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[Amresh Puri]

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Update:-16


A Few Sentences From The 15th Update.....


jaane kitni der ye safar jari raha mera.. mai andaza nahi laga paya.. main samjhne ki sthiti me raha hi nahi tha..

fir ekdum se main jaise kisi sakht pathreeli zameen par ja gira.. mera sar neeche zorse takraya. mai bass inta hi samjh saka, main kisi garam gufa me hon.

bass uske baad main hosh me nahi rah saka. meri ankhen band hoti chali gai. jaane kabse mai khud se ladta aa raha tha. ab khud se ladne ki himmat mujhme nahi rahi thi..

jaane main temporary nind me chala gaya tha. ya hamesha ki nind me..


Now Farward.....


Update:-16




"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"

shalini singh ki dil dahla dene wali cheekh ne haveli ki deewaron ko hila kar rakh dia.. raat ka samay tha, shalini singh jo apne kamre me so rahi thi. cheekhti hui uth bethi..



"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


chillane lagi. surindr, varinder, amrita, chachi, dada dadi, aur sab hadbada kar uthe aur shailini singh ke kamre ki orr bhaag nikle. bahar pahredari kar rahe guards bhi ghabra kar apni apni guns thame satark ho gaye.. kahin koi durghatna to nahi ghat gai. haveli me aisa shor bhi pahle kabhi nahi utha tha.

shalini singh abhi tak cheekhe chilla rahi thi. karan karan chilla rahi thi.

kamre ka door andar se band tha. sab door par pohnche. sab ek dusre ko dekh heran bhi the aur shalini ke cheekhne chillane ke sath sath "karan".."karan" ki pukar par chintit bhi the. shalini ne kabhi karan ke rahte karan ko yaad karne ki koshish nahi ki thi. ab to karan usse saalon se door tha. ab kyu wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. kyu karan ka naam le le kar cheekh chilla rahi thi.. wo bhi itne dardnak andaz me..

door peeta gaya. jab andar se koi response nahi mila to dada thakur ke kahne par door ko todna shuru kar dia gaya. shalini singh jaise hosh kho bethi thi. bas karan karan pukare ja rahi thi. sab dar gaye kahin shalini singh ko kuch ho na jaaye.

door toota, sab daud kar andar ghus gaye. dekha to shalini singh farsh par ghutno par bethi sar ke baal noch rahi thi. uski ankhen bah bah kar uske chahre ko nahla chuki thi. dekhne me shalini singh ki halat kisi mental patient se kam nahi lag rahi thi.

surinder:- kya hua shalini. tum aise chilla kyu rahi ho.

shalini ki mansik sthiti waaki me bohut kharab thi, wo surinder ko koi jawab na dekar karan ko pukarne lagi. uska cheekhna chillana ab badbadahat me badal chuka tha.

dada thakur bade dhayan se shalini singh ko dekh rahe the. wo bohut kuch samjh bhi rahe the...

maa to wo hoti ha, jo saat samandar paar bhi bete ke dard par tadap uthti ha.. beta khush rahe to maa khush rahti ha, beta dard me ho to wahi dard maa ke dil me bhi hone lagta ha.. ek maa apne bete se kabhi nafrat kar hi nahi sakti. ye baat dada thakur jante the. shalini singh jitni bhi nafrat karan se karti a rahi thi. wo nafrat nahi thi, wo to bohut kuch kho dene ke baad ka parinam tha.. wo firse maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek balshali bete ki maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek shandar beta janam dekar pati ki nazron me garv se apni chahti chaudi nahi kar sakti thi. itna sab hone ke bawajud bhi wo apna pati tak kho bethi thi.. kaise sab sahn kar pati. wo apne hosh me rahi hi kahan thi. apni ek alag dunya basa kar jeene lagi thi..


isliye karan se door door rahti aai thi. warna ek maa ke liye uska iklota beta to anmol hota ha.


ab tak dada thakur ne kisi ko nahi bataya tha, karan singh ab ek normal ladka ban chuka ha. dada thakur chahte the, karan jab laut kar aaye to sab usay badla dekh hairan ho jaayen. jab wo parivar ka angrakshak bankar samne aaye to shalini singh, surinder singh aur sabke sar garv se uth jayen. aisa dada thakur ke mann me tha.. par last ke 2 saal se wo karan se mil nahi sake the. dushmani bohut badh chuki thi aur koi bhi durghatna ghat sakti thi. aise me parivar ki suraksha bhi bahadh zaruri thi.. dada thakur ab chahte the, karan kaise bhi kar ke laut aaye.


aise me shalini singh ki aisi condition. wo bhi karan singh ko leke. dada thakur ko bhi apna dil doobta hua mahsus hone laga. wo samjh gaye, ek maa ka dil kyu itna tadap raha ha. kyu ek maa jo saalon se apne bete se door thi, apne iklote bete ke liye ro rahi ha. uske dard par cheekh chilla rahi thi.. dada thakur ko lag gaya ki karan ke sath koi bohut badi durghatna ghat chuki ha. tabhi to itni door rahte hue ek maa tadap uthi. ek maa ke dil ne jaan liya tha, uska bete ke sath kuch galat hua ha. kuch aisa to sahn karne layak nahi ha.

surinder singh shalini singh se bar bar puch raha tha. par shalini singh bas "karan" "karan" badbadaye ja rahi thi..

surinder singh guse me aa kar kuch bolta. dada thakur ne usay rok dia.. surinder singh dada thakur ko dekh chup ho gaya. dada thakur ne sabko kamre se jane ka bol dia.. kamre me dada dadi aur shalini singh hi rah gaye...

dada thakur ne dadi se kaha, dadi kamre me rakhe jug se pani ek glass me bhar kar shalini singh ko pilane lagi. par shalini singh ab bhi apne pure hosh me nahi thi.

dada dadi ke pyar aur hosle ke chalte shalini singh ki halat me kuch sudhar aane laga. shalini singh ne thoda sa pani piya aur dada thakur ke hath tham kar rote hue karan baare baat karne lagi. batane lagi kaise usne ek bura sapna dekha ha, batane lagi kaise us sapne me karan ke sath kya hua. batane lagi uska dil kya bol raha ha. kahne lagi uske bete ko kaise bhi karke uske le aaya jaaye.. nahi to uski khair khabar laai jaaye..

dada dadi barson baad shalini singh ke moh se karan ka nam sunkar khush bhi hue aur fir shalini singh ke sapne ko jaan chintit bhi. jaante the, ek maa ko kabhi koi galat sapna nahi aa sakta.. jaisi zindagi karan singh kabile me ji raha tha. wahan hazaron khatre the.



dada thakur ne shalini singh ko shaant karke jald se jald karan singh ki khabar laane ka bol dia.. dadi shalini singh ke sath hi bed par let gai. dada ek chair par beth kar sochne lage.. kaise karan se rabta kiya jaye. ab karan se rabta zaruri ho gaya tha.


agle din se dada thakur ne tayari shuru kar di firse kabile jaane ki. par dushman bhi bohut chalak tha, ek ek movement par nazar rakh raha tha. shahar me rahte wo kuch nahi ukhad sakte the dada thakur ka. haan shahar se bahar jungle me nikalte hi dada thakur se ladna uske liye asaan tha. durjan singh ka khaas admi ranga daku apne sathi dakuon ke sath dada thakur ka rasta rokne ke liye pahadon me maujud rahta tha.. ranga daku ka talluq durjan singh ha ye baat koi nahi janta tha. haan dono parivaron ki ladai baare me pura distric janta tha..

dada thakur ne bohut koshish ki, par wo kabile ke liye nahi nikal sake. karan ki khariyat malum nahi kar sake. aise me 15 din beet gaye.. fir dada thakur ke khaas rakhwale shankar ne akele jaane ka green singal de dia.

dada:- nahi shankar mai tumhari jaan khatre me nahi daal sakta.

shankar:- maalik, khatra kahan nahi ha. chhote malik ki khabar laani bhi zaruri ha. mujhe jaane den malik, mere paas ek idea ha.

dada:- kaisa idea

shankar batane laga. sunkar dada thakur kuch der sochte rahe.

dada:- khatra to fir bhi rahega shankar..

shankar:- maalik! main fir bhi chance lena chahunga.. gaye bina koi chara bhi to nahi ha na maalik. kitne saaal ho gaye, chhote malik ko yahan se gaey he. dushmani to chalti rahegi maalik. kab tak hum dushmano ko dheel dete rahenge maalik. is bar takkar barabar ki ho hi jaaye..

dada thakur shankar ki ankhon me dekhte hue gahri saans lekar bole

dada:- shankar tum saalon se mere sath ho, tum achhe se jante ho. dushmani me hum kabhi pahl nahi karte, koi dushmani kare to usay moka dete han, wo sudhar jaaye. hum nahi chahte kisi ka ghar ujde. jab pani se upar jaane lage to fir humen majburan har hadh se guzar jana padta ha.

shankar:- maalik! ab bhi humne khul kar jawab nahi diya to sach me paani sar se upar chala jayega. fir hum kuch kar nahi payenge..

dada:- sahi kaha tumne shankar. kab tak durjan singh ko dheel dete rahenge. tum sab ko tayar rahne ko bol do. aur jaisa plan bataya ha, uspar amal shuru kar do..

3 dino baad dada thakur ki personal gaadi, jisme dada thakur ki jaga koi aur betha tha, gaurds ki 3 gaadiyon ke sath shahar se nikal kar jungle ki or badhne lage. durjan singh, ranga daku tak ye khabar pahle hi pohnch chuki thi. ranga daku apne sathiyon ke sath raste ko block karke dada thakur ko hamesha ki nind sulane ke liye maujud tha. par is baar ki baat alag thi, is baar dada thakur ke sathi puri tayari ke sath aaye the. plan ke sath aaye the.

jaise durjan singh aur ranga daku ko dikhaya gaya tha, waise tha nahi. teeno gaurds ki gadiyon me ek ek driver aur ek ek gaurd the. baki piche aa rahe the. ranga daku ne hamla kiya to drivers aur jo guards un gadiyon me the, wo turant firing karte hue raod se niche kood kar bhaag nikle. ye chara tha ranga daku ke liye.

ranga daku aur uske sath jab gadiyon tak pohnche to guse me aa gaye.. dada thakur ko galiyan dene lage. is chaal par ranga daku bilbila utha tha. usne kuch dakuon ko bhaag rahe dada thakur ke admiyon ke piche bhej dia. khud bakiyon ke sath wahin rah kar durjan singh ko sab batane laga. sunkar durjan singh ko gusa aaya. fir wo hasne laga.

durjan:- budha dimag ka upyog karne laga ha.

ranga:- thakur saab! wo budha mere sath chhal kar jaye, main sahn nahi kar sakta. mujhe anumati den, main uski haveli me ghus kar uske pure parivar ko nasht kar dun.

durjan:- dheeraj ranga dheeraj. jab aisi nobat aai to mai khud tumhe kah dunga. par abhi nahi. khud ko khatre me mat daalo.

abhi unki baten jari hi thi, ki shankar kuch guards ke sath wahan pohnch gaya.. wo sab haveli ki gadiyon me nahi the, dada thakur ki haveli ki sabhi gadiyon baare ranga daku aur durjan singh sab jante the. is baar gadiyan nayi kharidi gai thi. jo ab istemal me lai gai thi..

ranga daku ya uske sath kuch samjh sakte, achanak se shankar ne kai sathiyon ke sath milkar goliyon ki bauchhad kar di. sath hi wo gadiyon se nikal kar road ki sides me chhup gaye..

ranga daku jo samjh raha tha, dada thakur ke admi dum daba kar bhaag nikle han. in goliyon ki bauchhad hui to ghabra gaya. udhar durjan singh bhi firing ki awaz sunkar cheekhne laga. ranga se puchne laga ye firing kaisi ha. par durjan singh ko sivaye cheekhon ke kuch sunaai nahi dia. ranga daku apni jaan ki fikr me pad gaya tha. mobile uske sath kahin gir pada..


ranga daku ne ladne ki koshish to bohut ki. par uske sathi badi speed se kam hone lage. kai sathi pahle hi phatke me maare gaye, door kahin bhi firing ki awaz sunaai dene lagi. matlab dada thakur ke jo admi pahle bhage the, wo bhi ab mukable par utar aaye the. aise me ranga daku ke liye farar hi iklota option bacha tha.

kuch der tak khuni ladai jaari rahi. fir mahaul ekdum se shaant ho gaya. shankar ke to nahi, par 3 sathiyon ke zarur goliyan lag gai thi. jaan kisi ki nahi gai thi. ranga daku ke 10 sathi maare gaye to baki jaan bacha kar dum daba kar bhaag nikle..

shankar pahli baar milne wali fateh celebrate karne laga. dada thakur ko bataya gaya. sunkar wo bhi khush hue..

wahin se shankar kuch guards ke sath kabile ki orr nikal pada...

dada thakur bechaini se shankar ki wapsi ka intezar karne lage. shankar agle din jaldi laut aaya. aate hi karan ke sath hui durghatna baare dada thakur ko bata dia.. dada thakur sunkar ladkhada gaye the.. karan ab is dunya me nahi raha, unka dil nahi maan raha tha. par jab khabar mili ki us durghatna ko 2 mahine se upar ka samay beet chuke han to uske dil ki dhadkan jasie rukne lagi. fir ye khabar haveli me sab tak pohnch gai.

haveli me jaise qayamat aai gai. karan ko leke pahli baar cheekhna chillana shuru hoa haveli me...


shalini singh dusri baar karan singh ko yaad karke phoot phoot kar roi..
ek maa thi wo. bete ko pyar dena chahiye tha, nafrat deti rahi. usay apni aaghosh me chhupa kar rakhna chahiye tha. khud se door bhi kiya aur dhutkara bhi. pahle ke zakham kam the kyaaa, jo ab karan ka zakham bhi dil par a gaya tha.. shalini singh gham ki tasveer bani kamre ki hoke rah gai.


suhasi jo karan ke laut aane par uske mafi maang kar sache mann se uski bahan ban jana chahti thi. karan ke sath hui durghatna baare jaan kar khud ko kasurwar thahrane lagi. karan ke sath wo tab itna sab na karti to karan kabhi itne lambe samay ke liye usse door na jaata. aur na hi itna sab uske sath hota.. suhasi ki halat bhi shalini se kam nahi thi.

divya ko khabar mili to wo gahre sadme me aa gayi. wo bhi haveli aa gai, aur karan ke kamre ki hoke rah gayi. karan ke saman ko chhu chhu kar rone lagti. karan uska iklota bhai tha. ek din bhi wo karan se door nahi rahna chahti thi, barson usse door rahne par majbur ho gai.. aur ab uske baare me aisi khabar. divya ka mann hone laga cheekh cheekh kar dunya walun ko apne dard baare bataye.

bua, fufa, dada dadi sab gahre dukh ki lapet me aa gaye. dada ke dil me tha, karan jab laut kar aayega to sab usay balshali mard bana dekh kar chaunk uthenge.. karan ke sath hui durghanta aisi durghatna thi, jo karan se pyar karte the, zindagi unke liye berang ho gayi..

shalini singh ke mayke se bhi sab aaye. jab shalini singh ko dard me dekha, to pahli bar karan ke liye unke dil tadap uthe. khud par afsos karne lage, karan jaisa bhi tha, tha to unka apna hi. unki shalini ka beta hi. par ab wo kuch nahi kar sakte the. karan ek hisab se un sab se door ho chuka tha.

karan ki maut ho chuki ha, aisa kisi ne nahi kaha tha. par dil se sab yahi samjh rahe the, karan ab is dunya me nahi raha.. do mahine wo bhi nadi ki toofani, chatano se takrati lahron ke beech me gum hua tha karan. kisi ko yakin nahi tha, karan zinda bacha hoga. par dil ko ek aas bhi thi.. dil me ye bhi tha, karan kaise bhi karke laut aaye, jis jis ne uska dil dukhaya ha, wo aa kar unhe khud par kiye zulm ki saza de, par laut aaye..


ek din shalini singh dukh me thi, wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. karan baare jo suna tha, wo mann me repeat kar rahi thi.. fir jaise uske kuchh click hua.. wo jhatke se uthi aur surinder ko dhundne lagi.. surinder sabke sath drawing me betha dikha..

sab kai dino baad shalini singh ko kamre se nikla dekh heran hue..

shalini singh surinder singh ke sath gai aur ansu bahati surinder singh se boli

shalini:- suna aapne.. mera karan singh kabile ki beti ko bachane ke bad nadi me gira tha.

surinder singh kuch na smajhne wale andaz me shalini singh ko dekhne laga

shalini singh firse boli:- mere bete ne pure kabile walun ke saamne aapka sar garv se uncha kar dia. jaan par khel kar kabile ki izzat ko bacha gaya.. kuch samjhe aap.. jis bete ko nakara samjh kar aapne aur beton ke lalach me dusri shadi kar li thi. us bete ne apni jaan dekar bhi khud ko sabat kar dia.. bata dia thakur parivar ke mard kaise hua karte han. wo bol ke gaya tha, waada karke gaya tha, jo kaha ha wo karke dikhaunga. balshali bhi banuga aur parivar ka rakshak bhi. dekha aapne wo parivar ka rakshak ban gaya.. wo kabila bhi to uska parivar tha. kabile me aur bhi kai balwan the, par mera karan akela bheem singh ke chungal se bindu ko nikaal le gaya. mera karan asli shoorveer ban gaya.. mera karan asli yudha ban gaya. mera karan asli angrakshak ban gaya.. aapka sar itna uncha kar gaya, jitna aapka koi beta na kabhi kar saka ha, na kabhi kar sakega.. suna aapne.. koi bhi aapka beta mere bete karan jaisa nahi ban saka..

itna bol kar wo firse ghutno par giri aur dahaiyan dene lagi. karan ke liye "garv ha" aisa bolne lagi. sath hi khud ko bhi kosne lagi..

shalini singh ki aisi baaten sunkar sab chaunk uthe.. pahle jin baton par koi dhayan nahi de paya tha. ab sab dhayan dene lage. sahi hi to kaha tha shalini singh ne. karan ne jo kaha kar dikhaya tha. bhale hi is parivar ka rakshak nahi bana paya tha, par bana to tha, jis parivar ke sath rah raha tha, usk parivar ki izzat bhi bachai thi aur izzat ki orr buri nazar se dekhne walun ki ankhen bhi nikal deen thee.. unke sar bhi kaat diye the.

payal, paridhi jo pahle din karan ke gham ke rahne ke bad jald normal ho gai thi. apne dusre bhaiyo aur cousins ke sath has has kar baat karne lagi thi. ab jaana unka bhai kaise halat me sabse juda hua to pahli bar, zindagi me pahli baar dono ke dil ki dhadkan kuch badhi. kuch hulchal machi, kuch dard utha.. dono ek dusre ko dekhne lagi, dono ki ankhon me pahle nami utri, fir ankhon se ansu bahne lage. dono ko apni apni galatiyon aur vyavhar par afsos hone laga. dono turant harkat me aai aur apni maa ke paas beth kar, maa ko gale se laga kar rone lagi. karan ke liye maa se sorry bolne lagi.

shalini singh ek baar firse karan ke gham me doob gai. is bar ka gham alag tha. garv bhi tha, par dard zayada tha. jitni nafrat kari thi karan se, jinta paraya banaya tha apne iklote bete ko, utni hi peedan me bhi aane lagi.

surinder singh, varinder singh dono sochon me gum ho gaye. amrita singh ke dil me pahli bar shalini singh ke liye nafrat bhare bhav janam lene lage. aisa sab pahli bar bola tha shalini singh ne. uske bete the, par youn uske beton ka apmaan nahi hua tha kabhi. karan ne baazi maar li thi. aisa show karwa kar shalini singh ne amrita singh ke dil me nafrat ka beech bo daala.

suhasi ka dard badha to uske bhai chache ke beton ko karan ke baazi maar jane wali baat par gusa aane laga. jise umar bhar dhutkar mili thi, aaj uska naam youn garv se koi lega, unho ne socha bhi nahi tha. asli mard wo the, parivar ke rakshak aur jayale bhi wahi the. karan jo kabhi ek chuha hua karta tha, unse badhkar kaise ho sakta tha..


karan zinda tha ki mar gaya. agar zinda hota to zarur ab wo inki nafrat ka zayada shikar hota.. sab ek dusre ko dekhne lage. sabki ankhon me karan ke liye nafrat ke bhav firse badhne lage. dil hi dil me wo kasam bhi khane lage, ki kuch aisa karenge ki karan ki naam ki chhaap sabke dilon se mita kar rahenge.. fir ghar me zikr hoga to unka hoga, na ki ek kaale chuhe ka..



sab sunkar divya ki ankhen hi khul gai thi. wo karan ke gham me thi. kai dino se kisi se khul kar bol nahi rahi thi. ab jab shalini singh ke moh se karan ke liye itna sab, aur aisa sab suna to uska dard badhne laga. uska seena bhi garv se chauda hone laga. karan sach me wo ban gaya tha. jo wo karan ko bane dekhna chahti thi. par karan ki doori ne ab uske dil ke dard ko badhana shuru kar dia tha. uska bhi mann hone laga, wo bhi kuch aisa hi kahe, jaisa shalini singh ne kaha tha.. par divya ke mann me tha, jab karan laut kar aayega, tab wo aisa sab kahegi.. par karan to gayab tha. us nadi me girne ke bad wo bach saka tha ki nahi. koi nahi janta tha.




shalini singh ek baar firse kamre ki hoke rah gayi. surinder singh ko usne totally nazar andaz karna shuru kar dia. ab surinder shalini singh ke dard ko kam karne ke liye ya usse apne dil ki baat karne ke liye milna chahta tha. par shalini singh ne surinder se koi bhi baat karne se saaf inkar kar dia. surinder singh ki begangi ke chalte hi to wo karan se door hui thi. ab karan ko usi ke kaaran wo kho bethi thi. na surinder uske sath aisa sab karta, na wo apne iklote bete ko khud se door karti.. aise me surinder se kaise wo baat karti. aur fir ab baat karne ko rah bhi kya gai thi.. karan ke sath hui durghatna ke baad wo khali daman rah gai thi. payal paridhi bhi apni maa ke dard ko kamm karne ki koshish me lagi rahti. par ab dard kam hone wala nahi tha.

suhasi hi thi jo shalini singh ke zayada karib thi. wo bhi to gahre gham ki lapet me thi.

udhar durjan singh aur ranga daku zakham chaat rahe the. pahli baar dada thakur se itni badi chot mili thi. sahn nahi kar paa rahe the. kuch samay ruk kar dada thakur ko ek badi chot dene ka plan banane lage. ranga daku ke sath mare the. usay durjan singh se zayada gusa tha dada thakur aur shankar par..

dada thakur bhi jante the, jaisi chot is baar durjan singh ko mili ha. wo chup nahi bethega. dada thakur ne parivar ke sabhi sadason ki security badha di..


karan se nafrat karne walun ke dilon me nafrat aur bhi badhne lagi. pahle moh par nafrat ka izhaar kiya karte the. ab peeth karne lage. parivar ke ladke khud ko karan se badhkar balshali aur rakshak sabat karne ke liye khud par dhayan dene lage. haveli me gym aur kasrat ke equipment badha diye gaye..

ek hisab se ye acha hi hua tha. pahle apni apni life me mast the, ab race shuru ho chuki thi in sab ke beech. sab karan ka sthan chheenne ke liye ek dusre se number le jana chahte the. pahle jo dada sabko balshali banne ko kaha karte the. ab sabko kasrat aur gym karte dekh pheeki hasi has dia karte.. dil me kaha karte.."karan beta tumne to ek hi phatke me sabko chit kar dia"


amrita singh apne beton ko pahle bhi parivar ke mardon me sabse badhkar mana karti thi. karan ke naam ka danka wo sahn nahi kar paayi thi. haveli ke sare guards jab dekho karan singh ki baaten karte nazar aate the. jise dekh amrita singh khun ke ghoont pi kar rah jaati. wo apne beton ke andar bhi aag bharne lagi, wo bhi chahti thi, uske bete kuch aisa naam kamayen, jitna naam karan singh bhi nahi kama saka tha.. wo shalini singh ko neecha dikha chahti thi. bata dena chahti thi, parivar ke asli rakshak keval uske bete han. karan singh ne jo kiya, kai jungliyon ke sath mil kar kiya. par mera ek ek beta kaiyon par bhari pad sakta ha. aise amrita singh soche bethi thi..



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mai jaane kitni lambi nind soya raha tha. kuch andaza nahi tha. mai hosh ki dunya me wapis lauta to meri ankhon jaise kuch bhi dekhne ki takat kho bethi thi. mai ankhen meech meech kar dekhne ki koshish karne laga. par mujhe gahre andhere ke siva kuch dikhai nahi dia. gahre sannate ke siva kuch sunaai nahi dia..

ab tak main ye yaad nahi kar paya tha, mere sath kya ghatna ghat chuki ha. thelma se mile dhoke ke bad main kai goliyon se chhalni hue niche gir pada tha.. fir kisi gadhe me girne ke baad ek barfani darar ne travel karta hua kisi badi gufa me gir pada tha.

gahra ghana andhera dekh kar main hadbada gaya. hathu ko junbash dekar main
apni ankhon ke aage ke andhere ko door karne ki koshish me tha. par ye kyaa

main apne sharir ke kisi bhi ang ko hilane ki kshamta kho betha tha. aahh mere sath ye kya ho gaya. kis ne mera ye haal kiya. kisne mujhe apahij bana daala. kya mere hath pair kaat diye gaye han, kya mai sach me sada ke liye bekaar ho chuka hon.

mera dil doobne laga. bina hath paaon ke main kaise ghar wapis laut sakta tha. kaise main apne kahe par pura utar sakta tha. kaise main bina hath pairon ke apne parivar ki raksha kar sakta tha.

bade hi bure vichar mere mann me aane lage. fir main sochta chala gaya. guzre halaat kisi film ki tarah meri andhi ankhon ke saamne chalne lage. mujhe sab yaad aata chala gaya. thelma ka pyar, fir dhoka, fir wo khaufnak ladai, uske baad khai me girna, uske bhi sab yaad aane laga..

thelma ki yad aai to mere andar nafrat ka laava ubalne laga. main cheekhne chillane laga. thelma ko bura bhala kahne laga. main ab bhi nahi samjh paya tha, mai kaha tha. ek bebas aur lachar insan ki tarah thelma ko galiyan dekar apne andar ka ghubar nikalne ka prayas kar raha tha.

na andhera door hua aur na koi mere paas aaya. bohut zayada weekness ke chalte main ek bar firse behosh ho gaya..

dusri baar jab hosh aaya to maine ankhen kholi. is baar mujhe halki roshni dikhai padi. ye roshni kis chij ki thi, mai samjh nahi paya tha.

main firse loudly bol kar kisi ko pukarne laga. aur is baar der nahi guzri aur mujhe kisi ke kadmon ki aahat sunai di. sar ghuma kar dekhne ki koshish kari to bass irada hi karke rah gaya. itna pain hua gardan me.. haaye kya bataon. aisa laga jaise meri gardan par kisi ne chhote chhote chaku bandh diye hon aur hilne wo chaku meri gardan me ghus gaye hon.. mai apne hont danton me dabaye dard ko bardasht ko karne laga..

koi meri ankhon ke saamne aaya. wo badi hi narm awaz me bola..

"tum hosh me aa gaye"

maine ankhen khol kar dekha. to paya meri nazron ke saamne ek bazurg maujud han. jinki umar 80 saal se upar thi. rang doodh ke jaisa saaf aur aaine kei jaisa shafaf. sar aur dadhi ke saare baal sufed the. chahre par jhuriyan thi, par ankhon aur chahre par bepanah chamak. main usay zayada nahi dekh saka. dekhta to shayad sammohit ho jata. itni hi kashish thi unki ankhn me. maine ankhen meech leen.

wo pyar bhare andaz me has pade.. main bina ankhen khole bola

karan:- aap kon han baba?? aur main kahan hon.??

baba:- beta tum jahan kahin bhi ho surakshit ho. aur mera naam vilasha ha. par tum mujhe baba hi kahna. tumhare moh se baba sunkar mujhe acha laga..
mera ek beta tha, wo bhi mujhe baba hi kaha karta tha.

maine ankhen khol kar baba ko dekha. apne bete ke zikr par baba ka lahja dard bhara ho gaya tha.

karan:- tha? baba aapne "tha" kyu kaha..

baba:- woh ab mere sath nahi ha, devta usay apne paas bula chuke han.

karan:- oooo mujhe bohut dukh hua baba. baba aap devta kyu bol rahe han.

baba ki ankhon ki chamak ki mai taab nahi la pa raha tha. main baba ki ankhon me na dekh side dekhne laga.

baba dhire se muskura pade:- main samjh sakta ha beta, tum aisa kyu bol rahe ho. tum bahri dunya se ho na. isliye hamare devta baare kuch nahi jante.

main heran hua:- bahri dunya se.? baba mai kuch samjha nahi.

baba:- beta tum jis vadi tak aaye the, ab usi vaadi me ho.

mujhe shock laga.. mai jhatke se uthne laga. par karah kar rah gaya.

baba:- beta abhi bohut kuch ha tumhare jaanne ke liye. tum abhi aram karo, tumhari halat abhi bahtar nahi ha.

main bade dukh se:- baba kya mere hath pair nahi rahe.

baba:- nahi beta, devta ke karam se tumhara sab kuch salamat ha.

karan:- fir mai hil kyu nahi raha. apne hathu pairon ko harkat kyu nahi de pa raha.

baba:- beta tumhe andaza bhi nahi ha, tumhari kya halat thi, liggaam ki koi haddi aisi nahi thi, jo salamat rahi ho. jab tum mujhe mile to zakhmo se choor choor the.

karan:- liggaam? liggaam kya ha beta..

baba firse hase:- mai baton baton me apni bhasha ka prayog kar gaya. liggaam tumhari bhasha me sharir ko kahte han..

maine ab tak dhayan nahi dia tha. baba mujhse hindi me baat kar rahe the. baba ka chahra bhi indians jaisa nahi tha. aas paas ke kisi ilake ke rahne walun ke jaise nain naqsh mujhe baba ke chahre par nahi mile the. ab maine dhayan diya to mere hairan hone ke kai kaaran the. main ektik baba ko dekhta chala gaya. baba ke honto par bazurgana muskan aa gai.

baba:- sahi soch rahe ho beta, hamara kuch bhi tumhari dunya ke jaisa nahi ha, na suraten, na bhasha, na bhagwan. hamara sab kuch dunya se alag ha.

karan:- baba ye kaisa chakkar ha.

baba:- beta baat bohut lambi ho jayegi, dhire dhire tumhe sab pata chal jayega. pahle mujhe apne baare me sab batao. tumhare liye aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha, jise tum jaanna chahoge.


main kabile se juda hone ke baad ke halat baba ko vistar me batane laga. pahle maine baba ko apna naam bataya, fir baki ka sab..main hil nahi sakta tha. baba ne kuch utha kar mere paas rakh kar uspar beth gaye the. meri sari baaten wo badi ghambirta se sun rahe the. jab main sab bata kar khamosh hua to baba ne ek gahri saans li. fir mujhse bole.

baba:- karan beta, pahli baat to ye jaan lo, tumhe mere paas aaye hue 6 mahine beet chuke han.

karan:- kyaaaaaa.?

mujhe ek aur shock laga tha. main 6 mahino se behosh tha.. aahh matlab mujhe mere kabile se door hue 8 mahino se bhi upar ka samay beet chuka tha. to kyaaa.. kyaa itne mahino tak mere wapis na laut paane ke kaaran wo sab mujhe mara hua to nahi samjh bethe. aisa ha to fir zarur mere ghar wale bhi ye baat jaan chuke honge. kabile wale kaise itni badi baat chhupa sakte the. jaise jaise mai sochta gaya, mera dil doobta gaya. meri saans tez hoti gayi. meri ankhon ke goshe nam hone lage. kitne dard saha hoga sabne meri doori par. mujhe ek ek ka chahra yaad aane laga. ek ek ke sath bitaye pal yaad aane lage. kaise ji rahe honge mujhse pyar karne wale mere bina..

kuch shan mai khamosh raha, baba ne bhi mujhe kuch nahi kaha. fir mujhe apne honto par kuch mahsus hua. meri band ankhen firse khuli dekha to baba ke hath me kuch tha.

baba:- karan beta, moh kholo.

main khud se apne hont kholta moh bhi khol gaya. baba ke hath me kuch liquid sa tha. uske kuch katre baba mere moh me tapkate rahe. fir baba ne hath hata liya. wo katre khud se mere gale se utarne lage. mujhe aisa laga, jaise main hawa me ud raha hon. andar se main itna halka mahsus karne laga tha khud ko.

baba:- beta ye mera khaas aavishkaar ha. main apne ilake ka chikitsak hon.
tum apni bhasha me scientist bhi kah sakte ho.

karan:- baba ye kya tha. bohut hi kamal ki chiz ha. iska asar to mere sharir aur dimag par hi nahi mere dil par hoa ha. kuch der pahle jo apnu ko yaad karte hue dard sa utha tha, wo bhi nahi raha ab.

baba muskura pade:- yahi to kamal ha is vadi me. devta ne hamari zameen ko anmol banaya ha. aisi aisi cheezen han yahan par, jo puri dunya me nahi. tumhari dunya me kai virus aise han, jinke shikar hue patient dino me hi mar jate han. par hamare han kam hi log bimar hokar marte han. yahan har bimari ka ilaj maujud ha.

fir dukh se bole:- par ab jaisi bimari devta ki is sundr vadi ke vasiyon ko lagi ha, uska koi ilaj na mere paas ha aur na hi vadi ke kisi aur vyakti ke paas..

karan:- baba aisi konsi bimari ha, jo aap jaise mahaan chikitsak ke paas bhi uska ilaj nahi ha.

baba aur bhi dukh bhare lahje me:- aag barsane wale hathiyar leke aane wale hamare liye sabse bada khatra han karan beta. usi aag barsane wale golo se tum bhi to ghayal huwe the na.

main bohut kuch samjh gaya tha. thelma aur uski team vadi me ghus chuki thi. in 6 mahino me vadi me kohram macha chuki hogi. main samjh gaya tha, thelma jaisi super agent jo mastermind bhi thi, vadi par kabza kar chuki hogi.

karan:- baba mujhe vistar me batayen.

baba:- kya karoge karan beta tum sab jaan kar.

karan:- baba aap mujhe sab batayen.

baba:- jis jaga tum maujud ho karan beta, ye vaadi ki bahri disha par ha.yahan ke baare me koi nahi janta.. tum is samay ek gufa me ho, aur yahi gufa mera thikna bhi ha. meri lab bhi yahi ha, yahi par main research bhi karta hon. tum mujhe mile to tumhare sharir me chand ukhdi saanson ke siva kuch nahi tha. pahle to tumhe dekh mere dil me tumhare liye nafrat aai. hum begano ka aana pasand nahi karte. par hamare devta naraz hote han, jab koi mar raha vyakti hamare saamne ho, aur hum uski jaan na bachayen. bhale hi wo koi dushman hi kyu na ho. hamare dil itne hi sundr aur saaf han. isliye maine tumhari jaan bhi bacha li..

kuch dino baad tum badbadane lage, tumhare moh se nikle shabdon se main jaan gaya tha, tumhari nature kaisi ha. tum dukhon ke maare pyar ko tarse hue insan ho. isliye main pure mann se tumhara ilaj karne laga. tumhare sharir ki koi haddi salamat nahi rahi thi. badi mahnat karni padi mujhe tumpar. tumhare sharir par. tumhare liye mujhe firse junglon ki khaak chhaanni padi. in 6 mahino me main bhi chain se nahi so paya hon karan beta. pahle devta ko khush karne ke liye tumhari jaan bachana chahta tha. fir jab tumhare jaise kai aur vaadi me ghus kar vaadi par kabza kar bethe to main aur bhi ji jan se tumhara ilaj karne laga. mai bhi chahta hon karan beta, tum jaldi se achhe ho jaao. jaldi se apne pairon par khade ho jaao. aur hamare kaam aao.

main baba ko prashn bhari nazron se dekhne laga

baba:- karan beta, kahin na kahin mere dil me ye baat bhi ha, ki tum hamare kaam aa sakte ho. tum kuch aisa kar jaao, jisse hamari vaadi humen wapis mil jaaye. hum jitne bhi samjhdar, chalak sahi, par bahar ki dunya walun se ladne ki shakti hum khud me nahi pate. hum budhi me bohut aage han, par tumhari dunya walun ke jaisi budhi hamare paas nahi ha. dusra hamare log aag barsane wale hathyaron se bohut darte han.

karan beta, sadiyon se hamari parampara rahi ha, hum apnu me kisi begane ko shamil nahi karte. jo bhi is vaadi me aata ha, wo ya to kaid kar liya jata ha, maar dia jata ha, ya fir kisi ka ghulam bana dia jata ha. sadiyon se hamari vaadi kaiyon ke liye heere ki khaan ki hasiyat rakhti ha. isliye log yahan bar bar aane ki koshish karte rahte han. yahan pohnch pana ek hisab se asambhav ha, nikal pana to aur bhi asambhav ha.. yahan ka mausam aur barf ke niche chhupi anginat khaiyon hamari vadi ki raksha karti han. fir bhi kuch sarfire aur lalach ke andhe bach kar yahan tak pohnchne me safal ho hi jate han.

is baar ke aane wale pahle se alag the, bohut hi khatarnak the. tumhare milne ke kuch hi dino baad main vadi me gaya, jahan sab rahte han. wahan gaya to pata chala, vadi par bahar se aane walun ka kabza ho chuka tha. jaan kar mujhe bada dukh hua. mai bata nahi sakta, meri kya halat ho gai thi. sadiyon se koi hamari vadi me ghus kar salamat nahi rah saka tha. par is baar koi ghusa bhi aur kabza bhi kar betha. apne hi girate han nasheman pe bijliyan..

baba thandi aahh bharte hue bole.. har jaga par ek sardar hota ha to koi na koi uska mukhlif bhi hota ha. hinaru bhi hamara sardar tha. wahi king bhi tha aur kahin hamara maalik bhi. hinaru ka bhai vibharu ek bad fitrat insan ha. wo hinaru ki jaga khud sardar banna chahta tha. lekin wo ban nahi sakta tha. wo chhota tha, jab tak hinaru sardar rahta, wo sardar ban nahi sakta tha. hinaru ke marte hi usay sardar bana di jaata. fir hinaru ke 4 bete hue to vibharu ke sardar banne ki sambhavna bhi jati rahi. vibharu kabhi sardar nahi ban sakta tha. is baat ka usay bohut dukh tha. sardar banne ki chah uske dil se kabhi nahi gayi. aise me wo shadyants rachne laga, jiske chalte hinaru aur uske bete mar jaayen. unke marte hi vibharu khud se sardar ban jata. aur usay rokne wala koi nahi hota. balki sab usay hi sardar maan lete. yahi yahan ki parampara bhi ha.. aur sab dil se samman bhi karte han aisi paramparaon ka.



par vibharu nakaam hua, hinaru daler hi nahi, buddhiman bhi tha. vibharu ke bichhaye sare jaal usne kaat diye. vibharu ko kaid kar diya gaya. vibharu ne apne kuch dosto apne sath mila lia tha, jo vibharu ke sardar bante hi uske khas gurge ban jaate. wo bhi bure vichar rakhne wale insan the. unme se kuch pakde gaye to kuch bhaag kar junglon me khud ko chhupa gaye..

wahin junglon me chhupe hue vibharu ke sathiyon ko bahar se aane wale mile.. pahle bhi kai idhar aa chuke the, isliye is vadi ke kai log hindi ke sath sath english likhna padhna bhi jan chuke the. vibharu ke dosto ne un aane walun se samjhota kiya, aur unki madad se sardar ka takhta ulat dia.. vibharu ko kaid se nikaal kar hinaru aur uske beton ko kaid me daal dia gaya. vibharu ke sath sath bahar se aaye hue sab hinaru aur uske beton ko jaan se maar dena chahte the. par aise me vadi ke logo ek jut ho gaye. sab bol uthe, agar sardar aur unke beton ki jaan li gai to sab mar kar bhi yahan kisi ko panapne nahi denge..

majburan sabko kaid me rakha gaya.tab se is vaadi par vibharu sardar ha. par asal me sardari bahar se aai ek ladki kar rahi ha. jisne tumhe bhi dhoka dia tha.

karan:- thelma

mere moh se thelma ka nam aise nikla.. jaise main thalme ke chhote chhote piece karke chaba raha hon. nafrat to mujhe ho hi gai thi us chalak gori loomdi se. par yahan par aa kar jaisa sab unse kiya tha. mere mann me uske prati nafrat aur aag adhik badhne lagi.

baba:- haan thelma.. yahi naam ha uska. bohut hi shatir aur buddhiman ladki ha woh. ek mahine me hi wo hamari bhasha seekh gai. dusre mahine ittehas me pahli bar yahan helicopters land hue.. mahine me 2 din mausam bohut acha rahta ha, us din barf bhi nahi padti aur hawayen bhi normal raftar se chalti han. thelma aisa jaan gai thi. aisa hi fir har mahine hone laga. ab tak 50 baar helicopters yahan aa chuke han. aur pahle jo unki sankhya 60 ke karib batai ja rahi thi. ab 500 se badh chuki ha. aag barsane wale kai tarah ke aur hathiyar bhi wo leke aaye han.

karan beta, in sab ka khatam hona aur hinaru ka firse sardar banna tumhari dunya walun ke liye bhi behadh zaruri ha. tum nahi jante ho, thelma ek biggest criminal organization ki head ha. wo chahte han, puri dunya par unka hold ho. karan beta ye jagah dunya walun ki nazron se gupt ha. upar se satellite se dekhne par bhi ye pura area gahri dhund me chhupa hua dikhai deta ha. aise me agar yahan koi secret headquarter banata ha to sari dunya wale isse anjan rahegi. dekhte hi dekhte tumhari dunya bhi is organization ke control me aa jayegi. fir jo tabahi machegi tumhare dunya me, tum khud andaza laga sakte ho..



mai hil nahi sakta tha. fir bhi mujhe jhatke par jhatke lag rahe the. mere andar kaise kaise dhamake nahi ho rahe the. bohut kuch mere dimag me aane laga tha.. ek film si mere dimag me chalne lagi thi. ek hi lamhe ke kai kai tarah ke scene chal rahe the, kai awazen goonj rahi thi. kabhi main thelma ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi main ghar walun ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi thelma ke sath bitaye rangeen pal mere dimag par yalghar karte to kabhi sugandha chachi ke sath banaye scene. kabhi mujhe meri maa ki berukhi yaad aati, to kabhi meri didiyon ka mujhpar hasna, mujhe dhutkarna yaad aata. kabhi divya didi ka mere gaalon ko chumna yaad aata to kabhi dada dadi aur bua fufa ka pyar karna mujhe yaad aane lagta.

kaise kaise scene mere dimag me hulchal nahi macha rahe the.. fir mujhe kabile me bitaye sare pal yaad aane lage. 6 saalon ke sabhi drshy mujhe yaad aane lage. pal pal khud me aa rahe badlav bhi kisi picture ki tarah dikhai dene lage.

kal ka thakur karan singh aaj kitna badal chuka tha. kal ka kaala chuha aaj ek junglee saand me badal chuka tha. kon tha jo mujhse takkar le sakta. kon tha jo mujhe hara sakta. kon tha jo mujhse unchi chhalang laga sakta tha. kon tha, jisme mere jitna jigra tha. kon tha, jisse mai pyar karun aur mai uska na ho jaaun..

ohhhh pyaaaaaaar.. pyaar ke chakar me main apni sudh budh khone dene ki adat se peecha nahi chhuda saka tha.is maamle me main aaj bhi waisa hi tha, jaise bachpan me the. haveli chhod junglon me rahne laga tha, parivar ka pyar paane ke liye, khaas kar maa ka pyar paane ke liye. maa jo samjhti thi, mai uska ek nakara beta hon. mere janam lete hi maa ki value papa ki nazron me khatam ho ke rah gai thi. unki zindagi dukhon bhari ho gai thi. maa ko khushiyan lauta kar maaa ka pyar pana chahta tha. kitna bada laksh tha mera... kya se kya bankar mai lautna chahta tha.

mai waisa ban bhi chuka tha. jaisa dada dadi, divya, bua aur fufa mujhe bane dekhna chahte the. ab mai haveli laut kar jata to jis jis ne mujhse jaisi ummiden laga rakhi thi, mai un sabki sabhi ummidon par khara utarne layak ban gaya tha.

par bindu wale matter ke chalte mai dar badar ho gaya tha.

jogi ji maharaj kaha karte the "niyati ke khel ke aage kisi ki nahi chalti. niyati ke khel ko koi nahi samjh sakta. tum jo janam lete hi abnormal the, parivar ki nafrat ka shikar the. fir yahan aaye aur badalne lage. kisi ne socha bhi nahi tha, tum kabhi badal jaaoge. par tum badalne lage. tum badal bhi gaye. suno karan beta, halaat jab bhi karwat badlen to ghabrana mat. sochna, smajhna, aisa kyu ho raha ha.. kya niyati tumse koi pariksha le rahi ha. kya niyati ne tumhe kisi kaam ke liye to nahi chun liya"



"kaaaaam" ohh kaam shabd par mere andar jaise kuch click sa hua. matlab mere sath jo bhi hua tha, wo sab niyati ka racha khel tha. main bindu ko bheem singh se azad karwa kar nadi kinare tahalne nikala tha. soch bhi nahi sakta tha, mere sath itna sab ho jayega. main jo sote hue bhi satarak raha karta tha. us raat parivar ko yaad karta hua bheem singh ke ek wahshi ko nahi dekh saka. fir wo wahshi mujhe liye apne sath nadi me kood gaya. marte marte bhi wo mujhe maar dena chahta tha..


matlab. nitayi mujhse koi kaam lena chahti thi. tabhi mujhe wahan se utha kar yahan la patkha tha. matlab mujhe thelma aur uski organization se ladna tha. usne iradon ko khaak me milana tha.. niyati chahti thi, is dunya par najayaz kabza karne walun ka ant mere hathu ho. is vadi se bhi aur is dunya se bhi inke naamo nishan ko mitana tha.


jaise jaise main sochta gaya. mera vishwas atoot hota gaya. mera hosla firse wapis lautne laga. thelma se badla to lena hi tha, mujhe ghayal karne ka nahi, mere dil ke sath khelne ka. dil ke sath khelne walun ko to kadi se kadi saza deni chahiye. aisa haal karna chahiye, firse koi dil ke sath khelne ki kabhi himmat na kar paaye.

maine baba ko dekha to baba mujhe khud ki or dekhte paa kar muskura pade

karan:- kya hua baba.. aap muskura kyu rahe han.

baba:- karan beta, ye ankhen aur chahra, ye dil ka haal bata dia karte han. tumhare dil me jo kuch bhi aa raha ha. mai ache se samjh raha hon. mujhe khushi ha, tum khud se ladna jante ho. mujhe khushi ha, jo tum bahar ki darindon se bhari dunya me rahte hue bhi ek achhe aur sache insan nikle.

karan:- baba main khada to ho nahi sakta, aise me kaise mai kisi se lad sakunga.

baba firse muskuraye:- tumhare zakham bhar chuke han. tumhari sari haddiyan pahle jaisi sthiti me aa chuki han. tumhare andar ki kamzori bhi 2 ek din me jati rahegi.

karan:- baba aisa ha to fir main hil kyu nahi pa raha.

baba:- tumhara ilaj chal raha ha na karan beta. tumhe ek khas pathar sunghaya gaya tha. uski waja se tum apne sharir ko harkat dene layak nahi rahe.

karan:- aisa kyu baba?


baba:- aisa isliye ki jo dard fir tumhe hota, wo tum sahn nahi kar pate. aur jitne zakham tumhe aaye the, un zakhmo ke chalte hone wale dard ke kaaran tumhare dimag ki nasen prabhavit ho sakti ha. isliye mujhe aisa karna pada.

karan:- iska matlab mai jald chalne firne lagunga.

baba:- kal se tum uth beth sakoge..


aur fir baba ne jo kaha tha. wo sach sabat hua.. agle din baba ne jaane kya kuch mere sath kiya, main uth kar beth gaya. mere hath pair harkat karne lage. main alif nanga tha. mere badan par ek taar tak nahi thi. main bepanah khushi ke chalte main josh me aaya aur jhatke se uthne laga.. baba ne turant mere kandhe par hath rakh dia.

baba:- dheeraj karan beta dheeraj.. mahino bad uth rahe ho. saavdhani se apne hathu pairon ko harkat do.

maine waise hi kiya, jaise baba ne kaha tha. mere liye mere josh par kabu pana bohut mushkil ho raha tha. main jo mar chuka tha, firse zindagi pa gaya tha. mere hath pair toot gaye the, mai apahij ban gaya tha. ab svasth ho chuka tha. par kabu to mujhe khud par pana hi tha. main khada hua aur khud ko dekhne laga. dhire dhire apne hathu pairon ko harkat deta mai walk karne laga. ek bar mujhe chakkar bhi aaya, mai girta baba ne mujhe thaam liya..

agle 10 minat me main dhimi chaal chal raha tha. baba mere sath chalte hue mujhe bade dhayan se dekh rahe the. baba mujhse sawal karne lage aur main baba ko jawab dene laga. kuch der me main aur baba dono santusht ho gaye.


karan:- baba aap kamal ke chikitsak han. is puri dunya me aapke jaisa koi bhi nahi hoga. sach me baba jab mai kabar me dafan ho raha tha to mujhe lag gaya tha, ki ab bass, meri zindagi ke kuch hi pal baki han.

baba muskura kar:- fir tum kaise bache.

mai baba ko sab batane laga. kaise mere apnu ke pyar ne meri tootti himmat ko badhawa dia tha.

baba:- prem is sansar ki sabse badi shakti ha. tum kismatwale ho karan beta jo tumhara sabse bada laksh prem pana ha. mujhe vishwas ha, tum prem dawara har maidan me safalta paoge. prem karne wale ka sath to devta sada deta ha.

agle do din tak baba ne mujhe bohut kuch alag alag khane ko dia. mai aur bhi svasth hua gufa me chalne laga. ek baar main kinare par bhi gaya aur vaadi ka nazara karne laga. par mujhe door door tak sivaye jungle ke kuch bhi dikhai nahi de raha tha. upar dekha to mujhe sivaye dhund ke kuch dikhai nahi dia.. matlab suraj ki roshni dhund ko cross karke niche nahi aa rahi thi. fir bhi yahan par andhera nahi tha. itni roshni thi ki sab kuch dikhai de jata tha. pata nahi aage abadi me kaisa mausam tha.


usi din main gufa me daudne bhi laga, par dhire dhire. 6 mahine se so raha sharir ekdum se to puri tarah se jaag nahi sakta tha. baba mere bade kaam aa rahe the. ek ek bat par mujhe bachhu ke jaise treat kar rahe the.


baba se aur bhi kai baaten hui thi. pahle se kaid bahar ke aaye kaidi abhi tak kaid the, jo ghulam the wo abhi tak ghulam the, thelma ne vadi par kabza karke bhi sabko unki marzi ki zindagi jeene ki ijazat de rakhi thi. thelma nahi chahti thi, vadi wale unke khilaf hon. abhi shayad usay samay chahiye tha vadi par pura jamane me. dhire dhire uske sathi vadi me parvesh kar rahe the.

ye mere svasth hone ke 6th day ki baat ha. main gufa me hi ek jaga betha vicharon me vyast tha. baba bahar gaye hue the. meri nak se ajib si smell takrai to main sar utha kar dekhne laga. gufa ka wo rasta jo gufa se bahar aane jane ke liye istemal hota tha, udhar se mujhe ajib si smell aati hui mahsus hui. mai heran hua ye smell kaisi ha. kuch pal to mai samjh hi nahi saka. fir jab mujhe samjh ai to mai jhatke se utha aur bhaag kar baba ki lab ke paas latke ek lohe ke bane bhale ko utha laaya. main heran tha, yahan sher kaisa aa gaya.

ji haan mujhe jo smell aai thi wo sher ki smell thi. jaise hi main bhala liye wapis palta. apne saamne ka nazara dekh mai stabdh rah gaya.. nazara tha hi kuch aisa..

ek haseen tareen ladki jiske badan par cheete ki khaal thi. stano aur tangon ke beech ke area ko cheete ki khaal se dhake wo badi hi shahana andaz me khadi mujhe ghoore ja rahi thi. uske dayen kandhe par ek chhota sa, cuta sa bandar betha hua tha. wo bhi mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. ladki ke daayen baayen do balshali sher khade mujhe ghor rahe the. tarzan ke baare me suna tha, wo mard hota ha, par yahan to mujhe ladki dikhai de rahi thi. tarzan ke jaisi sthiti me, ek bandar aur do sheron ke sath gufa ke andar mere saaamne..

manzar jitna dil dahla dene wala tha, do do sher mere saamne the. kaise koi manush do do sheron ke saamne hosh me rah sakta tha.

jitna khatra mujhe dono sheron se tha. unta hi dil hi dhadkano me shor bhi tha. ladki jiski sundrta ko shabdo me bayan kar pana mere bass se bahar tha. uske ghane kaale baal jinke sath woh cute sa bandar regular khel raha tha. hawa nahi chal rahi thi, warna hawa me uske kaale lambe baal lahra kar uski sundrta ko hazaron guna aur bhi badha dete.. baba ka rang doodh ke jaisa gora tha. par is ladki ka rang halka sanwala tha. gori hoti to shayad itni sundr nahi dikhti. jitni sanwali hone par dikh rahi thi. kya kamal ki chamakdar skin paai thi in haseena ne. pahadon me rahne wali, barfani vadi me rahne wali sakht jaan ladki, jiske badan ka ek ek ang bohut hi kamal maharat se tarasha hua lag raha tha. aisa perfect figure maine apni puri zindagi me kisi ka nahi dekha tha..

jaane main kab tak hosh se begana rahta.. shero ki dahad ke sath main hosh me aaya. shayad sheron ko mera apni malika ko aise tukar tukar pasand nahi aaya tha. isliye dahad kar mujhe chetavani de rahe the. maalika ki or dekhne wale ko hum cheer phaad kar kacha kha jate han.


bade hi samjhdar sher the. mujhe dekh kar bhi mujhpar hamla nahi kiya tha dono ne. ladki se permission milti to shayad wo pal bhar me mujhe cheer phaad daalte..

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.

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Update:-17

A Few Sentences From The 16th Update.....

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.


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Update:-17




karan:- mujhe hosh me aaye aaj ek hafta ho gaya..

ladki:- toh fir jaao yahan se. baba ki waja se tumhari jaan bach gai. ab yahan rahne ka tumhara koi matlab nahi banta.

nak sikodti wo adhik nafrat se boli thi. uska bass nahi chal raha tha, warna mujhpar thuk bhi deti. itni hi nafrat mujhe uski se jhalakti dikhai di thi.

ladki fir boli:- kismat achhi ha tumhari, jo tum baba ko mil gaye. mujhe mile hote, to ab tak mere sheron ke pet me hote..

uske aise bolte hi dono sher ek sath dahadne lage. jaise dono us ladki ki baat samjh gaye the. ladki garv se dono sheron ke saron par hath ferne lagi.

itne me baba aate dikhai diye. ladki ne piche mud kar dekha.. fir baba se boli

ladki:- baba ise chalta kyu nahi kiya aapne abtak.

baba ladki ke pass aaye aur ladki ko gale se laga kar uska moh chum liya


baba:- izora meri bachhi! shant ho jaao. maine pahle bhi tumse kaha tha. karan dusron jaisa nahi ha. devta ne mere kahe ka maan rakh liya. meri bachi tum karan ke baare me janogi to apne vichar badalne par majbur ho jaogi.


izora.. ummm to iska naam izora tha. kitna alag sa naam tha izora.. pata nahi izora naam ka matlab kya tha, zarur koi khaas matlab hoga izora ka..

izora ke sath aaye dono sher baba ke aate hi side hat gaye the. baba ke saamne jaise wo sammaniya khade ho gaye the. bandar jo pahle izora ke kandhe par tha, ab baba ke kandhe par tha.

baba ki baat ke jawab me izora ki ankhon me mere liye nafrat ke bhav kam nahi hue.

izora:- to iska naam karan ha.

baba:- haan iska naam karan ha. izora beti devta ke banaye sare insan matlabi nahi hote.

izora prashn bhari nazron se baba ko batane lagi. baba short me mere bare me izora ko batane laga. mere bare me baba se sunkar izora ko achambha nahi hua. na hi mere prati uske chahre ke bhav me koi narmi ya badlav aaya.

izora:- dhongi ha ye, ye bhi un kutton ke jaisa tez dimag wala ha. aapko bewaquf bana raha ha ye. huh! lalach me andhe han sab ke sab aur ye bhi unhi ke jaise ha. lalachi, khuni darinda.

fir chakhtara lete hue boli:- baba aaj firse maine 3 ko maar daala.

baba chintit svar me:- izora beti, tum kyu khud ko khatre me daal rahi ho.

izora :- khatra! banta ha to banta rahe. jab tak main bahar se aaye sare kutton ko maar nahi deti, apni tiku(vadi) ko azad nahi karwa leti, main chain se nahi bethne wali hon baba. khun to mera ise dekh kar bhi khol raha ha baba.. mann to kar raha ha, ise bhi inke sathiyon ke jaise cheer phaad dalun.

bada zeher bhara izora ke ek ek shabd me. bhara hona bhi chahiye tha, apne desh me ghus bethiyon ko kon bardasht kar sakta ha. yahan to fir bhi thelma kabza jama chuki thi. aise me itni nafrat to banti hi thi.

main ab tak bhala liye khada izora ko dekh aur sun raha tha. main bhala hilata kuch bolta. dono sher turant satark hue mujhe khuni nazron se ghoorne lage. jaise mai bhale se izora par hamla karne wala hon.

karan:- aisi baat ha to mujhe maar kar apne andar ki aag ko kam kar sakti ha. kya is bhale se meri jaan logi ya apne in paltu sheron se mere tukde tukde karwaogi..

baba:- karan beta, izora guse aur nafrat me hi itni khunkhar dikhti ha. warna ye badi hi masum bachi ha.

maine sheron ko dekha, fir chalta hua izora ke saamne ja pohncha. dono sher meri ankhon me hi dekh rahe the. meri ek ek movement par nazar rakh rahe the. jaise meri ankhon se mere dil me utar kar mere dil ka haal jaan rahe the. wo shaant the, par starak the. main izora ke saamne pohncha aur bhala dono hathu me uthaye uske aage kar dia.

karan:- lo, ye bhala pakdo. ye mat sochna, mai yahan baba ka mahman hon. pahle main tumhara kasurwar hon. apni marzi se na sahi, par main tumhare desh me ghusa to hon. jo saza apne desh me ghusne walun ko dete ho tum log. wahi saza tum mujhe bhi de sakti ho. main thahra pyar ka bhuka ek moorkh ladka. thelma se pyar mila to uske pyar ke jaal me phansta idhar aa nikla. main to saalon se apne parivar se door tha. chahta tha, jald se jald unke paas ja pohnchu. jahan mujhe pyar karne wale kam aur nafrat karne wale zayada the. pahle thelma ka pyar mila, chot khai, ab tumhari nafrat mil rahi ha to ye chot bhi main apne dil par sahn kar lunga. main to mar chuka tha, baba ne mujhe bacha liya. tum ye bhala mere seene me utar kar apne andar ki bhadas ko kam kar sakti ho.

mera lahje me dard sa utar aaya. izora bhala apne hathu me liye mujhe ghoorne lagi. fir bhala phenk kar baba ko dekhne lagi.

baba:- meri bachhi! kya ab bhi tumhara dil karan ko acha sacha aur dukhi insan nahi manta. hamara devta ASHMAR pyar ka devta ha. kya tum nafrat ke chalte pyar ka paath bhul jaogi. bhul gayi, pyar dene wale ko pyar do, nafrat dene wale ko pahle pyar na, na sudhre to usay fir nafrat do. karan pyar ka bana insan ha, usse nafrat karna sahi nahi ha.

izora dheeli pad kar apne sheron ke paas gayi. unke baal sahlati hui boli

ozora:- baba bahar se aane walun ke liye hamare paas sivaye nafrat ke kuch ha bhi to nahi. bahar se aane walun se pyaar karenge to fir hamara ye tiku(desh) hamara nahi rahega. kitne shatir hote han ye. kitni chaturai se inho ne humse hamara desh chheen liya. baba aise me kaise main bahar se aane walun se pyar se baat kar sakti hon. kyu ye log humen hamare hi tiku par chain se rahne nahi dete. kyu bar bar ye hamare tiku me ghus kar hamara sukh chain barbad kar dete han. ab ke aaye to humen hi ghulam bana kar hamare hukamran ban bethe han. aur aap kahte han, mai unse pyar karun. kaise karun baba. mujhse nahi hota aiso se pyar, mujhse nahi hoti aiso se pyar se baat. nafrat ha mujhe in sab se. nafrat ha mujhe isse bhi.

baba chalte hue izora ke paas gaye. bandar mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha.

baba:- meri bachhi! karan hi hamara wo iklota sahara ha, jo un bure logon se humen hamara tiku wapis dilayega. mujhe yakin ha meri bachhi! karan zarur kuch aisa kar guzrega, jiske chalte hamara tiku humen wapis bhi mil jayega aur hinaru firse hamara sardar ban jayega. jo khushiyan humse chhin gai ha, wo sab humen wapis mil jayengi meri bachhi.

mai bhi chup nahi rah saka:- izora main marte marte bacha hon. jab kai goliyan khaa kar khai me gira tha, to jaan gaya tha, mai ab zinda nahi bach sakunga. par bhagwan ne baba ke paas bhej kar mujhe firse zindagi de gi. izora main waade bohut kam kiya karta hon. aur jab koi waada kar leta hon to fir mar kar bhi main apne waade par pura utarta hon. jaise ab bhagwan ne mujhe mere waade par khara utarne ke liye mujhe nayi zindagi di ha. janti ho izora main bachpan se hi ek abnormal ladka tha. ek aisa ladka jiski hasiyat ek tinke se badhkar nahi thi. kuch pyar karne walun ne mere andar prem shakti bhari. meri sahayta ki, fir maine unse waada kiya ki ek din wo bankar lautunga, jaisa kabhi koi bankar nahi lauta hoga. bhagwan ne mujhe wo bana dia, jo kabhi koi sapne me bhi nahi soch sakta tha. jis halat me meri jaan bachi ha, main samjh gaya hon, bhagwan ne meri zindagi me kuch to aisa likha ha, jise mujhe pura karna ha. aur ek baar main zarur apne parivar me laut ke jaunga. bhagwan par mera vishwas pahle se atoot ho gaya ha. kai goliyan lagne aur barf me dafan hone ke baad maine zindagi payi ha izora.

ek waada maine apne dada ji aur sabse kiya tha, ek waada main tumse, baba se karta hon. jab tak mere sharir me khoon ka ek bhi katra baki ha, main ladonga, tab tak ladta rahunga, jab tak tumhe tumhara tiku wapis nahi mil jata. aur mujhe yakin ha, ek din zarur aisa aayega, jis din firse ye tiku tum logo ka ho jayega. ek baar firse pahle jaisi khushiyan hongi charon dishaon me. ek baar fir hinaru sardar banega. ye thakur karan singh ka waada ha tumse aur baba se..

izora mujhe ghoor kar dekh rahi thi. is baar uske bhav mere shabdo ne badal diye the. nafrat ke bhav ja chuke the. wahan ek aas ek ummid dikhai dene lagi thi mujhe.

baba:- izora meri bachi dil se nikli baat asar rakhti ha.. mujhe khushi ha, tumhare dil ne karan ki baaton par yakin kar liya. tumhare dil ne karan ko sacha maan liya. dekho izora meri bachi, tum ab tak kai bahar se aane walun ki jaan le chuki ho. aise tum kitno ki jaan logi. aise humen hamara tiku kabhi wapis nahi mil sakta. devta na karen tujhe kuch ho, agar tujhe kuch hua to main jeete ji mar jaaunga aur tiku bhi humen wapis nahi mil sakega. humen kuch aisa karna hoga, jisme kamyabi ke chances zayada hon.

izora:- karan tum bhi meri tarah akele ho. wo senkdo me han, aur ek ekela kaise into se lad sakta ha. unke paas aag barsane wale hathiyar han. teer se bhi tez aag nikalti ha unke andar se.

izora itni bahadur hote hue bhi guns ki baat karte hue mujhe khaufzada dikhaai di.

karan:- abhi kuch socha nahi ha, jab tak main bhaagta daudne aur ladne layak ho jaunga, tab tak kuch na kuch soch loonga.

izora:- mai bhi chalungi tumhare sath. tum jante ho karan, jungle ke sare darinde aur janwar mera kaha maante han. kyu minni, rasha, kasha tum mera sath doge na meri is jung me..

bandar ka naam minni tha, sheron ka naam rasha, kasha tha.. dono sher izora ki baat samjhte hue dahadne lage. bandar ajib si awazen nikalne laga. baba hasne lage aur main heran hone laga.

karan:- jungle ke aur bhi janwar aur darinde tumhara kaha maante han..

izora garv se:- haan! mai jungli jeevo se baat bhi kar leti ho, mai sabki bhasha jaanti hon. sab mujhe apni mallika samjhte han.

karan:- fir to tum akeli hi saare darindo ke sath leke unpr hamla kar sakti ho..

izora mayusi se boli:- nahi karan! kaash main aisa kar sakti. pahle maine aisa hi kiya tha. par mujhpar tiku ke badon aur sardar ki orr se rok laga di gayi. sardar ka kaha nakara nahi ja sakta. agar mai aisa karti hon to mujhe is tiku se nikaal dia jayega. aisi baat na hui hoti to ab tak sare kutton ko mere paltu janwar cheer phaad kar kha chuke hote.

main is ajib gareeb dikhne wali ladki ko dekhne laga. agar usay chhoot mil jati to akeli hi kafi thi, sabka sarvnash karne ke liye. par ye sab paramparaon me bhi bandhe hue the.

karan:- aise me tum mera sath kya de sakogi. tum apne sardar ki maante hue
kisi ki jaan nahi le sakti.

izora has di:- mere sathi janwar nazron me aa sakte han shikar karte hue. par main to chhup kar hamla kar sakti hon na.. kabhi jungle me koi dikh jaaye to mere ishare par mere ye sathi unhe cheer phaad kar khaa jate han. jab mai sabke beech jati hon to khamoshi se kisi ki jaan le leti hon.

karan:- aise kisi ko tumpar shak pad gaya to

izora:- tiku me aur kai aise han, jo vibharu ko sardar nahi mante. wo bhi vibharu ke khilaf han. wo bhi aisi wardat karte rahte han. aise me mujhpar shak nahi ja sakta. agar hua bhi to mere paas chhupne ke liye bohut se thikane han. raat yahan itna andhera hota ha, koi kisi ko talash hi nahi kar sakta.

baba chintit bhav se izora ko dekhne lage aur main izora ko dilchapsi se dekhne laga. meri zindagi me aane wali izora pahli aisi ladki thi, jo sabse hatkar thi. khunkhaar bhi thi, masum aur ladaki bhi thi. pahli jitni nafrat uske chahre par mere liye thi, ab nafrat ke bhav gaye to mujhe uske chahre par sivaye masumiyat ke kuch dikhai hi nahi de raha tha. guse me bhi wo bohut cute dikh rahi thi..

kuch der aur baaten hoti rahi. baba chinta me aaye izora ko bhashan dene lage. izora hasne lagi, baba se masti karne lagi. izora baba ki ikloti poti thi. izora ke mata pita dono nahi rahe the. ab dono dada poti hi ek dusre ka sahara the. dono ek dusre ko dekh jeete the. baba ne beta aur bahu ko kho dene ke baad yahan rahna shuru kar dia, izora ko jungle me rahna pasand tha. aise uski dosti junglee jeevo se ho gai. izora unki bhasha bhi seekh gai.



agle din main aur izora gufa ke bahar bethe baaten kar rahe the. bandar mere kandhe par betha mere kan se khel raha tha. dono sher ab mujhse prachit ho chuke the. unki khuni ankhon me mere liye aitmad aur pyar jhalakne laga tha. mai unki maalika ka dost jo ban gaya tha.

izora jaisi haseen ladki meri bagal me bethi thi, mera dil jaise jhum raha tha. uske badan ki mahak ko karib se mahsus jo kar pa raha tha main.

izora:- karan tumhara ghar kahan ha.

ab tak maine ghar ke baare me izora ya baba ko kuch nahi bataya tha. izora ne pucha to velly ke dhundle dikhai dene wale jungle ke beecho beech mujhe meri haveli dikhai dene lagi. jahan sab the, mujhse pyar karne wale bhi aur mujhse nafrat karne wale bhi. main gumsum sa hokar apni haveli ke ek ek inch ko niharne laga. dil ki halat ajib si hone lagti thi, jab jab haveli ka zikr aata tha. jab jab haveli ki yaad aati thi. ab to haveli kuch aise mere dimag me ujagar hui. mujhe jaise live dikhai dene lagi. barson se apni haveli se door tha, barson se sab se door tha. dil tadap utha sabse milne ke liye. jahan main tha, wahan se wapis laut pana itna bhi asan nahi tha. kya malum main wapis laut bhi pata ya nahi. kya pata yahan thelma se ladte hue meri jaan hi chali jati.

izora ke bandar ne mera kaan pakad kar maror dia. usay apni maalika ki baat ke jawab me mera uttar nahi sunne ko mila tha. jaise wo bhi mere ghar ke baare me jaanne ke liye bechain ho. main yaadon se to bahar nahi aaya. par izora ko batane laga.

karan:- mera ghar bilaspur district ke sabse sundr ilake me ha. wahan hamari bohut badi haveli ha, jahan mere apne rahte han. dada dadi, bua, fufa aur divya didi..

mere ek ek shabd se hasrat aur mithas tapakne lagi thi. izora mujhe hairat se dekhne lagi. fir uska shock bada.

izora:- ye haveli kya hoti ha karan

main izora ko makan,haveli aur kothi, banglow me antar samjhane laga. izora ke chahre par mujhe shock ke sath sath josh bhi dikhai dene laga. mai uske bepanah sundrta liye chahre ko dekhta hua bata raha tha.

izora:- pata ha karan! jab bhi main baba se bahar ki dunya ki baten sunti hon na, wahan bane unche unche gharon ka sunti hon to dil chahne lagta ha, main bhi kabhi wahan jaa kar sab dekho.

izora hasrat ki tasveer bani bol rahi thi."pata ha karan! bahar se aane wale mujhe sakht na-pasand han. par unse suni kahaniyan itni dilchasp hoti ha, mann karta ha, sunti hi jaaon.

karan:- to fir tumne kitna kuch jana hamari dunya ke bare me.

izora:- zayada nahi.

karan:- kyu?

izora:- mann bechain hone lagta ha. mann karta ha, main apne tiku se nikal bhago aur bahar ki dunya dekhon. badi kashish ha bahari dunya ki. apni orr khenchti ha.

karan:- to isme bura hi kya ha. hamari dunya ke log to puri dharti ko chhaanne nikal padte han. pata ha dharti kitni badi ha.

izora masum chahra liya bade shock se boli."kitni badi ha"

karan:- itni badi ki tumhara ye tiku is dharti par ek zarre ke barabar ha.

izora ka moh khul gaya.. fir wo boli:- itni badi ha ye zameen.

karan:- hahaha.. haan itni hi badi ha ye zameen.

izora:- fir to koi bhi sari zameen ko nahi dekh sakta hoga na.

karan:- haan koi nahi dekh sakta. par kuch sarfire puri zindagi dharti ka chappa chappa dekhne me bita dete han.

izora hasne lagi.

izora:- sach me pagal ha han woh. bhala zindagi aise bekar ke kaamo ke liye thodi na hoti ha.

karan:- fir kis liye hoti ha.

izora nasamjhne wale andaz me:- kya kis liye hoti ha

karan:- zindagi

meri ankhon me shararat utar aai thi. jise wo jaan nahi paai.

izora:- zindagi to.. zindagi to

karan:- haan haan bolo, kya zindagi to? bolo zindagi kaise bitani chahiye.

izora uthti hui:- mujhe nahi pata. chalo chalte han..

bandar uchhal kar firse uske kandhe par beth gaya.. izora uttar nahi de paai thi. kyu nahi de paai thi. ye mai samjh nahi paya tha.

raat ke samay velly me itna andhera ho jaya karta tha, hath ko hath sujhai nahi deta tha. mashalon ki roshni me hi wahan tak dekha ja sakta tha, jahan tak mashal ki roshni jati thi. yahan chand ki kirne nahi utar paati thi. suraj ki tez dhup zarur yahan kuch ujala kar dia karti thi. jis se din ka pata chalta tha.





raat ko gufa ke farsh par lete izora mujhse boli:- karan jab tumhara hath mere sath se lagta ha to mujhe gudgudi si kyu hone lagti ha.

izora mujhse do feet ke fasle par karwat ke bal leti hui thi. uska chahra meri taraf tha. main mashal ki roshni me gufa ki chhat ko tak raha tha. izora ke sharir se uthti garmi mujhe itni door se bhi jhulsaye ja rahi thi. main jism ka bhuka nahi tha. par izora ka sange marmar ke jaisa chamakdar aur mahakta badan mujhe bekhud karne lagta tha. main kuch nahi bola to izora sarak kar mere paas aa gai. maine uski taraf dekha aur sarak kar firse fasla bana gaya.

izora hearni se boli:- kya hua karan, tum door kyu ho gaye. meri baat ka jawab bhi nahi dia.

karan:- izora tum fasla rakh kar leto.

izora aur bhi heran hoke:- kyu? ohh kahin tum mujhse dar to nahi rahe.

karan:- haan dar raha hon main tumse.

izora:- kyu.. isme darne wali konsi baat ha bhala. main khao thodi na jaaungi tumhe.

karan:- tumhare mere sath lagne se mere andar ubaal sa aane lagta ha izora. dar ha kahin mai jhulas hi na jaon.

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bhala aise bhi koi jalta ha kya. karan tum kitne mazakiya ho.. hehehe

main is nadan chhokri ko dekhne laga. pata nahi ye ladki sach me nadan thi, masum thi ya mujhe azma rahi thi.

karan:- tumne abhi kaha, mere sath lagte hi tumhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

izora:- haan! aisa kyu karan. main rasha, kasha, minni aur kai dusre junglee jeevo se bhi milti hon. par mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. baba se milkar bhi mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. tumhare sharir se lagte hi hone lagti ha. aisa kyu ha karan.


kya izora sach me itni seedhi thi. kya ye itna bhi nahi janti thi. kitni sundr thi. kya kabhi kisi ne ise dekh kuch aisa vaisa nahi bola tha. jisse ise is sab baare gyan milta. kya baba ne bhi ise kuch nahi bataya tha. main ulajhne laga.


izora:- karan khamosh mat raho. mujhe meri baaton ke jawab do. kya ha aisa tumhare sharir me. jo mujhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

karan:- theek ha deta hon, tumhare prashno ke uttar. par pahle thoda sa piche sarak jaao tum.


izora sarak kar thodi si door ho gai:- lo maan li tumhari baat.. ab batao.

izora ka andaz utsukta liye hue tha. jaise wo jald se jald jaan jana chahti ho.

karan:- tum hindi bhi janti ho aur english bhi--

izora mujhe tokti garv se boli:- main 2 aur bhashaen bhi thodi thodi janti hon.

karan:- kisse seekhi han tumne itni bhashaen.

izora:- yahan kuch ghulam han, jinse mai seekhi ha.

karan:- matlab tum tiku me sab se milti rahti ho. unse baaten karti rahti ho

izora:- nahi! zayada nahi milti mai kisi se. kyu? tum kyu puch rahe ho

karan:- tumhari kitni saheliyan han

izora:- bohut si han

karan:- khas kitni han.

izora:- khaas matlab?

karan:- jinse tum apne dil ki har baat kar jaao

izora hasti hui:- wo to main har kisi se kar leti hon.

wo boli to thi, par mujhe uski ankhon se laga, jaise wo normal baton se aage na badh saki ho.

karan:- jab ladkiyan apas me mil bethti han to ilake ke mardon ki baaten karti han. kya tum bhi karti rahi ho mardon ki baaten apni saheliyon se.

izora:- ye bhi koi puchne wali baat ha. hum aisi baren karti rahti han.

karan:- to mard aurat ke rishte par bhi tum sab baaten karti rahti hogi.

izora:- kya matlab. mard aurat ka rishta. mard aurat ka kaisa rishta? ohh kahin tum pati patni wali baat to nahi kar rahe.

mai khush hua.. shukar ha kuch to samjhti ha:- haan wahi mera matlab ha.

izora ulajhti hui boli:- us bat ka meri baat se kaisa sambandh. maine puchha tha, mujhe tumhe chhute hi gudgudi kyu hoti.

mera mann chaha apna matha peet loon. masum to thi hi budhhu bhi thi. ladki to jawan baad me hoti, aisi baaten pahle jaan leti ha. par ye to

karan:- pati patni me jo rishta hota ha, uspar tumne kabhi apni saheliyon se koi charcha nahi ki..

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bohut karti han hum. bada maza aaata ha, jab kisi shadi ke baad hum sab milkar pati patni ki baaten karti han to..hehehe sach me karan hamare haan ki shadi par bohut maza aata ha. dulha dulhan ko khub pareshan kia jata ha. hum sab kai kai din tak ye baaten karte hue maze leti rahti han. kabhi dikhaungi main tumhe apne tiku me kisi ki shadi.. bada maza ayega tumhe bhi karan.

hairat ke maare mera moh khul gaya tha. izora sach me bohut masum ladki thi. apni saheliyon se baat bhi karti thi to mard aurat ke rishte ki chhod masti mazak wali baaten karti thi..

ufff ab kaise main ise samjhaun. fir socha ise samjhana zaruri bhi kahan ha. khud se jaan legi kisi se.. nahi to baba se jaan legi. main kyu isse apna sar phodon. kahin mai ise sab batane ke chakkar me bahak hi na jaaun. shukar ha, mere dil ki halat uske masum chahre aur sawalon par kabu me aa gai thi. dhadkan aur khun ki raftar ab normal thi. wo masum thi aur main bhi chhichhora nahi tha. par uski kurbat mere sharir ko zarur aanch dene lagi thi. jawani kaisi baagh-o-bahar hoti ha, mai jaan chuka tha. izora masum bulbul thi, nahi jaanti thi. aise main uska najayaz fayda nahi uthana chahta tha. galati se bhi nahi. par galati to kisi se bhi ho jaya karti ha. bhale hi main sanskari tha. thakur parivar se tha. izzat, maan maryada ssab jaanta tha. par tha to main ek mard hi. kai dino tak regular thelma ki garm aaghosh ke maze leta aaya tha. ab mahino se garm aaghosh se door tha. sharir me ubal to uthne hi the. izora ke sharir ki garmi mere sabar ko azma rahi thi.


aise hi baaten karte karte hum dono ko nind aa gai. wo firse mere karib nahi aai thi. main usay uska mann ko santushti dene wala koi bhi uttar nahi de saka tha.

raat ka jaane konsa pahr tha. mujhe apne seene par kuch mahsus hua. meri ankh khul gai. pata chala, izora sarak kar mujhse lag kar so rahi thi. uska ek hath mere seene par tha. main ghabra gaya. kahin baba ne dekh lia to kahin mere baare bura na sochne lagen. maine izora ka hath pakad kar apne seene se hata dia.. fir sarak kar izora ke kuch door ho gaya. mashal ki roshni me so rahi izora kitni masum dikhai de rahi thi. itni masumiyat shayad dunya me maujud kisi ladki ke hisse me nahi aai thi. main itni junglee ladki ki masumiyat ko kaise khatam kar sakta tha. kuch door hua main usay niharne laga.

kuch der guzri izora ka hath firse harkat me aaya. jaise wo apne hath mere seene par rakhna chahti ho. jab uska hath gufa ke farsh par pada to jaise kuch tatolne lagi. usay mera garm seene mahsus nahi hua to uski bhi ankh khul gai. wo jhat se uthi aur mujhe dekhne lagi.

izora:- karan itni door kyu chale gaye tum. paas aao na. mujhe tumhare sath lag kar sone me bada maza aa raha tha.

karan:- nahi izora, ye sahi nahi ha.

izora zidd karti hui:- mujhe sahi galt ka nahi pata karan, tum bass mere paas aa jaao. nahi aaoge to mai aa jati hon. wo sarak kar mere paas aai gai. mujhe lita kar khud let gayi aur mere seene par hath rakh kar bhari saanse lene lagi. nind uski ankhon me thi. jald hi wo firse nind ki haseen vadiyon me gum jaane kaise kaise sapne dekhne lagi.

meri halat jo pahle kuch control me thi, mere control se bahar hone lagi. sharir ke andar jaise hazaron volt current daudne laga tha. jiska asar jane kahan kahan hone laga tha. mai sar jhatak kar apne dimag me aa rahe gande vicharon ko bhagane laga. warna itni haseen bagal me leti ho, uska ek haath aapke seene par ho, kaise ap khud se lad sakte han. wo raat meri zindagi ki sabar azma aur bohut hi lambi raat thi. ek pal ke liye bhi mai so nahi saka tha. dar tha, kahin meri aankh lage aur main izora ko thelma samjh kar koi galati na kar jaaon. izora ko tok bhi sakta tha, na maanti to sakhti se usay khud se door bhi kar sakta tha. par aisa karne ko mera dil nahi mana.
jitni khunkhar thi, utni hi masum bhi thi. jitni payari thi, utna hi uska narm bhi narm tha. mujhpar bharosa na hota to itne karib bhi na aati wo mere.

ya shayad wo aisi baton se sach me anjan thi.

agle din maine baba se pooch liya:- baba izora sach me itni hi masum ha, jitni ki dikhti ha.

baba meri baat kar dhimi andaz me has diye:- karan beta, mai samjh sakta hon tum kis bina par aisa bol rahe ho. mai kal se tumhe note kar raha hon. izora ke tumhare paas rahne se tum khud me bechaini mahsus kar rahe ho. uska sath tumhe acha bhi lag raha ha aur darr bhi rahe ho tum. kahin kuch galat na ho jaaye. kyu aisi hi baat ha na.

main sharmindgi se sar jhuka kar:- ji baba! yahi baat ha.

baba:- karan beta, maine kaha tha, guse aur nafrat me izora jitni khatarnak ha, nafrat bhula de to utni hi masum bhi ban jati ha. usay sach me dunyadari ka sara gyan nahi ha. aur fir mujhe tumpar pura vishwaas bhi ha. ankhen aur chahra dekh kar main dil ka haal jan leta hon.

karan:- baba ye to galat ha na. usay sab pata hona chahiye. aapne ya kisi ne bhi usay aisa kuch nahi bataya.

baba:- mai to usay aisa kuch bhi batane se raha. haan maine isharo me usay apni sakhiyon se sab jaanne ko kaha bhi tha. par wo samjh nahi pai. main boodha hon, sharam wala hon karan beta, tiku ki ladkiyon aurton se nahi bol sakta tha, meri izora ko gyan de den. aur fir izora ko sabke beech rahne se junglon me jeevo ke beech rahna zayada pasand ha. isliye bhi wo is sab se anjaan rahi. tabhi to itni masum ha. jaise jeev masum hote han, aise hi meri izora bhi masum ha.

main baba se sab sunkar heran bhi tha aur pareshan bhi. baba ne mujhe daurahe par la khada kar dia tha. main mitti ka bana putla tha. bhavanaon bhara mera dil tha. sharir ko nari sukh ka pura pura gyan tha. kahun to mai sex par Phd kar chuka tha. kaise izora jaisi ladki ki kurbat paate hue mai khud ko sambhal sakta tha. meri zindagi me do hi mahilaen mere karib aayi thi. ek sugandha chachi aur dusri thelma. dono ke sath rahte main har hadh paar kar gaya tha... teesri izora thi, jo mujhse lipat chuki thi. aur main usay hath bhi nahi laga paya tha. jabki puri raat main tadapta machalta raha tha. usay bahun me bhar lene ko bekarar raha tha. izora ke baat ne meri jaan sooli par latka di thi.




baki aane wale din mere liye parikshaon bhare the. baba ko jaise mujhpar pura aitbar tha. jo izora ko mujhse door hone ko nahi kaha tha. ya shayad wo izora aur mere liye kuch aur soch chuke the. izora ka pyar mere dil me utra ki nahi, main nahi janta. par uske badan ki garmi kuch aisi mere andar utri, main izora ka aadi hone laga. kabhi wo mera hath pakad leti, kabhi mai uska hath pakad leta. wo mera hath pakad kar mujhse bola karti.

izora:- karan mere dil me meetha meetha sa ahsas kyu hone laga ha. karan ye sab kya ha. kyu tumhe chhote hi mere sharir aur dil me gudgudi hone lagti ha. mann halka aur shaant rahne lagta ha. kyu mera dil chahta ha, main bar bar tumhara hath thaame rahun.

jab izora aisa bola karti thi to meri ankhon me dekh bola karti. uski ankhon me badalte rang main dekh jaya karta. par usay koi bhi dhang ka jawab mai nahi de pata tha. deta to mai bahak jata. agar bahak jata to shayad har hadh paar jata. aise me izora ke chahre par bhali lagne wali masumiyat kahin kho jaati. jo main nahi kabhi nahi chahta tha.

dusra ek sach ye bhi tha. mera mann hone lagta, main bethe bethe izora ko apni bahun me bhar kar itne zor se bhenchu ki izora ke sharir ke kadake nikal jayen.. nasha jab sar chadh kar bolne lage to kuch aisi hi halat ho jaya karti ha.

sex ke liye main bechain tha ki nahi, par izora ko bahun me bhar kar khub pyar karne ke liye mann bechain hone lagta tha.

aise hi din raat beet rahe the. kabhi raat sukun se guzarti to kabhi raat raat bhar jaag ke kaatni padti. izora ko aisi lat lagi, usay mujhse lipte bina, mere sharir ki garmi ko apne sharir me transfer kiye bina nind hi nahi aati thi. uske bhari vaksh kabhi kabhi adhe se zayada bahar nikal aya karte the. jinki khushbu mere liye agni pariksha ban jaati. kabhi uski ek taang meri tangon ke beech ke saman par aa jaya karti. shukar tha, ki us samay izora gahri nind me hoti thi. warna mere khade aur phool kar sakht hue lund ko mahsus kar leti.

mere jism par bhi ab ek reecch ki khaal har samay rahti thi. yahan ke rahne wale aise hi kapde pahna karte the. reejh ki sakht khaal me mera lund dab jaya karta tha. aur mujhe khub pareshan kiya karta tha.

baba saath saath mujhpar bhi mahnat kar rahe the. roz mere sharir ki maalish karte. mujhe kabhi kuch peene ko dete, to kabhi kuch khaane ko. jo har bar badla hota tha.

mujhe hosh aaye 45 din beet chuke the. mahino se badhi beard ne mujhe ab asli junglee bana dia tha. sharir par reechh ki khaal ki kami thi pahle. ab wo bhi puri ho chuki thi. thakur karan singh asli junglee wahshi ban chuka tha.


raat hui to baba mujhse kuch fasle par khade hoke mujhse bole:- karan beta, dekho to mere hath me kya ha.

main ab ghar ko kam aur thelma ko zayada socha karta tha. thelma ke khilaf kaise aage badhne ha, main plan bana chuka tha. ab bhi mai thelma ko hi soch raha tha. baba ki awaz par mai chaunka aur baba ko dekh dhire se has pada

karan:- kyaa baba, aap bhi is umar me masti karne lage. main andha thodi na hon, jo mujhe kuch dikhai nahi dega. aapke hath me sabz rang ka pathar ha.

baba ne jab agli baat kahi to main jhatka kha kar uth khada hua aur idhar udhar dekhne laga.. baba ne kaha tha.."karan beta dekho to mashal abhi bhi wahi ha ya uski jaga badal di gai ha"

maine dekha to dekh kar chaunk gaya. mashal apni jaga par maujud thi. par wo bujhi hui thi. matlab gufa me andhere ka raj tha. mujhe mashal andhere me bhi saaf dikhai de rahi thi. main ghum fir kar gufa me charon orr dekhne laga. karib ki har chiz mujhe clear dikhai de rahi thi. main jaise khushi aur hairat ke maare pagal hone laga.

karan:- baaaaaabaaaaaaaa.. baba.. baba ye sab kya ha baba. baba mai itne andhere me kaise dekhne laga baba. baba ye kaisa chamakta ha.

main bepanah josh me aata hua bhaag kar baba ke hath thaam gaya. baba hasne lage.

karan:- baba! main kuch samjh nahi pa raha. baba aise kaise ho sakta ha. bhala meri ankhen andhere me dekhne ke kaabil kaise ho sakti ha. baba main insan hon, koi janwar nahi. andhere me to keval kuch jeev hi dekh sakte han..

baba:- dheeraj karan beta.. dheeraj.. maine kaha tha main is tiku ka scientist bhi hon. barson se main tarah tarah ki chizon par research kar raha hon. ye bhi mera ek aavishkar ha karan beta. aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha jo tumhari dunya ke liye ashchayajanak ha. karan beta, jis maksad ke liye tum nikalne wale ho, wo maksad bohut bada ha, bohut samay bhi lag sakta ha tumhe.. main nahi chahta, tumhe kuch ho. ye chahta hon, tum safalta paa kar lauto. tumhe apne ghar bhi lautna ha. najane kitna samay aur lag jaaye. meri iccha ha, tum jald se jald apni maksad me safalta paa jao.


baba fir mujhe batane lage, kaise wo itne dino se meri ankhen andhere me dekhne layak banane ke liye mujhe kya kuch khilate, pilate aaye the. ab main us pathar ke baare me bhi jaan gaya tha. jo baba ke hath me tha. wo bohut hi narm pathar tha. baba us pathar ko koot kar usme kuch mila kar surma banaya karte the. wahi surma mai ankhon me daala karta tha. mai apni ankhon me kuch badlav to mahsus karta aa raha tha. par ye nahi pata tha, baba aisa chamatkar karenge, mujhe ek badi skill bhent kar denge..


main bohut khush thi, billi se bhi tez nigaah ho gai thi meri ab to. andhere me bhi din ke jaise mujhe dikhaai dene laga tha. main khushi se
jhumta gufa ke bahar jaane laga. baba bhi haste hue mere piche aane lage. izora 2 din se yahan par nahi thi. maine usay ek kaam ke liye kaha tha. wahi kaam karne nikli hui thi wo..

maine bahar nikal kar dekha to aisa laga. aahh meri ankhen to night vision camera se bhi adhik clear dekh pa rahi thi. thelma ke sath rahte maine kai camera dekhe the. hum dono milkar door door ka nazara kiya karte the.


baba dard bhare lahje me bole:- 8 mahine ho gaye karan beta, papiyon ko tiku par kabza kiye hue. karan beta, is beech yahan ke rahne walun ke na keval khatre badh gaye han, balki yahan ki izzaten bhi khatre me aa gai han.

mujhe thelma par gusa aane laga baba ki is baat par. dhire dhire wo gori chamdi wali is gupt ghati ko europe banane ki koshish me lag gai thi. jaisa har jaga hota ha. kuch log pabandiyon ka shikar hote han. wo majbur hote han, jab wo majbur nahi rahte to khul kar jeene ki mang karne lagte han. yahan bhi aisa hi hona shuru ho gaya tha. yahan bhi kuch buri aurten thi to kuch bure mard. wo azadi se jeene ki maang karne lage. sardar vibharu to khud bigda hua tha. tiku ki haseen ladkiyon ke sath sath usay gori chamdi wali bhi free me milne lagi to wo jaise sab kuch bhulne laga.bideshi sharab ke sath sath bideshi gori chamdi, vibharu ke din raat maze me guzar rahe the.

bahar ke khel tamashe aur rangeen mahfilen bhi is velly ke rahne walun ne kabhi nahi dekhi thee. wo ek jut hokar yahan thelma ke order par organize ki jaane wale mehfilon ko enjoy karne ke liye aane lage. kabhi dance party to kabhi drink party.


baba ko is sab par bohut dukh tha. baba apne tiku par aisa sab hone nahi dena chahte the. par wo kuch kar nahi pa rahe the. na hi unki age ke dusre kuch kar pa rahe the.

thelma ne hadh cross kar li thi. ab uske hisab dene ka samay aa chuka tha.
mai puri tarah se ladne, marne, maarne ke liye tayar tha. baba ne to mujhe andhere me dekhne layak bana kar mujhe wo hathiyar de dia tha. jo is tiku par kisi ke paas nahi tha. tha to thelma gang ke paas night vision cameras ki surat me tha..


main plan bana chuka tha, mujhe kis andaz me aage badhna ha. maine khub baba se ispar chacha ki thi. baba ne mere plan pra chinta ka izhaar bhi kiya tha aur khushi ka bhi. sath hi mujhe duaen bhi di thee.

izora zurur cheekh padi thi. usay mera plan pasand nahi aaya tha.



dusre din izora apne sathiyon ke sath laut aai. wo aai to bohut khush thi. uske hath me kuch tha. wo mujhe dikhati hui boli:- karan kya yahi ha wo chiz jiski tum baat kar rahe the..

izora ke hath me 3 trasmitter dekh kar main bohut khush hua.. jhapat kar transmitter maine apne hathu me le liye aur unhe ulat pulat kar dekhne laga.

karan:- oooo izora tumne bohut bada kaam kiya ha mera.

baba:- karan beta ye ha kya chiz.

main baba aur izora ko transmitter baare batane laga. fir gufa me door ja kar unse baaten karne lage. dono pahle to dare fir bhaag kar mere paas aa kar bole.. "ye to chamatkar ho gaya. ab hum door rahte hue ek dusre se bat bhi kar sakenge"


jitna transmitter bare mujhe gyan tha, wo maine izora aur baba ko transfer kar dia. hum teeno milkar firse plan par charcha karne lage..



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thelma kamre me bechaini se tahal rahi thi. jabse wo velly me aayi thi. din raat kam me busy rahi thi. ab ja ki kahin usay kuch fursat mili thi. uska mission bohut badhiya se aage badh raha tha. karan ke baad usne kisi se relation nahi banaye the. karan ke liye thelma sach me crazy ho gai thi. karan ko khona nahi chahti thi. fir bhi khona pada. karan bhi zaruri tha aur mission bhi. dono me se ek ko choose karne ka samay aaya to thelma ne mission ko choose kiya.

karan ki maut ke order dete samay usay dukh to bohut hua tha. par iske siva koi aur chara bhi nahi tha uske paas. karan sabko maar dene par tul gaya tha. thelma karan jaise junglee saand ko mana mana kar thak gai thi. par wo samjhne ko tayar hi nahi tha.

mahino beet gaye the thelma se karan ko juda hue. abhi thelma ki yaadon me karan ka basera tha.

ek din pahle usay khabar mili thi, jungle me kisi junglee ko dekha gaya ha. jiska rang kaala ha. sar aur chahre ke baal bohut badhe hue han, jism par reecch ki khaal ha.

jaise hi thelma ne aisa suna tha, uske dil ne chah ki, kaash ye karan ho. karan jaise halaat me usse juda hua tha. thelma ko yakin to nahi tha, ye karan ho sakta ha. fir bhi wo chah karne lagi, kaash karan mara na ho, wo zinda bach gaya ho. aur jis junglee ke baare pata chala ha, wo karan hi ho.

thelma ne apne kai sathiyon ko jungle bhej dia tha, us junglee ki khoj hi nahi karni thi, usay zinda salamat uske saamne laaya jaaye, aisa order bhi dia tha thelma ne..

thelma ka sukh chain sab barbad hoke rah gaya tha. aur wo junglee tha ki ek bar dikhne ke baad gayab hi ho gaya tha.

thelma ke transmitter par halka sound sunai dene laga. jo uske dress me hi tha. thelma transmitter nikal usay onn karti hui uttejna se boli

thelma:- koi khabar mili kya uski.

udhar se:- yes madam! wo humen dikh gaya ha.

thelma khushi se cheekh padi:- dekho, usay kuch hone mat dena. mujhe wo har haal me sahi salamat chahiye.

udhar se:- yes madam!

yahan sham apne time se pahle ho jaya karti thi. shaam se pahle sab us junglee ko liye thelma ke saamne khade the.. junglee puri tarah se rassiyon me jakda hua tha.. zor laga kar, ghurrata hua khud ko un rassiyon se azad karwane ki koshish kar raha tha. thelma bade dhayan se uski ek ek movement aur face expression ko note kar rahi thi. junglee ke moh se sivaye ghurrahton ke kuch nahi nikal raha tha. dekhne me aisa lag raha tha. jaise wo junglee bolna bhulna na janta tha. kuch samjhna na janta ho.

thelma tez kadmon se chalti hui us junglee ke paas jane lagi.

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Update:-18



A Few Sentences From The 17th Update.....


yahan sham apne time se pahle ho jaya karti thi. shaam se pahle sab us junglee ko liye thelma ke saamne khade the.. junglee puri tarah se rassiyon me jakda hua tha.. zor laga kar, ghurrata hua khud ko un rassiyon se azad karwane ki koshish kar raha tha. thelma bade dhayan se uski ek ek movement aur face expression ko note kar rahi thi. junglee ke moh se sivaye ghurrahton ke kuch nahi nikal raha tha. dekhne me aisa lag raha tha. jaise wo junglee bolna bhulna na janta tha. kuch samjhna na janta ho.

thelma tez kadmon se chalti hui us junglee ke saamne ja khadi hui.




Now Farward.....


Update:-18


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thelma ke saamne jo junglee maujud tha. woh main tha.. ek aise vyakti ki tarah, jo khud ko bhul chuka tha. na samjh sakta tha, na bol sakta tha. kuch kar sakta tha, to bass junglee bana keval shikar kar sakta tha. jiske badan par underwear ki jaga reechh ki khaali thi.


main asani se thelma ke kutton ke shikanje me nahi aaya tha. bohut daudane pada tha mujhe un sab ko. bohut acting bhi karni padi thi. acting se mera door door ka koi vasta nahi tha. fir bhi mujhe karni pad rahi thi. mere paas iske siva koi aur option bhi nahi tha. puri velly me main thelma ke itne admi the, sabko maarte maarte meri umar beet jaati. jitne maarta, thelma utne aur bulwa leti. fir ye khel jane kab tak chalta rahta.


le de ke yahi ek ek plan mujhe soojha. bohut din tak ispar sochta raha tha. baba se, izora sa se salah mashwara karta raha tha. dono ke liye ye sivaye pagalpan ke aur kuch nahi tha. bhed khulne par meri jaan khatre me aa sakti thi. aur izora jo shayad mere liye apne dil me bhavanaen jaga bethi thi, thelma ke paas mera wapis laut ke jana usay pasand nahi aaya tha. masum thi,par jab jab thelmta ka naam mere naam ke sath judta tha. mere liye possessive hone lagi thi. jalan janwaron me bhi dekhne ko milti rahti ha. izora to fir bhi ek ladki thi. itne dino se mujhse lipat kar so rahi thi. meri aadi ho chuki thi. kaise mujhe thelma ke pahlu me dekh sakti thi. inkar kar dia usne.. mere samjhane par tiku ki bhalai ke liye thandi pad gai.. par dil se raazi nahi hui thi.

maine ek jua khela tha. andhere me teer chhoda tha. mera andhere me chhoda teer nishane par ja betha tha. thelma mere liye machal uthi thi. matlab wo mujhe bhula nahi paayi thi. jab pahli bar main uske admiyon ki nazron me aaya tha. fir to jaise sab mujhe talash karne nikal pade the. aur yahi main chahta bhi tha.

thelma chalti hui mere saamne aa khadi hui.. ab tak main junglee saand ki tarah rassiyan tudwane ki koshish karta raha tha. moh se ajib si awazen nikal raha tha. thelma mere saamne aai aur mere kandhe par hath rakh diya. main uchhal pada aur thelma ko dekhne laga. thelma ki ankhon me kai jugnu utar aaye the. wo bade pyar se mujhe dekh rahi thi.

baba ne mujhe bataya tha meri ankhon ka rang ab badal chuka tha. pahli gahri kaali thi, ab halki green ho chuki thi. ek ye dar bhi tha mere dil me, kahin meri ankhon ka rang dekh thelma kahin mujhe pahchanne se hi na inkar kar de. kahin ye na soch le, meri ankhon ke badle rang ke peeche koi aur kahani to nahi. par aisa nahi hua tha. thelma mere kandhe par hath rakhe mujhe nihar rahi thi. matlab meri ankhen jaisi bhi thee, thelma ke liye main pahle wala thakur karan singh hi tha. uski ankhon me dekh lagta tha, jaise wo mujhe dekh kuch aur sochna hi na chahti ho.


main ek baar thelma ko dekh dheela pada. uski meri ankhon se judi me dekhta raha. kuch pal bass, uske baad main bhi jununi hone laga. thelma mujhe pachkarne lagi. mujhe mera naam lekar shaant hone ko bolne lagi. thelma ke svar me mithas adhik thi. saali sudhane me bhi champion thi.

thelma:- ise mere kamre me le kar aao.

dusre sab abhi bhi hairat se mujhe dekh rahe the. soch rahe the, mai zinda kaise bach gaya tha. kai goliyan kha kar mai barf ki khai me gir gaya tha.

thelma aur mai dono kamre me the. yahan ke bane sabhi ghar zayada tar pathron se bane hue the. kuch lakdee ke bane the. par zayada ghar tar pathron se bane ghar the.

thelma:- karan mai bata nahi sakti, tumhe ek baar firse apne saamne pa kar mujhe kitni khushi mili ha. main aaj tak tumhe bhul nahi saki hon karan.


thelma mujhe nihaarti hui bol rahi thi. meri ankhon me koi bhav nahi the. mai thelma ko ajnabi nazron se dekh raha tha. haan par mai ab kuch kuch shant tha..

thelma kuch der mujhse sar khapati rahi. aur mai bass usay dekhta raha. meri rassiyan khol di gai thi. thelma ke kahne par mujhe do goriyon ne mujhe nahlaya. mujhe achhe kapde pahnaye. main ek baar firse insan ban gaya. meri mansik sthiti wahi thi. thelma ne apni sangathan me maujud physicians ko mujhe check karne ke liye kaha, tiku se chikitsak bulaye gaye.

baba ne kaha tha, yahan koi bhi marz aisa nahi ha, jiska ilaj mumkin na ho sake. mere abhinay ke peeche baba ki dawaon ka bhi parinam tha. jo mere dhong ka rang gahra ho gaya tha. thelma ki mahnat rang laai aur main 2 saptah me theek ho gaya.

thelma bohut khush hui thi mujhe firse thakur karan singh bana dekh kar.
lekin main hosh me lautne ke baad thelma ko apne saamne pa kar aape se bahar ho gaya. usay dekh meri ankhon se sholat nikalne lage the.


thelma:- karan! plz shaant ho jaao. mai tumhare liye kitni bekarar rahi ho. tum nahi jante. mahino tumhari yaad me raat raat bhar karwaten badalti rahi hon mai.


main chaunka:- mahino meri yaad me.?? matlab.. tum.. tumhara matlab kya ha thelma..

thelma thandi aahh bharte hue:- karan us ghanta ko 9 mahine beet chuke han.

karan:- kya matlab 9 mahine. tumhara matlab ha.. oohhhh hum 9 mahine. nahi. nahi aisa nahi ho sakta.


mera gusa bhul kar badbadata hua piche ek palang par girne ke se andaz me ja betha. aur apna sar thaam liya.

thelma mere paas aa ke bethi aur mera hath thaam kar boli:- shaant ho jaao karan. main sahi kah rahi ha, us incident ko itna hi samay beet chuka ha. aur is samay tum velly me ho.

mujhe ek aur jhatka laga:- velly ke andar.. to..to kyaa. main..ufff.. aahh.. ohhh.. bhagwan..

main apne sar ke baal nochne laga.

meri acting bohut hi lajawab thi. koi jaan jata, mai acting kar raha hon. to meri is acting par mujhe oscar award zarur deta.

thelma:- karan tum plz khud ko shaant rakho. meri baat suno. karan mai ek baar firse tumhe khona nahi chahti hon karan.

main vyangyaatmak andaz me has pada:- huh! mujhe khona nahi chahti!. mujhse pyar karti ho tum. pyar kya hota ha, tum kyaa jano. jahan pyar hota ha, wahan chhal nahi hota. vishwas hota ha, apnapan hota ha. balidan dena padta ha. apni jan se adhik apne premi ki jaan ki chinta hoti ha. tumne to meri hi jaan lene ka order jaari kar dia tha. sab yaad ha mujhe thelma. kuch bhi bhula nahi hon mai. dhoka to tumne dia ha tha thelma. meri jaan lene ki koi kasar bhi nahi chhoti thi tumne.

mere zahreele shabdo par thelma ka moh ban gaya. jald wo apne bhav par kabu paati hui wo boli.


thelma:- tum bhi to pagal ho gaye the karan. maine kitna tumhe samjhana chaha. par tumne meri ek nahi suni. hum sab ki jaan ke dushman ban bethe. hamare paas koi chara hi nahi rahne dia tumne. main vaisa order na deti to hum sab maare gaye hote. kitni thand thi wahan. tumhe apni jaan ki parwa rahi thi na meri na kisi aur ki jaan ki.

mai thelma ko chhod uth khada hua aur kamre me tahalne laga. is tiku par bane zayada tar makan patthron se banaye gaye the. jis kamre me main aur thelma the, wo bhi pathhron se bana hua tha.

mai thehalta raha aur thelma mujhe khamoshi se dekhne lagi. kuch der sochne ki acting karne ke baad maine thelma ko dekha.

karan:- thelma tum sach me mujhse pyar karti ho.

mera svar normal tha. thelma khil uthi. khud bhi khadi hui aur mere barabar aa kar mere gale me baahen daal gai.

thelma:- karan tumne kaha tha, mai vashya hon. nahi karan, main bohut kuch hon, par vashya nahi hon. jis mahaul me maine ankh kholi thi. wahan ki zindagi azad ek azad zindagi thi. wahan ki ladkiyan jawan hote hi jawani ke maze lootne shuru kar deti han. aise me main bhi jawnai ke maze lene lagi. haan ye sach ha karan, meri zindagi me tumse pahle kuch mard aaye han. par tum mujhe vashya nahi kah sakte karan. samjho to jaisi zindagi maine pahli ji ha, wo hamara culture ha. aur culture se koi bhi door nahi rah sakta. is sab ke hone ke bawajud bhi main kuch rules ke sath jeeti aai hon karan. aam ladkiyon ki tarah main mardon ko dekh phisalne wali ladki nahi hon. mai limit me rahi hon. tumse milne ke baad koi bhi mard meri tanahi me nahi aaya ha karan. meri in ankhon me dekh kar tum yakin kar sakte ho. tumhe in ankhon me meri sachai ka pata pata bhi chalega aur mere pyar ka bhi.

main firse vyangyaatmak andaz me has pada:- in ankhon me. hahaha. in ankhon ne hi to mujhe asli dhoka dia ha thelma. tumhari ankhen jitni gahri han. tum in ankhon ki gahrai se kahin badhkar gahri ho.

thelma jaise sahn shakti ke saare record tod dena chahti thi. meri har bat sahn karti ja rahi thi. mere har shabd, har andaz par wo jald hi kabu pa leti thi. thelma mere liye kisi hardest exams papers se kam nahi thi. aise kathin paper jispar likhe kisi bhi prashn ka uttar main nahi janta tha. saali andar se hi itni hi gahri aur kamal ki ladki thi.

thelma:- karan tumhe maza ata ha na mujhe youn bar bar zaleel karke. kya karun jise tumhe aaye, main tumse pyar karti hon.

karan:- chalo theek ha, nahi karta main tumhe zaleel. maan leta hon, tum mujhse sacha pyar karti ho.

thelma khil uthi. uski baahen abhi tak meri garden me ghera daale hue thi. thelma josh me aati mujhe kiss karne lagi. maine apna chahra piche hata liya.

karan:- tumne kaha, mai velly hon.

thelma:- haan hum sab velly me han.

karan:- thelma tum sab me mujhse sacha pyar karti ho to velly se bahar jaane me meri madad karo. main jald se jald apne ghar laut jana chahta hon.

thelma ko meri baat par shock laga tha. wo mujhse kuch aur expect kar rahi thi. jana to mai chahta tha. par velly se thelma aur uski organizaion ka nasht karne ke baad. ek khel thelma ne mere sath khela tha, ek khel ab main thelma ke sath khelne wala tha.

thelma:- kyu nahi, karan hum dono ek sath jayenge. par abhi nahi.

karan:- abhi nahi. fir kab. janti ho na mere liye mere ghar pohnchna kitna zaruri ha.

thelma:- sab janti hon karan. par itni jaldi nahi karan. abhi mujhe yahan bohut sa kaam karna ha. mera wada ha tumse karan. hum velly se bahar zarur jayenge.

karan:- kab jayenge.

thelma:- karan tumhe jaldi kyu ha.

karan:- jaldi! kya ek aise vyakti ko ghar jaane ki jaldi nahi honi chahiye, jo barson se ghar se door ho.

thelma:- karan har insan ki zindagi ke parivar ke ilawa bhi bohut kuch hota ha. jaise meri zindagi me mera maksad aur tumhara pyaar. karan kya tum mere sath rahte hue meri sath shamil nahi ho sakte. karan mai ek baar firse tumhe khona nahi chahti. karan mere sath rah kar tum apni khud ki ek pahchan bana sakte han. apne desh ke sabse shaktishali insan ban sakte ho. parivar me laut kar bhi to tum hamesha unke sath nahi rahoge na. kuch na to kuch to tumhe apni zindagi me karna hi hoga. to kyu na tum mere sath mil jaao. parivar to mil hi jayega tumhe karan. ek achhi life bhi mil jayegi tumhe.

thelma meri ankhon me dekhti bohut soch samjh kar bol rahi thi. mai uski ankhon me dekhta uski baaton ki gahrai ko napne ki koshish karne laga. par main samjh chuka tha, thelma ki ankhon me dekh uske dil ka pura haal nahi jana ja sakta. haan mere liye wo sach me crazy ha, ye bat main achhe se jan chuka tha.


karan:- ek baar mujhe mere parivar se milne ke liye jane do. mera waada ha, mai laut kar zarur aaunga. isi tarah tumhara mere liye sacha pyar bhi main jaan lunga.

thelma meri gardan se baahen hataye palang par ja bethi. mujhe ghoorne lagi

thelma:- karan tum ek hi baat ki ratt kyu lagaye hue ho. kaha na hum yahan se jaayen to zarur jaayenge. par abhi nahi ja sakte hum

karan:- kyun nahi ja sakte.

thelma:- main manti hon, mai yahan ki head hon. par mujhe bhi upar se orders ko follow karna padta ha. specific time se pahle na tum yahan se ja sakte ho aur na hi main. jab tak upar walun ka yahan kaam pura nahi ho jata. jo yahan se aata ha, wo laut kar wapis nahi ja sakta. yahan par abhi setup adhura ha karan. samjho meri is baat ko.


karan:- setup? kaisa setup?

thelma:- wo main tumhe abhi nahi bata sakti hon karan. tum puri tarah humme shamil ho jaao. fir tum sab jan jaoge.

thelma khamosh hokar mujhe dekhne lagi. aur mai vicharon me vyast hone laga. main aise show karwa raha tha. jaise mai duvidha me hon. faisla nahi kar pa raha hon.

kuch der tak thelma mujhe dekhti rahi. fir mere paas aa kar mujhe manane lagi, samjhane lagi. mujhse kitna pyar karti ha, dikhane lagi. lagbhag do ghante aur hum ek dusre se sar khapate rahe. fir palang par gire ek dusre ki bahun me the. thelma mujhe kiss kar rahi thi. wo ek bar firse mujhe jeet gai thi.

pata nahi main jeet gaya tha ya haar gaya. jiske liye pyar mere dil me nahi raha tha. wo meri bahun me thi. jise kabhi toot kar chaha tha. ab uske liye dil me ratti barabar bhi pyar nahi tha. ye kaisi rachna thi niyati ki. pyar bhi bhala aise kabhi andar se mitta ha. jaise thelma ke liye mere andar se mit gaya tha.

thelma aur main lambi saanse lete ek dusre ki ankhon me dekhne lagi.

thelma ki ankhon chamak uthi thi. uska badan bhatti ki tarah garam ho raha tha.

thelma:- mahino se tadap rahi hon karan. ab ek bar firse tumhari bahun me hon. kya meri ye tadap khatam nahi karoge karan.

karan:- main bhi to utne hi samay tak door raha hon tumse. jitna tum rahi ho. main bhi to tadap raha hon. main to prem pujari hon. kaise bina prem ke ji sakta hon. tumne sach me mere dil ke sath khel kar mujhpar pahad tod dia tha thelma. mai sab kuch sahn kar sakta hon, par pyar me chhal. kabhi nahi..

thelma:- again sorry karan! ab kabhi tumhe dhoka nahi dungi.

karan:- aisi baat ha to batao, kya aisa ha tumhare dil me. jo mai nahi janta.

thelma:- karan mai wada karti hon, jo bhi mere dil me ha. jald hi tumhare samne khol dungi. ek aaine ki tarah saaf shafaf bankar tumhare saamne aaungi. bass tum apna pyar kabhi kam mat karna.

karan:- mera pyar bhi tumhare liye tab tak rahega, jab tak tum mere sath fair tarike se chalti rahogi. firse dadha karna chaha to is baar sach me tumhari jaan le lunga.

main thelma ke ek gaal ko danton me bharte hue bola

thelma:- to lo na jaan apni jaan ki.

thelma ki sansen bhari hone lagi. thelma ka apni bhavanaon par control tootne laga. hum dono ek baar firse ek dusre me gum hone lage. dekhte hi dekhte hamare jismo se kapde laga hue. fir ek dusre ke angon se khelne lage. thelma ke ek ek ang se youn aag nikal rahi thi. jaise thelma jwalamukhi mountain par khadi ho.

thelma sahn nahi kar paai. mere lund par tooti aur surrrruuupp surrrrruuppp ki awaz nikalti horny hui mere lund ko chusne lagi. kuch der lund ko chus kar khud hi lund ko thaam apni chut me lene lagi. itne mahino se uski chut band rahi thi. mere lund ne jaise uski chut me jane se inkaar kar dia.

thelma lambi saans leti, chuche uchhaalti mujhse boli:- dekha karan kya haal ho gaya ha meri chut ka.

karan:- haan jaan, lag raha ha, jaise kisi kunwari ladki ki chut me lund utar raha ho.

thelma:- karan ye sabut ha meri wafa ka. tumhare liye mere pyar ka. maine kaha tha, main vashya nahi hon. hoti to kya aisa haal hota meri chut ka. tumse juda hone ke baad main kisi aur ki orr akarshit ho hi nahi paai karan. aisi chhaap chhod gaye the tum mere dil par.

karan:- sirf dil par

thelma:- hehehe.. nahi har jaga. fir thelma apni chut me phase lund ko nikal kar side let gai.. mujhe dekh boli

thelma:- karan tum daalo andar. main khud se nahi le paaungi. bada dard hone laga tha mujhe. tum bhi plz pyar se daalna. samjho to aaj tumhe thelma kunwari ladki ki surat me mil rahi ha.

thelma masti bhi kar rahi thi. aur tadap bhi rahi thi. main thelma ke upar aaya to uski gori chut ko dekh apne lund ko pakad kar uski chut se laga gaya. thelma samjh rahi thi, main usay pyar se chodunga.

pehle do dhakkon ke baad maine pure josh se apna lund uski chut me utaar dia. thelma cheekh padi. mai tab tak nahi ruka, jab tak sara lund thelma ki chut me nahi utar gaya tha.

thelma:- aahhhh karan tum sach me wahshi ban gaye.

karan:- wahshi to main shuru se hi tha.

fir main nahi ruka. thelma ki dard bhari cheekhon ki parwa kiye bina usay tabad tod chodne laga. thelma ke liye mere dil me gusa bhi tha aur mahino ka josh bhi.

kuch hi der me thelma tadapti machalti, karahti, sisakti, akadti jhatke khate hue jhadne lagi.. wo lambi lambi saanse le rahi thi. aur main lambe lambe stroke laga raha tha.

thelma:- mujhe pasand aaya tumhara itna josh, karan!

karan:- abhi kahan meri jaan. abhi to bohut kuch baki ha.

thelma jiski chut ki aag ek baar hokar uske andar thandak utaar gai thi. chahak kar boli:- to fir dikhao na apna dum. tumhara yahi josh to mujhe tumhara deewana bana gaya tha..

main daba daba kar, position badal badal kar thelma ko chodne laga. kamre me mere dhakke ki awazen thi ya thelma ki siskiyon ki.

thelma firse cheekh padi. jab wo kutiya bani piche se mera lund le rahi thi. maine lund nikal kar apne dant thelma ki gaand par gaadh diye

thelma:- aaaahhh karan jaan loge kyaa.. itne zaalim mat bano tum. tum to aise kar rahe ho jaise mujhse koi badla le rahe ho.

karan:- badla hi to le raha ho meri jaan. jitna dard dia ha tumne utna dard to main tumhe de ke hi rahunga.

thelma:- mujhe pata hota, tum mere sath ye sab karoge to mai kabhi tumhare karib nahi aai

karanl:- hahaha.. galati ki ha to ab bhugto.

mai wildly thelma ki gaand chatne, chusne, kaatne laga. ek ek bite par thelma uchhal uchhal padti.

fir jab maine apne geela kaala lund uski gand ke chhed par rakha to thelma bidak gai

thelma:- nahi kar, wahan tum meri jaan nikaal doge. wahan nahi. aaj chut hi chodo. aaj aas nahi ha. aas fir kabhi fuck kar lena.

maine thelma ki ek nahi suni aur supad uski gaand me phasa kar dhakka maar dia. zaalim haseena ke moh se dil dahla dene wali cheekh nikli aur mera kaala lund uski gand phaadta andar ghusta chala gaya..

kabhi chut to kabhi gaand, maine thelma ko chhoda hi nahi. ek baar uski gaand me maal nikala to lund uske moh me de dia. wo karahti guse se mere lund ko dekh chusne lagi. lund khada hua to firse uski chut ki thukai karne laga. kabhi palang par, kabhi farsh par, kabhi deewar ke sath, to kabhi farsh par khadi karke palang par lita kar chudai karne laga..

thelma jitni pareshan thi mere jungleepan se, utni hi khush aur santusht bhi thi. mahino baad uski chut ki aag achhe se bujh rahi thi. kitni baar jhad chuki thi, dhayan hi nahi dia na maine na thelma me..

3 ghante tak lagatar maine thelma ko choda. khana bhi nahi khaya hum dono ne. aise hi thake haare ek dusre ki bahun me so gaye..

jab aankh khuli to pata chala raat ho chuki ha. maine ek baar firse thelma ko apni bahun me bhar liya aur kiss karne laga. thelma hadbada gai. mujhe kiss karte paya to zor laga kar mujhe khud se door kar dia..

thelma:- karan pahle ka dard abhi baki ha. baki ka baad me kaernge. plz abhi ke liye maafi de do mujhe..

karan:- sorry darling. par tumhare itne sundr sharir ko dekh mujhse nahi raha jaa raha. mahino ki tadap ha. itni jaldi jayegi nahi.

thelma mujhe kiss karti hui:- tadap to mere andar bhi bohut ha karan. kai ghante hum ek dusre me gum rahe han. kasam se jod jod dukh raha ha. abhi nahi.. aur fir mujhe bhuk bhi bohut lag rahi ha.

karan:- bhook to mujhe bhi lag rahi ha.

thelma:- to fir pet ki aag bujhate han pahle.

thelma uthi aur palang se utar gai. saath hi uske moh karahen nikalne lagi. mujhe jhuti narazgi se dekhti hui boli:- dekha mujhse ab chala bhi nahi ja raha.. kaise jaungi main is halat me apne admiyon ke paas.

mai hasne laga.. fir bola:- ek zabardast round tumhe theek bhi kar dega. main utha to thelma hasti hui deewar ke sath ja lagi. yahan attach bath wala koi chakkar nahi tha. hota to wo bathroom me ghus kar khud ko bacha gai hoti.

thelma:- door raho mujhse karan

main uske paas gaya. dono baazo thelma ke dono side karte hue deewar se laga diye. thelma ko apni bahun me kaid kar lia.. aur uski ankhon me dekhne laga. thelma bhi meri ankhon me dekhne lagi..

karan:- mujhe laga tha, mere dil me firse tumhare liye pyar nahi aayega. par main galat tha.

thelma:- mera pyar sacha ho ha.

thelma meri ankhon ke raste dil me utarne ki koshish karte hue boli

karan:- pyar to mera bhi ganga ke paani jitna pavitr tha tumhare liye. par tum ne--

thelma ne mere honto par hath rakh dia:- purani baton par mitti dalo. kuch maine galat kiya, kuch tumne galat kiya. buri yaaden dard ke siva kuch nahi deti. achhe pal bhi to humne jiye han karan. aur jitne bhi achhe pal maine tumhare sang jiye han. wo sare pal sachhe the karan. manti hon main matlabi hon, par tumse pyar bhi main sacha karti hon. maan lo karan bahar ki rahne wali ye ladki tumhare pyar me pagal ho chuki ha.

thelma jo bol rahi thi, wahi uski ankhon se bhi dikh raha tha. gahri kitni thi thelma main nahi janta tha. par mujhse pyar karne lagi ha, ye mera dil bolne laga tha. apne mission se bhi lagao tha thelma ko aur mujhse bhi. main thelma ke pyar ko soch kar chakravyuh me nahi phasna chahta tha. mere liye do kaam zaruri the. is velly se surakshit lautna aur dusra baba se kiye waade par pura utarna.

main thoda sa aage hua to mera lund thelma ki chut par ja laga. thelma ne mera lund pakad liya. aur meri ankhon me dekh boli

thelma:- karan ise kabhi chain bhi milega. ufffffff kitna tofan macha rakha tha isne. lagta ha ye firse meri halat buri karne ko bechain ha.

main hasne laga:- hahaha. jaane mann na ise chain ha aur na hi mere dil ko. chalo taang uthao, mujhe bhi shaant karo aur mere lund ko bhi.

thelma:- karan tum nahi talne wale, aisa mujhe lagta ha. theek ha, jo mann kare kar lena. par kuch pet puja kar lete han pahle. warna to sach me mujhse chalna dobhar ho jayega.

thelma ne kapde pahne aur bahar ja kar khane peene ko le aai. pet bhara to maine firse usay daboch liya.. thelma khilkhila kar has padi

thelma:- besabra.. zara bhi sabar nahi tujhme to

karan:- chhodo, ye batao baki sabka reaction kaise ha mujhe leke.

thelma:- meri tarah sab shock me han. tum maut ke moh bach kaise nikle. ye soch soch sab heran bhi han aur pareshan bhi. batao karan tum kaise bach nikle.

karan:- pagal! bhala kaise bata sakta hon, main kaise bacha. mujhe to hosh hi ab aaya ha. jab meri ankhen band ho rahi thi to khud ko mara hua samjh lia tha. tab bas ek hi baat ka dukh tha mujhe.

thelma:- kis baat ka dukh?

main thelma ke boobs ko masalta hua:- yahi ki main tum sab ko maarne se pahle kyu mar gaya..

thelma shokhi se:- to ab hum sab ko maar kar apne mann ki puri kar sakte han.

karan:- isi liye to aaya hon

thelma:- kyaaaaaaa?

thelma ko shock laga.. main zor zor se hasne laga. fir thelma ko ulta lita kar uski gaand me lund ghusa kar zor zor se uski gand maarne laga.

karan:- is tarah main tumhari jaan loonga. chut aur gaand ki dhajjiyan udengi to tum bach nahi sakogi.

thelma:- oohhhh karan.. aisi baat ha to fir main bhi marne ke liye tayar hon. tum junglee, main bideshi gori. mujhe bhi junglee bana do karan. aise dhamakedar chudai karte ho tum. main sab kuch bhulne lagti ha.

thelma ki gaand okhli thi aur mera lund moosal. moosal okhli me bar bar, puri raftar se andar bahar hokar kohram machaye hue tha.. thelma ki lazzat bhari siskiyan pathar ke bane kamre me goonjne lagi..

hone hui to thelma meri bahun me thi. jab bhi meri ankh khulti thi, thelma ki chudai karne lagta tha. aisi toofani chudai maine aaj se pahle kabhi nahi ki thi. ab sahi maano me thelma ka jod jod dukhne laga tha. par wo khush thi bohut khush..

agle din main william se mila. william mujhse badi garmjoshi se mila.

william:- congratulation karan! firse zindagi paane ke liye.

karan:- ek to jaan lete ho, upar se jaan bach jaane par badhai bhi dete han. koi deen iman ha tum logo ka.

mere andaz par william zorse hasne laga. zara bhi sharam nahi aa rahi thi william ko.

karan:- acha chhodo, ye batao, is field me aane se pahle ki drama company me kaam karte the tum sab. kitne kamal ke actor ho tum sab.

william hasta hua:- arre nahi karan singh. hum sab kisi theatre se nahi ha. hamari trainning me humen acting bhi sikhai jati ha. ankhon ke raste dil ja haal jaanne ki trainning di jaati ha.

karan:- achha! ye baat ha to batao mere mannn me kya ha. aur kitne dino me mera irada is velly se bhaag jane ka ha.

william:- karan! hahaha.. kamal ha.. sach me pahli baar tumse baat karne me mujhe maza aa raha ha. karan tum pahle aise nahi the.

karan:- haan main bhi mahsus kar raha hon mujhme kuch changes to aaye han. mere andar kuch ha, jo mujhe ajib sa lag raha ha. kahin tum logo ne mere dimag ke sathh koi chhed chhad to nahi ki na. main thelma se poochh nahi saka.

william firse mere andaz par has pada. main bhi pahle wali in logo ke liye nafrat ko mann se nikal kar ek naye roop me saamne aane ki koshish me tha. pahle jaisa rahta to jununi ban jata aur fir bhed khulte bhi der nahi lagti.

alan erika ke sath dikha.. maine wahi se awaz lagaa di:- alan, erika jab mujhse door bhagne ka samay tha, tab mere aaju baju firte rahte the tum. aur erika tum.. is velly me koi nadi ha kyaaa


dono paas aaye.. erika hasti hui:- kyu.. nadi hui bhi to kya karne ka irada ha tumhara

karan:- soch raha hon, is velly me, jahan kabhi dhoop bhi nahi nikalti, wahan nadi me tumhare sath masti karte hue kaisa lagega..

piche se thelma aati hui boli:- khabardar erika jo ab tum karan ke paas bhi dikhi to.


erika khul kar has padi.. alan do kadam piche hatkar thelma ko bethne ke liye hath ka ishara karne laga.. william tak thelma ke aane se uth khada hua tha.

karan:- katei nahi. erika se bhi mujhe badla lena ha thelma. tumse to le liya.. ab iski bari ha.. isne bhi mujhe bada pareshan kiya ha.

mera mood achanak se bohut hi khushgawar ho gaya tha. pata nahi, thelma ko kai round chod kar main andar se puri tarah se halka hone ke kaaran itna khush tha ya baat kuch aur thi. baharhal jo bhi baat thi. par main bohut acha feel kar raha tha. thelma paas bethi aur baaten hone lagi. mere sath sab aise baten kar rahe the, jaise kabhi hamare beech koi buri ghatna ghati hi na ho.

kitni kamal ki bat thi.

karan:- chalo thelma velly ko dekhne chalte han.

thelma:- sorry karan! kal se mai kam se door hon, sach me mujhe bohut se kam karne han. tum aisa karo alan aur erika ke sath chale jaao. mujhe umid ha tum mind nahi karoge..

main thelma ko ghoorne laga

thelma:- aise kyu dekh rahe ho karan

karan:- erika bhi kam hot nahi ha thelma. iske sath bhej kar tum apna nuksan karogi.

thelma:- hehehe.. karan ab aisa kuch nahi hoga. pahle jo bhi tha, wo bass tumhe puri tarah janchne ke liye tha. warna erika jaanti ha, mai tumse pyar karti hon. aur tum to aise ho hi nahi. tum mere siva kisi aur dekhoge hi nahi, ye mai janti hon.

karan:- bhul ha tumhari. ab main pahle wala karan nahi raha. bohut badal gaya hon.

thelma firse has padi:- chalo meri taraf se tumhe chhoot ha. jiske sath mann bane masti kar sakte ho.

main uthta hua:- aisi baat ha to fir baad me mujhe mat kahna. karan tumne ye kya kar dala.

thelma hasti hi rahi aur main erika, alan ke sath velly dekhne nikal pada.


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william:- madam! kahin karan future me hamare liye khatra na ban jaaye.

thelma:- william! tum mujhe kya samjhte ho.

william ghabra kar:- nahi madam! mera ye matlab nahi tha. main to bass--

thelma:- ghabrao mat william.. meri hazar ankhen han. 24 hrs active rahna meri adat ha. karan mere liye khaas ha. main usay hamesha ke liye apne sath rakhna chahti hon, apne liye bhi aur onganization ke liye bhi. karan hamare liye bade kaam ka sabat ho sakta ha. aur fir humen india me bhi to apna koi khaas banda chahiye hoga. karan hamare daam me a gaya to hamara bohut bada weapon ban sakta ha.

william:- madam! aap humse bahtar samjh sakti han. mai to bass karan ki ankhon ki waja se kah raha tha. karan pahle se bohut badal chuka ha. karan ki ankhon ka rang bhi badal chuka ha. ab jitni bhi baaten maine karan se ki han, sach kahun to main karan ke andar utarne me nakam raha hon. ye baat mere liye shocking ha. eye expression aur face expression tak badal gaye han karan ke. kahin uske mann me kuch aisa vaisa na chal raha ho.

thelma:- jhatka to mujhe bhi laga tha karan ki ankhon ko dekh kar. samjh nahi pai, wo zinda kaise bacha aur uski ankhon me itna change kaise. karan se milke maine jana ha, karan pahle jaise hi ha. bass kuch changes aa gaye han usme. fir bhi tum karan par nazar banaye rakhna. hum mission ko kisi bhi surat daav par nahi laga sakte. karan khaas ha to mission hamare liye har ek ek chiz se badhkar ha.



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main alan aur erika ke sath velly ghoom raha tha. erika aur alan aise baat kar rahe the mere sath. jaise main saalon se unke sath rahta aaya hon.

alan aur erika se baaten karte hue main jitna heran tha, utna hi main velly ke nazare aur log dekh kar heran tha. sach me ye velly dharti ki sabse sundr velly thi.

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velly ke rahne wale gore chitte bhi the aur kuch kuch sanwale bhi. kai jagah mujhe meri hi dunya ke insan dekhai diye. jo ghulamo jaisi zindagi guzar rahe the. unke chahre murjhaye hue the. humen dekh unki ankhon me asha ke deep jal uthte the. jaise hum unhe is ghulamo wali zindagi se mukt kar denge. unhe dekh kar dil me dard sa utha. unpar daya bhi aai. sab ke sab keval adventure ke rasya to nahi the. lalach ke chalte is velly tak aaye the. kuch indians the, to zayada tar bahar ke gore the. aurten dasiyan ban chuki thi to mard kolho ke bel.. kai mardon ke pairon me zanjeeren bandhi thi to kaiyon ke pairon me zanjeer ke sath chhote chhote par bhari patthar bandhe the. mere puchne par alan ne bataya, ye wo log han, jo sarkash han, har samay bhagne ke chakkar me rahte han. jo sarkash hote han, unke pairon ke sath wazni pathar bandh diye jate han. taki wo bhaag na saken. maine dekha kaiyon ke pairon par zakham pad chuke the. to kuch ke pairon ke zakham bhar kar wahan ki skin ko kala bana chuke the.


aisa drshy dekh main sach me dahal utha. jahan ghulamo ka wo haal tha, jo senkdo saal pahle ghulami ke daur me hua karta tha.

haan ladkyan aur aurten zarur yahan mardon ke hisse me aa kar khush dikhai de rahi thi. sisak sisak kar marne se acha ha, kisi ki dasi bankar zinadgi kaat li jaye. bahar ki dunya me aalishan zindagi jeene wale, jeene waliyan yahan kaisi badtar zindagi ji rahe the.

maine dekha kuch hindustani aurten bhi kisi ki dasi bani seva kar rahi thi. unhe dekh kar mera dil kudne laga. mann hone laga, inke liye kuch kiya jaaye. par main akela kya kar sakta tha. thelma aur uski gang bhi apne humwatno ko suraksha nahi de sake the. samjh gaye the, velly wale unko to bardasht kar sakte han, par unke ghulamo ko unse chheenne ki koshish karenge to sab bagawat par utar aayenge. isliye thelma aur uski gang khamosh thi. ya shayad mann hi mann me koi plan bana chuki ho, aur velly par kabza karne ke baad wo sabko azad karwa le.

aane wala samay apne chakra me kya kuch lekar aayega, kaha nahi ja sakta tha. haan par main ek baat zarur jaan gaya tha, yahan aane wale samay me ek bohut badi jung ladi jaane wale the. jahan charon orr lashen hi lashen bikhri padi hongi. khun hi khun phela hoga.

main sab soch kar aur aane wale samay ka andaza laga kar andar se larzne laga. ye velly baba ki velly thi. kisi ko hak nahi pochta tha, koi unki velly tak aaye. koi unki velly par kabza kar jaye. yahan ke rahne walun ko bhi jeene ka pura pura hak hasil ha. jaise sabko hota ha. jaise hamare desh india par koi aur mulk kabza karne ki koshish kare to koi bhi sahn nahi kar paayega. sab mar mitne ke liye tayar ho jayen. yahan bhi aisa hi scene tha. par sab samjh nahi pa rahe the. bahar ki dunya ki rangeeniyan jo yahan unhe dikhai ja rahi thi. un rangeeniyon ke baad sab ko ek sath jaan se maar dia tha, unki velly par kabza kar lia jayega. zayada tar is baat se anjaan the. jitne haseen, sundr aur khile khile chahre the. sab ek din murjha jane wale the. ya fir hamesha ke liye so jane the.

mujhe kuch karna hoga.. thelma aur uski gang ke irado ko mitti me milana hoga. warna kudrat ki haseen tareen velly khun me naha jaayegi.

main sar jhatak kar in sochon se khud ko bahar nikalne laga. dekha to alan aur erika dono mujhe dekh rahe the. dono ke chahron par kai prashan the.

erika:- karan! kya hua tumhe. kin sochon me gum ho. kitni der se awazen de rahe han. par lagta ha, tum kahin door nikal gaye the.

main ek lambi saans chhodte hue:- sahi kaha erika tumne. mai waaki me bohut door nikal gaya tha.

alan mujhe ghaur se dekhta hua:- kya soch rahe the tum karan.

main dukhi svar me:- alan main apne desh ke, tumhare desh ke in kaidiyon ko dekh dukh me aa gaya tha. ye sab adventure aur nai dunya ki khoj ke nashe me choor yahan aa kar phas gaye han. ghulam bana diye gaye han. in sab ko dekh mere dil me dard uthne laga tha. insan kisi bhi shakal me dikh jaaye, sahn kiya ja sakta ha. par youn ghulam wale roop me dekh pana, wo bhi aaj ke is advance daur me, nahi alan mujhse sahn nahi hoga aisa sab. mera dil jitna sakht ha, utna hi narm bhi ha. alan humen hamare logo ko is dard bhari zindagi se chhutkara dilana hoga. dekha nahi tumne alan, unki ankhon me humen dekh asha ke deep kaise jal bujh rahe the. kaisi hasrat thi unki ankhon me. kitni chah dikhi mujhe unki ankhon me pahli jaisi zindagi ko wapis pa lene ki.

main ankhen meech apne dil ki asal baat ko gol karte hue ghulamo bare alan ko apni bhavanaen batane laga. meri baat par alan aur erika dono gumsum ho gaye.

alan:- chalo chalte han

main heran hua:- abhi se. abhi to maine kuch dekha hi nahi ha.

maine alan ko uttar dene par force nahi kiya. saala! kya pata, uska shatir dimag kuch samjh hi na jaaye.

erika:- karan alan ka matlab ha, aage ke nazare dekhte han

karan:- oooo.. haan chalo chalte han yahan se.. yahan se jana hi uchit rahega. ghutan si hone lagi ha mujhe yahan par.


hum wahan se chal diye. abadi wale area se nikal kar bahar ja pohnche. mere piche abadi thi. uske dusri orr jungle tha. jungle me izora ka thikana tha. us jungle ke paar pahad the. un pahadon me ik badi gufa thi. jahan baba ka thikana tha. wahan tak koi nahi jata tha. wahan pohnch pana har kisi ke liye asan nahi tha. wahan daldalen bhi thi aur khunkhar darinde bhi. wahan zahreele keede bhi the aur ghane ped bhi. jahan din me bhi adhera chhaya rahta tha.

ab jahan main maujud tha. wahan barf kam thi. upar nazar daudai jaaye to sivaye dhund ke kuch dikhai nahi deta tha. aisa lagta tha, jaise asman ka rang neela na hokar sufed ho. aur dhund chamak kar puri velly ko roshan kar rahi thi. kudrat ke is azeem shahkar main bada heran tha. upar jahan din me bhi sahi se door tak nahi dekha ja sakta tha. niche velly me din ke samay me door tak dekha ja sakta tha.

main alan aur erika khade hue door tak nazara dekhne lage. chhote bade pahad the. jo barf se dhake hue the. seedhe hath kuch pahadiyan thee, jo sabz thee. matlab wahan barf nahi girti thi. wahan ped pode the. baayen disha me dekha jaata to kahin kahin barf thi to kahin khushk zameen.. abadi piche rah gai thi. mere puchne par alan ne bataya, ki in pahadon ke paar kuch nahi ha. ha to bass velly se bahar jane ka rasta. wo bhi minus degree tempreture me se guzar kar upar jana hota tha. jahan se guzar jaane ke baad aage ki manzil kitni door hogi. koi nahi janta.. matlab ye area na to rahne layak tha, aur na hi is disha me aage badhne ka koi rasta tha. itne mahino ki khoj me thelma ye sab jaan gai thi..

alan:- karan! tumne kaha tha, hamari dunya ke aaye huon ko yahan ghulam bana dekh tumhe acha nahi laga tha.

alan ek cigarette sulgata hua bola.. thand thi to erika ne bhi alan se ek cigarette leke sulgana shuru kar dia

karan:- haan! yahi kaha tha maine.

alan:- cigarette loge tum karan.

main dhire se has pada. fir alan ko inkar kr dia:- aaj to cigarette peene ka koi chance hi nahi bana alan. isliye rahne do

alan:- khair tumhari marzi.. madam thelma ne sakhti se mana kiya hua ha, velly me ghumte hue kahin me ghulamo baare me baat na ki jaaye.

karan:- mai samjh sakta hon alan! thelma ne aisa kyu kaha hoga.

erika:- kyaaaa? kya samjh me aaya tumhari

karan:- yahi ki, yahan ke log seedhe hote hue bhi seedhe nahi han.

alan:- haan humen yahan bohut si dikkaton ka saamna karna pad raha ha. yahan velly me ghumte hue kaan aur ankhen khuli rakhni padti han, par moh band rakhna padta ha. tum samjh rahe ho na karan.

karan:- haan alan mai samjh raha hon.

kuch der tak wahan ka nazara karne ke baad hum laut aaye. mera mann bohut bechain tha. velly ke log masum bhi the aur khunkhar bhi. hamari dunya ke nazare unke liye bohut zayada attractive the. dance ka rivaj yahan bhi tha. par bahar ka dance, jo gore karte the, bohut hi ghatiya tha. us dance ko yahan introduce karwaya ja raha tha. naujawan ladke, ladkiyan zayada tar bahak rahe the. badi umar ke boodhe booddhi apne jawano ko samjhate the. par wo jaise khud ko dunya ke sabse genius samjh kar apne badon ki baaton ko nakaar dia karte the.

main wapis se thelma ke paas ja pohcha. wahan kuch aur bhi maujud the.

thelma smile se:- dekh aaye velly

main uske sath bethta hua:- haan dekh aaya hon

main thake thake andaz me bola

thelma mujhe ghoor kar dekhti hui:- kya hua karan! tum kuch uljhe hue, kuch theke hue lag rahe ho.

thelma ko bhi maine wahi kaha, jo alan erika se kaha tha. main janta tha, alan aur erika thelma ko meri report zarur denge. isliye maine socha main khud hi kyu na thelma ko bata dun

meri baat par thelma, william, shephered aur ek aur gora mujhe aur thelma ko dekhne lage. wo bhi paas hi bethe the. alan aur erika dono ek dusre ko dekh wahin side khamoshi se khade ho gaye the.

thelma kuch pal khamosh rahi.. fir boli:- karan! tumhare dil me kya ha.

karan:- mere dil me.. mere dil me kya hoga thelma.. maine aisa sirf kitabo me padha ha. kabhi dekha nahi ha. maine tumhe bataya tha na, main jawan hone se pahle hi kabile me rahne laga tha. bahar ki dunya me lautne se pahle se hi main nadi me girne ke baad tumhare paas ja pohncha. wahan se seedha yahan aa gaya tumhare sath. thelma maine ab tak jitni bhi zindagi soojh boojh ke sath guzari ha. us hisab se main sirf inta hi kah sakta ha. dunya me har jaga alag alag tarah se powerful log hukumat karte aa rahe han. par koi bhi kisi ko youn ghulam bana kar nahi rakhta. insano ki aisi bekadri main sahn nahi saka. isi liye maine alan se bhi apni feelings ka izhaar kar dia tha.


meri baat par william aur shephered ek dusre ko ajib si nazron se dekhne lage. dono ne shayad ankhon hi ankhon me koi baat kari thi, jo main samjh nahi paya.

thelma meri ankhon me dekhti lambi saans leti hui uth khadi hui:- mere sath aao karan.

main utha aur thelma ke sath jaane laga. kamre me pohnche to thelma ne mere gale me baahen daal deen. thelma khamosh rahi, par meri ankhon me door tak dekhti rahi. main bhi uski ankhon me utra uske dil ki baat samjhne ki koshish karne laga. par mai zayada nahi samjh paya. haan situation ke hisab se maine andaza zarur laga gaya tha. thelma me mann me kya ho sakta ha.

thelma mujhe ek kiss karne ke baad mujhse boli:- karan! hum yahan kyu aaye han, maine tumhe bataya nahi ha.

karan:- wahi jaanne ke liye to main bechain hon.

thelma dhire se has padi:- oooo mera janu bechain ha, sab jaanne ke liye.

karan:- thelma mujhe sab jaanne ki bechaini ho ki nahi. par mujhe jald se jald ghar jaane ki bechaini zarur ha. plz jo bhi karna ha, jald kar lo. fir chalte han yahan se.

maine mahaul ka rang badalne ki koshish kari. jo kamyab thahri.

thelma:- ufffooo.. karan tum bhi na. har time ghar ghar ghar.. mera bhi ghar ha karan. mera bhi desh ha. mujhe bhi ghar jaane ki bechaini ha. main bhi apnu se milne ko tadap rahi hon. par kaam bhi to zaruri hota ha.

karan:- kaam to saanso ke chalte rahne tak chalta rahta ha. is beech ghar ko to nahi bhulaya ja sakta na.

thelma:- ummm.. sahi kaha.. karan, apne humwatno ko ghulamo wali zindagi jeete dekh mere dil me bhi dard uthta ha. par kya karun. kuch bhi apni marzi se nahi kar sakti na main. apne logon ko ghulami se bachane ke liye mujhe ravayya sakht karna padega. aisa hua to yahan velly ke log taklif me aa jayenge. kya tum chahte ho, apnu ko bachane ke liye main is velly ke masum ko dard dena pade.

thelma mujhe bata rahi thi, mujhse puch rahi thi, ya mere dil ka haal jaanne ke liye aisa sab bol rahi thi. main andaza nahi laga paya.

thelma:- bolo karan. main mahino se yahan hon, tumne abhi ghulamo ko dekha ha, kaidiyon ko nahi dekha. jo ghane andheron wali jailon me band han. jahan unhe 24 hrs me ek baar khane ko dia jaata ha. jabse kaid hue han, pet bhar khane ko, khula asman dekhne ko taras gaye han. karan dard to mere dil me unke liye bhi ha.. kya in sab ke dard ko dekhte hue main is velly ke logo ko dard dene par utar aaon. khun ki holi khel jaaon. batao karan, kya mai aisa kar guzron.

thelma badi hi kutti chiz thi, aisi baaten kar rahi thi. jiske jawab dete hue mere dimag ki nasen bhi nakara ho jaayen. mai junglee tha, wahshi tha, par dil wala tha. khun khun ki holi khel sakta tha. par mausmu ki zindagiyon se khelne wali baat kar mera dil kaise pathar ka bana rah sakta tha. thelma ne baaaton baaton me apne dil ki baat bhi bol di thi. mere dil ka haal jaanne ke liye bhi teer apne tarkash se chhod dia tha.. khunkar aur wahshi main hi nahi, thelma bhi thi.. thelma to genius hone ke sath sath ek super agent thi aur main khali junglee wahshi..

thelma ki ankhen jaise meri ankhon ke raaste mere dimag me ghusti chali ja rahi thi. aisa lag raha tha, jaise koi ungliyon se meri dimag ko kured raha ho...

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Update:-20

A Few Sentences From The 19th Update.....


thelma:- bolo karan. main mahino se yahan hon, tumne abhi ghulamo ko dekha ha, kaidiyon ko nahi dekha. jo ghane andheron wali jailon me band han. jahan unhe 24 hrs me ek baar khane ko dia jaata ha. jabse kaid hue han, pet bhar khane ko, khula asman dekhne ko taras gaye han. karan dard to mere dil me unke liye bhi ha.. kya in sab ke dard ko dekhte hue main is velly ke logo ko dard dene par utar aaon. khun ki holi khel jaaon. batao karan, kya mai aisa kar guzron.

thelma badi hi kutti chiz thi, aisi baaten kar rahi thi. jiske jawab dete hue mere dimag ki nasen bhi nakara ho jaayen. mai junglee tha, wahshi tha, par dil wala tha. khun khun ki holi khel sakta tha. par mausmu ki zindagiyon se khelne wali baat kar mera dil kaise pathar ka bana rah sakta tha. thelma ne baaaton baaton me apne dil ki baat bhi bol di thi. mere dil ka haal jaanne ke liye bhi teer apne tarkash se chhod dia tha.. khunkar aur wahshi main hi nahi, thelma bhi thi.. thelma to genius hone ke sath sath ek super agent thi aur main khali junglee wahshi..

thelma ki ankhen jaise meri ankhon ke raaste mere dimag me ghusti chali ja rahi thi.


Now Farward.....


Update:-20





maine apni ankhen meechi.. fir khol kar thelma ko dekhne laga. thelma ajib se bhav ankhon me liye mujhe dekh rahi thi.

karan:- thelma kabhi kabhi mujhe tumse dar lagne lagta ha. kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta ha. mai sirf naam ka junglee wahshi hon. asli junglee wahshi to tum ho. tumhari ankhon se dil ka haal jaanna mushkil ha, par tumhare shabd ragon me khun ko jamane dene ki shakti rakhte han. thelma mere sath aisi baaten mat kiya karo. khun bahana mere liye bhi aam baat ha. par un logo ka khun bahane ki baat kiya karo. jinka khun bahana zaroori ho. yahan ke mausm logo ke khun se holi khelne wali baat tumhare moh se achi nahi lagti thelma. jaise main prem pujari ho, tum bhi prem pujaran ban jaao. yakin karo thelma aise hum dono ki zindagi bohut hi haseen ho jayegi.

thelma:- karan ye meri baat ka jawab nahi ha.

karan:- jawab hi to ha thelma ye tumhari baat ka.

thelma:- kaise?

karan:- dekho, thelma pyar se dunya ki koi chiz aisi ha, jise paya na ja sake.

thelma:- karan main samjhti hon, tum bahar ki dunya se door rahne ki waja se dunya ko sahi se samjh nahi sake. karan dunya me sabse bada koi ha to wo bada ha power ke balbote par. jo powerful ha, wo king ha. jo kamzor ha wo ghulam ha. jaise is velly me dekha tumne. yahan ke rahne wale hum bahar walun ke liye poewrful the to jo jo yahan aata gaya, phasta gaya, unko ye ghulam banate gaye. jisne sarkashi ki, ya to usay zindan me daal diya gaya ya fir zanjeeron ke sath bhari pathar baandh kar ghulam bana dia gaya. karan yahan bhi baat power ki ha. tum abhi vibharu se nahi mile ho. usse baare me jaante nahi ho.

karan:- vibharu? kon ha wo.

thelma:- sardar ha wo ab yahan ka

thelma bhi mujhe wahi batane lagi, jo baba ne mujhe hinaru aur vibharu ke baare me bataya tha. sab batane ke baad thelma aage boli

thelma:- karan hum yahan par khun bahane ke liye nahi aaye han.

karan:- to fir kis liye aaye han.

thelma firse meri ankhon ke raste mere dimag me mere dil me utarne lagi.

thelma mera hath pakad kar bahar ko chal padi..... bahar sab vaise hi bethe baten kar rahe the, thelma ko aate dekha to uth khade hue. thelma ne ishare se unhe bethne ko kaha. mujhe sath liye bahar nikal padi.

ek baat jo maine ab tak nahi batai thi. wo thi velly ke is hisse ke bare me, galiyon bazaron ke baare me..

jis jaga thelma aur sab the. ye ek qila tha. aam abadi ke beecho beech aur 30 feet ki bulandi par. 1 acre par bana ye qila sardar ka second mehal bhi gina jata tha. aisa hi ek bada qila yahan se 2 mile door tha. jahan sardar ka mehal tha.

mahal aam dunya walun ke jaisa mahal nahi tha. na banawat me, na sajawat me. par tha wo ek mahal ke jaisa hi. ye wala qila bhi kuch kam nahi tha. pure qila par thelma ka raj tha. aur qile me thelma ke sathiyon ke siva koi nahi tha. koi tha to gate par tha, wo bhi kuch zaroori aur chhote kaamo ke liye.

ab aap samjh sakte han, thelma yahan kitni power hasil kar chuki thi. kitni surakshit bhi thi thelma apni gang ke sath. qila ke peeche pahadiyan thee aur pahadiyon ke paar ghana jungle tha.

yahan ke raods pathreele the. dhool mitti ka yahan koi guzar nahi tha. dhoop nahi hoti thi yahan, to mitti kaise udti. mitti nahi udti to dhool kaise udti. haaan ghode aur ghoda gadiyan yahan par aam thi, tab tab kuch dhool uda karti. jo jald hi beth bhi jaya karti thi. yahan ke road hamare roads ke jaise hi khule khule the, inte khule ke kisi ko bhi guzarne me dikkat nahi hoti thi.


dono mahal ke paas ke ilake ko shahar ka darja dia gaya tha. door ke rahne walun ko gaon wale kaha jata tha. yahan ke sabhi makan ek line me saliqe se bane hue the. dekh kar lagta hi nahi tha, ye anpadh gawar logo ki velly ha. bass bahar ki dunya se inke connections nahi the, par the suljhe hue. yahan bhi shatir rahte the, buddhu bhi rahte the.. jaise hamari dunya ke har tarah ke log hote han, yahan bhi the.

thelma mera hath pakad kar mujhe qila ke lakdee ke bade se gate ke gai, jahan ek rath maujud tha. thalma mujhe liye usme ja bethi. yahan kuch log the jo velly se the. wahi chhote mote kamon ke liye maujud the. rath chalane ke liye bhi ek tha wahin par. thelma aur mujhe dekhte hi bhaag kar aaya aur apni seat par beth kar lagaam thaam li.. ek aur uske sath bhaga bhaga aaya aur kochwan ke sath ja betha.


thelma ne usse english me baat kari aur ek jaga ka bata dia.. mere liye ye sab kisi khawab jaisa tha. aise jaise main koi sapna dekh raha hon. rath qila se bahar nikla aur humen ek side le jane laga. main thelma ko dekhne laga.

thelma:- kuch der khamosh raho.

thelma kochwan aur dusre vyakti ke saamne kuch nahi bolna chahti thi. isliye main bhi khamosh raha. andaze ke mutabik adhe ghante tak rath ne safar kiya. fir wo ek jaga ruk gaya. thelma mera hath pakad kar bahar nikli. yahan ka drshy bhi bohut hi kamal ka tha. kuch fasle par aise phool khile mahak rahe the. jo shayad hamari dunya se alag the. bohut hi madhur mahak aa rahi thi. mann bohut halka ho gaya tha. thelma unhi phoolon ko dekhti hui khoye khoye se lahje me boli.

thelma:- karan tumhari nazar me jurm kya ha.

main thelma ke ajib prashn par usay dekhne laga. par uski nazar phoolon par hi rahi.

karan:- meri nazar me jurm aise act ko kahte han. jiske karne se kisi ko haani pohnche. karne wale ki aatma ghayal ho ya na ho, vivek usay tadpaye ya na tadpaye, khud us act ko karne wale ko khushi mile ya gham. par jab us act ko karne se kisi ki zindagi mushkil me aa jaaye ya kisi ki jaan khatre me aa jaaye to us act ko jurm kaha jata ha aur us act ko karne wale ko hum mujrim kahte han.

thelma jo phoolon ko dekh rahi thi. ab meri orr dekh kar smile karne lagi.

thelma:- karan mujhe tumhara jawab pasand ha. ab power ke baare me batao. power kya ha tumhari nazar me.

karan:- power!

thelma:- haan power!

mai sochne laga. power ka uttar dena asan bhi nahi tha. main kuch der sochta hi raha. thelma ko bhi jaldi nahi thi. wo firse phoolon ko dekhne lagi. mai sochne laga, thelma ko kya jawab doon. power kya ha, main samjh to sakta tha, par shabdo me kaise bayan karoon. mujhe kuch samjh nahi aa raha tha.

thelma hi boli:- mai batati hon karan. tum nahi bata paaoge. suno karan power ye ha..(thelma mere seene par ungli thokne lagi) un pahadon ko dekh rahe ho karan. unhe koi tab tak nahi chod sakta, jab tak unse badhkar koi unse na takraye.. jaise tumhara ye seena ha.

thelma mere saamne aai aur ek zor ka punch mere seene par maar dia. mujhe kuch fark nahi pada.

thelma:- tumhara jism bhi pathar ha karan.. aao mere sath

thelma mera hath thaam kar mujhe phoolon ke paas le gai.. fir ek phool ko pakad kar masal dia... meri ankhon me dekh kar boli

thelma:- dekha karan, main tumse bohut kamzor hoon, par ye phool mere aage koi hasiyat nahi rakhte. meri ungliyon me aate hi masle gaye. jo in phoolon ke paas nahi ha, wo mere paas ha. wo chah kar bhi apni raksha nahi kar paaye. matlab power.. karan mere paas power thi aur in phoolon ke paas nahi thi. tabhi ye mere aage bebas han. dekho kitne saare han ye. fir bhi mere aage inki koi hasiyat nahi ha.. ab bat karte han, un patharon ki, yahi punch jo maine tumhare seene par maara. isi hath se maine phool masal dia. ab wahi hath main us pathar par maarungi to usay koi fark nahi padega, wo jaisa ha, usi tarah rahega. par mera hath toot jayega. power karan power.. phool mere aage behasiyat han to main un pattharon ke aage bebas hon. jo beas hota ha, wo kamzor hota ha, jo bebas nahi hota, uska matlab hota ha, uske paas power ha.

thelma ke batane ke andaz par main heran rah gaya. kitni detail se usne mujhe takat baare gyan dia tha.


thelma fir boli:- karan hamari dunya me bhi yahi sab kuch chal raha ha. jabse ye dunya bani ha na karan, tab se power ki hi chalti aai ha. jiske paas power ha wo mahaan ha, jiske power nahi ha wo keeda ha.

thelma ka svar dhima aur dukhi hone laga. yahan main kuch surprised hua. thelma jo bhi baat kar rahi thi, wo bohut sahi thi, meri samjh me bhi aa rahi thi. par uska youn dunya ke halaat baare discussion par youn sad hona, meri samjh se bahar tha.

thelma ne mera hath pakda aur kuch fasle par pade ek pathar par ja kar beth gai. mai bhi uske sath ja betha. rath kuch door rah gaya tha.

main thelma ke bolne ka intezar karne laga. main samjh gaya tha, thelma kuch hatke bolne wali ha.

thelma kuch der idhar udhar dekhti rahi.. fir boli:- karan tum nahi jante ho, aaj se 7 saal pahle ek organization ne is dunya me tahalka macha rakha tha. uska ek kaam tha, dunya bhar me khud ko introduce karwana, aur khud ko manwana. jante ho karan, us organization ka motto kya tha.

karan:- kya tha.??

thelma:- is dunya me power kisi ke paas bhi rahe. par koi bhi power ka galat istemal na kare.

karan:- mai kuch samjha nahi

thelma:- seedhi si baat ha karan. jaise sadiyon pahle mere bade tumhare mulk par kabza karke beth gaye the. jaise hilter dunya par kabza karne ke liye, puri dunya ka iklota king banne ke liye, kitna kuch kar guzra tha.

thelma boli to mujhe kitabon me padha sab yaad aane laga. 200 saaal in goron ne humpar hukumat ki thi. usse pahle muslim hukumran sadiyon tak humpar hukumat karte aaye the.

thelma:- us organization ka yahi kahna tha ki jis country ke paas bhi power ha to apni power ke chalte apne country ko jitna strong banana chahe bana sakte han. par youn dusron countries par halla bol kar, unpar kabza karke, wahan ki minerals apne kabze me leke us country ko khokhla karke apne country ko strong banane ki na soche. karan ye sab hamesha se hota aaya ha, shayad qayamat tak hota rahega. us organization ne aise countries ko pahle to samjhaya, jab wo power ke andhe na maane to fir new bani organization walun ne un countries par qahar dhana shuru kar dia..

yahan bhi baat power ki hi thahri karan. kahte han, dunya me sabse badi power sachai ki power ha. par aise maamlon me burai ki power achha ki power se badh jaati ha karan. us organization ne pahle to kai maarke saranjam dekar khub naam kamaya. fir kai powerfull countries ek sath milkar us organization ke khilaf uth khade hue aur dekhte hi dekhte us organization ke tukde tukde kar diye. us organization ka is dunya se aise safaya hua, jaise wo kabhi thi hi nahi. aisi hi kuch aur orgaizations bhi past me ubharne ki koshish kar chuki han karan. lekin afsos wo bhi dino me hi destroy ho gai. is dunya ko sundr banane ka sapna sapna hi rah gaya.




thelma ke moh se aisi baaten sunkar main saans tak lena bhul chuka tha. wo kahna kya chahti ha, mai samjh nahi paya tha, par uski baaten mere liye shocking zarur thi. aisi organizations wajood me bhi aa chuki han, aur unhe nasht bhi kiya ja chuka ha. mera knowledge is baare 0% tha..


karan:- tum ye sab mujhe kyu bata rahi ho thelma

thelma ne ek lambi saans li. khud ko normal kiya. wo abhi bhi sad sad si thi.

thelma:- karan tumne kaha tha, is velly me ghulamo ko dekh tumhe dukh hua tha, tumhare mann me aaya tha ki tum kuch aisa kar jaao. jiske karne se bahar ki dunya se aaye sabhi persons wapis se zindagi ki taraf laut aayen.

karan;- haan yahi kaha tha maine.

thelma:- aur maine kya kaha tha.

karan:- tumne to unke khoon bahane wali baat chhed di thi.

thelma:- wo to bas aise hi ki thi maine karan. kya main main insan nahi dikhti hon karan. mere seene me jo dil tumhare liye dhadak raha ha. kya mera wo dil yahan ke mausm logon ka khoon baha sakta ha. nahi karan nahi, main abhi majbur hon, yahan maujud ghulamo ke liye kuch nahi kar pa rahi. par mere dil me bhi unke liye dard ha karan.. karan ek din aisa zarur aayega, jab yahan ke ghulam aur kaidi sab azaad ho jayenge. wo firse zindagi ki taraf laut aayenge.

karan:- aur uske liye tumhe yahan khoon ki holi khelni padegi.

thelma:- nahi karan nahi. khoon ki holi hi khelni hoti to main kabki khel chuki hoti karan. mera paas aise aise hathiyar han, yahan ki poulation 60 hazar plus ha, fir bhi main sabko maar kar yahan ki eent se eent baja sakti thi. par mai aisa nahi kar paayi. jaante ho karan, maine aisa kyu nahi kiya.

karan:- nahi janta. bataao...kyu nahi kiya tumne aisa.

thelma meri ankhon dekhti hui ghambirta se boli:- hum bhi vaisi hi ek organization banane ja rahe han karan.. jiske baare me main tumhe bata rahi thi..

meri zindagi me bohut se badlav aye the. bohut se surprising moments meri zindagi me aaye the. bohut se jhatke maine sahn kiye the apne dimag par apne sharir par... kai goliyan khaa kar khai me girne par bhi mujhe itna bada jhatka nahi laga tha, jitna bada jhatka mujhe ab thelma ki baat sunkar laga tha.

main pathar se uth khada hua aur na-kaabil-e-yakin nazron se thelma ko dekhne laga. thelma aisi bhi baat kar sakti ha, mujhe andaza bhi nahi tha. kuch aisa bhi uske mann me ho sakta ha. main soch bhi nahi sakta tha. main ankhen chaudi ho chuki thi. moh khul chuka tha. aisi sthiti me main thelma ko dekh raha tha.


thelma kya thi, main samjh nahi paya tha. baba ne mujhe kya bataya tha, aur thelma mujhe kya bata rahi thi. baba ke hisab se thelma jis organization ko buildup kar rahi thi, wo dunya ko taba kar deti, ye ghulam bana leti.. aur thelma bol rahi thi, uske bade is dunya me balance banaye rakhne ke liye organization ko wajood me la rahe the.



kya ha sach. baba ka kaha sach tha ya thelma ka kaha sach.. baba ka kahna sach ha, agar thelma ki organization sach me criminals ki organization ha to is velly ko bhi khatra ha aur is dunya ko bhi. thelma ka kaha sach ha to fir to is dunya ko is organization ki bohut sakht zarurat thi. dunya ke halat kaise han, mujhe zayada nahi to kuch to gyan tha hi. thelma sachi thi to dunya ki bhalai ke liye is kaam se badhiya kam kya ho sakta tha. powerful log, powerful country hamesha dusron par zulm karte han aaye han. organization aiso ki ankhon me ankhen daal kar baat karni layak ho gai to fir sach me dunya me koi bhi takatwar desh apne se kamzor desh par hamla karne ke baare me soch bhi nahi sakega.

jaise jaise main is hisab se sochta chala gaya mera josh badhne laga. mera mann hone laga, main bhi thelma ke sath mil jaaon. mere desh me bhi to kai aise poewrful log han, jo power ke chalte apne se kamzoron par zulm karne me bohut aage han.

kuch minat tak aise vicharon me main vyast raha. thelma uthi aur mere paas aa kar mere gale me baahen daal gai. mai uski ankhon me dekhne laga. pahli baar mujhe thelma ki ankhon me chamak dikhai di.


thelma:- karan, hum yahan isliye aaye han, ye velly dunya se chhupi hui ha. hum yahan headquarter bana kar apni organization ko buildup kar sakte han. hum nahi chahte pahle wali organizations walun ke jaise hamara bhi safaya kar dia jaaye. karan, hum bhi pahle wali organizations ke jaise mar mitne ke liye tayar han, par marne se pahle hum kuch aisa kar jana chahte han, jiske chalte hamara ye planet universe ka sabse sundr aur payara planet ban jaaye. yahan ke rahne wale hasi khushi jiyen. jis ka jaise dil chahe wo jiye. koi bhi powerful person apne se kamzor ko daba na sake. jante ho karan tumhare desh ki tarah dunya bhar me powerful logon ke cases files me band kar diye jate han. aur jo kamzor hote han, unke caso ki sunvai mahino me hi puri karke, bina sach ko khoje us kamzor ko salakhon ke peeche band kar dia jata ha. jane dunya bhar ke kitni ladkiyon ki izzat looti jati ha, aur lootne wale powerful log hote han karan. jiska koi kuch nahi bigad sakta. jante ho karan ww2 me kya hua tha. kitni jaanen gai thi. kitni izzaton ko loota gaya tha.



dhire dhire thelma ki baaton par mere andar aag dahakne lagi thi. maine kitabo me ww2 ke baare me bhi padha tha. dunya bhar me kamzoron ke sath kya kuch hota rahta ha, is baare bhi main bohut kuch janta tha. thelma ki baaten mere andar zalimo ke liye zeher bharne lagi. mere andar ka wahshi junglee en naye jungle me convert hone laga.

thelma:- hum is velly ko haseen bhi banayenge aur surakshit bhi. humen is velly me bas thodi si jaga chahiye, zayada ka lalach nahi ha humen. ye sab apni life me mast rahen. hum bass apna kam karne aaye han. ek secret headquarter banane aaye han. isse zayada kuch aur nahi ha mere mann me karan. hum mujrim nahi international soldier han karan. mujrim gunah karne wale ko kaha jata ha. jaan dene wale, dunya me sudhar laane wale ko kya tum mujrim maante ho karan.



karan:- aisa sab tumhare dil me tha to tum mujhe pahle bhi to bata sakti thi thelma. mai khushi khushi tumhara sath deta. aur haan tum aur sab mujrim nahi han meri nazar me. tum sab to mahaan ho.

thelma ki ankhon ki chamak adhik badhi. uske hont phadphadaye aur mere honto se milte hi mere honto ko chumna chusna shuru kar dia. kiss ke baad thelma meri ankhon me khushi se dekhti hui mujhse boli

thelma;- love you karan. mujhe yakin tha, tum mere sath zarur doge. i am sorry karan! mai pahle majbur thi, apne bado ke banaye rules ke aage majbur thi. isliye tumhe pahle sach nahi bata saki. tum khud hi batao, kya aise me mujhe chance lena chahiye tha. tum mere hath se nikal jaate, hamare plan ko waqt se pahle koi jaan jaaye to kya koi humen yahan headquater banane dega.


karan:- sahi kah rahi ho tum thelma. aisi baaton ka chhupa rahna hi sahi ha.

thelma ne ek kiss aur ki:- karan! maine pahle bhi kaha tha, ab bhi kahti hon, jan dena badi baat nahi ha, makdad ka pura hona badi baat ha. ek bar hamari organization apne pair jama le. fir dekhna, hamari dunya me hum tahalka macha denge. america, england, china, germany, russia, israel, france aur aise hi dusre desh hamare aage uthane ki himmat nahi kar payenge. hum is dunya me balance banayenge, shanti laayenge, har kisi ko uski man pasand zindagi jeene ko denge. yahan world best lab banai jayegi. dunya ke best scientist yahan par, hamare samandron par research
karenge. fir dekhte hi dekhte hum puri dunya me chha jaayenge. charon aur sukh shanti hogi, hamara naam hoga. hum jahan aur jis taraf dekhenge, hamare sar fakhar se unche ho jayenge. kyunki hum hi honge wo, jinki waja se dunya me power ka balane bana hoga, jinki waja se log bina kisi khauf, tension ke zindagi guzarenge..



thelma ne aane wale samay ka kuch aisa naksha khencha. mujhe thelma ki ankhon me dunya bhar me aane wala badlav abhi se dikhai dene laga. thelma firse mujhe kiss karne lagi. thelma ki tarah mai bhi behadh khush tha. meri zindagi me bhi jo bhi maksad the. par ye wala maksad mujhe meri zindagi ka sabse bada maksad dikhai de raha tha.

abki thelma ki baaten sunkar ek baar bhi mere mind me ye baat nahi aai thi, thelma dohre face wali ladki ha. pahle bhi mere sath chhal karke mujhe ullu bana gai thi. ho sakta ha, is baar bhi wo mujhe ullu bana rahi ho. par jis tarah se thelma ne sari baaten ki thi, main thelma baare aisa kuch soch hi nahi saka. meri sochne samjhne ki shakti par jaise thelma ki baaten ghalib a gai thi. ye bhi to ho sakta tha. baba ne jo suna tha, wo galat ho, jo baba ne andaze lagaye the wo bhi galat hon. aur thelma ne jo kaha ho, wo 100% sach ho..

mai kuch bhi na soch kar thelma ke raseele honta ka ras paan karne laga. yahan kuch thand thi. par jab do garm jawaniyan ek dusre me gum hon to thand ka hona na hone barabar hota ha. jab tak saans nahi ukhdi, tab tak hamari kiss chalti rahi. kiss ke dauran hi mera lund khada hokar thelma ki chut ko chut raha tha.

kiss tooti to main aur thelma lambi lambi saanse lene lage. thelma muskurati ankhon se lambi lambi saanse le rahi thi.. jab normal hui to boli

thelma:- khule me kiss ka maza hi kuch aur hota ha.

karan:- aur dusre kam ke baare me kya vichar han tumhare

thelma:- dusre konse kam ke baare me??

maine apne lund ki orr ishara kar dia. thalma ne mere lund ke ubhar ko paya to pakad kar hasne lagi..

thelma:- aaj khushi ke is moke par main yahan rasleela karna chahungi. zarur tumhara bhi kuch aisa hi mann hoga. ha na!

karan:- ooo thelma tumne to mere dil ki baat boojh li

thelma khilkhila kar has padi.. fir idhar udhar dekh kar kuch door pade ek pathar ki orr ishara kar dia.. hum wahan jane lage. wahan firse ek round kiss ka chala.. fir thelma mere lund ko nikal kar chusne lagi. aur mujhe bhi khule me thelma ke moh me lund dekh kar maza aane laga. aaj mann kuch zayada hi khush tha.


thelma ne lund chusa. fir main uski tangon me beth kar uski pant aur panty niche sarka kar uski chut chatne laga. dhire dhire thelma ke liye meri feelings pahle jaise hoti ja rahi thi. thelma mujhe pahle bhi aziz thi, dhoka dene wali baat par main uske khilaf ho gaya tha. uski jaan lene par utar aya tha. nahi janta tha, wo itna bada maksad liye in pahadon me bhatak rahi ha. uski ras bahati chut ka amrit peene ke baad main khada hua aur usay kiss karne laga. thelma ke jism se aag nikal rahi thi. kitni chudi thi mujhse. maine uski mat maar di thi. firse mujhse chudne ja rahi thi. stamina to tha thelma me. warna ek junglee ko jhel pana aam ladki ke bass ki baat nahi hoti.

kiss ke baad maine thelma ko jhukaya aur piche se apne lund ko pakad uski chut par ragadne laga

thelma:- karan jaldi karna, thand bohut ha. kahin meri kulfi hi na jam jaaye.

karan:- fikar not meri jan. mujhe bhi ahsas ha.

thelma:- gand me aaj mat daalna.

karan:- kyu?

thelma:- abhi wahan dard ha karan

karan:- theek ha

fir maine apna lund thelma ki chut me daal kar thelma ko chodna shuru kar dia. thelma sisakne lagi. main speed se thelma ko chodne laga..

thelma ek baar jhadi. main usay ghuma kar seedha karte hue usay kiss karte hue, uski ek taang utha kar aage se uski chut me lund daal kar chudai karne laga..

wahan ki zameen thandi thi, warna thelma ko lita kar chodta. kabhi fornts se to kabhi back se usay chodne laga. aise hi thelma ko chodte chodte meri nazar saamne door ek aur chatan ke paar gai. wahan jo dikha, wo dekh kar main chaunk gaya. meri door ki nazar bhi kafi strong ho chuki thi. isliye mujhe clearly dikhai dia wahan ka sab.

wahan izori khadi mujhe khuni ankhon se dekh rahi thi. uske kandhe par betha bandar bhi mujhe guse se dekh raha tha. izora mujhe yahan dikh jayegi. andaza nahi tha. par ye yahan kyu aai. aur kabse ye yahan ha

main dhakke lagana band kar chuka tha. thelma kuch bol rahi thi.par mera dhayan izora ki udas aur laal ankhon par tha. jahan mujhe thelma ke liye bepanah nafrat aur jalan ke sath sath inteha ka dukh dard bhi dikha. izora kabhi mujhe dekhti, kabhi thelma ke adh nange sharir ko.. fir wo ekdum se piche mudi aur wahan se bhaag kar door hone lagi..

thelma mujhe ruka jaan kar seedhi hui to mera lund uski chut se nikal gaya.

thelma:- kya hua karan. ruk kyu gaye-- arre! karan! tum aise kyu dikh rahe ho.. kya baat ha.

main sar jhatak kar khud ko normal karne laga:- kuch nahi. aise hi mujhe laga jaise koi idhar maujud ho.isliye main ruk kar idhar udhar dekhne laga tha.

thelma:- acha! koi dikha kya

karan:- nahi. koi nahi dikha.. chalo ab chalte han

thelma:- kyu! abhi tumhara kam hona baki ha na.

main apne lund ko cover karne laga. mera mann uchat ho gaya tha.

thelma mera lund pakad kar:- nahi karan.. aise nahi jane dungi main tumhe.

karan:- qile par chal kar karte han. shayad koi idhar maujud ho. aise me kisi ke saamne mujhe aisa sab karna acha nahi lagta.

thelma meri ankhon me dekhti.. mera lund chhod apni pant aur panty upar karne lagi

fir hum wahan se chal pade..

qile pohnche to main kamre me band ho gaya aur izora ke baare me sochne laga. wo masum ladki. uffffffff kya kuch nahi tha uski ankhon me... mere liye thelma ke liye... itni nafrat kyu uski ankhon me... itni aag, itna gusa, itni jalan..

fir mujhe izora ki ankhon me dard dikha... aahhh mera mann bechain hone laga. kisi masum ya kisi apne ka dard mujhe mere dil par mahsus hota tha. izora ka dard bhi mujhe mere dil par mahsus hua to main bechain ho utha. izora se, baba se milne ke liye mera mann machane laga. qile ke piche ke jungle me maine transmitter chhupa rakha tha. mann hua, ya to baba se mil aaon. ya fir transmitter se baba se baat kar loon. izora se kaise baat kar paaunga main abb. kis haal me usne mujhe dekh liya tha..

ufffff.. aisa to maine sapne me bhi nahi socha tha.. izora mujhe is roop me kabhi dekhegi. wo bhi thelma ke sath khule me..

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Update:-21


A Few Sentences From The 20th Update.....



qile pohnche to main kamre me band ho gaya aur izora ke baare me sochne laga. wo masum ladki. uffffffff kya kuch nahi tha uski ankhon me... mere liye thelma ke liye... itni nafrat kyu uski ankhon me... itni aag, itna gusa, itni jalan..

fir mujhe izora ki ankhon me dard dikha... aahhh mera mann bechain hone laga. kisi masum ya kisi apne ka dard mujhe mere dil par mahsus hota tha. izora ka dard bhi mujhe mere dil par mahsus hua to main bechain ho utha. izora se, baba se milne ke liye mera mann machane laga. qile ke piche ke jungle me maine transmitter chhupa rakha tha. mann hua, ya to baba se mil aaon. ya fir transmitter se baba se baat kar loon. izora se kaise baat kar paaunga main abb. kis haal me usne mujhe dekh liya tha..

ufffff.. aisa to maine sapne me bhi nahi socha tha.. izora mujhe is roop me kabhi dekhegi. wo bhi thelma ke sath khule me..

Now Farward.....


Update:-21




main izora se milne ke liye bechain hone laga. izora ke liye itni bechaini kyu ?. izora na to meri patni ha aur na hi meri lover. fir uske liye itni bechaini.?. wo to bas meri ek achhi dost ha..


kya waaki me izora keval meri ek achhi dost ha. mere sath lipat kar sone wali izora keval meri achi dost hi to nahi thi. kuch aur bhi thi. kya thi.. shayad dost se kuch badhkar.. kaisi feelings aaya karti thi, jab wo mujhse lipat kar soya karti thi. kitna sukhad ahsas hone lagta tha uske paas hone se. mann chahta tha, wo har samay aise hi mujhse lipat kar soti rahe.


wahan se aate samay jo izora ke expression the, wo mujhe yaad aane laga. izora ko mera firse thelma ki orr laut kar aana pasand nahi aaya tha. thelma se jung kisi aur andaz se bhi ladi ja sakti thi. uske liye thelma ke paas jana zaruri nahi tha.

ohhh thelma se jung... haan main to thelma ko, uski gang ko khatam karne aaya tha. yahan firse uski chikni chupdi baaton ke jaal me ulajhne laga tha. kya waaki me thelma ki baaten is baar bhi fareb thi. mujhe thelma ki baaten, uska andaz, uski ankhon ki chamak, sab kuch yaad aane laga. main jhatke se uth khada hua aur kamre me tahalne laga.


doodh ka jala, chhaachh bhi phook phook kar peeta ha.. par main jala doodh hi nahi zahreela doodh bina jaanch kiye piye ja raha tha. ek bar firse thelma ke pyar me padne ja raha tha. ek bar firse uski baaton par yakin karne ja raha tha. izora ko sochta main firse thelma ko sochne laga. bechaini meri nas nas me bharne lagi. thelma kisi bhi surat aitbar karne layak nahi ha. zarur is baar bhi wo mere sath chhal kar rahi ha. zarur jo bhi baaten usne mujhe batai han, wo mere jaise junglee ko ullu banane ke liye boli gai han. thelma mastermind ha aur mai ullu.. kya mai sach me ullu hon. pyar ka phooka hon, iska matlab ye to nahi ha ki main maha moorkh ban jaun. koi aise hi nahi mujhe moorkh bana sakta. pyar ke chakkar me main apni sudh budh kho baithta tha.


is dunya me rahne wale sabhi ek jaisa brain ya experience nahi rakhte. kuch ke brain ki power zayada to kuch ki kam hoti ha. jaise ki thelma. bahar ki padhi likhi, dhokebazo ke beech parwan chadne wali, trainned, mujhse kahin badhkar thi. kya waaki me thelma mujse badhkar thi, ya main khud ko kamtar banane me laga hua hon..bohut kuch soch raha tha main. bohut se faisle khud se kar raha tha main. izora se milne ki bechaini to thi hi. lekin thelma ko sochna bhi kam zaruri nai tha.

agle 3 din tak main qile ke andar hi raha. ek ek ko bade dhayan se dekhne samjhne laga. thelma se milta to pahle jaisa normal bankar milta. par mere andar bohut kuch chal raha tha. baba ne meri ankhon me jaane kya bhar dia tha, thelma ya koi bhi meri ankhon se mere dil ka haal nahi jaan sakta tha. yahi kuch to thelma aur sabki ankhon me tha.

mera dhayan sabse zayada thelma ke sathiyon par tha, jo surat se hi maha criminals dikhai dete the. thelma ka mission sacha tha to fir in logo ka kya kaam. thelma kam ke liye to achhe log sath rakhe jate han, na ki ghatiya log. aise hi meri khoj jari rahi. ek baar thelma kisi aur kamre me bethi laptop par kuch kam kar rahi thi. jab wo uth kar gai to mai laptop utha kar dekhne laga. laptop ka mujhe kuch aata jata nahi tha. thelma wapis aai, mujhe laptop me ghusa dekh ghabra gai. aur jhat se laptop mere hath se le lia.

yahan generator se bijli ki zarurat ko pura kia ja raha tha.

karan:- main dekh raha tha, isme koi game shame bhi ha khelne ko. suna ha laptop me games bohut badhiya badhiya hoti han.

thelma pahle to meri ankhon me ghoor kar dekhti rahi. fir hasne lagi. mujhe shak to uspar shuru se hi tha. ab yakin hone laga. thelma mujhse bohut kuch ab bhi chhupaye hue ha.

thelma:- game khelni thi to mujhse kah dete

karan:- chalo ab kah deta hon, lagao koi badhia si game.

thelma mujhse laptop ke use baare puchne lagi. aur main to is baare kuch janta hi nahi tha. thelma ko kya batata. thelma hasti hui mujhe laptop bare kuch kuch batane lagi. fir mujhe ek dusre laptop dia game khelne ko.

aise hi wo din bhi beeta.. sham ke baad

karan:- main jungle me jaa raha hon thelma

thelma heran hui:- jungle me kyu

karan:- tum to janti ho na mai junglee hon. jab tak jungle me na rahunga. chain nai milta. kitne dino se yahi hon. lagta ha, jaise kaid ho gaya hon.


thelma ne mujhe bahar jane se rok dia. par mai nahi ruka aur wahan se nikal gaya. mere liye raat ka andhera ab andhera nahi raha tha. isliye main ek bada khanjar liye jungle ki or nikal pada. main janta tha, jungle ke paas tak thelma ke guards night vision cameras se mujhe notice kar rahe honge. main aise hi jungle boy ke jaise jungle me ghumne laga. jab laga main thelma ke cameras ki hadh se nikal aaya hon to maine bhagna shuru kar dia. raat ke samay junglee janwar apne apne thikano par aram farma rahe the. main daudta hua baba ke paas jane laga. daldali khatarnak raste paatta main 2 ghanto me baba ke paas ja pohncha.



baba mujhe dekh bohut khush hue.

baba:- mai to samjha tha, tum transmitter par mujhse rabta karoge.

karan:- transmitter par bhi baat kar sakta tha baba. par main aapse izora se milne ko bechain ho utha tha.

baba:- izora to tumhe yahan nahi milegi. wo kai din se yahan par ha hi nahi.

main kuch udas ho gaya tha izora ke na mil pane ke kaaran

baba mujhe dhayan se dekhte hue:- kya baat ha karan. tum kuch udas se dikh rahe ho

karan:- han baba! main udas to hon

baba:- kya baat ha karan beta?

ab mai baba ko kya batata. mai khamosh hi raha.. baba ne fir pucha tab bhi main baba ko wo sach nahi bata saka, jo mere dil me tha. mai kuch aur bola

karan:- baba! pyar kya ha

baba muskura diye:- pyar sansar ha karan beta.

karan:- kaise?

baba mujhe pyar ka ek lamba lecture dene lage. jo kuch wo samjhte the, uspar apne vichar pesh karne lage. lagbhag wahi sab kuch tha baba ki zuban par jo mere dil me the, mere dimag me tha.

karan:- baba to fir thelma ke liye mera pyar bhi sacha ha.


baba serious ho gaye:- jahan chhal ho wahan pyar nahi hota karan beta. jahan nafrat a jaye, wahan pyar nahi rahta. thelma ne apne matlab ke liye tumse pyar ka dhong rachaya. jab uski haqiqat tumhare saamne khuli to wahi pyar nafrat me badal gaya. fir tumse jo hua wo tumne kiya. jo thelma se hua wo usne kiya. tum dono ek dusre ki jaan lene par utar aaye. aise me tum dono me pyar kahan ha. pyar to wo ha karan beta, premi ki ek nahi hazaron galtiyan maaf kar di jaati ha. premi jahan bhi, jis haal me bhi rahe, khush rahe. bass yahi aarzu hoti ha prem karne wale ki.

mere ek sawal par baba ne kaha..


baba:- aise to tum sadaiv cutputli bane firte rahoge. jiska jaise man chahega tumhe nachata firega. tum kisi ka bhi pyaar pane ke liye machalne lagte ho. aise me jo bhi matlabi insan ye jaan jaye, ki tum pyar ke bhooke ho, wo tumhara istemal karne ki sochega. tum bar bar dhoke par dhoke khate jaaoge, aur fir ek din aisa aayega. tum pyar ke naam par bidakne lagoge. pyar shabd sunte hi aape se bahar ho jaoge. karan beta, pyar is dunya ka sabse payara ahsas ha. jise har koi prapt karna chahta ha. main bhi usi ahsas ko paana chahta hon aur pa bhi raha hon.

karan:- baba sacha pyar kaisa jancha jata ha. sach kahun to main ek baar firse thelma ki ankhon me kho kar thelma ke jhute pyar ko sacha pyar samjhne laga hon. mujhe kahin se lagta hi nahi ha, is baar bhi wo mere sath chhal kar rahi ha.

fir main baba ko thelma ki wo baaten batane laga, jo usne mujhe bahar batai thi. baba sunkar chintit hue.

baba:- karan beta, thelma bohut khatarnak ladki ha. aate hi vibharu ko sath mila kar hinaru ko kaid me daal dia. tiku ke log sarkashi par na utarte to kabka sardar aur uske beton ko marwa chuki hoti. beta aurat ke kai roop hote han, sabse khatarnak roop uska naagin wala roop ha. jab jab aurat nagin roop dharti ha to kuch aisi bankar saamne aati ha, jise koi samjh nahi sakta. uska kam dasna to hota hi ha, par chhal kapat me koi uski barabari bhi nahi kar sakta. thelma bhi ek naagin ha karan beta. wo hum sab ko dasne aai ha aur dasegi bhi. dhire dhire tumhare sharir me itna zeher bhar degi, tum apne hi desh ke mausmu ke khilaf ho jaaoge. pyar andha bhi hota ha. jab hadh se badh jaaye to devta ka roop dhaar leta ha. ya fir deewangi ban jaya karta ha. pyar pavitr ho to devta, apavitr ho to insan ko moorkh bhi bana deta ha aur uski akal par parda bhi pad jata ha. jaise ab firse tumhari akal par parda padne ja raha ha. tum ek baar firse thelma ke pyaar me pad kar khud ki jaan lene par utar aaye ho. kya tum kabhi laut kar nahi jana chahte.

karan:- kyu nahi baba! main to ghar jaane ke liye bohut bechain hon.

baba:- thelma ne kya kaha tha jab tumne ghar jaane ki baat kari thi tab?

main baba ko batane laga

baba:- tum ab bhi nahi samjhe ho karan. wo tumhe tab tak ghar nahi jane degi, jab tak tumhe andarse puri tarah jakad nahi legi. fir tum bahar gaye bhi to usi ke paas laut kar ane ke liye bekarar rahoge.

baba ki baat sahi ha.. thelma ne bhi mujhe jaldi ghar laut jane ka koi ishara nahi dia tha.

karan:- baba mai akala yahan se nahi nikal sakta kyaa.

baba:- jis raste se thelma apni gang ke sath aai ha, wahan par vibharu aur thelma ke admi ek sath pahdedari kar rahe han. wahan se ek akela ka nikal pana asambhav ha karan beta. hinaru sardar ban gaya to wo rasta khul jayega. fir tum laut kar ja sakte ho.


baba se aur bhi bohut si baten hoti rahi. ek samay par maine baba se kaha

karan:- baba! jaise aapne meri ankhon ka rang badla ha, aise hi mere dil ke bhi badlav laaye ja sakte han

baba hasne lage:- dil ke rog ka ilaj jaise pure sansar me nahi hota ha, aise hi tumhare dil ka koi bhi ilaj nahi ha mere paas.. haan par tum dunya ko puri trah se samjh jaaoge to tumhara dil tumhare bass me aa jayega.

kaise aayega?

baba mujhe vistar me samjhane lage.

wo raat maine baba se baaton me bita di. agli subah maine baba se pucha izora se mai kaha mil sakta hon.

baba:- isi jungle ki poorvi disha me ek talab ha, us talab se kuch aage ek gufa ha, wo gufa bohut badi bhi ha aur pavitr bhi.

karan:- baba mai chalta hon.. izora se milke mujhe wapis bhi jana ha.

baba ne mujhe duaen deen aur main wahan se nikal pada.


dedh ghante me main gufa ke andar tha. gufa me guste hi mujhe izora ke dono sher dikhai diye. pahle to wo mujhe dekh mujhpar jhapat padne ke liye tyar hue. fir jaise mujhe pahchana, shant ho gaye.. main pahle to dar gaya tha, fir hosla karte hue dono ke sar par hath ferta aage badhne laga.

gufa kya thi, aisa lag raha tha, jaise ise hathu se tarash kar khaas tuar par rahne ke liye banaya gaya hon. raste khule the kai jaga gufa ko kaat kar kamron jaise shape tayar ki gai thi.

ek hi ek kamre me mujhe izora pathar ki slat par leti dikhai di. yahan andhera bohut kam tha, roshni jaane kahan se aa kar is area ko roshan kar rahi thi..

izora ko dekhne par pata chala, izora lambe lambe patto ka bistar banaye leti hui chhat ko ghoore ja rahi thi.

main izorz ko dekhne laga. kitni verani thi in ankhon me. kitna dard, kitna akelapan dikha mujhe in ankhon me. pathrai ankhen jo chhat par jane kya talash kar rahi thi. main kuch der usay dekhta raha. fir izora ke bandar ne cheekh kar izora se kuch kaha. izora hosh me aai aur apne bandar ko dekhne lagi. sath hi jaise usay andaza ho gaya, wahan koi aur bhi ha, wo sar ghuma kar mujhe dekhne lagi. mujhpar nazar padi to uski veran ankhon me jugnu chamakne lage. wo jhat se us pathar jaise bed se utri aur speed se mere paas aane lagi. kushi hi itni uski ankhon se phoot rahi thi.

mere paas pohnchti, jaise usay kuch yaad aaya. jitni speed se meri orr wo badhi thi, utni hi speed se wo ruk bhi gai. udasi firse uski ankhon me utar aai. dono hathu ki ungliyon ko ek dusre me phasaye uljhane lagi.

karan:- izora


karan aage badha aur izora ke karib ja pohncha. izora sar jhukaye khadi thi

karan:- izora tumhara ye ghar bohut sundr ha.

izora ke chahre par mujhe kuch chamak dikhai di. izora kanpti palkon se mujhe dekhne lagi.

karan:- mujhe bethne ko nahi kahogi izora

izora:- aao

izora usi pathar ki orr ishara karti hui boli..


ek baat thi, wo ye ki main jab se yahan aaya tha, mujhe aisa mahsus ho raha tha, jaise ye gufa is dharti ka shanti pradan sthan ha. itna anand prapt ho raha tha mujhe. main bata nahi sakta. aise jaise ye koi pavitr sthan ho.

mai beth gaya izora khadi rahi...

karan:- izora tum bhi betho na.

izora khud ko sambhalti hui mere sath beth gai

izora:- karan tum yahan tak kaise aaye. tumhe kisne bataya, main tumhe yahan milungi.

karan:- baba ne bataya mujhe. tumhe acha laga mera yahan aana.

izora meri ankhon me dekhti khushi se boli:- mai bata nahi sakti, tumhe yahan dekh kar main kitni khush hui hon. mujhe yakin hi nahi aa raha, tum is gufa me mere saamne ho.

maine izora ka hath thaam liya:- izora main us din ke liye tumse sharminda hon. maine socha nahi tha ki tum mujhe kabhi us halat me dekhogi.

izora ka chahre rang laal padne laga. wo sar jhuka gai. uska ang ang jaise kanp utha tha sharam ke kaaran.

izora:- mai abhi aai

izora uthi to maine uska hath thaam lia

karan:- kaha ja rahi ho

izor lajati hui:- karan mai abhi aai, tum mere ghar aaye ho, mai tumhare liye kuch laati hon.

maine izora ka hath chhod dia. bandar ab mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. mai izora ke is roop par heran tha. mai to samjha tha, wo mujhse khafa hogi. mujhse ladegi, mujhe sunayegi, thelma ke sath maine wo sab kyu kiya, is baat par wo mujhse ladegi.. par aisa kuch nahi hua tha. fir socha shayad wapis aane ke baad woh ladegi.

main jis ghaas par betha tha. wo bohut hi lacheekli thi, na thandi na garm, uspar bethne ka bhi ek alag hi maza tha. main ghaas par hath ferne laga. mujhe aisa karne me bhi maza aa raha tha.

fir mere kaano me kisi ke rone se ubharne wali siskiyan padi to main chaunk gaya. yahan sivaye izora ke koi aur nahi tha. matlab bahar deewar ke sath kar khadi izora ro rahi thi. par kyu? main bada heran hua. izora jaisi ladki rona bhi janti thi. main izora ke paas jane ke liye utha. jaisa hi main khada hua meri nazar saamne deewar par ja chipki..

wahan mujhe meri zindagi ka sabse heran kar dene wala drshy dikhai diya. deewar par keval do ankhen dikhai de rahi thi. un do ankhon ke siva deewar par kuch aur nahi tha. na koi chahra tha, na hi sharir ka koi aur ang dikhai de raha tha. kuch dikhai de raha tha to keval dunya ki haseen tareen ankhen dikhai de rahi thi. kitni kashish thi in ankhon me. main un ankhon me doobne laga. main khud ko bhulne laga. un dono ankhon se bah rahe ansu mere tip tip neeche gir rahe the. un ansuon ko dekh mera dil tadap utha. main mantramudgh chalta hua un ankhon ke karib ja pohncha. paas se dekhne par aisa laga, jaise main in ankhon ko pahle bhi kahin dekh chuka hon. kahan??.. ye mujhe samjh nahi aa raha tha. main shayad un ankhon me khoya sammohit ho chuka tha. mujhe kuch aur dikhai dena band ho chuka tha. wo ankhen bhi meri ankhon me ghusi jaise mere dil me utar rahi thi. jaise un ankhon se ansu bah rahe the. waise hi jaane kyu mere dil me inteha ka dard uthne laga. mera dil bhi rone laga. kitna dard tha in ankhon me, aahh ye kiski ankhen thee. kyu ye ro rahi thi. kyu inka dard main apne dil me mahsus kar raha tha.

kya ye koi sapna ha.? mere mann me sawal ubhra.


"nahi! ye koi sapna nahi ha mere preetam. main haqiqat hon mere preetam"


sisakti dard bhari awaz mere andar goonji to main heran rah gaya. main mantramudgh tha, sammohit tha, warna jhatka khaa kar gir jata. is sab ke bawajud awaz ki mithas is kadar thi, mera andar tak mahak utha. dard itna tha, mera dil tukde tukde hokar bikharne laga.


ye kaisa maya jaal ha.? kon ho tum.? ye sab kya ha.? tumhari ankhen hi kyu dikhai de rahi han.? tum khud kyu nahi dikhai de rahi.?

aise kai prashn mere mann me aane lage.. ab tak main jin ankhon me khoya hua tha, ab aisa lag raha tha, mere saamne maujud do ankhen mere wajood me utar aai hon.


ye maya jaal nahi ha mere preetam! main kon hon, nahi bata sakti mere preetam! sadiyon se tumhe paane ke liye tapasya me leen hon mere preetam! dikhai isliye nahi de rahi, itna adhikar mujhe prapt nahi ha mere preetam! MAA BHAVANI ki agya milne par main yahan is pavitr gufa me tumhe dekhne, tumse milne aa gayi mere preetam! sadiyon se ye ankhen tumhe dekhne ke liye taras rahi thee mere preetam! tum yahan khud se nahi aaye, tum yahan laaye gaye ho mere preetam!

ek ek shabd me mere liye aseem mithas, pyar, tadap sab kuch tha. mai jahan andar se jhoom utha tha, wahin dard se tadapne bhi laga tha. mera in ankhon wali se kya rishta tha, main jaan nahi paya tha. par itna samjh gaya tha, mera isse koi bohut hi gahra aur purana nata ha. shayad sadiyon purana nata.

"haan preetam hamara nata sadiyon purana ha!. preetam mere ansu hatheli me bhar kar apni ankhon me utaar lo"

"aisa kyu"

"maan lo preetam! mere jaane ka samay bhi ho chuka ha preetam! alvida mere preetam! MAA BHAVANI jald hi humen milayegi! jaisa kaha ha, vaisa hi karo preetam! der na karo preetam!"

mujhse door hone wali baat par kitna dard utar aaya tha uske svar me.. firse milne ki umid par kaise uska awaz gunguna uthi thi.

maine der nahi kari aur un ankhon se tapak rahe ansu apni hathiyon me lekar apni ankhon me utar diye.. ye sab main automatic system dawara kar raha tha. mera khud par akhtiar nahi tha.

jaise hi ansu meri ankhon me utre. aisa laga, jaise velly ke bahar ki thandak meri ankhon me utar aai ho. thandak bhi aisi jo meri ankhon me aseem rahat utaar rahi thi. aisa ahsas tha, jise shabdo me paroya nahi ja sakta tha.

dono roti sisakti ankhen gayab ho gai..

meri ankhen band hoti chali gayi. mujhe nind aane lagi. main khade khade khud ko bhulta hua nind ki dunya me ja pohncha. aisa mujhe laga tha.



"karan! kya hua karan! tum so gaye kya karan! itni jaldi nind bhi a gayi tumhe karan!"

mujhe izora ki awaz sunaai di to main ankhen khol uth betha. dekha to mai izora wale pathar ke palang par tha. jispar lambi lambi lachkeeli ghaas maujud thi...

karan:- ohhh! pata hi nahi chala, kab main betha betha so gaya. kitni sukun bhari nind aai mujhe. aisi nind mujhe aaj tak nahi aai izora..

izora:- karan! ye is tiku ki sabse pavitr jaga ha karan. is jaga ke jaisa sukun pure tiku par kahin nahi ha. mai bhi yahan aa kar sab bhul jati hon. yahan aane ke baad mann me koi mel nahi rahta. kisi ke liye mann me kuch galat nahi aata. yahan kabhi koi galat na soch sakta ha, na kisi ke sath kuch galat kar sakta ha.

fir izora chaunkti hui boli:- arre! ye tumhari ankhen ekdum se gahri sabz kaise ho gai..

main ab tak un do ankhon ke baare me sab kuch bhool chuka tha. bhool chuka tha, un do ankhon ne mujhse baaten ki thi. un do ankhon ne mujhe apne ansu meri ankhon me utarne ko bol dia tha.

karan:- hahaha.. kaisi baat karti ho tum izora. bhala meri ankhen ekdum se kaise change ho sakti han.

izora:- main sach kah rahi hon karan. tumhari ankhen pahle halki sabz thi, ab gahri sabz ho chuki han. aur ye gahra sabz rang tumhari ankhon ko aur bhi sundr bana raha ha.

main bhi is baar heran hua:- kya sach me meri ankhon ka rang gahra ho chuka ha.

izora:- mai jhut kyu bolongi tumse karan!

maine izora ki maan li. par mai heran tha, asia ekdum se kaise change aa gaya tha meri ankhon me. fir izora ne apne sath laaye kuch phal mujhe diye. bade hi meethe aur swadisht the phal. main aur izora milkar khane lage. bandar moh dekhta raha. main usay chhedte hue phal uske moh ke paas leja kar piche khench gaya.. izora zor se has padi.. bandar kalkari maarta hua mere sar par aaya aur mere sar ke baal pakad kar khenchne laga.

hum hasne lage. kuch der tak baaten bhi hoti rahi aur pet puja bhi. fir main aur izora bahar nikal pade...

bahar nikle to maine ekdum se izora ko kamar se pakad kar khencha aur apne seene se laga liya.. bandar meri is harkat par khi khi karke hasne laga. izora meri ankhon me dekhne lagi. fir nazren jhuka gai.

maine dhayan nahi dia tha, par main andar se bhi badal chuka tha. jaise hi gufa se bahar nikla, mere andar ka aaya badlav zahir hone laga. maine izora ko apne seene se lagaya to mujhe andaza hua, mere mann me ab pahle jaisi jhijhak nahi rahi ha.


karan:- izora meri taraf dekho na

izora sharam se laal hui mere seene par nazren jamaye rahi.

karan:- izora us din tumhe dukh mila tha na mujhe thelma ke sath dekh kar

izora dhime svar me:- mujhe kyu dukh hone laga. main tumhari lagti hi kya hon.

karan:- kuch nahi lagti ho tum meri.

izora:- main kyu kuch lagne lagi tumhari. tumhari sab kuch to wo kutiya ha na.

izora thelma ke liye zeher ugalti hui boli to main zor se has pada.

izora is bar meri ankhon me dehkne lagi. uski ankhon me narazgi thi. dono sher door khade humen hi dekh rahe the. main izora ko na dekh kar apne kandhe par aa bethe bandar se ko dekh bola

karan:- kyu minni! tumhari maalikan meri kuch nahi lagti.. bandar ajib se andaz me khi khi karta hua mere kandhe se izora ke kandhe par aaya aur meri ankhon me dekhne laga.

karan:- izora lagta ha, minni ko tumhara meri bahun me aana pasand nahi aaya.

maine izora ko chhod dia. izora ajib si nazron se mujhe dekhne lagi. mai firse hasne laga

karan:- hahaha. mujhe lagta ha, minni lasha, kasha humen ek nahi hone denge.

izora ekdum se bol padi:- tumse kisne kaha, ye humen ek nahi hone denge.

main izora ko niharne laga. izora jhepne lagi. maine minni ko pakda aur sheron ki orr phenk dia. firse izora ko gale se laga liya.. minni cheekhne laga to dono sher mujhe ghoor kar dekhne lage.

karan:- matlab tum dilo jaan se meri ho jana chahti ho.. kyu yahi baat ha na

izora kaanpti hui:- nn..nahi.. maine aisa kab kaha. main to.. wo to.. mai wo.. mai wo..

maine izora ka chahra pakda aur utha kar uski ankhon me dekhne laga.

karan:- izora kya tum mujhse pyar karne lagi ho.

izora nazren churane lagi

karan:- izora.. meri ankhon me dekho.. main manta ho, pyar ke maamle me main dusron se alag hon. kyu hon, ye bhi tum janti hon. bachpan se pyar ke liye tarasya aaya hon. aise me thelma ka pyar pakar main sab kuch bhul gaya tha. par ab main pahle jaisa nahi raha, mai badal gaya hon izora. sacha pyar kya hota ha, mai jaan gaya hon. thelma ka pyar mere liye fareb ha aur tumhara pyar mere liye ek sach.. haan izora main bhi tumse pyar karne laga hon. jaise tum mujhse pyar karne lagi ho..

izora buri tarah lajja rahi thi..

karan:- izora tum karti ho na mujhse pyar.

izora kuch nahi boli.. bas garam saanse mere seene par chhod rahi thi.

karan:- bolo izora tum mujhse pyar karti ho na

izora fir bhi khamosh rahi.

karan;- theek ha fir, mai thelma se hi pyar leta hon, tum to mujhse pyar karogi nahi.. maine izora ko chhoda aur usse alag hone laga. par izora ne meri shirt ko kas ke pakad liya tha. meri ankhon me dekhti gusa dikhai dene lagi.

karan:- kya hua, aise kyu dekh rahi hon.

izora:- mai us kutiya ko zinda nahi chhodongi. meri jaga lene ki koshish karegi to jaan se maar dungi main usay. cheer phaad kar rakh dungi, agar wo firse mujhe tumhare sath dikhi to... tum sirf mere ho, mere hi rahoge karan...

izora boli to fir khul kar bolne lagi.. main usay dekh smile karne laga.. wo firse sharmane lagi..

maine apni baahen uske gird kass leen..


karan:- chalo baba ke paas chalte han izora

hum sab baba ke paas jane lage. bandar kabhi mere kandhe par to kabhi izora ke kandhe par chadh jata. is bar hum dhimi chaal chalte hue ja rahe the. is baar der lagi..

baba mere sath izora ko dekh khush ho gaye..

baba:- karan beta, tumhari ye ankhen.. inka rang itna gahra kyu ho gaya

karan:- pata nahi baba. mujhe bhi izora ne hi bataya ha.

izora:- baba karan mere us khaas kamre me pathar ke bade palang par lette hi so gaya. maine uthaya to dekha karan ki ankhen gahri sabz ho chuki han.




sunkar baba jaise vicharon me kho gaye. main baba ko aur izora ko dekhne laga.. hum kuch nahi bole.. baba ne kuch der me mujhe dekha aur kaha

baba:- karan beta wo gufa devtaon ki khaas gufa ha. wahan sukun ka bhandar ha to pavitrta me bhi us ke jaisa koi sthan aur kahin nahi ha. wahan zarur kuch to hua ha tumhare sath. mujhe batao, kya kya mahsus kiya kar rahe ho tum khud me..

baba ki baat par izora bhi mujhe dekhne lagi. uske chahre ki masumiyat me adhik izafa ho chuka tha. kabhi wo bulbul dikhti thi to kabhi khunkhar billi..

karan:- baba main khud me kuch to badlav mahsus kar pa raha hon. par samjh nahi pa raha..

baba: fir bhi.. kuch to tum samjh hi gaye hoge.. jo bhi tum samjhe ho mujhe batav..

karan:- baba ek baat mann me aa rahi ha..

baba:- kyaa?

karan:- aisa lagta ha, jaise ab koi mujhe dhoka nahi de sakega. agar koi mere sath chhal karne ki koshish karega to main wo jan lunga.


baba khush ho gaye:- yahi tumhari sabse badi kamzori bhi thi karan beta. zarur devta ne tumhari in ankhon ka rang badal kar tumhe koi shakti daan kar di ha. mai pahle bohut chintit tha karan beta. pyar ko tarse hue tum, pyar paane ke liye bar bar dhoke par dhoka khaate aaoge. main samjh raha tha, shayad tumme ye badlav jald na aa sake.. ya shayad kabhi aa hi na sake. par devta ne tumhe shakti daan kar di... mujhe yakin ha karan beta, ab thelma ya koi bhi tumhare dil se khel kar tumhe dhoka nahi de sakegi..


karan:- baba maine ek kaam aur bhi kiya ha.

baba:- kyaaa.?

main thelma ko dekhta hua:- baba main aur izora ek dusre se pyar karte han. maine izora se apne pyar ka izhaar bhi kar dia ha. mujhe izora ki ankhon me apne liye sacha pyar dikha to maine bol dia. kuch der ki na nakur ke baad izora ne bhi haan kah dia.

baba khush bhi dikhe aur chintit bhi.. izora mujhse kuch hati sharam se dohri hone lagi. uske chahre ka rang ek baar firse laal padne laga tha.


baba kuch der khamosh rahe.. fir bole:- ye sahi nahi hua karan beta.

mai heran hua:- kyu baba. maine koi paap nahi kiya ha. pyar kiya ha. aur aapne hi to kaha tha, pyar sansar ha. pyar se badhkar is dharti par kuch nahi. aur sache pyar ko paaye bina mai rah bhi to nahi sakta. izora mujhse sacha pyar karti ha baba.

baba dukhi hote hue:- karan beta tumne sahi kaha.. par tumhe wapis laut kar bhi to jana ha na.. ya umar bhar yahi rahoge..

ye baat mere dimag se nikal gai thi.. main bhi chinta me aaye sochne laga. yahan rah bhi nahi sakta tha. aur izora jaisi sacha pyar karne wali ko main chhod bhi nahi sakta tha..

karan:- baba jab mai yahan se jaaunga to izora ko apne sath le jaaunga.

baba ko dekh main izora ko dekhne laga. uske chahre par hazaron diye roshan ho gaye the meri is baat par.

baba:- fir.. fir mera kya hoga. main to izora ko dekh dekh kar jita aaya hon.

izora baba ki baat par sad ho gai

karan:- aap bhi mere sath chalna baba. wahan hum sab sath rahenge.. kyu izora tum mere jana chahogi na. hum baba ko bhi sath le jayenge.. bolo na izora..

izora hont kaatti khamoshi se baba ko dekhne lagi.

baba:- wo sab baad me dekhenge karan beta. pahle tiku se dushmano ka safaya karo.

karan:- wo to main karunga hi baba.. ab mera hosla adhik badh chuka ha baba. thelma ka pyar mere liye chhal ha.. mai jan gaya hon. jald hi main sabka safaya kar dunga. mere andar se jaise koi mujhe kah raha ha, main jald hi apne maksad me kamyab ho jaunga..

baba:- devta tumhare sath ha karan beta! aur meri duaen bhi..









shaam tak main thelma ke paas laut aaya tha. wo bhi meri ankhon ka badla rang dekh heran hui thi. usne pucha to maine kandhe uchka diye. "main is baare kuch nahi janta tha"




din guzarne lage..4 mahine aur beet gaye.. thelma ka pura sach khul kar mere saamne aa gaya. baba ne kaha tha, thelma ki gang ek criminal gang ha, jo dunya par raaj karne ka khawab dekh rahi thi. pata nahi baba ye sach pahle kaise jaan gaye the.. mujhe 2 mahine lag gaye the sara sach jaanne me.

in 4 mahino me thelma se kah kar maine har tarah ki shooting, fiting seekh li thi. wahan kaiyon ki trainning di jati thi. badi speed se gangsters trainned kiye ja rahe the. unhi gangters ke sath milkar maine bhi apni trainning puri kar li. main dhoka dene wale ko hi nahi pakadne lage, kuch bhi seekhne ki kshamta mujhme kai guna badh gai thi.


4 mahino me thelma gang ki sankhya velly me 1000 tak ja pohnchi thi. wahin main baba aur izora ke sath milkar sardar hinaru ke chahne walun ko sath mila kar ek gang banane lage. ye sab itne khufiya tarike se ho raha tha. kisi ko kaano kaan khabar bhi nahi ho saki.


main chahta to dusre hi jung chhed chuka hota. par mujhe uchit samay ka intezar tha. aur ye uchit samay mujhe mila 4 mahino baad. organization ke 3 bade velly me land hue.. qile me ek shandar party rakhi gai.. kuch guards ke siva baaki sare ke sare qile ke andar hi the.. din ke samay transmitter par main baba, izora ke sath plan bana chuka tha. izora apne paltu janwaron aur velly ke kuch logo ke sath velly ke main entrance par ja pohchi.. wahan ke sabhi gaurds ka khatima izora ne apne zimme le liya tha.. wahin wo tiku ke mardon ko aage na karke janwaron ke zariye pahle hamla karwati. koi jaan hi nahi pata. hamla plnned ha, jab tak wo sab smajhte, izora ke paltu sabka keema bana chuke hote. aur wo sthan itni door tha, unchai par tha, qile tak na to unka shor sunai de sakta tha, aur na hi wahan lagi aag niche se dekhi ja sakti thi..

kuch kaam maine apne udner liye to kuch baba aur dusron ko liye chhod diye. party apne urooj par thi. main thelma aur party ke bado ke sath party enjoy kar raha tha. thelma mere baare apne badon ko bata chuki thi. wo sab mujhse bohut achhe se pesh aa rahe the. jab unho ne jana main unki organization ke liye ek bada hathiyar ban chuka hon to wo aur bhi achhe se mujhse mile. mujhe respect dene lage.


jab mujhe andaza hua, izora apna kaam anjam dene hi wali ha. maine izora ke bandar minni jo qile me hi tha, usay ishara kar dia. wo bada hi samjhdar bandar tha. mera ishara pate hi wo qile ke secret area tak ja pohcha. jahan bahri dunya se rabta karne ke liye control system banaya gaya tha.

kuch aur mere bharose ke kuch velly wale bhi qile ke andar maujud the.. mere ishare par unme se ek ne chhupe rah kar sardar vibharu ka nishana lekar teer chhod dia. teer seedha vibharu ke seene me aar paar ho gaya.


ab tak thelma gang ke liye kahin se koi khatra saamne nahi aaya tha. isliye security par zayada dhayan nahi dia gaya tha. kuch hi log the, jo guns liye qile me alag alag khade hue the..

jaise hi vibharu ke seene me teer ghusa.. hadbadi mach gai.. paas khade sabhi cheekh pade. jab tak koi samjhta, qile me maujud sardar hinaru ke janisaro ne qile ke andar maujud jitni bhi lights thee. sabko phod daala.


andhera hua aur sath hi firing aur cheekhon ki awazen bhi aane lagi. plan itna perfect tha, kisi ko sambhalne ya kuch sochne ka asvar hi nahi mil saka. dekhte hi dekhte lashon ke dher latne lage. main, thelma aur teeno bado ke sath tha. thelma ghabra kar mera hath pakad gai..


thelma:- kk. karan ye kya hua

thelma ko maine life me pahli baar ghabrate hue dekha.. sab andhere me the par meri ankhon roshan din ke jaise dekh rahi thi.

karan:- lagta ha velly walun ne baghawat kar di ha. chalo pahle khud ki suraksha karte han.. main apne sath thelma aur teeno bado ko sath liye qile ke andar ki or bhaagne laga.. jitni der me qile ke dusre guards hathiyar utha kar velly walun se ladte, tab tak qile ki bahri deewaron par junglee oil chhidak kar aag laga di gai. wo aag itni bhayankar thi, lagne laga, jaise hum sab ko is aag me jala dia jaayega.. qile ke andar ke guard ladna bhul kar apni jan bachane ki fikr me pad gaye. par aaj kisi ki jaan nahi bachne wali thi.



thelma:- kisi ko bhi zinda nahi chhodongi. sabko jaan se maar dungi. jaise sabse humen jalane ki koshish ki ha, aise hi is velly ko bhi jala kar raakh me badal dungi.


karan:- thelma pagalpana mat karo. pahle humen khud ko surakshit karna hoga. chhat par helicopter maujud ha. yahan se pahle nikalne ki karo. door kahin ruk kar pahle halat ko samjhte han, fir inse bhi nipat lenge.


ek leader bola:- thelma karan sahi kah raha ha. pahle apni safety zaruri ha. aag dekhi ha tumne. kuch der aur ruke rahe to ye pura qile aag ki lapet me hoga.

dusra bola:- usse bhi pahle zaruri ha, boss ko khabar kar di jaye. agar hamare liye khatra badha to wo humen yahan se surakshit nikal sakte han.

baat me point tha, sabhi agree hone lage.

thelma guse se kaanp rahi thi. thelma ko maine aaj se pahle kabhi itne guse me nahi dekha tha. main dil hi dil has bhi raha tha. aur thelma se sorry bhi bol raha tha. pahle control system ki or jaane ka socha gaya, par alan bhagta hua humse aa mila.. jab usne ye bataya ki control system bhi destroy ho chuka ha to sahi maano me sab dahshat me aa gaye... sab qile ki chhat ki orr bhagne lage. upar pohchte usse pahle hi chhat par ek zordar dhamaka hua. ye bhi mera hi kaam tha. main pahle hi helicopter me time bomb laga chuka tha..


dhamaka hua to sab bokhla gaye.. ab sabko sahi maano me jaan ke laale pad gaye.

thelma cheekhi:- niche chalo.. niche chalo.. humen khufiya raste se nikalna hoga..

karan:- khufiya rasta?

thelma;- haan aise hi kisi moke ke liye maine aate hi pahle qile me khufiya rasta banwa liya tha..


sab thelma ke sath khufiya raste hi or bhagne lage. nahi jante the, kal ka seedha thkaur karan singh aaj ek super agent me dhal chuka tha. jo keval ladna hi nahi janta tha. master plan bhi banana seekh gaya tha.

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Update:-22



A Few Sentences From The 21th Update.....



dhamaka hua to sab bokhla gaye.. ab sabko sahi maano me jaan ke laale pad gaye.

thelma cheekhi:- niche chalo.. niche chalo.. humen khufiya raste se nikalna hoga..

karan:- khufiya rasta?

thelma;- haan aise hi kisi moke ke liye maine aate hi pahle qile me khufiya rasta banwa liya tha..


sab thelma ke sath khufiya raste hi or bhagne lage. nahi jante the, kal ka seedha thkaur karan singh aaj ek super agent me dhal chuka tha. jo keval ladna hi nahi janta tha. master plan bhi banana seekh gaya tha.



Now Farward.....


Update:-22






aag lagne se andhera chhat gaya tha. sabne guns hasil ki aur basement me bane khufiya raste ki or nikal pade. maine ek guns aur silencer lage pistols kuch magazines le liye. thelma ki baton se maine jan liya tha, thelma velly se jaane ke mood me nahi hai. wo bahar nikal kar velly ke logo ko bandi bana kar sabko ghutne tekne par majbur karne ka plan banaye hue thi. bade khaufnak irade the thelma ke. sath hi thelma ne dusre bache sathiyon ko bhi khufiya raste se nikalne ke liye order jari kar diye the.
par sab ke liye ek sath nikal pana asambhav tha.


ye baat mere plan ke against thi. aise to main thelma ko uske maksad me kamyab nahi hone de sakta tha. jitni speed se aag phel rahi thi. gang wale ladna bhul kar apni apni jaan bachane ki fikr me pad gaye the. main, themla kuch bade aur william, shephered aur kuch dusre sabse aage the. kaiyon ke hathu me torch thee. aur sab bhaagte hue qile se door hote ja rahe the.


jab us khufiya raste se nikle to koi soch bhi nahi sakta tha, aage bhi unko velly ke log milenge. sabke paas hathiyar the to velly wale bhi gaye guzre nahi the. khatarnak jung hui aur thelma gang ka safaya hone laga. kuch velly ke log bhi maare gaye. par achanak hamla hone se thelma gang ka tezi se safaya bhi hone laga.

chhupe rahkar silencer lage pistol se maine thelma gang ke kaiyon ko bhoon kar rakh diya. koi jaan hi nahi saka, wo kaise mare.. dekhte hi dekhte thelma gang ka naam o nishan mitkar rah gaya. ek moke par ek teer thelma ki jan lene wala tha. main kood kar thelma ke saamne aa gaya tha. jo teer thelma ke seene me paar hone wala tha wo mere daayen baazo me ja ghuma. main thelma ko liye ludakta hua door ja gira. thelma mujhe teer lage dekh kar cheekh padi. jaise hi main thelma ko liye door hatne laga. kuch hi der me baki ke bhi sare maare gaye.

thelma:- karan! tumne mere liye apni jan khatre me daal di.

karan:- pyar jo bohut karta hon tumse. kaise tumhari jaan khatre me dekh sakta tha. thelma ab yahan kuch nahi bacha. humen yahan se jana hoga.


thelma guse aur dukh se:- haan karan humen jaana hi hoga. hum fir laut kar aayenge karan. aur in kutton ko chun chun kar maar denge. fir kabhi koi bagawat janam nahi le sakegi.

maine thelma ki haan me haan milayi aur sarakate hue wahan se door hone lage. teer maine apne bazo se kheench nikala tha. hum zayada door nahi ja sake. bhagte hue kadam humen ghera daal kar khade ho gaye. mai aur thelma ek dusre ka hath pakde khade ho gaye.

thelma:- karan! kuch karo, hamare liye, organization ke liye yahan se nikalne bohut zaruri ha.

karan:- mai bhi wahi soch raha hon. par itno se lad pana hum dono ke liye mumkin nahi ha. hum khud ko inke hawale kar dete han. nahi to kai teer hamare jismo ke paar honge.

thelma ghabra kar:- nahi karan, ye velly wale ladkiyon ko apni dasi bana lete han. main mar to sakti hon, par kisi ko khud ko hath nahi lagane de sakti. karan mai sirf tumhari banke rahna chahti hon.

thelma ki awaz me mere liye pyar bohut tha. aur yahi pyar mujhe thelma ki jaan lene se rok raha tha. warna sab ke jaise thelma bhi maari ja chuki hoti..

hum aur baaten na kar saken. hum rassiyon me jakad diya gaya. fir humen wahan se lejakar kaidkhane me alag alag daal dia gaya. main aur thelma bohut cheekhe chillaye, humen ek sath kaid kar dia jaaye. par kisi ne hamari nahi suni aur chale gaye.. hum dono unchi unchi awaz me ek dusre ko pukarne lage. bohut door thelma ko band kar dia gaya tha. jahan hamari awaz to ek dusre tak pohnch sakti thi. par shabdo ki samjh nahi aa sakti thi.

yahi plan banaya gaya tha. thelma ko koi bhi zinda velly se jane nahi dena chahta tha. mere zor dene par meri baat maan li gai thi. izora ne sabse zayada bahas ki thi. wo to apne hathu se thelma ke tukde tukde kar dena chahti thi.


vibharu ke marte hi sardar hinaru wale kaidkhane par halla bol dia gaya tha. hinaru aur uske bete azad hue to jo velly wale vibharu ke sath ja mile the, wo hinaru ke azad hone aur vibharu ke marne par firse sardar hinaru ke sath ja mile..

puri raat search opetaion jari raha. qile me lagi aag ke chalte thelma gang wale kuch jal mare the, kuch qile se bhaag nikle the. jaise hi qila khali hua, aag par kabu pa liya gaya. barf se dhaki velly me aag khatarnak sabat ho sakti thi. ye baat pahle se soch li gai thi.. aag lagani kaise ha aur bujhani kaise ha.

agle 10 dino me kuch pakde gaye, kuch junglee janwaron ka shikar ban gaye. kuch ki akdi hui lashen mili to kuch muqabla karte hue maare gaye.. sunne me aaya tha velly ke 400+ log bhi maare gaye the. jo ek dukh bhari baat thi. bade maksad ko hasil karne ke liye jaanen to deni hi padti han.


thelma ko jis kaid khane me dala gaya tha, us kaid khane se nikalne ke liye thelma ke liye asani bana di gai thi. 2 din to thelma chinta aur guse me rahi. teesre din usay paya ki kaidkhane ki ek side ki deewar kuch tooti phooti ha. thelma ke andar utsukta jaagi to wo kam par lag gai. thelma jaan kar khush hui ki deewar me chhed bana kar wahan se bhaga ja sakta ha. thelma fir koshish me lag gai aur ek din ek raat ki mahnat se wo itna bada chhed banane me safal ho gai ki us kaid khane se nikal sake. aur thelma nikal gai. thelma ke liye raste pahle se hi khali rakhe gaye the. thelma wahan se nikli to usay meri fikr hui. wo wapis aai aur mujhe awazen dene lagi. mujhe khabar mil chuki thi, thelma azad hone me safal ho chuki ha. isliye maine thelma ko apni awaz na suna kar aisa show karwaya, jaise mera kaidkhana firse badal dia gaya ha. aur mujhe door kahin kaid kar dia gaya ha. yaki hum ek dusre se baat na kar saken.


mera abhi laut kar jana mumkin nahi tha. thelma wahan se nikli aur velly me kahin chhup gai. par wo nazar me rahi. jahan bhi jati, koi na koi uspar halla bol deta, aise me agle kai dino tak ye ankh macholi jaari rahi. aur fir thelma ne force ke sath wapis aa kar mujhe azad karwane aur velly par firse kabze karne ka mann mann bana lia aur wahan se nikal padi. main janta tha, thelma koi aam ladki nahi ha, maut ki ankhon me ankhen kar jeena jaanti thi. wo velly se nikal kar surakshit bahar ki dunya me laut jayegi. aur fir thelma ke liye raste me zarooriyat zindagi ka kuch saman bhi bikhra hua usay mil jata. jo pahle se hi planned tha.

jab mujhe khabar mili thelma ja chuki ha to mai bhi kaid khane se bahar nikal aaya. sardar hinaru aur sab mujhse milne ke liye bohut bechain the. mujhe bade samman ke sath kaidkhane se nikala gaya. velly jinki thi unko wapis mil chuki thi. sab khush the bohut khush..



kai din tak mere honor me jashan manaya jata raha.


vibharu ke sathi kuch maar diye gaye the, kuch kaid kar diye gaye the. wahan maujud meri dunya ke kaidiyon aur dasiyon ke liye maine sarar hinaru ko kuch alag se kaha to sardar ne pahle to meri mukhalifat ki. fir meri baat maan li gai. maine sabhi kaidiyon aur ghulamo ke liye normal zindagi ki darkhasht ki thi. sardar ko dar tha kahin ye bagawat na kar den. par maine sab kaidiyon aur ghulamo se baat karke unko mana liya. wo kabhi bahar ki dunya me wapis to nahi ja sakte, aise me kya wo yahin umar bhar ke liye ek shanti bhari zindagi jeena chahte han.

bohut thode the, jo har surat apni dunya me laut kar jana chahte the. baki sab ne velly ki zindagi par khushi ka izhaar kia.. jo sarkash the, unke sar kaat diye gaye. baki ke dilon me dar banaye rakhne ke liye..

mere liye velly se wapsi mumkin nahi ho pa rahi thi. mai jana to chahta tha. par inke liye kuch aisa karna chahta tha, firse kabhi koi velly me ghusne ki himmat na kar sake.. aur is ke liye mujhe 7 mahine aur lag gaye..
is 7 mahino me velly ki suraksha ke liye main badhiya sa plan banaya. thelma gang bepanah weapons bhi chhod gaye the. velly me parvesh karne wale raste par chaukiyan bana di gai. wahan kai kai hathiyarband 24 hrs maujud rahte the.

jaisa maine andaza lagaya tha, thelma aam laki nahi thi. wo zinda bach kar apni dunya me laut jaane me safal ho gai thi. wahi hua tha... 6 mahino baad wo to nahi par andaza ke mutabik uski gang ke 200 plus agents firse velly me parvesh karne ke liye aaye. par is bar wo velly me nahi ghus paaye. adhe se zayada maare gaye. jo bache wo wapis bhaag nikle..

jab ye khabar niche velly me sabko mili to khub hungama macha. sab bohut khush hue.. mujhe kandhon par utha liya gaya. izora aur baba ke sath sath sardar aur uske parivar wale mujhe dekh hasne lage.

ab tak main aur izora khul kar ek dusre se izhare mohabbat kar chuke the. par shadi nahi ki thi maine abhi izora se. main velly ko secure karne me laga hua tha. ab jab velly puri tarah surakshit ho chuki thi maine jaane ki baat chhed di.mere jane ki baat par sab dukhi ho gaye. par mujhe jana to tha hi..

izora baba ko dekhne lagi. main bhi baba ko dekhne laga.

baba:- karan beta! main apni zindagi guzar chuka hon, ab to mera devta ke paas jaane ka samay bhi ho chala ha. main nahi ja sakunga tumhare sath. haan tum izora ko apne sath le ja sakte ho.

izora tadap kar baba ke dono hath thaam gai.. bade hi jazbati andaz me boli
izora:- nahi baba, mai aap ko chhod kar nahi jaaungi. baba ya to main bhi yahi aapke paas rahungi ya fir aap bhi mere sath chalen.

izora ki ankhon me pani utar aaya tha. sab jo khush dikhai de rahe the, wo
dukhi ho gaye the.

baba:- mai janta hon izora beti tum karan se door nahi rah sakogi. isliye tum jaao karan bete ke sath. devta ka hath sada tumhare sar par rahe..

kuch dino bad meri aur izora ki shadi velly ke rivajo ke mutabik kar di gayi. mujhe to jaisa dunya ka anmol khazana hath lag gaya tha. meri khushi ka koi thikana nahi tha. izora ka chahra khushi se damak raha tha.

maine aur izora ne ek dusre se salah mashwara kiya aur humne suhagerat bahri dunya me manane ka faisla kar liya. wo isliye ki agar izora pet se ho jati to velly se uske liye nikal pana khatre se khali nahi tha. bahar ka sard mausam uske liye khatarnak sabat hota..


shadi ke baad main izora aur baba wapis se gufa me ja ponche the. aur wahin rahne lage the.. jis din humne wapis jana tha, us din baba ne mujhe apne saamne bethe ko kaha. main baba ke saamne ja betha.

baba:- har baap apni beti ko koi na koi tohfa deta ha, wo apne ghar me sada rani bankar rahe, yahi uski ichha hoti ha. karan beta, tumhari dunya me ek chiz aisi ha, jise pane ke liye dunya bhar ke log pahadon junglon me maare maare firte rahte han.

karan:- baba mai kuch samjha nahi?

baba:- mai samjhaunga nahi, dikhaunga!

baba ne apni jeb se lohe ka ek tukda nikala aur apni dusri jeb me maujud ek chhota sa kaale rang ka pathar nikal lia.. mai pathar ko dekhne laga. par mai kuch smajh nahi pa raha tha.

baba ne wo pathar us lohe ke tukde par ragadna shuru kar dia. main baba ko herani se dekhne laga. mai samjh nahi saka tha, baba ye kya kar rahe han. par kuch hi lamho me meri ankhen jaise phatne wali ho gayi. mera moh khul gaya. itna bada hairat ka jhatka mujhe zindagi me kabhi nahi laga tha. baba ke hath me maujud lohe ke tukde ne rang badalna shuru kar dia tha. jo dekhte hi dekhte sunahre rang me badal gaya.. aur badle rang ko dekh kar mai kah sakta tha, baba ke hath me maujud loha ab gold me convert ho chuka tha. main pagalpan ki hadh ko pohncha baba ke hath se gold bane lohe ke tukde ko jhapat kar apne hath me liye dekhne laga. baba aur izora muskurati ankhon se mujhe dekhne lage.

karan:- baba..ye..ye..baba ye aapne kaise kiya..

baba has pade:- karan beta, paras pathar ka naam suna ha kabhi tumne.

karan:- pp..paa..ras..

main haklane laga.

izora khilkhila kar has padi..

baba:- karan beta hum is pathar ko shapasha kahte han. tumhari dunya me is pathar ko paras pathar ka naam dia jata ha. jaante ho na paras lohe ko sona bana sakta ha.

main bolne layak nahi raha tha. khule moh ke sath haan me sar hila kar rah gaya.

baba:- karan beta, mai ye paras pathar tumhe bhent karta hon. meri beti ko wo khushiyan dena, jo mai bhi nahi de saka. maine meri beti ko kabhi dukh nahi aane dia, tum bhi kabhi meri beti ko dukh mat dena. warna meri aatma bechain rahegi.

baba ekdum se dukhi ho gaye. main gold side rakhta baba ke hath thaam gaya

karan:- baba is dunya me koi chiz anmol ha to wo ha paras pathar. aisa dunya wale sochte han. par baba mere liye sacha pyar anmol ha. izora par aise hazar paras kurban baba. izora meri jaan ha. aur apni jaan sabhi ko dunya ki har chiz se badhkar pyari hoti ha.

baba:- mujhe yakin ha karan beta. na hota to apne jigar ke tukde ko khud se kabhi door nahi karta.

karan:- baba main izora ke sath yahan aata jata raha karunga.

baba:- nahi karan beta, tum yahan mat aana. yahan pohnch pana khatre se khali nahi ha. jan jane ka khatra bohut zayada ha.

karan:- baba ab karan pahle jaisa nahi raha. aapne mujhe paras pathar dia ha baba. baba main is pathar se na keval ameer insan banuga. dukhi aur gareeb logo ki madad bhi karunga aur ek helicopter bhi le loonga. usay khud se udana seekhonga, fir mai aur izora uspar beth kar aapse milne aaya karenge.

izora khushi se aise uchhli.. baba ki parwa kiye bina hi mujhe chumna shuru kar dia.

baba hase bhi aur khush bhi hue

izora:- kochi dhi dhi masha lee lee leeshi ee ee eeshi

isbar hasne ki bari meri thi. izora bepanah khushi ke chalte apni asli bhasha bolne lagi thi. baba bhi sara dukh bhool kar hasne lage. izora kuch sharmai fir wo bhi hasne lagi..


47 din ke safar ke baad main apne kabile ke paas tha. sakht mausam ke chalte izora apne sath apne kisi paltu ko lekar nahi aa saki thi. jispar usay bohut dukh tha. mere liye izora ne baba ko, velly ko jo uski janam bhumi thi, aur sabko chhod dia tha. izora ka pyar pa kar main khud par garv mahsus kar raha tha. zindagi ne mujhse bohut kuch chheena tha. par izora ki surat mujhe dunya ka besh keemat khazana bhi bakhsh dia tha. izora mere liye anmol thi. anmol to mere liye paras pathar bhi tha. main bada heran tha, jis paras pathar ke liye har tarah ki soch rakhne wala vyakti pagal tha. jo pathar sabki nazron me ek kalpanik chiz thi, wo meri property ban chuka tha.

izora ko mai mil gaya tha. wo khushi se phooli nahi sama rahi thi. par usay junglee janwaron bina rahne ki adat bhi nahi thi. isliye wo badi bechain thi. jahan kabila tha, wahan se kuch door bhi kuch junglee janwar paaye jate the. jab maine izora ko ye bataya to wo khush se uchhal padi.

izora:- karan pahle wahin chalte han na

izora ke chahre par bachhu jaisa shok dekh kar main usay inkar nai kar saka. aur hum kabile me pahle na ja kar udhar nikal pade the.

ab hum firse kabile ke pass the to hamare sath ek sher, ek sherni aur do bandar the.. izora ne kuch hi ghanton me unhe apna deewana bana liya tha. hum do aur hamare chaar, kul mila kar 6 sadaso ka bana ek parivar kabile ke bilkul karib pohnch chuka tha. jaise hi sabse pahle junglee ki nazar humpar padi wo cheekhta hua bhaag nikla.

wo chilla raha tha:- sher aa gaye.. sher aa gaye..

dekhte hi dekhte kai kabile wale talvaren kulhade liye daudte hue nazar aaye. sher aur sherni dahadne lage aur izora ne mera bazo pakad liya.

izora:- karan mera doston ko maar denge

karan:- chinta na karo izora.. ye mera kabila ha. sab mujhe dekh pahchan jayenge.. tum bas apne dosto ko shaant karo..

izora apne doston ko shant karne lagi. kabile wale bhaagne bhaagte heran nazar aaye.

2 sher, do bandar ek mard ek ladki.. jaise hi wo paas pohnche wo cheekh pade.. wo mujhe pahchan gaye the

"karrraaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnn"

fir to jaise ek halla mach gaya. sher sherni aur bandar bhi jald samjh gaye, wo apnu me han. wo side khade tamsha dekhne lage.. dedh saal baad mujhe sab dekh rahe the. as expected manzar tha. kai ro rahe the. kai meri jai jai kaar kar rahe the. bindu ne mujhe kai thappad maar diye. fir mere gale me baahen daal kar rone lagi. bindu ko mere gale lagi dekh izora bindu ko khuni ankhon se dekhne lagi

main dar gaya, kahin izora kuch galat na kar bethe

mai bindu ko khud se alag karta hua izora se bola:- izora isse milo ye ha meri bahan bindu. bindu ke baare me maine tumhe bataya tha na.

shukar ha bindu ka naam jaan kar izora ke chahre ke bhav badalne lage. fir dono mili aur main amar se milne laga. amar ne puri jaan laga kar meri pasliyan todni shuru kar di.. sath wo sisak bhi raha tha

amar:- mere yaar.. tune to hum sab ko maar hi dia tha. kahan chala gaya tha.

karan:- tum jaise dosto ki dauen aur pyar mere sath tha, to kaise mai marta.

amar:- par tu tha kaha mere yaar

karan:- bata dunga, sab bata dunga. pahle sabse mil lene do.

amar ankhen saaf karta side aur main ek ek karke sabse milne laga. jogi ji maharaj bhi ankhon me ansu liye ek side khade mujhe dekh rahe thi. meri fikr me wo kitne duble ho gaye the. maine baba ke chran chhue. baba ne mujhe thaam mujhe gale se laga liya. aur sisakne lage. baba ko pahli bar mai rote hue dekh raha tha

baba:- mujhe vishwas tha mera karan zarur laut kar aayega. ab tak na maine ya hi kisi aur ne tere marne par vishwas kiya tha. dekh amar aur bindu ne ab tak shadi bhi nahi ki.. wo jante the, tum ek din zarur laut kar aaoge. dekh pura kabila kaise tujhe dekh kar khush ho gaya ha.

amar aur bindu ke chahre bhi khil uthe. sab mujhe dekh jitne khush the, utne hi izora aur uske dosto ko dekh heran the. izora sundra me aisi thi, pure kabile me kya shayad is puri dharti par izora jaisi koi dusri nahi thi.

ek ek karke main sab se mila.. apne dosto se, sugandha chachi se.. sabse mila.. sab bohut the mujhe wapis se apne beech pa kar..

khurpa singh meri kamar par chukti kaatta hua:- kasam se karan! tu maal bohut badhiya laya ha.

paas khade sab hasne lage

karan:- tu chahta ha tujhe bhi aisi hi koi mil jaaye to main tujhe ek jaga bata deta hon, wahan ja, agar bach kar 2-4 saal me wapis aa gaya to tere sath bhi ek aisi hi item hogi.

khurpa singh dil khol kar hasa.. aur sab pet pet kar hasne lage..

kuch der me hum sab kabile ke andar the. main aur izora baba ke saamne bethe the. dono bandar andar the to dono sher bahar.. jinke aage maas daal dia gaya tha. wo aram se apna pet bhar rahe the.

baba mujhe mere ghar ke halaar batane lage. jitna wo jante the, wo bata rahe the. izora herani se hum dono ke moh tak rahi thi. baba mujhse junglee bhasha me baat kar rahe the, jo izora ke palle nahi pad rahi thi. ek baar izora ne meri kamar par chukti kaat li.

maine usay dekha to:- ye tum dono kis bhasha me baat kar rahe ho. hindi me baat karo na.

mai aur baba muskura pade.. fir baba hindi me bole:- mai bhul gaya tha beti, tu hamare kabile ki nahi ha. bohut samay ke bad karan bete se mila hon to apni bhasha me ise iske ghar ke halaat batane laga.

fir hum hindi me baat karne lage. mere bare me sunkar izora ko maza bhi aa raha tha aur gusa bhi. wo heran bhi thi aur mere liye dukhi bhi..



baba se baaten hoti rahi, fir bindu ke paas ja pohnche. bindu izora ko chhedne lagi. tooti phooti hindi bindu bhi jaanti thi. baaton baaton me bindu ne izora se jaan liya, abhi tak humne suhagrat nahi manai ha.


bindu ne kabile ki ladkiyon aur aurton ko bata dia. sabne firse hamari kabile ke rivako ke anusar shadi ki baat kar di. bohut samay ke bad koi shubh ghadi aai thi. kaise koi peecha rahta. sabne meri aur izora ki firse shadi ki tayari shuru kar di

sugandha chachi se bhi mai mil chuka tha. wo mujhe dekh ek bar firse ji uthi thi. aur main soch raha tha, izora ke rahte main chachi ko uski khoi khushiyan kaise de sakunga. thelma ko hi izora ne badi mushkill se sahn kiya tha. wahan mera rahna zaruri tha, velly ka bhi sawal tha, isliye izora maan gai thi.

sugandha chachi ne bindu aur amar ke mata pita se kah dia. lage hath in dono ki bhi shadi kar di jaaye. jise sunkar wo bhi khush hue. aur kaible me do do shadiyon ki tayari shuru kar di gai.

izora jo kahti aai thi, uski velly ki shadi dekhne layak hoti ha. par yahan kabile ke rivaj dekh izora dang rah gayi. itni khush hui thi wo mashalon ki roshni bhi uske chahre ki chamak damak ke aage madham pad gai.


izora ek baar firse meri ho gai thi. aur is baar main aur izora puri tarah ek ho jana chahte the. ab aur doori sahn kar pana hum dono ke liye mumkin nahi tha.

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jab izora mere sath velly se nikli thi to zindagi me pahli baar khula mahaul aur neela asman dekh kar dang rah gai thi. ab tak wo sufed asman hi dekhti aai thi.



jab velly se bahar nikal kar door door tak barf se dhake pahad aur upar neela asman dekha to bachhu ke jaise kalkariyan marti mujhe japhi daal gai thi. fir uske baad ke dusre drshy dekh to wo pagal hi ho gai thi. jab tak hum kabile me nai pohnch gaye the, wo ek ek chiz ko dekh bachu ki tarah bachu ki tarah react karne lagti thi, mujhse sawal karne lagti thi. aur main usay dekh hasta hua ek ek chiz baare usay detail se batata jata tha.


dedh mahine ke safar ne usay hairaton ke itne jhatke diye the, ki agar mere paas camera hota to main wo sare hairat bhare bhav kaid kar leta. jitne bhi bhav uske chahre par aaya karte the, wo izora ki sundrta ko hazaron guna badha diya karte the. fir dhire dhire wo normal hoti gai. kabile tak pohchne tak wo hairaton ke samandar se kuch kuch nikal aai thi.


ab main kabile ki ek kutya me izora ko nihaar raha tha. lakdee ke bane palang par izora junglee kapdo me dulhan bani aakash se utri hui koi apsara dikhai de rahi thi.

main mantramugdh uske saamne ja betha. izora sharam se dohri hoti hui apne hathu ki ungliyan maror rahi thi. maine izora ki chin pakdi aur uska chahra upar utha dia. uski kanpti palken uski sharam aur andar shor macha rahe jazbo ko bayan kar rahi thi.

karan:- izora!

main bade hi meethe svar me bola to izora aur bhi kaanp uthi. dono ke andar jazbato ka na thakne wala toofan odham machaye hue tha. ab tak dedh mahine ke safar me maine kitna sahn kiya tha. chahta to kahin bhi usay apni bana sakta tha. par maine aisa nahi kia tha.

ab samay aaya tha hum dono ek ek hone ka.

karan:- izora meri ankhon me dekho.

izora kanpti palken utha kar mujhe dekhne lagi.. khushi aur sharam ke jitne bhi bhav hote han, wo sare bhav mujhe izora ki ankhon me dikhai diye. meri izora jahan ek khunkhar bala thi, wahin ek masum aur sharmeeli bulbul bhi thi.

karan:- izora khush ho na

izora ne palko ko junbash dekar haan kaha. uske kapkapate lab hile:- haan karan mai bohut khush hon. itni khush ki bata nahi sakti. tumhari surat me jaise mujhe pura sansar mil gaya ha karan. kaise meri khushi ka koi thikana ho sakta ha.


izora khul kar boli to mujhe bohut achha laga. dhire dhire velly ki masum bulbul par meri dunya ka rang chadhta ja raha tha.


karan:- chup kyu ho gai izora. bolti raho. mujhe acha lag raha ha.

izora sharma bhi rahi thi, jhijhak bhi rahi thi. par jaise wo bhi aaj bolne ke mood me thi.

izora:- karan tumne velly azad karwa kar baba ko, mujhe sabko ko bohut bada inam dia ha.

karan:- bolti raho izora. aaj tum khul kar bolo. aaj ki hamari raat hum yadgar banayenge.

izora:- karan baba ne tumhe wo pathar dekar tumhari dunya ke hisab se sabse bada rohfa bhi tumhe dia ha.

karan:- nahi mere liye sabse bada tohfa tum ho. jo mujhe baba se mila.

izora ki ankhon ki chamak badhi meri is baat par

izora:- main to tumhari pahle se hi ho gai thi karan.

karan:- bolti raho izora. aaj mann kar raha ha, tum bolti raho aur mai sunta raho.

izora:- karan hum apni nayi zindagi ki shuruaat sach se karenge.

izora meri ankhon me dekh kar boli to jane kyu mere dil ki dhadkan ekdum se tez ho gai. badi mushkil se maine apni halat par kabu paya. izora aaj badi samjhdari wali baten kar rahi thi. pata nahi sach se shuruaat wali baat usne kyu kahi thi.

izora:- bolo karan, kya humen apni nayi zindagi ki shuruat sach se nahi karni chahiye.

main heran bhi tha:- izora aaj ye tum kaisi baaten kar rahi ho.

izora:- wahi jo mere dil me a rahi ha. bolo na karen, kya tum mujhe meri pahli raat par sach ka tohfa nahi doge.

mai ek lambi saans lekar bola:- theek ha, bolo, kaisa sach jaanna chahti ho tum.

iroza meri ankhon me dekhti hui ekdum se boli:- thelma ki jaan kyu bachai tumne.

andaza to mujhe tha, izora aisa hi kuch puchhta chahti ha. par mai is sach se jaan chhudana chahta tha.

karan:- ab tumne puch hi liya ha to mai sach kahunga izora. sahi kaha tumne humen nayi zindagi ki shuruaat sach ke sath karni chahiye. to suno izora thelma mere dil me ab bhi ha.

izora apne hont bhench gai. beyakini se mujhe dekhne lagi. uski ankhon me kuch nami si utar aai.

nam awaz me wo boli:- kyu karan! kya main kafi nahi hon tumhare liye.

maine izora ke hath tham liye:- izora dekho, meri in ankhon me dekho, in ankhon me tumhe tumhare liye sare sansar ka pyar dikhega. izora main pahle thelma se pyar karne laga tha. uska dhoka saamne aaya to wahi pyar nafrat me badal gaya. wo mera istemal kar rahi thi. mujhe firse uske paas lautna pada. pata chala wo firse mujhse jhut bol gai ha. ek bar firse wo mera istemal kar rahi ha.

izora:- fir bhi wo tumhare dil me ha karan.

izora ka shikwa bharpur tha

karan:- haan wo ab bhi mere dil me ha.

izora sisak padi:- kyu karan! ye mere sath nainsafi nahi ha kya?



karan:- pata nahi! tumne kaha to maine sach kah dia. suno izora jisse pyar karte han, usse kuch chhupate nahi han. pahle mai dar raha tha, kahin tumhe kho na dun. isliye nahi bataya tha. jab meri ankhon ka rang gahra hua to mujhme dusron ko pahchanne ki kshamta badh gai. pahle to mai samjh raha tha, thelma ka pyar sarasar dhoka ha, freb ha. par jab maine jana, wo matlabi ha par mujhse pyar bhi karti ha, mere pyar me bohut aage badh chuki ha. tab mere dil me bhi uske liye nafrat khatam ho gai. ab sabse bada sach suno izora, thelma hi thi, jiski waja se tum mujhe mili ho. na wo mere sath dhoka karti, na mai velly me jata, na baba ko, sabko unki velly wapis milti.. ye sab hua ha thelma ki waja se. kya is sab ke hote hue bhi main thelma ki jaan le leta.


izora ki ankhon me ansu utar aaye the.. wo sisakne lagi. maine usay gale se laga liya.

karan:- mat ro meri jan. tumhare ansu mere dil par gir rahe han.

izora:- sahi kaha tumne karan, thelma ne tiku me ghus kar bohut bada paap kiya tha. sahi kiya tumne jo uski jaan nahi li. usi ki waja se tum mujhe mile ho karan. thelma buri ha, bohut buri. uski waja se kitno ki jaan gai. par uski waja se hi tum mujhe mile ho, tumhari waja se baba ko tiku wapis mila. tiku hamesha ke liye bure logo se surakshit bhi gaya.


fir meri ankhon me dekh kar:- par tumne itna bada khel kyu khela. seedhe seedhe bhi to thelma ko velly se bahar bhej sakte the karan.

karan:- mere dil me uske jo bhi tha, uske dil me mere liye jo bhi tha. par mere liye pyar uske dil me sacha tha. mujhe yakin ha, dusri baar ka hamla keval meri waja se kiya hoga thelma ne. jaise hum dono ek dusre ke liye pagal han. jaise pahle mai uske pagal tha. wo bhi mere liye pagal ho rahi hogi. izora jo dil me bas jaaye usay bhulaya nahi ja sakta. thelma mere dil me ha bhi to bas thodi si jaga ghere hue ha. jabki tum mere dil ke har ek khane me ho izora.

izora:- karan agar thelma kabhi laut kar aa gai hamari zindagi me to?

izora ne chinta jatai

karan:- chhodo in baton ko izora. ek muddat ke baad hum ek hue han, kyu hum kisi aur ko discuss karke in anmol lamho ko zaya karen.

izora:- ek sach aur jaanna ha mujhe karan

karan:- bol do jo bhi man me ha. aaj kuch bhi puch sakti ho tum mujhse. aaj main bhi apna dil khol kar tumhare aage rakh dunga. par plz sab jaldi jaldi puch lo. tumhe is roop me dekh kar mai sahn nahi kar pa raha. ek hone ki ghadi aa chuki ha. intezar jaan le lega meri..

izor buri tarah sharma gai.. fir jhijhakti hui boli:- thelma ke siva bhi koi aur ha kya tumhari zindagi me..

maine bhi soch liya izora se kuch nahi chhupaunga. halanki dil me dar bhi tha. fir bhi maine jitna sach tha, wo bata dia. sugandha chachi ka sach dard ke sath bata dia. bata dia, kaise chachi ki salon ki tadap ke chalte mujhe uske sath sambandh banane pade the. jo saal bhar rahe the. ye bhi bata dia, ab kabile lauta hon to uski waja se chachi se door rahna padega. aur fir chachi jo mere kho jane ke bad firse tanhai bhari raaten jeene par majbur ho gai thi. mere laut aane ke baad bhi uski raaten ab sooni hi beetne wali thii..

thelma ke liye jo bhi tha izora ke mann me, par sugandha chachi ke pyar aur dard ke aage wo sisak padi. mera chahra thaam kar ansu bahati hui boli..



izora:- yahi ha asli pyar karan. kasam se kahti hon, sugandha chachi ka dard mujhe mere dil par mahsus hua ha karan. tumse milne ke bad maine tiku ki ladkiyon aur aurton me rahna shuru kar dia tha. unse bohut kuch jaanne ko mila to unke dard bhi mere saamne khulte chale gaye. chachi ke jaise wahan tiku me bhi kai aurton ko maine dard me dekha ha karan. aur main unke dard par tadap uthi thi. karan mere liye ye bohut hi dard bhara ha, jisse main pyar karti hon, jo mera pati bana ha, wo mere siva kisi aur se bhi juda hua ha. karan koi bhi ladki ye sahn nahi kar sakti, uska premi, uska pati kisi aur ke sath sambandh bana jaaye. par meri kismat me ye likha ja chuka ha. karan mai tumhe itni ijazat deti hon, sugandha chachi ke sath tum pahle jaise rah sakte ho. wo bhi isliye ki tum mujhse milne se pahle chachi ke sath jud chuke the. wo bhi tan ke sukh ke liye nahi, mann ke sukh ke liye. par karan mujhse ek waada karo, iske siva koi aur tumhari zindagi me nahi aani chahiye.. kasam se kahti hon, mai sahn nahi kar paaongi. tum mere man mandir ke devta ho, tumhe to main kuch nahi kah paungi, par jo bhi meri jaga lene ki koshish karegi, main usay kaat kar apne sheron ke aage daal dungi.

izora nirnayak lahje me boli.. uski awaz me chatano jaisi sakhti thi.. maine firse usay gale se laga liya..

izora:- ise meri taraf se chetavani mat samjhna karan. bas mai apne dil ke hathu majbur hon. sugandha chachi maine tumhe tumhare sach ke inam ke taur par di karan..

izora kitni payari thi. main khud par garv karne laga, izora se mohabat mere dil ka mamla tha. par izora azim bankar mujhe faisle par garv karne par majbur kar gayi..

fir main shararat se bola:- aisa hai to fir thelma bhi mujhe tumse pahle mili thi. agar wo firse hamari zindagi me aa gai to. wo bhi to mujhse pyar karti ha na. kya tum usay bhi meri jholi me daal dogi.

izora jhatke se mujhse door hui.. narazgi se meri ankhon me dekhne lagi. jaise hi usay meri ankhon me shararat dikhi.. mere seene par mukke maarne lagi.


main hasne laga.. fir izora ke chahre ko hatheliyon me bhar kar uski ankhon me dekhne laga...

izora:- karan!

karan:- bas ab aur kuch nahi. ab lamho ko jeete han.

izora:- ek baat aur main karna chahungi karan!

karan:- subah kar lena..

izora:- tumhare fayde ki baat ha.

karan:- tum meri ho chuki ho, isse badhkar profitable baat mere liye aur kya ho sakti ha.

izora has padi:- ye bhi sahi kaha tumne. karan! mera dil itna khush ha tumhe pake.. agar main kahi ki rajkumari hoti to raat bhar daan karti rahti. sach me mujhe itni khushi mili ha tumse jud ke..


karan:- hum aisa zarur karenge meri jaan. mera parivar sadiyon se daan karta chala aa raha ha. jitna ho sake gareebo ke dard ko kam karta aa raha ha. aisi hi zindagi hum bhi jiyenge

izora:- wo to ha karan! main aaj tumhe kuch aur daan karna chahti hon.

main heran hua:- kuch aur?

izor khilkhila kar has padi:- haan karan!

karan:- bas kar pagli! rulayegi kyaa

izora:- hehehe..

fir serious hote hue:- karan tumne kaha, agar thalma firse hamari zindagi me laut aayi to--

karan:- wo maine mazak me kaha tha yaar. chhodo thelma ko, chhodo sabko.

izora usi tone me aage boli:- karan! tumne ye bhi kaha thelma ki waja se hum ek dusre se mile. karan fir to thelma bhi inam ki hakdar thaharti ha. karan agar thelma kabhi firse hamari zindagi me laut kar aa gayi. agar thelma paap ka rasta chhod, ek pavitr nari bankar, ek sachhi premika bankar aai to mai ek bahan bankar uska sawagat karungi.. wo aur tum chaho to ek dusre se shadi kk----


izora ki bat puri hone se pahle hi maine ekdum se izora ko khench kar apne seene se laga liya. meri ankhon se ansu bahne lage. main sisak pada izora ka apne liye beinteha pyar dekh kar. maine to kalpana bhi nahi thi, izora jaisi koi apsara meri zindagi me bhi aayegi. wo aai hi nahi thi, mere liye aisi bankar aai thi. pyar karne wale ko maat de gai thi.. koi thi kya puri dharti par meri izora jaisi... main sisakne laga. pata nahi kitni saalon ke baad maine firse ro pada tha. izora meri peeth sahlane lagi aur main uski...


abhi hum puri tarah se ek bhi nahi hue the aur pyar ki inteha dekhne ko mil rahi thi. kitna pyar karti thi izora mujhse, kitna bada balidan de gai thi izora mere pyar me.

fir izora bhi sisakne lagi. milan ki raat khushiyon bhari rat hoti ha. aisa suna tha. par itni khushiyan ek sath milenge, socha tak nahi tha.

karan:- izora maine saalon dard bhari zindagi ji ha.. main khush nasib hon, mujhe jis jis ka pyar mila beinteha mila. dard ke sath sath pyar ki inteha bhi dekhne ko mili. izora main tumse wada karta hon, tumhe itni khushiyan donga. jitni khushiyan koi pati nahi de saka hoga kabhi apni patni ko. koi premi apni paremika ko itna pyar aur samman nahi de saka hoga, jitna mai tumhe dunga.


aise hi kuch der hum jazbati baaten karte rahe. ankhon me ansu aate jate aur hum dono ek dusre ke ansu peete jate. fir maine izora ke honto par halla bol dia. izora larz kar rah gai.. usay laga hi nahi tha, main achanak se uske honto par hamla kar dunga. wo tiku ki masum ladki sharam se ankhen band kar gayi. kuch der mai uske honto par ras peeta raha. wo sharam se pani pani hoti rahi. pahle uski himmat nahi padi, kiss me mera sath dene ki.. jab mere ek hath ki ungli side se uske honto se khelne lagi to wo bhi apne hont hilane par majbur ho gai. kuch der me wo bhi kiss me mera sath de rahi thi. anari thi. par pyar bohut tha mujhse. jaisi kiss karni aati thi. karne lagi..

saans ukhdi aur kiss tooti. hum dono tez tez sans lete hue ek dusre ko dekhe lage. izora meri nazron ki tab na laate hi palken jhuka gai

karan:- badhai ho meri jaan. jo tumne apni zindagi ka pahla kiss prapt kar liya. kaisa tha kiss ka sawad..


mai izora ko chhedta hua bola to wo buri tarah sharma kar mere seene par sar rakh gai.. aise hi chhed chad aur masti ke sath hi hum dono kuch minto me palang par nange the. izora apni ankhen sakhti se band kar chuki thi. mai usse baat kar raha tha. par usay sharam itni aa rahi thi. wo ankhen aur moh sakhti se band kiye padi rahi.


mai janta tha, meri patni jitni jigar wali ha, utni hi sharam wali bhi ha. pahli baar wo kisi ke saamne aisi halat me aai ha. kaise meri ankhon se ankhen char kar sakti thi. maine bhi usay zayada pareshan karna uchit nahi samjha aur jhukta hua uske boobs par moh laga gaya. izora firse kaanp uthi. uska badan jal bhi raha tha aur mahak bhi raha tha. bohut hi madhur smell mere andar utarti chali ja rahi thi. boobs jitne sakht the utne hi tasty bhi lage mujhe. main apni jeeb nikal kar dil wale chuche par nipple ke charon orr ferne laga. kuch der bad dusre chuche ke sath bhi main aisa hi kar raha tha. ye mast kar dene wala scene tha. izora ankhen kholne ki himmat nahi kar paai. main jeeb se dono boobs ki malish karne ke baad dil wale nipple ko moh me bhar kar chusne laga. izora ko ek jhatka laga aur wo uchhal padi. velly ki haseena ka nipple mere moh me aaya to mano jaise mithas hi ghul gai mere moh me. main sab kuch bhul kar izora ka nipple chusne laga. dusre hath se izora ke dusre nipple ke sath chhed chhad bhi karne laga. kuch der guzri izora apne hath mere sar par laai aur mere balon me ungliyan ferne lagi. abhi bhi wo khamosh thi, siski tak wo dabaye hue thi. meri bulbul sharam se pani pani bhi ho rahi thi aur apni zindagi ke pahle sharirik milan ke maze bhi le rahi thi..

dono nipple chusne ke baad maine sar uthaa kar izora ko dekha. wo halki ankhen khole mujhe dekh rahi thi. jaise hi meri ankhon me dekha. jhat se apni ankhen band kar gai. aur mai has pada

karan:- izora meri rani.. bata na kitna maza aya.

izora ke hont khule. fir dobara se wo sakti se apne hont bhench gai. man to tha uska kuch bolne ka. par himmat nahi thi.. main kuch upar hua aur uske bhinche hont chatne laga. aisa karne se mera lund uski geeli ho rahi chut par lagne laga. izora ki chut bhatti bani hui thi. mera lund jalne laga. main izora ke hont chatta ek hath se izora ke pair khol gaya. mera lund chut ke sath laga izora ki jangon me ja ghusa.. izora ko ek jhatka aur laga. izora apni tangen bhench kar mere lund ko apni chut par daba gai.

kuch der tak izora ke honto ko chatne ke baad maine apne lund ko khencha aur izora ki chut par halke se daba kar ragad dia.. izora ko ek jhatka aur laga. aur wo apna sar daayen se baayen hila gai..

main usay dekh hasa.. mere hont uske honto se juda ho chuke the. maine socha ab asal manzil ki orr badh jana chahiye. main upar hua aur fir niche izora ki tangon ke beech aane laga. izora ki tangen khol kar main izora ki chut dekhne laga. par izora ne jhat se tangen jod li.. main firse kholne laga to izora ne zor laga kar mujhe apni tangen nahi kholne di

karan:- lagta ha, aaj tumhara mann nahi ha. chalo theek ha kal kar lete han..

izora ko chhedne ke liye maine aisa bola tha. izora jhat se ankhen kholti ankhon ki zuban se boli.."nahi nahi karan tum karo jo karna ha.. ek lambe intezar ke baad to ye anmol ghadi aai ha."

mere honto par smile aa gai.. izora firse ankhen band kar gayi.. fir dhire se boli.."karan plz andhera kar do. mujhe badi sharam aa rahi ha"

haaye meri rani ko kitni sharam aa rahi thi..

karan:- sorry itne sundr sharir ko main andhere ki nazar nahi kar sakta. shabash apni tangen kholo..

izora inkar karne lagi. par main nahi mana. meri zidd ke aage wo haar maan gai. apni tangen dheeli chhod gai. sath hi ek hath apni ankhon par bhi rakh gai. haaye meri rani ko puri hindu nari thi.

main firse izora ki tangen khol gaya. tangen khuli to mujhe meri rani ki gori chitti aur chikni chut dikhai dene lagi. kitni sundr thi meri rani ki chut. main izora ki chut ko hinarne laga. izora ki chut mujhe khud se pyar karne ke liye bolne lagi. chumne ke liye bolne lagi. main izora ki dono tangon ko pakad kar kholta hua jhuka aur izora ki chut chum li.. izora itni zor se uchhali main dang rah gaya. dekha to izora kohniyo par uthi ankhen khole mujhe dekh rahi thi.

karan:- kya hua meri rani

izora kanpti awaz me:- ye.. ye kya kar rahe the tum karan. chii bhala aisa bhi koi karta ha

main hasne laga. izora sharma kar firse moh fer gai

karan:- yahi to ha asli pyar. kya us din tumne mujhe thelma ke sath aisa karte nahi dekha tha.

izora dhire se:- nahi

karan:- fir kya dekha tha

izora firse letti hui:- mujhe nahi pata

aur khamosh ho gai. main samjh gaya, ab nahi bolegi ye firse.. main firse izora ki chut ko chumne laga. izora ko firse jhatke lagne shuru ho gaye the. wo bolna to bohut kuch chahti thi. par bol nahi pa rahi thi. main jeeb uski chut ki phanko me ferne laga. aur andar ka ras chatne laga. ek ek sparsh kar izora ki jaan ja rahi thi. uski chut se ras bahne ki speed badhne lagi. mujhe laga izora pahli bar aisa sukh prapt kar rahi ha. isliye shayad jaldi jhad jaye. yahi soch kar main josh ke sath izora ki chut ko chaatne laga. izora ke badan ke jhatke badh gaye. par main laga raha.

jald hi izora ke badan ke jhatke badhe aur fir izora apni roki siskiyon me se ek badi siski leti jhatka khate hue uchhli aur fir palang kar dher ho gai.. meri izora hanp rahi thi. aur main sar utha kar usay dekh raha tha. uske bade aur bhari gore chitte boobs uchhal rahe the. maano mujhe firse pyar ke liye bula rahe hon. maine apne lund ko izora ki chut par set kiya aur ragadta hua upar hua aur firse izora ke boobs chusne laga..

jald hi izora normal hui aur mere sar ke baalon se khelne lagi. maine sar utha kr usay dekha to wo is bar meri ankhon me dekhne lagi. kuch der dekhti rahi. fir uske honto par ek dilkash muskan aa gai.

karan:- i love you meri rani

izora:- i love you too mere jaanu

firse ankhen band kar gai

karan:- izora meri rani tum nahi karoge mere sher ko pyar

izora ne naa me sar hila dia

karan:- kyu apne asli sheron ko to bada chumti ha. mere sher ko bhi chumu

izora ke hont phadphadaye kuch kahne ko machle. par sharmeeli izora firse apne hont bhench gai. apne dil ki baat bhi nahi maan rahi thi..

mai hasta hua seedha hua aur izora ki taangen khol kar apne lund ko uski chikni chut par ragadne laga.. mera kaala lund gori chitti chut par ajib sa dikh raha tha. mann me ek baar hasi bhi aai aur khud ko khush kismat bhi bolne laga. sach me uparwale ne mujhe saalon dard dene ke baad mujhpar inamo ki barsat bhi kar di thi.

main achhe se apne lund ko izora ki chut ki phankho me ragadne laga.. ab izora ki chut ka chhed mere lund ko welcome karne ke liye tyar tha..

karan:- meri rani! kya tum tayar ho

izora;- hmmmm

karan:- dard hoga meri rani ko

izora kuch nahi boli

karan:- sahn kar lena meri jaan. kahin aisa na ho tumhari cheekhen sunkar pura kabila jaag jaaye. dard sahn na ho to choli ko moh me dhons lena.

izora ne sar hila kar haan bol dia.

main chhed par supad ko set kiye push karne laga. sath hi mai izora ka chahra bhi dekh raha tha. jahan darr aur dard ke bhav the

maine thoda sa zor dia to wo izora uchhal padi..sakhti se hont bhench gai

karan:- moh me kuch daal lo. kahin hont hi na kaat khaao tum.

izora ne meri maan li aur cholo utha kar moh me thons li. ek bar firse usne meri ankhon me dekha tha.

main izora ki kamar ko kas ke pakde ek halka sa dhakka maar gaya. supad uski nanhi si chut ke chhed me phas chuka tha. izora ki ankhen nam ho chuki thi. main janta tha izora ko dard bohut hoga. par usay ye dard to sahna hi tha.

maine ek zor ka dhakka maar dia aur supad izora ki chut ko kholta andar ghusta chala gaya. izora dard ke kaaran ghoon ghoon kar rahi thi. kuch der rukne ke bad maine ek dhakka aur maar dia. izora firse uchal padi. meri rani dard se tadap rahi thi. aur main zaalim bana usay dard par dard deta ja raha tha. aise hi kuch aur dhakke lagaye maine. izora dard se tadapti rahi. jab mera sara lund uski chut me parvesh kar gaya. to mai jhuka aur izora ki ankhon ka pani chatne laga

karan:- soryy meri jaan. ye dard na deta to milan ke asli maze se tum mahrum rah jati. sorry sorry..

fir maine izora ke moh se choli nikal di. izora ne ankhen khol di thi. meri ankhon me dekhti wo sisak padi

izora:- karan tumne to meri jaan hi nikal di thi. kasam se itne dard se main aaj tak nahi guzri..

main izora ki honto ko ankhon ko chumta hua usse bola:- tumhara dard maine bhi apne dil me mahsus kiya ha meri jaan. sach me tum bohut tadpi ho. par kya karta. main majbur tha. ab dekhna kuch hi der me dard jata rahega. fir maze hi maze honge.

main izora ko kiss karta hua uske boobs chusne laga. agle 5 minat me izora bilkul shant ho chuki thi.. main dhire dhire lund ko hilane laga. jo izora ko kuch dard aur de gaya. fir sab sahi hoga. mere halke halke dhakke izora ko halka dard aur dher sara maza dene lage. fir kiss ke sath boobs pressing bhi jari rahi aur dhakke bhi. izora ka dard jane laga aur maza aane laga. izora ab maze se mujhe kiss kar rahi thi. meri peeth sahla rahi thi. maine speed badha di.. mera lund izora ki chikni chut me andar bahar hone laga..

agle paanch minat me izora apni tangen meri gaand par rakhe mujhe apni chut par push kar rahi thi. meri rani ek bar firse charm par thi. ek bar firse uski chut me khalbali mach uthi thi. ek bar firse wo jhadne wali ho gai thi. is bar wo asal tarike se jhadne ja rahi thi. is baar mera lund uski chut ki deewaron ko chumta hua uski chut ka ras nikalne ki koshish me laga tha..

kuch der ki mahnat me bad firse izora ka sharir akadna shuru ho gaya. izora ki kiss me shiddat aayi aur alge kuch lamhon me izora firse tadapti phadakti, jhatke khati jhad gai..

main dhakke lagane band kar chuka tha. izora firse hanpne lagi thi. meri rani ladki se aurat banne ke baad ke pahle charmsukh ka anand le rahi thi.


kuch der me usne ankhen kholi. mujhe smile se dekha aur fir mujhpar toot padi. mujhe chumne lagi mujhe pyar karne lagi. mujhpar kurban hone lagi.





agli subah meri aur izora ki zindagi ki sabse suhani subah thi. wo das din maine 10 minat main izora se alag hi nahi hua. wahin amar aur bindu bhi ek dusre se chipke dikhai dete.. sab humen dekh dekh haste. humse jhuti narazgi ka izhaar karte. khaskar mujhse. main dedh saal bad lauta tha aur kisi ko time hi nahi de raha tha. kya batata kisi ko ki izora ka nasha sar chadh kar bol raha ha. izora jitni payari thi, utni hi rasbhari bhi thi.

sugandha chachi se mila to uski ankhon me mere liye tadap thi. maine chachi ko izora ki baat bol di. chachi pahle to sunkar hakki bakki rah gai. fir chachi ki ankhon se ansu umad pade.

chachi:- maine socha tha, jab tum yahan se chale jaoge. jab tumhari shadi ho jayegi to fir main kabhi tumhara pyar nahi pa sakungi. par main nahi janti thi, mere karan ko izora jaise sundr aur pyar karne wali milegi.

maine chachi ko gale se laga liya. aur chachi ko pyar dene laga. chachi ke dard ko kam karne laga. abhi main izora me hi gum rahna chahta tha. chachi ko bad ke liye bol dia. chachi pahle salon sahn karti aai thi. last dedh saal se bhi wo khud se ladti aa rahi thi. ab main laut aaya tha. unhe aas dikh gai thi. ab wo khushi khushi samay kat sakti thi.


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london ke ek alishan banglow ke ek kamre me thelma bed par bethi sochon me gum thi. paas hi thelma ki mom aur aur sister bhi bethi hui thi. thelma ki sister wilma ki god me ek baby tha.. baby itna cute tha, wilma bar bar uska moh chum rahi thi.

wilma:- thelma! tum apna baby mujhe de do. iski ankhen bohut payari han. mann karta ha in ankhon me doob jaaon.

thelma jo sochon me gum thi. apni bahan wilma ki baat suni to khayalon ki dunya se bahar aai. bat samjhi to has padi. wilma aur mom bhi hasne lagi.

thelma baby ko baby ko wilma se lekar uska moh chumne lagi. fir uski ankhon me dekhti hui boli

thelma:- karan maine socha nahi tha, kabhi maa banungi. tumhare bete ko janam dongi. par aisa ho chuka ha karan. main maa ban chuki hon karan! tumhara beta meri god me a chuka ha karan.. mera intezar karna karan, main jald hi tumhe lene aaaungi. pahle nahi aa saki, tumhara beta jo mere pet me aa gaya tha. warna kabka tumhe us velly se azad karwa chuki hoti. tension mat lena karan. wo velly patal me bhi hoti to bhi main tumhe wahan se nikalne ke liye nikal padti.

fir khunkhar aur nirnayak lahje me boli:- aur is bar main akeli aaungi. dekhungi, kon mera saamna karne ki himmat khud me pata ha. jaise un kutton ne mere sathiyon ko chun chun kar mara ha, zinda jalaya ha. main bhi ek ek ko chun chun kar maarungi. sab ko jala kar bhasam kar dungi. .


thelma ek bohut hi khatarnak plan bana chuki thi. jiske karne me uski jaan jane ka khatra 40% aur success ratio 200% plus thi.


thelma aur organization bohut bada loss uthane ke bad bhi velly ko bhul nahi paye the. dunya par hukumat karna unka sapna tha. aur sapne ko pura karne ke liye wo kisi bhi hadh tak jaane ko tayar the. aur yahi unke jeene ka maksad bhi tha..


wilma aur mom ghabrai, pathrai nazron se thelma dekh rahi thi. dono janti thi thelma jab koi commitment kar leti ha to fir wo kisi ki nahi sunti.


dono dil me pray karne lagi.....

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thelma ka plan tha, wo velly ki hi rahne wali ek ladki ka chahra apna kar helicopter se velly me kood jayegi.. vaise to ye ek namumkin kam tha. par thelma jaisi ziddi ladki ne jaan ki parwa na karte hue aisa karne ki than li thi. thelma ke liye ek khas costume tayar karwaya ja raha tha. jo zayada bhari bhi na ho aur jise pahnne ke baad thelma velly me utarte hue velly ke sard mausam se bhi bach sake, usay sans lene me bhi pareshani na ho.


organization ka boss youn to thelma ko firse khatre me koodta hua nahi dekh sakta tha. thelma uski best agent bhi thi aur best brain bhi, wo usay khona nahi chahta tha. badi mushkil se wo jaan bacha kar wapis lauti thi. par velly ki importance bhi wo bohut ache se janta tha. isliye boss ne organization ke scientists ko thelma ke liye suvidhaen badhane ka order de dia. sabhi thelma ke liye latest, lite weight aur zayada khatarnak kisam ke weapons tayar karne lage. aise weapons jinke istemal se thelma akeli hi velly ke rahne walun ko tigni ka naach nacha sake.



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10 din maine sare ke sare izora ke naam kar diye the. in 10 dino me maine sivaye izora ke kuch aur nahi socha. kabhi kabhi jogi ji maharaj se ya kisi aur se mil leta tha. nahi to mai aur izora ek sath kabhi kutya me to kabhi kabile ke aas paas ghumne lagte. izora ab sahi maano me khil uthi thi. chand se mukhre ki chamak damak aur bhi badh chuki thi. kabile wale izora ko dekh mujhe badhai de de kar nahi thakte the. sach me izora world ki sabse sundr ladki thi. koi nahi tha uski barabri karne wala. aur izora ki nazron me main usse bhi kahin badhkar sundr tha. meri green ankhon me usay sara sansar dikhai deta tha.



11ven din maine pura hi sochon me bita dia. main alag alag tariko se vichar karne lage. plans banane laga. 12ven din bad main baba se mila aur unse apne mann ki baat kah di. baba soch me doob gaye. kuch der sochte rahe, fir baba ki ankhen chamak aai. baba ne meri baton par sahmati jata di.



agle din main izora ko bata kar bhuvan, rasya aur 10 dusre dosto ko sath bilaspur ke liye nikal gaya. rasya bhes badal kar raat dinner ke baad haveli me ja ghusa. rasya mere bare me dada ji ko batane gaya tha. mai wahan se door ek sunsan jaga ruk kar dada ji ka intezar karne laga.



dedh ghante baad dada ji aur shankar mujhe ek gadi me aate dikhai diye. mere dil ki halat kharab hone lagi. dada ji gadi se nikalte main daud kar dada ji ke pas ja pohcha aur bade besabrepan se gadi ka door khol kar dada ji ka hath thaam kar dada ji ko gadi se bahar nikal lia.. meri ankhon me nami utar aai thi. dada ji ki bhi halat mujhse alag nahi thi. hum dono saalon baad mil rahe the. tadap kar ek dusre ke seene me ja samaye. dada ji meri peeth sahla rahe the aur mai dada ji ki.


dada ji ke moh se maine zindagi me pahli bar siski suni. dada ji mere liye ro pade the.

dada:- mujhe vishwas tha karan beta! tum ek din zarur laut kar aaoge. mard ke bachhe ho, mera khoon ho, apne kahe ko pura karne zarur aaoge. sabne samjh liya tha tum ab nahi rahe, par is budhe ko bhagwan par aur apne khun par pura bharosa tha. main bas khamosh se samay kaatta raha, aur tumhare lautne ka intezar karta raha. darr tha to bass ek ki kahin tumhare lautne se pahle bhagwan mujhe apne--


main tadap kar:- nahi. dada ji aisa mat kahen. bhagwan kare meri umar bhi aapko lag jaye. abhi to aapko mere beton aur poto ko god me khilana ha.

dada ji has pade. fir mujhe khud se juda karke mera matha chum liya.. mere sar se lekar pairon tak dekhne lage.

dada:- karan beta tum to mujhse bhi upar nikal gaye.

karan:- dada ji ye sab aapke pyar kar parinam ha. aap hi to wo han, jinki waja se main ek abnormal bachhe se ek balshali mard bana hon..


dada:- ye sab tere andar ki himmat ka parinam ha karan beta. tum himmat na karte to aise bankar kabhi mere saamne na aate.



shankar khada ankhon me ansu liye mujhe dekh raha tha. wo bhi mujhse milne ke liye bechain tha. dada ji mere aur shankar ke liye milan ke liye mujhse alag ho gaye

karan:- kaise ho shankar?

shankar:- bohut khush hon chhote maalik. itna ki bata nahi sakta. dedh saal maine bhi bohut peedan me bitaya ha chhote maalik.


shankar mere pairon me girna chahta tha, par main usay gale se laga liya tha.

dada:- karan beta tum seedhe ghar kyu nahi aaye.


karan:- dada ji, meri ragon me aapka khun daud raha ha. jo mujhe khud ke dum par jeene par uksa raha ha. dada ji ab main laut aaya hon to sada aapke sath hi rahunga. bass kuch din aur.. ek baar mujhe apne pairon par khada ho lene den.. aur fir abhi mujhe kuch dusre kam bhi karne han.



fir main dada ji ko sabse alag le jakar vistar me ko batane laga main kya karna chahta hon. pahle to dada ji heran hue. kuch samjh nahi paaye, kyunki maine paras pathar ka zikr to kisi se kiya nahi tha. dada ji ko herani hui thi. aisa bhala kaise ho sakta ha. mere hath aisa konsa aladin ka chirag lag gaya tha jo main aisa bol raha tha. par wo khush bhi bohut hue..


do ghanton baad maine dada ji ko aur shankar ko ghar bhej dia.

bhuvan:- karan ab kya karna ha.

mere honto par muskan aa gayi..


hamari haveli se 4km door ek aur haveli for sale thi. jo hamari haveli se bhi badi thi. aur khubsoorat bhi. maine wo kharidne ka mann bana liya. dada ji se hi usi haveli bare pata chala tha.


by chance aate samay credit card dada ji ki pocket me hi tha. dada ji wo mujhe de gaye the. shahar gaye aur zaroorat ke hisab se shopping kar daali. wahi ek hotel me ek sath 4 room rent par liye.. isse pahle main sab ko lekar ek barbar shop me ja ghusa tha. velly se nikalne ke baad main ek baar firse insan ban gaya tha. mere kabili dost bhi kuch kuch shahri ban gaye the. unhe lambe baalon me rahna achha lagta tha. isliye sar aur chahre ke baal chhote nahi karwaye kisi ne, bas setting karwa kar naye kapde pahn liye the.



agle din main tip top hokar sabko bata kar bilaspur flying adde par ja pohncha. wahan ek helicopter hire kiya aur usme beth kar main army headquarter ja pohncha.

NOTE:- kahani me kisi bhi city me private helicopter rent par provide karne walun ka zikr kiya ja sakta ha. agar aapko lage ki is shahar me to aisa koi bhi flying adda nahi ha. to kripya keval kahani ka maza len. kahani ko romanchak, thriller aur alag banane ke liye mai aisa khud se kar raha hon...


yahan mujhe dada ji ka reference istemal karna pada tha. 7 ghanto baad meeting haal me mere samne Lieutenant general..Major general..Brigadier
RAW chief aur RAW chief ke sath unke do sathi the. intro ke baad sab mujhe aise ghoor rahe the, jaise mere sar par seengh nikal aaye hon. dada ji ne hi apne recources ko istemal me laate hue mere liye bat ki thi. ki unka pota kuch khas kahne aaya ha. kuch aisa khas jo desh ki salamti se related ha. tabhi sab bade mere saamne maujud the. warna kon kisi aam hindustani ko itna bhav deta ha. sab ke hisab se desh ke halat normal the, kahin koi khatra nahi mandla raha tha. isi kaaran sab mujhe ajib si nazron se dekh rahe the.


mere saamne desh ke jane mane adhikari maujud the. jinke saamne maine kabhi aane ka socha nahi tha. ye desh ke wo bade the, jinse milne ke liye kai kai din lag jaya karte the. sach kahun to unki robdar personality dekh kar main nervous ho gaya tha. upar se sab mujhe ajib se bhav se dekh rahe the.

RAW chief ke sath aaye ek vyakti vimal pandey ji bole.

vimal:- ji to thakur saab! kya ha jo baat, jo aap batana chahte han. aisa konsa sa khatra ha, jisse hummm anjan han.

vimal pandey ki nazren mujhe apne dimag par dardish karti hui mahsus hui. unka andaz bohut chubhta hua tha. main nichle hont ko andar wali side se danton me daba gaya. ek to mai confuse tha, dusra vimal pandey ka andaz.
main confuse to tha hi, vimal pandey ki aise andaz me baat suni to mann bhi kharab hone laga.


sab ab mujhe chubhti nigahun se dekh rahe the. fir kaise bhi karke maine apni sabko kahani sunani shuru kar di. bindu ke apahran se shuru hui kahani kaise aage badhi. kaise main nadi me girne ke baad junglon me bhatakne par majbur hua.. kaise main thelma se mila. kaise mujhe thelma se pyar hua, kaise thelma se dhoka mila aur wo mujhe apne sath hidden velly le gai. wahan velly ke bahar mere sath kya hua, fir baba ka meri jaan bachana aur baad ke halat jitne zaruri the, wo maine sabko suna diye.


pahle jo main kuch kuch confuse tha, jab maine bolna shuru kiya to dhire dhire meri sari confusion jati rahi. mere andar josh sa bharta chala gaya.


jaise jaise meri kahani aage badhti ja rahi thi. sab jo pahle mujhe chubhti nigahun se dekh rahe the. wo chahre pal pal rang badalne lage. kabhi bohut zayada serious hone lagte to kabhi unke honto par muskan aa jati. aise jaise wo kisi bachhe se koi fantasy kahani sun rahe the. jab maine velly ke andar ke nazare baare, apni performance baare bataya to sab ki ankhen jaise mera mazak udane lagi. jaise main thakur parivar se na hokar koi tees maar khan hon. jaise koi sanki khud se ghad kar koi kahani suna raha ho.


apne liye aise bhav dekh kar mera mann aur bhi kharab ho gaya tha. fir bhi mai apni kahani khatam karke hi chup hua.


major general:- mr karan singh! hum hi mile the aapko moorkh banane ke liye. jante nahi the kya aap, hamara samay kitna keemati hota ha.

meri bhuen tan gai:- main aapka matlab nahi samjha sir!

brigadier:- hum samjhe the tum koi bohut badi baat batane aaye hon. par tum to kisi fantasy film ki kahani sunane lag gaye.

vimal:- maine to pahle hi kaha tha, jaise gajinder thakur dhol ka pol ha, aise hi uske bete aur pote bhi honge.

main jo normal betha hua tha. desh ke jaane maane adhikariyon ke moh se dada ji ka apman sahn nahi kar paya. mere sar ke pichle hisse me ek garam lahar ne janam liya. jo ek hi pal me mere pure sar me daud gayi. dusre hi shan mere andar ka junglee wahshi angdai lekar bedar ho gaya.

mai ek jhatke me uth khada hua:- desh khatre me ha, main aisa batane ke liye aap sab ke paas aaya tha. na ki apne dada ji ka apman karwane. aap meri baton ko seriously na lekar meri kahani ko bachhu ki kahani samjh rahe han. ek to desh ke sar par mandla rahe khatre ko nahi samjh rahe han aap, dusra dada ji jaise mahapurush ka apman bhi kar rahe han.



vimal:- hum gajinder thakur ka apman nahi kar rahe. wahi kah rahe han, jo sach ha. barson se durjan singh jaise dushman se haarte aa rahe han. kai bar jaan bacha kar bhagte sune gaye han. sunne me aaya ha, 4 saal se wo haveli me dubak ke bethe han. kahin durjan singh ke admi unki hatya na kar den. aise buzdil vyakti ke khun me aap jaisa jayala bhi janam le sakta ha. hum kaise is baat par yakin kar len. koi proove ha kya aapke paas mr karan singh.

vimal ke shabdo me badi kaat di.

mere andar ka junglee jo mere kabu se bahar hone ko machal raha tha. badi mushkil se main uspar kabu paate hue bola:- proove ke liye aap mere sath velly tak chal sakte han. raste me kai proove aapko mil jayenge. velly bhi aapko dikha dunga. wahan pahre par maujud logo ko dekh aapko meri baat par yakin aa jayega.


Lieutenant general jo ab tak khamosh bethe meri baaten sun rahe the. bol pade:- sorry! mr karan! hum aisi bekar ki baaton par samay barbad karne ke aadi nahi han. aap jante hi kya hi han hamare baare me. desh ke ek ek inch par hamari nazar ha. zameen par se bhi aur asman parse bhi hamare pure desh par nazar ha. aap jo bhi kah rahe han, humen uspar yakin nahi ha.



main bebasi se Lieutenant general ko aur sabko bari bari dekhne laga. fir meri nazar RAW chief par padi. wahi mujhe sabse samjhdar dikhai de rahe the.

karan:- Sir! kya aapko bhi meri baaten bachkana lag rahi ha. meri sunai kahani aapko bhi kalpanik kahani lag rahi ha. main sach kah raha ha Sir! mera kaha ek ek shabd sach ha. wahan sach me ek hidden velly ha, jispar ek unnamed oraganization apna secret headquarter bana kar puri dunya par raj karna chahti ha.


RAW chief mujhe meri baat ka jawab diye bina uthe aur charon soldiers me se ek ko apne paas ishare se bulaya. dhime lahje me usse kaha aur fir sabko dekh kar koi ishara kar dia. sab bhi uth khade hue.. jis soldier se chief ne bat kari thi wo ja chuka tha.

chief:- thakur saab! bas itna hi kahunga.. jis post par birajman adhikariyon ke sath aapne aisa mazak kiya ha. hum chahen to tumhe dardnak anjam se dochar kar sakte han. fir bhi kuch saza diye bina aapko yahan se jaane nahi diya ja sakta. taki fir koi hamara samay barbad karne ki koshish na kare.

mai chaunkta hua:- kya matlab?

chief:- aao mere sath.

raw chief ne baki ke teeno soldiers ko mujhe sath laane ka kaha, aur sab ke sath wahan se chal diye. meri samjh me kuch nahi aa raha tha. par gusa bhi seema laang raha tha. ek to koi meri baat par vishwas nahi kar pa raha tha. dusre mujhe saza dene ki baat kar rahe the. mere ragon me daud raha khun ublane laga. mere andar ka wahshi kuch kar guzarne ke liye betab hone laga. par ye mere desh ke jane mane adhikari thi. mere desh ki suraksha ke liye mahatvapoorn bhumika nibha rahe the. mai chah kar bhi inke sath kuch aisa vaisa nahi kar sakta tha. aur fir main is samay army headquarter me tha.



kuch der me sab ek bade haal me maujud the. jahan mujhe kai chahron par mask chadhaye kai ladke ladkiyan dikhe. main andaza nahi laga paya ye sab kon ha. aaya ki ye sab army se related han ya koi aur.


main raw chief ko dekhne laga. wo Lieutenant general ko dekh rahe the. kuch ishare baazi hui.. jise main samjh nahi saka.


chief:- thakur saab! aap apne dada thakur gajinder singh ke apman par guse me gaye the. apki ankhon me humen khud ke liye gusa dikha. jo hamare liye bhi apmaan ha. vimal ne sahi kaha tha, gajinder singh ka naam bada ha, par unke khun ke wo garmi, wo aag wo jwala nahi ha. jo thakuruon ki pahchan hoti ha. vimal hi nahi main bhi ye samjhta hon, gajinder singh dhol ke pol han. naam jitna bada ha, himmat me utne hi kam han wo. tum bhi unhi ke pote ho.. dekho apni ankhon me dekho, hamare liye kaise bhav utar aaye han. in ankhon me mujhe wo aag, wo jawala nahi dikh raha ha, jo tumhe ek asli thakur sabat kare. jo sabat kar sake tum jo kah rahe ho, wo 100% sach ha.


mai ek lambi saans leta hua:- itna bhi maine nahi socha tha sir!. youn mere dada ji ka apmaan hoga.

chief:- socha to humne bhi nahi tha. gajinder singh ka pota sach me ek bachha ha aur humen koi bachhu wali kahani sunaane aaya ha. jaao bhayankar saza se bachna chahte ho to hamare agents se lado.. yahi tumhari saza ha. tum bhi lad sakte ho.. lad kar jitna khud ko saza se bacha sakte ho. bachane ki koshish kar sakte ho.

karan:- aur agar mere hathu kisi ki jan chali gai to?

chief samet sab zor se has pade..

vimal:- aap khud ko adhik ghayal hone se bachane ke liye kisi bhi hadh tak ja sakte han. hum dekhna chahte han, thakur gajinder singh jo thakuruon ke naam par kalank han, unke parivar me koi soorma bhi ha. aaj tak jisko ko dekha suna aur jana. wo sab naam ke thakur nikle. tum bhi nam ke thakur ho ya asli thakur ho. hum dekhna chahenge.


ek junglee ki wahshat seema laang chuki thi. main dikha dena chahta tha, thakur karan singh us aandhi ka naam ha, jo apni raah me aane wali har ek chiz ko ukhad kar apne sath uda le jata ha. mere saamne haal me kai ladke ladkiyan khade the. wo sab army se the ya raw aur army wale mix the. par jaisi aag mere andar dahka di gayi thi. main thakur karan singh sabko mamuli keede makode ke jaise dekhne laga. mere jabde is kadar sakhti se bhinch chuke the. kadakk kadakk ki awaz dene lage the. ye sab desh ke deshman hote to aaj main sabko zinda gaadh deta..

fir main sabke beech me a gaya.

vimal:- thakur saab! ek sath kitno se ladenge aap.

karan:- parwa nahi.. jitne.. bhii.. aa.. jayen..


main shabdo ko chabata hua bola tha.. ajab deewangi sawar ho gai thi mujhpar.



vimal ne codeward me kuch bola... 2 hatte katte maskman mere saamne aa gaye. aur fir hamara muqabla shuru ho gaya. wo dono meri takkar ke nahi the. kad kath me achhe the, par mere aage kuch nahi the. jald hi dhool chatte nazar aaye. fir do ladke aur 1 ladki ek sath milkar mere mukable par aaye. is bar ke aaye mere opponent trainned the. par mere jitne pagal nahi the. 2 kick aur 3 punch mere lage to badle me main teeno ko dho kar rakh dia. teeno bhi pade farsh chatte dikhai diye..


vimal ke order par is baar mere muqable kar 2 ladke aur 2 ladkiyon aaye. is bar ka mera mubalka bohut tough tha. ek ladki jiske badan me jaise bijli bhari hui thi. bade hi mahirana andaz me meri war se khud ko bacha rahi thi. sath hi moka milne par mere punch ya fir kick maar deti. aur uske war kamzor nahi the. fir bhi main daleri se ladne laga. chot ki parwa na karte hue mai charon se ladta raha. ek bar to main ladte ladte gir pada tha. aise me charon mujhpar toot pade. charon milkar mujhpar kicks ki barsat karne lage the.. badi mushkil se maine khud ko unke shikanje se nikala aur firse unpar toot pada. aur is bar main un charon par bhari padne laga. aisa vimal ki waja se hua tha.. vimal ek bar firse dada ji baare kuch aisa bola tha. mera khoon jo thanda padta ja raha tha, wo ek bar firse khaul utha. kuch der me main ek ghutno par betha lambi lambi saanse le raha tha. aur mere mukable par aaye charon ghayal pade karah rahe the.


mere hont phat chuke the, ek ankh sooj chuki thi. ankhon ke aage andhera sa chhane laga tha. jahan jahan punchs aur kicks lagi thi, wahan bepanah dard ka ahsas jaag pada tha.. mai sar jhatakta apne dard aur apni halat par kabu pane laga.


vimal:- bass itna hi dumm tha.. chhod to badi lambi lambi rahe the. abhi to hamare best agents se ladna baki ha thakur saab!. ya gajinder singh ke khun me garmi hi itni thi..


ek bar firse mere khun ko lalkara gaya tha. main ladkhada kar uth khada hua.

karan:- to fir is baar jitne bhi baki han, sab ko ek sath ladne ke liye bol dijiye Sirrr!.. aaj thakur gajinger singh ka pota thakur karan singh tab tak haar nahi maanega. jab tak uske seene me bhi ek bhi saans baki ha. jab tak ragon me khoon ka ek bhi katra baki ha.. aapne kaha tha, thakur gajinder singh ke parivar me ek bhi mard nahi janma ha.. aaj aap dekhenege.. aap kahenge, thakur gajinder singh ke pote jaisa ek bhi mard is dharti par nahi ha..

vimal:- waahhhh! ise kahte han asli mardon wali baat.. chalo to fir tayar ho jaao. aur khud ko asli mard sabat karo.


firse mera muqabla shuru hua. aur is baar main nahi lad raha tha. mere andar ka haivan lad raha tha. mere andar ka parivar ka rakshak lad raha tha. jo kisi bhi surat parivar ke naam par dhabba lagta nahi dekh sakta tha. main dhayan nahi de paaya. kisko kitni aur kahan kahan chot lag rahi ha. khud mere sharir par kahan aur kaise kause ghav aa rahe han. mai bass lad raha tha. ek hi soch dimag me thi. ki jab jab meri seene me ek bhi saans ha, radon me khun ka ek bhi katra ha, main ladta rahunga..


jaane kitni der guzri, fir mujhe mere sharir me takat aur himmat naam ki chiz khatam hoti hui mahsus hui.. bass fir main khud ko nahi sambhal paya. aur lahra kar gir pada.. main behosh ho chuka tha..




jab mujhe hosh aya to maine khud ko ek bed par paya. side dekha to dada ji mujhe ek magazine padhte dikhai diye. koi aur kamre me nahi tha. mai heran rah gaya.

karan:- dada ji!

main bola to dada ji mujhe dekh jhat se magazine side table par rakh kar mere paas aa gaye.

dada ji ki ankhon me aisi chamak thi, jo maine aaj tak dikhai nahi di thi.

dada:- karan beta!...

dada ji ki bhavanaon bhari awaz bheegi hui thi.

karan:- dada ji!

main tadap utha

dada:- karan beta! aaj mujhe wo khushi mili ha, jiski talash me main barson se tha.

karan:- main kuch samjha nahi dada ji?

"mai samjhata hon karan beta"

maine dekha to vimal aur RAW chief ek sath kamre me parvesh karte dikhai diye.. unko dekh mai hont bhench kar rah gaya.

dono ko aaya dekh dada ji seedhe khade ho gaye. vimal aur raw chief ki ankhon me is baar mujhe dada ji ke jaisi chamak dikhi. aur mai heran rah gaya..

vimal pandey ne chair ghaseet kar mere bed ke karib ki. dada ji aur chief bhi wahin chair ghaseet kar beth gaye.. maine mahsus kar liya tha, main abhi hilne layak nahi hon. main apni choton ki parwa kiye bina hi ladta raha tha. ab pata chala ki mera anjar banjar dheela hua pada ha.

vimal pandey ne bade pyar se mere ek hath ko thaam kar daba dia..

vimal:- karan beta, main shama chahta hon, jo bhi pahle maine tumse kaha. wo sab tumhara ek test tha. hamara maksad bade thakur saab ka apman karna nahi tha.

main shocked hua:- test?

chief:- karan beta.. thakur saab ke moh se nikle ek ek shabd par hum ankhen bandkar vishwas karne wale vyakti han.

karan:- to fir wo sab kya tha?

vimal:- wo sab ek test tha.

karan:- kaisa test?

mere liye har baat nayi aur shocking thi. dada ji khamosh the.


vimal:- hum nahi jante ki hidden velly sach me ha. tumhare kahe par yakin karne ko bhi dil maan raha tha. par tumhari baat par yakin kar pana ek deewane ki deewangi se badhkar kuch bhi nahi tha. humen proove chahiye tha aur proove tumhare paas nahi tha. tumne kaha ki tum wahan kuch hi mahino me kai tarah ki fighting seekh kar best agent ban gaye ho to humne tumhe parkhne ke liye aise khel ki rachna ki.... hamara ek aur matlab bhi hamare dilon me panap chuka tha. tabhi hum sab aisa karne par majbur ho gaye.


karan:- sir! aapki baaten mere sar se guzar rahi han.

chief:- karan beta! hum bhi hath par hath dhare nahi bethe han. bahar se koi bhi aata ha to uspar hamari puri nazar rahti ha. bas tourists ke liye humse thodi si lapwarhi ho jati ha. ye youn kah lo ki udhar jane wale tourists bare hamare yahi vichar the, ki wo keval tourists han. aur aise tourists dunya bhar me ghumte rahte han. unpar zayada nazar nahi rakhi jaati. humen pata hota, wahan koi velly ha, to hum aisi laparwahi nahi bartte. hum tumhare shukar guzar han, jo tumne humen is haqiqat se avgat karwaya. warna to hum andhere me bhatak rahe the. gumshuda bideshiyon ke liye hum raw wale dedh saal se busy the. par hamare hath kuch bhi info nahi aa rahi thi.


main ek lambi saans lekar rah gaya. mere dil se bojh utar chuka tha. warna mai soch raha tha, mere desh ke mahatvapoorn adhikaari itne nikamme kaise ho sakte han.

vimal:- karan beta! tumhari fight karwane ka ke maksad ye bhi tha, ki hum jaanna chahte the, tumhe wahan kaise trainning karwai jati rahi ha.

mere honto par muskan a gai:- to fir kya jana aapne sir!

vimal ke honto par muskan a gayi:- mujhe uncle kaho karan beta. pahle ka jo bhi tha, wo alag matter tha. ab ka matter alag ha.

mere dil me adhik khushi ki lahar daud gayi. kuch aur chahne walun se mujhe pyar milne lage tha.

chief thakur saab ko dekhte hue mujhse bole:- karan beta! humne jo kaha tha tumhe, wo sab ek drama tha.

karan:- mujhe yakin aa gaya ha sir!

chief:- us drame ka ek maksad aur bhi tha.

karan:- kyaaaaa?

chief:- thakur saab ke baad hum to taras hi gaye the, kisi aur ko thakur ke jaisa bana dekhne ke liye.

is baar main aur bhi heran hua.. meri ankhon me prashan ubhra.

chief:- karan beta! maine apni puri zindagi me bade thakur ke jaisa ek bhi mard nahi dekha. dekha ha to aaj tumhari surat me dekha ha. wo bhi bade thakur ke khun ki surat me.

is baar mujhe ek aur jhatka laga

vimal:- pure parivar me bade thakur ke bad ek tum hi ho, jiske andar bade thakur ki chhaya dikhai di humen. aur yahi chhaya dekhne ke liye bhi wo mukabla zaroori ho gaya tha. i am proud of you karan singh. mujhe yakin ha, jaise bade thakur saab desh ke liye jeete aaye han, aise hi tum bhi desh ki seva karoge. desh ko tum jaise beto ki badi zaroorat ha karan beta.


karan:- wo to main karunga hi sir.. desh ki mahak meri nas nas me ha. mere khun ke sath mere ang ang me daud rahi ha sir. marte dum tak desh seva karta rahunga.

chief aur vimal sir ne mere hath daba kar apni khushi ka izhar kia.

chief:- karan beta, tumhari puri zindagi hamare saamne ha. tumne kab kahan aur kaise samay bitaya ha. hum sab jante han. aur samjhte bhi han ki tumhari zindagi ka sabse bada laksh pyaar ha. aise me meri ek request ha ki apne is laksh me desh prem ko bhi shamil kar lo.



karan:- ji sir! yahi mera laksh ha aur yahi meri shiksha bhi. hazaron aise lamhe mujhe yaad han, jab dada ji se mujhe prem gyan mila karta tha.


vimal:- to fir aaj se tum RAW ke ek GUPT AGENT ho.. aur ye baat hum charon ke baad aur charon tak hi seemat rahegi. koi aur is baare kabhi jaanne na paaye. sivaye unke jispar tum khud se bhi badhkar vishwas karte ho. thelma jaisiyon se is sach ko hamesha chhupaye rakhna..

meri ajib si halat hone lagi thi. mai soch bhi nahi sakta tha. ek hi din me mere sath itni ghatnaen ghatengi. kaise kaise lamhe maine in kuch ghanto me nahi ji liye the.... guse ke, nafrat ke, deewangi ke, pyar aur samman ke aur ab itne bade inaam ke..

meri ankhon me nami utar aai.. is baar dada ji ka hath mere sar ke baalon me aaya aur dada ji mere sar ke baal sahlane lage.

dada:- aisa hi sapna maine tab dekha tha karan beta, jab mujhe wo jogi maharaj mile the. jab unho ne kaha tha ki tum abnormal se normal insan ban sakte ho.. karan beta, main bhi saalon desh ke ek sipahi ek soldier ek agent ki hasiyat se ladta raha hon. meri iccha thi, mere bad bhi mera koi beta ya pota meri tarah desh ki seva kare. par mujhe ek bhi aisa nahi mila, jo meri soch par khara utar sake. parivar me sivaye tumhari dadi ke koi nahi janta ki main ek gupt desh bhakt bhi raha hon.. ab tum karogi mere is sapne ko pura..


karan:- dada ji! karan singh aapke liye jaaan de sakta ha. aapke moh se nikle shabdo ko nakaarna usne seekha hi nahi.. main to aapke liye aur desh ke liye hazaron bar kurban hone ko tayar hon dada ji. bass ek hi chah ha meri.. aap sadaiv meri ankhon ke saamne rahen. ek lambi umar jiyen.. main abhagy khul kar aapke sang ji bhi nahi saka.


bada hi bhavanaon bhara hamare kamre ka haal tha. vimal sir aur chief bhi jaise apne zaroori kam chhod kar mere paas dera daale rahe...



do don baad main firse pahle wala karan ban chuka tha. main raw ke ek secret thikane par tha. mujhse velly bare ek ek baat kured kured kar poochi gai. maine bhi jo batane layak tha, sab bata diya. army aur raw walun ke liye bhi wo velly kisi anmol khazane se kam nahi thi. jis velly me thelma secret headquarter banana chahti thi. wahin ab army aur raw walun ne milkar secret headquarter banane ke nirnay le liya tha.


vaise dekha jata to velly par jinka basera tha, wahan kisi aur ka ghusna buri baat thi. par baat ab pahle jaisi nahi rahi thi. aaj nahi to kal koi na koi apne bure iradon ke chalte velly par kabza karne me zarur safal ho jata. thelma organization jo ek powerful aur kisi hadh tak psycho organization thi, wo velly ko kabhi bhul nahi sakti thi. aur aisa bhi ho sakta tha. aane wale waqto me us velly bare dunya ki dusri badi aur khatarnak organziations bhi jaan jati. aise me mere desh ka wahan ek headquarter hona zaruri tha.



mujhe 2 ladkiyon aur do ladkon se milwaya gaya.


arohi umar 25 saal..
nidhi umar 25 saal..

uday umar 27 saal..
khan umar 26 saal..

pata chala mujhe aur in charon ko mila kar ek team banai gai ha. vaise to ye charon khud se mission anjam dia karenge. zaroorat padne par main inse aur ye mujhse rabta kar lia karenge. charon mujhse milkar, mere bare me jan kar beinteha khush hue. main bhi charon se milkar bohut khush hua tha. charon bohut kamal ke agent the. jitne khatarnak the utne hi bade comedians bhi the. haste koi inhe dekh leta to andaza bhi nahi laga pata ki charon raw ke best agent han..


nidhi wahi ladki thi, jisse meri fight hui thi. aur nidhi ne khub jam kar mera mukabla kiya tha. tab nidhi ka chahra mask ke peecha tha. bad me nidhi se meri is baare khub baaten hi thi..



do din inke sath khub baten hui. khub masti hui.. bohut se topic par discussion chalti rahi. teesre din mai raw helicopter me beth kar velly ke liye nikal pada. velly ke pahredar pahle to helicopter ko dekh firing karne wale the. par jab mujhe dekha to shant pad gaye..

bas fir kya tha. wahan main, vimal sir, chief aur do another raw agent do din velly me rahe aur wahan sabse khul kar baten hui. sardar aur baba samet kisi ko aisa pasand to nahi tha. velly unki thi. sadiyon se wo wahan rahte aye the. kaise kisi aur ko apne velly me ghusne de sakte the. par aane wale khatron se bachne ke liye wo hamari baat maanne par majbur ho gaye.


wahan se lautne ke baad vimal sir aur chief ne mujhe firse badhai di. aur dher sara pyar bhi dia. ab velly par baki ka sara kaam wo khud se sambhal lete..






meri jo fight hui thi, wo raw aur army ke mile jule agents aur soldiers se hui thi. meri fight dekh kar sab shocked rah gaye the. mere jaisa wahshi junglee isse pahle kabhi kisi ne nahi dekha tha. meri izzat bhi bohut badh gai thi. par koi nahi janta tha ki mai raw ka ek gupt agent bhi ban chuka hon. aur zarorat padne par desh ke liye action life jeene wala hon.


meri fight me mujhse kuch galtiyan bhi hui thee. pahli galati main apne desh ke seniors ki baaton par apne aape se bahar hone laga tha. badi sahn shakti thi mujhme. wo sari dhari ki dhari rah gai thi. main jaan hi nahi paya tha sabke chahron par jo ah wo unke dilon me nahi ha. mai jo mere sath dhoka karne walun ko judge kar lia karta tha. yahan maat kha gaya.


chief ne kaha tha:- karan beta! apni bhavanaon ko apne seene me seemat karna seekho. tumhare andar kya chal raha ha, koi tumhare chahre ko dekh kar jaan na sake. log to ulti seedhi baaten karke mind ko bhatkane ki koshish karenge hi. gandi gandi galiyan tak dekar tumhari sahn shakti par war karenge. aise me agar tum kisi nazuk situation me phas gaye to tum survive nahi kar paoge. bhavanaen jahan insan ko sabse jodne me lead role ada karti han, wahin agar bhavanaon ke rele me koi bah jaaye to agar wo rela parivar me aaye to parivar bikhar kar rah jata ha. maidan e jung me wahi rela sab kuch tahs nahs kar deta ha. tumhari jaan ke sath sath tumhare sathiyon ki jaan bhi khatre me aa sakti ha..


sahi kaha tha chief ne.. meri zindagi ke kai saal bhavanon ke rele me bah gaye the. meri zindagi bekar ho jaati. agar mujhe sambhalne wale na hote to.. maine ye baat palle bandh li.. aur faisla kar liya, jitna ho saka apni bhavanaon ko apne seeno tak seemat rakhne ki koshish karunga. na kabhi aape se bahar hoonga aur na hi khud ko kabhi tootne aur bikharne dunga.. mere jaise bhavanaon bhare karan singh ke liye kam bohut kathin tha...


ab mai ek raw agent bhi tha. meri team se mujhe bohut kuch seekhne ko mila. jaise ki sabse khaas baat mujhe mera chahra badalna aa gaya tha. ye baat mere liye bohut badi baat sabat hui.


agle 20 dino me maine desh ke alag alag shahron me chahra badal kar paras pathar se lohe ko gold me convert kiya aur illegal tarike se gold ka dhanda karne walun ko bech gia. sabke liye main bade kaam ka merchant sabat hua. mujhse sabhi ko bohut profit hua. aur maine bhi future ko aage rakhte hue sabko lambi lambi suna di.. illegal gold market me main gold king ke naam se jana jaane laga. in 20 dino me maine 400 crore ka cold becha tha. aur mere hisab se abhi ke liye ye bohut tha. zaroorat padti to fir gold banane mera liye konsa mushkil kaam tha.

jis haveli ka dada ji ne kaha tha, main wo haveli kharid chuka tha. ek nayi identity ke sath. ek naye chahre ke sath. jahan bhuvan, khurpa singh aur dusre sab apne man pasand hathiyaron ke sath rahte the.. mujhe naye chahre me dekh kar izora khub hasi thi..


izora apne dosto aur sugandha chachi ke sath wahin haveli me rahne aa chuki thi. haveli ke pichhle hisse me sugandha chachi apni beti ke sath ek shahana zindagi jeene lagi. izora ne jab haveli dekhi thi to bachhu ke jaise kalkaliyan marti hui nachne lagi thi. dono sher heran the to dono bandar aur kabile wale usay dekh zor zor se hasne lage the.


teesre din main din ke 3 baje apne kamre me dakhil hua. kamre me izora dressing table ke saamne bethi thi..ek ladki beauty pallour se bulwai gai thi, izora ko ek nayi look dene ke liye. wo apna kaam pura kar chuki thi.

aaj main aur izora ek wedding ceremony me ja rahe the.. jaise hi main kamre me dakhil hua. mere pair jaise pathar ke ho gaye. mere saamne izora nahi tajmahal maujud tha. koi apsara koi devi khadi thi. itni haseen thi meri izora mujhe andaza to tha. par sach me ek devi jaisi surat paai thi meri izora ne. mai soch bhi nahi sakta tha. aakash se utri hui apsaraon ki maharani dikhai de rahi thi meri izora. bule saree suit me wo qayamat dha rahi thi.





meri pathrai ankhen izora par tiki thi, ladki mujhe aaya dekh khilkhila kar hasti hui kamre se bahar jaane lagi. mere pair mujhe meri izora ke paas lejane lage. main hosh me tha hi kahan ki khud se chal kar izora ke pass jata. izora khadi sharam se dohri hui ja rahi thi.

meri nazren mere izora ke chand se chahre par thi, jinse kirnen si phootti dikhai de rahi thi. main izora ka chahra niharta chala gaya. mann hua meri ankhen phel jaayen aur mai apni izora ki sari sundrta apni ankhon ki putliyon me utaar lon. izora sare sansar ka husan samete mere saamne khadi thi. main izora ke saamne pohncha aur izora ko bade pyar se thaam kar uske maathe ko chum liya. izora ki chahre ki chamak aur bhi adhik badh gai..


karan:- aaj mujhe pata chala ki meri nazar kitni kamzor ha. tumhare is bepanah husan ko dekhne ki takat mai kahan se laao izora... mujhe sambhal lo izora. tumhare is haseen chahre ki tab na la kar kahin main toot kar bikhar hi na jaaon.


izora chahakti hui boli:- karan! tum shayar bhi ho, mujhe malum nahi tha.


karan:- nahi meri jaan, mai shayar nahi hon.. haan par itna zarur kahunga, ek chand aakash par chamakta ha, jo apne roshni se puri dharti ko roshan karta ha. ek chand meri bahun me ha, jo keval mera ha aur mera ye chand mere dil ko jagmaga raha ha..


izora ankhon me bepanah chamak liye meri ankhon me dekhti mere seene me sama gayi.

izora:- karan! humen der ho rahi ha.

karan:- haan humen der to ho rahi ha.

izora:- to fir chalen!

karan:- mann to nahi ho raha.. tumhe aise roop me dekh ke ghanton tumme
samaye rahne ki aarzu dil me angdaiyan lene lagi ha. par jana bhi zaroori ha.

mai ek lambi saans lekar izora ko chum ko khud se juda kar gaya. izora mujhe niharne lagi aur main usay. fir hum dono ek dusre ka hath thaame kamre se nikal pade...






main jaise andaz me haveli se izora ka hath thaam kar nikla tha, ab shadi wale ghar me main izora ka hath usi andaz me thame chalta hua mandap ki orr badh raha tha. pandap ke aage aneko chairs par aneko sar bethe dikhai de rahe the.

mai aur izora chairs ke beech me se guzarte hue aage badh rahe the. pahle jo sab aage mandap me bethe dulha dulhan ko dekh rahe the. ab mujhe aur izora ko dekh rahe the. sabke moh khule hue the. izora purnima ke chand ki surat mere sath thi. kahan kahin aisa sundrta ka bhanda kisi ne dekha tha. jiski bhi nazar izora par pad rahi thi. wo khud ko bhulta chala ja raha tha. mai aur izora badi shaan se chalte hue aage badhte chale gaye. hamare chalne ke sath sath aneko sar bhi ghumte ja rahe the. fir maine dekha, mandap me bethe dulha aur dulhan ke sath sath wahan ke sab bhi humen dekhne lage. unke moh bhi khul gaye the.


par hum dono kisi ki parwa kiye bina usi shahana chaal se chalte hue mandap ke saamne ja pohnche.

main dulhe ko dekhne laga. bade ghorse dekhne laga.


karan:- ye....shadi....nahi....hogi!


jaise kaale badlon bhare asmaan me bijliyan kadkadati han aur bijli ki garaj chamak dunya ki har ek chij par ghalib aa jati ha. theek vaise hi meri awaz ki ghan garaj bhi aisi hi thi.. ekdum se pure mahaul par sannata chha gaya..




shadi payal didi ki ho rahi thi.. aur mai is samay apni haveli me apne parivar ke saamne tha..

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[Rocky2602]

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