UPDATE 14
At evening
College se aane ke baad naashta kar ke Nisha chhat ki taraf jaati hai…Padhaai ki suruwat karne se pehle wo chhat me khula aur shaam ki thandi hawa me fresh hona chaahti thi.
Chhat ke gate tak pahunchte hi uske kaano me gaane ki aawaj aati hai…Gaana ki aawaj se usse thoda andaaza to ho hi gaya tha ki gaane wala Atul hai…Chhat ke door khol kar chhat me aane ke baad uska andaaza sachhai me badal gaya.
Gaana gaane wala Atul hi tha…Uska peeth Nisha ki taraf tha…Haath me guitar lekar wo guitar bajaane ke saath saath dheemi aawaj me gaana gaa raha tha…Nisha dhire dhire Atul ke paas jaati hai…Atul apne gaane me iss tarah dooba hua tha ki usse Nisha ke aane ke baare me pata hi nahi chala.
Main rahoon ya na rahoon
Tum mujh mein kahin baaki rehna
Mujhe neend aaye jo aakhiri
Tum khwabon mein aate rehna
Bas itna hai tumse kehna (x4)
Main rahoon ya na rahoon
Tum mujhme kahin baaki rehna
Kisi roz baarish jo aaye
Samajh lena boondon mein main hoon
Subah dhoop tumko sataaye
Samajh lena kirno mein main hoon (x2)
Kuch kahun ya na kahun
Tum mujhko sada sunte rehna
Bas itna hai tumse kehna (x4)
Hawaaon mein lipta hua main
Guzar jaaunga tumko chhu ke
Agar mann ho to rok lena
Thehar jaaunga in labon pe (x2)
Main dikhu ya na dikhu
Tum mujhko mehsoos karna
Bas itna hai tumse kehna (x4)
Hmm..
Bas itna hai tumse kehna (x4)
Main rahun ya na rahun
Tum mujh mein kahin baaki rehna..
Jab Atul ne pura gaana gaake guitar ko side me rakha hi tha ki usse picche se kisi ki taali bajaane ki aawaj sunai deta hai.
Wo chaunk kar piche dekhta hai…Nisha ko dekh ke wo thoda hairaan hota hai…Usne iss vakt Nisha ko yaha expect nahi kiya tha…Aur Nisha kab yaha aa gayi usse pata bhi nahi chala…Wo isse jyada kuch aur soch paata usse pehle hi Nisha boli.
Nisha:- Bahut accha gaate ho.
Ye keh kar Nisha ne muskura kar fir taali bajaya.
Atul:- Thanks.
Atul ne bhi muskura kar kaha.
Nisha:- Ek baat puch sakti hu agar tum bura nahi maanoge to?
Atul:- Puchho.
Nisha:- Tum kehte ho ki tum pyar me vishwaas nahi karte…Lekin abhi tum romantic gaana gaa rahe the wo bhi deep feeling ke saath.
Nisha Atul ko abhi bhi samajhne ki koshish kar rahi thi…Wo Atul ko kabhi ek roop me dekhti to kuch pal baad Atul ka dusra roop dikh jaata tha usse.
Atul:- Wo to abhi bhi kahunga ki pyar par vishwaas nahi karta.
Atul ne fir se muskura kar jawaab diya.
Nisha:- Lekin ye gaana!!!
Nisha abb confuse ho gayi.
Atul:- Gaana ki baat alag hai…Wo to fresh hone ke liye gaa leta hu…Jab bhi gaana sunta hu…Ek alag hi sukun milta hai…Sabhi tension aur problem kuch pal ke liye bhul jaata hu.
Romantic songs sun kar lagta hai ki shaayad abhi bhi duniya me saccha pyar hota hai…Warna jitna suna hai, dekha hai, mehsus kiya hai isse to lagta hai ki aaj kal pyar pyar nahi time pass karne ka ek tarika hai…Koi kisi se pyar karta hai ya fir dikhaawa karta hai to uske piche bhi swarth aur matlab hota hai.
Agar movies aur gaane ki tarah sachha pyar koi kisi se kare to mujhe koi shikaayat nahi hai.
Nisha:- Hmm…Baat to sahi hai…Lekin abb tumne maan liya ki agar koi tumse saccha pyar kare to tumhe pyar se koi problem nahi hai…Matlab tum bhi kisi se pyar karoge?
Atul:- Pyar se shikaayat nahi rahega lekin kisi ke pyar me nahi padunga…Mai apne life me successful banna chaahta hu aur pyar mere raaste me aa gaya to mai apne sapna mera ambition se distract ho jaaunga…Aisa mai kabhi nahi chaahta.
Nisha Atul ki jawaab sun kar iss baar kuch bol nahi paayi…Usne iss baar mehsus kiya ki Atul swarthi hai…Ape sapna aur chaahat pura karne ke liye kisi ki feelings ki parwah nahi karta.
Atul:- Successful se mera matlab hai ek successful aur responsible doctor…Naa ki naam aur paisa kamaane wala doctor.
Bachpan se hi maine sapna dekha tha ki ek responsible doctor banu jo logo ke kaam aa sake…Sewa karke dusro ko khus dekh saku yahi sapna hai mera bachpan se…Iske liye mujhe mere Papa aur Bhaiya ke khilaaf bhi jaana pada…Abb mai ye nahi chaahta ki pyar jaisi baato me pad kar mai apne lakshya se bhatak jaau.
Nisha ka khayal Atul ke liye ek pal me fir se badal gaya.
Nisha:- Bahut accha soch hai tumhara…Lekin ek baat samajh me nahi aaya pyar se koi kaise distract hota hai…Pyar koi kisi se nahi karta Mr. Atul pyar ho jaata hai…Bas do dil ek dusre ke liye ye chaahat mehsus kare yahi to pyar hai…Aur kuch vakt ek dusre se bitaane se aur ek dusre se acchi baat karna hi kaafi hai.
Maine suna hai ki pyar se emotional support milta hai jo hame mushkil se mushkil haalat se bhi ladne me madad karta hai…Jindagi me kuch karne ki hausla milta hai...Apne pyar ke saath rehne ki khushi aur sukoon milta hau. Agar pyar saccha hai to pyar kamjori nahi taakat hai.
Nisha ne bhi apni baat Atul ko kaha.
Atul:- Sach kaha…Agar saccha pyar hai to…Lekin aaj kal "saccha pyar" ye shabd sunne ko milta hi nahi hai…Dekha hai maine apne dosto ko…Entrance preparation ke time me laghbhag bahut ke paas girlfriend tha…Din bhar "Love you, miss you, kiss you, hug you" aise baatein karte karte apne target se hi bhatak gaye.
Deserving student jinhe aasani se scholarship mil sakta tha wo bhi exam me fail ho gaye.
Abb bataao kaisa pyar hai ye?
Aur rahi baat saccha pyar ka to…Mujhe aisa pyar bhi nahi chaahiye…Saccha pyar hone se guarantee nahi milta ki pyar ko uska anjaam mile…Kayi baar aise haalat aate hai ki saccha pyar bhi bich me hi atak jaata hai…Aur waise bhi mai bahut emotional type hu…Bardaast nahi kar paaunga pyar me judaai ko…Aur iss tarah apne life me aage badh bhi nahi paaunga apna sapna pura karna to dur ki baat hai.
Issi liye mai apna sapna pura karne se pehle koi lafda nahi chaahta…Agar shaadi ho gaya to apne wife se bhi to pyar ho sakta hai bhale hi wo arranged marriage ho.
Yahi ha mera concept jo Ajay bata raha tha…Shaadi aur sapna pura karne se pehle koi pyar ke chakkar me nahi padunga.
Itna keh kar Atul chup ho gaya…Aur Nisha iss baat par kya kahegi uss baat ka wait karne laga.
Nisha:- Sahi baat hai…Lekin jitna aasahani se tum bol rahe ho utna aasan bhi nahi hai…Agar tumhe koi pasand aa gaya na to dekhna tumhaara sab concept ek pal me badal jaayega.
Atul:- Mujhe to nahi lagta…Fir bhi dekhte hai.
Atul ke dimaag me ek baat aaya aur usne Nisha se pucha.
Atul:- Nisha…Ek baat bataao…Tum pyar ki paksh (side) me baat kar rahi ho…Class me koi ladka pasand aa gaya kya tumhe?
Atul ki achanak se iss unexpected sawaal par Nisha chaunk gayi…Sar ko naa me hila kar usne kaha.
Nisha:- Nahi.
Atul:- Fir tumhe pyar ke baare me itna kaise pata chala? Baat to tumhaara sach hi hai lekin ye theory mujh par laagu nahi hota.
Nisha:- Suni hui baat hai…Movie aur stories se jo bhi pata hai wok eh diya.
Atul:- Accha hai…Ek suggestion dunga…Kisi se pyar karne se pehle uske baare me acche se pata kar lena…Bahut insaan ke maasum shakal aur baato ke picche khaufnaak iraada hota hai…Agar galat insaan se pyar karogi to jindagi bhar pacchtaana padega.
Nisha:- Jarur…Pyar to kisi ko acche se jaane pehchaane se hi hota hai…Khair abhi tak koi nahi mila jisse mujhe bhi pyar ho…Jab milega tab sochungi.
Atul:- Accha apne baare me bhi bataao kuch…Mere baare me hi puch rahi ho…Dsti ho gaya lekin abhi tak tumhaare baare me jyada nahi jaanta hu.
Nisha:- Jyada kuch nahi hai bataane ko…Apne Maa aur Papa ki ek louti aur laadli beti hu…Tumhaari tarah ek accha doctor banke logo ka sewa karna mera bhi sapna hai.
Abhi tak jindagi se koi shikaayat nahi hai…Jo bhi chaaha hai sab pura hua hai…Scholarship ke liye 2 marks piccche reh gayi fir bhi Papa ne jidd karke donation me admission kara diya…Maa aur Papa bahut pyar karte hai mujhse yahi mere liye sabse khushi ki baat hai…Kuch acche dost bhi mile hai…Abhi tak apne jindagi se khus hu aur ummeed hai ki aage bhi aisi hi khushi jindagi bhar rahe.
Nisha ne bahut khus ho kar kaha…Aur Atul apne man me sochne laga.
Atul:- (In his mind) Kaash mere Papa bhi mujhe kabhi samajhte.
Lekin wo jald hi apne khayal se baahar aaya aur Nisha se kaha.
Atul:- Sweet and Happy family.
Nisha ne iss baat ka jawaab muskuraa kar sar ko haa me hila kar diya.
Atul:- Nisha sorry abb kal baat karenge…Abhi Physiology padhne wala tha lekin baato me hi time kab itna beet gaya pata hi nahi chala.
Atul ne ghadi dekhte hue kaha.
Nisha:- Ok…Abb mai bhi chalti hu...Kal college me milte hai.
Fir dono apne apne room me chali gayi.
Jaate vakt Nisha sochti hai.
Nisha:- (In her mind) Pehli baar aisa insaan dekha hai jo pyar se itna darta hai…Lekin soch bahut hi sahi hai…Dekhte hai kabhi ye soch badlega ya nahi.
Dusri taraf Atul ko bhi khud par bahut yakin tha ki wo hamesha aisa hi rahega aur kabhi pyar nahi karega…Uska jo target hai usse hi haasil karega.