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ye nisha first confused hgyi
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Romance Kasam - Love is not Everything (Completed)
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UPDATE 20
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Kitne acche aur masti se bhare hue din the…Ajay ki hansi majaak, Nisha ka sawaal aur mere liye fikr, Kajal aur Anjali ka dosti aur saath…Aaj ye sab kuch miss kar raha hu...Aur reh gayi hai sirf wo dard bhari yaadein jaha mujhe sirf apna barbadi hi dikhta hai aur khushiyon ke kuch pal jiski yaad ki sahare hi jee paa raha hu.
Aaj bhi wo din ko yaad karta hu to khud par hansi aata hai…Kitne halke me liya tha maine pyar ko aur Ajay ka wo jokes ki mujhe pyar me dhokha mila tha…Usko hansi me udaa diya tha…Ek baar bhi nahi socha ki adhura pyar ka dard kya hota hai.
Aaj mehsus ho raha hai wo dard…Aur 5 saal se mehsus karta aa raha hu…Kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki aise dard me jeene ka kya faaidaa aur abb makshad hi kya reh gaya hai mere jindagi me? Naa hi koi chaahat aur naa hi koi sapna…Bas kisi tarah din kat raha hai...Dard aur yaadon me.
Kabhi kabhi khayal aata hai ki khud ko hi khatm kar du itna dard aur bekaar jindagi jeene se…Lekin apne patients ko dekh kar ye khayal dimaag se nikaal deta hu.
Wo sabhi bahut mushkil haalat aur dukh bhari jindagi jeete hue bhi jeena chaahte hai… Aur aakhiri vakt tak himmat nahi haarte…Kisi tarah thik ho kar aage ki mushkilon ki saamna karne ki koshish karte hai.
Aur mai ek Doctor…Itna padh lene ke baad aur kandho me itna jimmedaari hone ke baawjud bhi aisi ghatiya baatein sochta hu... Kabhi kabhi to khud par hi gussa aata hai.
Shaayad unn (patients) ka dard ko mehsus karke ya fir unki dard me shaamil ho kar hi aage jeene ka aur apni mushibat ka saamna karna sikh liya hai.
Waise bhi mere saath aisa kya hua hai jo mai itna bada aur ghatiya faisla lene ka soch raha hu…Bas love failure…Kya ye itni badi mushibat hai ki mai iska saamna nahi kar paa raha hu? Kya pyar insaan ko itna kamjor bana deta hai ki insaan apne jeene ki vajah hi bhul jaata hai? Kya mera pyar itna khudgarz hai ki ek rishta ke liye baaki rishta ko najar andaaz kar raha hu? Kya Maa aur Didi ka pyar kuch nahi hai mere liye?
Bas yahi sab khayaal aate hai man me to aisi ghatiya soch bhool jaata hu…Apni jimmedaari aur Maa aur Didi se jald hi ghar lautne ka vaada ki vajah se hi jindagi me aage badhna chaahta hu warna mera jindagi ka koi matlab bhi nahi rehta.
Ye pyar aisa hi hota hai...Jaanta hu jo kar raha hu wo sahi nahi hai...Fir bhi sahi karne ki himmat hi nahi aur naa hi karna chaahta hu.
(Nisha ki photo ko dekhte hue) Kuch issi tarah se jindagi kat raha hai mera…Subah se shaam tak hospital me patients ki check up me aur fir shaam aise hi akela khud se baat karte hue aur future ki baare me sochte hue…Kabhi kabhi dosto ke roop me Shreya aur Aamir ke saath vakt beeta leta hu to kabhi kabhi gaanw me aise hi ghum kar sabhi ke haal chaal jaan leta hu.
Abb yahi hai mera jindagi… Bas kisi tarah khud ko pehle jaisa banana hai aur Maa ka sahara banna hai… Isse jyada naa hi koi chaahat aur naa hi koi sapna.
Maa, Didi ke alawa kabhi kabhi dosto se baat ho jaata hai lekin tumse baat karne ki himmat abhi tak nahi hua…Kahi fir se toot na jaau bas issi dar se tumse baat nahi kar paata hu aur mai abb tumhaari jindagi me fir se aa kar tumhe pareshaan bhi nahi karna chaahta.
Bas yahi dua karunga ki tum jaha bhi raho tumhe wo saari khushiyan mile jo mai tumhe de sakta tha…Nahi usse bhi jyada.
Fir Atul ko neend aane lagta hai…Ghadi me time dekhta hai aur fir.
Atul:- 1 baj gaya…Abb sona padega…Fir subah hospital bhi to jaana hai…Fir kabhi fursat me baat kar lunga tumse…Abhi ke liye goodnight.
Last ke 3 line kehte vakt Atul ke chehre me wohi puraana muskaan tha.
Fir Atul Nisha ki photo bed ke side par hi rakh kar soo jaata hai.
Soya hua mushkil se 1 ghanta hi hua tha ki uske mobile me kisi ka phone aata hai…Ring tone ki volume tej hone ki vajah se wo 2 hi ring me utth jaata hai.
Screen me naam dekhne ke baad wo phone uthaa kar kehta hai.
Atul:- Ha Shreya…Kaho kya baat hai?
Atul ki aawaj se hi lag raha tha ki wo gehri neend me hai.
Shreya:- Atul please jaldi se ghar aa jaao…Neha bahut ro rahi hai aur acche se chal bhi nahi paa rahi hai…Kamar se pair (legs) tak bahut dard ho raha hai...Pata nahi kya ho gaya hai usse…Shaam tak to thik thi…Please tum jaldi se aa jaao.
Shreya ne darte hue kaha.
Atul:- Fikr mat karo…Abhi pahunchta hu.
Atul ne ye keh kar phone cut kar diya aur jaldi se Shreya ki ghar ki taraf badh gaya.
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Thanks Mbindas bhai for your support and comment...Aise hi saath bane rahiye bhai.Behtarin update bhai
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