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Kamina Koi Kami Na {Update - 003}
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Wo dono bhi is sab ka dosh mujhe dene lage aur fir humare hosiptal se chhutne ke bad, gulam se humara samjhota karwane ki baat kah kar chale gaye. Unke jaane ke bad hi, kartika andar aa gayi.
Lekin usne meri taraf dekha tak nahi aur aakar kartik ka haal chal puchhne lagi. Wo shayad mere uski gardan pakadne ki baat ko lekar, mujhse naraj thi. Lekin mai khud bhi samajh nahi pa raha tha ki, maine aisa kyo kiya.
Mere dil me pihu ke liye, kabhi koi pyar ya hamdardi nahi rahi thi. Aise me kartika ke usko thappad marne par, mera kartika ki gardan pakad lene wali baat ne mujhe khud bhi soch me daal diya tha.
Pihu ghar me sabki ladli thi aur mom dad ne kabhi us par hath nahi uthaya tha. Mai us se nafrat jarur karta tha. Lekin maine bhi kabhi, us par hath nahi uthaya tha. Meri nafrat sirf usko jhidakne tak hi simit thi.
Aise me apni aankhon ke samne kisi ko us par hath uthate dekh kar, mai sah nahi paya tha aur mere andar daba ek bhai ka dil bahar nikal aaya tha. Lekin ab mai is baat ko manne ko taiyar nahi tha ki, ye mera pihu ke liye pyar tha.
Mai yaha apni soch me gum tha aur udhar kartika apne bhai se baat karte karte baar baar meri taraf dekh rahi thi. Usne meri is soch ka pata nahi, kya matlab nikala ki, khud hi apni narajgi ko khatam karte huye mujhse kaha.
Kartika :- “tumhari mom aur bahan bahar baithi hai. Unhe dar hai ki, unhe dekh kar, tumhari tabiyat fir se kharab na ho jaye. Isliye wo andar nahi aa rahi hai. Lekin tumhe yadi kisi chij ki jarurat ho to, tum mujhse bol sakte ho.”
Kartika ki is baat ko sunte hi, maine bina ek pal ki der kiye bina us se kaha.
Mai :- “mujhe ek kiss de do.”
Mai to kartika se baat kar raha tha. Lekin meri baat sunkar, pata nahi mere dost kartik ko kya hua ki, uske murda sharir me bhi jaan aa gayi aur wo mujh par bhadakte huye, uthne ki koshish karte huye kahne laga.
Kartik :- “ruk madar ch*d, tujhe kiss mai deta hu. Haramkhor, meri bahan ko bhi nahi chhod raha hai. Tu kisi ladki ko pata kar to dikha. Yadi use tujhse pahle maine na ch*d diya to, mai bhi ek bap ki aulad nahi.”
Kartik ko itne gusse me dekh kar, mai hairan rah gaya. Use gusse me ye bhi hosh nahi rah gaya tha ki, wo apni bahan ke samne hi mujhe gaali diye ja raha hai. Mai kabhi apne doston ki kisi baat ka bura nahi manta tha.
Lekin kartik ki ek bap ki aulad hone wali baat mere dil ko chubh gayi thi aur ab mujh se bhi shant rahte nahi bana. Maine bhi ulta us par bhadakte huye kaha.
Mai :- “saale itna bhadak kyo raha hai. Ek bap ki aulad hokar, tune koi bada bhari teer nahi maar liya hai. Aaj tak ek ladki to pata nahi paya hai aur meri patayi ladki ko ch*dne ki baat kar raha hai.”
“Lekin mai teri tarah dosti nibhane se pichhe hatne walon me se nahi hu. Mai tujhse vada karta hu ki, mai tujhe apni girlfriend ko ch*dne se nahi rokuga. Lekin tu bhi mujhse vada kar ki, tu mujhe apni bahan ko patane se nahi rokega.”
Meri ye baat sunte hi kartik ki saanse gusse se fulne lagi. Lekin kartika ne kisi tarah se usko shant karaya aur fir khud mujh par bhadakte huye kahne lagi.
Kartika :- “kamine, mujhe apni girlfriend banane ki teri aukat nahi hai. Teri girlfriend banna to door ki baat hai. Mai to tere marne par, teri kabar tak par bhi nahi wali aur yadi aa bhi gayi to, teri kabar par moot kar chali jaugi.”
Kartika ki ye baat sunte hi, meri aankhon me uska meri kabar par aakar mootne ka drashya ghoom gaya aur mere muh se apne aap hi nikal gaya.
Mera ye kahna tha ki, dono bhai bahan gusse me laal ho gaye. Kartik itna jyada gusse me aa gaya ki, uski ulti saanse chalne lagi. Uski tabiyat kharab hote dekh kar, kartika ne fauran doctor ko bulaya.
Doctor ne uski saans fulte dekh kar, bina kuch soche samjhe, uske muh aur naak me oxygen mask laga kar, hanth me iv drip thoos diya. Lekin doctor ke hath me, aadhe hath barabar injection dekh kar to meri g*and hi fat gayi.
Wahi kartik bhi injection lagne se bachne ke liye doctor ke hath pair jodne laga. Magar dostor ne us par jara bhi raham nahi kiya. Aakhir wo ek doctor tha aur marij ki jaan bachana uska pesha tha.
Usne do nurse ko kartik ko pakadne ka bola aur fir usko palta kar, uski g*and me ek ke bad ek, do injection bhar bhar kar, itni berahmi se thoos diye, jaise wo kartik ki g*and na hokar kisi bhais ka pichhwada ho.
Itni berahmi se to kasai bhi bakre ko halal nahi karta hoga. Jitni berahmi se doctor aur nurse ne mil kar kartik ki g*and me injection thoose the. Ye sab dekh kar to meri jaan hi sookh gayi aur mai saham kar rah gaya.
Mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, mai is wakt kisi hospital me hu ya kisi kasai khane me hu. Doctor ke waha se jaane ke bad, maine darte darte, ek sundar si nurse se puchha.
Mai :- “sister ye kaun sa hospital hai.”
Meri baat sunkar, nurse ne muskurate huye kaha.
Nurse :- “ram bharose hospital.”
Nurse ke muh se hospital ka naam sunte hi, meri dono gotiyan upar ho gayi aur wo sundar si nurse bhi mujhe khoon peene wali dayan najar aane lagi. Lekin ye sirf meri hi haalat nahi thi.
Aisa hi kuch haal hospital ka naam sunkar, kartik ka bhi hua tha. Kyoki ye ek aisa hospital tha, jaha marij ko apne ango ki suraksha khud karna padti thi. Yaha marij ke palak jhapakte hi, uski gurda aur kaleji gayab ho jati thi.
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Wo dono bhi is sab ka dosh mujhe dene lage aur fir humare hosiptal se chhutne ke bad, gulam se humara samjhota karwane ki baat kah kar chale gaye. Unke jaane ke bad hi, kartika andar aa gayi.
Lekin usne meri taraf dekha tak nahi aur aakar kartik ka haal chal puchhne lagi. Wo shayad mere uski gardan pakadne ki baat ko lekar, mujhse naraj thi. Lekin mai khud bhi samajh nahi pa raha tha ki, maine aisa kyo kiya.
Mere dil me pihu ke liye, kabhi koi pyar ya hamdardi nahi rahi thi. Aise me kartika ke usko thappad marne par, mera kartika ki gardan pakad lene wali baat ne mujhe khud bhi soch me daal diya tha.
Pihu ghar me sabki ladli thi aur mom dad ne kabhi us par hath nahi uthaya tha. Mai us se nafrat jarur karta tha. Lekin maine bhi kabhi, us par hath nahi uthaya tha. Meri nafrat sirf usko jhidakne tak hi simit thi.
Aise me apni aankhon ke samne kisi ko us par hath uthate dekh kar, mai sah nahi paya tha aur mere andar daba ek bhai ka dil bahar nikal aaya tha. Lekin ab mai is baat ko manne ko taiyar nahi tha ki, ye mera pihu ke liye pyar tha.
Mai yaha apni soch me gum tha aur udhar kartika apne bhai se baat karte karte baar baar meri taraf dekh rahi thi. Usne meri is soch ka pata nahi, kya matlab nikala ki, khud hi apni narajgi ko khatam karte huye mujhse kaha.
Kartika :- “tumhari mom aur bahan bahar baithi hai. Unhe dar hai ki, unhe dekh kar, tumhari tabiyat fir se kharab na ho jaye. Isliye wo andar nahi aa rahi hai. Lekin tumhe yadi kisi chij ki jarurat ho to, tum mujhse bol sakte ho.”
Kartika ki is baat ko sunte hi, maine bina ek pal ki der kiye bina us se kaha.
Mai :- “mujhe ek kiss de do.”
Mai to kartika se baat kar raha tha. Lekin meri baat sunkar, pata nahi mere dost kartik ko kya hua ki, uske murda sharir me bhi jaan aa gayi aur wo mujh par bhadakte huye, uthne ki koshish karte huye kahne laga.
Kartik :- “ruk madar ch*d, tujhe kiss mai deta hu. Haramkhor, meri bahan ko bhi nahi chhod raha hai. Tu kisi ladki ko pata kar to dikha. Yadi use tujhse pahle maine na ch*d diya to, mai bhi ek bap ki aulad nahi.”
Kartik ko itne gusse me dekh kar, mai hairan rah gaya. Use gusse me ye bhi hosh nahi rah gaya tha ki, wo apni bahan ke samne hi mujhe gaali diye ja raha hai. Mai kabhi apne doston ki kisi baat ka bura nahi manta tha.
Lekin kartik ki ek bap ki aulad hone wali baat mere dil ko chubh gayi thi aur ab mujh se bhi shant rahte nahi bana. Maine bhi ulta us par bhadakte huye kaha.
Mai :- “saale itna bhadak kyo raha hai. Ek bap ki aulad hokar, tune koi bada bhari teer nahi maar liya hai. Aaj tak ek ladki to pata nahi paya hai aur meri patayi ladki ko ch*dne ki baat kar raha hai.”
“Lekin mai teri tarah dosti nibhane se pichhe hatne walon me se nahi hu. Mai tujhse vada karta hu ki, mai tujhe apni girlfriend ko ch*dne se nahi rokuga. Lekin tu bhi mujhse vada kar ki, tu mujhe apni bahan ko patane se nahi rokega.”
Meri ye baat sunte hi kartik ki saanse gusse se fulne lagi. Lekin kartika ne kisi tarah se usko shant karaya aur fir khud mujh par bhadakte huye kahne lagi.
Kartika :- “kamine, mujhe apni girlfriend banane ki teri aukat nahi hai. Teri girlfriend banna to door ki baat hai. Mai to tere marne par, teri kabar tak par bhi nahi wali aur yadi aa bhi gayi to, teri kabar par moot kar chali jaugi.”
Kartika ki ye baat sunte hi, meri aankhon me uska meri kabar par aakar mootne ka drashya ghoom gaya aur mere muh se apne aap hi nikal gaya.
Mai :- “Meri kabar par aakar mootna to sirf bahana hoga.
Tumhe jarur mujhe apni ch*ot dikhana hoga.”
Tumhe jarur mujhe apni ch*ot dikhana hoga.”
Mera ye kahna tha ki, dono bhai bahan gusse me laal ho gaye. Kartik itna jyada gusse me aa gaya ki, uski ulti saanse chalne lagi. Uski tabiyat kharab hote dekh kar, kartika ne fauran doctor ko bulaya.
Doctor ne uski saans fulte dekh kar, bina kuch soche samjhe, uske muh aur naak me oxygen mask laga kar, hanth me iv drip thoos diya. Lekin doctor ke hath me, aadhe hath barabar injection dekh kar to meri g*and hi fat gayi.
Wahi kartik bhi injection lagne se bachne ke liye doctor ke hath pair jodne laga. Magar dostor ne us par jara bhi raham nahi kiya. Aakhir wo ek doctor tha aur marij ki jaan bachana uska pesha tha.
Usne do nurse ko kartik ko pakadne ka bola aur fir usko palta kar, uski g*and me ek ke bad ek, do injection bhar bhar kar, itni berahmi se thoos diye, jaise wo kartik ki g*and na hokar kisi bhais ka pichhwada ho.
Itni berahmi se to kasai bhi bakre ko halal nahi karta hoga. Jitni berahmi se doctor aur nurse ne mil kar kartik ki g*and me injection thoose the. Ye sab dekh kar to meri jaan hi sookh gayi aur mai saham kar rah gaya.
Mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, mai is wakt kisi hospital me hu ya kisi kasai khane me hu. Doctor ke waha se jaane ke bad, maine darte darte, ek sundar si nurse se puchha.
Mai :- “sister ye kaun sa hospital hai.”
Meri baat sunkar, nurse ne muskurate huye kaha.
Nurse :- “ram bharose hospital.”
Nurse ke muh se hospital ka naam sunte hi, meri dono gotiyan upar ho gayi aur wo sundar si nurse bhi mujhe khoon peene wali dayan najar aane lagi. Lekin ye sirf meri hi haalat nahi thi.
Aisa hi kuch haal hospital ka naam sunkar, kartik ka bhi hua tha. Kyoki ye ek aisa hospital tha, jaha marij ko apne ango ki suraksha khud karna padti thi. Yaha marij ke palak jhapakte hi, uski gurda aur kaleji gayab ho jati thi.
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