Mere mann me ek dar Beth gya ki kahi Aksha mujhse bolna , milna band na karde ... Or agar usne aisa kar diya to ? Ye khayal din me ate hi mera sar fatne lga , mann bechain hone lga ... Ab khudd ki bevkufi par beshumar gussa ane lga mann kiya ki juban ko hi kat kar fenk du ...sab kuch Kitna acche se chal rha tha or aaj meri nadani ne sab kucch khakk me mila kar rkh Diya ...meri ankho se kab anshuo ki dhara behne lge uska ahesas bhi mujhe nhi tha ...bdi muskil se khudd ko sambhal kar ghar pahuncha or jate hi bed par let gya
To be countinue ....
